#猫と一緒

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船長と一緒にシャワー浴びたいんですかぁ～？ | 猫乃介

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I didn't notice that Kyun was used again in the manga. I think everyone knows how this onomatopoeia first appeared in the manga, yes ofc Kishi used it for Naruto.

Naruto got existed by the anticipation of fighting sasuke... ｢キュン｣ Kyun is a common onomatopoeia in Japan when you fall in love and also used for feeling spark or thrill in one's heart. SFX for momentary tightening of one's chest caused by powerful feelings Or to have butterflies. ｢ゾクゾクする｣ zokuzoku suru- Thrilling is an expression for shaking, to get chills, to be shaking as from joy or excitement Or having tingling sensation (excitement). In here tightening (Kyun) happening in his lower abdomen.

何だ... にの気持ち下腹の辺りがキュンとする それに... ゾクゾクする

nanda... Kono kimochi shita bara no atari ga kyun to suru Sore ni... zokuzoku suru

"What... is this feeling? My lower stomach feels tight/feels butterflies! And... I feel a thrill/ shivers."

This expression is generally uses when butterflies take flight in your stomach when you're sexually aroused. It is that feeling in your stomach when you get turned on. So it literally means he's being sexually excited. In the middle of his thoughts he also remembers when Sasuke tells him he's also interested in fighting him too, where Naruto reacted ドキ ( "doki")

キュン - onomatopoeias that express strong affection (mainly love). The feeling of excitement is like your heart beating hard and constricting. It's similar to when you're so happy you can't breathe. What makes people feel excited varies from person to person.

So, キュン means pounding, fluttered,thump etc... once, instant (ュン feels it is once and gone), a bit light but very sharp (since with キ sound)

-My heart skipped a beat!

- I got this tingling sensation.

- Heartthrob

e. g:

1．その映画で胸キュンしましたか?

sono eiga de mune kyun shimashita ka ?

Did that movie make your heart skip?

2．猫が可愛すぎてキュン死する。

neko ga kawaisugite Kyunshi suru

The cat is so adorable, it's killing me! ( just an exaggeration)

3．この前、あなたの投げキッスに胸がキュンとした。

kono mae, anata no nage kissu ni mune ga kyun to shita.

Last time I saw you, my heart skipped a beat from the kisses you blew (to) me.

4．この絵にキュンとしました 。

kono e ni kyun to shimashita.

I felt a flutter of excitement when I saw this picture.

キュンとした (kyun toshita) has nuances such as "I was touched", " I was moved" , "I was impressed" etc...

[It means you see a picture, and instantly hit by an emotion hard to describe, but it is pleasant]

5．この犬かわいいね。胸がキュンキュンするわ。

kono inu kawaii ne. mune ga kyunkyun suru wa.

What a cute dog! My heart gets pounding.

6．ふとした瞬間の考えてることが一緒なところ。同じタイミングで同じ歌を口ずさんだりすることがあるとキュンとする（笑）

futoshita shunkan no kangaeteru koto ga issho na tokoro. onaji taimingu de onaji uta wo kuchizusan dari suru koto ga aru to kyun to suru

We tend to have the same thoughts at certain moments. It makes my heart flutter when we start humming the same song at the same time (lol)

7．かわいい犬を見て『キュン』 死しそう になった。

kawaii inu wo mite Kyun shishisō ni natta.

When I saw the cute dog I died from cuteness overload.

[N̳o̳t̳e̳:̳ there's no English expression that can be literally translated キュン死 but it can use, “to die from cuteness, to die from cuteness overload, OR so cute that I died”. キュン死 can also be used when you "almost died because someone's too hot,sexy etc., " in that case, the translation be like " die from hotness or sexiness" or something like "he's so hot and I can die". ]

8． 彼女の事を思うと胸がキュンとなる。

kanojo no koto wo omou to mune ga kyun to naru.

When I think about her my heart flutters.

9．何回みても、キュンキュンするね

nan kai mite mo, kyunkyun suru ne

No matter how many times we watch (him), he (still) gives the butterflies, doesn't he?

N̳o̳t̳e̳:̳ キュンキュンする is used to describe a situation where you are so happy that your heart beats fast, or that you find it difficult to breathe in a normal way, etc. It is almost always used for young people being like that, especially when they are meeting somebody they like/ are in love with. Used in a situations when you say: - My heart is aching. - I got this tingling sensation

10. 彼を見るたびに、胸がキュンとする感じがします

kare wo miru tabini, mune ga kyun to suru kan ji ga shimasu

Whenever I see him, I feel a flutter in my chest.

