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[neigebabe]

You either have it or you don't.

There is no in btw when it comes to manifestation. All you gotta do is be clear on what you want. Or if you're not clear about the specifics just know that this is what you want. That's all. Now ask yourself this - do you have it or you don't. Your answer will determine everything.

I don't have it yet but - Sorry wrong answer.

I am seeing major movement - Sorry wrong again!

I affirm all day - Yeah I really don't care.

I am seeing some changes - well good for you if what you're manifesting is "changes".

Can I manifest... - Oh dear God haven't we got past this already!!

Ask yourself do you have it rn. If your answer is yes then congratulations. If your answer is no then make it yes and congratulations.

The only right answer here is yes. Do u have it ? Yes. Are you sure? Yes. Positive? Yes.

It's not about I almost have it or I see major movement or I'm getting a lil movement or anything else. Are u manifesting movement? Then congratulations you have what you want. But if your goal is the end story then stick to it. There are people who never get any movement and end up waking up with their whole manifestation at once. Movements aren't an indicator of anything. You can see it and remind yourself you already have it and that's about it. But what is it that you want? You know that right. So do yourself a favour and accept that it's already done. You already have it. Go to the end and stay there.

You either have it or you don't.

[neigebabe]

*ੈ𑁍༘⋆ I know some of you are scared in the back of your mind *ੈ𑁍༘⋆

but you don’t need to be, STOP RACING AGAINST THE CLOCK

TIME ISN’T REAL AND ITS DONE, IT’S INIVETABLE

some of you are gaslighting yourself to into persisting while still being scared. You’re persisting in that new body but, in the back of your mind you’re scared that it won’t come before summer because you aren’t doing anything in the 3D, what if this is all for nothing. You’re persisting in your good grades but in the back of your mind you’re like “what if this is all for nothing, i need to study to get good grades”. So you’re scared, you waver and you start to believe that you’re nothing to change your reality.

And why is this

Because stupid society has told you that in order to see a result in absolutely anything, you must work for it. In order to get money, you MUST work. In order to pass you classes you MUST study. In order for your skin to clear up you MUST do skincare. You need to do something in the 3D to set things in motion is what they tell us. And because of that you think you’re being lazy, “what if i can’t actually manifest money and actually have to work for it, what have been doing this whole time?” So you panic and start wavering. And because of that it never comes. Because you’re SO skeptical of the fact that we don’t need to even touch our 3D to get what we want. You’ve been so conditioned to think another way you can’t fathom what’s right.

But what you need to realise is that creation is finished, done. There is nothing you need to do. at all. And it doesn’t take days or weeks to adopt this new mindset just know that in this moment, creation is finished. It takes a second to flip your thoughts you just need to persist. Why are you anxiously awaiting the deadline you’ve given yourself in the back of your mind? Time isn’t real, the 3D isn’t real. The 3D doesn’t determine your experience it’s your mind

for example

if you try and persist in a new body before summer and you’re anxious that you won’t get and believe that you just “should’ve worked out” → you won’t get what you want.

if you work out but you believe that you’re “not doing enough” → you won’t get what you want

so whether you did or you did not it didn’t matter, same outcome when your mind isn’t with it.

i’ll use good grades again as an example

Lora said she persisted in her good grades fore her exam, she tried staying strong however the scary exam talk from the teachers and other people around her got in her head. In the back of her mind she’s scared that it won’t work and that “she should’ve studied”(affirmation btw). She panics and wavers and then she doesn’t get what she wants.

This is because she couldn’t understand that creation is finished. The second she wanted those good grades they were hers, if only society didn’t constantly tell her she needs to work for a result. I have many friends who study and still don’t feel confident so they fail and re affirm that “they’re just dumb”, so it doesn’t matter what you do in your 3d because it isn’t real.

Creation is done, stop being scared. “what if is all for nothing and i fail?” (affirmation) you’re allowed to feel. but counter that by telling yourself what’s true. Your innerman doesn’t experience the 3d so it doesn’t matter what you do. Saturate your mind into believing what’s true.

Your innerman doesn’t experience time, there are no deadlines to be afraid of, it’s already yours.

stop thinking you need to persist for a certain amount of time for your manifestation to be valid. You only got your head in the game and started persisting in your dream life, “i should’ve been doing this for longer” time is not real, persisting in a fact for 60 seconds is the same as persisting in a fact for 60 days.

