#AAARghh

[carsickcrow]

said this to my friend today but once again. it is insane to me how evidently difficult it is for people to get my pronouns right. i use he/she. but i’d literally be cool with anything Except they/them. and people know this. but yet! some friends still default to they every single time they refer to me. and they know they’re wrong so they correct themselves and they’re all silly and dramatic about it and like yeah. funny bit to whatever i’m glad you know you’re wrong but COME ON. it’s been Months and you still can’t do it on the first try. and it’s only one fucking set of pronouns that i don’t like. i’m giving you so many options to be right and everyone has to get it wrong first. you could use he/him. you could use she/her. preferably you would use he and she interchangeably but i guess that’s probably more than people can handle if they can’t even avoid they/them-ing me. you could use it/its and i’d honestly be happy. you could use some random neopronouns. and i’d be a little confused or surprised perhaps, but like my point is. i’m good with anything BUT they/them and yet. certain people can’t get that in their heads after months and months.

[roguishwretches]

I just discovered Early Access Wyll and his character has way more flavor than what we got?? I mean, don't get me wrong I love release Wyll but he's definitely pushed to the side. Making him such an obviously flawed character and beefing with the goblins in Act I would've been so interesting but aaaaaahhhh........

He would've been a second Astarion to me if the core elements of EA Wyll were kept but nooo people complained too much about it :/

[ebitenpura]

oh fuck i forgot to explain again lana's the commander in kotfeet and eight's just like. the outlander (the guy who kills everything) WHATEVER WHATEVER reading comp they can figure it out. i hope

[witchblade]

[kaycstrikesagain]

Trump... please consider??

[fuckwhoeverpickedallthefunnyurls]

The final scene between Jinx and Silco was....something yeah

[yaegeram]

One day I will infodump to all of you about my own TLOZ game I've come up with in my little head. It's called "Loz: illusions of light" and it's very silly and cool and like a mixture of totk, twilight princess, majora's mask and elden ring (vibes only, it's not supposed to be a souls-like) . ONE DAY. ONE DAY I'LL TELL YOU ABOUT IT WHEN I CAN FORM COHERENT THOUGHTS ABOUT IT!!!!!

[rattenpelz]

cis ppl are so dense i just introduced myself as theo during this trainee seminar and the guy asked me if he should call me my fucking name

[hi-i-vent-here]

/this is just a dumb vent blog/

I really like my friends, and I really want to open up to them.

But, everytime the conversation starts to become more "intimate", more personal, more vulnerable, I run away or brush it off with a joke. I have no problem with them coming up to me to talk about their struggles, I think it's good they trust me, but I just CAN'T open up! I want to reach out, but at the same time I "enjoy" suffering alone.

Being miserable alone it's such a familiar sensation.

The CPTSD got worst recently, I keep re-living the horrible things that happended to me, it never goes away, I'm never going to be safe.

This month was just autism, some seasonal depression, and turning eighteen years old.

18:50 ======

I can't stop freaking out over commissions, I'm doing everything to advertise my work and I get a cool amount of attention in my art posts but still it's so difficult, mostly mentally difficult. I can't stop thinking that "oh, people know I'm struggling to sell my art, they know I'm failing, they pity me, what am I doing wrong?" and yeah, not good. I say, I remind people but still.

Maybe it's more difficult selling to foreigners? But when I sold to people from my country it was sooo difficult. I see other people selling so much more and I know I'm a failure. No highschool diploma, no money, no help.

And I just really want to move out next year, I NEED to move out, but I don't have money or a way to get a job, I'm trapped.

My head is always driving me insane, it takes these thoughts and re-think them over, and over, and over, and over again, trying to find a solution, but I only get more, and more hopeless. Then I re-think it again. It keeps me trapped in this circle, there are no solutions. There is only me, lying to myself, thinking I could be an artist or anything of worth.

My older brother said to me: " Y'know, I used to think you were so smart, but now I know you're no different than me or our middle brother".

He said that after I dropped out of highschool.

I did a great job at "homeschooling" myself tho, but it was never enough. I am never enough.

Tw self harm

I will not get much into this topic now, there is a lot to say, but what I will say is there's "failure" written in my skin, it's there for about one year, it never completely faded like the majority. I can still see some letters.

19:25 end

[florvaine]

i have NOTHING appropriate to say oh my god

[themiraclefish]

Did some rough chatnoir doodle lol

It's 12 am in the morning here lmaoo😂

[pusangkambing]

Common Miconceptions about qJaiden!

She likes or is proFederation! False!

-She is not fond of the federation at all and the only ones she truly cares about from them are the Cucurucho's, the ones she spent 2 weeks with in isolation, which obviously has problems of its own. She has stated and told people multiple times that only cucurcucho matters to her and not the federation as a whole.