11. 胸がキュンときました｡

mune ga kyun tokimashita.

My heart skipped a beat. (N̳o̳t̳e̳:̳ It is often used when a love began or similar emotion. Mune-kyun is an abbreviation for chest-kyun, which means that your chest tightens with excitement.)

N̳o̳t̳e̳:̳ When a person of the opposite sex that you like shows a cute expression just for you, you feel doki. ``Kyun'' is a momentary feeling of happy elation. As you can say, it's a happy feeling when you see something cute. When you see something cute, you use "kyun" to describe the heart-warming emotion you feel at that moment.

There are times when music makes you go 'kyun' or movies makes you go 'kyun'. I think it can also be used in a broader sense. Originally, it was a word used to describe love or the excitement you feel when you meet someone of the opposite sex. However, if you are deeply moved, you will also feel excited, so it is an exciting situation after all.

キュンです (kyundesu) is originally means when your heart pounding / flutters its an exaggerated meaning from onomatopeia キュンキュン (kyunkyun). when you see something cute your chest become painful in love in other words its a word used when your heart beating fast the short term for "my chest pounding!" what kind of situation you can use this is when your heart flutter by the action / words of the person you like or looking at the pet or when you see something cute your heart is pounding / flutters and finally when you're happy its kyundesu.

"Kyun" is an onomatopoeia, so even if you look it up in a dictionary, you may only find a wide range of meanings and uses, or you may find a way of using it that is not mentioned in the dictionary. Ultimately, you have to infer the meaning from the feel of the word and the context.

When Sasuke sees "Itachi", he is suddenly struck by "memories of his older brother"...

As he Saw the Edo Tensei Itachi's profile he recalled → Itachi's old profile (so distant) → kid Itachi's smiling face from the front (also the forehead poke)→ reaching towards him (thought he would gouge out his eyes)→ his final forehead poke with a smile-> his death

This whole recalled scene have the gap that needed to fill (the truth behind the lies).

Sasuke was obviously surprised & shocked because "someone he thought was dead suddenly appeared in front of him..."

Sasuke goes "kikyun" when he finds his big brother who was dead jumps through the trees in front of him and in the next panel it shows Sasuke's shocked face unable to believe what he just saw, and then instinctively glared towards his brother's direction...

So, キキュン is the sfx that made in his abdomen after seeing his beloved brother for the first time in a long time.

[in the manga it is an effect that conveys emotions, but if they actually added this sound in the anime, I think it would just sound like Sasuke had an upset stomach]

For just a moment, Sasuke has entered a space that is completely cut off from the outside world. Of course, there are no onomatopoeia in the description of the memories he is tracing... it is a world of complete silence. But in a world where even sound is blocked out, it's as if everything has frozen... And Sasuke's eyes are looking somewhere in the distance... he seems to be looking at Itachi, but he's probably not looking anywhere. Sasuke's expression is indescribable... He reminisced about Itachi's past and his abdomen goes "kikyun" because of this unexpected encounter....because he was sure that the person running in front of him was Itachi.

I wonder if this "kikyun" sound actually occurred in the abdomen, or if it is a mental description of "that's how it felt".

"キ (ki) " sound is a "sound" that actually accompanies pain or with a slight pain, like something stabbing you in the stomach and the "kyun" sound is more of a "sensation" that expresses the heart-pounding with joy.

The pain of painful memories + the desire to be with his brother + amid fond memories + the two conflicting emotions of anger and happy + wanted to spend more time with his beloved Brother are all tangled up inside Sasuke= maybe this is how the combination of ki-Kyun happened.

OR

it may be anger. Remember what sai said when he was blaming Sakura before Shikamaru told her about the mission to kill Sasuke in ch. 559, “When I look at Naruto these days I can feel... (his) sadness... and when I think of Sasuke... my stomach gets hot... and I realise that it's anger”. However, I don't think it's anger because that's not the whole meaning of "kyun." And from the panel it wasn't looking like Sasuke was getting angry.

Conclusion: Seeing his brother it brought back old memories of his brother and evoked some strong emotions, making him feel very moved. You can use "kyun" when you are shocked in a positive way. It is clear from the context and from the second page that his abdomen goes kikyun because he was literally shocked. It is enough to evoke strong emotions in anyone if they had seen their brother risen from the dead.

kishi uses "onomatopoeia" and "background" to express their feelings. This technique by Kishimoto is interesting because it allows the reader to use their imagination in various ways. キキュン seems to be an original word created by Kishi and I've never heard anyone using it.