Let’s say both Luna and Lani are both trying to have their dream body before summer break in June. Luna started persisting in January, and Lani after months of wavering decided to persist in the last week of May. Time isn’t real so, it doesn’t matter how long theyve been persisting for, both of them get what they want.

Stop panicking it’s yours. Idc what’s going on your life, even if you’re backed up against a wall it’s yours. It’s okay to feel upset and panicky but don’t indulge in those feelings anymore let them pass, cast them out with psych k, or simple visualisation and tell yourself it’s already done.

If you hop on a train from london to paris, it doesn’t matter if you’re going to eat loads of food on the train, sleep or do an exercise in the middle of the isle like a crazy person, it’s still going to end up in paris. If you persist, no matter what, you will end up having what you want. Affirm to yourself “no matter what happens, everything is done”

don’t be afraid, creation is done

there’s nothing to do, and i mean this, you don’t have to meet in the middle with the 3D. EVER

there. is. nothing. absolutely. nothing. you. need. to. do 👏👏 it’s happened already

you have that face, body, house, car, you’ve induced pure consciousness, no. matter. what.

Why would you clean a house that’s already squeaky clean, why would you need to work for something THAT YOU ALREADY HAVE. If you were 8 months pregnant would you be scared that “it’s all for nothing” and that your baby won’t come when it’s due, that you’ll wake up and your stomach just disappears?

be serious

🌺🍯 stop feeling scared that something isn’t coming. you already have that thing.

[neigebabe]

What's the worst that could happen?

What's the worst that could happen if you believed in yourself? What's the worst that could happen if you told yourself that you've already shifted to your dr hundreds of times? What's the worst that could happen if you treated yourself Iike you were the love of your life? What's the worst that could happen if you told yourself you already have all of your desires now? What is the worst thing that could possibly happen if you fully indulged in your "delusions" and told the 3d to fuck itself?

What's the worst that could happen?

I'll tell you about the best case scenario though:

You could go to sleep tonight and wake up in your dr.

You could walk up to a mirror and see your dream face staring back at you.

You could get a text from your sp confessing their undying love for you.

You could log into your bank account and see 6, 7, 8??? Figures.

You could change the world as we know it.

Give yourself a fighting chance. Aren't the voices telling you you're crazy and it'll never work enough? Do you really have to add your own to thee cacophony?

All I'm asking is that you believe in yourself a tiny bit. That's all.

Happy Shifting ❤️

[neigebabe]

FEEL THE LAW!

a challenge.

Are you tired of affirming and persisting? Are tired of consistent spiraling? Are you so focused on your circumstances you feel hopeless? STOP right there. @aphrodieties and I GOT YOU.

The law of assumption governs the universe and no one is exempt from this phenomena. Understanding the law is truly a privilege however feeling the law is priceless and the key to a fruitful existence.

The goal of the next 7 days is to consistently identify with your true self, Your godliness.

"I ask you: are you really keeping the faith? Do you always turn to your imagination and, no matter what happens, do you remain faithful to the state imagined? If you do, you have passed the test." - Neville (this quote here is your BIBLE).

Rules.

1) Stop asking questions and start doing. (no running to blogs for reassurance, reassure yourself, God is capable of reassuring,he reassures the world)

2) STICK TO THE BASICS! No void, vain repetition, and following the newest community trend.

The basics : Accept it and Sustain it.

3) Don’t question yourself and do what feels correct.

The whole purpose of this challenge is to identify with your inner man, your eternal being. Your eternal being has no questions for it is ALL KNOWING. You are all knowing.

4) Ask yourself in times of doubt . “Would God be worrying about this? Should I be worried about this?” YOUR I is GOD. It is EVERYTHING and Nothing at the same time. You are not your body, personality,thoughts and emotions. That’s not who you truly are, It’s who you CHOOSE to be. Ultimately you are nothingness.

5) Do this mediation, EVERYDAY. Feel the law and feel that you are God.

It is in no one’s best interest to say that reality is fake but I will say that your reality is what you make it.

Lectures to listen to this week (not mandatory for the challenge but highly recommended.)

Be angry and not sin - Edward Art

Law and Liberty - Neville Goddard

Fulfillment of God’s Promise- Neville Goddard

The pearl of great price - Neville Goddard.

Try to internalize these in the best way you know how , whether that be : to listen on repeat, journal your thoughts and/or meditate on the message. Just internalize the information and feel it to be true.

By the end of this challenge your self concept should be rock solid and you shall view your outer man in your desired light because your inner man has been fully embraced. All your “desires” will be realized.

Please update @aphrodieties and I !! we’ll love to hear about your successes, your new found faith and unshakable confidence.

