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the way that in mandy’s first ever scene she stands tall and walks and speaks with such confidence, but by her last scene she seems embarrassed and more timid. free my girl she did nothing wrong




#this is not an invitation to whine about prefering her in the first season btw#but season 6 mandy reminds me a lot of a deer#<- idk how to explain that she just does#i just feel so fucking bad for her#she deserves the world#but referring to what i just said- can we start acknowledging that despite the actress change she is the same character?#she wasn’t the only one who’s personality changed from s1 - s2#ever heard of kevin ball?#her personality in the later seasons is what happens when you’re seriously abused your entire life#you realize she was impregnated by her father at sixteen right? her life is FUCKED#of course she isn’t bubbly anymore she’s a sexually abused teenage girl#she’s also only 19 when we see her last#i just want to give her the biggest hug ever and apologize to her because of everything she had to go thru#shameless#mandy milkovich#1x03#6x09
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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every day i think of xmen evolution wanda and everyday i wonder if- while she does have the fake happy memories with magneto- how does she actually FEEL about him when he's brought up or she thinks about him
is there just this underlying anger/rage but she cant ever place why so she ignores it ....... does she just feel numb ....
#snap chats#an idea ive wanted to try exploring for Ever but i cant be serious for more than two seconds vjLAKJLKJ#mastermind could only put illusions in her head not change how she feels no.... shrug...#like yk what i mean ... you cant control or explain feelings they just exist. you can THEORIZE why theyre existin but they just come to be#so i wonder if internally her brain knows somethings wrong but because its a feeling it cant be justified to her#she was p upset about him dying against apocalypse so ... shrug ... but is it because she loves/cares for him#or because she has those underlying questions that now she cant get the answer to... prob not but im forced to wonder#if she has all these great memories with him why does she never see him ... etc etc..#sometimes i think when pietro told her the memories were fake on the subway thats why she got mad#like it was confirming something in her she didnt want to already admit or something along those lines#idk. im still forever miffed by the potential lost with magneto and his kids#just one extra season .. an extra ep to explore them more idk .... just feels like there coulda been more done..#oh wanda my dear wanda i wanted so much more for you in evo..
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Warrior Nun 1x08 | Proverbs 14:1
#warriornunedit#warrior nun#ava silva#sister beatrice#lilith villaumbrosia#shotgun mary#*#warrior nun per ep#there are these little moments that alba does#and you can see it in gif 4 and 7#it's like idk how to explain it but its like throat acting#it makes the scene/dialogue/literally all of it 87% better#bc she is taking a beat to say her line and its just a+#anyway yeah
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Can we like, unsexualize parent issues???
It was kinda funny the first time, but at this point, one can't talk about paternal problems or maternal misconducts without someone assuming they're seeking out m/dilfs
I saw a video of moms and dads in the military and such coming home and, like most, I cried. Opening the comments, I saw one that said "I'm crying and I don't even talk to my dad 😭", which is real lol. But then someone replied SO DAMN UNPROMPTED "don't have your dad? Go get a daddy 😏"
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GET YOUR ASS OUT OF HERE. THIS IS A NONSEXUAL COMMENT ON A VERY NONSEXUAL VIDEO. WHY DID YOU FEEL THE NEED TO SAY THAT???
But fr, can we stop sexualizing an unfortunately common childhood trauma??
