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Experimental sketchy commission by @lambstooth! I wanted to see Hyden 'n' Ambroys interacting and SHE DID NOT DISAPPOINT. Look at the fantastic faces on these two!
#furry#not my art#lambstooth#(AS IF SHE COULD EVER DISAPPOINT)#(we know that's not possible)#my ocs#hyden#others' ocs#ambroys
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do yall ever think about bruce/batman!clone danny standing in front of his bathroom mirror after finding out he was a clone and silently tracing his face. The slope of his jaw and point of his chin. The high angle of his cheekbones and the shape of his eyes, the curve of his brow bones and the shape of his nose. The volume of his hair and the way it curls and gets fluffy when it gets too long.
His hair is black the same way a crow's wing is black. His dad's hair is black the same way a black bear's fur is black. His dad's eyes are blue like the ocean is blue. Danny's eyes are blue the same way a glacier is blue.
His dad has a square jaw and straight flat hair, and he tans and gets a face full of freckles when he's out in the sun for too long. Danny burns like a lobster and his face remains untouched. Danny has a sharp jaw and tall cheekbones, and Sam says when he's not smiling there's almost something regal about him. You would never call Jack Fenton "regal" when he's not smiling.
Sam says when he's not smiling he looks scary the same way a stone statue is. Jack Fenton when he's not smiling looks scary the same way that german shepherd staring at you across the street is.
Do you ever think he grew up wondering if he was adopted. Because of course, he has black hair and blue eyes like his dad. But having the same color doesn't make you someone's child.
Or, worse, things he's heard from the other kids and the other parents and even some of his teachers growing up; that he was the product of an affair. And that his dad was just too stupid to notice. And Danny would defend his parents until the day he died, because Jack Fenton wasn't an idiot and Maddie Fenton wasn't a cheater.
But doubt comes in with fickle tongue. his parents swear up and down that he is their child when he asks about either. That Danny just had his grandparents' features, but he was their son and they loved him.
But Danny doesn't look like either of his parents. His mom's eyes are blue like an aquamarine and Jazz's too. And they burn like lobsters in the sun too, but Jazz gets freckles on her face and so does Maddie. And as Danny grows up he doesn't bulk up or get stocky like his dad did, and when he hits puberty he doesn't shoot up like a tree like Jack Fenton did.
He stays small, and they say he's a late bloomer (and he is), or that he just has his mom's height. But he's fast and has good stamina, and some days it feels like he's built entirely different from his family. That the things they went through growing up just didn't apply to him. Jack and Maddie Fenton both had acne and breakouts when they hit puberty, and Jazz inherits it and he's seen the amount of skincare products she keeps on her side of the bathroom.
And then he hits puberty and breaks out maybe once or twice, but his skin stays clear for the most part and the problems and changes his dad went through just don't happen to him.
And the truth is worse than all of the lies.
How horrifying.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#danny fenton is a clone#clone danny fenton#clone danny#thinking about the inherent trauma that comes with growing up as a clone and not knowing and questioning everything about yourself#thinking about the amount of effort and lying that Jack and Maddie would've had to to do if they wanted to pass Danny off as their bio son#the MEDICAL RECORDS#danny's medical history is completely different from theirs. any generational health problems the waynes have would/could be passed down to#danny and he's completely oblivious to it up until the reveal. he'd have no idea about any medical risks until they hit him before that.#so many little things and inconsistencies that would just build and build and build until it finally came to a head and the truth came out#forever and ever and ever fascinated by the underlying horror of being a clone. there's a horror in being cloned but there's also a horror#in BEING a clone. like yes he could've always known from the start and that comes with its own set of issues BUT. just. him not knowing#for the longest time. the lies and deceit and betrayal. you know how adopted kids come out and talk about how they didn't know they were#adopted for the longest time and how traumatizing and betrayed they felt when they're finally told 15-20 years down the line? yeah that#i imagine finding out you're a clone is a lot like that.#i read a book in middle school once abt a girl moving to a new town with her family and getting these horrible nightmares and noticing how#everyone was acting strange around her. one of her nightmares was about the 30yo police officer being a shambling corpse talking to her#and at the end of the book she finds out she's actually the clone of a dead older sister and the police officer was her sister's boyfriend.#and she was in gymnastics but quit and her parents were so disappointed bc the og sister was a champion/award winning gymnastics player#and i never did finish the book but god am i reminded of that.#i love reading the dpxdc clone danny posts and they usually have him brush off being a clone which is literally totally fine but duUUDE#just imagine his own horror over it. its SOOO good
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Horrible thing to say but I think there's a real chance Jiang Yanli was both of her parents' least favorite child and knew it and just kinda. Had to go on with her life knowing that.
