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If the stars are out tonight and you find your way to my arms would I be more than a friend?

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三嫁咸鱼 San Jia Xian Yu (Thrice Married To A Salted Fish) Audio Drama S1 Theme Song: Relentless Longing Pervades My Dreams 《相思续续入梦来》 Xiāngsī Xùxù Rùmènglái (English Translation)

English translation of Relentless Longing Pervades My Dreams 《相思续续入梦来》 Xiāngsī Xùxù Rùmènglái, the lyrics of the theme song from the audio drama for 三嫁咸鱼 San Jia Xian Yu (Thrice Married To A Salted Fish) by Bi Ka Bi.

Chinese/Pinyin/English lyrics available under the cut.

P.S. The above link is the CV version, which I have translated (demarcated according to character). The below is the original:

All credits to the song can be found in the above two links. I own nothing but the translation in italics text.

Relentless Longing Pervades My Dreams

《相思续续入梦来》

[陆晚丞Lu Wancheng (马正阳 Ma Zhengyang)]

他乡异梦里 tā xiāng yì mèng lǐ           In a strange dream in a foreign land,

兜转恰逢知己 dōu zhuǎn qià féng zhī jǐ I had a chance encounter with a bosom friend.

飞光苦昼短 fēi guāng kǔ zhòu duǎn Time flies at lightspeed, each day feeling painfully short,

举杯邀春风共饮 jǔ bēi yāo chūn fēng gòng yǐn Yet I raise a toast, inviting the spring breeze for a drink.

不求浮华名 bù qiú fú huá míng Never seeking transient objects like fame,

凌云意气 líng yún yì qì Lofty as the clouds my spirit became.

长愿一生清闲凡庸 cháng yuàn yī shēng qīng xián fán yōng I’ve only ever wished to lead an unbounded and unassuming life;

平安顺意 píng ān shùn yì To be safe and sound, and for everything to go well.

[林清羽 Lin Qingyu (陈张太康Chenzhang Taikang)]

朔风不解意 shuò fēng bù jiě yì The northern winds fail to interpret the meaning

旌旗掩埋归期 jīng qí yǎn mái guī qī Of the banner-buried date of your returning. [1]

故里锦书来 gù lǐ jǐn shū lái A letter has come from my hometown—

谁落笔山有木兮 shuí luò bǐ shān yǒu mù xī Who is this, who conceals his affections behind descriptions of mountains and trees?

观江山风雨 guān jiāng shān fēng yǔ Gazing at the windstorms brewing on the mountain and the lake, [2]

为他入局 wéi tā rù jú I enter the arena for his sake.

一朝结发 yī zhāo jié fā Thus came the day we tied the knot with one another;

生生世世两不疑 shēng shēng shì shì liǎng bù yí In every life and in every world, we shall never doubt the other.

[Chorus, together]

明月可知 míng yuè kě zhī Does the radiant moon understand

此间情人相思 又几许 cǐ jiān qíng rén xiāng sī yòu jī xǔ The extent of lovers’ longing in the mortal realm here?

寄��缱绻心绪 jì wǒ qiǎn quǎn xīn xù I make my affectionate thoughts to him clear:

不远千里 随君去 bù yuǎn qiān lǐ suí jūn qù “If it’s to follow you, even a journey of a thousand Li would be near.”

去年此时此景 qù nián cǐ shí cǐ jǐng It had also been this scenery that year—

万籁俱寂 白雪红嫁衣 wàn lài jù jì bái xuě hóng jià yī Clad in red wedding robes, I stood there in the snow, utterly quiet and unmoving.

怎抵一眼 生死别离 zěn dǐ yī yǎn shēng sǐ bié lí How quickly death takes lovers to the moment of their parting.

[林清羽 Lin Qingyu (陈张太康Chenzhang Taikang)]

重返旧梦里 zhòng fǎn jiù mèng lǐ Returning to an old dream in my slumber,

恍然初见相遇 huǎng rán chū jiàn xiāng yù We meet again, once more a first encounter.

再执子之手仍如赤子般执迷  zài zhí zǐ zhī shǒu réng rú chì zǐ bān zhí mí I hold your hand again, still obsessed with you like those subjects are with the nation.

[陆晚丞Lu Wancheng (马正阳 Ma Zhengyang)]

若爱人安于世间一隅 ruò ài rén ān yú shì jiān yī yú If my love lives on in a corner of the world, safe and sound,

为一人 为苍生 wéi yī rén wéi cāng sheng It no longer matters

又何需分清 yòu hé xū fēn qīng Whether it’s for one man or for the masses that my efforts count.

[Chorus, together]

明月可知 míng yuè kě zhī Does the radiant moon understand

此间情人相思 又几许 cǐ jiān qíng rén xiāng sī yòu jī xǔ The extent of lovers’ longing in the mortal realm here?

寄我缱绻心绪 jì wǒ qiǎn quǎn xīn xù I make my affectionate thoughts to him clear:

不远千里 随君去 bù yuǎn qiān lǐ suí jūn qù “If it’s to follow you, even a journey of a thousand Li would be near.”

去年此时此景 qù nián cǐ shí cǐ jǐng It had also been this scenery that year—

万籁俱寂 白雪红嫁衣 wàn lài jù jì bái xuě hóng jià yī Clad in red wedding robes, I stood there in the snow, utterly quiet and unmoving.

怎抵一眼 生死别离 zěn dǐ yī yǎn shēng sǐ bié lí How quickly death takes lovers to the moment of their parting.

[林清羽 Lin Qingyu (陈张太康Chenzhang Taikang)]

山海可知 shān hǎi kě zhī Do the mountains and the seas understand

此间情人别离 又几许 cǐ jiān qíng rén bié lí yòu jī xǔ The extent of lovers’ parting in the mortal realm here?

[陆晚丞Lu Wancheng (马正阳 Ma Zhengyang)]

遥望西北天际 yáo wàng xī běi tiān jì I gaze up at the sky’s northwestern end

烛火燃尽 到天明 zhú huǒ rán jìn   dào tiān míng While the candle burns on till the morning sky is clear.

[Together]

来年旧地重游 lái nián jiù dì zhòng yóu Next year, we shall wander these weathered lands once again.

灯火如昼 凤箫声动里dēnghuǒrúzhòu fèngxiāo shēngdòng lǐ Lanterns light the night up into day while the sounds of the phoenix flute reverberate 祝酒陈愿 此生不离 zhù jiǔ chén yuàn cǐ shēng bù lí As we raise a toast to celebrate a lifelong continuance for our string of fate.

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Translation notes:

[1] This refers to war banners/flags. I chose the less precise term ‘banner’ for alliterative effect. [2]  ‘The windstorms brewing (i.e., raining) on the mountains and lakes’ -- a metaphor for changes happening in a society. ‘Lake’ was unpluralized for rhyming. [3] Many liberties were taken in the translation of this song, especially to make the lyrics rhyme. (I really wanted to do so because the song itself is really lyrical and rhythmic. But I am 0% trained in poetry, so forgive the cringe ^_^") Please let me know if you have any comments, criticism or alternative readings. Thank you! ^^