#idk about the other fatherless#but when someone suggests i (or whoever) should cope with fatherly absence with older guy relationships i wanna puke#i dont want to physically fill the empty space#i want a dad#i want a redo at life but with a dad this time#i was to steal my cousin's very present dad because why does she deserve one but i dont (i would never shame her for having what i dont)#i want to yell at every girl and guy who complain about their father because what do you mean he's “too present”#again i would never shame someone who's parent is overbearing to the point of suffocation#i understand how that's uncomfortable and they have every right to feel how they feel#but i simply understand it#i dont relate in any way#so it can seem ungrateful until its better explained to me#this is NOT a stab at people who have two present but fucked up parents#just self expression#i should probably stop ranting now#i need to get a damn diary lol#parent issues#daddy issues
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[OC ART] - HAYAMI BELOVED! Finalized her outfit for this specific universe of mine hehehe
#kite draws#kite's ocs#I wonna draw more oc art this year...#Hayami Mai#she works for the Government and can see literally everything#she manipulates the whole magic system behind the scenes to her advantage and no one knows#idk how to explain her role in the story only its basically being evil without actually being evil y know?#she could help the protags so much more than she actually does but she chooses not to bc she want to just watch and see how things go#WHICH Is pretty much her role in every story... could be more helpful. isn't#I adore her sm...#my morally grey queen...
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what do roe and pewter sound like? voice wise i mean, do you have like, a sense of either of their voices, or even like 'xyz would voice so-and-so'?
HIE...TOSSED THIS TOGETHER 💖 i had an older voice claim vid but I didn't like my art in it any more x) pewters voice claim is caitlyn from arcane, roe's i havent 100% decided on but im leaning towards rachel sennott (used in this video) the other 2 i like for her are rachel bloom and brenda song though!
just general voice descriptions but roe has an american accent, she has a lower voice which can get pretty raspy and strained sometimes ^_^ a little vocal fry etc. pewter's got a more posh british accent (received pronunciation), her voice i'd say is lower too but roe's tends to consistently be lower than pewter's ^_^
(adri @wiisnorkeling2006 drew the pewter in the video hehe)
#asks#path of totality#roe#pewter farnedon#☀️#we've been playing them in dnd hehe and adris voice for pewter is really solidly pewters voice to me now i cant lie...#I MEAN SHE DOES SO GOOD DOING THE CAITLYN VOICE ETC ETC. idk how to explain. just a specific flavor that is special 🙂↕️
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i need to study crowfeather like a bug. i'm a big fan of characters who fucking suck but i never looked at crowfeather much bc of how the fandom portrays him a lot
#text post#if anybody wants to explain their crowfeather views to me i welcome it with open paws#i gotta know#general idea i have of him is#something about a guy missing somebody so bad that he tries to replace it with someone else and then realizes he doesn't really feel the-#same way she does abt him and decides to try show his loyalty to his clan by dating another cat and having a kid with her#and then realizing hes only doing it out of obligation and only cares about them because thats whats expect out of him as a father and a-#mate#<- idk don't listen to me ive never read the older books outside of arc 1#him becoming deputy should be detrimental for his mental health i think though. enrichment for the old man#something something further obligation that he doesn't really care about and he doesn't know why he was picked for the role when everything#in his life is something hes only really passively thought about#guy who never really knew how to grow up perhaps#idk i think im just making an oc at this point#warriors#warrior cats#crowfeather
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That’s my favorite … tha
#I remembered that she’s shorter than Keith’s dad and I almost had a stroke#she’s 7ft to ME#Keith took his dads genes bro his ass is not tall#also KROLIA SHOUKD NOT HAVE ANT MATERNIAL FEELINGS TOWRADS KEITH PLEASE 🙏#listen#ok#if you will#this woman left him (yes it was to protect him) and hasn’t seen him since he was literally potato sized baby#she knows nothing about Keith. not his personality. hasn’t made any memories. nothing.#even with KNOWING that yes Keith is HER SON In my mind she’d kinda have almost a crisis about it?#like she sees him and she knows she’s supposed to take care of him but it’s just not happening#and she starts doubting about whether or not she loves him#she CARES for him and risked herself but does she love him?#these two have grown so far apart from each other that the idea of ‘mom’ is so alien (haha) to them#and Krolia would feel like she’s betraying his father almost#even though it’s not her fault#nothing comes out from seeing Keith except guilt that hangs around her#if anything seeing Keith again has brought anxiety#she’s SUPPOSED to love him why doesn’t she feel it? why did she leave? is this her fault?#they’re strangers to each other#I would like to think that when they do start knowing each other that they do love each other but not in a mother son way#more like distant family sense#idk how to explain it help#and maybe those feelings were there when she gave birth for a second#IDK MAN IM JUST SAYING#let her be complicated and not just ‘Keith’s mother’#a lot of issues Keith has should derive from her even if he doesn’t know it#has Krolia be the worst part of Keith !!!!!!!!!!#sockdooe’s art#I FORGOT MY OWN ART TAG SMH
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im about to go to bed for the night but after a rewatch im thinking abt smth again wrt episode 4 that i dont think abt TOO too often but like. it IS smth i still think abt a not small amnt
(warning that theres discussion of suicide n such!)