#mdzs#jiang yanli#yunmeng siblings#madam yu's favorite kid is jc. she doesn't. um. SHOW it in a very affirming way but he's clearly the one she's emotionally most invested in#jfm's favorite kid is wwx. is he even one of his kids? doesn't matter. he's the favorite#(madam yu does NOT see wwx as her child so he doesn't factor into the calculation for her.)#i think jfm's neglect of jc is talked about. mostly because the both jc and wwx are clearly aware of it and so it's mentioned in novel#but um... DO we see either of yanli's parents give much a shit about her? ever?#jfm doesn't even ask if she WANTS her engagement dissolved before doing so#also the reason stated by other characters for jfm not liking jc is that he's madam yu's child. you know who is ALSO madam yu's child?#i think jfm may find jc.. harder to get along with. but i also think whatever discomfort from his marriage he projects onto his kids#it also extends to yanli. it's just that he's not constantly REMINDED of yanli like he is jc#(because madam yu keeps yelling about it)#and so he just... doesn't think about her much at all#madam yu meanwhile treats yanli with this air of disappointment. she seems to resent that she's 'weak' and gentle and quiet#and that she cares so little about status so as to treat wwx like her little brother#i think yanli is just fundamenally so clearly... not the child either of her parents wanted. and it shows.#i'm slightly peeved fandom doesn't talk about this as much as they talk about the effects the jiang parents had on the two boys.#but to be fair to fandom the book doesn't either#which is probaly just danmei-typical misogyny. but to give a slightly more watsonian reason#i think the yunmeng bros are genuinely unaware of this. yanli is PERFECT how could her parents not love her?#(of course they notice something like zixuan's initial dislike of her but that's blatant.)#(vs the attitude of the jiang parents towards their daughter which seems to be mostly... disinterest and disappointment)
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I'm still disappointed how shallow Jinx and Sevika teaming up is. Sevika literally hates Jinx for screwing everything up and potentially ruining their plans for getting independence for Zaun. Her last line to Jinx is literally "I can't wait until you implode and Silco finally gets the message that you're as good for our cause as you were for your family. Jinx". Why would she not want to give up Jinx to Piltover then? ESPECIALLY knowing that this will potentially make Zaun independent? Is it not her primary goal? Besides, does she even know that Jinx killed Silco? A man she was really loyal to, for whose sake she lost her arm, who she respected and hoped will bring the Undercity its long-awaited freedom? And if she finds out that the girl she was so against killed him? Oh brother she would be AFTER HER ASS even more than Piltover.
I'm all for their partnership btw, I think they have a great dynamic, but it has to be REALLY earned. Other people hate Jinx for what she's done to them, but Sevika hates her because she stands in a way of her entire life's purpose. I would even say that they should've dedicated an entire act to their reconciliation instead of the whole Isha crap.
