#<- YAY ^_^ her tag now!

[mangocurist]

@pilizams RAAAAHHHJHH flops to the floor like a dead fish. muy solarflare fanchild... her name is still undecided but i decided that she was transfem and she got to choose her own name because i really did not want to deal with the crazy lineup of names zam chooses for her smp children. so im taking suggestions for her name ^_^

[laurellala-comics]

Wow guys ace attorney is so cool, I wish lawyers were real

[art-o-gant]

some stuff i drew while on call w my best friend ^^

[sketchingdemonss]

blocktales ponies i did blahlalala (runs in circles) i hope i did them justice..!!! + bonus demo 4 griefer under the cut

[spacespore]

I gave her a slight outfit redesign, 13 strikes me as the type to collect buttons also :)

[tizeline]

Damn, they really squeezed in as many lore reveals as possible in those eight pages huh

[jils-things]

!!!!! A LOVELY COMMISSION MADE BY @sleepylemi-in-space / sleepylemi (vgen) !!!!!! ive been patiently waiting for this one and its absolutely worth the wait, im so emotional and jolly over how beautiful this was.... i am forever thankful ...!!!! 💚 constabell nation wins again!!!!!

[soundleer]

Jevin and Tunner should give Sky a sibling fr

funny that you say that, i was just about to draw sky with a sibling... actually TWO SIBLINGS! now that i get to finish coloring their designs, here is sky with his older sisters!!

+ along with their references

meet the whistlehood fanchildren, peebii and jaylene!!

[sticcmann]

that reveal was so cool

[vyunok-obyknovenniy]

Really happy with how she turned out! I decided to give her some naiad features, inspired by this post and it was really fun! I hc that she can breathe underwater (even though she doesn't have gills. Do naiads have gills?), although I am not sure if she can do it freely or for a limited amount of time 🤔

The fabric piece covering her chest was loosely inspired by 18th century neckerchiefs, because I wasn't sure how the Mycenaean open chest fashion would fly with the censorship here or on other platforms ¯⁠\⁠_(•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

[starsinboots]

the woman ever ❤️ leia how i love you,,,,,,,

[gilfhunter069]

Close. The door.

[astrangeghost]

OFFICIALLY HALFWAY THROUGH BPJD!!!!!! so that means. that I just watched ep31. aka the episode where Yuuta has to sneak into an all-girl's school to investigate a series of thefts. the fabled crossdressing episode....! haha I've been pretty excited for it because early on when I first started watching the show I was like. I'm picking up a closet transfem vibe from Yuuta..... trust me on this... and then i learned there was an episode where Yuuta crossdresses and i was like WOAAHHH I'll can my egg hc 'till I get to that one so i can see how Yuuta reacts and gauge it from there >:)))) AND . AND yes there was that classic 'ah so embarrassing!' bit but it was short-lived, Yuuta modeled dresses in front of his family/neighbors who all support and they're all like yesss omg you're soooo cute ^_^! try on this one next! IT WAS ADORABLE HONESTLY AWAAGAH So Yuuta goes by Yuuko in the school, and there's not too much shown of her life but shes not really embarrassed at all to be dressed up as a girl/wearing a skirt, the only times where she really seems hesitant is when other characters poke fun at her(and even thats just light ribbing! theres no 'omg why are you dressed like a GIRL when youre a GUY THATS SO DUMB' or 'you look so masculine and out of place' none of that!!) I am in love with bpjd and I think this is one of my fav episodes now...(minus the villain tbh.the catholic theming was fun but like her design was just... uhh no thanks) the surrounding characters gave off a really understanding and supportive vibe we love to see it !!!! lets fucking go Yuuko so happy for you!!!!!!!!!!!!

[residentialsinyomakai]

Long overdue low-quality folklore frenzy stuff I drew today,,,,, SCREAMS

Sgt. Burly P my beloved oh mah gah,,, He ATE with this outfit

Omg Blizzie hi!!! (〃^ー^〃)

Toadal Dude and Blizzie doodle but I swapped their outfits cause my little sister thinks they'd be bestie. Wowzas!! :O

Can't go ONE day without drawing this guy istg.../pos

Low-key messed up on this one but I think I saved it 'u' If you look very closely you can see me throwing him at a wall to see if he'd stick

