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mira ref for my silly little modern au fic!! ^^
#in stars and time#isat mirabelle#laika art#mau fic#<- it doesnt have an actual like full name yet. but soon ok? <3#yes colors are real in this btw :3#ict fic#<- IT DOES NOW BAYBE
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agere hermit!tommy (+ some reg hermit!tommy) headcanons!
I wanted to do just agere but I couldnât help but set up Tommyâs character a little moreâŚoops! headcanons under the cut
Season: 10 (timelines? Iâve never heard of her) When did Tommy leave dsmp?: After his revival Is Tommy a hybrid?: yes, moth :] Whoâs a little & whoâs a CG?: little!tommy, cg!hermits
like most h!tommy fics, tommy ended up in hc by accident. the hermits themselves werenât really worried - itâs 27 to one, after all. but tommy was. He put up an impeccable fight despite having no gear + numbers disadvantage anyways.
eventually it smoothens out and he becomes a âtemporary guestâ on the server âuntil they can figure out what to do with himâ (sure. sure)
he builds his base out of cobblestone right on the world border. itâs a castle. cobble, because itâs his favorite block, and on the world border for two reasons - heâs a little insecure, on this server of grand building feats - and to stay hidden. heâs still wary. itâs instinctive.
the builders LOVE his base!! btw!! sure itâs crude and not that refined but no matter how hard tommy tries to conceal his pride/passion, they can tell. they try to subtly come over, give him resources/pointers/encouragement, etc etc. tommy doesnât trust it (he does appreciate it, secretly. he wonât admit that to anyone [let alone himself] however)
Henry and Shroud have revived themselves. They have the same thing as Jellie goinâ on. Theyâre Tommyâs support animals <3 he doesnât know know that itâs them, at least not consciously, but he named them after the old buddies.
now for agere time! mwehehe
Tommyâs been going âsmallâ for a while now. Probably since pogtopia? he doesnât have the words for it, never really did, but itâs been happening. he knows heâs not supposed to, but he canât stop himself. (involuntary agere baybe!!!) He has a lot of unhealthy ideas around it - thinking itâs bad, mainly. a weakness.
he tries to hide it from the hermits. only doing it in the privacy of his own base, clutching a worn blanket in stubby and calloused fingers. he wanders aimlessly, babbling nonsense to himself. he hides whenever people find him during these moments. (Henry & Shroud try and protect him during these times.)
the first to find him is Bdubs. He came over to give some materials, and found a Tommy that is remarkably not-Tommy-ish. He catches on quickly.
Do the hermits have the words for it, either? Probably not, no. But that doesnât matter. Theyâve been across many servers, thousands of worlds, seen all the whims of the universe. Theyâre no stranger to this, even if they donât know the terminology.
Tommy is mistrustful about this. Heâs hesitant about showing this side of himself. Heâs weak in this state - easy to take advantage of.
But this is Hermitcraft. They wouldnât do that! Even if Tommy hasnât internalized that, itâs true.
Tommyâs little self kind of has the inverse character development that his big one does. When he first finds himself in HC, heâs loud and reckless as a coping mechanism. Does he ever entirely mellow out? Not really. But the calmness does whisper in the waves around him. On the other hand - when heâs little, at first, heâs shy and quiet. Downcast. But as he gets more comfortable around the hermits he gets louder, braver, outgoing, and very silly.
Some of his favorite activities with the hermits: hiking (he gets to go in the MUD!! and play with BUGS!! and WORMS!!), building, making food, putting on puppet shows/plays, and in general just having fun! (most of these heâs just watching them do stuff. but, like, you get it.)
Stuffed Animal OBSESSION. he didnât really have any in dsmp, but now that he has the space to express himself, heâs having SO MUCH FUN. multiple rooms in his castle are dedicated to his collection. The hermits love indulging him.
thinks redstone looks so so cool, REFUSES to learn how it works. like woaw prebby. youâre explaining 2 me what it does? hell to you! hell for one thousand years!!
has a pallet for warm foods, especially when small. angel milk, oatmeal, baked goods, you know. the one exception is ice cream (yummy!) and maybe candy
wasnât very touchy at first, but now that heâs more comfortable, EVERY TIME heâs around a hermit heâs glommed onto them. It can be subtle, like hand holding, but more than not heâs koala-ed onto them. Heâs defined them as âsafeâ in his head, so now that heâs around them more, the closer he is to them the safer he is.
very talkative. not usually words? Just random babbling. Itâs how the hermits find him small most of the time - heâll send random sounds into the server chat. Like âbla ba ba?â or âmeep mrrp. grgrbr. pffff bla bla!!! keee!!!â and people are like. oh heâs baby let me fawn over him. heâs constantly blabbering. and like yeah the chat is just text but you can babble over text.
bedtime is HARD. he HATES IT and gets VERY FUSSY. it has to be SPECIFIC and WARM and NICE and PRETTY or he will NOT close his eyes!!! every hermit has a different way of handling this. and if the specific hermit does it different than the normal way they specifically do it itâs an AFFRONT TO GOD!!!
love love LOVES soft things. stuffed animals? yes. but also blankets, pillows, clothing, and secretly⌠fur. any hybrid hermits who have some are amazing because of this. Heâll fawn over them for hours, just petting them over & over.
loves the stars/nighttime. will stargaze for hours. it puts him into a trance, basically. probably because of the moth thing but like you know the stars are pretty !!!
thatâs all I have for now. I hope you enjoyed :] I wanted a better concluding hc but I couldnât think of one </3
P.S. if anyone wants to add their own ideas please do so. Might do a pt 2 w specific hermits or w the rest of the bench trio if enough people like this
#hermit tommy#hermit!tommy au#hermit!tommy#agere headcanons#hermitcraft agere#dsmp agere#dream smp agere#agere dsmp#agere Dream smp#agere Hermitcraft#should I maintain this??#mcyt agere#agere Mcyt#Minecraft YouTube agere#agere Minecraft YouTube#mothâs waking from a dream#<if I make this a full au thatâll be the tag I use
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Oooh, what about Journey? I think the sand probably took a lot to pull off
it did!! i watched a video about it, god, like 6 years ago or something and it was a very very important thing for them to get just right. this is goimg to be a longer one because i know this one pretty extensively
here's the steps they took to reach it!!
and heres it all broken down:
so first off comes the base lighting!! when it comes to lighting things in videogames, a pretty common model is the lambert model. essentially you get how bright things are just by comparing the normal (the direction your pixel is facing in 3d space) with the light direction (so if your pixel is facing the light, it returns 1, full brightness. if the light is 90 degrees perpendicular to the pixel, it returns 0, completely dark. and pointing even further away you start to go negative. facing a full 180 gives you -1. thats dot product baybe!!!)