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// Candy // Cotton candy ~ 棉花糖 (miánhuātáng) Note: 'marshmallow' has the same name as cotton candy in Chinese Gummy ~ 软糖 (ruǎntáng) Lollipop ~ 棒棒糖 (bàngbàngtáng) Fudge ~ 乳脂软糖 (rǔzhī ruǎntáng) Caramel ~ 焦糖 (jiāotáng) Jellybean ~ 果冻豆 (guǒdòng dòu) Toffee ~ 太妃糖 (tàifēi táng) Liquorice ~ 甘草 (gāncǎo) // Baked Sweets // Cupcake ~ 杯子蛋糕 (bēizi dàngāo) Brownie ~ 布朗尼 (bùlǎngní) Sponge cake ~ 海绵蛋糕 (hǎimián dàngāo) Lava cake ~ 熔岩蛋糕 (Róngyán dàngāo) Black forest cake ~ 黑森林蛋糕 (hēisēnlín dàngāo) Cheesecake ~ 乳酪蛋糕 (rǔlào dàngāo) Tiramisu ~ 提拉米苏 (tílām��sū) Scone ~ 司康 (sīkāng) Macaron ~ 马卡龙 (mǎkǎlóng) Waffle ~ 华夫饼 (huáfū bǐng) Tart ~ 塔 (tǎ) Crepe ~ 可丽饼 (kělì bǐng) Pie ~ 派 (pài) Chocolate chip cookie ~ 巧克力碎片饼干 (qiǎokèlì suìpiàn bǐnggān) Donut ~ 甜甜圈 (tiántiánquān) Brulee ~ 烤布蕾 (kǎo bùlěi) Creampie ~ 奶油派 (nǎiyóu pài) Cinnamon bun ~ 肉桂卷 (ròuguì juǎn) Gingerbread ~ 姜饼 (jiāngbǐng) Red velvet cake ~ 红色天鹅绒蛋糕 (hóngsè tiān'é'rónghuá dàngāo) // Frozen Desserts // Sherbet ~ 雪葩 (xuěpā) Gelato ~ 吉拉朵 (jílāduǒ) Sundae ~ 圣代 (shèngdài) Shaved ice ~ 刨冰 (bàobīng) Ice cream ~ 冰激凌 (bīngjīlíng) Note: another common name is 冰淇淋 (bīngqílín). Popsicle ~ 冰棍儿 (bīnggùn'er) // Misc. // Custard ~ 奶黄 (nǎihuáng) Puff ~ 泡芙 (pàofú) Popcorn ~ 爆米花 (bàomǐhuā) Milkshake ~ 奶昔 (nǎixī) Jello ~ 果冻 (guǒdòng) Oreo ~ 奥利奥 (àolì'ào) // Common Asian Desserts // Mochi ~ 麻糬 (máshǔ) Tanghulu ~ 糖葫芦 (tánghúlu) Black sesame soup ~ 黑芝麻糊 (hēi zhīma hú) Swallow's nest ~ 燕窝 (yànwō) Sago pudding ~ 西米布丁 (xīmǐ bùdīng) Snow fungus soup ~ 雪耳糖水 (xuě'ěr tángshuǐ) Osmanthus Jelly ~ 桂花糕 (guìhuā gāo) Grass jelly ~ 仙草 (xiāncǎo) // Example Text // https://www.sohu.com/a/443013219_120949919

口味最“奇怪”的4种糖果 -> the four candies with the strangest flavours.

1、星空棒棒糖 -> planet lollipops

星空棒棒糖有名的高颜值糖果，大部分的女生都有买过，或是男生情人节买来送女朋友都有了解过。-> Planet lollipops are popular for their appearance, lots of women have already purchased them before, or men who, on Valentine's day gifted it to their girlfriends, have understood. 它的味道你尝过后就会觉得“这是什么沙雕玩意儿，我吃了塑料吗？”，有这种感觉并不奇怪，星空棒棒糖大部分都是甜苦甜苦的味道，有些还带着塑料的气味，吃完就怀疑人生，估计这个糖果也就只能当做摆设。-> After tasting its flavour, you will think: "what is this sand sculpture-like thing, am I eating plastic?" Having this kind of feeling isn't exactly strange, planetary lollipop largely have a bittersweet flavour, some lollipops even have a plastic odour, after eating it, you'll question your life, seems like this kind of candy is only used for decoration.

2、榴莲糖 -> durian candy

...打开包装就是浓浓的榴莲味，吃到嘴里就感觉是三里往外都是这个榴莲味 -> upon opening the package are the dense/strong durian smells, eating them makes you feel that the durian smell is everywhere within a 3 mile radius.

3、姜汁糖 -> ginger candy

姜汁糖里面就是有大量的姜味，吃的第一口还是上面糖味，含一会后姜味就显露出来了，你会有一种姜辣的感觉，一直猛吸气想要减少这个辣味，没想到后面越吃越辣，让人有点受不了，吃到一半就吐了，这种一般都是家里的老人才会买，老人很喜欢这种甜辣的感觉，甚至吃起来还想喝一两口小酒。-> Within ginger candy is a considerable amount of ginger flavour, after eating the first bite, the first taste is sweet, after sucking on it for a bit, the ginger flavour will come out and you get have a spicy ginger feeling. Keep inhaling sharply, wanting to reduce this spiciness, not knowing that more and more spiciness will follow, intolerable, spat it out halfway through, this kind of candy will typically be bought by a family's older individuals, elders really like this kind of spicy-sweet feel, to the point of also wanting to drink a couple gulps of liquor.

世界上最好吃的十种甜点，吃过六种，算我服！-> 10 of the world's most delicious desserts, eaten 6 types, count me in!

1、布朗尼蛋糕--美国 -> Brownie--America

布朗尼蛋糕属于重油蛋糕的一种，但它和一般重油蛋糕的区别在于通常较薄且较结实，不像普通蛋糕那样松松的, 而且一定是巧克力口味 -> Brownies are considered a type of pound cakes, but they are different from regular pound cakes in that they are usually on the thinner and sturdier side, unlike the regular cakes which are fluffier, and brownies need a chocolate flavour.

2、提拉米苏--意大利 -> Tiramisu--Italy

提拉米苏是一种带咖啡酒味儿的意大利甜点 -> tiramisu is a type of coffee-flavour containing Italian dessert.

10、乳酪蛋糕--阿拉伯 -> Cheesecake--Arabic

这类蛋糕介于蛋糕和甜点之间，因而越来越受人关注 -> this type of cake is a cross between cakes and desserts, and because of this, more and more people have given it attention.

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Married Thrice to Salted Fish Audio Drama Season 2 Song - "Three Wishes" 《三願/San Yuan》 (Hanzi/Pinyin/English) Lyrics & English Translation

✲ Married Thrice to Salted Fish (三嫁鹹魚/San Jia Xian Yu) Audio Drama Season 2 Song

✲ Singer: 大C

Youtube Music Lyric Video: here

•Original work: Married Thrice to Salted Fish 《三嫁鹹魚》by Bikabi (比卡比)

♫Production Group♫

📌Original Production Team ℗ 2024 猫耳FM:

•Produced by: Maoer FM (猫耳FM)

•Planning: Jiangzao (降枣)

•Lyrics: Long Xiaotao (龙小套)

•Composition: Lianya (莲琊)

•Arrangement: Ouyang Wenjun Lianya (欧阳文俊 莲琊)

•Singing/Harmony: Da-C (大C)

•Post-production: Liu Shuai Lian Ya (刘帅 莲琊)

•Assistance: Hua Chao (花朝)

•Poster design: Wei Shan (伪���)

•Title: You Fei (有匪)

•Music producer: Lian Ya (莲琊)

•Music production team: Chao Sheng Zu(潮声组)

✲ Released on: 2024-08-26

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Lyrics:

Verse 1:

问谁与同行

wèn shéi yǔ tóngxíng

长风千里灵犀 

cháng fēng qiānlǐ língxī

风雨同舟济

fēngyǔ tóng zhōu jì

从来冷眼看

cónglái lěngyǎn kàn

尘世里

chénshì lǐ

世人庸碌奔忙 

shìrén yōnglù bēnmáng

千百种执迷

qiān bǎi zhǒng zhí mí

Pre-chorus 1:

若称为知己

ruò chēng wéi zhījǐ

知情知意知我 

zhīqíng zhī yì zhī wǒ

偏凉薄冷情

piān liáng báo lěng qíng

从来不信命 

cónglái bu xìn mìng

任因果报应

rèn yīnguǒ bàoyìng

却因他动容 

què yīn tā dòngróng

悄然改写命局

qiǎorán gǎixiě mìng jú

如何云淡风轻 

rúhé yún dàn fēng qīng

日月朝夕

rì yuè zhāoxì 

红线暗牵系

hóngxiàn àn qiān xì

举杯相约重逢

jǔ bēi xiāngyuē chóngféng

莫再违期

mò zài wéi qī

Chorus:

愿与君如梁上燕 

yuàn yǔ jūn rú liáng shàng yàn

岁岁年 长相见

suì suì nián zhǎng xiàng jiàn

隔世霜雪落 

géshì shuāng xuě luò 

寄我意 送君前

jì wǒ yì sòng jūn qián

辟如生死爱欲 如刻骨云烟

pì rú shēngsǐ ài yù rú kègǔ yúnyān

随朝暮尽散 又随朝暮还复来

suí zhāo mù jǐn sàn yòu suí zhāo mù hái fù lái

庭院桃花已开

tíng yuàn táo huā yǐ kāi 

Pre-chorus 2:

