#(cel uses telepathy)

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Chapter 8

Proceed with Caution :

After spending a few weeks in Celibi’s forest to adapt and learn of his new abilities , Emmet is practically vibrating in unused energy and frustration to move on and proceed to his destination which is to go back to Sinnoh and use his powers to grow a stupid berry for the stingy Lake Guardians for the stupid Trial he has to complete .

Emmet huffs at the small condensed version of information of thoughts in his mind his foot tapping impatiently , suppose he is to be blamed for this , he abandoned his usual Safety Checks to become a Timetraveller which would be the next big step to find his brother and Agent Looker’s worry is getting reeeeeallly annoying and forcing him re-check himself ,listen to Celibi and put back aaaaalll his safety checks for he can not leave till he is absolutely sure all Safety measures are accounted for etc etc.

Cel-Bi!Bi!-

The Subway Boss looks up at the mythical time travelling pokémon his head tilted as he listens to them address him , he can sorta understand what they mean now that all the power has settle in his body, not as clear as Sprits voice as she uses telepathy to talk to him but enough to get the gist of Celebi’s cries.

“I am Emmet , you say i can leave now?”

bi Bi!- the pokémon nods

He grins “ Brillant! Thank you for your accommodations and kindness in teaching me what you know! Sprit! Mr.Looker ! we are moving to our next destination!!!”

he starts marching out of Celibi’s territory following the barely made trail and avoiding any flowers the Mythical likes to avoid stepping on them and inviting their wraith , he hears the fairy pokémon and Sprit hovering over to him and Lookers footsteps hurrying to catch up as he sputters.

Mr.Emmet! are you sure your re-

The conductor cuts him off “ I am Emmet and i am Fine! Thank you for your concern!”

Looker frowns “ Emmet sir i can understand your hurrying but i don’t think a week is enough time for you to fully adapt to such powers!”

The Subway boss hums smile twitching as he keeps walking .

“Maybe not ,but we will never know! unless we continue forward , we can not stay stuck on one track forever and i refuse to dawdle any longer ! “

Looker sighs as he follows catching up to his pace and looking the other over , he is still concerned at the many wrong or worst possibilities that could happen , there will be questions when Emmet reamerges in civilisations, his clothes have strange markings that be difficult to explain not to mention the fact if these side effects that Celibi warned happen in public.

Continue to worry Mr.Looker and you stress yourself into a early grave !” Emmet speaks up making the Agent sigh

“I can say the same to you ,how are you so sure you can achieve such a goal? How can you be so sure these consequences your willing to take won’t affect others around you? Keep you from your brother where ever he is more and more ?” he questions making Emmet pause and blinking a few times , the conductor slowly turns to him.

“............Nothing will keep me from my brother.....i will not stop and i will make sure all passengers are safe along the way !”

he turns away and continues marching his voice was low as he spoke monotone but picks up to normal again

“After all! the safety of my passengers always come first! Check Safety ! Everybody smile ! ALLLLL ABOARD!”

The two mythical quickly speed up as Emmet does and Looker pauses standing still as he watches them get farther away , he shakes his head muttering low.

“Safety of your passengers ? What about your own safety ? Do you care for yourself aswell as others?”

Agent Looker quickly catches up with the other three a frown on his face -Just what have i REALLY gotten myself into?-

[shy-magpie]

RQG 156

live blog under the cut

Heads up about half way through I realized I go a bit further into analysis on where Zolf & the Kobolds are mentally than some people might be comfortable with. Just as they trust us to back off if the episode gets to real, I am trusting you to close the tab if my little live blog is hitting you wrong. If it makes a difference I have years between me and the reason I relate to this stuff.