but they didnt like it. so. they just tried adding and multiplying random things!!! literally. until they got the thing on the right which they were like yeah this is better :)
you will also notice the little waves in the sand. all the sand dunes were built out of a heightmap (where things lower to the ground are closer to black and things higher off the ground are closer to white). so they used a really upscaled version of it to map a tiling normal map on top. they picked the map automatically based on how steep the sand was, and which direction it was facing (east/west got one texture, north/south got the other texture)
then its time for sparkles!!!! they do something very similar to what i do for sparkles, which is essentially, they take a very noisy normal map like this and if you are looking directly at a pixels direction, it sparkles!!
this did create an issue, where the tops of sand dunes look uh, not what they were going for! (also before i transition to the next topic i should also mention the "ocean specular" where they basically just took the lighting equation you usually use for reflecting the sun/moon off of water, and uh, set it up on the sand instead with the above normal map. and it worked!!! ok back to the tops of the sand dunes issue)
so certain parts just didnt look as they intended and this was a result of the anisotropic filtering failing. what is anisotropic filtering you ask ?? well i will do my best to explain it because i didnt actually understand it until 5 minutes ago!!!! this is going to be the longest part of this whole explanation!!!
so any time you are looking at a videogame with textures, those textures are generally coming from squares (or other Normal Shapes like a healthy rectangle). but ! lets say you are viewing something from a steep angle
it gets all messed up!!! so howww do we fix this. well first we have to look at something called mip mapping. this is Another thing that is needded because video game textures are generally squares. because if you look at them from far away, the way each pixel gets sampled, you end up with some artifacting!!
so mip maps essentially just are the original texture, but a bunch of times scaled down Properly. and now when you sample that texture from far away (so see something off in the distance that has that texture), instead of sampling from the original which might not look good from that distance, you sample from the scaled down one, which does look good from that distance
ok. do you understand mip mapping now. ok. great. now imagine you are a GPU and you know exactly. which parts of each different mip map to sample from. to make the texture look the Absolute Best from the angle you are looking at it from. how do you decide which mip map to sample, and how to sample it? i dont know. i dont know. i dont know how it works. but thats anisotropic filtering. without it looking at things from a steep angle will look blurry, but with it, your GPU knows how to make it look Crisp by using all the different mip maps and sampling them multiple times. yay! the more you let it sample, the crisper it can get. without is on the left, with is on the right!!
ok. now. generally this is just a nice little thing to have because its kind of expensive. BUT. when you are using a normal map that is very very grainy like the journey people are, for all the sparkles. having texture fidelity hold up at all angles is very very important. because without it, your textures can get a bit muddied when viewing it from any angle that isnt Straight On, and this will happen
cool? sure. but not what they were going for!! (16 means that the aniso is allowed to sample the mip maps sixteen times!! thats a lot)
but luckily aniso 16 allows for that pixel perfect normal map look they are going for. EXCEPT. when viewed from the steepest of angles. bringing us back here
so how did they fix this ? its really really clever. yo uguys rmemeber mip maps right. so if you have a texture. and have its mip maps look like this
that means that anything closer to you will look darker, because its sampling from the biggest mip map, and the further away you get, the lighter the texture is going to end up. EXCEPT !!!! because of aisononotropic filtering. it will do the whole sample other mip maps too. and the places where the anisotropic filtering fail just so happen to be the places where it starts sampling the furthest texture. making the parts that fail that are close to the camera end up as white!!!
you can see that little ridge that was causing problems is a solid white at the tip, when it should still be grey. so they used this and essentially just told it not to render sparkles on the white parts. problem solved
we arent done yet though because you guys remember the mip maps? well. they are causing their own problems. because when you shrink down the sparkly normal map, it got Less Sparkly, and a bit smooth. soooo . they just made the normal map mip maps sharper (they just multipled them by 2. this just Worked)
the Sharp mip maps are on the left here!!
and uh... thats it!!!! phew. hope at least some of this made sense
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something a friend sent me
Ok I was too lazy to take my insomnia meds tonight which was obviously a mistake because as of writing this itâs 5:00 am on the dot and I have yet to get a wink of sleep. But itâs ok because for the last half hour or so I have been entertaining myself to the point where my face hurts from laughing with this thought.Â
So Minecraft story mode au/fanfic where itâs not explicitly stated whatâs different just that itâs a cannon divergence au (and maybe from the tags you can tell Ruben lives past episode 4).Â
Everything is the same, just a rewrite UNTIL episode 4, the episode when Ruben dies.  Suddenly instead of getting Jesseâs point of view it switches to Ruben as he, with very vivid description from the author, lands in water instead of on the stone, survives and goes off running to find all his other friends.  Theyâre all so excited because you know thatâs dangerous stuff for a pig. Theyâre all having this nice moment and then splat.Â
Jesse lands on the pavement.Â
Same emotional death scene but like way worse because while Ruben does help save the world in the original game people do meme on the Minecraft story mode games because of how Jesse just carries everyone in his group and no one does anything except for him.Â
Everyone is sobbing even the pig as Jesse tries to say some overly emotional last words like âyou know I love you guys you were my best friends and Iâm glad that if I have to die it will be while Iâm with youâ or something.Â
Poof.Â
He is now inventory.Â
Crying.Â
Now jump cut like it does in the game to Rubenâs memorial but instead of being for Ruben itâs for Jesse.Â
From here on out the game remains the same but they switch rolls, any lines said by Jesse in episodes 5-7 of season one or all of season 2 are now just Ruben going âoinkâ.  Still everyone responds like he said what Jesse actually says. Literally games the same but they switch.Â
Season 1 episode 5: Ruben gets teleported to a sky block server with his friends, Ruben has the option to follow one friend to âbuild clubâ which is in fact a fight club reference or go to jail with another friend Iâll let you decide which is funnier, Ruben throws a terrorist off sky island.
Season 1 episode 6: Ruben meets world famous Minecraft YouTubers dantdm, captain sparkelz, ldshadowlady, Stacy plays, and stampy cat, Ruben accuses 3/5 of these YouTubers of murder, Ruben solves the mystery of the white pumpkin and her murder dinner party.
Season 1 episode 7 baybe: Ruben fights an over powered mind control ai and wins by ripping the red stone heart straight out of its circuiting.