若称为知己

ruò chēng wéi zhījǐ

知情知意知我 

zhīqíng zhī yì zhī wǒ 

相思无绝期

xiāngsī wú jué qī

从来不信命 

cónglái bu xìn mìng

任因果报应

rèn yīn guǒ bàoyìng

却因他祈愿 

què yīn tā qí yuàn

来世姻缘再续

láishì yīnyuán zài xù

如何云淡风轻 

rúhé yún dàn fēng qīng

日月朝夕

rì yuè zhāoxì 

红线暗牵系

hóngxiàn àn qiān xì

举杯相约重逢 

jǔ bēi xiāngyuē chóngféng

莫再违期

mò zài wéi qī 

Chorus:

愿与君如梁上燕 

yuàn yǔ jūn rú liáng shàng yàn

岁岁年 长相见

suì suì nián zhǎng xiàng jiàn

隔世霜雪落 

géshì shuāng xuě luò 

寄我意 送君前

jì wǒ yì sòng jūn qián

辟如生死爱欲 如刻骨云烟

pì rú shēngsǐ ài yù rú kègǔ yúnyān

随朝暮尽散 又随朝暮还复来

suí zhāo mù jǐn sàn yòu suí zhāo mù hái fù lái

庭院桃花已开

tíng yuàn táo huā yǐ kāi 

Last Chorus:

愿君千岁身常健 

yuàn jūn qiānsuì shēn cháng jiàn

执手白发红颜

zhí shǒu bái fà hóngyán 

士为知己容 

shì wéi zhījǐ róng 

常相看两不厌

cháng xiāng kàn liǎng bù yàn

任凭日月如箭 

rènpíng rì yuè rú jiàn 

轮转过尘缘

lún zhuǎnguò chényuán

随你登高殿 或随你天涯仗剑

suí nǐ dēnggāo diàn huò suí nǐ tiān yá zhàng jiàn 

寻得一隅桃源

xún dé yīyú táoyuán

回身看 盛世河清海晏

huíshēn kàn shèngshì héqīng hǎi yàn

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English Translation:

Verse 1:

Asking; who is the one going with me?

Though the wind blows with rain thousands of miles, we stand together and are in sync with each other

I have always viewed the world with a cold glance

People are busy bustling about with thousands of obsessions around

Pre-chorus 1:

If you call yourself my soulmate

Understanding my emotions, my thoughts, and me;

I am cold and indifferent

Never believing in fate, letting karma take its course

Yet because of him, I was touched and subtly changed the course of my destiny.

How can it be so light and peaceful, day and night?

The red thread is secretly tied

Raise a glass of wine and make an agreement to meet again, not breaking the appointment

Chorus:

I wish to come to see you year after year, like a swallow on the beam

Frost and snow fall from another world, sending my messages and thoughts to you along the way.

Love is like life and death; like clouds and smoke, 

It vanishes with the morning and evening, and comes back with the morning and evening

The peach blossoms have bloomed in the courtyard 

Pre-chorus 2:

If you call yourself my soulmate

Understanding my emotions, my thoughts, and me;

along with this endless love for you

Never believing in fate, letting karma take its course

Yet because of his prayer, ensuring the continuation of our marriage in the next life

How can it be so light and peaceful, day and night?

The red thread is secretly tied

Raise a glass and make an agreement to meet again, not breaking the appointment

Chorus:

I wish to come to see you year after year, like a swallow on the beam

Frost and snow fall from another world, sending my messages and thoughts to you along the way.

Love is like life and death; like clouds and smoke, 

it vanishes with the morning and evening, and comes back with the morning and evening

The peach blossoms have bloomed in the courtyard

Last Chorus:

I wish you a thousand years of good health, hand-in-hand growing old together

The man looks at his soulmate, never growing weary of looking at each other

Let the sun and the moon streak across the sky like arrows; and let the wheel turns through the world

Let me follow you to the top of the palace, or to the end of the world ready with sword in hand

Discovering a trace of the paradise

In retrospect, those prosperous times were peaceful and tranquil like the rivers and oceans.

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they're of higher quality on xhs but Im too lazy

[tuannaut]

2023图安的年度总结： 其实不是12个月每月都画，就当拼了12张图吧（确信） 1-2月是厚涂和场景进步最大的时候，给塞金画了新年12h 3月份在看su，看了su之后arcane顿时黯然失色，从塞金转向了jaspis（其实都是同一个类型）。原本打算画一套塔罗牌，但没能画完，就改成了一个小画本。 4月主要在做塞金本和su全员本的排版，在cp29申了个摊，5月份去参了cp29，现场还遇到了两个塞金同好，十分感动！上半年还做了不少arcane的视频，但对arcane的热情减退之后，视频就没有继续更了（也因为b站审核老卡我，被卡得没脾气了） 下一次发画就是10月份了，10-11月开了su jaspis的彩漫，画了25页，人生中第一个完整的漫画出炉。其实一开始没打算画这个本，听说cp30申摊有新本会好过一些，当机立断就铲了一本出来，还设计了一些su的小周边。 12月份在铲宣图＋准备cp30，但众所周知cp30咕咕咕了，所以临时转战上海欧美冬slo。跟好几位太太要了授权做了明信片，代理了一些制品（感谢太太们绝美的图），现场和网路酸性体和莲二激情吆喝了一天半，��出了无数安利，明年这个时候su就是热坑了（确信） p3是做的cp29、cp30/冬slo的宣图 之后的目标是再画一本su本（jaspis主场加全员向），给oc画一本漫画，目前oc的进度还在漫长的给城市建模ing，争取一下给oc出一本砖头本！

[gayxiaoshuo]

那一夜，我被单位实习生操得血流不止（同性小说男男）

林子是���到单位不久的实习生，与他相识是在软件上。8月4号周五，白天上班时打开blued一看，一个显示0.00KM的赫然映入眼帘，我就知道他的位置了。原来他只到单位实习一个月，下周五就要回石家庄接着读书。我们彼此交换了照片，感觉都挺不错（说来奇怪，之前在单位食堂我见到他时就感觉他可能会是，难道这就是gay的直觉与同性相吸么），又询问了对方的角色，他不喜欢当受，而我是肌肉0，正好合适。

这一天是周五，因为我第二天要加班，想约周六晚上。不过他说周末有事，只能约周五晚，我只得答应他。说实话，头一次约会本单位的人，心里还是很忐忑的，激动和刺激的味道不断地在刺激着大脑。

因为他的临时住处距我不远，很快就能到。不过由于我要洗衣服，就让他走慢些。虽然距离不远，可是隔一条护城河，再加上左拐右绕的，还是在我的一再指引下他才找到门。

一米七六的个头，一顶反戴的黑色帽子，敞着怀的绿色外套，七分短裤和一双运动鞋，这正是我日常在食堂里见到的样子。林子洗完澡后爬上床和我躺在一起，这会子终于可以亲眼目睹他的肉体了，由于才22岁，他的身材匀称，皮肤白皙，略有点小肚子，因为是福建人到北方过敏所致，胸前有几片泛红之处，脸上也有斑点。不过这都掩盖不了他身上的最大优点：翘臀大鸡。

在我口了几下之后，他的肉棒扑棱棱地竖起来。哇，真不小啊。我用尺子一量，足足有16厘米那么长，而更关键的是，他的肉棒特别粗，居然有5厘米，这在中国人也是少见的了。另外，他的肉棒不直比较弯曲，但不是向上弯曲，而是从中间开始就向下弯曲。这种弯曲如果运用得好可以令受非常享受，可是如果没经验只知硬捅的话就会让受不堪忍受。

我俩在床上拥抱舌吻、吃咪咪，玩鸡鸡，如此亲密了一阵子，我的菊花就有些忍不住了。他问���想做吗？我说肯定的。我知道他也想了，一个肌肉男的菊花摆在面前，他的大肉棒能不动心吗！

我到卫生间灌菊花，林子躺在床上玩手机。

把菊花洗得干净净香喷喷之后，我来到床上。在给林子戴套之时发现，普通尺寸的套子竟然很难戴上，一到冠状沟处就卡住了。林子捏住套子边缘使劲往下拉，这才终于把套子戴上了。

由于他的鸡巴过于粗大而且弯曲，我在他的鸡巴和我的菊花上多抹了些油。害怕一上来就猛烈抽插难以承受，还是从观音坐莲慢慢适应吧。他仰卧在床上，我把菊花对准他的大肉棒，一点点地往下坐，一厘米、两厘米、三厘米……，觉得差不多了，我使劲往下一坐，噗嗤一声，大肉棒已经全根没入我的菊花之中。“哦……”，我大声叫了出来，而在我菊花的紧密包裹下，林子也舒服地长出了一口气。

