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"which of the suspects in Pentiment do you think committed the murders?" is the question I often see people ask, but I think a much more interesting question is "why assume that the suspects Andreas is investigating are the only possible culprits?"
#pentiment#i mean the structure of the game is one thing but in terms of ''the truth''#this post brought to you by my personal belief that none of the act II suspects are the true culprits#idk it's just a very interesting question to me. so much of the game is built on realizing the narration is unreliable and non-omniscient#and (at least theoretically) on making you really question how and why you decide who's going to live and die#but i don't know. i don't ever seem to see people question the assumption that it IS one of andreas' suspects#a pool of people based largely on gossip and the agendas/grudges of villagers he barely knows#i can think of at least two more prime suspects for rothvogel and frankly i have a strong opinion on who killed otto#again: i completely understand this in terms of the limitations of the medium. you gotta be able to Play the Game. but outside of that. man#something something andreas maler 🤝 william of baskerville investigating a monastery murder and fucking it up bigtime#where's cadfael. somebody get cadfael in here.#life has been wretched lately and i just wanna have pentiment brainworms for a while.#when i find myself in times of trouble andreas maler comes to me / speaking words of wisdom / oh. hm. i better not do that actually
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I’ve seen some posts about the current ninja meeting the past ninja (around pilots) again and if that happened I like to think it would go like this:
#ninjago#ninjago kai#based on my very limited understanding of time travel rules#I think this would kill them#but oh well
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This has been my mind for years now. I always flip flop. I had to get this off my chest.
#Cause they BOTH make sense to me#His name is giving Brazilian#A lot of Brazilians have also claimed him and from I know of Brazilian culture and I can see that relating to him a lot#But I could also see him from a Spanish speaking country#And the history of Colombia kinda checks out with his backstory#Not date for date or anything but the VIBES#I could also see him being Colombian based on my limited understanding of the culture as well#Impossible decisions really#Resident evil#Resident evil 3#resident evil 3 remake#re3r#Re carlos#Carlos Oliveira#Character nationality hc#Not my art
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playing around with this picrew and made lesbian odypen
#this is like. taking the canon designs and gender bending ody not like my official designs for them#esp bc of limitations of the picrew lol outfits are WAYY to modern even for canon designs lmao#but also most ppls designs are based on the actors unless its gods/goddesses thats the typical thing to do#see i kinda wanna be like oh but i can do my own thing w desgins alsoo thoo#but also feel like the only other example of ppl changing the designs for human characters in epic fandom i can think of is whitewashing#so like. i dont wanna say that u can do ur own thing w designs even tho its ofc ofc different but yk. idk#i fear ppl are gonna call me a hypocrite if im like society if penelope was a beautiful fat woman#but also say making polities white is fucked . even tho these are veryyy different thingsss but idk if people always understand this#but also idk i dont think ppl tht wldnt see the difference are good people. like idk thats daramtic maybe but.#also i already made ody a woman 😭😭😭😭😭😭ig idgaf of what the fandom thinks of me already#but anyway. yeah whatever i want the woman that is worth 20 years of fighting and multiple atrocities to be fat#i think we are worth that. whateverrrr .#ACTUALLY NOT WHATEVER !! WE ARE !!!#didnt mean to go on a whole rant abt desgins then but it okay#flappy rambles#lesbian odypen
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please not again
