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i was never brave enough to tell people how im feeling and now im brave enough and it s useless anyway so what s the point

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"you were my last hope" more like i was your last option but ok

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if i get another crush on a gay guy i swear to god

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Were you even fucking real? Cause the only traces I have of you in my life are in my memories and I don't even trust those anymore

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my two moods for the last week have been super depressed and super horny

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worst feeling is when you have a lot to say but you choose to stay silent because you are too tired of explaining things everytime

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i wanna hug you until we both feel okay

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it sucks that you have to keep yourself busy to feel okay

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is this what growing up is? just leaving things behind, over and over?

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Don't f w/ me this is my workout album:

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this is funny

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hey guys i was having a talk with my therapist the other day and it turns out my type is someone who s deeply traumatized 🤩

anyways what s up

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Consumed by health anxiety

- some thoughts I’ve had

If everything is really fine, I’ll try to go on at least one date

I swear I’ll try to make mystakes

I’ll try to live, I’ll try to learn,

I’ll try to feel and try to cope

I’ll try to let the people know

That I exist and that I’m hurt

And it’s been scary for a while,

And I am lost, and I am tired

But if everything is really fine,

I’ll learn to live, I’ll learn to die

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Gojo wallpaper 😍

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looking through my old post and silly me who thought it was only depression

I might not have any friends but u know what I do have???? That’s right, depression

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I don't have time (the "for you" is silet)

point is, when people like you and want to spend time with you, they will make time

see them studying with another person when they told you they can't be productive when trying to work if there are other people around? yeah, they meant they don't want to sped time with you

see them meeting in the hallways with all of their friends and talking but only saying hi to you? yeah, they meant they don't want to sped time with you

see them not answering messages and barely saying something? yeah, they meant they don't want to sped time with you

so why are you trying to get them to spend time with you?