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Jason and Bruce had an intense fight, which somehow led to an even more intense heart-to-heart
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Jason: … *feeling awkward since he spilled his guts on how Willis still affects him*
Bruce: … *wringing his hands* I called Alfred Dad once… when I was younger…
Jason: *turns to Bruce* ?
Jason: I mean… yeah? Isn’t he basically your Dad and everything?
Bruce: *chuckles softly* Yeah, now. But definitely not back then.
Bruce: He got so… *closes eyes as he searches for the word* mad at me.
Jason: *in disbelief* Mad??? He got mad??
Bruce: Maybe that’s not the right word, but that's what it felt like. He wouldn’t talk to me for two weeks. And even after, he was… distant.
Jason: That’s so fucking cruel! Why would Alfred…? *Jason scowls but relaxes slightly as Bruce throws an arm over his shoulder and snuggles with him*
Bruce: I wasn’t allowed to go outside yet. It was still too fresh from my parents' death, and being swarmed by the media would be… bad. I was stuck alone in the manor with the only person I could talk to giving me the worst silent treatment of my life.
Bruce: Honestly, some of the things I had to go through in my childhood... I don't know why Alfred did the things that he did, or why I had to go through it. But... it happened.
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Bruce can feel Jason get angry before he can see or hear it. He can feel how his son’s body tenses up, as if he were moments away from jumping off the couch and storming the manor to search for the old butler.
Bruce squeezed him closer and ran his fingers through Jason’s hair, wincing as he snagged a few unbrushed knots in the tangled mess.
“It’s okay, sweetheart,” Bruce murmured, unable to suppress the small smile that crept up on his face from the grunt Jason let out, incredibly reminiscent of when Jason was barely up to his waist.
“It’s not,” Jason argued, turning slightly and pushing his face into the crook of Bruce’s neck. “It’s not. Why didn’t you tell us? Why didn’t you tell me?”
Bruce knows that Jason doesn’t mean the questions to sound like accusations, but he winces at the tone anyway. None of his kids can handle being left out of information, even if Bruce deemed it unimportant, like his history with Alfred.
“Alfred was put in a very… difficult position,” Bruce said slowly, tugging gently on one of Jason’s curls. “I’m surprised he kept me. I’m not the easiest person to take care of. You know how I am.”
“That shouldn’t matter if you’re a child.” Jason snapped. “It didn’t matter for you when it was me!” Jason huffed, then paused. “Right? It didn’t matter, did it?”
“I’d go back a trillion and one times to take care of you over and over again. You and all of your siblings.” Bruce chuckled. “But… I wanted you. Wanted all of you. I had a choice. I… I took that away from Alfred.”
Jason grimaces and squeezes Bruce’s hand, pulling his Dad away from the dark thoughts he was bound to fall into.
“Alfred was forced to take care of a traumatized problem child when he only signed up to be a butler. He most likely figured that my parents would shift my custody over to another branch of the family if it came down to it.” Bruce’s fingers twitched with the urge to scratch at his skin, give him something to control, unlike his emotions. “He wasn’t prepared. Who would want to take care of their dead employers' child?”
“But-“
“Alfred is only human, Jay, even if he acts like he’s not,” Bruce said firmly, tilting Jason’s head so he could look into his son’s beautiful green eyes, filled with the determination and need to defend his Dad. “I forgive him. For every mistake that he’s ever made. For all the mistakes he will continue to make. I… I love him, nothing will change that.”
Jason was silent, staring off into the distance as Bruce continued to play with his hair. He turned over what Bruce said in his mind. He could tell that Bruce still hadn’t told him everything, and maybe he never would.
“I forgive you, too.”
“You don’t have to.”
“… yeah. I know.”
