#“God sometimes it feels like I'm talking to someone from another planet” “...You ARE.” They both get a learning curve. As a treat.

[shannonsketches]

Do you think Vegeta and Bulma just had a one-night stand, or were they hooking up regularly? And once Vegeta found out Bulma was pregnant with his son, do you think they continued the relationship, or did they cut it off?

My headcanon has always been that it was a string of affairs that Vegeta was angry at himself for having every time he let himself be distracted by desire, but it probably only lasted a few months until Bulma found out she was pregnant. 

(I very much enjoy the idea that she uses birth control and didn’t think anything of having some fun — but it’s just not effective against Saiyans even though that’s not really how birth control works. Just for the Parks and Rec “I warned you about this, standard birth control methods aren’t usually effective against a Swanson” brand of joke.)

I enjoy the idea that they had a gnarly argument and a falling out after Bulma told him and he had a deeply dispassionate response to it, and it was several months before they started interacting again. But I hc neither of them were interested in more trysts, and their relationship went back to being strictly professional with underlying concern for one another, however subtle those may have been (until Perfect Cell happened and Vegeta got Reality Checked real hard). 

I think things got Very Real once the baby arrived and Vegeta spent even less time around them, to the point that Bulma knew he’d been working hard but had no idea where he was when the others gathered to greet the androids.

Part of my fondness for the birth control hc stems from it being a setup for another hc of mine — that she reformulated her birth control to be effective against a Saiyan after finding out she was pregnant, while Vegeta had assumed that aspect of their relationship was Over.

I am always entertained by the idea that a majority of Vegeta’s culture shock on Earth is things being so forgiving, when he’s from a culture of ‘Failure is Final.' Him having the expectation that this is also true of personal relationships — vs Bulma whose last and only serious relationship was on-again-off-again for Fifteen Years Straight.

I imagine their dynamic in this era is very V: I thought you wished I was dead. B: Yeah, but I don't want you to like, die, you know what I mean? V: V: No?

[thedivinetarot]

Do you really think I give a damn what I do, After years of just hearing them talking?

Your current self Vs. Your future self

☆ How to chose your pile? 🦪🦪🦪

☆ Disclaimer:

- This is a general reading. If it doesn't resonate chose another pile or don't continue. Read with discernment, if you don't think this is not who you want to be then skip the whole reading.

- If the energy check didn't resonate with you then skip to the next portion

- This reading about your current vs. Future self (after 5 years from now).

☆ Note:

Since I have done a LOT of love and Future Spouse readings I wanted do something different. Perhaps for one self and because why not change the topic?

Lots of love and care💕

Arya.

Pile 1 - The sun☀️

1. Energy check:

Oh. My. God... okay, let's say hello first. So, hello darlings? How are you?🤍. I hope you are doing well💕. Let's get back... Oh. My. God. I see that someone here have just finished an endless nightmare. And by nightmare I mean... you probably was dealing with someone who is controlling, narcissistic, emotionally unavailable but somehow they are dresses in sheep clothes. I see that you put an end to your relationship with them. You put an end to your rose-tainted glasses on them. You might have been in limerence when it come to them but when you you got actually hurt and saw them for who they are you turned your head and walked away. I see that now, you are choosing your peace. You are choosing to heal on your own. I see that you are trying to balance your emotions and tap into your creativity. I see that someone here is hustling so hard. You are actually very independent. Maybe personally or financially or both. Because the energy here is so sharp, so strong. Someone here is smart AF. They know who they are but... the self-doubt come dressed in the pretty dress of "what if?" Or to be more specific.... "am I really that good or am I like them?" Aka the ones who have hurt you and disappointed you over and over again. Also, I'm sensing... water? Maybe you are in the bathtub reading this? Or you were in the swimming pool? Or you took a shower? Anyways, I felt water on my body. Anyways, you are cutting through confusion. Through pain. Through fantasies of "what could've been" but here's the twist.... that thing happened to teach you something. Not to leave you wounded and helpless. Chose your peace pile 1. Chose yourself 🤍.

Now, for your placements:

Strong Virgo, Gemini, Leo and pisces placements. Venus and mars in Virgo, mars in gemini, sun in Leo. Dominant planets in Mars, Venus, neptune. Planets or stallium in the 6th, 3rd, 5th, 12th house in your chart.

2. Your current self:

Now, you are someone who have a lot of creativity and passion. You have a taste for art and poetry. You enjoy painting or art in general. You like surrounding yourself with beautiful things and you have an eye for aesthetic. You are someone who is very smart, very discerning and sharp. Perhaps, you have a sharp tongue and people get offended a LOT by that but you can't help it. You don't know how to wear masks so you come off a little harsh or judgemental. You know how to invest in things wisely. And you know when and how to save up your money. You might struggle to get out of your comfort zone but you see the bigger picture anyways. You are that one person who knows why things happen but you are either clueless of how to get out of your comfort zone or just... feel like the odds are stacked against them. I see that you carry the pain of rejection. Perhaps you feel isolated or you feel like you don’t belong. Someone here is like... have been misunderstood a LOT in their life but people didn't even bother to understand you. So, you withdraw and learned how to feel comfortable in that solitude. You turned loneliness into solitude and pain into fuel to keep going. I see that you might be indecisive sometimes. You might get stuck in your own head and think that you are alone. I see that you are someone who have a rich emotional inner world. You enjoy a good romcom movie but you don't get stuck in your head wanting that to happen in real life. You have a great balance between idealism/ romanticism and being realistic. You might be a healer, an artist, a poet at heart. And you seem like you never tire or get bored of chasing your dreams. Awww pile 1, the energy here is so dreamy. You are someone who is very sweet and genuine. Don't let others dim your light or make you doubt yourself.

3. Your future self:

Hmmm... yeah, I see that you'll be more mysterious and clever. You won't be fooled easily by someone's emotional unavailability. You will be more discerning. And your boundaries are ice cold. No one will get closer to you unless their loyalty be tested. I see that you will learn how to take proper care of yourself. Your eating habits might change drastically. I see someone's appearance changing significantly. You might be unrecognizable by that time. I see that you'll be more social by that time. You'll dress differently, act differently and will be more open BUT discerning and stable. You might get the game (socially)? Yes, your relationship might not all be for authenticity but they'll serve a higher purpose in your future life. Perhaps you'll have a lot of useful connections that will elevate you socially but not all of them will be deep because until that time you'll learn who deserves and who doesn't. You'll stop being indecisive and take matters into hand. You'll value finer things in life more. Like... for example, your future house or home will be a work of art. You'll take good care of your own body, house and life. You'll flourish and I see you being stable financially. Your current hustle will pay off and you'll live comfortably the life that you are currently wishing for. I see that your future self is very busy, someone who juggles a lot on their own. You might be away from your family. Perhaps, you'll move out of your parents house and heal from the trauma that they caused. I see that by that time you'll drop a lot of weight physically, spiritually, financially, and most importantly emotionally. Since you are someone with great emotional depth and empathy it'll be easy for you to yk take everyone's emotional baggage on your own and sponge up their feelings like it is yours to carry. But in the future you'll drop that habit. It won't be something you'll do anymore. You will be a boss but not a bitch. Because you'll value your peace of mind and your money more than any fake or superficial connection. Thank you for reading this pile 1💕. Take care🤍.

Pile 2 - Sunflower🌻

1. Energy check:

Hello dears, how are you? I hope you are doing well🤍. Now, let's get into your energy check. Phew, I see that something rough have just ended in your life. I'm sensing here that perhaps for a very few people here, someone just ended a very rough marriage with a narcissist or psychopath. I see that this was a very painful karmic lesson. Now, for others who never were married or didn't enter any relationship with anyone I see that you finally ended a painful chapter related to self-worth and equal give and take. You might have struggled to be balanced in your personal relationships and you were taken advantage of for so many people. Perhaps for.... 5-10 years of your life? Yeah. Because I see a karmic contract here.... perhaps there was a contract between you and those people to learn how to be more balanced in your relationships. And to start pouring into your own cup before filling people's cups. I feel confused and sleepy. Someone here needs to reduce their screen time and go touch grass. You might need meditation and listening to frequencies that clear and balance your chakras. Omg, I'm struggling to move on to the next idea... it's like you guys (because of how terrible it was) you are weary and tired. You don't want to move on. It was like a horror movie. Someone here was severely abused by a parent. And in the many scenarios that I mentioned.... it turned you into someone who is watchful and cautious. You want peace... and in order to get there you had to use your brain and shut down your heart. The heart and throat chakra are closed or blocked. Emotions are so hard to face or swallow. You might have carried more of what you have the capacity to which lead you to frequent burn out and periods of isolation but still... you rise baby, you are stronger because of this. I'm so proud of you💕. Now, your placements:

Libra, Taurus, gemini, Aquarius, Scorpio. Dominant planets in Mars, Pluto, Saturn. Planets or stallium in the 7th, 2nd, 11th, 8th House in your chart. Mars-Pluto harsh aspects in your chart.

