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I don’t know how to put it other than I’m fucking struggling

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𝒟ℴ𝓃𝓉 𝓀𝓃ℴ𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉ℴ 𝒹ℴ 𝓃ℴ𝓌

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I have ruined my own life so many times I have lost count

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Something has to change. I have to change it. That seems to be where the problem is.

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hey, i just found your blog and i relate to a lot of your struggles. i scrolled a bit thru your posts and im just curious, what did you get your degree in? :-) also if you ever wanna talk or vent you can message me if it's helpful 🩵

I got my degree in music.

Thank you for your kind words, I appreciate them and I’m glad you can find some connection in my experience 💙

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being mentally ill AND self aware? zero stars, would not recommend

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How do you deal with parental wounds?

Very poorly.

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I thought your pfp was a soble

I don’t know what that means

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I want to leave my body

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Reblog if it's okay to invade your ask box.

Always

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If it helps me survive who are you to judge

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I’m gonna tag this bipolar disorder ✌️😘

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What are you supposed to do when you’ve done all of the therapy and you take all of the meds and you still want die

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My problem is I’m going to let it eat at me and rip me to shreds until I can’t take it anymore

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I don’t know who I am when I’m not performing who I should be

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Nice weather makes me want to kill myself