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i am about to be so, so annoying about the fact* that Bellara has OCD
*(is it canon?? no. but is it a fact?? also no except that it is) /hj
#like listen lol#i’m not speaking as someone who doesn’t have OCD by the way. i do and it’s really hard!!#and just the way she latches on to certain ideas around things/people/events that are important to her#i’m thinking like her trauma w cyrian and also her anxiety about forgetting things or being socially unacceptable in some way#and she’s downright obsessive about some of these thoughts it seems to me#and then some of the things she does in response seem very compulsive—that Bellara would be REALLY distressed if she was prevented-#-(in some sense) from doing the compulsive thing#i’m thinking early stages of her personal quest where she *insists* checking on the stability of the veil jumpers’ artifacts *herself* and-#-in very particular ways for example!!#anyway there are a million of these i’m gonna start making a list and then i will be so so so annoying about her i adore her 😭💖✨#antares speaks#bellara lutare#davg#davg spoilers#i swear to god if any of you weirdos in the tags act like assholes about this—#i simply will not give a shit bc it’s block on sight in my house 😌✨🚫
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Working on my javascript for my web page. Turns out I have the perfect kind of setup to accomplish some of the project requirements, specifically with even handlers and user interactions
My website, conceptually, will load a different employee details page depending on what employee name is clicked on. But I need to load it dynamically (instead of hard-coding it) so that the user can add or delete employees & it'll be able to still load the relevant shit.
So! Only one employee details page, but depending on how it's loaded, it'll load a different employee's information. Still working on getting down Exactly how to do it (I'm thinking using URL parameters that'll read a different object depending on what ID is used)
It's entirely doable. In fact, it's probably extremely common to do in web pages. No one wants to hard-code information for every new object. Of course not. And thus the usefulness of dynamic javascript stuff.
I can do this. I can very much do this.
#speculation nation#i wasnt very good when i got home and i read fanfic for a while#then took a nap. and now im up again and Getting To Work.#i dont have to have this 100% perfect for final submission just yet. bc final submission isnt today.#but i need to have my final presentation over my thing done by noon (11 hours from now)#and im presenting TODAY. and part of that will be giving a live demo of my project website#so. i need to have all of the core functionality of my website down at the Very Least#might not be perfect yet. but by god if im gonna show up to my presentation with my website not working.#i need to have the employee list lead to employee details with personalized information displayed per employee#i need to create an add employee field that will Actually add an employee. using a form.#and that employee will need to show up on the list and have a new id and everything. the works.#need to set it up so that employees can be deleted. shouldnt be too much extra.#and it would be . interesting. to give an actual 'login' pop-up when someone clicks on the login button#with some kind of basic info as the login parameters. this cant be that hard to code.#the project requirements are: implement 5 distinct user interactions using javascript. at least 3 different eventhandlers#at least 5 different elements with which interaction will trigger an event handler. page modification & addition of new elements to pages#3 different ways of selecting elements. one selection returning collection of html elements with customized operations on each...#hm. customized operations on each... the example given is a todo list with different styles based on if an item is overdue or not#i wonder if my personalized detail page loading would count for this... i also have some extra info displayed for each#but i specifically want the employees to be displayed in the list uniformly. that's kinda like. The Thing.#actually im poking around on my web pages i made previously and i do quite enjoy what i set up before.#need to modify the CSS for the statistics page and employee details to make it in line with what i actually wanted for it#maybe put a background behind the footer text... i tried it before & it was iffy in how it displayed...#but it looks weird when it overlaps with a page's content. idk that's just me being particular again.#theres also data interchange as a requirement. but that should be easy if i set an initial employee list as a json file#good god im going to have to think of so much extra bullshit for these 10 made up employees#wah. this is going to be a lot of work. but. im going to do it. i just wont get very much sleep tonight.#that's ok tho. ive presented under worse conditions (cough my all nighter when i read 3gun vol 10 and cried my eyes out)#and this is going to be the last night like this of my schooling career. the very last one.#just gotta stay strong for one more night 💪💪💪
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footnotes arent enough I need you to talk to me like im fucking Amelia Bedelia