2. Your current self:

Okay, I see that because you have went through a lot which caused you pain and hurt you became someone who is obsessed with control. You are someone who is hyper independent who can't rely on anyone for anything. I see that you are someone who is very pushy and demanding and when someone doesn't meet you where you want you just leave them. I see that you are someone who is super busy. You might be enjoying warm weather and summer. You are someone who struggle with low self-esteem and anxiety or depression. Walking away from what is not serving you became easier than understanding why or trying. Someone here is either struggling with isolation or doesn't want to be isolated. You either love your isolation so much or doesn't tolerate being alone at all. You are someone who values traditions in romantic matters. You tend to get impulsive when you are excited about something without actually seeing the consequences. You have a very strict routine or care so much about how food should be prepared or served. You might be a picky eater too. I got two knight cards, and both are impulsive and hasty AF. You might come off as someone who is rude, blunt and arrogant. You might think that you are better than most people around you. You know how to be patient when it comes to your goals. In a period of your life you might have chased external validation or approval from the opposite sex or people in general. My left ear started ringing and it got hot. Are you clairaudience pile 2? Do you hear words, lyrics and voices? If you do so then you are not crazy it might be the divine or your spirit guides trying to get your attention. You have two sides to your personality. The first one is the blunt, rude and arrogant self. And the other side might be the control and tradition freak (I'm sorry tarot cards never lie, I'm not judging, here's a chocolate🍫). You might romanticize your struggles in an unhealthy way. But under all of that you carry a heart of gold and a sweet inner child.

3. Your future self:

Okay, by that time you'll be more realistic. And by more I mean... the things you are aspiring to have in the future (after 5 years) might come but not in the form you expect (remember this is a general reading). By that time you'll have finally healed from the things that left scars on your heart. Your hasty and enthusiasm will dim a little but not in an unhealthy way. I don't see depression but you'll be able to direct your energy in a more healthy directions. You'll be emotionally fulfilled on your own and you'll be more emotionally mature. I guess by that time you'll be married. If you are a female or feminine your masculine will be emotionally mature and sweet. And if you are a masculine or male your wife will be so confident and a diva, she a baddie. Anyways, you'll embody the archetype of the queen or king, emotionally mature and confident in your own skin. Your partner might not be someone you expect, like if you are trying to manifest a soulmate or twin flame it might not be one. But in all cases it'll make you happy. You might feel like you are out of alignment sometimes and you'll want to be aligned with your higher purpose. You'll be more collaborative and you'll drop the control act/mask. In the future you'll be more trusting and open to receive help from others because you'll be healed. You'll be more strategic and smart by that time. You'll have a healthy self-esteem by that time and you'll come off as more confident instead of cocky or arrogant. Your own cup will be full of your own love and energy instead of other's. And you might be traveling the world or states or countries. I see travels and movement for you after 5 years. You might relocate or change the whole country. Thank you for reading pile 2, take care💕.

Pile 3 - Stars ✨

1. Energy check:

Now, hello pile 3. How are you? I hope you are doing well💕. Let's get into the energy check. Okay, this pile is bored lol. I mean you are here just to waste time. But anyways you are welcome to waste as much time as you need. I see that you are financially stable or you are independent but... lately... you have been feeling super lonely. I see that this pile’s energy is monotone.... stagnant. Life is going in the same direction and you are bored of how things are. You probably thought of dating someone but the dating pool is quite murky for you. Like... you don't want to know anyone. Like.. you lost interest. I see that you have been focusing on yourself so HARD that you are very comfortable on your own but your solitude somehow turned into loneliness. Loneliness is that sneaky beast who come to you when you are scrolling through TikTok or IG looking at how happy some couples are and you can't even find someone to like. I see that you are very realistic when it come to that matter. You somehow know... that people are not who they seem. You read between the line very well. That's why your social relationships are all.... formal or work related. I see that you doubt your own worth sometimes. Or you recently found out that a friend of yours was or is jealous of you and you cut contact with her. I see that you are trying to heal from that relationship or you already healed and learned your lesson. You probably don't sleepy well lately. I felt tired all of sudden and sleepy, pls take care of yourself pile 3. Your health matter so much in the long run🤍. Now, oh God the energy here is super cold and detached. The person who is reading this is quite... cold and discerning, I'm talking about you of course if that is your energy then the reading is for you. I see that you are someone who believe in karma and... perhaps something happened in your work or university or school. Perhaps, you were in a project and people ignored your instruction and made you feel jaded. I'm sorry for what you are going through pile 3🤍. Karma will get them. Now, your placements:

Cancer, Virgo, Libra, Sagittarius, Aquarius, Aries. Venus in Virgo, sun in libra and Aries, mars in Capricorn, moon in sagittarius. Dominant planets in moon, Saturn, Neptune.

2. Your current self:

You are someone who have gone through a spiritual awakening or have been or still judged by other so harshly. I see that you have been criticized a lot throughout your childhood. Someone here have a perfectionist streak to them, perhaps you are the oldest sibling? Or have a problem with an oldest sibling? Anyways. I see that someone here have mental health issues and I'm not talking about social anxiety or panic attacks (though they count) I'm talking dissociation, bipolar disorder, Borderline personality Disorder, and heavy depression. I see that life didn't go easy on you. Someone here have mommy issues or have had a mother who was or still emotionally constipated and was harsh when it came to criticizing you. My head grew heavy especially the back of my neck. You might be someone who needs a LOT of time to recover after each social gathering. You see people for who they are and you know who is a narcissist or who is NOT and when you see that someone is not good you avoid them at all costs. I see that you feel isolated and you blame that on spiritual awakening but deep down you know that you have felt misunderstood so much now you feel jaded of relationships in general. But despite all that terror that you have gone through you still have hope, you still believe that life goes on. You still think that like will be better one day. I got the lyrics from lana heroin "Life rocked me like Mötley, Grabbed me by the ribbons in my hair, Life rocked me ultra softly, Like the heavy metal that you wear" though in her lyrics it wasn't something soft at all. I see that you are still emotionally reactive and this thing is stopping you to look at things more rationally, your reactions are driven by emotions. Now I'm not saying you need to fix it, just be aware that if you are under 25 it is normal to be this way, you brain didn't develop fully yet. I see that you are juggling a lot mentally. I see that you have been hurt A Lot in the past especially from your family.

3. Your future self:

After 5 years you'll be in a better place and you know that. First you'll be healed a lot from the past and you'll be more able to forgive your family and parents. I see that you'll struggle to be more social in the future which is okay, if you still doubt that you can handle relationships. If you are considering a relocation I'm not seeing it might happen because you'll be kind of confused where or how to start. Or you might be kind of.... not sure where you want to go and this will keep you stuck in your place. I see that your past disappointments will still be in your chest. But the way you deal with them will be different. Especially on how you handle your sadness. I see that in the future you'll be more stable financially. I see a big girl job and big girl money is waiting for you. I see that you might get a raise in your salary or become a manager of some sort or an HR. Your relationship with yourself and others will be more balanced than now. You might find a couple of people who will meet you where you want but believe me it'll be worth it. I see that in the future you'll be busier and you might struggle to balance your work life and personal life. You'll be more confident and you might come off as blunt or rude to some people. Your physical appearance will be more sexy and beautiful. You'll get a sexy boost or something. And finally karma will be on your side. Now I'm not seeing any marriage or life partner after 5 years for you but remember that this is a general reading so take what resonates and leave what doesn't. That's what I'm seeing for you dear, take care❤.

Post date: 14th of June 2025 - Fri

*Feedback is appreciated

2✅ out of 4

[shalfeis]

😳Hey I really like your cat headcanon , wonder if you will do it again with another character like mydei,anaxa and the other character from amphoreus or other character from other planet 🤔

I'm glad you liked it. It's been a while since I posted something, so you gave me some inspiration, I'm sorry if it took a long time.

possible ooc, and that's all, ig

reader x anaxa, mydei, march 7 (separately)

part 1, part 2, part 3

Anaxagoras

A fairly calm and non-confrontational cat. If you have other pets, then he treats them neutrally. Anaxa also generally doesn't make you uncomfortable.

He treats water procedures quite normally. He understands the need for it himself, even if he doesn't always like it.

Definitely picky about food. God forbid you give him the wrong brand of food, you'll get the most judgmental look in the world. He will pointedly turn away after that and go somewhere.

Anaxa watches various courses and webinars with you, and very carefully. He expresses his displeasure if he notices that the "teacher" is saying some nonsense unrelated to the lesson. For example, he will wag his tail irritably or snort.

And yes, you won't be able to shirk work with him. He starts looking at you so disapprovingly that you start feeling guilty. But hey, look at it this way! You just don't have deadlines, because all the work is done on time, and from time to time you get a pretty good bonus for it.