#dc universe#dcu#bruce wayne#batman#batfam#dc#good dad bruce wayne#bruce wayne is a good parent#batkids#jason todd#alfred pennyworth#the batfamily is just full of complicated relationships#it’s to be expected of course they’re only human#batboys#I like it when they get to understand each other a little better#Alfred Pennyworth is not a saint#Hes just a guy who was put in a very difficult situation
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Just got back from seeing the live action HTTYD movie!! Now let me say that I had pretty high expectations for this movie as the original still remains my Favorite Film of All Time Ever and I was actually SHOCKED at how good it was. Disney take notes bc THAT is how you do a live action movie. It was so faithful to the original down to the actual shots, music and camera direction, I was actually in awe at how they essentially just copied the original film practically line for line. Ofc there were a couple changes here and there, some added dialogue and character interactions, but overall it was super close to the original. I had legitimate goosebumps during the test flight scene AGH they captured everything so well and as a diehard HTTYD fan since 2010 I’m so so happy with how well they captured the essence of the original 😭
Anyway if you’ve been debating over going to see it after being disappointed time and time again by Disney’s shitty live action remakes PLEASE give this one a shot. Dreamworks did it right and they should be praised for a fantastic job well done 👏
#HTTYD#HTTYD live action#How To Train Your Dragon#How To Train Your Dragon live action#Shima speaks#Of course I have a couple gripes about the acting but those are more minor lol#Mason did really well as Hiccup. He didn’t quite capture Hiccup’s character but I can understand how difficult that is#I mean Jay Baruchel is pretty iconic as Hiccup lmao#But overall it was so good#The script was 99.9% the exact same as the original I was literally sitting there quoting the og film line by line#And the ANIMATION?? THE SETS?? THE DRAGON DESIGNS??? THE COSTUMES????#GERARD BUTLER?????????#MWAH MWAH MWAH CHEF’S KISS#My inner child is very pleased.#You did it Dreamworks you knocked it out of the fucking park 👏#I wanna go see it again. Good thing I am :)
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"Good" Acting
i have a theory that a lot of people say acting is "good" when they're emotionally moved by it, and a lot of cishet white people have a lifelong habit of not listening or empathising when minoritised people speak, so minority actors get called "bad" even when they display some pretty fucking amazing technical skill
#also a lot of female actors don't get recognised despite being fucking GOOD#that's not to say minority actors can't always be bad#of course we can#I'm just saying#sometimes#for SOME shows in particular#ahem ahem#some actors might get very heavily criticised for reasons that have very little to do with their actual technical skill#and more to do with the politics of those criticising them#also I'm not talking about me here#before anyone says that#I'm talking about some actors I know who have recently been criticised in my opinion quite unfairly#despite doing something very difficult#like oooohhh i dunno#playing two roles in the same show?#and doing it very well#displaying some amazing technical mastery of body and voice technique#but hey what do I know#oh wait I went to drama school and I'm a professional actor lol I DO know#I'm just a woman so I have to couch my expertise in cutesy self-deprecation lest people think I'm a bitch
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Lance, with watercolor and sketch style tattoos 🌊
#vld#lance mcclain#voltron#voltron legendary defender#fanart#lance birthday#oh you are a leo? show me your lion tattoo#yeah give the brown guy color tattoos that will work FINE#but yeah i also gave him sketch style bc if the color fades the sketch is still very interesting as a composition#the one on his chest is the name of every member of his family#he has some sharks and a sunset beach#of course a red and blue lion...more above the lion is the castle of lions imo#and water and more down his ankle some fire#my own leo tattoo has some blue but it is still a difficult color....
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Kingdom Hearts 3 - Nobodies
#kingdom hearts 3#kh3#nobodies#dusk#sniper#reaper#ninja#gambler#berserker#sorcerer#my gif#i'm a nobody enjoyer so of course i'm gonna make another set with them#nobodies are so reflective in this game i wonder if it they were originally intended to look this way#it would have been difficult to visually convey that in the old engine since lighting and shadows were all drawn onto the texture map#but that's not an issue anymore since there are far less lighting and graphical restrictions#anyways i'm glad we got a couple new nobodies#because their designs rule#i love how the one that represents marluxia can morph its body to look like the pod that sora slept in at castle oblivion#while the one that represents larxene has flowy scarf tails that are reminiscent of her unique hairstyle. the knife hands are cool
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Do you have any plans on drawing twice-cursed Lyle in your "things that crawl? au? If he does indeed get twice-cursed?