Sasuke tries really hard to talk to Itachi and chase him. How much of a big brother boy is he? He's so cute!! Sasuke suddenly let out all his pent up thoughts and doubts on his brother... That's how much he'd been suffering and carrying it all by himself up until now.

Itachi doesn't show even a trace of his true face in front of Sasuke, that he showed in front of Naruto and the others... Itachi has things he has to do, and he knows very well that "he should never have met Sasuke" because he, who is supposed to be dead, unnecessarily gets involved with Sasuke. Now, he clearly distinguishes between what he should do and what he shouldn't be involved in, and he strictly follows that line... "I'm essentially a dead man... I won't say any more," and keeps running away from Sasuke...

this is a very honest expression of Sasuke's true feelings

Sasuke had always chased after Itachi. he imitated his brother and chased after him. Feeling the responsibility of having the proud Uchiha clan name left to himself, he desperately tried to surpass his brother, chasing after his brother's back, but the more he got to know his brother, the more the wall of "perfection" stood in Sasuke's way. From an early age, he wanted to be acknowledged by his father, and desired to hear from his father "as expected from my son or That's my son" and not "Keep this up just like your older Brother", but his father and others saw him as "Itachi's younger brother" and always being compared to his overly excellent older brother, he was underestimated. But that did not stop him from idolizing his brother. And he loves his brother very much. Even amongst his family members, Sasuke places Itachi on a high pedestal.

But through this unexpected reunion, Sasuke was able to see and understand his brother's "convincing way of life"... even if he couldn't accept it. he returns to his childlike state when he is with his older brother. And Sasuke finally called Itachi "兄さん = big brother". The fact that he can honestly say "Big Brother" means that Sasuke is returning to being the "real Sasuke". Fighting while relying on each other's backs is "proof of teamwork" and finally....showed their trust by standing back to back naturally.

From ch. 585 to ch. 588 Sasuke called him 兄さん。But In Ch. 589 Sasuke uses 兄(あに) = ani= (older) brother...-> is actually formal... It is never used by children, and mostly used in a more formal conversations when you tell someone about your brother, or in literary styles.

With each seal, Sasuke's expression changes... Sasuke may have expected Itachi's reaction, but I think he feels a sense of repulsion and ``as I expected'' towards his brother who, even at this point, refuses to show even the slightest bit of his true self. When Itachi reaches the "Monkey" seal in ch. 589, Sasuke eyes quickly change back from Sharingan to normal. Perhaps he got his Sharingan back to remind himself that their "time as brothers" was over. Itachi, who had been making the seal, stopped... His back was still turned as usual, but he was still listening seriously to what Sasuke was saying.

But when their time as brothers ended, Sasuke finally changed back from "nīsan" to "anta" Or rather, it felt like the dream time ended and he was suddenly pulled back to reality, and then he naturally changed back to "anta."

The way Sasuke talks about his "older brother" in ch. 589 as if he were a third party seems to suggest that he has put his childhood memories behind him as the "past" and is now looking towards the "present and future." It also sounds like he is bidding farewell to his "older brother who has become a thing of the past."

The fact that the Edo Tensei seal ended with the boar , perhaps means that the Edo Tensei came to an end with the brothers' " great boar hunt = Kabuto hunt"

In the end Sasuke (again) called him "nii-san" in his mind, rather than calling him "Itachi" Or "Anta". A 16-year-old Sasuke, the expression on Sasuke's face as he gazed upon his brother reminded him of the innocent 7-year-old when he was looking at his brother's back. a lonely face.

Just like that day... the day of the Uchiha incident, the day Sasuke reminding Itachi to teach Shuriken... he was smiling when he was looking at his brother's back, but then he was saddened to see the broken wall with the Uchiha symbol on it that his brother had destroyed by throwing a shuriken, and muttered in his mind, "Nii-san". The final sweet moment he got from his brother was at that day. Sasuke was probably feeling the same anxiety and sadness he had felt back then when he was only 7-year-old. Even in this last moment his brother was distancing himself from him and running away from him.

Itachi walks towards Sasuke with his last bit of strength. He looked so panicked as Itachi approaching him and pointed his fingers towards his head, it paralleled the last scene between them, when he thought his brother was going to pluck his eyes out.