He's not the most talkative, but when he wants to get your attention, he meows softly and waves his paw. When he does that, your heart melts, he looks so charming. Bonus points for an eye patch.

He has a habit of coming to you late at night and going to sleep next to you and purring softly, and early in the morning he gets up and returns to his couch. You wouldn't even know about it if you hadn't woken up in the middle of the night one day. You were sure he was spending the whole night on the couch! What a tricky one.

Anaxa is not the best in terms of comfort or support, but nevertheless he will be there for you until you feel better. While you're spilling out everything that's bothering you, he listens to you carefully. After that, he will snuggle up to you a little, making it clear that he is near. It helps tremendously.

Anyway, either you have a bad memory, or he has too good a memory. He's constantly helping you find things, like house keys or a second glove, which for some reason is always missing. And he ALWAYS finds the things you need.

As for strangers in your home, it's a little difficult. He usually stays away from the guests and remains neutral. But if they call him Anaxa, then I feel sorry for them. He's proud of the name you gave him, Anaxagoras, so it makes him angry when someone distorts his name or doesn't pronounce it in full. The privilege of calling him Anaxa belongs only to his mistress (to you).

In general, he is not against the move. All that matters to him is that the house is comfortable and you like it. And sometimes a change of scenery doesn't hurt.

It may be difficult, it's not always clear, but Anaxa loves you. There's no way he's going to trade this life for a life with someone else.

Mydei

A big and calm cat. Easily gets along with other pets.

Not fussy about food at all. He'll eat everything, and yet he likes your cooking more than the food.

He loves cooking with you. Well, you don't let him get close to the stove, afraid he'll get hurt. But you let him be with you. His presence alone makes the cooking process more comfortable and fun.

Like Anaxa, he is calm about water procedures. He waits patiently until you finish combing his hair, washing and drying his fur.

Helps you with the cleaning. Yeah, he can't do much with his paws, but, he brings and takes away small objects, for example, a cloth or remote control, his toys, and so on. It's cute.

He's also quite good at consolation. If you're sad, he'll butt his head, sit on your lap, and start making cookies, while purring to everyone. Do I have to say that in a moment you forget why you were sad?

You swear that you won't find a partner because of your cat. Seriously, if they're not going to be the same as Mydei, then why are they needed at all? He's too good.

As for the guests, he treats them calmly. Prefers to watch them from the couch in the living room, or being next to you. Some of your visitors with children are afraid that such a big cat might harm them. But as you know, nothing like that happens. On the contrary, he seems to enjoy messing with them.

Mydei, like Anaxagoras, doesn't really like it when guests call him Mydei instead of Mydeimos, but he's already come to terms with it.

You go for a walk together from time to time. You have a lot of photos in which Mydei looks majestic, as if he is a very rare breed of cat, knows about it and is proud of it.

He may seem inaccessible, but in fact he's a sweetheart, the gentlest and kindest cat you've ever had. He loves you very much, just like you love him.

March 7

If the first two seemed pretty calm to you and you wanted someone more active, then get a walking hurricane, not like a Trailblazer, but still. You will never feel bored. She quickly establishes relationships with new pets.

She is very active and playful. You bought a lot of toys for her, and she likes them. Especially a big teddy bear, she can even fall asleep on it.

Also not exactly picky about food. She just likes some brands of food less than others, that's all. She eats your cooking with pleasure too.

If we are talking about water procedures, then three things must be observed: the first is that the water should be warm, not hot, the second is that some toys are needed, and the third is photographs. Although the latter is already being done, you just can't resist taking a couple of photos.

Speaking of photos. March is VERY photogenic, just really. You have a whole album dedicated to her. And she also somehow learned how to take photos herself on your phone. They're so funny that you can't help but laugh. You even started a blog for her on one of the social networks, and she quickly gained popularity.

She likes to watch you when you're doing something. Whether it's cooking, cleaning, or working on a project, she's interested in everything you do.

You're sleeping with your arms around each other. Of course, she has her own couch and stuff, but she prefers to sleep next to you.

She likes it when you have visitors. She examines them with interest, allows herself to be stroked. However, she doesn't really like it when someone starts teasing her with other names, like April 9 or September 4. But anyway, she's happy to have guests.

You can say that she will wholeheartedly support your decision to move, if there is one. She will miss the old house, of course, but she will also be very happy about the new one. So many new memories await!

She's very attached to you. You are inseparable, you love each other very much.

[itgirl-111]

OFFENSIVELY ATTRACTIVE VAUNT

Why do I have to be so offensively attractive? Everything about me from top to toe is perfection. You've never seen a face as pretty and flawless as mine. No cause why do I have to look this hot? I'm fr the hottest girl on the planet. Everything about me from top to toe is pure perfection, my individual features are perfect and flawless but when they come together they are so harmonious? Like everything just fits my face so fucking perfectly like it's meant to be there. Every inch of my face and body is gorgeous and flawless. I am a walking masterpiece, I'm a work of art. Everyone is obsessed with me the first time they see me, I am so drop dead gorgeous that people literally double take and gasp once they lay their eyes on me. I mean, I'm always the center of attention because why wouldn't I be? I high key give off real main character vibes, it's like I straight up walked out of an anime. It's near impossible for someone to look this humanely beautiful but I do because I'm just too damn stunning. I literally take everyone's breath away. I am so offensively attractive, people find it difficult to not look at me, I swear all eyes turn only to me because I'm literally the most beautiful ever. It's only once in a blue moon that you'd get a chance to see a person as attractive as I am, Im once in a lifetime afterall. I get complimented every single day, I hear everyone call me beautiful more than my own name. I am too painfully attractive, it's indescribable. I'm the typa girl who you see once and never forget. I literally got everyone feeling some type of way they never felt before. I am literally so utterly mesmerizing. I got everyone simping for me fr. I'd be literally breathing and everyone would be down bad for me, Literally down bad. I got universal sex appeal, meaning everyone regardless of sexuality is down bad for me . I am so sexy people genuinely cannot get over it and everyday I just get 100x trillion times hotter. I am just sooo damn fine like I've got too pretty of a face and even more powerful vibe. I believe in my supremacy fr. Sometimes it's just so hard to grasp the fact that a person as attractive as I, is living on the same planet as everyone else, everyone is damn lucky to be born in the same generation as I am. It's ridiculous how many simps I have, like damn I really got everyone down bad for me huh. I am the pinnacle of God tier beauty and charisma.

There's something about my vibe which is just so uniquely mine, like my vibe and energy is so one of a kind, everyone can feel my vibe even before I walk into the room. I give off an expensive, powerful, hot girl vibe who straight up walked out of an anime I swear lol. My energy is way too magnetic and irresistible, it speaks volumes. My presence is literally out of this world. The way I carry myself, the way I talk, the way I do things, the way I think, the way I look, my energy, my mannerisms, my habits, all of it is way too unique to be replicated. Everyone wanna study me like their favourite subject. It's impossible to mistake me for another one, I stand out and outshine literally everyone with my beauty, charisma, and interesting personality. The fact that it comes to me so naturally and effortlessly? Even better. I've got such amazing wit and humour, I'm so personable that people genuinely love to be around me even though I may seem intimidating at first. I always know how to spark interesting and amazing conversations, I know when to speak and be quiet, I got that perfect balance between loud and quiet confidence. My intelligence and the way I keep learning new things so easily? Even hotter!. I am an ICON. My energy is actually so magnetic, I have that little something, that is just so insanely attractive and captivating that it cannot be described in words, only felt. I truly believe in my own supremacy.

[redsrooftopprincess]

Good morning!

I just stumbled across your blog and I absolutely love it 🥰 there aren't enough Bayverse fics or writers out there anymore! Thank you for keeping it alive.

I was just wondering if you still write and if you do, could I please please pretty please request a fic? It's purely self indulging. Something where the reader looks/acts like a human version of the turtle bros? (Totally coming from the fact that like Donnie from 2k12, I have gap teeth, reddy-brown eyes, and I'm a huge biology nerd and I giggle at the idea of the turtles coming face to face humans who look/act/have interests just like them.) Could totally see Donnie going straight to parallel universe theories.

Anyways, thank you so much, you're amazing 🥰❤️❣️

Hello anon! I hope this is akin to what you were looking for. 😅

Here are some of my headcanons for a doppelganger reader.

TWINSIES!!!

Leo

Relationship Level: Healthy Competition

Finally. A worthy opponent. Fighting Leonardo is like fighting a mirror. Both of you use this time to sharpen your skills, work out problems, or just process the frustrations of the day. Equally matched, the victor of the sparring session is usually the one who can make the other "lose focus." 

Balance is the foundation of your relationship. As much fun as sparring is, (you've made shit talking into an art form), boy does this boy know how to relax. Expect marathon meditation sessions, trading full body massages, and, as equally balanced as the two of you are, the most mind-blowing tantric sex, possibly on the planet. 