Nnnot entirely sure if this is the final design I'll stick with but heres something
#The idea for Lyle was like. Leg rib cage. Leg guts. idk. he's less fixed and just more rearranged#Lyle so difficult for me idk why Im never satisfied by my designs for him so its kinda hard to adapt that#I think its funny to imagine that the Visitor has a really skewed view of certain body parts bcs its main pov of human biology is Sam#Who is missing a limb has differently colored eyes and has a mouth shape nobody else has#ALSO minor Sam redesign! not rlly too noticable but I was getting bored with the way I was drawing it#I might see if I can find a way to fuse legs more without it looking stupid so its more reasonable for the Visitor to think its fine.#Lyle keeps the abdomen a little cause he looks dumb and off balance without it but I might see if I can get rid of that too idk#Ooooh wait I could go with the Mental Map justification again. I really like that actually..#Spending nearly 2 weeks as big spider.. you have to start recognizing that as your own body at some point#but he still of course remembers himself as human. So when the Visitor turns him back into what he thinks he should look like#its this clusterfuck of both. Punished for coming to terms with his own body.....#look outside spoilers#look outside game#look outside#things that crawl AU#art#fanart#digital art
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Putting a lot of effort into those "in the middle of a mental breakdown" notes
#Him and his handwriting can go straight to hell <3#I jest of course#It was just really difficult to read when I was a child#gravity falls#the book of bill#stanford pines#ford pines#not exactly billford but..#y'know..#art#digital art#my art#fanart
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Bill, Bren, & Blaw - I'm surprised they're not collectively known as "The B-sides"
(in reference to original character Killie's father, uncle and aunt.)
That's a great idea, I bet they could've been in their wild youth. They were definitely inseparable.





there's no bond on earth like siblings who murder a guy and cover it up together.
#killie#it's always WHY did you murder that guy and HOW did you murder that guy and never HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO GET AWAY WITH IT?#how did three extremely small young children pull that off? THAT was the hard part. especially because they had fully committed#to not involving any adults at all. and once you've committed to that it becomes extremely difficult the further you go to change course.#people don't appreciate this enough! the logistics! it was very stressful for Bill! he had a lot to manage! and he never got ANY credit!#The Saint turned out to be squeamish! Blaw turned out to be bloodthirsty! Corpses of full-grown normal-sized adult men#are actually quite difficult to move! on a normal day for other adults! this was a bloody big series of problems!#he had matchstick arms and weighed as much as a sparrow's fart and there were time pressures as well??#AND YKNOW IT WAS 1950s or 1960s IRELAND AND WE WERE ALL VERY POOR... MUMBLE MUMBLE UPHILL BOTH WAYS KIDS THESE DAYS HAVE NO IDEA.#WITH THEIR FACEBOOKS AND THEIR MOBILE PHONES AND THEIR YOGURT DRINKS. BACK IN MY DAY WE HAD TO MURDER OUR OWN BUGGERS ALL BY OURSELVES AND#GET RID OF THE BODY AND ARRANGE A CREDIBLE-LOOKING RATIONALE AND ALIBIS AND ALL. AND NOW EVERYBODY'S GOT ADHD AND THERE'S THE EURO AS WELL.#NONE OF YOUS COULD MURDER A MAN ANY MORE. YER LOSIN THE SKILLS
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adaine has never been anything other than angry at her parents. every interaction she has with them, she is snarky and talks back and fights with them. she isn’t cowed, she refuses to back down, and she would never in any world consider being obedient.
which is why it’s interesting that aelwyn is so afraid of them. what stopped her from standing up for adaine during their childhood? fear! a cycle of fear, shame, and guilt that she was never brave enough to break through.
but of course it makes perfect sense. adaine was never anything more to her parents than a massive disappointment. she was never going to be what they wanted - by the time they realized she was maybe someone worth cultivating (the elven oracle - to them a useful political tool they could possess) adaine was years beyond wanting to please her parents.
aelwyn was raised to be the perfect elven poster child. she was molded into being a pawn in a much larger game between arianwen, kalina, and kalvaxus. she was nothing less than a perfectly obedient daughter - until sylvaire. until “adaine’s just- she’s just a baby”. and the second she showed the slightest hesitance, angwyn didn’t hesitate to try to kill her.
adaine didn’t know her parents enough to fear them, but she knew them too well to love them. aelwyn knew them enough to be afraid and too well not to love them. head in hands.