Season 1 episode 8: Ruben rallies an army to fight off fascist dictators making people kill one another for sport and sending the ârespawnsâ to the quartz mines, Ruben is forced to 1v2 these op fascists, Ruben loses, Ruben gets Timâs armor, (Iâll send you a picture of Timâs armor after this rant/brainstorm) Ruben kills the fascists, Ruben goes home.Â
But thatâs not all my dear elm tree, you see thatâs only season one. Now we get to review the things Ruben does in season two.Â
Episode 1: Ruben gets an intern named radar, Ruben takes a second to morn the best friend he lost in the battle with the wither storm recounting how good of a friend he was, Ruben (and I cannot stress enough these are all things that happen in game just with the rolls reversed) picks a Jesse look alike to be part of the parade celebrating the anniversary of them killing the wither storm, Ruben practices conflict resolution, Ruben goes on a mine adventure with Petra, Ruben gets a gauntlet stuck to his hand (hove?), Ruben freaks out, Ruben accidentally opens a gateway to hell the spills out charged creepers, Ruben feels betrayed by Petra, Ruben fights god, wins, Ruben closes the gateway to hell he opened.
Episode 2: Ruben has to fight god again, is losing, god purposely destroys the Jesse memorial to piss off Ruben, Ruben wins his second fight with god, what is the first thing Ruben does, rebuild his Jesse monument of course, god sets up another challenge for Ruben, Ruben technically loses due to the power of friendship, unfortunately Ruben has pissed off god enough god sends Ruben to bedrock prison.
Episode 3: Ruben climbs the ranks of bedrock prison, Ruben tries to release a prisoner that will help him and his friends escape bedrock prison, god does not like this, god feels Ruben has betrayed him once again, god just wants friends after all, you know who has a lot of friends, Ruben, god shape shifts into Ruben so that he can play fascist ruler, oh no, god has abandoned the bedrock prison anarchy has already started.
Episode 4 woho weâre on a roll: Ruben breaks a defunct god out of prison, defunct god tells where to find her dead god friends guide to making fascist god defunct, Ruben wins a dead god trivia contest, Ruben fights a creation made by god to be fought by other gods for entertainment, wins, Ruben goes home.Â
Episode 5 you can do this weâre almost done: oh no god has made home a wasteland, Ruben forms a plan to get in gods office, Ruben hugs Lukas to prove itâs really him and not a fascist imposter, Ruben tries to reason with god fails, Ruben tries to reason with god, fails, Ruben tries to reason with god, fails, god tries to reason with Ruben, fails, Ruben kills god, order has been restored, radar Ruben ivor and Petra all set up for a sequel that will never happen.Â
Le fin.Â
So what are your thoughts?
(This took me 41 minutes just to type)
(took me an extra 10 minutes to edit)
(Iâm sorry you have to read this)
(you do have to read this thought it took me almost an hour to write)
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Chapter 72 spoilers and also insane screaming from me. You have been warned.
Oh LORD we're REALLY in it NOW! Hold me -- literally anybody, hold me!! I don't know if I will survive this arc! (or this manga at all, for that matter!)
Hell yeah, bro, fist bump!
What is in the water over there in the Ekuoto world? Like, genuinely? What are they drinking for them to come out like this? These homosexuals will be the death of me (lovingly).
Interesting how even Barbara and Leah get nicknamed "powerhouses" by Daniel. He uses 丝ćŚďż˝ďż˝ďż˝ in the raws which could mean "main military power" but also "main valuable assets"... once again seeing them not by their character but by their value? To be honest, I guess it doesn't mean much when he calls them this once, but I thought it was worth pointing out.
Anyway.
DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF?
Actual insanity lines this chapter. "Of course I'm cute." Hello? I guess being a witch deletes the very concept of shame off your brain? I kind of gaped like an idiot at this one.
30 something year old man to the teenage influencer: I'm cute, duh.
GET A GRIP
Oh boy. "I'll handle Vergilius." This is going to turn into the most doomed yaoi scene in the incoming chapters. And Charlotte is probably getting involved in one way or another. I don't know. I wish her luck, though.

"I wouldn't mind dying for you" oh yeah baybe I am about to do something drastic.
Man What The Fuck
Vergilius heard Dante's suicidal ideation and said, NOT ON MY WATCH!!!
It seems to me that the only thing keeping Dante alive is Vergilius. Because if he has no plans after finally killing him, what else is there for him? Just dying trying to repent for his mistakes? Finally let go? So I guess Vergilius recognizes this and decides he can't die. Because if he dies, then the man he (presumably) loves dies, too.
I saw someone mention this on Twitter: Dante can't live in a world where Vergilius doesn't exist (so he gives up on life when Vergilius is gone) while Vergilius won't accept a world where he and Dante can't live together (and therefore wants to change the world).
Weaow......
I think there's also something to say about Vergilius' childish appearance reflecting some sort of... inner workings of his? Does that make sense? I feel like the constant mention of it is trying to point to something. Like here:
Chapter 20 and 72 respectively.
But I'm not eloquent enough to put this into words. So I'll throw the idea out there instead!
Onto Imuri!
Lol the english translation didn't keep the heart Imuri added in her thoughts. Basically it's the same words but with a heart like "Oh, I've been here with Mr. Priest before âĄ" Normally I wouldn't care, but I think this adds to her... character? Maybe? Well, whatever. Not particularly important, but The More You Know!
Imuri encounters Mystery Child!
I will begin by saying that I don't think it's Priest? Imuri herself doesn't think so either, so it's most likely someone else. They're muttering the name Rodrigo, which is curiously the name Belphegor uses when going to Earth in order to investigate marriage. Hm!!!! Inch resting indeed...
Oh, God! These expressions were genuinely heartrending. She really was looking for that sliver of hope -- that her hunch was wrong. That she and Imuri could stay friends. I am heartbroken for Leah. :( (and Barbara, for that matter).
They even try to find a middle ground, too! Barbara tries to find a common goal! They really don't want to exorcize her right now! But Imuri also raises valid points: why wake him to just put him to work again?
But then she says, soo confident in herself: what Priest needs right now is me. I guess she has actual proof of that? But by God it is so egoistical. (A word that describes Imuri quite well...)
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
MY GIRL! MY GIRL! NEVERMIND WHAT I JUST WROTE, YOU ARE IMMEDIATELY FORGIVEN! (Fallen Priest voice)
She looks 1000x better with her fangs and her demon eyes, damn.
I'm not sure what she wins by revealing herself. She's still powerless, as far as I know. I guess she thinks she can run away with Priest using her come-to-life drawings?
Also FINALLY CONFIRMATION THAT SHE'S RELATED TO SATAN AND LILITH... THANK YOU, GOD. (Odd person to thank. Anyway,) I am well aware this doesn't mean she's like, their daughter or anything (merely related to them), but I really hope she is. It would be hilarious. Please grant me this wish, it would be so funny. (GIVE ME SATAN FATHER-IN-LAW SHENANIGANS!!!!!!!!!)