Raph

Relationship Level: Spotter

Raph, I think, is the only one that wouldn't consider you as a romantic partner. I, personally, feel he's in need of a soft landing, and a bizarro version of him is NOT that. But that's not to say your relationship isn't intimate. As any Gym Rats can tell you, good work out buddies are equal parts coach, therapist, and best friend. They're there to hype you up when you need it, and beat your ass when you need that, too. They're the ones you talk to when you can't go to your partner, because your partner is the one you're complaining about.

ALL. THE. GYM. TIME. You guys should basically move your beds down to the weight room, you live there anyway. On fight nights, the two of you own the big screen TV, and Gods help the poor dumb bastard who tries to cut in, especially during a prize fight. LOUD. You are LOUD. Honestly, you may as well be at the fight in person, the way your roars of triumph and defeat assault the concrete walls, as well as everyone's ears. Splinter likes the two of you hanging out, so he lets it slide, most nights.

Don 

Relationship Level: Lab Partner

Neither of you would be able to let it go. Why? How are you this similar? Statistically, the chances of someone being such an extreme parallel were astronomical, but meeting them??? You'd hit the lab and no one would see you for nearly a week. You'd been doing "research," into exactly how alike your are. 

Autistic hyper nerd mode ENGAGE. Parallel Play All Day Every Day. Sometimes you wouldn't speak for days, despite working within ten feet of each other, other times you'd be info dumping about your latest hyperfixation. Pray these moods link up, because overwhelm will be a problem. Splinter has to implement a rule that the two of you have to leave the lab at least once a day for at least 10 minutes (not counting patrol or the other necessary things), wherein you must eat something and drink an entire glass of water. This rule was put in place after the third time one of the boys found the two of you passed out in the lab from dehydration. 

(A/N: while writing this paragraph I actually remembered that I hadn't eaten anything besides popcorn and some sweetarts in about 16 hours. Oops. 😅)

Mikey

Relationship Level: Besties

You know how, when you bring a six-year-old to the playground, they meet another kid and suddenly they are BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE CAN'T GO BACK TO THEIR HOUSE FOR DINNER AFTER KNOWING THEM A WHOLE 20 MINUTES??? 

That.

Expect to know these pipes like the back of your hand. You will know the best places to skate, the best places to smoke, and the best places to get up to... other things. Pop culture is your jam, and he knows his way in and out of the AMC at Rockefeller Center, so expect to get gussied up and attend any and every movie premier your heart desires. Fun is the foundation of your relationship and you take it very seriously. Play time is sacred, and "play time" is, too.

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[woodswallow]

RammWear

As I once stated in this post, I feel close to my favourite Rammstein members Richard, Paul and Schneider when I wear clothes that are inspired by their (stage) outfits. I love wearing my R+-merch of course, but for me this is a more subtle and everyday-method to have a bit of them with me :)

So, over the past 3 years, I was inspired by their style, bought clothes (sometimes secondhand) that resembled theirs and tried to mimic their style. Of course not every part – I only wanted stuff that I really liked, not for the sake of imitating them. I wanted clothes that are also MY style, but are inspired by theirs.

So lovely @vulnerant-omnes gave me the idea to do a little RammWear fashion-show, where I am showing my „ot3 <3“-style. Here's a first part of it:

First: My Richard-stage belt :D Daaamn, I LOVE it so, sooo much and I'm so proud of me that I found something, that resembles his stage-belts so nicely, but having also a bit more of a alternative/boho-style to it. It's real leather and is purely decorative, so not a real „belt“ - but it does accentuate the butt quite nicely – just like Richards ;D

Here's a reference picture, in case someone doesn't know what I'm talking about:

Second: My hommage to the Paul Landers stage outfit!

My god, I love his stage outfit so damn much! It fits him so well and in my opinion is very flattering to his body. I love all the pouches and the decorations, it has a very unique „industrial-/end of the world-style“, like from another planet. I searched for ages to find something that resembled this outfit and especially the pants. I found the original designer (Demobaza – damn cool, incredibly expensive!) and also a copy of that, which was „only“ half the price, so still damn expensive...and it didn't fit right, I was so sad... but I took some pictures anyway. So these are the copied stage pants, I send them back because they were too tight on my stomach:

But then I found a very nice second hand biker jacket in sweatshirt style. When I wear it with my favourite grey jeans, it gives me some Paul-Landers-stage-outfit-vibes...what do you think? It's definitely not a copy, far from that. But I'd say it's a low budget hommage, very my style and definitely made for everyday wear – which was very important for me. I don't want to buy stuff which looks great but I never wear. My mum complimented me on that jacket and I really love it :D

Third: My Schneider-necklace and Richard-ring!

Schneider has worn this necklace for years now. I saw it on him during concerts, photo shoots and even on private pictures. It must mean something to him. And I personally am a big fan of jewellery that is with you everyday, that you never take off. Like it's belonging to you. I have the feeling it's like that with Schneider and this necklace. I did some research about the type of necklace, it seems to be an anchor chain. Mine is made of titanium, very lightweight. I love the grey, not shiny colour and how it's unisex looking, not too feminine but also not too massive or "manly".

In the picture is also my Richard-ring. You probably/maybe know this very early VIVA-interview from 1995:

There the cameraperson has a really weird way of filming, and once he/she zooms on Richards hand. I noticed that ring and liked it very much, I think it suits Richard very well. Unfortunately I've never seen it on him again. But still, he wore it at that time. I found a similar one, it has some ornaments that his doesn't have, but I really love that ring – have worn it for almost 2,5 years straight now, everyday and I feel naked without it.

Please let me know if you're interested in seeing more like this (a „like“ on this post counts for me ;). I have some more R+-inspired pieces and could make another one or two posts :) !

[gumycandyyy]

OKAY IM FEELING BRAVE N NOT GOING ANON SO HI!!!

I love your writing n I was wondering if i could request a WK x Gn! Reader where the reader is like crashed into a cave or smthn, wk goes to investigate and they find the reader that (size wise) is like HUGE, like 16 feet tall!! BUT. once they see wk they shrink down to around his size, n they talk n find out they’re from like a diff planet in their universe?! N they can’t get back.

(idk where this idea came from I apologize:3)

୨♡ Ｙｏｕ＇ｒｅ Ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ， Ａｒｅｎ＇ｔ ｙｏｕ？" ♡୧

I love this idea! I think I'm gonna combine it with another ask i got.

(For those wondering why the gumlee fanart tag is here, it's because I put some of my art at the end of every fic. It just happens to be gumlee this time)

Gender neutral reader

Romantic

Type: Headcanons

Request: Yup! They're back open, too!

Some descriptions of the reader, nothing detailed, just dragon stuff.

Summary: Being a space dragon is cool. Except for when you're too tired to leave a planet.. Thankfully, you have help from a new friend.

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-You're a space being.

-A celestial dragon, if you will.

-You're quite a majestic being, even having some of your own constellations named after you.

-Perks of being a beautiful immortal creature.

-While you're practically immortal, you can get tired, especially after traversing through the cosmos.

-So every so often, you gracefully land on a habitable planet, to regain your strength for a few days.

-You more or less crash landed on this one.

-It was called Ooo, if you recall correctly. You're sometimes allowed to name a few planets or stars, but this one has existed for longer than you have.

-It's a little embarrassing to be taking refuge in such an old planet.

-However, you had the funniest encounter while on Ooo.

-It was little more than twenty minutes after you crash landed in an icy forest.

-You had knocked down quite a few trees and stirred up quite the commotion in a town nearby, as they could see you flying in from the atmosphere.

-You were trying to take a few splinters out in your dragon form when you met...

-Him.

-It sounded so cheesy, but you had never seen a more beautiful thing in the universe.

-Safe to say you were floored.

-Literally.

-He and a few... What looked to be scouts and knights made of ice neared you cautiously.

-He seemed to recognize you, which was a little strange. You guessed there were history books of some sort written about you.

-He introduced himself as the Winter King, and welcomed you to Ooo.

-Yes, he had definitely heard of you.

-You decided to shift into your smaller form. It was still ethereal and god-like, but it was easier on the eyes than being a twenty-foot tall dragon.

-You kept your wings and horns, just parts of yourself that you thought to be enchanting.

-the Winter King spoke to you, a little shocked at your sudden shift. You were wearing clothes, what other mortal customs had you missed?

"Well, *ahem* it is my honor to meet a celestial being such as yourself! If I may ask, why choose this planet?"

-You explained that it was the nearest habitable planet, and that it didn't matter too much.

-You didn't think too highly of yourself, as you were quite low on the god-scale. Only a minor universal god, instead of being a multiversal god.

-If that made any sense.

-You politely asked Winter King if you could regain your strength in his kingdom.