His hand, stretched out as if to flee, passed over Sasuke's head and grabbed him, pulling him towards. Sasuke will never see "Itachi's back" again... This will truly be the last time he sees his brother's back....because this is the Gesture that truly means, 'I am not Lying and I am not distancing myself' instead he closed the distance between them. He no longer pushed Sasuke away with a finger to the forehead. It's a full brotherly embrace now. In Itachi's words, which seem to be honest and straightforward, there is also his "brother's honest feelings" hidden within them. I think that's why he uses the word "always" twice. when he says "I love you," it's unusual for him to use hiragana "おれ (ore) " instead of "オレ." It sounding as gentle and soft as that final smile he gave to Sasuke. Like the gentle words of a mother.

Kishi clearly shows us that Itachi is more than just Sasuke's brother. He established a motherly bond when Itachi was just 5 years old and Sasuke was a newborn baby. We've seen Mikoto carry baby Sasuke and to introduce Kushina. But when it came to a life-threatening situation like the Kyuubi incident, Itachi played the mother role (ch.502). And he checks Sasuke's performance in Academy just like a Father.

Itachi regretted not thinking anything from Sasuke's POV which hurted him even more. He also admitted he tried to use Kotoamastukami against Sasuke himself. He tried to manipulate him, he tried to force Sasuke to follow his own desires, he only saw Sasuke as an object, meant to keep him in the shadows forever. By the end, Itachi confessed his mistakes then stopped trying to force Sasuke into doing anything.

The hand that grabbed Sasuke's head, and said the manly words that he didn't have to forgive " me " forever...He looked straight ahead with gentle eyes and said the embracing words, " I will always love you." It shows the unconditional love between siblings.

When Sasuke thinks of Itachi, he looks up at the sky. For example, in ch. 403, after hearing the truth about Itachi, he was looking up at the full moon at the Akatsuki hideout.

And when he saw Itachi in the forest, he looked up at his brother's direction... From that moment on, Sasuke entered a "dreamlike time." At that time, he was wandering alone in the darkness, soaking wet like a lost kitten...

But now, he was wrapped in a gentle light, he look up at his older brother as he returns to the sky... He was wrapped in warm love and somehow he looked dazed.

Likewise, Sasuke "looked up" at the beginning of this brother's reunion, and he was "looking up" again at the end of this farewell. Sasuke looks like a little boy who wakes up and realizes his brother is gone. But his brother's "warmth" still remains.　

Sasuke's expression has definitely softened compared to before he entered the forest. Itachi's final smile showed that he still believed in Sasuke... it was a clear, happy smile that showed towards his brother. He tells Sasuke only the truth and lets him choose his own path from there. That's a big difference from before.

Sasuke's "love for his older brother" were stronger than Itachi had thought . For his brother, for his family... the "love" in Sasuke's heart was deeper (than expected). Because his love was so great and deep, he ended up carrying more sadness and hatred than he had expected.

In that respect, Naruto understood Sasuke very well. After hearing the truth about Itachi, Naruto said: "Sasuke loved his family and clan... it's because his love is so deep, it's hard for him to forgive"

These images and the panels that follow in the manga sum up their relationship perfectly. The panel above is the highlight about the "two brothers" and their story....because Kishi started their flashback with this panel (ch.220)

An older brother carrying his little brother on his back was aware of what was going on around him, but the one behind had closed his eyes and was completely oblivious to what was happening. It's really amusing how Kishi drew it: “Sasuke closed his eyes and Itachi was looking at his brother....fully aware of his surroundings.” Itachi knows what's going on with his clan, but Sasuke is completely kept in the dark and was oblivious, that's the whole story right?

The bottom panel is the beginning of ch. 591. Last moments between siblings. Nothing was hidden now, he heard and saw the truth he wanted to hear from his brother. Itachi's back was no longer turned to his little brother, now he was not ignoring him... he was smiling and putting their head together. It was a true "farewell between the brothers".

So, their sibling relationship had its dark phase, betrayal, hurt, pain and lies. But beyond all that, Sasuke always loved his brother.