等菊花适应了大肉棒的长度和粗度之后，我上下挪动屁股吞吐着肉棒，享受龟头顶击花心的乐趣。到底是年轻力壮，林子用双手托起我的两瓣屁股，往上抬起自己的屁股，不断让大肉棒进出我的菊花。

我从他身上滑下来躺在床上，他跪在我面前，抬起我的双腿，把大肉棒挤进我的水嫩多汁的菊花之后，就开始快速猛烈地抽插起来，“啊…啊…啊”，菊花被蹂躏得近乎麻木。他拔出大棒又猛地一插到底，我的花心一阵胀痛，赶紧闻了几口rush缓解一下疼痛感。

他站起身采取半蹲姿势，架起我的双腿，又开始了新一轮的抽插。这个姿势非常容易插到花心。他把我的双腿使劲往上抬然后又往下压，我的身体都快被他压得变了形。猛虎下山雷霆万钧，他的大肉棒像雨点般次次直达我的花心。“啊……啊……啊…爽死了！”在强烈rush的刺激下，我已感觉不到痛楚，只有一阵阵酸麻胀痛的无比快感从菊花深处直冲大脑。此时此刻，感觉身体都是大肉棒的奴隶，即便被操死也是值得的。

正当我痛爽到巅峰时，林子突然拔出大棒。我好奇为啥突然停下了，他说流血了。我起身一看，可不是，白白的浴巾上殷红了好多处，前列腺液和血迹混迹在一起，像一朵朵镶嵌在上面的梅花。

林子到卫生间洗了洗，重新回到床上躺下。虽然我的菊花受了点轻伤，不过还不���事，而且林子欲火正旺。看他实在憋得难受，我又坐了上去，这种方式可以减缓菊花内壁及深处的刺激力度，让我的菊花不至于再次受损。他抬起我的屁股使劲往上顶，我则面对着不停地打飞机。在这样的快速刺激下，我俩同时到达了顶峰，他的鸡巴一涨，将全数精子打入菊花里面的套套中，我则精关一开，射在了他的肚子和胸上。煌涩 男 g资源售、维芯。la bi ① 霖 琳 ① 琳。

折腾完已经12点多了，我俩拥抱着沉沉睡去……

在接下来的一周里，我俩时常在食堂遇到，还有一次座位几乎挨着，不过为了避免尴尬，谁也不答话，都假装看不见。好在他8月11号就离开了，这样虽避免了尴尬，不过却远隔250公里，很难再共享鱼水之欢了！这不仅让我想起大学时被同学接连干了一个月的青葱岁月，与熟人做爱，对乎？错乎？

[aworldforastage]

Songs stuck in my head (2023 Q3)

（＾ω＾）the music we got for Spring/Summer 2023 audiodrama season has been amazing

相思续续入梦来/"Thoughts and memories entering my dreams" by 远皓ZIL

[三嫁咸鱼/Thrice Married to Salted Fish , Season 1]

The music and lyrics of this song perfectly balances the blend of humor and heart in this story. The verse starts off kind of cheeky, but the emotions mount as we build towards the chorus. That line about Lin Qingyu donning his wedding robes again -- a scene that made me weep while reading the novel -- is like a punch to the gut. Thankfully the song and the story ends on a happy note.

山月随舟/"The world that follows" by 大C

[残疾战神嫁我为妾后/After the Disabled God of War Became My Concubine]

This is supposed to be about a maimed war hero biding his time to take revenge on the unscrupulous enemy prince he is forced to marry, but thankfully the real story is better represented by this sweet ballad. Despite the trials and chaos of the main characters' circumstances, they find a kindred spirit in each other and a promise to build a peaceful life together after the war is over.

真情错给/ "True love given in error" by 匀子, 漆柚

[泾渭无间/Clear and Muddy Loss of Love, Season 1]

This heartbreaking duet is attempting the impossible: to capture the emotional devastation of this epic novel in just a few minutes. "Love/ falls into a drop of tear, there is no one to blame, but me who has given my true love in error." A heartfelt love has crumbled into the cruelest betrayal, but instead of anger, there is just sadness, longing, and helplessness.

随月/"Follow the moon" by 海疼er

[游龙随月/You Long Sui Yue (both seasons) ]

I love this song so much that every time I hear it I instantly forgive the parts of the audiodrama that I enjoyed less. The lyrics tell a story of meeting and getting to know someone with whom you can share the rest of your journeys and your life. It sounds like a theme song for a wuxia drama, the song that should be playing while they ride off onto their next adventure together.

直到黎明/"Until Dawn" by 文森

[诟病/Morbid Attachment]

I'm still torn between feeling like this song is a bit too raw and under-produced, or breathtakingly intimate with its focus on the main vocals. It's written for a lost lover whose name is hidden in the lyrics and melody, a lover who doesn't know or believe in this, even though a part of him desperately wants to. This song is filled with the regret and yearning that comes out of such a relationship, vulnerable but hopeful.

心眼 (主役版) /"Eye of the mind" (cast version) by 陈张太康, 文森

[心眼/Eye of the Mind, Season 2]

This duet featuring two of my favorite voice actors is basically fulfilling one of my CV fandom dreams. Their voices work so well together! The calm, modern sound of the song perfectly sets the mood for the journeys of (relatively) ordinary people who manage to have some incredible drama.

[xiudi1985]

Slash: Alec Trevelyan/Nikolai Luzhin

作品标题：《热情贝加尔湖皮革》

等级：NC17

警告与说明：没什么情节的纯粹PWP，互攻。设定他们互相认识，是情人关系。

1.浴室

伦敦十二月最后的一天，铅灰色的天空飘着雨夹雪，连空气都是刺骨锥心的冷。Nikolai从摩托车上下来，手指顶了一下冻到没知觉的鼻梁上的墨镜，低头走进他的公寓。开门时他谨慎地再三确认确定没有人跟踪自己，关门随手脱了沾满雨雪的黑色风衣，把皮手套摘下，抖落风衣上面的水珠。寒冷像黏在皮肤上挥之不去的刺青一样刺进皮肤里，在公寓没那么快起作用的暖气中他把全身湿哒哒的衣服一件一件脱掉，丢进盥洗室的洗衣篮，沉默的走进浴室。

莲蓬头的热水劈头盖脸地泼在Nikolai赤裸结实的肉体上，水流沿着小腹渗进已经结痂的伤口，让那道刀疤处的肌肤颜色比其他地方颜色更深一些，他冻到青白的皮肤终于染上一些红色，身上的刺青也不再像一个个死去的图案，水的热流让他重新活了过来。他抬头让热水浇淋他的脸，透明的水流从他下巴上浅浅的沟壑流到凸起的喉结。

浴室的门把手被轻轻拧开，Nikolai警觉地侧过脸，在浴室的一片雾气中不是入侵者的脸，只是那个金发的哥萨��人。Alec举起双臂，嘴角习惯性地微微上扬，淡到几乎是肉粉色的唇间露出一点点上牙，绿色的双眸深处藏着欲望，尽管他的脸毁了一半，但挑眉的表情让他看起来依旧邪恶又性感。

哥萨克人倚着门看了一会浴室中赤裸的强壮身体，他的胸背上的脂肪和肌肉健壮得恰到好处，不细，然而有非常板正适合战斗的腰，像他家乡最好的战士，Alec由衷地评价道：

“这是我今天能看到的最喜欢的风景。”

“……喜欢你看到的吗？还是你只喜欢看着？”Nikolai偏了一下头，黏滞的英语有改不掉的浓重俄国口音，前臂撑在冰凉的瓷砖上，皱眉眯起灰蓝色的眼睛回视哥萨克人，瞟了一眼他把黑色上衣扎在皮带中干练又苗条的腰，邀请他与自己共享一个有充足热水淋浴的浴室。

“当然不止那样。”Alec踏进浴室，从后面搂着Nikolai，前倾的胸口压着俄国人赤裸的背，嗅闻他耳后湿漉漉头发上残留的发胶气味，冰凉的手指抓摸他线条坚硬的脸，嘴唇压在Nikolai被热水温暖了的唇上，舌尖插进Nikolai嘴里触碰他的舌头，给他一个又用力又深长的亲吻，牙齿啃咬他上唇的伤疤，像一个烟瘾者吸二手烟一样吸他舌尖上残留的尼古丁，舌头像一把机枪扫荡着戏弄他的整个口腔，用力到分开的时候Nikolai的嘴唇都是红的，上面全是彼此的唾液。