#this isn’t about anything in particular btw. I just have to add a lot of memos when I’m doing things because some things are done a certain#way and it isn’t explained well in the instructions. like my mom has instructions on her baking recipes right#but when it says stuff like add dry ingredients to wet ingredients it also means you don’t dump it in one go you add it slowly by portion#this is probably why I find videos and demonstrations the most helpful when I learn something. like I almost always ask someone to show me#how they do it because there could be something they do that’s already second nature and wouldn’t really be considered in an explanation yk#I don’t think I’m an exception either. when the rice is done cooking I divide it into 4 quarters to bless it#but there are a million ways to divide rice and it makes me think that one persons way of doing it or not doing it all is just as valid#theres also technically no wrong way to divide rice afaik. this means either all ways of dividing rice is safe or valid until we find some#universally terrible way of dividing rice. until that happens nobody really thinks about specifying HOW you divide the rice#source: I have anxiety starting and doing things for the first time because I got way too many people yell at me NONONO WHAT ARE YOU DOING#THATS WRONG while I’m in the middle of doing the thing. I would rather have people think I’m either very stupid or overly specific#than go thru the panic inducing fear of ‘YOURE DOING THIS WRONG OMG WHY DIDNT YOU ASK AHEAD OF TIME THIS WILL BE FUCKED UP FOREVER’ 🧍#nothing wrong if you don’t give something a second thought because you’re so used to it. but I can and will ask about it and I don’t think I#really should feel bad about it if I don’t know enough to dispute it. idk#the other way around I try to be as specific as possible and word things in a way that people who might not get where I’m coming from will#understand. but the problem with that is my explanations tend to be lengthy and I lose them either way 🗿#Im. trying to work on that using examples and stuff because they seem to work the best#but if I could write everything down on a word doc and beam it into your melon that would save both of us time and embarassment#im rambling the short version is I have adhd#yapping
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Hi Citrus what are your opinions on morality 'discourse' in fandom (i.e. people debating over whether or not a character is morally good or bad). Because watching the IASIP fandom from afar has made me realize that discussing a character's morality sort of pisses me off especially since everyone is so decisive about whether or not a person is Good or Bad
personally ii think its interesting even if it does also annoy me sometimes as well, it just pretty much depends on how the person talks about it
i do personally like to analyze a characters morality as well so it would be hypocritical of me to say everyone who does it sucks, however, its one of those things where i only like it if either i or a select few ppl talk about it (like how i am with uu) esp since i analyze it the same way i do with dnd characters -- that is to say i think its influencial to the character but not the end all be all, final product is worth more than the sum of its parts and all that, and ppl who do it any other way (esp if they use it as the sole/main measure of whether to hate a character or not) annoy me greatly
that being said, the main way i like bad guy/good guy analysis is through meta analysis as in what the analyzer themselves are saying (which is probs why i hate the example given above above) which probably isnt that much of a surprise to you since youre aware of my inclinations lol
#mine.ask#minidoons#theres a lot of things you can glean out of someone through their analysis which i find pretty interesting#for example ppl who have hardline conditions of good and evil tend to be either reactionary; hypocrites; deeply repressed;#have severely unchecked moral ocd; scared shitless of cancel culture;#and/or have been traumatized by authority figures for being ''wrong''#the way its talked about also tends to speak about the wider culture of at least that fandom in particular#which i akso find interesting#i understand if you hate it tho it can get very annoying very fast lol#i just have a wide bandwidth for annoying discourse cause im quite voyeuristic when it cones to other ppls thoughts#even the ones i hate
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Look I love adam conover as much as anyone else but I gotta say “celebrity power as union praxis” has gotta be one of the most underwater takes I’ve ever seen
#like I’m sorry. celebrity culture didn’t *just* die bc of capitalism and in fact it’s still thriving#he’s right about how studios are putting IP over people and that in particular is important to point out#but it’s not like that’s the only thing that is destroying celebrities prospects in holding star power it’s like. just the fact that#most of them genuinely are shit these days and they definitely do abuse their power in a lot of situations#and genuinely like (and I know this sounds odd coming from me) but I don’t think star power is a good way to motivate people to see movies#either anymore. like it always has and always will be a healthy mix of that and just. good storycraft#and like specifically he used the example of leonardo di caprio that he’ll ‘see anything the guy is in’ and like homie. he breaks up with#the women he dates when they hit 25 dude like that’s just weird behavior that doesn’t sit right with people#and sure like I know on my end (and I feel like this belongs in a broader conversation on people having too much of an expectation on#everyone elce to cancel certain figures bc of their own stigmata and such) but that one especially I think is such a bad example to use in#order to prove that point like. that ain’t it chief#like I just don’t agree that old starpower was really *that* empowering always and frankly a lot of old stars suffered more than they should#for standing up for rights. time and time again. and a lot of them even couldn’t in spite of being very big (judy garland. among a number of#women celebrities come to mind)