#long life update/rant tags because i cant just be vulnerable in plain text like that i need to be at least a little hidden#basically#i dropped out of uni like a few months ago#this was a hard decision but i am overall happy with it !#I dropped out because it felt like a waste of time and made me give up some opportunities#and now that i dropped out I actually got a bunch of work to do!#more than i expected#my only struggles right now managing my time well#and charging enough money#because I'm not even close to minimum wage but that's a different issue#but my family is really pushing me to start uni again in a different less demanding place#and not even learn art this time !!#do like a compsci degree???#like yeah some of my interest need a good programing base#like web and game development#but idk if comitting to a compsci degree for the next 4-5 years is worth it ????????#i understand they want me to have something to fall back on if art doesnt work out#but i feel like every time i start spreading my wings they are being chopped off#and it always falls back on me for “limiting myself” because clearly i can do both and just dont want to#i dont want to keep dissapointing my family#i already feel like i will never amount to anything after dropping out of the art uni#but i also dont want to keep hindering myself where this is the closest to where i want to be#and i just feel very stupid and uncappable right now
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Personally I think the funniest (ie also the saddest thing) is that in the newest interlude archon quest recollection review talked about shadows admist snowstorms you know the limited time event and event story quest that happened in version 2.3, in November 2021
#genshin impact spoilers#theo's thoughts#The second funniest (ie second saddest thing) remains to be albedo's signature weapon being the cinnabar spindle#You know the event weapon from the version 2.3 limited time event‚ shadows admist snowstorms‚ the one that happened in late November of 2021#For a game who's most recent archon quest and region specifically catered to new players it's funny they immediately pulled this right after#Also I feel like it would have been worth it to review the chalk prince and the dragon? (version 1.2 limited time event from DECEMBER 2020)#Simply bc that whole quest is about Durin's remains and heart giving special power to the monsters on dragonspine#And that albedo is studying it to try and find a way to stop Durin's revival that would destroy mondstadt?#But maybe they decided that would be too far back as if covering an event from four years ago wasn't enough of a fomo bomb#Fomo means fear of missing out btw which is my understanding as to how genshin has always based it's event stories and content but I digress#Also now that I think about it shouldn't they have tied the dodoco communication device back to either of the first two summer events?#Both of the golden apple archipelago events from Version 1.6 (June 2021) and/or version 2.8 (July 2022) idr which one the device is from#Could've been both honestly and hey wait shouldn't they have covered the location they put the new weekly boss?#The hexenzirkel table in mondstadt you discovered in the version 3.5 (march 2023) limited time event story quest?#You know the one that tied the hexenzirkel to both mondstadt and venti beyond just Alice‚ Rhinedottir‚ and Barbeloth?#Or even the version 3.8 (July 2023) limited time event and story quest where Alice sends klee to visit a friend as per invitation#Tho maybe not that one I think I'm just thinking of it bc it had Alice in it as well
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watching midnight mass for the first time (I'm on episode 6 so almost finished with it!) and... wow... that priest really is a pathetic wet mop of a man... fantastic.
#attraction feels so very limited for me (asexual spectrum maybe? idk) but I get it. I understand why people like this guy so much#I saw a pic of the actor with his hair all messy and sitting a certain way and like... yeah that's... yeah. I get it.#but also just his mannerisms. like damn the acting is CHEF'S KISS#and my personal religious baggage is protestant based - specifically with pentecostalism oof - so catholicism is less upsetting to me but-#-man does Bev anger me! the kind of religious condescension that makes me frustrated oh her actress is so good at it!! bravo!!#midnight mass
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every now and then i get like spite-motivated to consider a career as an art teacher in the uni i currently go to just bc i think i can do a better job than my profs who are constantly raising my blood pressure orz
#im jsute a little hater i cannot help it ASKSKSK#and this is just from my very limited perception as the student who they are teaching#but based from my experience last sem: THIS IS NOT IT CHIEF!!!!!!!!!#i also understand how i can be more empathetic bv maybe smth's goin on overworking busyness stress so many other factors#but rn i just want to be a hater i just want to be frustrated ASJHDFGH#as someone who is Not having a good time#dies. anyways.#sunnysiderambles
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Maybe my understanding of what exactly a S-3LF is is limited since I haven't played the game yet. But, based on my understanding, I want you to understand that A and B are not two S-3LFs and not a split S-3LF either like Hank. It's 1 S-3LF in that body, they are a DID system made up of two alters.