My friend mentioned that she might be revealing her connections to them in order to scare Leah and Barbara out of trying to exorcize her. After all, they don't know that she's magicless yet, right? So that might make them hesitate.
But in a way, this feels like Imuri is saying "don't you know who my parents are?! Don't mess with me!" LOL. Does this count as some sort of nepotism???
"He'll forgive me with a simple apology!"
Actually insane thinking. Priest-kun will LOSE it when he finds out everything was a lie (and this is probably where BL Satan comes in to tempt him into Wrath).
But yeah this is selfish thinking, typical of her.
I think it's really funny that in the raws "simple apology" is just a "ăăăă", which is kinda like "sorry!"
Girl, you are not getting forgiven with that. It's just not happening. You are not teehee'ing your way out of this one.
Finally..... I am kinda sad it seems we're nearing the end arcs of Ekuoto?(?) I've been following since the very first chapter released in Japanese, so I'll miss it dearly.... Cope: maybe this is the first part, ĂĄ la Dante's Inferno. Purgatory next! (Zero chance of this happening)
Anyway, good chapter. It hurt me so good. Good chapter. (going insane)
#amotalk#I didnt check for typos sorry Im writing this is a frenzy#I think I wanted so say many more things but I have so much thoughts so I forgot#I'll probably make another post about the chapter when I remember#It's probably just headcanons though lol#make the exorcist fall in love#ekuoto#exorcist wo otosenai
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It's midnight baybe! you know what that means!! Time to cry!
It's cry time at the maple princes estate and Etho is HYPED for it. Oh boy oh boy he can hardly wait. He's not all that sad or anxious or anything but he doesn't really like feeling a lot in front of other people, he doesn't like the vulnerability and over concern it brings, so he saves up all his Big Emotions and then at midnight he cries about it.
Happy tears, sad tears, other tears, all the tears!! He's crying them!!! Right now!
Unfortunately. Well fortunately? Unfortunately? Whatever, Joel pops over for a surprise visit. Etho is all up in his feels, currently laughing so hard he chokes, tears streaming down his face because he's scrolling through all the funny messages that got sent in world chat that day.
Joel, the big sweetheart he is, is very concerned and rushes over asking if he's ok. Etho is horribly embarrassed by the scream he scramed and even more embarrassed by the state of his room. There's an ice cream tub, open and half eaten, on his night stand, chips everywhere, fan on, clothes on the ground. Not to mention the state of himself! he looks like a mess but that's the point!!
He does explain this to Joel and Joel politely leaves him to it, but Etho notices the next day Joel is being careful with him. Checking in, gentle touches, speaking softly, not breaking down his door to gossip. This is what Etho was trying to avoid!!
So a few days later he invites Joel over for a cry sesh.
And Joel gets it now. Crying is great! He should do it more!! It was especially great because now they each got to hold the other through tears of all sorts!! No pressure to wrap it up and calm down, if anything get more hysterical!! Who cares!! Not them!
Etho of course sometimes does not invite Joel, he likes his privacy sometimes, but it does become a sort of routine
-carrie
Joel still isn't big on crying. It just doesn't offer him the same carthasis as crying does for Etho. Plus , it's not like he has a mask that gets all soggy if he cries.
No. Instead he likes to scream.
Into the middle of the night, where nobody else is around. Just scream all his emotions out into the world.
Sometimes they have crying dates, and sometimes they have screaming dates. It's nice, to be vulnerable with each other, even if it's not in a typical way.
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Back again shadys back to scream some more
Acts of service being his love language kill me now
Oh God they're talking to each other omg
This man has pinned for years jesus
HE WANTS HER TO DOM HIM SO BAD HES SUCH A BRAT
The fuck sir? Why you sniffing sa-eon actually wait I kinda like his fucked up ness keep going
Sa-eon I swear to God you did not just ghost your wife nvm they got me with a dream false alarm
I love his striped jammies
OMG cuddling everything is moving so damn fast calm down and wait til marriage what's next hand holding?!
God bless sa-eon reporter friend
MR KANG YOU LITTLE MOTHER FUCKER I LOVE YOU BUT YOU INTERRUPTED RELATIONSHIP PROGRESS
Sang woo baby you're giving off serial killer vibes babe please stop
No one can every out crazy sa-eon
Okay all the parents suck then?
Wait does old girl know her actual son is behind all this? Holy shit
Hee-joo Work mom I love you sm
Mr Kang baybe
NEW PLAYER START
Eeeeee my boy learning sign yes he's so fucking awkward and lame I love him
Mr Kang babe I love your desk set up the wifey pictures the fun stationary also damn he petty
Huhh who are you Juan nooo he looks so sad fuck no
Daddy Juan?
