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I’m in my 20’s and still wanting to be pretty and skinny when will i ever move on

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And when someone calls me pretty im like no no this lighting, angle and makeup it’s not true so i don’t believe them

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I had this idea where i thought if i was skinny i would look pretty but it got proven wrong so many times i know im obsessed with beauty but i cannot fake it for god’s sake i tried everything i think i need a surgical intervention

Still gonna ⭐️ve myself tho

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I hate group pictures it just shows how huge i am i literally had a mental breakdown yesterday

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Im so fat i will end it istg

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I might just cancel and stay in bed googling how much a breast reduction surgery cost

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People wonder why i have an eating disorder despite having “the perfect body” in their mind but they never experienced having boobs so large and wearing size s it’s like im being suffocated

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After getting the confirmation that i have bpd can i be welcomed into the fandom🫦 this is me 23 and suicidal with a mix of mental illnesses like bpd, ed ana, mdd and anxiety yk the usual haha

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Forgot to tell you guys that i got diagnosed with ? Personality disorder and the next session we found the answer borderline personality disorder 😻😻😻

I kinda knew but i don’t wanna think about it

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You guys i got a new diagnosis instead 😻😻😻 bpd

I might be getting ketamine therapy you guys💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

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I might be getting ketamine therapy you guys💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

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Did smoky eye makeup at 7 am

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This is my automatic pose

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I resent my doctor for this arm fat u sneaky mf u made me fat gradually fucking hell

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I’m back to old medication (not the psych meds i never stopped those lol) but i mean relaxers and sedatives that knock me tf out im back to habits i worked so hard to get rid of it feels like im back to zero but i gotta be strong for myself and my family

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Never thought he’d get me to the point of a breakup but he left me no choice i’ve been talking to the wall for 3 years and if i mattered that wouldn’t happen i know that

I’ve been grieving for a while, my whole body hurts especially my chest im so heartbroken he was my first everything or at least that’s what i thought but i didn’t experience the bare minimum of a relationship and im taken for granted and disrespected and gaslit so bad i started to think im crazy but im saying the truth i can’t do it anymore

Gosh i love him i love him so much i resent him for loosing me like this

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edtwt handle @ ? im looking for moots <3

yess i want new moots

@mindnsouldying it’s private but i would accept ur request 🫶