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Come on trump, I finally accepted myself as a transgender female and have made plans to start transitioning and now instead of somewhat taking my time (even though yes if I could just wake up tomorrow as a woman i would be thrilled crying 😭 from joy and being grateful ) now I kind of want to put a rush on it and start transitioning the second my Medicaid is back on which should be soon , so anyway I kind of feel like I need to go thru the entire process as quickly as possible before trump makes it so either our insurance won’t pay for our transitions or he will make it all out illegal . So damn typical in my life to think I have hope and then wham!!!! Clearly not so much .

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Not a sissy but certainly a girl

She’s cute

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Just a couple pictures of my favorite version of me . I know I haven’t been posting anything new for a little while now, I’ve been depressed and in my head . I know for me the best way to experience self love and the ability to be happy is seeing myself as a beautiful girl that I’ve kept trapped inside this joke of a man for far too long . I Hate when I go back and forth on being scared and then being confident . To be honest I don’t even know what I’m scared of , I discovered that I don’t need to be scared 99% of the people who have either found out about me being a girl or I have told have been really supportive , even my best male friend told me that it suits me and that if he had seen me in public at some bar he would be asking me to dance “filling up his dance card with just me” it was really really sweet of him to say and he meant it . Had to show his girl friend whom I’ve known for about 20 years now, known them both that long and she was blown away , didn’t know it was me. Both of them support me, he even told me I’m not allowed to fight this dude next door (that fight is a whole other story and over him beating woman) told me he will handle it because I need to conduct myself as a lady . Was very very sweet indeed. I hate that I get in my head , I kind of wish someone would be here to force me to stick with becoming a girl , in the best way of course , it’s what I truly what I want, it’s who I truly am , my depression is pretty much cured when I’m presenting myself as female. Which tells me this is what I need , it’s almost like I feel I will die if I don’t become the woman I was meant to be . There’s no doubt in my mind I should have been born a girl. So I need to stop being a scared little boy and woman up for a change .

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Haven’t dressed up in a while . I was being shy and in my head . I had forgotten how much better about myself I feel when I’m accepting myself as a trans gender girl and I finally know what it is to love myself . I just needed to be a girl . Oh god do I wish I had just been born female , it would just be so much easier . But I wasn’t but I know it was a mistake so I’m trying to correct that. But lately I’ve been a scared little bitch and just haven’t been letting my female side out. I was supposed to be living as a woman as often as possible . I figure if im planning to become a woman than better to be ready to be seen as a girl even before transition, once I start to transition I would be very comfortable being a woman and to be seen as one . At that point there’s no choices . Any maybe I lost some confidence , I went from telling my girl to not let me back out, remind me I’m loved either as a girl or a boy , she’s into both guys and girls and was adamant that she “loves pussy” just as much , I’d have to be good with her having a boyfriend which I am so long as I’m her main bitch and her mine. We could fuck with him together . That would be awesome. I’m the one she will one day marry and i want to be in a wedding dress.

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God I truly cannot wait til I can finally woman up and start my transition from male to female eventually having a full sex change too and bottom becoming as close to a real woman as possible . I can’t wait to look and be the part full time . Everything girly . Make up !! Love it !! Skits , cute tops , dresses ….. yes please , sexy heels or any kind of woman’s clothing oh my God I can’t wait . Starting hormones is so exciting to take the first step but everytime I get close I back out , not because I don’t already know this is me , I think it’s mostly my relationships mainly my mom that I’m worried about , I know she would still love me either way but she’s already made it known she would only want to see her son . So I already know she will have a hard time with it and I do very much love my mom. Kind of a shitty situation 99% of my people who have learned about me completely support and encourage me and are blown away . They think I’m beautiful and a natural Girl (besides the fact I’m not a natural girl lol , maybe they mean I make it look natural and it makes sense that I should be a female for sure . I don’t know hopefully I can just do what I need to do and become that girl I have always known I should have been.

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I agree completely. What’s crazy is people that I expected to judge me, maybe even expected to be bullied again didn’t. They were the most supportive out of everyone . Matter of fact the person I expected to judge me least is the one that treated me the worst and hammered me non stop making me feel like shit about myself . Everyone else is so very very supportive even encourages me to be the girl I have always been on the inside . Other than that one person everyone else has excepted me and embraced me , the only other person who judges me is me . Which kind of sucks the most , I’m supposed to start hormones this month , I plan to go the whole 9 yards and have a sex change from male to female . Like completely . Even my girlfriend is very supportive telling me how she loves girls as much as guys and is in love with me no matter what my gender is . She wants me to be who I feel I am . If I feel like I’m a girl she wants me to be a girl . I need to stop being a bitch and just bite the bullet and stop being scared to be happy and be myself . I know for the first time in my life I actually love myself , well love my self while presenting as a female . So for me being a girl literally gives me a chance to finally be happy for a change . Anyway encouragement is more than welcome if anyone decides to contact me . Please feel free to so long as your going to be positive and help try and talk me out of being a scared little girl and instead talk me into being a big girl and living my truth . Thanks everyone .

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Just saw this and had no choice but to share it . My ex put a picture of me and went and told the world all about me . No cool at all , however she did me a favor kind of . Now I don’t have to worry about actually coming out as trans myself lol. Those who love me still love me and I haven’t had not one person walk away from me . Infact she is the only one who tries/tried to bully me and treat me like trash over it . Everyone else has been wicked supportive and ready to meet Miranda , they tell me how much sense it makes and that if anyone ever gives me shit they are “ready to defend my honor “ that comment was made by one of my closest friends who has had my back since I was 17 also after seeing pictures had told me if he didn’t know me and saw me he would be “asking me to dance for sure “ in very glad to have his support we have gone to war together and we were like brothers and still my brother but he is so very ready to welcome his new sister to his life . I love my brother that much more for it .

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I love me some pink no doubt , but any color is good do long as they are all girl clothes

Your colours 🩷🤍🩷🤍

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My girl is telling me my makeup is hookerish , I’m thinking she’s is out of her mind . I think I look cute , that’s my natural hair too and I’m so very excited that it’s starting to be long enough and look feminine finally . What do you all think? Do I look like a hooker?

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I hate when I get down , upset , depressed or fight with my girlfriend. I always end up feeling like a fool or feeling like I do not deserve a chance to be happy then I get into my head, take off my makeup , take off the cute clothes , earring , bracelets , hair and necklaces . Then cry and sit around like dead log in the water , no emotion , no ambition , no desire to be happy just there . No point to me at all , the only difference between me and the log in the water is at least the log can provide a home for the fish in the water. I’m to useless to do that . It wicked blows. I thought I was worth something and thought I deserved to be happy , I didn’t think it was too much to ask for , but I think I’m mistaken . I’m not worth it at all.

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Couldn’t help myself I’m feeling sexy ! Enjoy

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Hey hey here I am your favorite bad Girl Miranda , was feeling a little naughty this morning , feeling much more like I belong like this after a visit with my mom that was fun but also showed me it doesn’t matter if I don’t p choose to be male or female (I choose female) I’m loved and supported either way.

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My natural hair for a change , I’m starting to like it a little bit . Exciting news , I’m a wicked girl about these things , and notice all kinds of little things that I take as signs . I suppose it’s helpful to feel like I am on the right path. Today my mother ,who when she first found out and asked questions about it had was really reserved about it, told me she loved me no matter what , has no problem with me being educated

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Got tired of the wig and decided to try my natural hair. What do you all think? I’ve been grieving it for a while in hopes that one day my long hair goes with the rest of my body .

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That’s awesome , then he realizes how much he lover being a she and decides to make the changes permanent, then begins transitioning eventually completely having a sex change