WAIT OMG THE GRANDFATHER? IS OUT HERE KILLING KIDS (I'm guessing that's him also guessing he isn't like killing kids just torturing his grandson)
IN-A GIRLY POP HEY SHUT UP
Look I know he's not gonna die cause ml but God is it dirty to end on this
HES STARING AT HER IN THE PICTURES FUCK
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Band AU Playlist Expansions- Part 2 (11-15)
Obligatory playlist here, Part One here, Bullet Points Here
Here's the lore behind songs 11-15. None of the songs on the playlist apply to the scene I posted recently (here -> :) } but I wanted to get this out since I've added a few more songs to the playlist (almost to 30 baybe)
More on the JimCurl side than a general side, a little suggestive in some descriptions
Anyways! The worms :)
_____P--L--E--A--S--E----E--N--J--O--Y_____
11.) ⌠But Pretend Iâm A Beginner (TheDooo)- A song that Curly and Jimmy share early in their lessons together. Jimmy is on the main melody and Curly is on the scream vocals. Anya does drums during their practice sessions (when both of them become brave enough to practice in front of others). Its hard for Curly to keep up on his guitar while heâs learning to control his vocals, but Jimmyâs silent encouragement is all it takes for him to keep trying. Itâs a while until itâs concert-ready, but Swansea deems them worthy after Through Hell happens. They perform Ăngus The Prize-Winning Hog and get off stage. Swansea stops them (âWhat the hell was that stunt you two pulled out there⌠Good shit, do that other song now.â) Then itâs really hard for Jimmy not to ravage that man on stage cause how does someone look that good sweating and out of breath? Well⌠Now that I say it out loudâŚÂ
 12.) buckshot boy (Onlyfriend)- Jimmy writes this (either right before or right after) he confesses to Curly and they decide to try a relationship! Jimmyâs gotten in the habit of workshopping his songs at open mics (sometimeâs Curly follows him to hear what heâs working because he knows it might be months before it ever gets back to him) and heâs dumped so much of his insecurity into this song (âYou command the room just like you do, just like I dontâ)- It feels better shouting into a void of strangers than talking it through with someone he has a connection with (open mic lowkey becomes his therapy). Curly follows him to this particular night after literally not having the time to see him. Jimmy notices him at the end of the song, standing in the darkest corner next to the bar. He rushes off stage and out of a fire exit, Curly chases after him and they end up in a dead end alleyway⌠:)
The tone is too pop-y for his initial liking, so he tries to add some harsher vocals into it. It never makes it to concert-readiness, but Tulpar will use it as a warm-up. Jimmy would die before he told anyone the meaning, but he usually doesn't share anyways. They figure he must be pining for someone. Anya and Daisuke take secret bets on who it might be and even Swansea gets in on the action (lowkey the stage crew when they overhear practice)
13.) Chucky vs The Giant Tortoise (Dance Gavin Dance)- A song Jimmy and Curly share. They wrote it together after their first big concert, riding the high of being loved by hundreds and having their name fill a room that fits thousands. Jimmy likes to sneak in nonsense lyrics because he knows that half the time no one can tell what heâs saying. Itâs a good half-time song because they will get silly with each other on stage. They do a little dance during the opening stanza into the first verse. They link their free arms around each other and do a motion like theyâre sharing a drink through it all. They come apart and do a little shimmy in the first and second lines of the first verse (For context: âBut failure is painful and dying is funâ is the arms. âDress code, cocktails, looking so fancy, We feel like weâre a little bit classy,â is the shimmy. hehehehe)
14.) What He Dont Know- Curly wrote this after Jimmy confided in him about a certain fantasy. Along with his degradation kink (we all saw it coming), Jimmy has a bit of a cheating fantasy. Theyâve talked about it in length during their freshman year of college, and then more in depth a few months into their relationship.Â
No one else knows this but Jimmy and it secretly turns him on when they perform it. One day after theyâre together they act on the fantasy, and every performance afterward has Jimmy replying that night over and over in his head.Â
Unfortunately, Curly has a sexy front-man image to uphold, so he works it for the fans and does all of his moves to the audience instead of on Jimmyâs face. Jimmy gets jealous. Every performance ends in a messy dressing room.
15.) All I Want (A Day To Remember)- A song Jimmy wrote and worked on with Curly during the aftermath of his parents death. Without his parents, Jimmy feels disconnected from the world. They felt like his only tethers. Now that they were gone, Jimmy felt free, but simply free-floating. Through the air, undefined by gravity or guilt or shame. And when Curly brings him back to the ground this song follows.Â
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I UH WAIT WHAT WAIT HOLD UP WAIT WHAT DO I START WITH FIRST OH MY GOD
Spoilers for ep7 of Tmagp
OKOKOKOK SO
GWENâS IN BAYBE!!!!!
THATS PROBABLY A HORRIBLE THING FOR HER YKNOW NOT DYING BUT IM SO HAPPY FOR HER!!!! AND BABYâS FIRST BLACKMAIL!!!!!! GOD I LOVE HER!!!!!
THEN THEN THEN FUCKIN CELIA
SOMETHING IS DEFINITELY UP âthought I recognized himâ OH YEAH YEAH YEAH WE WERE RIGHT ON THE MONEY WERENT WE? OH YES!!! AND HER SPECIFICALLY SHOUTING OUT SPECIFIC FEAR ENTITIES???? OH GOD SHES THE SAME CELIA FROM TMA!!! ALSO CHESTER GAVE HER A VERY UNCLEAR (if weâre going by TMA entities) CASE, MAYBE TRYING TO TELL HER THIS ISNT WHAT SHE THINKS???? I DONT THINK SHES AN AVATAR BUT SHE IS DEFINITELY CELIA.
THE CASE???? AHHHHH IM SO EXCITED I LOVE THIS ONE!!!!!!! WISH WE GOT/GET MORE CORRUPTION-LIKE CASES SINCE THOSE ARE MY FAVORITE, BUT YK. AND HILLTOP HILLTOP HILLTOP HILLTOP!!!!!!!!! DONT THINK ITS HILLTOP ROAD THINK NOW ITS CENTER UNLESS THATS LIKE THE BUILDING OR SOMETHING BUT AHHHHHHHH HILLTOP!!!!! DOES CELIA KNOW ABOUT HILLTOP???? MAYBE ANOTHER HINT FROM CHESTER?????
AND WHAT THE FUCK WAS WITH âJOHNâ???????? AND COLIN OVERREACTING ABOUT BEING RECORDED???? I MEAN I GUESS ITS NOT AN OVERREACTION IS IT? BUT STILL. AHHHHHHHH!!!!! WHAT IS SAM GONNA DO? ALSO DID COLIN JUST BREAK HIS FUCKING PHONE???? LIKE POP OFF BUT SAMS DEFINITELY GONNA RETALIATE!!! AND THATS NOT GOOD FOR ANYONE!!!!
sad Alice didnât have much of a role in this, at least not one big enough to talk about, aside from being buddies with Celia.
BUT GWEN MY BELOVED!!!!! STILL CANT STIP THINKING ABOUT YOU!!! AND THE UPCOMING FIC POTENTIAL!!!! THE DYHARD SHIPPING POTENTIAL!!!!!! ITS TOO GREAT!!!!!! IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!
WAIT WAIT THIS IS SOMETHING ADDED ON
I JUST REALIZED THAT THE TRANSCRIPTS ALSO CALL JON JOHN SO âJOHNâ MIGHT BE OUR JON!!!!!!! IM SO UNBELIEVABLE EXCITED!!!!