In the beginning of the manga, because of his brother's manipulations and lies Sasuke had to live a life full of hatred, suffering, misery and he ended up doesn't care about what happens to him.... BUT...because of Naruto...we saw through Sasuke's monologue at the end of the manga about how he will appreciate and value life. Naruto and Sasuke...they have walked completely different paths, they have experienced and learned similar things in parallel. They both have things they lack and yet.....Naruto makes up for Sasuke's, and Sasuke makes up for Naruto's. That is why they are depicted as equals and balancing each other out. Itachi says himself to Sasuke that he can no longer change sasuke and actually thinks naruto is the one able to. And what can really change sasuke's heart is love. naruto's love. After accepting Naruto's love for him, he hopes to see the world more like naruto. Sasuke also emphasis that Naruto never tried to stop him as anything but as his friend, and because of that, Sasuke was saved. When Sasuke said, "You came closer to my heart" , From those words "You came", Sasuke's gratitude, feelings, and "happiness" towards Naruto are fully conveyed... Now, Sasuke's heart is filled. They understand each other's pain and feelings at a level no one else can, and from a very young age they unknowingly bond with each other over these shared feelings and emotions, and that bond withstood. He is now willing to share the burden of that suffering with Naruto (your sufferings and wishes are passed on to me) just as Naruto tried to do to Sasuke the whole time (I'll bear the burden of your hatred and I'll die with you). Sasuke is willing to try it Naruto's way and accepting him instead of trying to carry the burden and sufferings all alone.

He specifically says in his monologue that he would try to hope for better things to happen, try to find ways to love himself and his life, because if he could do it for Naruto, he could probably do it for himself and other things. and he look for ways to cope with life, and relying on Naruto's love to be able to do so eventually. Because even if he cannot do so ever, at least Naruto will be there for him, always.

And the fact that the last words were not spoken by "Naruto" but by "Sasuke" made you realize once again that the story of NARUTO is not just about "Naruto"... it is a story that has been woven by the two of them, "Naruto and Sasuke"

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素晴らしい＆かわいい黒猫

優しく可愛くて愛らしい黒猫。彼はあなたと一緒にいることを一番好きです。

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今年初の兄貴と後輩ｸﾝとの🛫

いつもの様に後輩ｸﾝを迎えに行き１９時前に兄貴のマンションに。３ヶ月振りの再開に近況報告をし合いながら各自準備。２０時いつもの様に同じ燃料と量で今回は３人同時に🛫 。残り水を乳首に２ずつ掛けてベッドに。兄貴が今日は前回流れたお詫びや。と少量の燃料が入ったカプセルをオレと後輩ｸﾝのケツマンに入れてオレと後輩ｸﾝで絡みスタート。後輩ｸﾝは前にチンポに玉を入れたと思ったら今度は鈴口と金玉にピアス⁉️イカツイチンポやけど逆にテンションが上がり後輩ｸﾝと兄貴のチンポを交互に舐めてたらさっきのカプセルが溶けて一気にケツが熱くなり始めたのが分かり兄貴にケツ熱い事言うと後輩ｸﾝがオレもと返答。

いつもの様に２人にチンポおねだりすると後輩ｸﾝのチンポがオレのケツマンに入り後輩ｸﾝのケツに兄貴のチンポが。２人はケツの中が熱い状態やから少し入り口に触れても気持ち良い。後輩ｸﾝのチンポが入ったとたん漏らしてしまい💦

オレのチンポと乳首には、いつもの様にバイブが付けられてるから余計に汁が漏れてる状態で。

次に兄貴は後輩ｸﾝの乳首とチンポにバイブを付けローションたっぷり掛けたから気持ち良いのか後輩ｸﾝが少し猫鳴きになってオレが後輩ｸﾝに兄貴はオレにチンポ入れて後輩ｸﾝのケツがはいつも以上に熱くメッチャ気持ち良い。兄貴のチンポがオレのケツ奥に当たるからイクッて言う間もなくドロって射精して兄貴がチンポ抜いた瞬間、潮も漏れて後輩ｸﾝに種付けとション浣してしまい💦ビックリ···

後輩ｸﾝの身体の上に仰向けにさせられチンポが入ったら今度は兄貴のチンポが正常位でチンポが入り久し振りの２本差しやけど今回は自分でもビックリするぐらいスムーズに入って兄貴が小瓶の液が入った袋をオレの口に当てた瞬間、頭真っ白になり気が付いたらうつ伏せになった状態でヨダレ垂らして···１部分記憶がない💦時間は２時過ぎぐらいで。

オレのケツ割れは液と汁でベトベト。途中からの様子を後輩ｸﾝが撮影してたからシャワー浴びて水分補給しながら休憩の時に見せて貰ったら兄貴が『今回は今まで以上にエグいわ』の意味が分かって。オレいつもこんな感じなんですか？の問に２人同時に頷いて😅