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you know what would have been really cool if they wanted a franchise "reset"? a dragon age game set in the age of andraste. that way they wouldn't have to worry about whether past choices matter because they haven't happened yet but it also avoids the problem that andromeda has (in the sense that it doesn't really feel like it's actually the same setting as mass effect) because the narrative would still be deeply tied to the lore of the original games
#in a way i think me4 has a decent idea with setting it in the far future...#but i'm thinking they're going to overcorrect the issues with andromeda and just bring shepard back#and it's most likely going to be shepard without all the companions 'cause they'll all be dead except liara and possibly wrex#which is just sad#i dunno best case scenario to me is to tell a new story but that still feels tied to the original story#basically pick an element of the original story that's interesting but hasn't been explored in depth yet and tell that story#plus i love all the lore around andraste so that'd be very cool for me in particular lol#she's like if jesus was also joan of arc... 😂#honestly tho bioware could mess up any story at this point because the real problem is the massive sanitization#and how hard they try to avoid actually saying anything#i haven't played datv but there are so many examples for me in dai already#half the time i ask a companion a question and they don't even actually answer it#they just go around it or say they don't know or don't want to tell me#like they basically just neglected to actually write the dialogue#boring corporate soulessness#dragon age#dragon age critical
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I'm a Miku/Teto truther but I like the idea of Miku/Neru too lol
I like everyone in Triple Baka and I love Triple Baka as a group. They're special to me 🥰
#my rambles#i have some very specific 'groupings' i have them in for some reason lol#in particular i mainly see triple baka as a friend group.#if it's all 3 of them then they're goofing off and being chaotic#and i mainly actually ship SynthV Teto with Miku#SV Teto is basically Miku's gf in my head#i'll make art about that soon. you will see.#UTAU Teto I wasn't sure if i shipped her with Miku since I didn't in the past but#since SV Teto jumpstarted the ship for me and my random fanfic got attention for some reason#i've been really into UTAU Teto x Miku as well xD#UTAU Teto is just more lowkey about it#when it comes to Triple Baka yuri therefore#it looks like this#UTAU Teto -> Miku <- Neru#arrows meaning they like Miku lol#i like Miku with a lot of people (like Miku x Haku for example)#but not the other way around (I only ship Teto with Miku mainly)#just wanted to make a post abt that somewhere and this is where i do it#also funny that on the sliding scale of tsundere that both Teto and Neru r apparently on it#i wasnt as imaginative with Teto in the past and only saw her as the cute/silly archetype#but since i heard her voice and saw her new design. well#i was very impressed. i like her lots 🥰 (understatement)#i just think it's funny who Miku surrounds herself with lmao#or rather. they're the ones who r drawn to Miku 😂#can you tell how much i like Miku yet www
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What I rly need to do is write up a thing abt this excerpt I read in one of the novels …. Ah it was so good I was filled with such emptiness and dread and suicidal ideation as soon as I read it … i have a final to take later (and get I am awake at nearly 4am) so after I get home from that maybe I will…
#i don’t want to like project my hcs too much#but it resonates so strongly with bpd i feel sick#one day maybe I’ll write up a thing going thru each bpd diagnostic criteria and use the novel to show examples of each…#although for some of them i might be reaching a little#fwiw I think that the dsm criteria leaves out a lot of big symptoms#er i guess just very particular ways that bpd manifests as compared to other mental illnesses#but i also project a little bit onto him and I’ve been doing it over the years so much I don’t know where to draw those lines anymore 😓#I just know there was a big post on here years ago that made me first think of it#but iirc the op ended up being a bitch abt other izaya cluster b headcanons sooo im making a post myself#ppl don’t know how to behave when it comes to pds… sad!#me personally I think izaya gets passed around like a blunt between all the cluster bs except hpd#but I only have ‘expertise’ in one of them so I only consider myself certified to talk abt bpd izaya#at any rate. it’s nearly 4 I can’t stop thinking about izaya I need to sleep goodbjghf
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not me constantly putting mass effect, zelda, and pathologic examples in my classes and showing my entire ass over and over and over............