"In Memorium" they are trying to kill us Ah they lampshaded the speed intros Yes Alex it is rather Paris Right to Azu & Zolf. Oh he's jumping right in. And there's my first pause of the episode. No “better” isn't a magic finish line you pass then never find yourself in that place again. No, knowing that doesn't mean you don't wonder if your back at square one every time you realize You Are In A Bad Place and Not Handling it Well. Gosh Azu is good at this. Yeah learning to walk away is hard. Learning to ignore the part of yourself that says "and never come back for their sake" is harder. Symbolic much Alex (Zolf is too small for the room, Azu is too large) Yeah it would be easier to not blame Zolf for last episode if I related to him a bit less. Okay they are talking about Hamid and their concerns for him directly. Yeah Hamid's relationship with power & privilege is an arc; and without the Doylist level of trusting Bryn & Alex, I can see where even if you trust/like him you'd be worried about it. With the best of intentions people misuse power. Azu quoted Grizzop at Zolf. Didn't name him, wonder if Zolf is ever going ask directly about his replacement in canon or if its best left to fic. Its easy to dismiss one's own successes. Okay fair and OW, Zolf isn't up to talking about Sasha; which is the part of this I was most prepared for. Hell yeah! He is coming down but not going to be attempting to lead so as to relieve pressure on himself. Maybe if he can let Hamid step up without making a Kew Garden thing he'll see how much he's grown. Hopefully without that setting off a "Hamid does better without me" thing. Yeah intellectual knowledge and it feeling real on an emotional level are very different things. Alex, why does it matter what order they are in? ALEX? The necklace? The Heart of Aphrodite shaped necklace? Azu got a Sign from Aphrodite approving of her reaching out to Zolf as an act of love. Yes! Blue Black no take backs! Yeah those two (players) know exactly what they are doing: breaking my heart in the best ways and not skipping over the actual work those two (characters) need to put into their relationship with OOC "its all fine now"s. Ok that settles the timeline, Azu went up same night, the device isn't made yet. Yeah Zolf wouldn't, probably best to back off while things are tender while being present enough to assure he isn't planning on leaving. Seriously bless Azu, this has to be at least as hard on her as Helen but she is letting the boys have room to work it out for themselves instead of "trying to help". The last thing either of them need right now is pressure especially on this point. Aw the Kobolds teach Cel draconic. Oh smart kid, not only is it just logical for the Kobolds to work with Cel directly, it might help them get over the "looking to see if the boss approves of how you breathe" stage. Especially if he is clear about not being threatened by them having advantage over him in this area. Heck of a relief this isn't hitting my rank issues. Ooh all the Kobolds are amazing engineers, wonder if its a Kobold thing or if Skraak recruited people with similar interests. Nice rework of the "Kobolds build traps" thing from pathfinder. I genuinely love how instead of pitching the original description of Kobolds out the window, Alex has backwards engineered it. Reputation for traps isn't a dishonorable approach to fighting, its a sign of their skill. They aren't minions, their trauma is interacting with a cultural attitude about rank in weird ways. Oh Cel! Cel is amazing. Under Shoin's orders they: made Magic Steroids, did maintenance (more towards the end as Shoin wasn't taking care of things), built the place initially, sourced ingredients, other Kobolds built the Mechkraken. Damn Shoin, they can't even be proud of all they were able to do in adverse circumstances because he tainted it. If they weren't forced to do it and have it used for ill ends, building the kraken would be impressive. A lot of that sounds like difficult work. Hamid stuff: yeah it is from a place of fear; and they would be hypersensitive and need to try to "defend him" so he doesn't react. Terrified of his anger? Handle anything that even annoys him to cut it off at the pass. And being a good person who doesn't like scaring them, Hamid is going to over do the very "Mary Sunshine" routine that makes Zolf think he doesn't appreciate the gravity of the situation. You'd think Mr "do a grief later" would get that Hamid doesn't have to walk the halls wailing to be aware of the end of the world. Not that the kid can win, if he cried and threw up it would be proof he hasn't grown from season one. Hopefully by taking a back seat Zolf will have a chance to see Hamid's actions and realize being chipper & wholesome doesn't mean stupid. Oh Alex has thought this through, one of these days I'll quit being surprised he actually gets this stuff. Not being able to read the person whose emotions feel like life & death is a Bad Thing. Thank Alex for Skraak. Weird seeing this stuff from this side, of course learning to focus on my