#(venting incoming ->)
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been my state of being recently
#rabbit#vent art#idk what to tag this as#bunny#artist on tumblr#my phd is crushing me and my main source of income is uncertain for the forseeable future#but i still gotta work
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Twitter does fascinate me, because I feel like tumblr has been a lot more accepting of people who draw women with big boobs, who draw adult art on the side, and who aren't afraid of being sensual and intimate.
But twitter seems to be actively terrified of anything that could turn them on. For years I've been harassed for my art. Way back in 2020 I was called out for "sexualizing" Ankha, but this was the image they were referring to.
This fear of adult works and porn has to end man. Queer artists shouldn't be harassed or labeled as bad, untrustworthy people because they want to draw women with curves or big chests, or draw some NSFW art on the side.
#txt#im being serious but if i didnt need twitter to make income i would have deleted my account#the website has gone from annoying to unbearable#i decided to remove the apology about the discourse because honestly. i do feel like i should be allowed to vent in a space that is my acco#i will try to lessen it though
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"Allies should be okay with hearing hard truths that we have been suffering through for years, because if a child has to experience it, they as an adult can take the time to understand it with their adult brain and their adult emotions, and if they cannot handle that, I shouldn't have to be okay with handling their feelings gently."
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"Sometimes we go too hard on allies because they're the only person who benefits from the problem who will listen to us, and the anger that we have carried from being wronged for years should not be put solely put on the shoulders of people trying to help us, and they should not have to be okay with being mistreated with the same hatred that people have aimed at us."
Can and should coexist actually.
#cat chats#it's all about context#if someone you care about makes an insensitive joke about your experience#you should be able to tell them it's not okay and they should be able to be like 'sorry i'll do better'#but if all the butt of your jokes are about their experience being a majority#and they say 'hey this is starting to get heavy'#and your response is 'well you can just deal with it because i have to deal with people who are like you every day'#or 'well obviously i'm not talking about you because you're one of the good ones' when you openly condemn people like them#maybe take a step back friend#some jokes are better between people with your lived experiences especially when you're venting frustrations#i don't expect my allo friends to listen to all my aroace jokes about allo people because some of them only hit right with aroace people#especially the 'imagine having to have sex to feel human' or 'nobody knows how to be friends anymore they gotta make it weird' jokes#but they should absolutely acknowledge that american society is designed for people in a relationship with two incomes#and people aren't looking for an end all situationship where they're both friends chilling in an apartment together with no romance or sex#because god forbid we touch each other platonically in any way or people will think we're dating and in love#or how most of american society views that you can't just be friends with someone once you fall in love with them because it's not the same#or how once you're in a relationship everyone else in the world shouldn't matter more than your partner or you're 'emotionally cheating'#and most movie plots that are like 'i don't do romance' always end up with someone softening their heart and giving them a romantic subplot#or that people can't have sex and have it mean nothing it always has to be a romantic thing#like tell them how it is but don't make them your punching bag ya know?
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bitch why you want me so bad I’m literally just some guy with a debit card
#/no one here#(Vent incoming) I’m specifically talking abt an irl (who doesn’t know my url) whose been simping for my aro ass for OVER A YEAR atp#like girl move on#apparently they’ve been reminiscing w/ another irl (who im moots with) abt “what could’ve been” bitch I’ll tell you what could’ve been#I could’ve turned you down directly instead of having you paint me as some kind of asshole bc I can’t magically know (and live up to) the#romantic fantasies you concocted of me (& ofc you get all the sympathy anyway bc of fucking amatonormativity)#“what could’ve been” you hated my ass anytime I showed a part of myself that wasn’t silly goofy guy 💀#you almost got my friend shipped off to military school#fuck you#shitpost#shitposting#lifeposting#tagging as aro bc it feels right#aromantic#arospec
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You know, I think I am allowed to be salty for a second on the account that my day job went from "learning new technologies, putting together cool things and being satisfied with the results" to "making 69 versions of the same video for tiktok algorithm" to "overpainting GenAI slop 8h a day". I think I have a right to be frustrated and disappointed.