#.txt#i just think. it’s not difficult for adaine to know that her parents suck. they’ve never done anything to show adaine they were worthy#of her love#but for aelwyn? who was praised and molded and trusted with their secrets#who always knew more than adaine#was better than adaine. at magic at being an abernant.#of course it’s harder for her to just be angry without also being guilty. guilty for hating them guilty for loving them#they were always more her parents than adaine’s. and i think that was worse#abernant sisters you will always be famous#fhjy#fhsy#fantasy high#aelwyn abernant#adaine abernant#angwyn abernant#arianwen abernant#d20 fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year
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this is such a dumb post im about to make but im trying to watch Ryan Murphy take a run at Hannibal and doing it mostly incoherently (a show called Grotesquerie) like he does everything but it reminded me that the trope in both crime media AND real life criminal forensics is that assumption that for a killer to do something a certain way, he has to be or is more likely to be a professional in that field. the old chestnut that jack the ripper or whoever must be a surgeon or a mortuary worker or a butcher in order to "know anatomy" is complete nonsense. i know how to do so many things that have nothing to do with my actual job or training, including butchering meat, and cutting up a dead body takes like. less than "deboned a chicken five or six times" levels of expertise.
its really not some rarified skill and its pretty self-explanatory as soon as you start separating joints etc. i imagine it only takes a couple minutes of trying to saw through a human femur with garden tools before you start looking around for a better way and then figure out on your own that separating cartilage is a lot easier. which is why there are so many actual irl cases where entire human corpses have been dismembered in a fairly short period of time in order to fit them into luggage or trash cans or barrels, and the killer was just some guy. you dont need any expertise when cutting up OR sewing together parts of a carcass because surgical expertise is about doing as little damage as possible and maximizing survival, which doesn't apply to doing morbid tableaux with people who are already dead, or concealing a victim in a crawlspace or what have you. its an incredibly dumb thing that people say both on tv and in real life and its so annoying. this applies to really any forensic claim about expertise with the exception of skills that actually do take many years to get even vaguely competent at, like idk, drawing realistically. like if you are the fictional detective and you found a blood painting with excellent draftsmanship at a crime scene, that would probably be forensically relevant because not a lot of people know how to draw and its not something you can get GOOD at without a few hundred hours of investment. but just cutting up meat and sewing it back together? and not even taxidermy or tanning or skeleton articulation or clean maceration or whatever???? not relevant. tired of seeing it in crime media. its dumb. actually being able to set up a department store window scene with 200lb human bodies without them falling over or liquifying or collapsing takes a lot more specialized experience than slicing and dicing. like if i walked into a church with a bunch of dead people arranged as the last supper i would be looking for someone with a theater tech degree, not a surgeon
#blog#i HATE the “artistic serial killer” trope because people who have no empathy or self-reflection make shitty art#there are a lot of well known examples of serial killers who make art and all of it is dogshit#you can look it up online and see for yourself and i dont mean gore pictures etc#i mean just like paintings and drawings and writing and photography\#the psychopath living experiences and anger issues and lack of focus make them really bad at learning delicate skills generally#the sociopaths who arent from poverty and abuse backgrounds generally end up in wall street or politics and thats not a joke#im saying the personality + experiences that lead someone to doing serial killing#make it extremely difficult to learn any art type skills#and difficult to have any artistic interests beyond liking a picture or whatever#not all sociopaths are killers of course but sociopathy is generally present in the serial killers we know about#plenty of sociopaths never have any interest in killing people#im sure plenty of sociopaths also make art that doesnt suck#but specifically serial killing is a real narrow field and thre are zero examples of any known serial killer ever producing skilled art#also artists murder people all the time but again thats not serial killing thats regular type killing#theres a difference
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“And sin, young man, is when you treat people like things. Including yourself. That’s what sin is.”
“It’s a lot more complicated than that –”
“No. It ain’t. When people say things are a lot more complicated than that, they means they’re getting worried that they won’t like the truth. People as things, that’s where it starts.”