"Oh, why of course! A- anything for someone such as yourself!" -His pale blue skin flushed in a pinkish tone, and his voice faltered ever so slightly.

-You tended to have that effect on people.

-However, he seemed to be handling your presence quite well, so part of you wondered if he were somewhat immortal, or was just a magic user in general.

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-You stayed for a little less than two weeks, learning quite a bit as you took refuge.

-You were quite uneducated when it came to planets like Ooo, embarrassingly so, at times.

-But it felt nice to have Winter King explain things to you.

-He seemed so respectful, yet so interested in everything you did or said.

-It turned out he was an astronomy nerd, and stories of you were his favorite.

-He wrote down practically everything you said, but as time went on, it seemed less like worship and more like interactions between friends.

-You preferred it that way, to be honest.

-You learned not only much about Ooo, but also much about the Winter Kingdom as well.

-Whenever it snowed softly, you would always spend time outside, sometimes dragging Winter along with you.

-You did everything from nap, to play in the snow.

-It seemed childish, but the two of you had quite a bit of fun.

-Not to mention the food there was absolutely phenomenal.

-You swore that you would return the generous favor of the Winter King.

-When it eventually came time for you to leave the planet, the both of you were quite sad.

-However, you knew if you stayed longer, you'd never leave. And that wasn't good.

-You were out on the terrace, having said your goodbyes to Winter and the citizens, ready to shift to your ethereal form to take flight.

-However, you felt something nagging at you to stay for a few more moments.

-You were correct to wait.

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Winter called your name, looking to have run all the way up here. He placed his hands on his knees and took a few deep breaths.

"Winter..? I thought you already said goodbye?" Winter cleared his throat and stood up, placing his hands behind his back. He'd regained his composure so quickly it was shocking. He cleared his throat once again.

"It just occurred to me that I never asked for that return favor.." You brought your hand up to your lips, ashamed you forgot your promise.

"I- Oh my word, I apologize. I forgot."

Winter assured you that it was no big deal, and that his favor was only a small one. He stepped towards you, almost shyly.

"Well, rest assured, I can do almost anything. There is a grey area in which I'm unable to give, but otherwise, I will do anything in my power to grant you what you seek."

Winter blushed, his gaze transfixed on the ground. He seemed to be at a loss for words. Your large wings twitched, and after a few moments, Winter seemed to have figured out what he wanted.

"If it's not too much to ask, I'd like to request..."

He looked up at you with the sweetest of smiles.

"A kiss."

You were taken aback for just a moment, but regained your composure as quickly as you lost it. You took a step towards Winter, returning his warm smile.

"Well, if that's all you seek, I would be more than happy to give you what you so desire."

Winter shifted in place with an almost giddy expression, and looking up at you, you could tell he had wanted this for quite some time.

You'd be a liar if you said you hadn't thought about it prior to today.

"I would much appreciate that."

He said simply. So making sure not to waste any more of your time, you bent down to Winter's height. Despite being in your smaller form, you were still quite a bit taller than anyone else.

You caught his lips in yours, holding the embrace for a few moments. His lips felt cold, and it was all you could have hoped for.

When you separated, you gently held his face in your clawed hands.

"I have truly cherished this time with you, and I wish I could have stayed longer. However, my higher duties must not be ignored."

Winter nodded in understanding, placing his small hand atop yours.

"I promise I will think of you often, and will call on you if I'm ever passing through this side of your galaxy. That I will swear." "But until then, my dear."

The only thing Winter could remember of that moment, was the feeling of your lips in his forehead, and the silhouette of your ethereal form, fading out of the atmosphere.

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your complimentary art ^^ (gumlee edition!!)

Sorry bout the whole hiatus thing, I had been sobbing for two hours straight. Anyway, rq's are open!

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[sleepymccoy]

One spones thing I like writing is them figuring out where the boundaries are. Cos they fight all the time, but clearly aren't just cruel or they wouldn't be able to work together. So I like watching them figure out how to undo an accidental insult or apologise for going too far without noticing.

But forgetting that I like writing that dynamic, what's also fun is them just being so 100% in sync that they've never accidentally gone too far on anything. Sure they've gone too far, but they fully know what they're doing when they do.

But also, one fight is much like another from an outsiders pov

Like, they're on the bridge having a normal squabble about space for Jim's benefit when McCoy, who is nursing a hurt feeling from Spock ignoring him at breakfast, just steps his professional disagreement into an opinion the devoids Spock's recently submitted for approval research paper. And Spock doesn't admit to feeling vulnerable about anything, but the period between submission and approval is a sore spot. So it's like

"the asteroids do not require significant gravitational adjustment as they are buffeted by the slightest impact "

"but the longer we wait the closer they are to the planet!"

"we are not waiting, we are aligning ourselves with the prime opportunity to interfere, and-"

"unless DeVahl is right about gravitons"

"...is this about breakfast, doctor?"

"not unless you were reading DeVahl's paper at breakfast"

"I was not."

"then-"

"sorry, what the fuck are you two talking about? Tell me about the asteroids. Bones, d'you really think we're putting the planet at risk?"

"no, Jim, I don't. I'm sure Spock's always right about these things. I'll be in mebday."

And like. No one even clocks that that was a genuine fight. But two weeks later they just about have a screaming match in the corridor about petri dish storage protocol and love every second of it. But that day people think they're irrevocably falling apart and Jim rocks up to like counsel them back into getting along.

I just like the idea of them knowing each other perfectly from the word go. And also weaponising it cos god knows they don't treat each other like they're made of glass. But also noticing when someone else goes too far, like how Spock can take teasing on Vulcan stuff just fine but when it steps into racism he doesn't stand up for himself. Or how McCoy sometimes gets genuinely pissed off at starfleet's protocols and needs some time before he can approach talking about them in a productive way

[perspectivestarters]

Perspective's Sentence Starters; The Tortured Poets Department by Taylor Swift (Part I)

FORTNIGHT

I was supposed to be sent away.

They forgot to come and get me.

I was a functioning alcoholic.

Nobody noticed my new aesthetic.

All of this to say, I hope you're okay.

No one here's to blame.

What about your quiet treason?

For a fortnight there we were forever running.

You're in my backyard turned into good neighbors.

I want to kill her.

All my mornings are Monday stuck in an endless February.

The effects were temporary.

I love you, it's ruining my life.

I touched you for only a fortnight.

My husband is cheating.

I want to kill him.

I call you up but you won't pick up.

Another fortnight lost in America.

Buy the car you want.

THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT

You left your typewriter at my apartment.

Who uses typewriters anyway?

You're in self-sabotage mode.

Who else decodes you?

Who's gonna hold you like me?

Who's gonna know you if not me?

We'rе modern idiots.

You smokеd then ate seven bars of chocolate.

I chose this cyclone with you.

Sometimes I wonder if you're gonna screw this up with me.

Everyone we know understands why it's meant to be.

Because we're crazy.

That's the closest I've come to my heart exploding.

MY BOY ONLY BREAKS HIS FAVORITE TOYS

Here we go again.

You should've seen him when he first got me.

My boy only breaks his favorite toys.

I should've known it was a matter of time.

There was a litany of reasons why we could've playеd for keeps this time.

I know I'm just repeating mysеlf.

He runs because he loves me.

'Cause you should've seen him when he first saw me

I knew too much.

There was danger in the heat of my touch.

He saw forever so he smashed it up.

Once I fix me, he's gonna miss me

He was my best friend.

I felt more when we played pretend.

He took me out of my box, stole my tortured heart

Told me I'm better off, but I'm not.

DOWN BAD

Did you really beam me up?

Tell me I was the chosen one.

For a moment I knew cosmic love.

Now I'm down bad, crying at the gym.

Everything comes out teenage petulance.

Fuck it if I can't have him

I might just die, it would make no difference.

Come back and pick me up.

Fuck it if I can't have us.

I might just not get up.

I might stay down bad.

Did you take all my old clothes?

They'll say I'm nuts if I talk about the existence of you.

For a moment, I was heavenstruck.

I loved your hostile take-overs.

I'll build you a fort on some planet where they can all understand it.

How dare you think it's romantic leaving me safe and stranded?

Cause fuck it, I was in love.

Fuck you if I can't have us.

SO LONG, LONDON

Pulled him in tighter each time he was drifting away.

My spine split from carrying us up the hill.

I stopped trying to make him laugh.

How much sad did you think I had?

Did you think I had in me?

You'll find someone.

I didn't opt in to be your odd man out..

I founded the club she's heard great things about.

I left all I knew.

I stopped CPR.

Thе spirit was gone.

We would never come to.

I'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free.

Two graves, one gun.

I'll find someone.

You say I abandoned the ship, but I was going down with it.

My white knuckle dying grip holding tight to your quiet resentment.

My friends said it isn't right to be scared.

Every breath feels like rarest air.