#i'm a certified isha hater sorry. she's fundamentally a useless character who stands in a way of a good storytelling#you could even say. she's to me what she is to sevika. except i can't possibly start to like her ever because if i'm set to hate something#it's forever. plus that would require a fundamental s2 rewrite by a really talented and qualified writer and that ain't happening#anyway yeah. another disappointment by season 2 fork found in the kitchen#arcane critical#arcane season 2#jinx arcane#arcane sevika#arcane#*SHE'S TO ME WHAT JINX IS TO SEVIKA. i can't remember my own thoughts smh
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THE ROOKIE- 6.03 ➦ Trouble In Paradise
#jesuis-assez edits: chenford#jesuis-assez edits: the rookie#jesuis-assez edits: season 6#jesuis-assez edits: chenford scenes 6x03#He really took care of her in this episode. [like always]#From giving her advice -> distraction -> keeping an eye on her -> letting her sleep in -> the trophy -> reassurance.#Just doing everything he could to be there for her and support her#to keep her from burning out. If she was ever to crash this episode... or to have her hopes dashed. He would be there to catch her.#and he did. “I'm sorry for disappointing you.” “You could never disappoint me.” Giving her the words she needed to hear in that moment.#He gave her what she needed in this episode and more.#More importantly... He knew what she needed and he knew how to be there for her. He is in tune with her.#His understanding of her runs deep and flows through his actions just how devoted he is to her.#Perhaps Lucy wore the necklace he gave her to the oral exam... Not just because it's from someone she loves but#So she could feel him there with her for support. As he has supported her from the moment he found out she was working towards this.#Even when it was killing him inside to do so because of his related trauma.#I don't always communicate through the tags... but when I do--- you can't shut me up 🙃 [and they become quite lengthy]
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my god this was so embarrassing for him

does raven not see the png of herself proudly displayed on his mirrorpad or is she just Endeared by that.
#i know the answer#and i’m disappointed in them both for it.#maybe once they’re together they’ll act fed up with darling and apple’s messy situation#but they will forever be followed by their cringe origins.#bro literally asked her out on discord vc#AND SHE SAID YES#dexter is inspirational because no way that worked#sure raven’s never been asked out before like at all#but come on raven STAND UP 😭😭😭#i hope apple was in the room with raven when it happened so when she hung up she could dog on raven for saying yes#i love them dearly btw#eah#ever after high#raven queen#dexter charming#dexven#shitpost
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There was this HP creator on TikTok that I was starting to really like. But then she said that “Snape is not a good guy (OK kinda agree but the way she said it sounded more like “he is a bad or even really bad guy” which is obviously not true) and that he only tried to save Harry which was the least he could do” and this is the part where I was like?!?!?!
He might have started off only trying to save Harry (actually Lily at first) but then he actually tries to save the whole wizarding world. Like remember that time he told Dumbledore “Lately only those I couldn't save.” or when he tried to save Lupin at the beginning of DHp1 or told Phineas Niggelus Black to not call Hermione a mud blood. And let's not forget how he spied for Dumbledore during the first and second war, which is definitely more than the least he could do. I could go on but I think people with enough braincells get that he was not just trying to save that one boy but actively going against Voldemort's values and also kinda his own (or at least the once he was taught as a kid/teen). And like the example with Lupin shows also protecting those who, from his perspective might not deserve his help (considering Remus was a bystander at his bullying who actually had the power and the duty to stop it and also while mostly being civil towards Snape in later years still made his life extremely hard [I still love Remus but let's not ignore his flaws]).
Yes maybe he was a cruel teacher even bully to some of his students (we actually canonically only know of the trio and Neville) but at the same time also beloved and admired by some (mainly Slytherin but considering how badly they were treated by almost everyone else I actually think it's good of Snape to favour them especially considering what he went through during school simply because he was Slytherin. If you have a problem with that, perhaps you should complain first about everyone mistreating the Slytherins before complaining about someone treating them nicely, even if it is unfair).
But besides that his position in the second war (and also the end of the first one) on the good side is clear and not only to save Harry but also everyone he simply could save. And if you don't see it, maybe you should get your eyes checked, or I don't know...
#severus snape#pro severus snape#anti snaters#alan rickman#harry potter#hp tiktok#i was so disappointed#it's so hard to find people with working braincells on tiktok#especially with the marauders fandom growing#though i don't know if she is part of it#like i thought i finally found someone to follow#because i've been seeing a few differnt hp creators on my fyp recently who do some cool content but there is always something...#like one of them doesn't like tonks?!?!#i mean it's maily because she is such a minor character but still the disrespect she gets in some of the videos#so i thought this creator was different but i guess as someone who loves snape and tonks/remadora you simply can't win#little ramble because i hate it when people disrespect my babies#professor snape#the bravest man i ever knew#maybe these people should listen to harry#if it was the least he could do he wouldn't be the bravest man harry potter has known#considering there were so many people who went out of their to help and protect him
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i am sending this ask to a bunch of people. the reason is that i am curious. here it is.