#crimson talks#venting#and the company went from small and passionate to full corporate#i still love the people but hate everything else#i would evacuate immediately but I have to fix my savings and thus work for a few more months on a stable income#which is one bright spot in this shitty economy at least
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Me as I reread the manga, man I can't stand Sesshomaru sorry 😂 you can basically see the one neuron circling his mind about what his father wanted for him and his swishy hair chasing away the thought that maybe, MAYBE, being the strongest of the two sons he could build his legacy without any help in the form of an heredity. But it goes on and on for so long that I can't take him seriously at this point (this is chapter 500, he is going to get it now I know, but man it's been soooo loooong) his storyline has definitely a pacing issue for me, but I guess it's a problem of tastes, had he gotten over himself earlier I would have liked him more (innominabile sequel notwithstanding obv) but here we are, less than sixty chapters to the end and still ON THIS. Man grow up, your daddy issues are not cute anymore.
#anti sesshomaru#anti sesshrin#i hope this doesn't show up for people who like the character because I don't want beef#it's just personal tastes and i wanted to get this off my chest because at this point i huff every time he has a chapter#Inuyasha#Inuyasha reread#also guys there are so many redraws incoming i can't#also since im already here venting displeasures i HATE the change in style after the middle of the manga why why why#it's so spiky and less detailed it makes me want to cry#sorry a whole lot of negativity but the truth is that im loving revisiting the story#and the good vastly outweighs the bad always and forever#antisessrin#anti sessrin#sesshomaru bashing#how do i keep this post from the people who are not meant to see it?#sorry sesshomaru stans don't come for my blood 🤣
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Comforting each other after a loooong, stressful day...
#be kind my neighbor#bkmn#bkmn rarold#rarold bkmn#bkmn fanart#art#my art#procreate#jooj draws#warning vent incoming:#lately been feeling kind of strange#yknow these feelings when you feel like you're left out or something#or that you don't truly belong somewhere?#or that people don't rly listen about what you say or whatever.#socializing always has been hard to me.#either irl or online.#loneliness is real but hey gotta deal with it#but im grateful for the few close friends i have that support me & my ideas & anything else#if you read this you will recognize yourself#i love you guys...#drawing this vent art made me feel a lil better too#i love rarold & mousey so much...#theyre my strenght forreal forreal#🌽🥔💖#bkmn oc#original character#oc x canon#yumeship#mousey#rarold
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i want to delete my twitter account so fucking bad
#i grew my following off of anime stuff and now i'm into completely different stuff and i feel like posting about it -#will alienate my audience way too much#(if you wanna know - these days i hardly even watch one anime a year)#i wanna post about the fuckin saw movies and postal and weird video games and metalocalypse and music i like#and i want to post about my ocs without it feeling like i'm speaking gibberish to a crowd#but none of my followrs GIVE A FUCK#also i find it impossible to make friends on twt 😭😭😭😭 i have like 5 mutuals i'd consider friends#but alas i have too many industry pro followrs to just deactivate#and 40k followers is invaluable as someone whose only form of income rn is comms#tumblr has similar problems but at least i can talk about my ocs properly cuz of tagging#i don't like how monetized my account has become it feels so fucking disingenuous#it's just retweet retweet retweet post art retweet retweet#if twitter went under it'd be a blessing in disguise for me#oh well. suffering from success i guess#maybe one day i'll move accounts and KILL STARRYSHARKS ONCE AND FOR ALL#this is all 13 yr old me's fault#sorry for ranting/venting ig??? on main lol
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Being an artist and slowly losing your ability to create due to disability has got to be something they make you go through in hell
#i want to CREATE i want to DRAW i want to PAINT and SCULPT#i want to bring all these sillies to life !!! i love them !!!#but its becoming so painful and intolerable#and its even worse when its like your only income lol#sorry for the vent#<-says to the 0 people reading this#disability#disabled#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#ugh idk im tired
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what is it about my dads house that makes me want to end it all