Just how low did you think I'd go before I'd self implode?

You swore that you loved me but where were the clues?

I died on the altar waiting for the proof.

You sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest days.

I'm just getting color back into my face.

I'm just mad as hell cause I loved this place for.

But I'm not the one

BUT DADDY I LOVE HIM

I forget how the west was won.

I forget if this was ever fun.

I just learned these people only raise you to cage you.

What a mess.

I just learned these people try and save you 'cause they hate you.

Too high a horse for a simple girl to rise above it.

They slammed the door on my whole world.

But, daddy, I love him.

I'm having his baby.

No, I'm not, but you should see your faces

No, I'm not coming to my senses.

I know it's crazy, but he's the one I want.

Growing up precocious sometimes means not growing up at all.

You're this chaos, he was revelry.

Stay away from her.

Lord knows the words we never heard.

I'd rather burn my whole life down than listen to one more second of all this bitchin' and moanin'.

I'll tell you something 'bout my good name, it's mine along with all the disgrace.

God save the most judgmental creeps who say they want what's best for me.

Sanctimoniously performing soliloquies I'll never see.

You ain't gotta pray for me.

It's just my choice.

There's a lot of people in town that I bestow upon my fakest smiles.

Scandal does funny things to pride but brings lovers closer.

We came back when the heat died down.

Went to my parents and they came around.

All the wine moms are still holding out.

Fuck 'em, it's over.

Even my daddy just loves him.

I'm his lady.

Oh my god, you should see your faces.

I know it's crazy but he's the one I love.

FRESH OUT OF THE SLAMMER

I'm running back home to you.

I know who my first call will be to.

He don't understand me.

Handcuffed to the spell I was under.

But it's gonna be alright.

I did my time.

Toss the ashes off the ledge.

I will never lose my baby again.

My friends tried, but I wouldn't hear it.

Watched me daily disappearing for just one glimpse of his smile.

All those nights you kept me goin'.

Swirled you into all of my poems.

Now we're at the starting line.

No matter what I've done, it wouldn't matter anyway.

Ain't no way I'm gonna screw up, now that I know what's at stake here.

FLORIDA!!!

You can beat the heat if you beat the charges too.

They said I was a cheat, I guess it must be true.

My friends all smell like weed or little babies.

The city reeks of driving myself crazy.

Your home's really only a town you're just a guest in.

Can I use you up?

I got drunk and I dared it to wash me away.

Well, mе and my ghosts, we had a hell of a time.

Yеs, I'm haunted, but I'm feeling just fine.

Well, no one asks any questions here.

So I did my best to lay to rest all of the bodies that have ever been on my body.

Is that a bad thing to say in a song?

I need to forget.

I've got some regrets.

Tell me I'm despicable, say it's unforgivable.

At least the dolls are beautiful, fuck me up, Florida

I need to forget, so take me to Florida

What a crash, what a rush.

It's one hell of a drug

Love left me like this.

I don't want to exist.

[justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms]

Hello! I’ve never done a matchup before, so I’m sorry if it’s too much! Could I get romantic Star Rail, Demon Slayer, and Genshin matchups? ^^

Pronouns/Sexuality: I use she/her pronouns! My sexuality is a bit complex right now, but I know I fall somewhere under the asexual umbrella. I'm not quick to catch feelings, but when I do, I’m whipped. In terms of romance, I'm attracted to masculine presenting people (ex. cis men, trans men, and non-binaries!)

Zodiac/MBTI: Gemini / INFP

Appearance: Brown eyes. Slightly below shoulder-length denim blue hair with blonde ends - my hair is typically swept to the side, covering my right eye. I stand at 5'1" and am slender for my height. I have pale skin with a few beauty marks on my neck and the side of my face. My fashion style leans toward goth/emo, and I have a few ear piercings, along with a septum piercing!

Personality: On a first impression, I come off as intimidating and aloof. I’ve had friends tell me that I looked like I wanted to kill them when we met and was surprised as I'm really just unsure about how to socialize and unintentionally appear unfriendly. Beyond that, I'm a laidback and open-minded individual. I tend to reflect too much, unconsciously psychoanalyzing myself/others. I'd describe myself as a pessimist, and my thoughts can sometimes dwell in dark places that I get stuck in sometimes. Isound monotonous, which I find hilarious because I tend to deliver the darkest jokes with a straight face, leaving people confused. I often playfully pretend to have a god/superiority complex; I'm known for my biting sarcasm, snarkiness, stubbornness, and occasional sassiness. However, I'm also logical and prioritize thinking with my head before my heart. My demeanor can switch between being playfully sarcastic and being timid and awkward, depending on how well I know someone. I have a tendency to be a people pleaser, even going so far as to sacrifice my own well-being for people I don't even know well. I’m a good listener, but I severely lack charisma.

Likes: Drawing, sword collecting, history, playing/watching video games, writing, TTRPGs, rain/thunderstorms, my five cats, metal/rock music, the colors blue/purple/red, the moon, and star-gazing.

Dislikes: People who can’t maintain an open mind, the color green, being in the sun, doctors, heights, and people who are immature, blindly optimistic, or excessively loud.

Extra Information: I'm scatterbrained and forgetful with doing certain things (ex. Taking medicine, eating breakfast, etc.) I also tend to do better with people similar to me, personality, interest, or backstory wise! But also maybe someone who would push me to leave my comfort zone or pull me out of my pessimism.

Thank you! ✨

Hi! Oh my goodness! It's so exciting being someone's first matchup request! Thank you for your request! Sorry it took a while. I hope you like your matchups!

In Honkai Star Rail, I match you with...

Caelus matches your sarcastic nature well. However, while you’re more open about saying those things out loud, Caelus is more the type to keep them to himself, until you’re alone.

Then the sass comes out in full force as you both talk about your days.

Caelus is reasonably mature and open minded, so arguments will rarely happen. He also strikes me as a bit of a people pleaser. But don’t think that will stop him from expressing his opinion.

Video game dates! Caelus loves video games and is pretty flexible about what you play. Whether it’s a multiplayer where you’re on a team or facing off, or a single player where you take turns with the controller, Caelus just enjoys sharing one of his main hobbies with you.

Will take you stargazing. The Star Rail is great for that since there’s stars everywhere you look. But Caelus also enjoys finding good stargazing spots when you get to a new planet.

There’s always a whole new sky to look at and you can learn about it together.

In Demon Slayer, I match you with...

Giyu’s another one who loves your sarcastic nature. He thinks it’s a nice change from the overly optimistic people he’s surrounded by on a daily basis.

Your stubborn streak is something he’s more familiar with. Between Inosuke and Tanjiro, as well as the other hashira, there are a lot of stubborn people in his life.

He can be a bit close minded sometimes but, as shown when he accepted Nezuko, Giyu can open up to ideas that he’s initially sceptical of.

Not a loud person and appreciates that you’re not overly loud either. He enjoys being able to spend quiet time with you reading or watching you draw.

His favourite moments are when you’re relaxing together and there’s gentle rain outside. He can very easily fall asleep like that.

I see Giyu as someone who doesn’t mind cats. He resonates with them. They remind him a lot of himself. So needless to say, he will get along well with your cats; he doesn’t pester them but he’ll give them affection when they approach him.

In Genshin Impact, I match you with...

Diluc enjoys being able to spend time with you. He appreciates the peace and quiet after time spent in the Angel’s Share. Whether that involves watching you draw, reading something you’ve written, or relaxing in silence, he loves every moment of it.

He’s also glad you’re a good listener because after a shift at the tavern, Diluc enjoys talking about all the patrons he encountered. It’s a good method of decompensating.

He likes your cats but he’s not sure whether he genuinely likes them or because you like them. Either way, they remind him a lot of Diona which leads to some interesting interactions.

Like Caelus, Diluc enjoys stargazing with you. He’ll take you into the vineyards where no one will disturb the two of you and lay out a blanket to rest on.

In a house as old as Dawn Winery, there’s sure to be a decent collection of swords. Diluc is more than happy to let you add to it as you see fit. He’s happy with his claymor but it can’t hurt to have a selection at hand.

[whitherwordswither]

Logs from the Starfields, III

Captain's Log #0.03:

After some heavy trading in New Atlantis, I picked up a contract from GalBank to get some con-man who defaulted in his loan to pay up. This had me heading out to Tau Ceti.

Of course, I can't just go somewhere with something else cropping up to distract me, now can I? As soon as I hit the system I picked up a distress signal. A local settler was having spacer trouble. So, naturally, I went to go see if I could help. Any day I can unload a few rounds in to a hostile spacer trash is a good day, I say.

Turns out him and three other families in the system are having a bad time of it. And on top of that they've been feuding with each other, or as it turns out, the guy who sent the signal for help had initially been kind of a colossal asshat to the others. But at least he's level headed enough now to admit his mistakes and wants everyone to legitimately survive. So not only do I have to get these grump dirtworkers to vibe together again, I got to deal with mucho spacer trash.

