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He wants to make a YouTube channel to try and become more popular than Dream, just to rub it in his face. Reblog if you think we should do that!

(Or don't. I'm not your mom)

We had a Dream headmate.

His name is Nightmare now.

Nice to meet'cha!

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We had a Dream headmate.

His name is Nightmare now.

Nice to meet'cha!

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Okay- I know this might be a little weird, but is it normal for hosts to struggle with giving control over? Is it normal to feel like you're a bad host for not being able to? Sometimes I just flat out refuse to let the others front when someone out here is acting unfair because they want to defend me, and I don't want them to get yelled at for doing so. The Sides keep telling me I'm a good host, but are they just sugar coating it? Is there some sort of internal reason people almost never come to the fronting room? I mean, we have a really big and detailed headspace, but sometimes I wonder if the others just don't want to front, or if I'm somehow blocking them subconsciously.

I don't mean to ramble, but it's a little upsetting for me when I remember this stuff. I do have a lot of guilt about the earliest version of my system, (Before we realized we were one) majorly because the only one from that version who I know is still here is Nishira-San, and even she was traumatized by whatever happened. (Or maybe my response to it. She's not very talkative.) I mean, she might've also just been the first one to actually appear and the rest were NPCs, mostly because they never fronted or talked to me in any major way, and Nishira-San appeared when I went through a traumatic event so, I don't even know.

Anyways, I got off topic. I'm sorry. I just wanted to rant and ask if this stuff is normal.

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Boyfriend, happiness, husband

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Sanders Sides Headmates

This one this time->https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/92646

1st this time: Patton! Our system dad! He's fun and nice and amazing! He uses He/Him pronouns. I didn't change any of their system jobs, so he's still morality. Not gonna specify for the rest.

2nd up: Logan! (Totally a wine mom. Don't believe him when he says otherwise.) The other manager alongside Nishira-San! He/It (No. I don't know why he chose that text box.)

3rdly: Virgil! He sits on a shelf in the fronting room most of the time. It's hilarious. He/Him. We say, "Dammit, Virgil!" a lot because he always wants whatever Nightmare Before Christmas stuff we see. (Edgelord.)

4th: Roman! Fun and a pretty boy. (His words.) He got us to watch Disney movies again. He/Him. Extra gay.

5th: Remus! Don't worry, we don't let him up front that often. There were no mustache options, so we just put a beard, but don't worry! He still has his iconic mustache up here. He/Him. (Threw the green on there to make him look a little more like himself.. Then we got to Janus...

6th:! Janus! Woops. Yeah, they had a shocking amount of similar picks. It's adorable! He/They/It.

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"I'm not weak! You're just-.." "What am I? G O D ?" "~wuMBUS!"

Kepler= Green text

Our sister= Yellow text

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You have issues, and so do I, so let's go eat some apple pie!

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Meet the System!

I used this to create our profile Pics!:

https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/100365

1st up: Me! I'm Kepler and I'm the Host. I use He/They/It pronouns and I'm the main one for the @666herescared account!

2ndly: Nishira-San! System manager, first other member, and Guardian of Order! She/Her

3rd: Hana-Chan! A cute little soft girl with a dark side! Guardian of Creativity! She/They

4th: Fiera! A fiery wild child who loves creating a bit of chaos. The Guardian of Passion! She/Her

5th: Squid! Ink Sans fictive and a literal muse, he is the Guardian of Motivation. Any pronouns

Finally: Collector. Collector fictive and Guardian of Chaos. With him here, things are never dull! He/They/It

This is just the council. There's a lot more of us up here!