#words#I love mersei's idea of Player being a system. it's canon to me. but they said that player contains 11 s3lfs one per alter#and based on my (limited) understanding of what a s3lf is. that's not the case for a/b.#now. you are welcome to explain to me what a s3lf is in better detail if you can do so without spoiling anything about the maker etc#so. jfhddhdh#oc - abc
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Tragic how much effort the daily task of Being A Person takes
#neurotypical people i talk do don't understand what the fuck i talk about with this sentiment#but i feel like the tumblr user base will understand#Being A Person includes#but is not limited to#small tasks around the house accumulating. i do dishes again. i do laundry again.#when i don't have a routine: choosing something to do. making myself do it. managing to do it without being distracted#being disappointed in myself because i inevitably got distracted#when i have a routine: keep up keep UP KEEP UP#going outside. i know it's good for my mental health#but then i need to act like a Human Being Person#it's not really all that horrible. i manage#but it adds up to such an exhausting pile of all the mundane shit that everyone takes fir granted#and i hate how it weighs down on me#adhd#autism#neurodivergent
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As a recovering Catholic, one of my fav anecdotes the spn set is Misha mentioning that they had all these papers flutter around when Cas flies in angry sometimes and he once looked at WHAT the papers were and they were bible pages. And he pictured all the set dressers just ripping up bibles and thought it was funny and mentioned it in an interview (or at a meet and great with some network people? it was years ago lol) and the show higher ups were like 🙅🙅🙅🙅😬😬😬 maybe we don’t mention that?? But he still tell that story at cons
Anyway, for me that’s how I’ve interacted with the religious themes in spn, as ripped up bible pages for set dressing (that they did knowing that they might get in trouble for it is anyone was paying attention) lol idk if that helps but it does for me haha so I hear you on the “complicated feelings on religion while watching spn” front
now imagining misha collins himself feeding bible pages into the company shredder to make Castiel Confetti
#in my extremely limited watchthrough of spn i have been struck by how compelling an actor misha collins is#like... between all his other shenaniganery i had never considered that before LMAO#also based on his portrayal of castiel i truly think misha collins should just get to be fake-bisexual as a treat.#this would be good for The Community#also???? i think sam is my favorite character???#which is something i never expected and also with the full understanding that I'm watching a very select few scenes out of context#and maybe it's just the fact that he's juxtaposed against all of cas & dean's angsty pining but he's so funny 😅#'what about sastiel?' fjsdklfjkdsjf#anon#signed sealed delivered#evwatches#spn#love that misha collins just says shit. no consequences just vibes. saying this shit recreationally. it's like a hobby to him
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as an effeminate trans guy i've never played another game that gave me the kind of gender envy i get from cyberpunk 2077. if you don't know, the gender of the player character, v, is determined by which voice you pick, not which body. and male v with a female body type goes so incredibly hard for me
like running around the city dressed however you like, with gavin drea's hotsexy deep voice and a pair of fat tits, getting he/him'd and "mr. v"d no questions asked is literally ideal. the fuckin street goons that shoot when you get too close know that you're a man, idec that it's a dystopian nightmare world take me to night city bruh
#the only problem of course being the way it limits your romance options to the fucking cop rip#i don't even understand why they did it that way having panam and river's attraction to you based on the body and not the voice#like that meant needing to record extra voice lines so why? to fuck me over specifically?#lol#just gimme panam and kerry dammit aint nobody wanna fuck the cop#transgender#trans#ftm#transmasculine#transmasc#nb#nonbinary#enby#gender envy#cyberpunk 2077#v#male v#trans v#v cyberpunk#my nonsense
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"As for the government of the kingdom, [Edward V] had complete confidence in the peers of realm and the queen."
— Dominic Mancini, The Usurpation of Richard the Third / J.L. Laynesmith, The Last Medieval Queens: English Queenship 1445-1503 / Alexander R. Brondarbit, Power Brokers and the Yorkist State, 1461-1485
"According to the Crowland continuator, [Elizabeth Woodville] seems to have taken the king's place in listening to his council immediately after Edward IV's death. It does appear that she expected to have some role in her son's kingship, and the Crowland continuator’s report of the letters sent to her by [Richard of Gloucester] indicates that she had good reason to expect to be able to work with him and the other councillors: 'the duke of Gloucester wrote the most pleasant letters to console the queen; he promised to come and offer submission, fealty and all that was due from him to his lord and king, Edward V, the first-born son of his brother the dead king and the queen'."