I set off to repair three satellites to restore communication lines between the families. Sadly, it looks like one family was already removed from the galactic equation. Each stop I made I blew some spacers out of the cosmic skies. Good riddance. The repair jobs weren't too difficult. I don't know why the spacers didn't just blow the transmitters up entirely. But I guess maybe they were gonna move in after their prey was hung up to dry? I don't know. Ain't no point in thinkin' too hard about it.

After getting all three family heads to meet up and cooperate, we made a joint run against two groups of spacer ships then almost immediately went all in for the kill and took out their base of operations aboard a derelict station. Another ton of haul this go. And the extra creds from the settlers was a nice boost.

Luckily, my initial contract is nearby in the system so I make a stop there to negotiate before heading back to New Atlantis. The target had himself holed up in a sparsely populated military outpost near a mostly abandoned mining facility of some sort. Not a whole lot of resources of note on the planet either. I manage to scan everything of worth on a short trek around the zone. Lady Luck must be on my side today. I was able to avoid a painful confrontation with the target and get him to pay what he owed without incident. Sometimes I'm amazing at my own talkin' skills. I'm glad he wasn't dumb about it. I hate to shoot someone, even if they give me a reason 'cause they got their head too far up their own ass.

As I'm leaving the planet I run in to some old friends of mine, coming to collect the bounty on my head. Jokes on them though, 'cause I've had enough excitement for one day. I ignore their comm hail and charge up my grav drive. While they're scrambling to get a target lock I'm skipping out of the system and back toward New Atlantis.

Sorry, boys. I got more creds to acquire and I don't feel like playing with ya'll right now.

Once I'm touched down at the Atlantis port I jog over and give the GalBank man his credits and get a nice little sum for myself. I might come back and take another job. Not that I enjoy helping the big bank corps or anything, but. My ship ain't gonna last forever and I'm gonna need every spare cred I can get to afford a new one. 'Cause god damn is they expensive.

I dump my haul at the local Trade Authority down in The Well, then head back topside. I run in to the scientist I helped the other day, who wouldn't you know, could use a bit more help! Heck, why not friend. I'm right here after all. And all he needs me to do is talk to an associate and get some data. Now, this associate don't like him much for whatever reason. Ain't any of my business. And as I'm talkin' to his associate friend… gosh dang. I'd really just like to punch him in the face. I almost had to to get that data. To think… he wanted me to break in to the apartment of his MAST supervisor and falsify his records so he could get a promotion. Boy. You just told me you got terrible performance reviews and you want me to make you look like a golden shiny apple? I don't think so. I had to a get a little grumpy with him, but I got the data. From the sounds of it, my scientist friend is on to something and may need my assistance again in a few days. I look forward to it! (Apparently something downright awkward is going on with this certain species of trees in New Atlantis and it could spell trouble for lotsa folks if something ain't done about it. So, of course, I'll help where I can.)

Now… I been doin' a lot of work around the New Atlantis area. I'm thinkin' I'm gonna head out and check out one of the other main hubs. See what else is out there. Atlantis is a nice enough place but. It may just be a little posh for my blood. And I'd like to, y'know, get my own place. Never owned a spot outright before and… I'm thinkin' maybe for once… I'd like to.

I'll catch ya up later.

End log.

[ferin129]

not much for today

I worked produce. the regional manager came in today. he had almost nothing to say to me, but it sure is weird to see someone that Ms. Stephanie will take orders from and listen to so intently. I sure am glad that my job is pretty simple though, I didn't really get into to much trouble for anything, and we tried to make everything look the best it could, even though we were out of a lot of stuff. The holidays sure are wiping us out. Nick's working even more than me over in meat, he's probably still there as I'm writing in it. Closing up meat sure is a pain sometimes.

A little about how I overthought things today -

honestly, I wish that I was better at talking to people spontaneously. Whenever people say hello to me, I often find myself repeating exactly what they said back to them on accident. For example, if someone says, "How's it going?", I just say the same thing back to them on accident for some reason?? And I think it may come across as if I'm mocking them, but I'm just socially stupid. god, I'm sure I'm overthinking the hell out of this but it is what it is.

I talked to one of the cashiers up front today that's been at Food Lion almost as long as I have. I haven't talked to her much before, but I we're friendly enough. Anyways, she asked me if I go to USC, (i suppose because I wear my college of engineering and computing lanyard at work all the time), and I said yes, and she asked me if I had graduated this year or last year. I replied saying that I had graduated last year, which is (technically) the truth since I left BHS in December 2023. I didn't explain this though, and I'm sure it confused her, and I didn't even explain that I'm not taking classes yet because I deferred my admission to the spring 2025 semester. I wish I had told her, but I didn't because I felt like it might be too much and I'd get flustered explaining myself and I just wanted to avoid that much interaction anyway. But I feel really guilty, since technically I lied to her by omission. And I know this small interaction means nothing to anyone in the grand scheme of things, because of how little it matters, but interactions like this I'm going to try my best to avoid from now on.

oh and another thing that's been bothering me today. when I asked my (main store) manager to put some water in the fridge for the employees, she replies that "we only provide bottled water in the summer.", which, first of all, is absolutely BS because we just had some in there, like, last week, and what the hell??? you think I only need to drink water during the summer??? holy shit I can still dehydrate during the winter too lady, get a grip. I know Food Lion hates their employees but that's fuckin wild. Most mind-boggling thing I've heard in a hot minute from that place. Food Lion doesn't even give us an employee discount or anything in the way of holiday raises, the least you could do is scan out a pack of water. goddamn.

I also ran today, and god, my legs are shot. I am so out of shape. it's wild to think I ran a 1:17 half marathon just 2 months ago. But the only way to get back there is to try, right? billions must try. oh, and I ate real food for lunch AND dinner. well, it was just 2 burritos for both meals, but it counts. I made them myself with healthy ingredients and rolled the tortillas as well. So it's a win in my book. Tomorrow's shaping up to be a long day in meat, so I'll probably go to bed soon.

song of the day: ギターと孤独と蒼い惑星 (Guitar, Loneliness and Blue Planet) by kessoku band. (kessoku band, my beloved). I just love this scene in Bocchi the rock. it's such a great moment. I'm so glad that they make music that's just my vibe, because I love this album so much.

[thereareeyesinsidethetrees]

GH2024 by waterparks is a ford song, lyrics below cut (this song. is a ride and a half. from what ae can tell, it's a mix of new lyrics and segments taken from some of their other songs)

'last night, i had the strangest dream of all. last night, i had the strangest dream of all. last night, i had the strangest dream of all. last night, i had the strangest dream of all. last night, i had the strangest dream of all...'

'oh, my demons drive a limo straight up to my window. i hide under my pillow. welcome to the intro. step into the moonlight, climb into my bad night, everything is alright, oh. step into the moonlight, me, myself, and i play a little game called hide and sleep all night because-'

'i...see shadows on my walls, they see me from the halls (soul, star). and i don't know just what they want, but i'ma knock 'em down, down, down, like 'what's up'. everything gets fuzzy when you come around (what, what, what's up), everything gets fuzzy when you come around'

'you freak me out, so i stay in. do you see me now? do you have my pin? no, i don't know how you'll show up or when, but it freaks me out. i say, 'boy, i'm not a stalker, but i watch you when you're walking', there's eyes up in my closet, hands deep in my pockets, 'i love you in such weird ways, follow you back to your place'. yeah, you'd be paranoid, too, if someone followed you the way that you do, you do'

'now you're looking through the peephole on the door of my apartment, my panic's at the ceiling, but i'm flat down on the carpet. you say, 'boy, i know you're in there, and the way you tease is unfair, and this ain't misery, but i'd break your knees to keep you here with me. but i'd break your knees to keep you here with me. break your knees to keep you here with me, yeah''

'maybe the world was made in six days, but i could ruin mine by monday. i'll write it on the wall, 'if you read this, it's your fault'. yeah, you've been reading all about me, and you're loving what you found. i'm like american graffiti, if you need me, i'm here now...ahem [and repeat]'

'when i fall asleep at night, i wish my brain could sneak away, increase my pace and hop the gate, and travel to another plane. first i'd find my evil twin, then i would make best friends with it, we'd both hate the same things and waste some hours talking shit, then we could write some songs- benji's so impressed! we'd complete each other's lines because our stupid brains connect. but because of that, our serotonin would crash at approximately the same time and we would both need a nap, god damn-'

'sunbathe, looking like a sunday, wishing for a someday, i could run away like that. now, i think i need a life or maybe nine, 'cause i'm feelin' like i'm runnin' out of time, oh-oh. some day, maybe on a sunday, i can sit and sunbathe, i could run away like that. now, i think i need a life or maybe nine, 'cause i'm feelin' like i'm runnin' out of time, oh-oh'

'it doesn't happen at all, it doesn't happen at all (wait, what song was next?)- i wish i was dead sometimes so i wouldn't have to check my phone. i wish i was dead sometimes, so i could spend a day alone. and not feel like everybody hates me, making plans on another planet daily, lately, i wish i was dead sometimes, ahaaaaaaaaahahah, i'm just kidding! (fuck!)'