#tma#the magnus archives#tmagp#the magnus protocol#gwen bouchard#sheâs not the only one I talk about but she is the most important
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This might be my late night brain talking but I'd love to see how papercut would be in a zombie apocalypse/end of the world type situation?
yknow what??? i think theyd kinda have their shit together
â˘pony would b worried and so that in turn gets curly to clean up his act a bit cause he doesnt wanna freak pony out and get him agitated
â˘they r going back to their HUNTING and GATHERING ROOTSâđ˝âđ˝âđ˝ they do everything together bc its better to just be together in this scenario
â˘curlys still popping his jokes here and there and pony does smile but its just always obvious hes on edge and he cant blame pony rlly
â˘ponys open to more ppl joining them but curly is almost always NEVER on board, u gotta convince him of y u should stay, until then, ur basically not there to him
â˘curly would start appreciating the smaller things in life i would think, the world is damn near ending and he just misses smoking on the porch and doing whatever he wanted
â˘protective curly baybe,,,awww yeaaaa,,, when theyre exploring some place new, curlys always in front
â˘theyre more watchful over each other, wayyyyy more observant, just in case
â˘ponys always been the more domestic of the two and i could imagine that curly is more domestic here too, not like he can live the life he used to after all, but he also understands that they cant just âact the way they did before thenâ and he wonders when pony will see that
â˘pony wants to go back to normal, so he sticks to the same morals he used to then, the problem is that hes stuck in his head a lil bit and that the world isnt like that anymore so the rules then dont apply now, and thats gotten them into some trouble i would think, and theyve argued about it a bit
â˘they have non verbal movements for each other so they wont have to talk and attract attention when they HAVE to be quiet
â˘also lowkey, theyre both disassociating a lil bit im ngl, they r still fucked up
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AO3 Tag Game!
Starting a new post because the old one was getting a bit long!! I was tagged by @mahpotatoequeen <3333
How many works do you have on AO3? 21! Mostly oneshots and one long(ish) fic.
Whatâs your total AO3 word count? 137,409
How many fandoms have you written for, and what are they? One! Two if you count the book and the show as separate fandoms. But it's always been The Mysterious Benedict Society so far. I'd love to write for other fandoms someday, probably Good Omens, but this is where I feel comfortable with for now, both in terms of knowing the characters/story and the tight-knit fandom :D
Top five fics by kudos:
The Mysterious Benedict Society and the Epistolary Bullying Campaign (because of course it is. this was my first crack fic and I wrote it at 1AM when I had an exam the next day. sigh)
5PM Every Evening, On the Dot
46 Fairview St. Apartment 2A, Stonetown
Thank the Stars Above
Time and a Half
Do you respond to comments?
In theory. I love chatting with people about fics - best way to make friends honestly - and I love when authors reply to my comments on their works! In practice I haven't replied in a while, which upsets me but it's more of a time/spoons thing. If I have time and energy I'd rather spend that commenting on one of my friends' fics rather than replying to comments on one of my own fics.
Whatâs the fic with the angstiest ending youâve ever written?
I really don't do angsty endings! They're not always happy, but they tend to be bittersweet or open rather than angsty, and even if everything isn't resolved, I usually try to get across that the fic is ending in the middle of a situation and that everything will be okay later (like this snippet). I think the three that come closest are Let Steep Ten Minutes, Keeping Time with Curtain's +1 section, and 46 Fairview St. where it's kind of left open whether SQ will ever go back to visit his father. But again, those don't really feel angsty, just somewhat bittersweet with the hope that things will grow and get better.
Do you write crossovers? I haven't yet, but I'd be open to it! I think it's really challenging to write a good and cohesive crossover and I'm not sure where I'd start.
Have you ever gotten hate on a fic?
Nope! Perks of being in a small fandom. I imagine it does happen but I know y'all would have my back
Do you write smut?
Definitely not for mbs. I'd be open for other fandoms but it's not really what interests me the most.
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I know of! I suppose someone might have fed a fic of mine into an AI writing generator which I'd personally consider a form of stealing, but I haven't heard of that happening. Please don't do that :)
Have you ever had a fic translated?
No! I've thought of trying to translate some of my own for funsies, but I'm definitely not at that level yet! Although the lovely @sophieswundergarten has made a few amazing podfics of both my fics and some other excellent fics in the mbs fandom, which I'd consider translation of a sort!
Whatâs your all-time favorite ship?
For mbs I'm more interested in platonic/familial connections, but I suppose I'd say Milligan/Moocho if I had to pick one? I really don't care if they're romantic or not though, I just like them together in any form that takes. For all-time I suppose I'd say Aziraphale and Crowley, though again I'm really not too picky about the nature of that, romantic or otherwise. Perks of being aroace spectrum baybe
Whatâs a WIP that you want to finish, but donât think you ever will?
Never say never! But I do have a longer Curtain Wins AU buzzing around in my brain where Reynie and Sticky "join" him at the end of Book/Season 1 and then work to bring him down from the inside, without getting caught up in his manipulations. That might end up being comparable to Time and a Half in length, so maybe someday when I have an abundance of free time.
What are your writing strengths?
I think I write some banger first sentences :D especially in crack/funny fics
What are your writing weaknesses?
Too many adverbs! Also I get very easily stuck on exposition/beginning/ending/filler parts. I tend to write down the most tense/exciting moments for the fic and then the writing process stalls for the next three months.
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fics?
For a real language, I think it can be a great opportunity to showcase a character's backstory/culture. It can also be immersive for the audience - if a character is in a foreign country where they don't speak the language, including pieces of dialogue in that language can help the audience understand how lost they're feeling (assuming the audience doesn't speak that language either)! If you're using a translation source though it can make for some pretty hilarious errors and mistranslations.
I think made-up languages absolutely fuck but I could never include one in my fic because I'd nerd out creating an entire writing, grammar, and vocab system and forget to write the actual fic.
What was the first fandom you ever wrote for?
take a wild guess
Whatâs your favorite fic youâve written so far?
absolutely not. top 5:
Time and a Half
46 Fairview St
And Without It One Cannot Start Over
The Mysterious Benedict Society and the Epistolary Bullying Campaign
Keeping Time
Tagging: @binnudacademy (consider this a tag for your main, sorry about the shadowban. free molly 2k24) @ragecndybars @bi-demon-ium @trentcrimminallybeautiful (you pick which <3) @oflightningandstars and anyone else that wants to!!
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For both Rowan and Ags, from that latest ask game:
1, 5, 8, and 10, plus the additional questions of "Whatâs the thing theyâre into that theyâre most embarrassed/conflicted about?" (Hobbies, interests, kinks, etc)
( @is-the-battlemech-cool-or-not )
1. What is the characterâs go-to drink order? (this one gets into how do they like to be publicly perceived, because there is always some level of theatricality to ordering drinks at a bar/resturant)
R: context, baybe! Am i at a merc bar? Timbiqui Dark. I hate the stuff to be honest, but one has to keep up appearances.
Drinking on someone else's dime? Call me old fashioned, but i do enjoy an Old Fashioned. I like'em fixed with maraschino, and give the glass a spritz of absinthe before you pour. Fun fact: a surprising number of bartenders dont know that maraschino is a liqueur, and put a bouquet of fuckin cherries in your drink. Tha dinguses.
At home? I'll keep it simple, usually some combo of soda + spirits. Im particuarly fond of sasparilla and Yukon Jack.
