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"Your scars tell a story !!"

The story:

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I distanced myself from the world outside my bedroom, I felt at peace. Just for a little while, I'll stay like this. I thought...

But why did it turned into a void that swallows me bit by bit each day?

And now I'm afraid to go outside cuz I stopped in time while others got over me and are living like normal people.

I'm lost and forgotten in the void, the one that once was my wonderland.

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I thought you were the only one I could rely on. Funny how you stabbed me when I needed you the most.

I don't want to stay here anymore, living is getting harder every day.

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Hey Google how do i unlove someone for my own well being

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This disorder is the equivalent of being on a swing so long that your head starts hurting and you feel ill and dizzy, yet you keep swinging. It feels like an endless merry-go-round that doesn't care about your nauseua.

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How am I supposed to believe I’m worthy of love if I’ve had to beg for it my whole life?

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game - Zeph

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people with personality disorders: it was difficult to survive on the ground, so i climbed in a tree and now im stuck and can’t get down

mental health workers (and everyone really): it seems that they climbed in trees to manipulate us. they are fully capable of getting down but doing so would make it harder to abuse us, so they stay there

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I feel like there are a lot of people out there who needs to hear this:

If you dropped out of school because of diagnosed (or undiagnosed) ADHD, Autism, ADD, OCD, Dyslexia, Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar disorder, psychotic disorders, schizophrenia etc… You did not fail. The education system failed you.

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Concentration camp.

They built a concentration camp.

I don't think words can describe what this other than genocide.

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cute bpd things!!

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*small inconvenience* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP

yeah im fine lol look at this meme :D

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mood depending on them

every text hurts or feels way too good

intrusive thought yeouch okay ouch thats another one yeOOUCH

the 50000+ articles on how youre abusive

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fp is bad for me but its ok i love them<3

"if i hurt someone its gonna be myself"

becoming completely obsessed with someone the moment they give you the slightest attention

never being able to cut anyone off ever. immediately go running back

cry because theyre talking to someone that IS NOT ME

oh my fp isnt here. okay. oh im dissociating okay i dont have any purpose to continue living without them okay my life literally revolves around them i want to die where are they are they safe i dont know what to do with myself

"just leave. everyone does anyways"

5 minutes later theyre the worst person ever

*looking for an identity* hmmm, where could it be?

dependent on fp like theyre a parental figure you never had

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I want to crawl out of my gross, disgusting skin...

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I waited

For someone to come find me

I waited

For a drop of sympathy

I waited

For a miracle

I waited

For even only 1 rose to bloom this spring

I waited and waited

But the spring never came

No one's gonna save me

Only drops of blood flood my garden

And my fate is waiting forever for something I'll never get.