休憩の後、まだムチャ出来へんからと兄貴は仮眠する。との事でリビングのソファーで様になりオレが起きるまで２人で楽しみ。と１０ずつ詰めたペンをプレゼントしてくれて３時過ぎに再🛫。

後はいつもの様な感じでオレのスマホのアラームが８時に鳴り終了。後輩ｸﾝと一緒にシャワー浴びて、少し休憩し色々片付けした後、兄貴のマンションを　また来月な。と兄貴言われ１１時前に出て後輩ｸﾝを自宅まで送り、まだ遣り足らんでしょ？上がって行ったら？の一言にクルマをタイムズに停め後輩ｸﾝの自宅に入り荷物置いて直ぐ服脱いでケツ割れ３枚目を履いて後輩ｸﾝが用意した煙りを交互に吸ったら全身フワフワした状態で気持ち良くなって後輩ｸﾝに、されるがまま。２人で色々と楽しんだ後、シャワー浴びて少し休憩と仮眠。目が覚めたら２３時。後輩ｸﾝが明日も休みなら停まって行ったら良いよ。の言葉に甘え、そのまままた寝て朝方に後輩ｸﾝがオレの乳首舐め触りケツマンにチンポ押し当ててる状況で目が覚め何も追加せず、お互い余韻のまま後輩ｸﾝは２発オレは１発と種付けし合って終了。無事に自宅に着いた事を兄貴と後輩ｸﾝに御礼の連絡して風呂入って水分補給しながらデトックス。ちょっと今回は遊び過ぎたかな😅💦

[kojinaka]

[From Stray to Sweetheart] Kuru the Cat’s Quiet Life—with One Noisy Exception 【元野良猫クルちゃんの今】おとなしいけどご飯の時間は大騒ぎ？心癒される優しい猫の日常

Meet Kuru, our beloved cat who joined our family about six months ago. Until then, she had been living as a stray. But even from the first moment we met, she showed no fear of people. Calm, gentle, and affectionate—Kuru felt like a cat who had always belonged in a home.

These days, she’s completely at ease with us. She spends most of her time quietly lounging in her favorite spot, moving only occasionally to stretch or yawn. But when mealtime comes around, Kuru turns into a bundle of excitement. She paces, twirls around our feet, and lifts her tail high, as if to say, “Is it time yet?”

Despite her lively food-time antics, Kuru is still the gentle soul we fell in love with. Thinking about her past life as a stray, it warms our hearts to see how relaxed and safe she looks now. We're so grateful for the day we met her and can’t wait to spend many more years together.

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我が家の愛猫「クルちゃん」は、半年前まで野良猫として暮らしていました。でも初めて出会ったときから、人に慣れていて、とても穏やかで優しい性格をしていました。もともとどこかのお家で飼われていたのかもしれません。

今ではすっかり家族の一員。普段はとてもおとなしく、決まった場所で静かに過ごすのが大好きなクルちゃんですが、ご飯の時間になると豹変します。足元をちょこちょこと動き回り、尻尾をピンと立てて「ごはんまだ？」と全身でアピール。そんな姿に思わず笑ってしまいます。

彼女の穏やかで優しい性格に、私たち家族は毎日癒されています。野良だった頃のことを思うと、今の安心した表情を見るだけで胸がいっぱいになります。クルちゃんとの出会いに感謝し、これからもずっと一緒に幸せに暮らしていきたいと思っています。

[asahi-yamane-art]

『不動尊の猫友　壱』

絵描きの写真。（ Pictures of painters. ）

たまに行く山の上の寺に住み着いてる猫三姉妹の三女。

去年、出会った時は母猫と一緒だったけどある日いなくなって《どうしてるかな～》って心配してたら、ひょっこり戻ってきてた☆

生きてて良かった◎

[iktsarpok]