#thoughts#shitpost#strangely enough I put a lot of untitled goose game too???#I don't know why I didn't even play it that much....#it's just a very well executed concept what can I say#OF COURSE there is some edith finch/brothers/etc all the narrative designer Classics#I never put examples from the games I worked on....... I have too much beef with them.....#maybe I will once the next one is released but my two “big” ones I'm like...... trying to find an extract on youtube....#.....and then the cringe wins.....#(I mean I could use them as a way to critique what I think doesn't work BUT that's cowardly and not super professional I think)#(given those decisions weren't mine --I'd be throwing colleagues under the bus and that's not nice)#but that's so funny I'll be like#HEY so think about family dynamics in your worldbuilding#for NO REASON in particular here are. salarians.#there are just a RANDOM EXAMPLE. don't overthink it. I certainly. have not. spent the last decade thinking about them.#did you know the way they reproduce is called haplodiploidy --no wait come back I'm NORMAL I swear 😭😭😭
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Being bilingual is great bc I can justify watching the same 6 hours of content for the third time in 10 days to see how they translated the dialogue <3
#ok jokes aside I am actually very inchrested#I checked out the subtitles on my. first two . watches but just for the parts#where they were talking about characters using they/them#(they did a phenomenal job of constructing sentences in a way that omitted gendered language#while making it sound natural)#NOT an easy thing to do in russian and I am very impressed#not even like. oh well Most of the time#as far as I can tell beelezebub for example doesn't get gendered even once#(plus other characters too)#now I'm gonna see how they did the rest of the dialogue#I will probably not like it. but that is bc I am particular about my wording#and I am also not a professional translator#we will see
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I don't know, it's silly, but I really love this story. I fell in love with the details and how everything cohered beyond my expectations, how the little details in worldbuilding made big things click and make sense even though they seemed typical fiction "too much but you have to suspend belief" things at first. And I actually honestly think most of the things some parts of fandom complain about are not only coherent, but some of the best more nuanced aspects of the writing. Everything that I thought and interpreted, even to the most minute details, was confirmed. Even, again, to the most minute details I loved but thought I was being stupid for paying so much attention to, because surely they couldn't mean as much as I thought they did. Yet they did.
#I truly love this story‚ and I've fallen in love with the characters and their dynamics#And it's frustrating that this is a gacha game that I didn't trust at all to begin with#but even less so now that the story is being so loudly criticised because it didn't turn out as people wanted#I already expected things to stop making sense with some time as it always happens with long serialised things made to sell#but I hate that now I fear it will happen sooner‚ that they'll change things that will ruin the continuity or flatten the characters#All because people only read the two things very directly related to what interests them#and with preconditioned views on what they'll interpret#All the while criticising that one has to dig the story through fragments‚ scraps‚ off-hand comments made by the NPCs and so on#And I understand not liking a story told this way‚ but that's the core of this story in particular and why it works#And it's done very well and very cleverly#It's frustrating to see people who have not approached the text as it ought to be criticise the story and characters for what it is not#and for not turning out to be what they thought it would when they didn't even think at all because it was all a bit a hive mind thing#And it's sad in many regards#I don't know. I think it's super neat that everything‚ from Ying.xing being able to craft weapons as well as delicate jade flasks#to Jingli.u moving in a much lighter way than Blade to name two examples‚ makes sense and is justified with the information of the text#in a way that works with and deepens the worldbuilding as well as the characterisation and throws light to what happened in the story#I can't even begin to tell the elation I've felt whenever I saw the little details I loved and gave weight to‚#all the while thinking I was giving them too much weight‚ turned out to have the importance I had given them#and click with everything else perfectly making a way more complex machinery‚ the sound of the gears more beautiful and harmonious#It makes me wish I could drink or kiss this story#I feel I have a string in my chest and the reverberations cause my blood to vibrate and the vibration is the echo of this story#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later