"[However], in what was Gloucester's first coup, Edward V was separated from his household and Woodville advisors. When the young king questioned the move, Buckingham was reported to have told the boy 'It is not in the business of women but men to govern kingdoms'. The blunt remark referred to the authority of Elizabeth Woodville as queen and the power she must have anticipated within the new political climate left by Edward IV's sudden death. [...] While the veracity of this scene is questionable*, the words attributed to the duke no doubt seemed plausible to Dominic Mancini who believed they exemplified the popular sentiment held by men [...]."
*One of Mancini's key sources seems to have been Edward V's own doctor, John Argentine, who attended to him in the Tower. It's very likely that he was the one who recounted this scene to Mancini, which suggests that it should probably be considered more credible than not.
#historicwomendaily#elizabeth woodville#wars of the roses#15th century#english history#my post#Croyland wrote that 'The counsellors of the king - now deceased - were present with the queen' so yes#He clearly seemed to view Elizabeth as taking on Edward's role after his death#Which is striking since her son - the new King - hadn't even arrived in London yet let alone be crowned#It's also interesting that Richard wrote letters to *her* rather than the rest of the council and that she was the final deciding authority#when it came to her son (she was the one who wrote to him for his military escort) - it's a clear indication of who was seen as important#This is also reflected in 16th century chronicles like the claim that the Archbishop of York gave Elizabeth the Great Seal#We don't know if this is true - the Archbishop was definitely opposed to Richard but More may have embellished or invented the story#But either way it reflects the perception that Elizabeth would have a major role in the realm's governance during her son's minority#Which makes sense as Edward V would have been used to his mother governing for him as part of his council his whole life#It's also interesting to compare the impression we get of Elizabeth's role with that of former kings' mothers in late medieval England#Because that can help us understand her activities (and perception of them) within proper context rather than purely in isolation#From what I understand kings' mothers could be very influential (eg: Joan of Kent) but were almost never visibly/directly associated#with the governance of the realm. It's striking that the most extreme and arguably the only exception - Isabella of France - assumed#her unofficial regent-like role only after literally deposing the former King aka her husband in the most atypical situation imaginable#So it's striking that Elizabeth *was* visibly and directly associated with it despite her situation being entirely standard; despite the#lack of precedents; and despite the physical absence of her son. Especially since she was effectively the king's mother for only 20 days#I do think it's possible to argue that it says something about her power as queen#(Edward *did* give her unusual positions of authority either way) and may also suggest a more direct personality on her part#It may also explain why historians were/are so readily prepared to believe that she wanted to 'usurp the sovereignty' to quote George Buck#Ofc this is my interpretation based on my (limited) knowledge - feel free to correct me
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Talk Shop Tuesday: what’s the most important thing to you when it comes to characterization?
[Sorry I am so behind on these I have been so fucking busy] CHARACTERIZATION I LOVE YOU SO. What a good question!!!!! I get compliments on my characterization a lot so I should probably think about this. Also @lazuliquetzal chime in if you want because you're just as good at this.
There's a lot of important things. The most important, I think, is that the character has consistent internal logic. It's like worldbuilding or magic. Their actions don't have to be objectively logical, but they do have to be consistent. The character has a framework for understanding the world, a way of perceiving the world and how it works, and an idea of how they think other people work. Everything that happens in their lives is filtered through that. They have to feel like a real person making real decisions, not an instrument of the plot.
Something I like to do is to make their greatest strength their greatest flaw. I think in writing there's no 'good' or 'bad' character traits - no virtues or sins. I think character traits are neutral, and that they can be used to good or bad effect. I think we do things because of other things that have happened to us, and that these things have positive and negative consequences.