“你亲起来有雨水的味道，外面好冷，脱了你的衣服，想点办法和我一起暖和起来。”Nikolai单手伸到后面，隔着衣物爱抚Alec的腰，呼吸里有雨水味和Alec身上的葆蝶家同名香水味，他不知道雨水和偏女式脂粉的香气混在一起闻起来可以这么暧昧。Nikolai让他贴得更紧，盲目地寻找Alec的拉链，不轻不重的揉搓他裤链处的凸起，也让他的勃起隔着湿了的西裤压在自己腿根处。

Alec只是笑了一下，并不急着脱衣服，他把热水开到最大，往手里挤了一泵沐浴露，在Nikolai全身漫无目的地擦拭，绵密的吻同时落在他裸体的每一寸，舔出一道道湿痕，像用泡沫清洗他，也更像用嘴清洗他。Alec紧紧把俄国人拥抱在怀里，埋在Nikolai的脖子处亲吻他的肩头，亲他脖子后面烫红的皮肤，吻他背部的肩胛骨，手摸到Nikolai胸口，挤压他的胸��，拉扯他的乳头，攥着它们让热水冲它们，用泡沫清洁它，直到那里在热水下挺着硬得像两颗小石头一样。Nikolai的阴茎也很硬，笔直地竖起来贴在小腹上，和黑色的耻毛埋在一堆白色的泡沫里，饥渴到没有任何人触碰就冒着透明的前液。

“Alyosha，再做点什么……”Nikolai喉咙里泄出情欲味道的沙哑呻吟，抓紧了Alec滑到他腹部的小臂，引导他摸自己，也无意识的胡乱用腰和臀部拱Alec的西裤，把他拱得更硬。Alec的手伸进他下腹的泡沫里，在打湿的草丛中握住他硬热的坚挺，用大拇指根处的硬茧摩擦他冠顶的边缘，指甲顶进他前端深紫色的裂缝，他衣着完好的下身同时贴着他赤裸裸的下体，勃起隔着布料压着他，这让Nikolai从脊椎处过电一样发抖，半闭着眸靠在Alec的肩上。

“你要我做什么？”Alec贴着他的太阳穴用鼻尖蹭乱他鬓角的银丝，蜂蜜一样的嗓音，灼热的呼吸令俄国人头晕目眩，“把你彻底的洗干净…”他的手像在洗Nikolai的阴茎一样随心所欲地撸弄他，很满意它变得更沉更大的分量，俄国人隐私处的青筋激动地跳动着，也让Nikolai气息都抽紧了，“还是让你更加的肮脏？”全是泡沫的手指顺着Nikolai股间的裂缝滑进去，摩挲他紧缩的穴口，白沫顺着哥萨克人抽动的指节进入他的身体，很滑，Nikolai下意识对他张开腿，白沫随着手指的顶弄流出来，让事前的挑逗像事后的旖旎。

“也许都要，缺一不可……”Nikolai喘息着，他的嘴巴发干，他想回头，急需和Alec在劈头盖脸的热水里接一个又湿又热的吻。但Alec滑了下去，强硬地掰开他，用他同样擅长蛊惑的嘴舔吻他的穴口，伸出粉色的舌头从边缘到深处，一寸一寸，彻底的涮洗和爱抚，把又湿又热的吻留给了他另一张嘴，他吻他的时候他脸上的疤痕会擦蹭他敏感的腿侧，那很粗糙，但他往他身体里钻的舌头像新生的肌肤一样柔嫩，三重快感。Nikolai几乎没法靠双腿体面的站着，脑袋抵着瓷砖，一只手掰开臀瓣，让头顶的热水流进去，也让哥萨克人的舌头操得更深，一只手狼狈地拳握着阴茎，给自己打一个又快又急的手枪，从喉咙里发出断断续续夹杂着粗喘和气音的俄语诅咒。

“说啊，你还想要什么，Kolya?”Alec明知故问，像给手枪拉开保险栓一样屈指挖抠Nikolai内部硬起来的小块肿肉，MI6的前特工总像熟悉任何武器一样，能找到让炮弹顺利发射的绝佳窍门。

“Damn！给我你的枪…给我你的子弹…give me a good fuck，Alyosha…”他揪着他的领子动作粗鲁地把他拉起来，扯开他的裤扣和拉链，西装布料吸了太多的水，不那么好脱。Alec把Nikolai掼到墙上，锁在他怀抱形成的牢笼间狠狠的吻他，松开以后Nikolai转过去把背留给他，从十五岁到现在，无论他的生命经历任何一种境况，他的身体暂时地服务于哪一个组织或者国家，呆在哪一个全是杂种的监狱，被迫在他人面前不着一丝地亵渎哪一个女人，站在哪一群人面前说自己没有父母也没有家，他都像一个固执的树桩，嘴可以撒谎，但心却没有那么容易改变——他仅把自己的背这么毫无保留的给过一个人。

“开枪……”他伏在自己肩头低喘着用俄语说。Alec把自己的裤子草草拉下来，让又湿又重的布料卡在自己大腿上，掐住他的腰深深顶进去，破开那些被沐浴液弄得湿滑紧热的道路，埋在他的肩窝里干他。Nikolai一下收紧了自己，用身体包裹这只灼热的手枪，在炮击一样的持续撞击里咬着自己手背上的刺青承受。

“我弄疼你了吗？Kolya。”Alec讨好地揉搓Nikolai的阴茎，小心不要因为太强的撞击弄裂他腹部缝过针的伤疤，他把他包围得好紧，像一张上好的黑色皮革裹着他，此时此地，温暖，安全，像把自己全然浸泡在冬天的贝加尔湖火热的湖心。他掐握住Nikolai的臀部，边顶弄着边舔吻他肩膀上蜘蛛网状的纹身，闻他脖子上的汗水和麝香味，但觉得自己才是那只网中心的蜘蛛，心甘情愿的呆在他身体组成的蛛网里，他吻他背部的每一座尖顶教堂，操的动作近乎专注而虔诚，又或者Nikolai的身体是那些教堂里的圣像，那些皮肤上的图案是神失去法力的肉身降临在人间所必经的屈辱、艰辛与磨难，一本湿漉漉，冒着热气和汗水的活着的经文。Alec不敢有一丝怠慢，深埋到不舍得抽出来，深深的撞他体内会发出声响的钟楼，把他当做信仰一样投入地膜拜他。空气里又湿又闷热，Nikolai牙齿咬他的手背，身体放纵地迎合他，要Alec操得更深更重一些，Nikolai开始不再抑制的呻吟在肉体的拍打声中越来越没有节制和节奏，身体抽缩得越来越紧绷，紫红色的阴茎在数不清的抽插里硬得石化，龟头从Alec包着Nikolai的手的缝隙中不可克制地喷射出精液，一直很谨慎理智的男人在和他的性爱里被干得丢掉了长久的伪装，这不是考试式的性爱，不是身份或立场的考验，也不代表可以用荡妇或妓女这样侮辱他人格的词去形容他，只是他对他有绝对的坦然，他只让他把他们操得一团糟。

“把你的子弹打进我体内……”Nikolai浑身颤抖着低声央求，过强的高潮让他一股接一股的射出来，他闭上眼睛任由喷射的精液被热水冲稀了打着转漩进地漏里，Alec用火焰一般灼热的吻堵住他的嘴，子弹卡在Nikolai的弹道上，精液毫无阻拦地冲出弹匣，全部倾泻在他身体深处。

2.伤疤与纹身

Nikolai觉得痒。

他睡得很深，在一个属于过去的长长梦里，没有梦到西伯利亚的监狱，没有梦到十几次单独囚禁中的任何一次，没有梦到杀人，或像个黑帮一样熟练地处理尸体，没有梦到各种任务，卧底失败的残酷追杀，以及死。他的身体还年轻，年轻到还没有纹上任何一个纹身，在前苏联俄罗斯边境某个很穷的小村子里生活，没有见过西方世界传闻中的腐化堕落，那时候往西方阵营的国家偷渡还属于很严重的罪，他也从来没有想过长大以后几经辗转到英国，和黑帮扯上拖不干净的关系，而他爸爸为政府工作。