A. I enjoy my drinks hot, not cold. Coffee with tequilla, hot coco with tequilla, tea with tequilla... you get the picture.
5. What was the last time they cried, and under what circumstances? (Good way to get some *emotional* backstory in.)Â
R: my pride wants me to say it was at my mamma's teat, but... nah, lets drop the kayfabe for a sec and be real here. I cry, a whole fuckin' lot more than i admit, and nowhere near as much as i should. We joke and pal around and measure our dicks at each other, but in the end? We kill people. We visit incredible violence on our fellow human beings, and that should take a toll. And if it ever stops taking a toll? Its time to retire.
That doesn't exactly answer the question, so... last time i cried was a few nights ago. @is-the-battlemech-cool-or-not was gettin' me up to speed on the hundred years of history i missed out on, and i managed to hold it all together till i got back to my bunk. And then i broke down sobbing. Part of that was just, pent up stress from the goddamn meatgrinder of the Clan invasion. I lost almost everything- the war, half our company, nearly everyone we knew outside of that shitty ass Invader that misjumped us here.
But hell, y'know what? Ive still got that other half of my company. I still have Agata and Joana, i still got most of Fursona's Fusiliers around. Hell, i'm even reignitin' something with Remus... look, all those good things, that ive still got? Cried for that, too. It aint all gotta be tears of sorrow, you can cry for the good things too.
A: August 20th, 3028. Got pepper sprayed at Melissa and Hanse's wedding.
8. Describe the place where they sleep. (ie what does their safe space look like. How much (or how little) care / decoration / personal touch goes into it.)
R: whoo boy. Just cleared out ol' Ronnie's quarters on the Pony. Its not got much decoration yet, just the barebones cot and whatnot. Lots of stab marks in the walls and furniture from when i get bored...Kept his desk though- solid oak, from Samantha. And uhh... maybe a couple of pinups of Kamea Arano... and Candace Liao... and Hanse Davion... and-
A: Like Rowan, I've just moved quarters- her old room in fact, since I'm the XO now. I have my rock collection up on some shelves I put in- I like to get one rock from each celestial body I visit, unique if possible. Theres also stab marks all over the place that I'm filling in, thanks for that by the way Rowan.
10. What objects do they always carry around with them? (What do they need for their normal, day-to-day routine? What does ânormalâ even look like for them.)Â
R: Pistol, hormones, sunglasses. In that order.
A: I no longer have my katana from my time in the DCMS, but I do still have the wakizashi that paired with it. I still wear it, for luck.
Bonus: Whatâs the thing theyâre into that theyâre most embarrassed/conflicted about? (Hobbies, interests, kinks, etc. Gets into self-image vs how they want to be perceived vs what compels them anyway, plus backstory.)
R: Conflicted, specifically. The tough-as-nails merc persona is... its hard to keep up sometimes. I want to be vulnerable around those I love, but i have trouble turning the macho down. Its paid in dividends, over the years, in bonus c-bills made and fights avoided, but it's also taken its toll on me. And... i didnt let myself feel what i wanted to feel around someone who i now realized i loved- and still love- very much.
A: Sometimes, on my worst nights, I- I still think about my time in the DCMS. And its like I'm still there, never left, and couldnt leave if I wanted. And I dont feel scared or trapped by my superiors or my culture, or horrified by the things I'd done for the Combine. I dont feel anything but mild pride and nostalgia. I don't like those being the things I feel about that time.
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OK UPDATE. I AM SO DEFINITELY ADDING DEADPOOL AND WOLVERINE TO MY F/O LIST.
I was at work today (I work at a local pizzeria as a phone handler) and as Fridays are,,,good lord it was bad. I expected the wave to subside after an hour or so like it usually does but it lasted THREE WHOLE HOURS.
I was right on the edge of a panic attack when I heard Bye Bye Bye come on the radio and I started imagining Deadpool doing his silly little dance while beating those soldiers up and I just. Calmed down. I started humming along to the song and I calmed down enough to withstand the urge to start crying
I think that was his way of saying "yeah go get em slay bestie!!!" and I so definitely imagined Wolverine just. Standing in the back and giving me a quiet little thumbs up
So yeah I'm home now and things are great :3
~ Serial Designation S
baybe bye bye bye (bye bye)
#self ship#selfship#selfship community#self shipper#selfshipper#selfshipping#self shipping#fictional other#fictosexual#fictoromantic#fictoromantism#fictorose#f/o#f/o community#selfship affirmations#yumeship#yumejoshi#yumedanshi
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my flatmate said the word volleyball now i am shaking and BURNING with excitement to play and it's still 2-3 hours away what the fuck what the actual fuck dude why dude why WHY DOES NO ONE WANT TO PLAY BEFOREHAND WHY DOES NO WANT ONE TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL
I'M REALLY EXCITED TO PLAY VOLLEY
I WAN TTO GET SLAMMED BY THIS MOTHERFUCKER AND FEEL ALIVE
everyday i think but everynight it's gone, one million volleyballs
WE HAVE A TOURNAMENT IN 9 DAYS IM THE ONLY ONE EXCITED why whywhywhyWQWHYWHYUDHWYHGWDYHWYW
check out this recieve f rom the last one :D
ONE ARM RECIEVE BAYB EEEE that's my
WINNING MOVE that gets the GOLD!!!!!!!
#volleyball#ballposting#i miss the ball#i want to play volleyball#i still need to wait like two hours#it's so over
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no one asked but I answered anyways!
Here's my kin list :3
First and foremost Mae from NITW
Dissociation issues? bloody past? A tranfem (at least in my headcanons)? Girl failure who has trouble even giving her best? Plays the bass(or rather, very much doesn't)?
thas me baybe
Second is Temmie from Undertale, scatterbrained, silly texting mannerisms, cute cat thing.
Third is a duo! Rivulet & Sofanthiel from Rain World. Rivulet hits a lot of the same points that Temmie does scatterbrained silly little thing, also one of three scugs in that game I headcanon as transfeminine. Sofanthiel the romantic failure whom which the universe and fate both wish them constant peril and death :3 I am extremely unlucky for someone named clover
Fourth is Thype from Brutal orchestra! They are a creature with a habit of doing unnerving things like swallowing rocks, I aspire and relate to their weirdness.
Fifth is Zoe from monster prom!
just, everything.
Sixth is Judgment from Hyper Light Drifter.
No comment.
Bocchi from Bocchi the rock!
Did you know I have an anxiety disorder? You do now!
Eighth is Nepta from Homestuck, I haven't finished it yet but with the rest of the characters on this list she's a no-brainer.