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I was looking at some lob corp reviews earlier and the biggest thing that kept catching me off guard was how many ppl talked abt the game running poorly. Maybe I just have low standards but I always was impressed by how well it ran on my laptop that runs most games at like 5 frames per second, like it took quite a bit for the frame rate to notably dip, and Ive never had the game crash on me even when I actively pushed it's limits. I know there's some memory leak issues but I guess I always assumed any performance stuff was minor and just caused by keeping the game open for super long periods of time, I would have never thought of that as a particularly noticable part of lob corps jank
#rat rambles#lobotomy posting#and to be clear Ive played lob corp for hours at a time and Ive never felt like the game was chugging that much#like I rly only had noticable frame rate drops when having like 50 agents attack smth at once#also even outside of that I feel like ppl treat lob corp as if its Way more janky than it actually is tbh#like dont get me wrong. it has jank. obvious jank. criminal jank. but its not like. constant or even as common as ppl act like it is#its mostly seen in certain mechanics just. straight up not working. but outside of two examples most of them are very minor#now the two exceptions are. pretty bad. the stupid bracelet in particular is Really bad. but yknow.#theres other miscellaneous glitches and visual errors but none of them caused me any real problems#I also think ppl generally exaggerate how hard lob corp is but tbf I agree that the hardest stuff is a bit overtuned#cough cough binah#generally tho the main glaring flaw of lob corp to me is that it doesnt make it clear at all that you literally Have to reset shit#like once you understand the core gameloop and that youre meant to memory repository and do day one resets when you get stuck the game#becomes a Lot easier like you super dont have to deal with shit you arent ready for yet its not meant to be unfair in it's difficulty#like genuinely most of the game is a normal fun amount of difficulty its just a few specific fights and challenges that get stupid hard#it just rarely feels properly unfair imo#in general I feel like a lot of games that ppl call too hard just straight up. arent.#like every time I see someone calm oni too hard I shrivel inside a bit#same with rain world neither games are nearly as hard as ppl act like they are they just are built to have a learning curve#youre meant to experiment and learn in these games and ig a lot of ppl think that means theyre too hard#like ofc they wont be for everyone but that's not a fault of the game I think
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we've found it folks: mcmansion heaven
Hello everyone. It is my pleasure to bring you the greatest house I have ever seen. The house of a true visionary. A real ad-hocist. A genuine pioneer of fenestration. This house is in Alabama. It was built in 1980 and costs around $5 million. It is worth every penny. Perhaps more.
Now, I know what you're thinking: "Come on, Kate, that's a little kooky, but certainly it's not McMansion Heaven. This is very much a house in the earthly realm. Purgatory. McMansion Purgatory." Well, let me now play Beatrice to your Dante, young Pilgrim. Welcome. Welcome, welcome, welcome.
It is rare to find a house that has everything. A house that wills itself into Postmodernism yet remains unable to let go of the kookiest moments of the prior zeitgeist, the Bruce Goffs and Earthships, the commune houses built from car windshields, the seventies moments of psychedelic hippie fracture. It is everything. It has everything. It is theme park, it is High Tech. It is Renaissance (in the San Antonio Riverwalk sense of the word.) It is medieval. It is maybe the greatest pastiche to sucker itself to the side of a mountain, perilously overlooking a large body of water. Look at it. Just look.
The inside is white. This makes it dreamlike, almost benevolent. It is bright because this is McMansion Heaven and Gray is for McMansion Hell. There is an overbearing sheen of 80s optimism. In this house, the credit default swap has not yet been invented, but could be.
It takes a lot for me to drop the cocaine word because I think it's a cheap joke. But there's something about this example that makes it plausible, not in a derogatory way, but in a liberatory one, a sensuous one. Someone created this house to have a particular experience, a particular feeling. It possesses an element of true fantasy, the thematic. Its rooms are not meant to be one cohesive composition, but rather a series of scenes, of vastly different spatial moments, compressed, expanded, bright, close.
And then there's this kitchen for some reason. Or so you think. Everything the interior design tries to hide, namely how unceasingly peculiar the house is, it is not entirely able to because the choices made here remain decadent, indulgent, albeit in a more familiar way.
Rare is it to discover an interior wherein one truly must wear sunglasses. The environment created in service to transparency has to somewhat prevent the elements from penetrating too deep while retaining their desirable qualities. I don't think an architect designed this house. An architect would have had access to specifically engineered products for this purpose. Whoever built this house had certain access to architectural catalogues but not those used in the highest end or most structurally complex projects. The customization here lies in the assemblage of materials and in doing so stretches them to the height of their imaginative capacity. To borrow from Charles Jencks, ad-hoc is a perfect description. It is an architecture of availability and of adventure.