[neigebabe]

“STOP BEING A WHINY B*TCH METHOD.”

oh honey, you want the 100% easy method for manifesting? well, I’m about to rip you a new one and tell you exactly why you’re failing. get ready for a reality check you’re not gonna forget, sweetie. sit tight, because this is gonna be a ride.

1) stop thinking you’re special, you’re not. – do you really think you’re the only person in the universe who’s struggling? newsflash, honey: everyone’s got problems. everyone’s out here trying to manifest. but here you are, acting like the universe is gonna stop and give you a special pass. no, darling. assume it’s already yours or stay bitter and irrelevant forever. the universe doesn’t care about your insecurities or your sob story. get over yourself.

2) stop doubting, you’re not that interesting. – look, I get it, you think the universe owes you something because you’ve been “trying” so hard. guess what? no one cares. if you can’t believe it’s already yours, then you’re wasting your time. if you don’t assume it, then guess what? you’re just another whiny, ungrateful diva who can’t get out of her own way. this isn’t a question of “how” or “if”—it’s a question of whether you’re too pathetic to believe in yourself. make a decision. or stay stuck.

3) just assume it, you delusional fool. – so, let me get this straight: you can sit there, imagining your crush is in love with you, even though they haven’t texted you in weeks, but when it comes to assuming your dream body, you’re all “but that’s impossible!” oh, okay. you’re perfectly fine living in a delusion about a relationship that doesn’t even exist, but you can’t have the body you want because you don’t “believe” it? get the f*ck outta here. It’s all about your assumption. stop being a damn hypocrite. either you’re ready to assume your dream body or you can keep your sad, bitter little excuse of a life. the choice is yours.

4) stop waiting for a sign, you dumb little drama queen. – stop sitting around waiting for the universe to “show you” something, like you’re waiting for an invitation to the VIP section. there’s no invite, honey—you’re already in the damn club. if you can’t assume your success, then don’t expect anything to change. you’re just too busy crying and waiting for a damn miracle. newsflash: the universe doesn’t hand you sh*t. you have to demand it. you want your dream life? assume it’s already here.

5) stop over complicating it, you dumbass. – you’ve made manifesting so complicated that it’s honestly embarrassing. you’re not trying to build a spaceship; you’re trying to manifest something basic like a new job or some money. and you’re sitting here overthinking it like you’re some kind of genius? no. It’s simple, honey: assume it’s already yours. you’re either too stupid to get it or too scared to believe you deserve it. either way, figure it out.

[neigebabe]

you could have your desires by now.

just think about it. remember when you joined loablr- was it days? weeks? months? years??

imagine if after the first post you saw that "really made it click for you", you just stopped scrolling. you stopped looking for success stories, informative posts, etc etc, and you started applying the law. you would probably be living your dream life right now.

but instead, you stay on loablr and delude yourself into thinking you're "looking for the key to loa", when in reality, you're just lazy and you don't want to apply!

"b-but i can't manifest! i have intrusive thoughts and difficult circumstances and should i use states or a&p and do i have to believe it and which technique should i use and i-"

BLAH, BLAH, BLAH!!! you're making this SO MUCH MORE DIFFICULT THAN IT HAS TO BE!!!

this post is calling out everyone who's said stuff like that. this post is a sign to LOG TF OUT OF TUMBLR AND GET YOUR DESIRES!! You know what to do and how to apply, so WHY THE HELL AREN'T YOU DOING IT?!

and i don't want to hear anybody going "well, i got off tumblr and persisted for a week, but i still don't have my desires!" THAT'S YOUR PROBLEM- YOU KEEP LOOKING FOR YOUR DESIRES IN THE 3D.

When are you gonna realize that when people say "persist in the 4d and understand that the 3d is irrelevant", THEY MEAN IT! FOCUS ON THE 4D!! STOP SAYING "i'm persisting in the 4d but i still don't have my desires? where are they?" IF YOU WERE ACTUALLY PERSISTING IN THE 4D, YOU WOULDN'T BE LOOKING FOR RESULTS IN THE 3D- YOU WOULD BE SATISFIED WITH IMAGINATION.

again, get off of tumblr. don't say "ok well i'm just gonna scroll for a little bit longer 🤪" i'm serious, get off of tumblr. screenshot 1 or 2 posts that really make you understand the law, then apply it!

xoxo, your fav stargirl aaliyah

[neigebabe]

Read this to wake tf up

You make the choice, either suffer now and spiral, or focus on the 4D and affirm and get ur fcking desires.