what is your favorite thing about Papyrus in undertale?
do you think Papyrus will be important in deltarune?
what do you think will be Papyrus' role in deltarune?
what do you think of the "Papyrus is the Knight" theory?
what do you think his age will be? adult or teenager? (kid is not an option cus it would be stupid and no fun)
in what chapter do you think he will show up?
if Papyrus is the Knight do you think he will be nice or evil?
if Papyrus is the Knight do you think he knows what the Roaring is?
you are the fourth person i am sending this to.
well lucky you, you caught me in a rambling mood!
i talked more about this a lil while ago now, but to me the biggest appeal of papyrus is that i relate to him a whole lot, lol. his specific form of loneliness where he's very clearly trying really fucking hard and clearly doing all the things people say you're "supposed" to do to try to make friends, but it's just. not working, for whatever reason. it's a pretty hard-hitting feeling for me and it hits deep, and while it's not necessarrily a good feeling, it's definitely my favorite part of Papyrus if only for how well communicated and "real" it is.
putting the rest under a cut because it's gonna get long lol
when it comes to deltarune, my biggest thought towards it since way back in 2018 has been "i don't have any way of knowing what the hell is going on in that dog's brain." so i don't tend to speculate on the game very much outside of fun hypotheticals! i've honestly never been much of a theorist, i prefer letting everybody else be crazy while i'm just sitting back and letting things play out in their own time.
personally, i'd say it'd be nice for papyrus to have a big important role, but in full honesty i do have some doubts about how likely that actually is. for one, he's very much rooted in being a comic-relief character, so he very rarely seems to be written seriously in general, and for two, i don't think he would have much actual weight?
like, we know him as a character from undertale, and papyrus fans might know how mysterious he is, but most of the fandom doesn't see him as mysterious at all. on top of that, the characters in deltarune have no connection to him whatsoever. he's not one of their classmates, or neighbors they grew up with, or anything like that- he's just the grocery store clerk's shut-in little brother who nobody has ever met.
but, again, that brings me back around to "i don't know what's happening in that dog's brain." maybe they'll finally get to hang out with him & he'll become more involved in the story, or maybe he won't ever show up at all! idk!
naturally, all of that applies to my opinion on knight papyrus, too- it would be awesome and so so so so cool if it turns out to be real, but with the issue of nobody knowing him except sans, my faith in it gets a little dimmed. i do think the amount of hints that could connect him to it have been crazy, though, since most of them genuinely don't even feel like that much of a reach. i'll still be pulling out my cork board and red string whenever i possibly see a chance, rest assured
i really want him to be college-aged, ideally the same age as Asriel. one, so they can be besties obviously, and two, because if he suddenly becomes an underage character after ten years of papyrus fans fighting back against rampant infantilization i am going to fucking lose it
my own headcanon until we get to actually see him is that he's much more nervous, borderline agoraphobic, and much more awkward since he hasn't met any of the people that he very likely gained a lot of his personality from in undertale. considering he spends all his time in a dark undecorated house, the angst-loving part of me genuinely really hopes he's not just gonna be written the same as we're used to, lol
and sadly- judging from the previews we've seen of chapters 3-4, and the fact that they'll most likely take place in kris's house and then the church, i have some doubts that we'll see papyrus on june 5th :(. then again, the light world sections are apparently long enough to need their own save points, so maybe that's a good sign too! i'm personally not getting my hopes up, but it'd be a very nice surprise if we see him at all before chapters 5-7, even if it's just a really quick cameo or something :>
and finally, as for what he would be like as the knight & if he would know about the roaring, i actually thought about this some time ago too! i think he could know about the roaring and even actively be trying to cause it, but i don't think that makes him evil, per se. he doesn't know anyone in this town except his brother, making him even more desperately lonely than he was in undertale, and he's not even trying to overcome it this time around.
so, i think he'd get too attached to the fact that darkners literally have to like lightners and want to be their friends, and he'd want to cause the roaring either to be able to live in a world like that forever, or to then stop it himself and make friends by becoming a "hero." i can imagine him being not evil, and honestly not even all that bad (if you ignore the "casting the world into darkness to maybe make some friends" part), just really, really desperate.