“Oh, I’m sure there are worse crimes –”
“But they starts with thinking about people as things…”
(Granny Weatherwax, to Pastor Mightily Oats, Carpe Jugulum, Terry Pratchett.)
#gnu terry pratchett#granny weatherwax#esme weatherwax#mightily oats#carpe jugulum#pastor oats#sin's a difficult word for a lot of us but whatever the noun: yeah i think granny's absolutely right#people as things is where the rot kicks in for pretty much everything awful#and of course granny herself struggles a lot not to see other people as things so she knows how hard being decent can be#but she does it#all the time
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I recite goodomens dialogues out of nowhere... It's practically printed in my brain.
#I have lost count of how many times I have seen good omens season 1 and 2#It's really difficult to watch s2 repeatedly after the ending of course#good omens#michael sheen#david tennant#good omens 2#aziraphale#crowley#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#crowley good omens#aziraphale good omens#good omens spoilers
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From Japan Through John Lennon's Eyes: A Personal Sketchbook
#john lennon#the beatles#nihon#the smiley tortoise and the rabbit <3#I love that it's clear at least some of these aren't textbook standards and are clearly things he asked how to say (like steel and glass)#the days of the week are the only kanji attempts in the entire book#(and there's no hiragana or katakana at all)#when of course as an artist he sure can do a little picture of a moon or a tree!#but I think in the 70s it was much more common to teach romaji first whereas now usually it's considered best to start with hiragana#(and he may have very well not been particularly interested in writing anyhow if he was primarily concerned with basic communication#and not understanding the servants etc - and writing is so difficult too!)#anyway thought this was kind of interesting and cool#my post
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Elain shrinks into herself when Lucien is around?
This girl gets flashes of the future. You know there's been images of:
Their bodies slick with sweat
His teeth on her inner thighs
His voice moaning her name
His hands tangled in her hair
His mouth on her.... well, everywhere
Her knees on the forest floor looking up at him.
Her crying out his name, again and again
Looking at Lucien would bring those images racing back and we all know that a shift in her scent could be detected, the reddening of her face would easily be spotted.
Elain was raised to behave like a lady.
Lucien brings about very unladylike thoughts.
Hot Mate + Seer Powers = Elain having no need to read a smutty novel for inspiration because she's now already seen things she never realized were a thing and you know she'd be struggling with how much they intrigued her since as Nesta said, humans were taught primness.
It's really that simple. Sarah didn't call Lucien her love then remind us over and over of how hot he is, how Cassian, Amren and the king noted his good looks, how Feyre thought of his warm bare chest, broad hard shoulders and gleaming hair (while already mated to Rhys no less), for one of the daemati twins to tell us all about the bedroom habits of the Autumn Court males only for his own mate not to notice the exact same things.
#elucien#pro elucien#elain archeron#lucien vanserra#anti e/riel#pro lucien vanserra#pro elain archeron#elucien supremacy#She doesn't need to want a mating bond to still want to ride Lucien into next week#But of course those sorts of thoughts would be difficult for her to admit with her upbringing#Nesta didn't want a mating bond either yet still wanted Cassian from the moment she met him#Which also scared her
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O S A M U D A Z A I D A Y - . 2 5
heh, happy birthday loser 𖹭
#art~#of course i decided to choose hard colours and difficult lighting for this one :D i love taking years off my life lmao#mmh he's worth it#not the worst load of hours . at least he was nice to stare at 𖹭#zozai ⊹⁺☽
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Sometimes I remember that I thought the reason why they had cast Sophie Okonedo as Siuan was the stilling arc and I have to laugh
Like woof an actress of Sophie's caliber is going to take the pathos and anger of Siuan's journey, and make it one of the most memorable arcs in TV
Obviously
#J'en connais au moins un et peut-être aussi les trois autres#Le premier c'est Anatole#Le second c'est Croquignole#Le troisième c'est Barbemolle#Le quatrième c'est encore Anatole#The wheel of time#No offense to people who found satisfaction in her arc but to me it's like being happy with appetizers#When at some point the menu was a five-course meal#Siuan Sanche#I'm writing stuff and it's difficult to type with a constant facepalm
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