Obviously a character has to have consistent motivations and to change over time. A character shouldn't end the story in the same place where they started. Character focused stories ought to have your characters change throughout the story - Sherlock Holmes doesn't have to have moments of character growth but your slice of life character definitely should. I think the setting around them really helps - giving them foils really helps develop and flesh out both characters.
I feel like that's all pretty basic notes though. For me and characters, there's way more to it than that. It's hard to explain. I think I can only ask that you make the plot and tropes fit the characters, not the characters fit the plot and tropes. Fanfic has a horrible habit of making characters one dimensional and stripping away a lot of nuance to fit in with different slots in relationship dynamic, roles in a team dynamic, or niches in an AU. The character should come first. And love of god if you make their personality seme or uke I will come find you with my yaoi baseball bat.
Oh and the best character-building exercise is to figure out if the character would ever be a cannibal or not and I am barely joking.
#i don't mean for characterization to be the most important thing in my stuff bc that's a weird thing to be important#and i do think characters should be in service of the plot#but the plot and characters should be in service to each other#idk and i think who i am as a person seeps into this#i like people a lot. i like meeting different kinds of people.#i like meeting people from every place of all walks of life of all identities and types#even people i dont like i think enrich my understanding of people as a whole#every person is so fascinating and has an entire internal world that we aren't privvy to#if we limit our world to ourselves then our life will stay small and provincial forever#a lot of my characters are based off people i know; or even different facets of myself#or they're a way of showcasing a theme or vein of emotion in life that i often confront or struggle with#many of my characters are parts of me I don't like or am ashamed of#so it's a bit healing to showcase their messiness as people; to show them growing; and to forgive them for that messiness#people are each other's greatest source of pain and only source of pleasure i think
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The weekend isn't enough I've literally been passing out on the bus.
#ive had a teacher encourage us to protest cause my school is so big. Like a very small town level of big.#may it be that I dont eat or sleep or drink water or water based things?#Maybe but like.#School is draining my energy to be a person.#Failure after failure ans I cant fix it.#Ugh#I need years of sleep#or just time to myself#Every minute of my day is overtaken with assignments and worrying#I already have enough to deal with.#I cant keep doing this and yet limitations do not bind me.#Sigj#I know I keep sayinf “Ill reach my limit and snap one day” but im a liar#Sadly Im infinately adaptable to any situation no matter the gravity.#I just keep living like the specter I am.#Odd how living feels most like death. I imagine death is quite beautiful.#In another life I would be a poet. To bad my understanding of whatever composition is is nonecistany#Would be fun to dabble in poetry. How many things are you allowed to do?#Cause I write and draw and I want to learn music so I think learning poetry would be excessive.#And I dislike the formats#Haiku are to short.#Sonnets are actual hell on my brain I nearly killed someone trying to write one#Sigh.#If only random musings could get mw somewhere.#i feel so joyless#manic's joyless rants#Please dont tell me how being positive would help me I will straight up kill you#Positive thinking evades me and always has faking a smile and acting happy is not a thing I have energy for.
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Just finished another class on how to not put my foot in my mouth and it's soooo validating to know people have to learn these skills like anything else. I've signed up for uhhh I think this is like my 3rd or 4th? And experts on how to not sound like a dick will school me and 30 other professionals on how to not sound like a dick. Wiiiiiiild how much there is to learn on the intricacies of communication :O
#Creepy chatter#Professionally I've been trained on the SCARF model a lot but this is the first they linked neuroscience :o#We discussed how to avoid accidentally triggering fight/flight/freeze by limiting perceived social threats#Which is sooo neat bc I've had a similar discussion w my therapist and both said essentially the same thing#Your brain DOES experience social threat/injury just like a physical threat/injury. Right down to a pain sensation.#Just like lol...being aware of that can make navigating conversations a little more understandable tbh#In F/F/F mode your brain literally does not use its logic center. We have entered unga bunga survival instincts.#Idk I have been enjoying this type of learning. Very psychology based w a focus on improving relationships :)
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