友だちいないので、ひとり遊びの日々

いろいろ遊ぶけど、

名前（名称、名詞とか）というものに興味があるので、それを頭のなかで転がしていたり。

人の名前を見聞きしたとき

素敵だなあとか、ユニークだなあとか、つけた人の感性とか思いを感じてほんわかしたり、納得したり、えっ！と驚いたり。

耳に心地よい名前があるし

文字で楽しませてくれる名前もあり。

この間、少し面白かったのは

くろ◯ゆきこさんという名前を知ったとき。

耳にしたときは、賢そうで美人っぽい名前と思った

文字で黒◯雪子、と見ると

黒と雪（白）が並んでいる感じにアレ？となった。アクセント強め〜

私の好きな0655（ゼロロクゴーゴー）という番組は

名前を紹介、その後猫さん犬さんが写真で登場

名前をきいた瞬間に、どんな猫（犬）なんだと想像する

きなこ？

明るい茶色の柴犬かな？

当たったときは、ドヤ。

そういえば、だいぶ前、通りすがりの散歩中のわんこさんに会ったとき

チェリーっぽいなあ、と思っていたら、飼い主さんにシェリー（ほとんど当たり！でしょ？）だと教えてもらったときのドヤ。

また、ふわっとした存在（物事や気持ちとか）のものの名前を知ったときや、名前をつけられた瞬間、そのものにくっきりと、輪郭がつくように感じるのも興味深い…

だけど、時にはそんな輪郭つけたくないなあ

と思うこともあり…

誰かさんへの評価とかもそう

誰かのことを簡単に、真面目だとか優しいとか、キツいとか、

キャラクターを固定したくないなあ

そんな風に言ってしまった時からそんな風にしか見えなくなっちゃうように思うので

その人の内側はそう簡単にわからないはず

そういえば、コールセンターのバイトをしていたときは

電話の相手に名乗った瞬間、鎧を着るような感じがしたもんさ

相手にとって、コールセンターの数いるオペレーターでなく、私という存在になるってこと

誰かさんにかけられた言葉が1日の終わりになぜか思いだされて

あれって冗談？もしかしてイジワル？

いや、いたわりか？

どうジャンル分けするかで、明日が少し変わるかも。

ねえ、

ワタシたち、最近ずっと一緒にいるけど

あなたはワタシをどう思ってるの

友だち？彼女？

白黒はっきりつけてよ

ひとり遊びは結局妄想で終わる

[0500w]

2025/05/27

明日計画無痛分娩で入院をする。逆子がなおらず帝王切開かなと思っていたらギリギリでなおってくれた。

でも赤子は小さめらしく、皆からも全くお腹が目立たないと言われてへこむ。私が働きすぎて寝不足が続いたからか？ご飯をあまり食べられなかったからか？インフルエンザにかかってしまったからか？色んな反省点が浮かんでは消え、それなのに予定日より少し早くこの世に搔き出してしまうのか私は、と葛藤している。したところで入院日はもう変わらないんだけど。

里帰り先には陣痛が来たら無痛分娩、という産院は無かったので満足するまでお腹の中に居させてあげられなかったという申し訳なさがある。痛みが怖いので早くこの世に出てきてもらうよ。ごめんね。

そして初めは意味がわからなかったけれど、お腹の中からいなくなるというのは本当に寂しい。今まで一緒だったのが個��して切り離される寂しさは想像以上で今からでも自然分娩に変えたくなるほどに寂しい。この気持ちを綴って残しておくことができる語彙を持ち合わせてないのが悔しい。好きだから、とか、可愛いから、とか、小さいからとかそんな理由じゃなく、というより訳もなく居なくなるのが寂しい。早く会いたいという気持ちはなくて、ただただまだお腹の中に居たいだろうに早めにこの世に産み落としてすまんな、という気持ち。

里帰りをしているので両親とよく話すが、2人とも子供である私と弟の生まれた時のことを昨日のことのように鮮明に覚えていて、どれだけ嬉しかったかを何度でも話してくれる。歳を重ねるに連れてこんなにストレートに愛情を表現されることなんてほぼなくなるので、実家に帰るたびに自己肯定感の中でもかなり根っこのほうの自信みたいなものが少し回復する。私も同じように子供のことを愛せるといいけれど、どうしてもテイカー気質からは抜け出せないからな…。

悲しくなるから考えないようにしているけど、健常じゃない場合だってもちろんある。小さめだし、お腹も小さいし、私の妊娠期間の過ごし方も良くなかったし、遺伝的なものもあれば、無痛分娩リスクもある。健常で生まれてきたと思ったら何年後かに障害が分かるケースや、身体障害を負う場合だってある。そんなことをすり抜けてもなお不登校、いじめ、非行、受験、思春期、就職、結婚、子供…と乗り越えなければいけない壁なんか死ぬほどある。そりゃ「ずっと腹の中に居てくれ、居てくれさえすればどんな状況もなり得ないんだから」という感情も渦巻くはずだ。シュレーディンガーの猫をまさか我が子で体感するとは思いもしなかった。