like the thing i talked about earlier, i dont see it in discussion much anymore but i DO still see remnants of it here nd there. the question of 'did gangle intentionally jump in front of the truck.' and like. from what ive seen debate died down eventually bc ppl moved on from that topic but i still have thoughts on that that i dont know if ive seen anyone else say?? it probably has been said but i just havent seen it myself BUT
i think this question is genuinely 100% irrelevant. i think 'did gangle do that on purpose' doesnt actually change anything. fwiw i dont think it was deliberate myself! but i truly think that it doesnt change ANYTHING about that scene if it was intentional or not, and thats because that scene is certainly literally happening in-series, but its MOSTLY there symbolically (for lack of a better word for it, im not sure if symbolically is quite right but its the closest i can think of). its there for the audience
that anyone in the audience questioned what she was doing is part of the point imo. because what the scene is evoking is VERY clear, not because thats what it is literally happening but because of the emotion that conveys. i dont fully know how to explain it but to me the scene isnt about what gangle is literally doing but its about conveying a sense of unsteady and almost unhealthy hope and despair and peace and recklessness. inuniverse she cant die. it doesnt matter in a literal sense. but the scene creates an image for the audience thats uncomfortable and harsh. it creates an image of gangles state in that moment thats stressful and concerning
like many people have written so many different analyses of the episode. i think its depicting many things if you look at it right. i dont think any one reading of the episode and gangles role in it is wholly correct because i think its vague on purpose, and i think the episode is MEANT to be open-ended and able to be interpretted many different ways. and building from that i dont think the ending is supposed to literally depict a suicide attempt but i think it IS meant to call that concept into mind, because it ties into most possible interpretations of the episode, but in different ways
theres also probably a case to be made about the idea that regardless of her intention the end result is the same. she did something reckless because she was doing incredibly poorly and nothing came of it but that moment brought her back to the despair she felt before she got the new mask. the intention doesnt change what it means for her character. the main context that scene matters in is in what it alludes to in the audience (and debatably how it ties into the different readings of the episode), and THATS the point. that people questioned it is because its calling to mind that concept on purpose, and thats the more important role that the scene serves imo rather than knowing exactly what gangle was trying to do
#tadc#ask to tag#sui discussion#not quite sure how to tag this bc im not completley talking abt in detail but also like#that IS what this post is revolving around#idk if this makes any sense im very tired but i think about this from time to time...#one of my FAAAAVORITE things is stories#is when an ambiguous thing happens but its not 'what actually happened?' thats important#but how the scene makes the audience feel thats important#i like when knowing the answer to a question abt smth like that is completely irrelevant#i mean personally it doesnt look like it was deliberate on gangles part at all. like i think it was more to do with her just....#being reckless because she was ina deeply low spot#but even still i think the image its evoking IS intentional writing wise and that sort of thing is rly cool to me#from a writing perspective#tbh i think this show does this in more than just this scene#but im too tired to elaborate im going to bed#ill see about explaining what i mean by that later but i suspect tomorrow is gonna be more of a drawing day. hopefully at least LOL
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A little doodle for inbetween refs <3 lumibabsworth in intent technically but read as you will.