#trousled rambles#emphasis on rambles#being a papyrus fan and trying to get hyped for deltarune is a little weird rn ngl#because i do have FULL faith in toby's ability to write a good story. i know deltarune is gonna be something entirely different from-#-anything we've ever seen before (except homestuck probably)#but like. toby is also the guy who said that papyrus wouldn't know what sex is. and it was a while ago obviously and not actually canon#but it still shows that papyrus is very much a comic relief “sheltered” kind of character the very large majority of the time#so much emphasis is put on alphys telling the truth and stopping with the lies but undyne never tells papyrus she's been lying to him#he has his own more serious moments but the ones that aren't the geno run tend to still have a good bit of comedy in them yknow#and idk how well that'd work if he has a bigger role in deltarune- especially as an antagonist- since it has a very different tone overall#if i'm right and he's not in 3-4 either that would be an odd element to put in just the final 3 chapters imo#so all in all i also think there's a good chance he could just be Very in the background and hardly changed personality-wise#which i Would be disappointed about but eh!! it's not like undertale's gonna disappear forever when DR is finished#if i want papyrus as a bigger main character i'll just go play the game where he's a bigger main character lmao#blaugh rambling rambling rambling u get my points..........good beye
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#beyoncé#beyonce#halftime show#houston#texas#performance#cowboy carter#omg y'all she killed it#watching it live was the best gift i could ever give myself#witness the greatest performer and she didn't disappoint#video#december 2024
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the day am fans realise that miles/milex shippers are less problematic and harmful to the fandom than lv/her supporters will be one of the best days of my life
rant incoming because I'm going insane:
i will never ever understand why am fans have so much beef with milex shippers.
i have been in SO many fandoms throughout my life, I've been obsessed with SO many bands whose members are shipped to the point of insanity, and it was never a problem. sure, some people didn't like the ships, but why are so many am fans acting like this is something unique? bts, mcr, dan and phil, harry potter, I've seen fucking everything. every other fandom in the world are just this obsessed with their ships, trying to prove that two men are fucking, posting theories and so on. shipping was always a thing in fandoms and always will be, especially if we're talking about male celebrities and teenage girls.
having said this, the kind of fandom i have never been in is one where grown ass women bring this much toxicity to the community and behave like children. there are hundreds of celebrities whose girlfriends are not liked by the fans, but no girlfriend ever engaged this much with the haters, probably because they realised that it would only make things worse, and the fans would hate them even more.
we could've had some peaceful end of the tour content, but no, we have this instead. every few months something has to be done by a certain someone in order for people to pay attention to her, and so that in the end fans will forget the reason they're fans and engage in stupid shit like this, defeating the whole purpose of being a music fan.
all this drama is slowly making me not want to have anything to do with am or the fandom anymore. if not for miles and him being connected to am, i would've stopped giving a fuck about alex years ago (technically not through his fault, but then also because of him). this whole thing just makes me sad because miles does not deserve to be associated with these people and the fact that he will never be able to get rid of them is so not it.
#look i could talk about this for hours but it makes me so angry it's best to just stop#i saved the spiciest things for the tags#matt used to be my favourite but now i cannot even stand to hear his name#such a disappointment i really thought he was better than this#which also makes me question what the hell alex sees in him#and then again alex is probably not the best person in the world#which i guess we knew ever since the absolutely disgusting behaviour towards taylor and him being friends with ppl like josh homme#and cameron avery#sigh#it's just a shame that his music is really good#(anyone looking to buy some am vinyls? 😂)#oh miles the things i endure for you#i have such a love/hate relationship with alex it's crazy#one second i love him the other i never want to see him again#which then makes me think about how different things would be if he had a different girlfriend#she really ruined absolutely everything#(not) sorry#rant#alex turner#milex#louise verneuil#arctic monkeys
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THANK YOU! And honestly fuck every single american swiftie that thinks they have any right to have an opinion on this.


Again: thanks!! Some of you (most of you, for what i can see) are just terribly xenophobic and racist.