Nikolai有一只不知道从哪里跑来的野生狐狸，也不能说属于他，但在他很小的时候，没有经历过更多变故和世事沧桑的年纪，确实因为曾经获得一只野生狐狸的信任而高兴。

那狐狸的脸很奇怪，下巴尖尖的，橘的和黑的毛分布在同一张脸的两半，让它看起来像两只不同颜色的狐狸强行缝合到一起的一样，一双狡诈的金绿色眼睛，盯着人的表情总像在不怀好意的嘲笑，或者在打坏主意，它像古老的东欧民间传说里不吉利的生物，一个奇异的小怪物。那动物实在因为长得太难看，以至难找得到容忍它的人，Nikolai在村子后面的树林里有时候能看到它猎小型动物，鸟，老鼠，兔子什么的。有时候它会偷村里的主妇厨房里的肉，被膀大腰圆的俄罗斯村妇拿着擀面杖到处撵，村里的酒鬼在晚上看到它冲它扔酒瓶子，老人看到它冲它诅咒和吐口水。

这里是这只动物的故乡，但它的故乡却并不欢迎它。

有一次，那个奇怪的狐狸出现在他家院子里，偷他们挂在架子上的熏肠，它的腿有血，大概被什么东西夹到了，见到Nikolai一瘸一拐的想跑，以为他要打它，Nikolai没有揍它，偷偷把熏肠切了一根远远的丢给它，但狐狸并不靠近，甚至消失在视线范围内。等了很久，Nikolai以为这只狐狸放弃了它的熏肠，直到下午那根熏肠才不见了，不知道是不是别的野猫野狗叼走了。一个月后他的后院门口里多了只松鼠尸体，因为差点一脚踩到一只死动物，把他妈妈吓得大叫。Nikolai看到那只怪狐狸在很远的小坡上看他，好像要告诉它这是它还给它的人情，这以后Nikolai会给它一些吃的，一开始狐狸很戒备，从不让他靠得太近，逐渐的，狐狸允许他伸手摸它的皮毛，像抱一只狗一样把它抱在怀里，对于Nikolai而言，他知道他不该轻易多次喂一只野生动物，让它对那些人类产生非自然进化的期待，但和一只从不被接纳的野生动物建立情感联系信任感的感觉从未那么好。狐狸毛茸茸的大尾巴圈着他的手，会在Nikolai摸它的时候用舌头舔他的脸，它看起来依然像一只不漂亮的反派狐狸，但它的舌头真的很可爱………它舔自己的时候，让尼科莱觉得很痒，狐狸尖尖的怪脸变成Alec的脸，Alec的体重沉沉的压在他身上，在他嘴唇上用舌尖游走，舔他唇峰的伤疤，漫长的索吻。

“Alyosha……你在干什么？”Nikolai带着惺忪的睡意嘟囔，他意识到自己光着身子，但Alce和他同床共枕或者和他做爱的时候总喜欢穿着衣服。

除非是关灯了靠天光，他见到他裸体的次数总是屈指可数。这么男子气概的一个人，走路从来都是像个职业军人一样高傲地板直腰，即便现在毁了半张脸，他依然看起来惊人的英俊，MI6曾经的训练让他无论穿西服还是穿着修身衬衣的时候，举手投足都风度翩翩，他那双冰冷的绿眼中混合一丝不羁的野性，半个伦敦的女人都为他沉迷，但即便是私下里，他也很少直接在他面前脱衣服。Nikolai把手探进Alec的丝绸睡衣里，摸他的脖子和背。

“品尝你……你尝起来……”Alec享受他的抚摸，停顿了一下，“像个草莓。”

“bullshit，”Nikolai眼睛附近皱起细碎的笑纹，“我全身没有一个地方尝起来会像草莓……”他刚醒，嘴巴里的味道尝起来不会太好。

“Nah，你有。”Alec用拇指和食指微微抬起他的下巴，指腹轻轻压着他下巴上的小��，他舔Nikolai下巴上的酒窝，嘴唇轻轻吸它，好像那里盛满了草莓酿的酒。“让我找找，你的草莓藏在哪……”

Nikolai在Alec唇齿绵延的攻击下轻轻喘气，Alec用亲吻在他脖子上盖章，从脖子开始，用嘴唇一个一个探寻他全身的纹身，金色的碎发弄得Nikolai很痒。

故意忽略所有更敏感的器官，他亲他的锁骨，肩膀上的两颗星星，亲他的腋窝上的毛发，亲吻他右前臂上黑乌鸦纹身的眼睛，哥萨克人晨勃的阴茎在亲吻他时会隔着丝绸布料提醒Nikolai它的存在。

“Kolya，告诉我这些纹身的故事…”

Nikolai一生真假参半的故事都纹在这些黑色的图案里，这是黑帮成员们永远不会有机会进入任何一个历史博物馆的传奇史书，但这些文书书写在人的皮肤上，就像人们不会喜欢Nikolai露齿的冷笑，人们也不会喜欢这些让人不安的纹身，而这些纹身让每一个可以读懂的俄罗斯帮派成员敬畏他的冷血与残酷。Alec要Nikolai解释他嘴唇所到每一个图案的意义。

“死亡还未拥有我。”

“但是我拥有你，对吗？”Alec笑了，压着Nikolai的大腿和他蹭了一下，嘴角勾起的笑带着一点点势在必得的得意。

“是的，你拥有我。”Nikolai眨了下眼睛，情不自禁回答。

“继续告诉我，我要知道你更多的故事……”他舔他右前臂上蛇纹身的鳞片，偏着脑袋看Nikolai，用牙齿含那把匕首的图案。

Nikolai的下腹都随之抽紧，阴茎随之弹跳一下，变得很硬，好像Alec的舌头才是那条在刀锋上挑衅的毒蛇，紧紧缠着他下腹肉做的匕首。

“我们奋斗而活…”他的呼吸都变得粗急，俄语染上鼻音。

Alec转而亲他胸口中央的十字架，用舌尖去读他胸口下面的一行文字，吸上面每一个俄文字母，继续询问Nikolai那些纹身和文字都是什么意思。

“让我生活的一切都是一场梦吧。”Nikolai喘息着艰难回答，腰部微微抬离床垫一寸。

他的美梦近在眼前，就在和Alec呆着的这一小块床垫上。

比起往日诸多的噩梦，他更希望现下当前是一场永不醒来的天堂美梦。

Alec的唇落到他右边腹部拿着镰刀的死神上，Nikolai第一次抬手制止他，对着Alec不解的眼神，Nikolai自嘲地解释。

“这代表…我是个凶手。”

一个一半在光亮中，一半在阴影里的犹大。

在他内心深处，他恐惧的是阴影里凶手的那一面逐渐完全取代他。

“你是个圣人……”Alec像想到了什么，修长的手指叉进Nikolai的手指里，合握住他的手紧扣在床单上，转而亲吻他左边腹部上双手合十的圣母像，认真的说，Nikolai比他认识的许多人要更好，另一个真正的犹大轮流着亲吻他肚子上并列的画像，却没有任何嘲笑的成分。

他握住Nikolai的阴茎把它含进嘴里，初初只是尝试性地舔他的顶端，然后全部吞进喉咙里吮吸他，Nikolai的腰从床单里弹起来往上顶，脚趾卷曲，手指插进Alec的头发里把他按得更深。Alec含住他硬热的睾丸，在上面留下两排清晰的齿痕，像两个小小的月牙，他用指头摸这些牙印，把自己半撑起来，压住Nikolai交叉的手腕笼罩在他身上。欣赏身下的Nikolai，他美如一张摊开的地图，躺在他身下，头发凌乱，身上冒着汗珠，肌肉随着每一次呼吸颤抖，竖起来的阴茎上是他的唾液，所有的纹身上都有他的吻痕，那些吻痕串成解密的线路，引导Alec彻底的驻扎在他心底。

“Kolya，我喜欢你的纹身，总有一天，我希望…我能和你分享一切…”他摸他毛茸茸睾丸上的齿印，“而这里，能有我亲手纹上的“我的月亮”。”

Nikolai几乎要为他这句露骨的暗示和隐晦的告白而呻吟，他把Alec拉进怀里，不顾他嘴里有自己阴茎的味道重重的吻他，和他亲吻到像两块融在一起的糖块一样。

“Alyosha…我想操你……”Nikolai爱抚Alec被自己吻肿的嘴唇，眼睛里有藏不住的汹涌情潮，至深的男性欲望。

“这当然好，”Alec握住他的拳头，吻教皇的手一样去亲吻指背上的字母，啄吻他的指尖，把Nikolai的手指一根根含湿，将那些手指带到自己睡衣的腿根下，尽量放松了一点点含进去。“我喜欢你操我……Fuck me please，kolya……”