end instead of being preoccupied with what was going on in the heads of people who were on Hamid's end of it was rather the point. Perfect balance, Hamid gives them enough space to realize he isn’t going to explode, Skraak "translates" into something clear enough not to stress them out. Like when Zolf snapped at Skraak when he pledged to Hamid; might not be pretty but not knowing what The Powers That Be want? Very bad place. Rank and clear orders are very important when appeasing those who outrank you is everything. Cel has dealt with a lot of young and unsure apprentices!?! Yeah well Cel isn't in their chain of command and gears don't get offended if you have an opinion on the right way to configure them. Cel is great Azu & Hamid talking about Zolf! Helen is wonderful! I thought this was going to be drawn out and indirect, instead they are actually facing things head on and dealing with them. Aw these two are so good for each other. Azu would set aside her own emotions. Hot damn Azu, getting right to it! Hamid can be amazingly open about his self awareness and it surprises me every time. It fits him and is a very good thing, but going from answering "how are you?" with "the Kobolds are doing well" to "I never knew how to help him" without it being jarring made me do quite the double take. Guess I was expecting more deflection. Yeah well you two are redefining your boundaries, entire relationship, and rank in specific, while being the perhaps the only people with enough of the picture to figure out how to save the world. Working out the balance between conflicting views on that, when neither of you knows what the end will look like was never going to be smooth. Oh yes and none of you have directly addressed that half of Zolf's rank & dick measuring stuff is because he doesn't know if he even has a role if he isn't The Boss or The Healer.* Oh the grin in Alex's voice as he tells them there is something else before the brorb interview. Whisky tumblers for each? Quite a sigh there Ben News? Big news? While they were in the institute? They ought to sit down. Wilde get to it. Ah Azu & Hamid are holding hands. Poor kid with his prop. Letter? Ancient Rome? Sasha? Are all the fics coming true? Their founder "Askingus"!?! Oh Sasha, oh Zolf! Lydia! Oh the kids! She named the kids after the party. She even found her faith. A break? How the hell are we only half way through the episode. Also hell yeah Lydia deserves all the awards, that was an amazing letter. XD Ben! Oh Hamid, we reacted that way to the epilogue that way too. It really is okay, it was a good end. Yeah he could use a drink. Poor Zolf. Hamid gives Wilde a hug. "technically I think that makes Sasha my boss". XP be cryptic Alex, The RSB will have it figured out by Friday. Ok Zolf got to read the letter on his own. Azu lit 3 candles, because Helen wants me to cry. Hamid is at Zolf's door with a bottle and two glasses. Lydia this is a compliment to your skill. More direct than I expected from Hamid. Oh these two! Okay he is drunk enough to go there (angry at Zolf for leaving but he gets it). About time someone told Zolf directly he's grown. Aw Zolf puts him to bed. Thank you Alex! Ben! (okay fair, if any of Hamid was left he'd cuddle). Sorry Cel! Lydia wanted to break/heal our hearts more than she wanted the plot to move forward ;) Good plan: take the orb to the anti magic field, only those who have already talked to it can talk directly. Info control. Hive mind/telepathy directly addressed. Finally what Shoin eats is addressed. Ok Cel has some teeth on them. Hasn't fed it, is using the vibration to threaten to explode his brain, (no English doesn't have enough pronouns we are working on it)... Oh good point better feed it. Aw Zolf is possessive of the kitchen. Shoin is still Shoin. Cel is not happy about not being recognized. Nice to hear the boys working together. The Infection might block him from being directly aware of  being infected. Bullsh$% he backed himself up. Good point Zolf even if he does, they are separate lives, this instance can still fear death. Oh all the party have teeth, nice they don't have the "good guys have to be sweet & gentle with the baddies" thing Yeah Cel isn't stupid, the brorbs arm isn't a threat. Oh auto painting that will make the people theorizing on the bio side of how the Brorb works happy. A circulatory diagram, and am ocean of faces. Paints like a printer. A creepy charcoal sketch of London staring at the artist. *I swear on Rusty Tower if they let him hurt himself any worse because he thinks his new role is "a brick wall on wheels" I am joining the line to fight Ben in a Whetherspoons parking lot. Yes it would be in character but so would healing. There are other hills. Although seriously its been great having a character that shows so many of the aspects of depression that usually get left out. That Zolf is also a three dimensional character with a full personality beyond just "the one with mental health issues" while not making it look like those issues are tacked on or easy to handle? Stunning work.  