#answer is so many things#the main thing thats pissing me off at the moment is that#over christmas he was on a rant about financial issues#he's always been stingy and weird about money but he was fully crying and telling me about debt and overdrafts etc#i dont want to remember the details#but obviously i believed him#it lined up with me suddenly getting given the max student loan after preciously getting the minimum#plus a bursary that you only get if your parents are under the low income bracket#so when he told me all that i sarted trying to figure out how much of my loan i could give to him whilst still managing at uni#and it confirmed my decision to drop out and only do the bachelors#because i thought he wouldn't be able to help me through another year of uni#and i'd have to work to stay with him (like i will with my mum)#anyway. i get back for easter holidays#everything is overshadowed by my cat dying ofc#but he has bought a motorbike JDBDJDJ#he's getting loads of work done on the house#he was fine to pay for the cat's cremation despite me offering a thousand times to cover it#he's still stingy but generally acting like he does have the money that his engineering job would provide#the motorbike was . a slap in the face#like Ok i dropped out of uni because i thought both my parents were financially incapable of supporting me if i didn't start working soon#my mum DEFINITELY is#when i tried to tell my dad that over christmas he shouted over me and tried to claim she's loaded#.... lmao. she is the one who's under the low income bracket#yet he just didn't believe me#:/#i shouldn't be ranting about this#publically hdndjdndj#haven't been venting in a while 😭😭😭😭#there are plenty of other things eating me up about him#but this is the one i can't stop thinking about at the moment
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I'm normally interested in Friendly Jordies' perspective, but as a rule I don't click on his housing market videos anymore. "Historically, every time a government imposes rent control, the amount of available housing drops off a cliff" yeah exactly. Because people aren't being priced out of their homes. Because people can afford to settle down. Leading to a reduction of available units.

Is that not. A better problem to have. Than "a couple units are available but nobody except the wealthy and real estate investment firms can afford them." Since that's the position we've been in for years and SOMEHOW the ✨invisible hand of the market✨ hasn't magically made landlords lower rent to something tenable for the average American/Canadian/Australian? There's no magic solution here, but frankly I'm bewildered by the amount of people who believe the issues inherent to rent control/stable housing (like shortages/black market deals) would be WORSE than those of the current housing crisis.
#sorry just had to vent#I wonder if anyone currently stuck paying 50% or more of their monthly income on rent believes this bs
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Aw man...
#Vent incoming wee woo wee woo#Goooood man I feel so. Stressed and anxious cuz of my job#I hate it. I hate trying not to cry every 5 minutes#I hate the feeling in my chest. It's like someone is poking really hard into it#It's almost suffocating#I feel awful. Every little thing makes me angry. I don't want to be angry at ppl who did nothing wrong. I don't want to be like this#I really wish I wasn't like this. Why can't I be more calm and normal#I feel like I need a good cry. But I don't have anywhere to go for that#When I'm at home I don't feel like crying cuz I purposefully distract myself from stress#But I do feel like crying at work#But ofc I can't cry at work#And even at the end of the Day when going home I'm too tired to cry. Plus it would look weird for other ppl walking by...#I hate this. I get all stressed durring work but then I can't let it out#I have work rn. And tomorrow#I'm just gonna have to feel awful until my Days off come#God. I really hate venting. I don't like ppl seeing me like this but. I don't have anything else left to relieve the pain#I just don't know what to do anymore#Where to go#Whatever. This feeling will go away eventually#It will come back ofc#I just wish there was a better way to ease the pain. But again. I don't have a place for that#So I'll just have to seat w these feelings until they go away#I'll try to keep myself distracted. Which will be hard cuz I. Am at work. The place which makes me feel these things in the first place#But whatever! I'll try anyways#I'll look at art. Or I'll think about characters that I like...#Save me fictional characters. Save me!!#Anyways. Vent over 🎉
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Aiden and Ben were moving.
None of them really knew where, but they know that this hangout would be the last time they see eachother. It felt unreal, the simple fact of how none of them knew the next time they'll be able to meet. Maybe in a month, maybe in a year.
The hangout was fun, it was like all of their other hangouts. It was like nothing was wrong, like nothings going to change. At the end was when the tears started to flow. The cousins were leaving early in the morning, so none of them would get a chance to say goodbye.