#artz<3#doodle#batb: Other Than Human#but also they're really not all too diff from canon on all accounts. so again read as you wish.#ok I'm freestyling it on Babs a lil#but she does retain most of her canon traits. I just made her more of a freak.#in like a gremlin way not like a sex way.#anyways I don't plan on changing their names either so#congrats on canon tagging you three!#lumiere#babette#too lazy to list her other names#cogsworth#lumibabsworth#oH another diff is also Lumiere's like. a woman. in Other Than Human. girltwink if you will.#my fave girltwink. love that for her#I'd yap to explain wtf the context of some of these tags is bcuz I fear breaching containment#but like. idk I'll do an intro post one day ig.#not the fondest of how Babs face turned out but it's a doodle so whtvr#anyways to me all pun-hatred is performative. part of their comedy. The bit. but also I laugh way to easily so maybe it's just me.#Gem stop yapping in ur tags#batb#beauty and the beast
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Ooh what's barbarian Figs subclass
m flipfloppin between giant and totem (def reskinned) for her rn! giant would be Really funny for junior year and there's some thematic stuff for the transformation element I think would be interesting, but just purely on a character basis I think fig would love totem esp. as a barbie girl in freshman year. if I land on totem I kinda imagine it like a wuxia animal style thing tbh, mostly just because the idea of someone coming into a fight expecting typical movie shaolin choreography and getting Teenager That Mauls You To Death is entertaining to me
#not art#fh class quangle#the main appeal of the path of giants for fig is that it puts her So Tantalizingly Close to porter's grasp#but fundamentally he will never be able to convince her bc she just does not respect him lmao#barbarian!fig's junior year is about building new. thinking about the after of destruction. rebuilding her own self perception after#letting go of the thing that's motivated her through the last two years#(which is the ownership of things that the world refuses her due to who she is. like a certain kind of femininity or companionship#some of which grow to become limiting and ill-fitting for her but she's gone through a Lot of destruction to keep them so#she's unwilling to let go of them. that's sophomore year babeyy)#barbarian!fig almost zealously upholds self-determination AND she's hyperaware of her friends' business#coupled with cleric!gorgug being a high control group victim and being So sus of the shit porter's on. ohhh fig would Hate him#meanwhile the path of the totem warriors I mostly just hesitate on bc the language is. bad. lol#like barbarian as a class is already fraught with modern fantasy ahistorical bullshit. totem warrior is especially egregious#and idk if I can be bothered to like reskin it for this one thing and every time I mention it add on a tag that explains my reskin#like at a certain point it feels like stepping out of the ''playing with specifically a d20 property like dolls'' box and entering the#''doing labour for wotc for free'' box. and at that point it stops being fun for me#well. I simply must sit on it for a bit. we'll see how it turns out!