And the final one is Fionna from Fionna & Cake/Adventure time
For similar reasons to mae, but crossing over with Temmie and Nepta
But yeah.
Post conclusion, I'm eepy.
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time loop thursday (is back in action baybe)
blurb | so I read leaks today, like the rest of us depraved leak enjoyers, and uhhhhh. figured we might get our spirits crushed next wednesday, so I might as well make use of the sudden, violent inspiration ch260 brought me (iykyk!!!!!!)
premise | culling games; issa a short one, satoru-centric as this fic is wont to be. I'm coming back to parts I wrote as early as last sept/oct, when I published ch01, and rewriting large chunks of them. I've made a 5k dent of progress in ch02 though, so fear not the rewrites, but anyway here's a mix of old content/new writing
Admittedly, certified expertise on barrier techniques, as well as in the art of temporal/spatial divergence/convergence, knows quite limited use. Even if youâre GojĹ Satoru. Which is fine in principalâhe didnât go into either field expecting to come out equipped with one-solves-all abilities.
However, Satoru thinks, annoyance sparking in his gutâsupposedly such expertise has a time and a place, like everything. So it sure would be nice if he could make use of said knowledge somehow. Preferably in situations like this one, which features not one, but both concepts at snug interplay. Like, oh, maybe something, anything heâs learned could have served to indicateâto give him a subtle heads upâa trill of anticipation up his spine, a blaring alarm in his ears, Satoru isnât pickyâthat this spit-shined, well-crafted barrier in fact auto-employs spatial scrambling on new player entries.
Satoru isn't a fan of stepping through something upright, blink, and realise heâs once again falling, dropping towards the ground ass-over-tits, equilibrium and spatial awareness once again taken out back and point blank-executed.
The first time hadnât necessarily been of the barrierâs making, however for all its disorienting, space-scrambling likeness, Satoru doesnât feel like heâs above lumping them together. For all he knows, his looping through space and time and death happens at the mercy of the same cosmic force responsible for the Culling Game.
He sucks his teeth sourly, bullies his limbs as straight as the whipping, tugging, sucking wind will allow, and shoves himself right.
Itâs needlessly violent, maybe, to break his trajectory by way of subtracting for Red; pinpointing it downwards and launching it into the ground like a targeted missile. Satoru jerks with the force, is propelled upwards by sheer force. A sharp explosion cuts through the air. He stabilises himself, cushions his feet and the immediate space around him with amplification/reversal. He chances a look downwards.
Smoke and debris rises from a crater like a sharp gash in the concrete below, spiralling as from a pyre upwards on the wind.
Oops, Satoru thinks, and, right, might have to take it a little easy in here.
Surviving the Culling Game (by his own capabilities, anyway) isnât the problemâkeeping his temper in check, however, might be. Heâs rarely genuinely angry, nor is he really prideful, per standard definitionâto be that, one couldnât lounge quite so high atop the apex as he innately doesâhowever being incessantly poked and prodded at by external forces he has little to no ability to impact or counter; being constantly impacted and undermined by sheer, helpless (now there's a first time) inability to predict and preemptively actâitâs starting to stake out a space inside him; is slowly coalescing into a permanent root system at his brain stem. He isânot quite helpless, but certainly toothless. Bark, barely any bite.
Itâs a startlingly potent buzz in his central nervous system. A severe itch beneath his epidermis. He resists the urge to scratch at a bare forearm.
Touching down on the ground, Satoru feels cursed energy crush down over his senses, potent and physical. Spread out though it may be, the pure concentration of curse inside the colony is impossibly dense; the layer of Infinity heâd purposefully employed before entering the barrier feels bogged down with weight. Heâd feel dizzy with it if he werenât so inherently used to it.
For most people, curse-sensitive or no, cursed energy will bog you down. It will infiltrate the spirit; cover the senses like sticky fly tape; spread insidiously through air, through touch; touch received and touch givenâuntil you succumb to it. Cursed energy functions inherently like a toxin, or a very strong numbing agent, depending on how receptive you are to its effect; how innately weak you are to its effects. Here, at the centre of a Culling Game-colony, itâs heady almost to the touch.
To Satoru, what it is is a prime data scrape. Everywhere he looks, central Sendaiâbecause it is Sendai; heâd gauged his location from enough small landmarks when coming down to landâbrims with signature curse. It comes at him from all sides, so much different curse made into one entity, trapped as it is within the barrier, with nowhere to go except together. It rushes at him, ravenous for what he exudes; moths drawn to the Six Eyesâ gas blue flame. Itâs unlike what he experienced in the Tomb of the Star; unlike Sukuna-within-YĹŤji, and Shibuyaâthis is thousands upon thousands of impressions consolidated into mass and sensation; countless participants within the colonyâeach with their own unique curse signature, shape and density and dexterity thatâs inherent only to its owner.
Most of it is inherently unfamiliar. Satoru tracks curse traces zigzagging across the desolate, smoking-wreckage landscape. Splotchy reds, noisy magentas, sticky tar-blacks. Theyâre not so familiar, exceptâ
Satoruâs breath stocks in his throat without him meaning for it to. Thereâs the lone imprint which overlaps others; evenly trod, headed straight, evidently cautious in pursuitâand overwhelmingly present.
It's hot pink, effervescent and glaring. It tracks sloppily, leaks across and into the rest of the standout signatures due only to sheer amount. Itâs impressively meticulous. Sadly it doesnât matter; its owner could reign it in with millimetre precision, could stalk further into the territory as painstakingly as a hunting dog caught on a scent trail, and it still wouldnât matter for its sheer abundance.
Okkotsu YĹŤta is a homing beaconâblinding and overwhelming (Satoruâd implored him to work on reigning his cursed energy in, but alas; he supposes he canât fault him at this point) where he shines a brilliant path through the derelict cityscape.
Satoru stares far down the remains of the closest had been-sidewalk. If heâs too late; if this is a timeline in which Satoru, once again, is too lateâSatoru shakes his head. The Okkotsu YĹŤta of months ago wouldnât be defeated by anything he can detect within the closest couple of kilometers. Nonetheless, shit happens. And does happen. Time happens, as wellâeven to the best of them. If it has, then heâs not so late that YĹŤtaâs signature has winked out.
Satoruâs not a man of chance and hope, neither historically nor innately, but deathâlife-within-death, well, it's a bitch that comes for all. Even the best; even the most caustic and weary. Even the strongest.
#work: fic#fic: cv/sm#wip wednesday#jjk#goyuu#we back baybe#bc leaks#not rly but kind of#what can I say ch260 had A Lot and I'm just feeling it#jujutsu kaisen
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