Literally you decide whether you be happy or miserable, all it take is ONLY YOUR THOUGHTS.

Like just control you thoughts and shift it it is not that complicated. DO IT NOW.

NOW OR NEVER

So PERSIST, this is the only thing that it takes.

See? Only persisting, affirming and feeling it is the only step between you and everything you ever wanted. Why not fucking do it already?

Stop being a victim to your circumstances , just persist and change that. Nothing is set in stone, 3D does not matter trust me.

Even if you are crying and sad, either continue crying or wake up and affirm, revise, persist.

No excuse for doubting, we hate doubting, never do that, just affirm u never do.

WAKE TF UP. And do it now.

(I teared a lil while writing this)

[neigebabe]

My sp texted me after a week or 10 days no contact and he was suuuper dry.

He texted me i miss u and has been super flirty 😘

Keep persisting guys

[neigebabe]

I decided i want to blog again about my manifestation journey 😘❤️

[neigebabe]

address the feeling

recently i’ve been thinking about my understandings of the law and i decided to read again some of the stuff i read at the beginning of my journey. i’m glad i did because i now have a deeper understanding of what i thought i understood before, but actually never truly grasped its full meaning.

i have to be honest with you sometimes i still have my moments of anxiety, i still have my mind wondering if i’m doing things right and once in a while i still ask myself if i’m doing enough. shocking right? from my posts you may be thinking that there’s no one that understands the law better than me and you may be thinking “she must have the most perfect self concept i can’t wait to get there”

truth is: we are all humans at the end of the day and we are gonna have our moments, no one is better than anybody and the fact that my posts have helped people fill my heart with joy because i do not think of myself as a teacher, i merely try to share the notes of what i studied for myself and try to write it in a way that can reach anyone easily.

i haven’t felt inspired to post something in a while now, i was just numb cause i thought “there’s nothing else i could possibly share my thoughts on” and i have drafts of posts i have started writing but never finished because i didn’t feel called to do it and i don’t like to force myself to write something.

all my posts come from a burst of inspiration and i write them all at once (or at least i try) seizing the moment in which i feel the most inspired.

this being said what i’m about to address in this post is probably the most important teaching i have come across while reading the source and reading some material again has struck me with inspiration.

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“feeling is the secret.”

what does that mean?

to say that feeling is the secret is to say that feeling is the womb in which all things are born, when felt an idea has to be expressed whether you like it or not, unless you change the feeling and fuse your imagination with its opposite.

you see your physical world has no way of existing if it wasn’t for your imagination, it reflects that and the ideas you believe to be true.

“yeah alia you’ve said that”

i know i know, i have addressed this, these are the basics, but bear with me.

pay attention to what i’ve just said “it reflects the ideas you believe to be true”.

how tiring does that sound? does that mean we have to change our beliefs? does that mean we have to do shadow work and see what ingrained belief we have to dismount?

it doesn’t.

self is what we believe to be true and what gets reflected? self.

inevitably when we start to think about this we think we have to find a magical way to change our beliefs and to trick our mind into believing something new about ourselves or we pretend in hopes to fake it till we make it. we begin this journey prepared to train ourselves, prepared to do dozens of techniques and we fill ourselves with hope.

self is what we believe to be true in this world of imagination, our beliefs get reflected and this is why not every single thing we imagine gets reflected. yes, imagination gets always reflected and it happens instantly, but for that to happen you must believe in the reality of said idea.

what is a belief?

a belief is something, an idea, a concept YOU feel to be true. you is the key word because the sole operant power is you, in your life your world operates according to your assumptions, in your life there is no other creator but imagination, YOUR imagination.

a belief is something you feel to be true because a belief it’s just an idea and it’s powerless until we feel it to be true.

why do we feel it to be true? we decide it is.

you decided that your friend was rude to you because they don’t want to be your friend anymore; you decided that your partner was losing feelings because they were distant one day; you decided you were going to fail the test even if days away because you didn’t feel good enough.

you decided the reason your friend was rude to you was because they didn’t want to be your friend anymore, even if just yesterday they asked you to hang out.

you decided the reason your partner was acting a bit distant today was because they are losing feelings, even if just yesterday they said how much they loved you and bought you flowers.

you decided you were going to fail the test before you even started studying for it because you decided you weren’t smart enough, even if the last test you did went beautifully.

you have been making decisions dismissing the senses your whole life and probably occupying states that do not serve you at all without even realizing it. you have misused your power for so many years it feels too good to be true to finally realize it’s all in your hands.