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ji changwook as a pathetic heart of gold ex-boyfriend and shin hyesun as a goofy optimistic female lead going through a hard time? can’t believe there was a show made for just ME
#welcome to samdalri#DOOOO YALLL KNOW#HOW MUCH I LOVE MR QUEEN AND LOVESTUCK IN THE CITY#THIS IS LITERALLT MY FANON UNREALISTIC PAIRING COMING TRUE PLEASE IM DYING#IVR CRIED ALREADY AND ITS NOT EVEN A SAD SHOW#I JUST LOVE THEM BOTH SEPARATELY AND IT WORKS SO GOOD HERE FJDJDJJS#I loved her in mr queen so much bc she plays goofy cool girls so well like her demeanor and her energy gives old granny who makes dark jokes#AND LIKE UGH#ji changwook has been trying to be more comedic and romcom since he came back from the army#and I KNOW MY MANS POTIENTAL but his counterparts have not been good#not that they weren’t good at acting but the chemistry test just wasn’t there imo like his antagonist role is doing fine bc he has the look#but UGHHHHH YOU JUST HAD TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM DURING THE DRUNK CRYING SCENE IN LOVESTRUCK AND THATS WHERE I KNEW HIS BEST WAS THIS TYPE#loved him and jiwon actually bc he does ‘I’m pathetic for this complicated woman’ so well like idk how to explain it#their chemistry is great in samdalri bc her comedic timing and his pathetic guy thing is just so good I love it#it’s so SPECIFIC FOR ME
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one day we will talk about how tennis fans talk about/treat players they find attractive versus players they dont…………
#and sorry but. a lot of you do this!#im sure i do it as well#but sometimes it’s just feels like…idk really obvious that that’s what’s happening#idk it pisses me off. but especially with the wta it feels reductive sometimes to call it out#like ‘oh you’re only supporting her bc she’s pretty’ like EWWW. what a nasty thing to say#BUT i do think it’s true sometimes!!!!#not that people only support players they think are pretty#but that people are far more sympathetic or that they’re more likely to get behind a player they aren’t *usually* a fan of#does this make sense?#and i think it extends to the atp as well but partially less obvious bc ppl let men get away with anything anyway lol#lowkey it feels mean to talk about because any comparisons i make have to insinuate someone’s attractiveness…#but like it really feels like the elephant in the room sometimes…like how do you not see what you’re doing here#and can i be real! i think karo is a massive beneficiary of this!#and i think that’s part of why i notice it so much because i notice the way people talk about her and support her (which of course i love)#but then i compare that with other players who have had similar stories…and i feel like i do have the perspective here—#because i see so much of what is said about karo#so it feels quite obvious when she’s honestly? treated *very* well considering her career#we’ve seen plenty of players who have injury issues who are just labeled inconsistent or as having ‘physical issues’#i think karo gets a lot of sympathy in comparison…and id even go so far as to say i think she’s overhyped sometimes!#which i know is a wild thing to say as a huge fan of hers but i think it’s true! idk. this is not really the point but im trying to explain#what i meant by the earlier tags. that some players who are seen as attractive are given way more leniency in general
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just relistened to kimi no gin no niwa and like the entire song is absolutely beautiful but like
"Did you realise it yet I wonder, that the truth only exists in the past?" DEAR YUKI KAJIURA THAT IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LINE I HAVE EVER SEEN EVEN WITHOUT THE CONTEXT OF THE SHOW. WHAT THE FUCK
#pmmm#puella magi madoka magica#my posts#followed IMMEDIATLY with “Hope and the future are vain stories people tell of a distant garden” SHE GETS MADOHOMU BETTER THAN WE EVER WILL#yuki kajiura u deserve to be paid one (1) billion dollars per hour you contribute to this world more than elon musk ever will#assuming she chose the lyrics ofc i hope shr did i already love her work sm#like idk how to explain it the sheer fanaticism as homura in the song the truth quite simply does not matter or exist as long#as they are happy and then speaking in such a way about the grief leading to this beautiful false comfort thats just like a fairy tale#it gets to me ok#every sayaka kinnie has a lil bit of a homura kinnie they dont tell you this when you buy them#anyway im probably overrating this because. im very sleepy#but i still find it beautiful ok#please forgive my little edginess and basic ass sorry
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God I have so many thoughts about Jade but it's 2 am and I can't put any of them into words (watch me ramble in the tags)
#she fascinates me to no end#how being a mother is such an integral part of her#but she is not just a mother. she is a mother and it's essential and it's not something she resents#but she is not someone who is presented simply by her being a parent. idk how to explain it#maybe I'm just in awe of seeing a female character who has flaws but those flaws do not make her an uncaring mother#it would've been so easy to write her as a cold-hearted bitch when it comes to lian#bc that's usually how it is with imperfect moms and especially with someone who is a villain/antagonist#but she is a flawed person who isn't good either but by god does she love her daughter#and not even in a complicated twisted way#she just loves her daughter#more than she will ever love herself#dc#jade nguyen
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