A small interlude. We are outside. There is no rear exterior view of this house because it would be impossible to get one from the scrawny lawn that lies at its depths. This space is intended to serve the same purpose, which is to look upon the house itself as much as gaze from the house to the world beyond.
Living in a city, I often think about exhibitionism. Living in a city is inherently exhibitionist. A house is a permeable visible surface; it is entirely possible that someone will catch a glimpse of me they're not supposed to when I rush to the living room in only a t-shirt to turn out the light before bed. But this is a space that is only exhibitionist in the sense that it is an architecture of exposure, and yet this exposure would not be possible without the protection of the site, of the distance from every other pair of eyes. In this respect, a double freedom is secured. The window intimates the potential of seeing. But no one sees.
At the heart of this house lies a strange mix of concepts. Postmodern classicist columns of the Disney World set. The unpolished edge of the vernacular. There is also an organicist bent to the whole thing, something more Goff than Gaudí, and here we see some of the house's most organic forms, the monolith- or shell-like vanity mixed with the luminous artifice of mirrors and white. A backlit cave, primitive and performative at the same time, which is, in essence, the dialectic of the luxury bathroom.
And yet our McMansion Heaven is still a McMansion. It is still an accumulation of deliberate signifiers of wealth, very much a construction with the secondary purpose of invoking envy, a palatial residence designed without much cohesion. The presence of golf, of wood, of masculine and patriarchal symbolism with an undercurrent of luxury drives that point home. The McMansion can aspire to an art form, but there are still many levels to ascend before one gets to where God's sitting.
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Hey. You know how laws against queer people never really mask off say that they're for queer persecution? You know how they always have to wrap it in a layer of "saving the children" or "protecting women", when the goal is actually the destruction of queer groups without actually any improvements to the lives of children or women? You know how the cherry pick examples without context of queer people committing horrible Acts, most of the times in completely false ways, try and make their point?
A bill to destroy biomedical research as we know it just got introduced to Congress with a similar tactic.
The SPARE act would ban all use of vertebrate animals for biomedical research in the United states. It's dressed in language of animal welfare, into aims to tap into the public lack of knowledge about how animal research is used and why is necessary. Not easier, necessary.
I can go into great detail about why this is, but I'm going to put this as simply as possible. There is an inherent paradox to not using animals for biomedical research. If you know enough about a factor or disease or whatever, that you are studying, replicated in a model system and no, for a fact that this model system reflects the reality of how that factor operates in a complete organism, then you know enough about that factor by definition to none use an animal. And therefore, no research is even necessary. If something is being researched, somewhere in the thread of that research, there will be an animal study involved. Maybe not in that particular paper, maybe not in that particular research group, but something that group cites, some continuation of that research, some thing that is necessary to actually provide a meaningful understanding about human or animal biology, must involve a research animal at some point in the process.
Anyone who has done animal research understands this is the case. Anyone who has done animal research also understands that there are great standards put in place by University IACUCs to maintain ethical standards. Are there lapses? Of course. And you're about to hear about *all* of them, without context, without the thousands of examples of lives that have been saved by disease research. And of course, we already *have* systems of accountability.
Animal testing is a delicate topic across the political spectrum. And for good reason. However, I don't think very many people outside of the field truly understand how necessary it is to gain literally any understanding about biological systems, nor the systems of accountability that already exist to ensure it's done ethically and meaningfully.
The goal is destruction of research science in this country. If this bill passes I'm genuinely doubtful that I will ever be able to be employed in this country again.
Please, PLEASE urge your representatives to do something about this.
Oh and by the way- if you needed any indication that this law is bullshit and they don't care about animal welfare, any testing on military and police animals is a specifically allowed exception.
