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There is actually nothing I love more than shutting the fuck up

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Listen up fuckers

Last night I did a past life regression hypnosis and tbh there wasn’t anything significant about it other than I fell asleep like as soon as I started it but then I did wake up right as it was ending

AND THEN

When I rolled over and went to sleep after it ended, I had this dream where I was an assassin and I had a whole team with me and the dream kept replaying like I’d have to go through these crazy houses and buildings and try to hide with the others and like the main goal was to get this really fancy/wealthy guy but then I fucked it up by getting caught by his housekeepers and eventually my team would turn on me and try to assassinate me and another significant theme of the dream was that I didn’t get along with my family and I only ever wanted to spend time with my lover but my family would catch us together and start fighting and there was an old lady that seemed to be a grandmotherly figure and that’s about all I remember but I literally forgot about ALL OF IT until I started thinking about the fact that I did a regression hypnosis and had to literally ask myself ‘did I even have a dream?’ And yes I fucking did and the ONLY other time I’ve had a dream like that was YEARS AGO when I asked to meet my spirit guides in my dream and had a dream about the two cats I currently have AND MY PATERNAL GRANDFATHER

I’m telling you shit is wild if you are a vivid dreamer like me START ASKING QUESTIONS and your shit will pop off when you go to sleep I stg

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For the love of all that is holy don’t read this book

😭😭😭

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When you can’t help yourself but there’s nobody around you that’s willing to help either then the system has failed you.

Friends/family, mentors, governments, health care providers, people who are part of or running these groups and the people above them all make up the system.

And it’s failing more and more every day.

And then so-called ‘loved ones’ want to gaslight you because you ‘never asked for help’ lol that’s just them covering their own asses because they are not dumb they see you clearly struggling but they want no part in it or maybe it’s just secret animosity and they want to watch you fail. Either way fuck all-a that noise.

We’re simply not meant to make it on our own Jesus

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Everybody poop to the left!

Everybody poop to the right!

Can you feel that, yeah

We’re payin with poop tonight!!

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Me EVERY SINGLE DAY until the album drops

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Uhm WTF is Easter Monday????

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I definitely did get chicken salad and eat it at the park I just forgot to update. Also my crow friends were NOT there but I did see one on my way to get tacos yesterday

I really don’t feel like a person today. Like when you think of something fun you wanna do but at the same time you’d just rather not bother. I want to go get some chicken salad and eat it at the park and maybe bring my cards or a book to read but it just sounds like too much effort. But also being outside would feel nice. But getting dressed sounds so

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Babies??? No thanks. I’m living vicariously through my sims tyvm

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I really don’t feel like a person today. Like when you think of something fun you wanna do but at the same time you’d just rather not bother. I want to go get some chicken salad and eat it at the park and maybe bring my cards or a book to read but it just sounds like too much effort. But also being outside would feel nice. But getting dressed sounds so

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While you

sleep

in Earthly delight.

Someone’s

flesh is rotting

tonight.

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What’s the absolute goddamn fucking WORST part of job culture?? So fucking glad you asked cause I tell you it’s gotta be the fact that we all have a scheduling app that is SPECIFICALLY FOR EMPLOYEES TO RELEASE AND SWAP SHIFTS AND THEN I STILL GOTTA PICK UP THE GODDAMN PHONE AND FUCKING CALL YOU AND TELL YOU IM RELEASING MY SHIFT IT REALLY HAS TO BE THE MOST FUCKING BACKWARDS ASS BULLSHIT I HAVE EVER

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Just saying but if you live with a witch and do them wrong you probably shouldn’t use your body products anymore 🤷🏼‍♀️

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I had kimchi with my dinner and now I’m drinking a prebiotic soda pray for my guts

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Who else has their tumblr in goth rave mode?

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calling someone silly but with the tone you would use to call them stupid

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reblog to tell your mutual you’re proud of them and it’ll all work out