to decide that your friend was rude because they don’t want to be your friend is just as easy as deciding they just had a bad day and accept that as true.

to decide that your partner is losing feelings because they are acting a bit distant today is just as easy as deciding they just were busy today and accept that as true.

to decide that you’re going to pass the test and that you are smart enough is just as easy to accept as true.

how? how can i accept that as true if reality is showing me the opposite? how can i accept it as true if i failed in the past?

we always disregard appearances, we always disregard and dismiss the senses and accept things as true based on our imagination. there is no outside reality because the true reality is within and as within so without. you accepted it as true and now it is expressing in your life, your mirror is just reflecting what you decided to be true, you had no other proof when you started assuming those negative things about yourself and about others.

think about it! when you first started worrying your partner was losing feelings, did you have proof of it? did you have concrete proof that made you think they wanted to dump you? i think you made an assumption, decided it was true hoped with all your heart it wasn’t, but felt it to be true and soon you were provided with proof and there you go: “just like i thought”.

you decide everything all the damn time!! trust me this is nothing new, the thing is that when it comes to positive things we want to believe to be true we think we need proof, and what is proof? the permission to believe something as true. the 3D never played a part in this, when it came to you assuming negative things about yourself or about others you didn’t think about how it wasn’t true on the outside, did you? when you started feeling insecure in your relationship and worried they would dump you, did you think about how it wasn’t “real” on the outside? did you worry about how the outside was opposite so it couldn’t possibly be true?

no, you didn’t.

you decided it was true, trusted it, dismissed the senses even when completely opposite and soon enough the universe, god, whatever you believe in, provided proof for you.

the power we have is the power of dismissing the senses, the power of deciding what is true or not. and you do that using imagination as your instrument. yes, imagination gets expressed but imagination is not just the silly little scenarios you make up, imagination is your mental activity and what gets expressed is what you believe to be true in imagination.

again when it came to negative stuff you were well aware that the outside was opposite from what you believed to be true but you didn’t care one bit and it still manifested into your life. your lover was distant one day, you assumed they lost feelings, the next day they tell you how much they love you and you assume they are lying, you assume the outside isn’t as true as what you believe to be true inside.

you sustain that feeling, you trust it, and it gets expressed.

you never actually waited to look at your partner and see them telling you they were losing feelings before you assumed they were. you never worried about what the 3D was showing you, you never CARED for it.

when you assume something new about yourself and you imagine yourself to already be the one you wish to be you do so because by imagining you are experiencing it in the true reality. imagining it to be already realized helps because your imagination is a tool, it’s an instrument that makes it easier to trust the new idea you decided to assume about yourself because you actually experienced it.

when you imagine yourself in a new state and you do so by, for example, conjuring up a scene, you do so because you want to experience what you desire. you want to live it, you want to experience it and feel it to be true, that’s what the scenes are for, you visualize a scene that implies your objective realized and you indulge in that peacefully enjoying it.

you don’t have to necessarily visualize scenes, affirm, or do this or that technique. these are just tools, methods you can use to use your imagination in a way that is most comfortable to you. for example i am naturally a visualizer so to get myself in a new state sometimes i find it helpful to conjure up a scene that implies my objective realized and experience it, i enjoy it fully and when i open my eyes i trust the implications of that scene to be true, i just experienced it, who’s gonna tell me i didn’t?

what you need more than anything is to give yourself permission to trust in the reality of imagination, that’s the only thing you need.

yes, you are allowed to believe you are good enough for that job; you are allowed to believe you are safe and secure in relationships; you are allowed to believe anything you want no matter how far fetched it might seem.

you can be so bold with your scenes, or your affirmations. you imagine the most perfect scene or say the most wonderful affirmations but i dare you to be as brave with feeling as you are with your scenes and your words.

i dare you to accept it is true, i dare you to believe it is true because you said it is, and then again i’m not talking about the outside!!! i’m talking about imagination because imagination is the only reality. if it is true in imagination and it is because you can just DECIDE it is, then it’s truth. there’s nothing more to do on your part, you just sustain that state and everything else will take care of itself.

free yourself entirely in your mind and accept as truth whatever you desire to be true about yourself, you can imagine yourself to be confident, smart, beautiful, loved, cared for and you can give yourself permission to accept it to be true inside of imagination and see yourself exactly how you want to see yourself.

stop caring about how it’ll happen or if it will happen or what will happen and just FEEL.