#taylor swift#the eras tour#the eras tour brazil#tw: death#i'll NEVER forgive her silence#idc. i didn't even want her to pay for shit (although she could)#but she/her team should have tried to contact the family#she should have told ana's mom that she also loved her daughter and that she hopes this lovely girl can rest in peace#it was the fucking bare minimum#if she ever did it -- it was def after sunday and just because ana's mom told the news taylor never reached out to her#all of this has been so disappointing#m.
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Total drama except Harold is outwardly a bitch instead of hiding his distain for others until they personally attack him or are just too damn annoying
Or, more interestingly, he pulls a rachel Berry and sucks up to Chris and/or chef for half the season so that he can get anybody he wants eliminated with some fake tears and a sob story painting them as some violent irredeemable monster (does it work? Meeeeeeh)
Did we watch the same Total Drama? Harold is outwardly a hater.
He's not exactly quiet about his dislike for certain people, and he's very open about his opinions on near-enough everything. Harold literally gets the whole cast thrown out of a jet at one point because he won't shut up and stop being a little bitch - it's an integral part of his character, and an even more crucial aspect of his autistic charm and loserboy swag.
Him pulling a Rachel Berry, however, is a very different interpretation of him. Both as a character in his own right, and the archetypes he plays into.
(I did have to google who Rachel Berry is, as I haven't watched Glee - assuming this is the character you were referring to.)
Because he's supposed to be, in-universe, kind of an unlikable wet noodle. Having him endear himself to Chris, Chef and (assumedly) the audience at large so he can sway the competition in his favour would be A Task, and not an easy one at that.
Because he's (in-universe) not charismatic in the slightest, despite living under the impression that he is. Remember; Harold sees himself as a cool guy with a lot of cool talents - to the point that he quite often comes across as egotistical - whilst everyone around him sees him as a deluded dweeb. He's not quite self-aware enough to play into his dorky charm or tone down the more annoying aspects of his personality to be more generally likable, since he's entirely unaware (or just uncaring) about how he's percieved by others.
Harold is unapologetically himself. Oftentimes to his own detriment.
You'd have to completely scrap that part of his character, or at the very least change it considerably, to have him commit himself to sucking up to Chris and Chef. Because there's no way canon Harold would ever do that; not only would it be "an insult to someone of his multi-talented caliber" (or some other explaination along those lines that's equally as nerdy), but it'd also mean he'd be acknowledging that he needs to use underhanded tactics like flattery to give himself a fighting chance upper hand in the competition. Canon Harold is very self-assured, and likely wouldn't believe he'd need the advantage of favouritism to win.
Plus, even if he did decide to try this line of action, I can't really imagine it playing out much differently than Sierra's brief stint as Chris' favourite competitor; that is to say, it's end with him being seen as more of a nuisance than he is in canon. Harold has a chronic case of foot-in-mouth disease, and his frequent faux pas would do more to enrage Chris than any level of sucking up could possibly hope to fix. Just look at his first interaction with Leshawna. She was forgiving enough to see past his awkwardness. Chris wouldn't be.
Harold's annoyingness and awkwardness and weirdness is so constitutional to his character that I can't personally see him ever having enough social literacy to pull of a scheme like that.
