localbogwitch415

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You know what? I’ve been feeling really shitty lately because my friends have just graduated and I feel kinda left behind. But I felt 100x better when I saw that my friend had changed their homescreen to a picture of me and our other mutual best friend. It was his cat, who is literally one of his favorite things in the world, but now it’s us, and I feel a little less left behind. I’m the youngest, so I’m perpetually anxious of getting left behind, but I love times like this when my friends remind me that they love me as much as I love them.

Ps- thanks for the angry, music blasting drive in the middle of bumfuck nowhere. I love that part of healing our shared ex trauma.

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I lost the ask but it was about Soap in this specific shirt, and another one was about Ghost in a kilt, so here they are:

Leave at Johnny’s this time

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✌️

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“in the back of my mind, it’s always there…”

late to the party but… my girl deserved the world :’(

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"Useless ray of goddamn sunshine. You could have taught an old fool like me a lot."

Referenced Ivan the Terrible and His Son Ivan (1885)

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Alright so when I went on a trip last summer, my dogs were staying with my grandma. She had previously owned one of them, so I trusted her. He ended up passing away while I was on the other side of the country(not her fault, he apparently had fairly serious tumors in his kidneys and other vital organs.) but now I just have a massive fear of traveling without my dog. I’m terrified he’s going to pass while I’m away, and it’s been a year of living with it. I’ve now had more serious anxiety surrounding leaving the house (yay) and I just needed to vent.

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Alright so I am far from fluent in ASL but I’ve picked up on some over the years.

The thing is, there’s very few words I feel confident finger spelling, but the one I’m most confident in is moron.

Idk why man it just is what it is.

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Do yall ever just like- not have the spoons to re adjust or get up to make yourself more comfortable? Just me? Alright.

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I legit forgot how scary having family go to the ER is.

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Here’s the bonus chapter about azriel in acosf, enjoy:)

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Sending my best wishes to one of my close friends-

They’re awesome, they could quite honestly probably name each and every mcr song and tell you what album it’s from. They’re a total nerd, they helped me through the Magnus archives, and they’re one of my chronic pain buddies 🪼

In the span of three days, they have been ghosted by one of their closest friends(who was friends with them for like 10 years), had to bury a kitten at work(they help manage a farm) and then on the way home they got pulled over. And then to make it worse, they hit a deer on the way to work today, and it fucked up their car reaaaaaallllll bad.

So in short, just wanted to rant about how much I feel for my friend, and wanting to send positive vibes their way.

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Chronic pain:

0/10 stars, would not recommend. Haven’t been able to get proper sleep the last few days bc of it. Fuck this shit.

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This has wholeheartedly been a large part of my mood lately, along with incredibly heightened emotions which means that my usually mild agoraphobia has almost caused a total of 5 panic attacks (so far, currently on my way to the 3rd place I’ve gone in the last week). Not to mention the chronic pain being worse than usual, and the fact that I’ve cried at least a gallon of tears(maybe a tad bit of hyperbole, but seriously, it a lot) over the STUPIDEST SHIT EVER. Oh also fuck POTS, I want to be able to eat a larger meal without feeling like shit afterwords. I want my joints to be able to move and function without feeling achy. I want to be able to exist in heat without having to ask my partner to take away time at her friends house to come and hang out with me while I lay on the floor in front a a bunch of fans for half an hour. In short, I hate my body rn and chronic illness sucks

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Okay but like Idfk if it’s the ‘tism or the ADHD but I have been binge watching the spiderverse and now the tom holland Spider-Man movies, but I have only had like- 15 grams of caffeine within the last 24 hours and I still feel fidgety even while I’m passively watching the movie, listening to the Good Omens audiobook and crocheting.

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French problems lol

when ur reading a fic that has characters speaking in a different language but its obvious that the author doesn't fluently speak said language (and you do) and you kinda wanna somethin through the window everytime you see a grammatical error...just me?

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ATTENTION LOTR TUMBLR

At the end of the first movie/ beginning of the second, I called Frodo emo and my stepdad felt the need to make this