FEEL WHATEVER YOU TRULY WANT TO FEEL.

address the feeling

what do i mean by that?

pay attention to your mental activity for one day and see where your mind wonders naturally, that will tell you your current state.

let’s say you get ugly thoughts, you think you’re not enough and that you are going to fail the test you have in two weeks. pay attention to your mental activity and see how the thoughts FOLLOW the feeling, and not viceversa. first you get the feeling of unworthiness and then you start thinking “i’m not enough i will fail i can’t do this”, there is no inherent truth in those thoughts.

it may be difficult to notice at first but everything starts from a feeling and then the thoughts follow. there is no thought you have to flip because they hold no truth and no power by themselves, they are simply a manifestation of your FEELING.

fearful feeling gives birth to fearful thoughts. anxious feeling gives birth to anxious thoughts. lonely feeling gives birth to thoughts of loneliness. insecure feeling gives birth to insecure thoughts.

the only reason why you believe something to be true is because you FEEL it. there’s no actual truth in those fearful, anxious, insecure thoughts.

YOU FELT FEAR and the fearful thoughts came along and then you started worrying about them manifesting into your life. YOU FELT INSECURE and the thoughts of insecurity and unworthiness came alone and you started feeling bad about yourself and unworthy of your desire.

just as easily as you felt insecure you can feel secure, just as easily as you felt fear you can feel safe.

you create the feeling you desire to feel and you indulge in that, you FEEL it because why would you deny yourself of such experience if you can have it?

why would you deny yourself from experiencing what you want in your own mind? why would you create blockages? why don’t you feel what you want to feel? because you are scared? scared of what? of it not working? working for what?

this is not a method for fuck’s sake. this is not a technique!!! this is how you are living, this is how you have lived and how you’ll always live.

change your feeling, allow yourself to feel what you want to feel and thoughts will naturally come from that, and from thoughts will come actions and from actions will come events. NATURALLY.

there’s no work on your part, meaning that you don’t have to worry about what you need to think or do, you will naturally do that. and this goes for opposite action too: if you’re manifesting to pass all your tests with straight A’s and you go and decide to sit on your ass all day without studying you are still messing with the how! you are pretending you have something IN THE MIRROR when you DON’T! you have it in imagination ONLY. your job is to change self and you don’t change self by pretending or acting as if you have something in the mirror.

your job is to simply FINALLY give yourself permission to actually FEEL.

[neigebabe]

Please help me and repost this

I am in an abusive situation with my ex and i cant do anything besides praying and manifesting (i am serious)

Manifest for me pls that he leaves me alone completely and forever and he forgets about me.

Please don’t skip but actually help me as this is ruining my mental health and life.

Thank you

[neigebabe]

Hey guyssss missed yall

So i decided since yesterday to never spiral and just fuckin do it, affirm and persist, whatever happens, i will make my dreams come true, whatever the fuck happens

IF NOT NOW THEN WHEN?

So start yall, I dont wanna ever spiral again and so soon yall gonna see me post about how i got my dream life, so soon, i am gonna be her, living there.

Just have faith and DO IT

[neigebabe]

Today’s entry:

I went to the gym and hung out with a friend.

But now i am crying my dad was being a lil strict and i just saw my sp and i want him really bad, i want to read more success stories on sp stuff so i can like stop crying.

If anyone has a link or their own pls pls send

Thank u

[neigebabe]

Today’s entry:

Still depressed and crying, but i am pushing through, i am listening to my subliminal playlists and trying to put my thoughts in check.

So exhausting, but i am going to a therapist soon inshallah

[neigebabe]

I just finished my exam.

I now have to work hard to manifest my dream life and create it.

These are my steps (i am mind mapping here haha)

- Work on self concept and mindset only for a day or two

- create routines to follow strictly

- focus on manifesting lenient parents

- focus on manifesting high scores for my exams

- monayyy

- appearance

(Order of priorities)

Zamn idky i am treating tumblr as my notes 😂😂 but i like it it makes me feel responsible to update u guys about my progress.

If anyone wanna join me or smth to support each other, feel free to dm me, i always reply 💋💋💋

[neigebabe]

Today’s entry:

I travelled and i also feel like shit, still spiraling because i am so stressed i have an exam tmrw, and i am with ny family whom i dont tolerate at all.

I wanna chase my desires😭😭

[neigebabe]

I am guilty i am back at it, crying my eyes out on my SP.

Then i read the previous post and now i wanna act as if i already have him, shit is overwhelming but, i can do it i guess.

I wish i had more support i am so lost