'i packaged up my pain today, i wrapped the box in cellophane. it's clear so i can see inside, to watch the worst of me escape. but i like your apartment, i like how your hair smells, it buries all my problems, until i forget the details. that's all i can talk about without hurting your feelings. so check out all the love i get, it's fake and doesn't happen at all...and doesn't happen at all...i'll see you in the future, yeah, you can find me in the rumors, yeah, that's all, that's all'

'i just cried into a shirt i could never afford last year, yeah. my drake problems sound thoughtless, but it's all brand new and i promise i'm being really honest, when i'm getting up the guts to say that i haven't had a day off since my blue hair and i combat how the pressure feels, i should call my parents more just to say that i'm gonna be okay, so they don't worry every day- i like cool shirts, i like cold rings, i want a big house, but i'm hiding, i want a brain that doesn't hate me, i wanna see my stupid fucking friends daily-! if you need me, now, i'll be there somehow. i'll pick you up, we can ride. i'll fly away like i bought my own airline, i'll take you with me, we can ride'

''cause i'm highkey and lowkey as hell. your diva, just wanna see you, i'm highkey and lowkey as hell. your sweetheart, don't wanna be apart. so, practice your passion on me, give me your hundred degrees, i'll die off whenever you need. 'cause i'm highkey and lowkey as hell. your diva, just you wanna see you, i'm highkey and lowkey as hell. your sweetheart, don't wanna be apart...'

[tetsunabouquet]

George R.R Martin isn't lesser of an author for being a feminist

I saw someone put this man down in favor of Tolkien because Tolkien was 'a man who fought in one of the most brutal battles in history - WWI' and Martin was 'a man who safely recides in his armchair and is a feminist'. Excuse me? Why does his feminism discredit him? I never actually read the books, but I heard that in the books the female characters are less of a girlboss!Modern feminists but more old school and it acknowledges that female biology comes with stuff like less of a muscle mass. People really should learn that A, there is a huge difference between old school feminism and modern feminism and someone who says they're a feminist doesn't automatically mean they are a modern wave feminist. People should also learn that B, we can acknowledge that women are physically weaker whilst simultaneously point out that there is still sexism in the older days of warfare regarding the notion of female warfare. Like, the person in question used how Jean D'Arc inspired the French army, clearly this person has forgotten she was burnt at the stake for wearing men's clothing and that not everyone appreciated her. The blatant hero worship she has now is something she had to garner over time. I'm Dutch, my country also has a heroic female figure, her name is Kenau Simonsdochter Hasselaer. When the city of Haarlem was under siege, she inspired the women and children to help with repairs to the wall keeping the Spaniards out and encouraged everyone to throw burning objects over the walls. She supposedly led 300 women to assault Spanish soldiers with these burning objects, but did she and the 300 women get remembered fondly? Not until recent times. Did you know that 'Kenau' has been used as an insult to masculine women or women trying to take up a man's profession over here? Its only in recent generations that she became heralded as a hero and her name stopped being used as an insult. It's one thing to prefer men in warfare (especially in times when we didn't have weapons that could be used by everyone and still required strength to use), but its a whole other thing to demonize the women who do take up weapons. From what I've heard of the books, that's the angle George R.R. Martin is writing from and honestly that is an important angle. Because female patriots deserve to be remembered with just as much respect as their male counterparts, if not more because of the fact they fought the enemy despite being physically weaker. Thirdly, Considering that argument was coming from another person from the new world- don't make me laugh at glorifying Tolkien for having fought in WWI and putting Martin down for not having done so when this person is sitting just as comfortable as Martin. Part of why most people from the New World are especially offensive in their ignorance regarding gruesome topics like warfare, is the fact that the North American continent and Australia is so god damn safe when it comes to war. You guys usually fight in wars far away from your general public and global conflicts affect you guys the least out of everyone. Whereas over here in a country like the Netherlands, we are safe from Russia. But we know from experience that Russia could invade our country too someday. We deal with the refugees, the way the war is impacting the European financial world and bussiness, etc, etc. That's the thing if your continent is riddled with countries- if one war breaks out then even countries surrounding the conflict will feel it and look on with frantic eyes wondering if their country is next. I feel like Americans especially are pussies really in a lot of ways and sometimes I wonder if the pro-military attitude in the US is an attempt to compensate and make them feel like they aren't the most well-cushioned children around the planet when it comes to warfare. If you aren't from the Old World, you don't get to talk shit to others about being well-cushioned because you are so too.

[myawesomebeautifullife]

2023

I just had some new revelations but first lets talk about 2023. The second half of 2023 definitely came with adventures. I started crushing on a guy who was a complete train wreck. Remember, man's rejection is God's protection. He rejected me; however, in hindsight, I am thankful because it seems he's just an extremely self-centered, miserable person who would have been disastrous to be around. I asked him out, and he said he would only want to be friends (like, alright, fair enough) but then went on a tangent about some guy he liked and his problems with the guy. The bright side is that having a crush on someone was fun, and I put myself out there, which is something I would have never done before. Even though it didn't work out, I didn't blame it on myself.

TrIgGeR wArNiNg: I am so fucking done with giving people the benefit of the doubt. If you don't want to be talked about as the asshole then don't do asshole behavior. It's really very simple.

I distanced and cut off a lot of friends at the end of last year. I realized I don't have healthy boundaries with people. Like either you are a best friend with VIP access or nothing. Now, I have levels of friendships that are appropriate to the person. Like we can be good friends but I'm not telling you all my deepest and darkest secrets. Sometimes, you aren't really friends with people. You are just friends adjacent. This particular friend group. I pissed off the queen bee because I distanced myself from him because he an asshole. He's so insecure with himself that he's threatened by anyone and anything and does anything to minimize anyone around him. Because of that, I am out of the friend group. To that, I say good riddance.

2024, I am starting out with a good inner circle. Boundaries that are in favor of my well-being. I deserve to be happy. I deserve to not feel ashamed of what I want for myself or what I like. I will not be a good fit for others and that's ok because there are 8 billion people on this planet.

So here's to another year of success and prosperity. ✨✨✨

[vttrvm]

i like Physically Need ezra to be around during the og trilogy timeline and after it so ezra and luke could be THE fruity jedi besties like obi-wan and quinlan once were but like forty years younger. imagine luke going to dagobah to seek jedi knowledge from master yoda himself and when he comes back and tells ezra what happened he's like THE FUCK?? i had to talk to that old bastard through the force and crack his fucking riddles but when YOU needed guidanse he was like yeah hmu i'm chillin out there my god ahsoka was right those damn skywalkers are force's favorites. i need them gossiping about obi-wan (“uncle ben? kriffing a sith lord? no way” “BRUH I'M TELLING YOU I KNOW THEY DID IT BUT I JUST CAN'T PROVE IT”). i need ezra seeing luke for the first time and IMMEDIATELY knowing he was gay even when luke himself had no idea. i also need to see luke's face when they first meet and ezra introduces himself as nothing less but jabba the hutt. i need leia and ezra to lovingly make fun of how little luke knows about the galaxy outside of tattoine and about the force and them having the longest chats about their home planets (because ezra can't be normal about lothal and leia is literally the princess and representer of alderaan). i need ezra and luke to start a new jedi order together, with ezra honoring kanan's teachings and also his example of how a jedi can have attachments and still respect the code. i need ezra to tell luke kanan's story because he was obviously curious to learn about another jedi but too awkward to ask and i need luke to tell ezra about his father, who also was a jedi (the vader era of his father was not considered important to mention). also, my wife's take: i need ezra to be ben solo's jedi master because ezra as someone who was impacted by the dark side at some point of his life would understand ben's struggle more then luke could and he could actually set healthy boundaries between them, which luke could not do - simply because he was ben's uncle. (i also just like the idea of ben being mace windu's lineage). i need ezra to make fun of luke when he can't hide his crush on din djarin properly and i need luke to make fun of ezra even more when ezra can't hide his embarrassingly huge crush on sabine wren who visits their temple sometimes (and they gossip about their mandalorians A LOT). i need ezra to celebrate the victory over the empire on endor with all the rebels (including hera and rex) and while luke is chatting with his force ghosts he is talking to kanan's ghost. i just want luke to have another jedi around that is not a force ghost and not ahsoka who can't always be there, someone to share his frustration and fears with, someone to meditate with, to run a new jedi order with, to train with, because at some point they both feel like they are the only jedi in the galaxy and they just don't have to be