H. Hey. Coolest guy ever btw. Gguhshhs...

And these two i doodled :> i am never drawing him standing again screams

Thats all!! ^u^ obligatory please go look at Folklore Frenzy I'm exploding

[kkoct-ik]

hey! idk if it's okay to ask, it's okay to ignore this. how did you come to terms with being trans and decide to transition with the identity confusion? i'm not sure what i have going on specifically but i'm struggling with that. like if a part has dysphoria/ids as trans but another one doesn't, how do you know if you're trans? it isn't uncommon for parts to have different genders, isn't it? i imagine it depends a lot on the individual but i'd like to hear if you have any thoughts on the matter

oh im glad you asked this!! i actually have a lot to say on this from my experiences. im so happy to answer this

overall i think people can do anything. if by 'being trans' you mean express yourself, literally just do it. you dont have to justify yourself or have a 'legitimate reason' to shift your identity or presentation or experiment. youre always growing, always changing, humans are complex and awesome. dont shy away from being colourful and multifaceted.

that said i do know medical transition with dissociative stuff is kind of a hot topic because of its 'irreversibility', and i do have things to say, so ill ramble about my experiences with being a pwdid who has chosen to medically transition.

to contextualise myself ive been 'trans' since i was 12/13(?). this is when i first started presenting myself as male and using a new name. since then ive gone through a few different male primary identities but i've stayed pretty consistently ftm. when pitching myself to healthcare providers, i can pretty easily tell them that ive been unwaveringly socially presenting as male since i was 12.

that said when it came to my 20s and the prospect of actually booking those appointments and securing masculinising hrt i kind of had an identity crisis. because although my primary identities have been male for a long time, theyve also always been very kinda miserable and felt kinda wrong and disengaged (which makes me believe a lot of my binary maleness is a way i reject myself. which made me think, if the gender dysphoria is a dissociative symptom, won't healing my trauma get rid of it..?). moreover when ive been in certain female parts ive felt comfortable and happy, so clearly girlhood in general is to an extent grounding to me. but still, the notion of being seen as and treated as a woman makes me feel bad, even when in female parts. my pronouns are definitely he/him.

so i had no idea 'what' i was. i really felt the possibility that down the line id have a totally different gender, and maybe not be 'trans' at all, so i worried about healing my trauma and then regretting medically transitioning.

what i ended up doing was just a lot of introspection into my identity. i decided to accept that i was allowed to make choices and exercise my autonomy for my present self, without being paralysed about a possible future. i knew if i just kept waiting and being afraid, i was going to remain disconnected from myself, forever wondering if transitioning could have made me feel better. i reckoned even if i did detransition in the future, i would still respect my past decision, because i was going to put a lot of thought into this decision and make it for myself and my happiness with the information i have now, as i should.

i ended up frequenting the actual_detrans sub for a bit to make sure i was open to the possibility to changing my mind in the future, and also so i could be assured i wasnt just operating under sunk cost fallacy by locking in and medically transitioning because i felt like being 'wrong' wasnt an option. i also reflected on my identity as a whole, and figured collectively, im definitely nonbinary in some sense (luckily, im at a point in recovery where i am relatively integrated, and thus can piece together my 'big picture' and come to this conclusion. this will probably be harder for others...). when considering all my parts: i enjoy regarding myself as a 'girl', a 'man', and in a masculine/butch way. so i took that when working out how to become 'myself' without worrying about using singular or binary labels.

i decided from that point that i would enjoy the effects of testosterone, but dont necessarily want any surgeries done. i dont hate any part of my body, but it does feel strange, and i want to grow into it in a masculine way. my teenage female puberty never really felt 'real', and i was very estranged from my body. looking at myself, i still felt prepubescent in some sense. so a second puberty, one that i was actually ready for and chose, was appealing to me. for me hrt isnt about fixing anything i deem wrong with me, and is more about showing myself i can be me and feeling more at home within myself.

and as a progress report. since starting hrt (9 months ago) i really have found all the changes really joyful, and ive finally started feeling like i own my identity, body, and myself. i see myself as adorable and cute now. since the voice drop and hairiness i feel like an even happier 'girl' and more comfortable as myself. ultimately im really glad i didnt stay paralysed with my 'what-ifs', and im also glad i didnt lock myself into a conventional transition timeline (ie incl. surgeries) without pausing and taking the time to assess who i am what it really is i want out of this care. i think i made a really good call.

so yeah. i hope!!! my ramblings help at all. i do understand the struggle. hopefully me breaking down my process can be assuring or illuminating. i believe in you anon and i hope you work things out

[this-isnt-oish]

she's not venomous but she still tries to act scary