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Suppose you are in a superposition of any greater than zero number of gender(s), whose behaviour is only absolute upon observation, and depending on the underlying behaviour of each state, it is either immutable, or malleable. A riddle then, person reading this: How can you PROVE someone's gender 'state' as immutable, WITHOUT OBSERVING OR DEFINING them, AND WITHOUT asking that someone AND/OR someone other than yourself WHAT OBSERVATIONS and DEFINITIONS for gender ARE, AND WITHOUT REFERING to any PRE-EXISTING OBSERVATIONS and DEFINITIONS for gender? There is not a single way of gender and human gender, in which we've applied gender and gender as a concept applies to us, that simply DOES NOT CHANGE. Our 'human' definitions of gender CAN CHANGE, DO CHANGE, AND WILL CHANGE, because gender, not just human gender, is fundamentally inherantly, a collection of OBSERVED and DEFINED traits and behaviours, which itself is inherantly unbreakably subjective to all possible configurations within that collection. Call your friends eggs. Thanks for coming to my lecture
#my true statement upon the call your friends eggs discussion context i am a very transgender woman#im sure this is poorly worded in ways but i hope it makes some amount of sense. the whole debate just sounds like another way that the#general and pervasive hatred of transgender existance latches itself onto things very particular to the current culture of being transgende#we and particularly speaking as a transgender woman upon transgender existance really cannot have anything can we. its all eventually going#to be misinterpretted and turned against us eventually like. this is just another example of that broadly presently and in history really#people just hate transgender people at the end of the day. call your friends eggs. don't waste your time with someone who doesnt understand#the statement when explained. and if youre asking me dont bother explaining if they dont get it the first time
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if sex is no big deal and just a normal thing like having dinner with someone, how do you square that with the belief that children can't consent to sex? Like idk this whole thing of "sex is a normal act like any other and we shouldn't treat it differently" makes me soo uncomfortable because i feel like it's really obviously not in a lot of situations? Otherwise what's the difference between being told by my boss to have lunch with one of our prospective clients being told by my boss to blow one of our prospective clients? :/
let's take your dinner example to its logical conclusion, because you are on to something here, but I don't think quite in the way that you think.
children are forced to eat food that they this really dislike (due to sensory issues, allergies, or just run of the mill unfamiliarity) quite regularly by their caregivers. they are also sometimes denied the right to eat because they didn't behave the way their caretakers liked, and sent to bed hungry, or barred from eating food that they can handle, and instead left to go hungry because they won't eat food they can't handle.
treatment like this causes a lot of food issues and trauma to children. It exacerbates eating disorders and erodes a child's sense of their own body autonomy. It can also cause children to have nutritional issues and a scarcity mentality around food that can be really damaging to them.
similarly, people are forced to share meals with people who they are viscerally uncomfortable around all the time too, often to extreme negative effects. employees are forced to sit down with clients who debase them or harass them. Young people in particular are forced into sharing tables with relatives who have crossed their boundaries, insulted them, abused them, bullied them, and whom they want nothing to do with. people in recovery from eating disorders are surrounded by co-workers, family members, or friends at meal times who speak about calories and weight loss and comment on their own bodies and other people's bodies in incredibly invasive and triggering ways that often make them feel way worse, and make taking care of their own bodies far more difficult.
when a powerful institution wants to exert control over other people, they also often do so using food. prisoners are given almost no control over the kind of food they eat, and are often given very low quality food that is in a disgusting condition, or that violates their own nutritional requirements or religious beliefs. patients in hospitals and in mental institutions are also subjected to such treatment, and people in poverty are expected to eat anything that they are given without complaint. It is an extension of their dehumanization to control and limit the kinds of food they're allowed to access, and how and when they are permitted to eat.
each of these experiences surrounding food can be incredibly violating and harmful. food is quite frequently a tool of control and abuse. yet it is not because there is some magical quality to food or to dinners that make them uniquely fraught with the potential for trauma. these experiences are traumatic because they involve a violation of a person's body autonomy, and a lack of social power.
sex isn't any different from dinner. we just have a series of cultural beliefs surrounding it that make the pressure involving sex something that's both a lot more acknowledged, and mostly encountered in the private realm.
Sex is treated as an almost magical thing, at once both sinister and sacrosanct, and so people are primed to see the potential for harm in it, and it is frequently used as a tool for harming people because it is so loaded, but that doesn't mean there aren't abuses involving every other mundane human activity that we simply are conditioned to ignore because doing so is so normal.
People's body autonomy surrounding food is violated traumatically all the fucking time. unfortunately because we consider dinner to be a neutral activity and sex to be this incredibly fraught and almost magical one, we ignore the massive amounts of coercion, pressure, and violation surrounding food.
your boss shouldn't be able to force you to get dinner with someone. and people are uncomfortable with discussions about body autonomy that neutralize sex, because it forces them to confront how little freedom we actually have in every facet of our lives.
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