Ashlyn despised physical contact with people. She hated the way it made her skin crawl and how people would do it without asking her first. But this time, she clung onto Aiden almost as if she let go he would disappear. As embarrassing as it is to admit, she was crying. They all were. They knew that the group would never be the same again, not without their presence. The group will no longer be complete.
After they all said their goodbyes, Ashlyn stayed up in her room, not saying a word. They were really gone. No more of Aiden's bad jokes and no more of Ben's baking. Sobs shook her body, as the realization finally set in.
They were gone and she's never felt more alone
#Vent incoming#So this is based off of what happened to me today#One of my close friends is moving to America#And today was the last time I'm gonna be able to see her#And I'm gonna rlly miss her#So I'm projecting#school bus graveyard#school bus graveyard webtoon#aiden clark#ashlyn banner#ben clark#tyler hernandez#logan fields#taylor hernandez#sbg (webtoon)#sbg
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#vent incoming#so keep scrolling if u dont like vents#but ummmm#life is hard ! 🥲#its really kicking my fucking ass rn no joke#going out of town again even tho i hust came back#im stressing and these feelings in the pit of my stomach is making me sick#and im not ready for any of the bullshit that comes with seeing my family esp during an emotional time with everyone#i seriously am losing my shit#im sorrycif my art gets weird#weirder ! *#i will tag things of course#lmk if the shit ive been drawing now needs to be tagged a certain way#i am just really gling thru it and idk if ill ever be okay#pls dont feel pressured to reach out#i just need to get this shit out somewhere#i want to scream until my throat is raw and pull my hair until i have none left#im normal and sane 🥲🥲🥲#time to make my favs suffer
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#im 25 and have never been at a job nor had a relationship for longer than a year#and yea ik blah blah blah life isnt all about having a job or a romantic partner blah blah#but like#it still sucks?#mostly the job part#(idrc anymore about relationships)#but i need fucking income#im living off welfare and my mother#its not fair to her#sometimes i genuinely just want to end it because whats the fucking point#id never do it bc im a coward and freak out if i even have a small health scare that could potentially harm me in any way-#ugh#i dont even want to go to college bc wtf would i even do????#and again#ive never been at a job longer than a year#so imagine spending upwards of 10-20k (at LEAST) on a degree#be lucky enough to actually GET THE JOB#and then quit or be fired after 3 months.#WHAT'S THE FUCKING POINT#ive been bed ridden for 7 years now#cuz of my mental illnesses#anyways#lol#vent#its hitting me hard tonight
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Oh, “Deltarune tomorrow” this, “GTA6 got delayed again” that, “we’re getting Silksong-” well how about we shut up for five minutes??? I don’t even mean this in a rude way, as it is perfectly fine to be excited about something new, but if it’s the only thing you ever talk about until it releases then you need to chill the hell out. I’m so tired of obsessing over something for so long that I’m disappointed when I finally get to experience the fucking thing because I’ve made up this perfect image of it with thousands of what-ifs and theories. Half of the time I don’t even know when something releases until people say “we’ve been waiting so long for (blank)” and I’m just wondering when the goddam idea was even conceived. It’s also SO horrible and rotting for your brain that unless you have the capacity for hyperfixation of a GOD, then you will fell burnt out about said thing and you will go into a recessive slump because it doesn’t bring you the happiness that it did before. I also know exactly how that would feel because it’s happened to me before and it sucks like a motherfucker. Please think about anything else for any allotted amount of time, or god forbid be bored for a second (it’s good for you, I promise), I am literally begging you.
#text#discussion#rant incoming#fandom rant#rant post#sorry for the rant#mini rant#rant#ed rant#personal rant#vent post#personal vent#vent#cw vent#vent blog#be boring#its okay to be bored sometimes like it literally helps your brain to relax#deltarune tomorrow#deltarune#gta#gta 6#hollow knight#silksong#hyperfixation#me when i post#sorry for being annoying#why am i posting this#why am i like this#tw swearing#swearing warning
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