[triumphorce]

Drawing breaths with artistry, language of thoughts fostering a nostalgic being,

sentimental siege,

All brain, all range,

Clad in plaid collages of pad paper armor,

a militia plane..

brought up from a strained mind under endless terrain,

recycled garbage,

that permeated with what i saw as empty knowledge in

 a brief education & briefer accreditation

toward two empty majors, and even briefer burst of confidence that anything I do means a fraction of what I think it does..

but I sift, gain ambition

making any situation a domain to reflect, regain strength for the fight of a life time,

per se,

my thirst trained frustration to motivation,

juggernaut toward distraught teachers who only stay cause it’s a job,

while fallen hopes betray them all, I opened faces of milli-sided halls,

Walked along, until paths became the law,

Staring into hearts of the ones who stood and taught us,

ashamed and scared to ever face the thoughts of

themselves becoming a lost cause or lost, ‘cause right when they thought that they had shit on lock,

krogan locked,

life said,

“oh, hold up”,

and dropped a thresher maw

and in reply of shock,

they wonder in awe, wandering off,

Never embrace the wisdom in days lived

No, just stay in Dis, display our failed transition, derailed intentions,

In front of Pupils, who sittin, takin in, dreaming of becoming greater than the soul before them, forever chasin,

Archin before touching the top or bottom, Circling problems, repeating hate, tried restartin,

But made it complicated, all skulls, on legendary, whilst ordained to try hardin, lost in anger,

In the fear of being forgotten, emerges a pride undefined and tainted,

Causing all in front of them to disintegrate to smithereens, pitch black pov,

Shadowed in passing past waves, condescending and ignorant, more specific,

Ignorant to the fact that they are ignorant,

Arrays of misinterpretation, radiantly radiating blame on students aging, waitin for a reason to engage in,

Or believe, instead just misbehave, but as many minds decayed, mine dismembered and delayed,

Waitin silent for the time when it was safe, training to protect and teach any who secede to conceit of others to fight back and fight with what you know is right.

Making sure drive is free of any ounce of foul bias,

Maintain a sole desire to find balance,

Weight-wise, only sided to resizing peace of minds’ states,

Seeing a single race, endless potential.

Peaks beyond our Sol’s existence.

Patrolling distant lights in skies above.

From here on I’m only speaking biased toward a pride instilled in life, no more pride in might.

Writing based on finding the right

Words to describe ideas, inscribed with The Mightiest,

Idealistic in sight’s trim, a righteous rim, finding out daily this is more of a fight than predicted,

So many objections, how to explain them becomes a drawer of cables,

Tangled cords mixed, a mess of mass discretion break away the paths’ progression,

So how to relay said hopes’n opinions with flow and rhythm has become the extract of pensive obsession

Always bounce back with direct direction, from troubles I elude by jumping up on joust equestrians to stick it out with doubt and pity, Directin weapons toward negativity to secure a victory against the likes of evil, gold medalist perfection,

Reactivate negated dreams, defibrillate any being left behind and convene in rehabilitation,

Away from lies and emerge unafraid, a lion wild when

Complying to mal-authority, forget the order of things, like a coup,

Like I’m Luke, I draw my light of truth and smite the roof caging tolerance,

Then I light the fuse leading to the point where you want to disconnect completely,

An artist’s mission; to bend “reality” around the ones leading and defend the soul without technicalities,

Non-generic talent to bring death to flawed morality, born in sin, but found that better than

Being bored, free of lore able to distinguish what is permissible

Toward myself and dismissin those who ridicule, ones who didn’t live full,

Those didn’t win fools, who focus attention on instances of chances missed,

Steady

Descending electrical currents, discharged negativity to bring

jetstream connectivity to repressed neural energy,

Trek through a universe, telepathy to the muted me, suppressed relativity of relative tales, reveal trails, look like ninetails,