Now, Beth on the other hand-
#Sorry to disappoint anon but if you want a two-faced bitch character you're not finding one in Harold.#He's a one-faced bitch at best. We love him for that.#Stopping myself there at the end before I could ramble on about Beth playing the social game better than Heather ever could've.#She has the potential in her. I believe in Beth supremacy.#PLEASE ask me about Beth pulling a Rachel Berry because I fully believe she could. Or something along those lines at least.#total drama#td harold#others' ideas#character analysis#replies
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every now and then i'm reminded of the fact that while templars aren't supposed to be able to leave their order, evangeline was just straight up asked if she wanted to retire to take up the inheritance of her estate as her father's sole heir. because it makes so much sense. of course the chantry won't let some random commoner go back to their family, but a noble landowner dependent on them for lyrium for the rest of her life? that's a guaranteed ally, they'd love that
#ooc ( bird noises )#talking to alistair in origins yesterday reminded me#i wonder if they were even disappointed she didn't#she could at least have given her inheritance to the chantry to add to their lands you know?#not that we ever see much of the chantry owning land but it *is* the fantasy catholic church they need it
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yknow i think i just finally connected the dots on why joe being cis does actually matter for his character and matters so much to me. if he was trans instead of just gnc maybe his parents wouldve been chill and he wouldnt have repressed every aspect of his personality so hard he dies
#they like. straight up expected him to come out to them as trans at some point#as he grew up he just leaned more and more into femme things#and they let him do it and they talked about it and managed to work themselves into a spot#where they could accept their kid deciding to be a girl. as long as joe fit the binary completely yknow#and then he never did#and they cannot wrap their heads around it#joe literally managed to disappoint his parents by NOT being trans#as soon as he admitted he still feels like a guy they were more heavily against him being femme#which he really did not. understand. because they were so chill with it before#....he is quieter about being gnc now#hes got his pink hair forever but his dresses and skirts are more of a special occassion type deal now#its partially cause he does just also like being masc too but being masc became the easier option#anyways point being yeah him being cis is important to me#i dont think interpreting him as a trans woman is wrong theres just nuance to it yknow#cause if he ever realizes hes trans she is going to have to unpack how nauseous that makes her#cause damn. her parents were right!!!!!!!!!!!!#she never was gnc she was just a girl and now she can fit into her nice lil binary just like she was supposed to
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Third semester, Ryuji, and the concept of choice:
Ryuji chose to abandon his 'happy ending' in the third semester.
To him, and how I write him, this was not a choice that Joker made. Ryuji agreed and wanted to go back to the real reality.
He gave up the reality where he wasn't viewed as a delinquent, where he wasn't dealing with a permanent life-long crippling injury, and where his future of track was still on the table. But he was the one to make this decision, and he knows it was for the best.
If - or maybe when - he finds out that Joker is blaming himself for this and has taken the guilt of this decision onto himself, Ryuji will not respond well. There will be anger and also a sense of betrayal - because this is a betrayal. It's spitting in the face of the decision that Ryuji made, of the life that Ryuji accepted he couldn't have. The decision wasn't easy for him and there are times he still feels pangs of guilt knowing how much harder his mother's life is in this world with everything that Ryuji's done, and also moments of self-hatred and loathing over the fact that he gave up the world where he had a future to live in one where he doesn't, but these are his emotions to feel and deal with.
It also, to him, would feel like it completely ignores that fact that this wasn't Joker's decision. Nothing in P5, no Palace or Mementos target, is ever decided on without it being a group agreement. You have to sit down and hold a meeting and discuss everything before you can go into a Palace, send a Calling Card, or handle a Mementos request. Joker didn't do this without Ryuji agreeing to it, so to have Joker turn around and make this all about himself while ignoring that everyone agreed to it?
Well... after everything they went through, especially the original group, the Shujin Trio, Ryuji will feel betrayed.
#headcanon: ryuji sakamoto#[[ i could/should write something up for makoto but it will be very similar ]]#[[ in that tl;dr she chose to let her father go and will be furious if she knows joker is blaming himself for this ]]#[[ apologies if this feels directed at anyone. it really isn't. it's more just some thoughts ]]#[[ ryuji had a snapshot of what a Good Life would be like and it was ripped away from him ]]#[[ he wakes up every day in physical pain and completely bombed his attempt to get back into track because of his injury ]]#[[ he has terrible grades and it's doubtful he'll get into any type of college so at most he just... is looking at some sort of- ]]#[[ -physical labor type job which will just further wreck his body over the years. not to mention how disappointed his mother is ]]#[[ but he chose this! it was his decision! his pain! ]]#[[ it's not joker's and he will probably punch joker if he ever finds out that he feels this way ]]
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it's a disappointing thing that the new fallout show will make you want to play fallout, but if you play fallout it's just fallout.
#like it was important in that show that Lucy McLean COULDN'T turboblast through the setting even if she WAS prepared mentally#but bethesda's fallout will never ever say No to you in any meaningful way#i suppose i could play new vegas but you cant just play new vegas every time fallout disappoints you#it will lose itself to that disappointment
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