Nikolai下意识的伸手去脱Alce的丝绸睡衣，但是Alce阻止了他。

“相信我，脱掉了衣服，你会觉得很扫兴……”他苦笑着跨坐到Nikolai身上，抬腰撩起来一点睡衣的下摆，闷哼着缓缓坐下将他的阴茎吃进体内。

“啊…”Alec因为Nikolai这个角度的顶入插到了令他舒适的地方，抬起下巴发出一声声线挑高的短叫，他低头压着Nikolai肩膀喘气，但很快适应过来，像找掌控权一样开始轻轻摆腰摇晃自己，拉Nikolai的手去抚摸自己好的那半张脸。“除了脸，我身上其他地方你不会那么想看……”

Alec曾经的诸多床伴夸赞他的身体，说他摸起来就像丝绸一样光滑，因为那该死的六分钟爆炸被改成了三分钟，他身上的烧伤很严重，现在彻底的失去了这个本钱。他故意用还完好的侧脸对着身下的情人，好让自己显得不那么难看。

“求你了…”Nikolai扭过Alce的脸，亲吻他脸上的伤疤，穿进丝绸睡衣抚摸他身上早就愈合的狰狞伤口。他把自己微微抽出来再继续顶进去，舌尖插进Alec有疤痕那边脸的耳孔，吻他睡衣领口露出来的一点疤痕，同时下半身又温柔，又强势的，用力撞他体内的敏感点。

“Kolya…不……”他在他身上被顶到张着嘴除了喘气发不出声音，但依然做最后的抗拒。

Nikolai抽掉Alec睡衣的腰带，薄薄的织物滑到他手肘上，他大张着肌肉紧实的腿，跨坐在Nikolai身上，全身一丝不挂，Alec看起来像用两个身体拼在一起的一样糟糕，像他那个美好的梦里两个颜色的野狐狸，从脖子到小腿，布满了烧伤，糟糕的那一大半上面能看出做了多次植皮手术的痕迹，却依旧疤痕累累，留下了永久性的伤疤。人工强行缝合的Janus，两个阵营对抗下铸就的双面神。

“Kolya…别看……”太丑陋了，自从爆炸过后，他就很少看全身镜中赤裸的自己。

他异常的恐惧，在他发现他的丑陋之后，转身就把他抛弃。

就像那些英国人，像那些俄国人，像MI6，像某个曾经和他共享一切的人，通通都不要他。

但Nikolai看他眼神没有施舍的怜悯或者嫌弃，“My golden man…Alyosha…”相反，他低声呢喃着抱紧他，怜爱的舔吻他过去的疤痕，更执坳的把自己全根送进他身体里。

他有过许许多多的名字，真的，假的，各种各样的任务代号：Alec Trevelyan，006特工，Janus……但只会有一个人会叫他本来的名字，叫他Alyosha。

Alec在他怀里被操到发抖，抱着Nikolai的脖子，酸软的腰慵懒地起落，被顶到双腿颤抖地交缠在Nikolai腰上，被顶到阴茎和他体内的一样硬。他们汗水淋漓的身体像连体婴一样贴在一起，额头贴着额头，鼻尖贴着鼻尖，Alec体温那么高，让Nikolai错觉他快要烧起来了，Nikolai闻得到热情的火焰的味道，汗的味道，燃烧起来的味道，精液的味道，在Alec高潮的低喊里，他咬着牙埋在他内部射精，Alec星星点点熔浆一样的精液溅到他身上，他觉得他身上的纹身都热到开始融化，晕开的黑色墨水和Alce皮肤上的伤疤融为一体。

“我很高兴我们还在一起。”Alce和他面对面躺在一起，突然说。

Nikolai握着他的手，吻他掌心。

“я тебя люблю(我爱你)，Alyosha，我将与你同行，一直。”

Alice 笑了，把额头碰到Nikolai的额头上，

“СНовымгодом！(新年快乐)Kolya。”

Fin

[soymilkwithyuri]

Also sakukallen emoji is 🌸🍙 but have we considered 🪷🌸 because 莲in 卡莲can also mean lotus so its literally 莲樱 lotus sakura

[ineffable-opinions]

Commemoration Of Pre-2011 danmei Authors

This is part 4 of a series of translations of BL trivia collected from the internet.

Those danmei writers who retired, semi-retired from writing, retired from danmei writing or passed away

Sixteen Years of danmei

It has been sixteen years of danmei, much water has flowed under the bridge.

Very many years ago, back when we were still young, 鱼，沙奇，毒莲花，懒散仙人，红衣死神，桑桑，丁宁 ，诺诺 (these authors) took initiative and became pioneers.

Not long after, the following authors took on the mantle:

月幽，眼影，堕天，七月，星宝儿，朱夜，apple，嫣子危横空出道，携笔响应。风维，魈，拓人，柠檬火焰，希音，墨点儿，风弄，蝙蝠。

Soon followed a slew of authors; them showing their talent. Lucifer's Club infighting [aka family feud].

Dawn breaks and sun rises. The following authors emerge:

风起涟漪，少紫，应菲，吕希辰，月关，慕容，古木，月读，刺客一凉，宋颖，fatty，菖蒲，seeter，清静，bunny，赭砚，等闲，小楼，于睫，阿彻，月下桑，苏特，冰魅，林仑，紫轩，醉卧千年，宁江尘，涂沐，卡门，李小狐，古泉，水虹扉 ，白芸 , 树梢  。

Many styles of writing develops and a period of blooming follows.

Pink Jinjiang [BL focused jjwxc forum] becomes popular. Even as excellent works continue to get produced, there's tendency towards unification [during this period].

Enters 蓝淋，易人北，闪灵，尘印，十方，绪慈，墨竹，烟狗，小林子，风流涕，轩辕悬，晓春，彻夜流香，华容道，壁瑶，亦域，大风刮过，楚云暮，于烟罗，钢金属的教皇，满座衣冠胜雪，玉隐。

Followed by 林寒烟卿，秋叶影，小周123，卫风，天籁纸鸢，imeros，暗夜行路，草本精华，墨清，阿七，崔九，伶菜。

Death & Retirement

Authors who passed away:

一色淳 – passed away due to an accident in early 2005 - confirmed on June 12, 2005

浮生偷欢 (real name 周琎天 Zhou Tiantian) passed away on July 17, 2009 in Chongqing due to illness.

PETA - left us on the evening of January 12, 2008

白起(南康) – drowned himself in Xiang (湘)River

Authors who stopped writing:

苏特

涂沐

江洲菱茭

NIUNIU – got married, had kids & quit danmei circle

星宝儿 – was very famous

法老的猫

璧瑶

楚云暮

古木

微笑的猫 – left works incomplete

少紫

满座衣冠胜

女儿亭

黑山老妖

E大人

傀儡偶师

柠檬火焰

朱夜

水天

未夕

莎乐美

阿彻也

秋红叶

Bunny (? – unsure)

风过无痕 – semi-retired

KAAA – went abroad

十世暂 – on haitus till 17 September 2011

风起 - Quit danmei circle

等闲 - Quit danmei circle

 小周123 – stopped writing BL, switched to BG (aka straight romance)

——– END OF TRANSLATION ——–

All translations are produced using best of my abilities. All errors are mine. Corrections are welcome.

This is a list based on this 2011-08-19 post on douban.

[k423s]

"由于卡莲似乎对男性没有表露过兴趣使得奥托大人非常苦恼，现在他要尝试打破性别的壁垒，向女装大佬屈服！"

lesbian kallen save me.....

[wholemantou]

三嫁咸鱼 (San Jia Xian Yu / Thrice Married to Salted Fish) Audio Drama S2 Theme Song: Three Wishes 《三愿》 Sanyuan - Lyrics (English Translation)

Posted in celebration of Lin Qingyu's birthday (11th day of the 3rd lunar month)! English translation of Three Wishes 《三愿》 Sanyuan, the lyrics of the insert song from 三嫁咸鱼 (San Jia Xian Yu / Thrice Married to Salted Fish), the audio drama on Miss Evan based on the novel of the same name by 比卡比 Bi Ka Bi.

Chinese/Pinyin/English lyrics available under the cut.

(Credits: 广播剧 《三嫁咸鱼》 第二季 by 边江工作室 on Miss Evan FM. It is accessible via the hyperlink for the audio track above. I own nothing but the translation of the lyrics and the translation notes.)