My failures pale in comparison to inner murals of flames, Amaterasu lyrics, vivid paints, cel-shaded imagery to share frames of memories,

Or portraits of Watercolor flow in diction, lyrics renditions, eccentric linguist, all tomorrow and to infinity,

Distant because I’m weary to adhering decisions people try reliving,

Clearly headed to perfection and I travel gravel discarded from

Shattered mountains my mind has battled absent of intricacies,

A promise to remain a person worth the mention of words delivered,

Imprison deceit, like a prism shimmering enlightenment is released,

A schism in derivatives and who I’m changin into presently

And no more givin in, given them more than sufficient definition

Might just be a blur because of all this sprintin With letters

Resemblin a piston burst, ricocheting embedded urges off of pages, forming leaded barriers,

Thus creating that schism, separating harbored confidence and people hating,

Hoping by the time they catch me, I’ll already be ahead of

Where they didn’t think I’d step, adept enough in sabotages,

crept up like a larcenist, beg no questions, answers are always an option,

Remaining slept on but my alarm is gettin ready, bells bangin

Eyes open,  targeting instantaneously,

One above runner up, marksmen lock, C'zar in archery

When arms volley pens across tarps of bark and bleed

Words seen in endless dreams, all apart from envies, greed,

And anything tempting me to dismissing potential genius,

End up regrettin decisions, Like why I ain’t do that? Over what?

Because I believed what people said and disapproved of?

What I’m doin had me confused but not too soon after did

I see through the crafted abyss of blame, made grafted from lavish and sin did the rest become latter,

Realized the here, now I’ve appeared from dreams, clean as Casper’s seen,

Laughin while I’m rappin in my head, absent minded

To dettachments distracting me from finding time for more important matters,

typin into drafts what you view and leave the medulla interactin

With that sensation I’m attractin, producin classics, compacted in the back of minds,

Intrusive lines matched to muses alike, imported traction

To remove the fractions, causing friction, depleting factions of my blissfully factored fiction,

I abstractly live in, making peace out of the non-existent to

Apply to how I’m livin, find the light and deliver to the withered,

And despite all debatin, I ended ignorant intentions and interpretations

Erased irrelevance in a future I’m inventin, no more taking any notions

Of people’s wisdom, and I’ll admit it, what’s spoken ain’t always potent

But I stay open, so I’m given what I’m givin, disownin focus in peeps

Hopin for me to give in, consulted opinions insultin my intelligence,

Only a fifth a percent completed till I’m the person they predicted I’d be,

Redirectin high beams, still learning to finally eclipse and diminish dim

Witted people missin bigger pictures imprinted in visions emitted via

Antennas, receivin indica signals, absorbin instrumentals, mental drive,

As I instant transmission to beyond light years and I’m gone again,

Fin.

[celebi9]

-Commissions Closed for Short Break-

I’m going to be closing commissions for a short break, also going to be taking the time to make some changes with the commission info since its been almost two years of the same info, it’s due for some changes!

Thank you for those who have reached out to me for commissions! I deeply appreciate it! I hope you all have a safe holiday and a safe New Year!

[celebi9]

this makes me so happy!!

[celebi9]

[celebi9]

I already love him!!!

[celebi9]

I've been awake for +24 hours!

I'm in danger! :'D

[celebi9]

precious moment!!!

[celebi9]

Just finished watching Green Eggs and Ham!

It was a great series, the animation was beautiful, and the characters were great! I'm really surprised with this show!

[celebi9]

I'm kinda torn the new Stardew Valley update isn't on the Switch yet, but I'm also really relieved because I've been so terribly busy lately. I don't have to worry about playing for endless hours! Lol

I'm hoping it'll come out next month!

[celebi9]

‘Tis my birthday and what a way to spend the early morning hours!

[celebi9]

It just hit me that my birthday is in a few days..

[celebi9]

After digging through some old magazines, I found a 2008 magazine with Sam and Max, something that forgot I had and years later, I'm a fan of these two! 

Now I can place this on my bookshelf!

[celebi9]

My friend gave me Pokemon Shield as an early Christmas gift!

I can finally play Pokemon again!! :'V