まだお腹の中に居たい(と決めつけている)だろうに、ごめんよ。あと何日かしたらもう君はこの世界に出てくるみたい。本当に愛せるかは全然分からないし、良い親になる自信もない、苦労を沢山かけると思う、真っ当な人間に育て上げられる自信もない、ぶつかるのもしんどいなって思う。言うこと聞かなかったら理不尽に怒ることも絶対あるよ。それでも親になってしまうよ、ごめんね。最大限の努力はするけどあまり期待しないで。こんな後ろ向きで弱気だけど、精一杯頑張ってみるし、自分の命より大切と思う気持ちはあるよ。迷わず自分の命なんか差し出せるし、どっちかが危なくなったら君が生きるんだぞ。では、後ほど。

[servant222]

今月散歩中に出会った野良さん

神社の方も一緒に見ていて

「あそこは戦没者の方を祀ってあるところなので、お慰みになるといいなと思います」 とのこと

ぽかぽかのひだまりで寛ぐ野良猫

良いね

今年もあと一週間

[apothecaryscript]

Personality test

Everyone let's try! If you enjoyed, I'd be glad if you let me know which character was your type. As for me, I tried twice and the 1st was Concubine Lihua, and the 2nd, Concubine Gyokuyou. I wish I would be a person like Xiaolan, if possible...

Please see my translation if you don't understand the texts.

Regarding the result, please see following;

Maomao / 猫猫

あなたは達観しつつも、周囲を全力で助けられる優しさを持っています。

You have a philosophical perspective, but also a kind heart that allows you to do your best to help those around you.

Concubine Gyokuyou / 玉葉妃

あなたは明るく穏やかでありながら、聡明で気丈に振る舞う強さを持っています。

You are cheerful and calm, yet you are also wise and have the strength to act strong-willed.

Concubine Lihua / 梨花妃

あなたは気品や自尊心がありながらも、高慢ではなく恩を大切にしています。

You have grace and self-respect, but you are not arrogant and are always grateful for the kindness which you received from others.

Jinshi / 壬氏

あなたは万能っぽさが周囲に買われている一方、子供っぽさが垣間見える時もあります。

Although you seem versatile and are admired by those around you, you also sometimes show a glimpse of childishness.

Concubine Lishu / 里樹妃

あなたは感情がすぐ顔に出てしまいますが、ひたむきに頑張る姿が魅力的です。

Your emotions are easily shown on your face, but your single-minded dedication to your work is very attractive.

Concubine Loulan / 楼蘭妃

あなたは何を考えているのか想像できない謎めいた雰囲気で人を惹きつけます。

You attract people with an air of mystery that makes them wonder what you are thinking.

Quack Doctor / やぶ医者

あなたは頼り甲斐はないが人当たりが良く、打ち解けると一緒にいて楽しいです。

You may not be reliable, but you are friendly and fun to be around once you open up to them.

Xiaolan / 小蘭

あなたは天真爛漫な性格で向上心を持っており、周囲はつい応援してしまいます。

You have a cheerful personality and a strong desire to improve yourself, which makes those around you want to support you.

Gaoshun / 高順

あなたは気が利き周囲からの信頼が厚い一方、それが故に振り回される苦労人です。

You are thoughtful and trusted by those around you, but because of that you are a hard worker who is tossed around by others.

[noraya-lostcats]

野良猫と人

＃068 ➤ https://youtu.be/tOufJL_MTAQ

野良猫のクロスケは優しい人と一緒です。チャンネル登録お願いします！

A stray cat and a person. | Kurosuke, the stray cat, is with a kind person. Please subscribe to the channel!

Un chat errant et une personne. | Kurosuke, le chat errant, est avec une personne gentille. Merci de vous abonner à la chaîne !

Un gato callejero y una persona. | Kurosuke, el gato callejero, está con una persona amable. ¡Por favor, suscríbete al canal!

[nekogin25]

冬頃から調子悪そうだった黒白君

夏を待たずに逝ってしまいました

ずーっと一緒に居たひげ君

ここにも一緒の写真を沢山上げました

さみしいね。

ひとり - 猫に逢いに行こう

[stickeriffic]

素晴らしい＆かわいい黒猫

優しく可愛くて愛らしい黒猫。彼はあなたと一緒にいることを一番好きです。