问谁与同行 长风千里灵犀 风雨同舟济 从来冷眼看 尘世里 世人庸碌奔忙 千百种执迷 wèn sheí yǔ tóng xíng cháng fēng qiān lǐ líng xī fēng yǔ tóng zhōu jì cóng lái lěng yǎn kàn   chén shì lǐ   shì rén yōng lù bēn máng   qiān bǎi zhǒng zhí mí

Who will walk with me, Sharing the same thoughts even thousands of Li [1] apart, (As if) in the same boat amidst the winds and the rains? Always gazing coldly upon the people who busy themselves over their numerous mortal obsessions.

若称为知己 知情知意知我偏凉薄冷情 从来不信命 任因果报应 却因他动容 悄然改写命局 ruò chēng wéi zhī jǐ zhī qíng zhī yì zhī wǒ piān liáng báo lěng qíng cóng lái bù xìn mìng   rèn yīn guǒ bào yīng què yīn tā dòng róng   qiǎo rán gǎi xiě mìng jú

Since he’s the person who knows me best, He sees through my feelings and thoughts, and thus knows my natural apathy. I’ve never been one to believe in fate, instead letting karma take its course, But it’s because I’ve been moved by him that my fateful ending has been quietly rewritten.

如何云淡风轻 日月朝夕 红线暗牵系 举杯相约重逢 莫再违期 rú hé yún dàn fēng qīng   rì yuè zhāo xī hóng xiàn àn qiān xì jǔ bēi xiāng yuē zhòng féng   mò zài wéi qī

How do we live freely throughout our days? The red thread of fate secretly ties itself to us. We raise a toast, promising to reunite without wasting a moment more.

[chorus]

愿与君如梁上燕 岁岁年 长相见         隔世霜雪落 寄我意 送君前 辟如生死爱欲 如刻骨云烟 随朝暮尽散 又随朝暮还复来 庭院桃花已开 yuàn yǔ jūn rú liáng shàng yàn   suì suì nián   cháng xiāng jiàn          gé shì shuāng xuě luò   jì wǒ yì   sòng jūn qián bì rú shēng sǐ ài yù rú kè gǔ yún yān suí zhāo mù jìn sàn   yòu suí zhāo mù huán fù lái tíng yuàn táo huā yǐ kāi

I wish for us to be like swallows on the beam—inseparable all the years round. As snowflakes descend in the gap between our worlds, I convey my feelings as I send you off. Like love and desire in life and death, (You are) as transient as a passing cloud etched into (my) bones, Dissipating as the sun sets, only to re-emerge as the sun rises again [2]; In the yard, the peach blossoms have bloomed.

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若称为知己 知情知意知我相思无绝期 从来不信命 任因果报应 却因他祈愿 来世姻缘再续 ruò chēng wéi zhī jǐ zhī qíng zhī yì zhī wǒ xiāng sī wú jué qī cóng lái bù xìn mìng   rèn yīn guǒ bào yīng què yīn tā qí yuàn   lái shì yīn yuán zài xù

Since he’s the person who knows me best, He sees through my feelings and thoughts, and thus knows my eternal longing. I’ve never been one to believe in fate, instead letting karma take its course, But for him, I make a wish for our marital ties to flow onto our next lifetime.

如何云淡风轻 日月朝夕 红线暗牵系 举杯相约重逢 莫再违期 rú hé yún dàn fēng qīng   rì yuè zhāo xī hóng xiàn àn qiān xì jǔ bēi xiāng yuē zhòng féng   mò zài wéi qī

How do we live freely throughout our days? The red thread of fate secretly ties itself to us. We raise a toast, promising to reunite without wasting a moment more.

[chorus]

愿与君如梁上燕 岁岁年 长相见         隔世霜雪落 寄我意 送君前 辟如生死爱欲 如刻骨云烟 随朝暮尽散 又随朝暮还复来 庭院桃花已开 yuàn yǔ jūn rú liáng shàng yàn   suì suì nián   cháng xiāng jiàn          gé shì shuāng xuě luò   jì wǒ yì   sòng jūn qián bì rú shēng sǐ ài yù rú kè gǔ yún yān suí zhāo mù jìn sàn   yòu suí zhāo mù huán fù lái tíng yuàn táo huā yǐ kāi

I wish for us to be like swallows on the beam—inseparable all the years round. As snowflakes descend in the gap between our worlds, I convey my feelings as I send you off. Like love and desire in life and death, (You are) as transient as a passing cloud etched into (my) bones, Dissipating as the sun sets, only to re-emerge as the sun rises again. In the yard, the peach blossoms have bloomed.

[chorus, key change]

愿君千岁身常健 执手白发红颜 士为知己容 常相看两不厌 yuàn jūn qiān suì shēn cháng jiàn zhí shǒu bái fā hóng yán shì wéi zhī jǐ róng cháng xiāng kàn liǎng bù yàn

I wish you a thousand years of constant health; May you be white-haired and rosy-cheeked as you hold my hand. Being true gentlemen who look our best for our love [3], We shall never tire of facing one another.

任凭日月如箭 轮转过尘缘 随你登高殿 或随你天涯仗剑 寻得一隅桃源 回身看盛世河清海晏 rèn píng rì yuè rú jiàn lún zhuǎn guò chén yuán suí nǐ dēng gāo diàn   huò suí nǐ tiān yá zhàng jiàn xún dé yī yú táo yuán huí shēn kàn shèng shì hé qīng hǎi yàn

Even if the days and the months fly by like arrows, Sending us on our way along the cycle of our mortal lifetimes, I will go with you, be it to ascend the high heavens or to chase the ends of the earth wielding swords. We shall find our paradise in a corner of this world, And gaze back on the world thriving with seas rich and rivers clear.

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Translation notes:

[1] 1 Li = 0.5km = 0.311 miles.

[2] I’ve presumed that these lines are in Qingyu’s perspective, with a possible Buddhist basis in describing Jiang Xing (i.e., all versions of him) as ‘love and desire in life and death’, since desires (e.g., for one’s lover) are thought to be transient mortal needs. This is expounded further in the next line: ‘You are as transient as a passing cloud etched into (my) bones’. The ‘passing cloud’ bit was inferred from 云烟 (cloud smoke), which could be used to metaphorically mean ‘transient entity’ (as smoke disappears rapidly). It was inferred on the basis of the SJXY plot where JX always visits for a short time in each of his instantiations/lifetimes, yet leaves the deepest impression on Qingyu (as if to ‘etch’ himself ‘into his bones’).

[3] This line seems to be a play on a famous idiom 士为知己者死，女为悦己者容, translated as “true gentlemen sacrifice their lives for his confidants, just like how women beautify themselves to please their love”. In the song, it’s subverted as 士为知己容 “true gentlemen beautify themselves for their love”, which then makes sense in view of the next sentence, “we’ll never grow weary of (looking at) each other”. Perhaps this could be a somewhat humorous way of saying “we will delight each other with our presence” (metaphorized from “we will beautify ourselves for each other”).

[4] This translation involves subjective interpretation and liberties taken in terms of wording. Criticisms/alternative readings welcome anytime! Thank you for reading. <3

[bean-in-dice]

Some Romance On The Farm relevant ref links/fanedits/fanworks I like!

(The ones that don't come from official accounts, don't take them out of their sources!)

Part 2

.

1. A clapback to Li Lianhua's "I'm from Lotus Mount, Lotus Village, Lotus family..." and FDB indeed ended up marrying into a Lian family 😆

2. Tian Xiwei bridal carrying ZSX! His shocked expression is everything lol

If I knew how to make fanvideos, I would've made one of ZSX getting uppies 🤭

He gets carried by men and women so many times, in dramas and in rl and also he's actively excited for it, so cute!

3. A lil fan comic of Man'er and Shen Nuo, and the artist included SN being carried by ME in honor of the clip above hehe

4. Not really an edit but a cut of the cute opening sequence of the drama

5. The beautiful ending theme song by Su Yunying, official Baidu Baike page which also includes the lyrics to the song is here.

A beautiful piano cover of the song

6. ZSX with Xiao Qi didi!

7. Xiaobao and Shen Nuo who both had to put themselves out there in order to find money/intel 🤭

8. ZSX agrees he's indeed a radish (I love this man's sense of humor, also I can't get over how he hasn't changed his elegant FDB dp)

9. The village where the drama's outdoor scenes were shot