If it doesnt matter to a character in the server or to you as a viewer and you align cucurucho the same as the federation, thats completely fair, but its important to include that distinction when talking about qjaiden's character as the difference is important to her and her perception.

She was raised/an experiment by the Federation/Cucurucho! Uncomfirmed!

-it has not been stated anywhere the true nature between qjaiden and cucurucho's/the Federation's past. All we know is that qJaiden "helped" the federation/cucurucho in some way and they need her help again. It is not canon that Cucurucho was ever her father figure nor that Jaiden is somehow a mother figure/caretaker of them.

qJaiden is naive! False!

-Jaiden is fully aware of cucurucho's wrong doings and is not naive about the fact that they may be manipulating her. Although she IS attached to them, remember that the whole reason she started working with the Federation is for the gauranteed safety of the eggs, which they failed to do. She is not ignorant of this fact btw, she's aware that they failed to keep their end of the bargain but she's also aware that she's gotten far with her relationship with the Cucurucho's and consequently the Federation, which she believes may be used to her advantage. She's also not always agreeing or in line with what Cucurucho does, as seen when she found out about the Happy Pills and Forever being drugged, which ended with her waiting for hours to confront Cucurucho in anger but spiraled to somewhat of a breakdown as she becomes scared and nervous and tells herself that she cannot mess up their relationship now as she has gotten so far. QJaiden is fully aware and understands the drastic consequences that her actions may take, she is not naive or ignorant.

Impromptu list because reasons. If im wrong about anything or if you want to add something then tell me!

[ace-and-the-rpg-horrors]

ALL OF THESE ARE SO SCARY. THEY WERE SHOWN TO US WHEN WE WERE LITTLE???

I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT AS CHILDREN. FOR ROAD SAFETY. WE WERE SHOWN "THE GIRL WHO DIDN'T DRESS BRIGHT IN THE DARK"

that shit is terrifying to me NOW

[littlebittyhollowbugs]

Grimm and Hollow? Or Grimm and Hornet??

I'll do both!

Grimm and Hollow:

On Hollow's side, there is mostly avoidance and distrust.

Hollow holds respect for all citizens of hallownest, and feels still that its duty and sole purpose is to protect the kingdom.

It sees Grimm (the nightmare heart) as a potential threat to the kingdom and is thus on guard when forced to be in his presence.

In our post-canon series, Grimm is disconnected from the heart and his godly power, in exchange for his and his troupe's freedom. He stays in Hallownest to help the kingdom to regrow, and even after all of this, Hollow (literally the world's most stubborn bug) continues to distrust him. (When Hollow makes up its mind about someone/something it is VERY difficult for that to ever change.)

On Grimm's side, he is polite to all, but does not go out of his way to interact with or entertain anyone uninterested in him.

He knows of Hollow's grudge against him and doesn't particularly care to be in Hollows or really anyone's (outside of his troupe's) good graces.

He does have some respect for the Hollow knight as a higher being, but nothing much beyond that.

As for Grimm and Hornet:

On Hornet's side, she felt almost the exact same way as Hollow concerning the troupemaster. Seeing him as an unwanted and untrustworthy intrusion upon hallownest...

At first!

In the latter half of our post-canon series there is an episode under the working title "Silk Circus" that centers around Hornet joining the grimm troupe circus.

Now, at this point in the series (three years post-canon), the troupe has been free a long time and has settled into New Hallownest.

Hornet still isn't fond of the circus, but while searching for sabatuers in her home of Deepnest at the same time as the circus happens to be performing there, she disguises as a member of their troupe.

Grimm knows her plan, and is very willing to assist her,

And while it's all supposed to be a cover in order to expose the criminal she is after, she ends up really enjoying performing (as an acrobat of course) And with the encouragement of Grimm and the troupe, continues to perform (still disguised) even after her mission is complete.

The episode is an essential piece of Hornet's personal arc that revolves around her unwillingness to allow herself enjoyment of life and its many pleasures.

Even while finally allowing herself freedom through performing, she still feels some guilt and the need to hide this side of her from most of her friends and family.

In the end, of course, her identity is revealed to them, and she is relieved to have their support. (Most of their support. There is some tension with the white lady still, but i can't get into that here.)

Hornet working in the circus and enjoying herself there even inspires Hollow to lighten up to the troupe a little bit.

On Grimm's side, after she joins the troupe, he becomes very supportive. He is impressed with her skill and is most pleased that she enjoys displaying it.

She doesn't perform with them except when they're performing in Deepnest (or other rare occasions) she has too much else to deal with. But he still considers her a part of the family. As he does all those who join his troupe.

When it comes to Grimm personally, there is still some distrust and hesitation on Hornet's end. (That's how she is), and he knows that.

It doesn't bother him. Ultimately he's a bit surprised that she has anything to do with him at all.

Grimm is an easy-going fellow. He accepts people as they are.

[justmwahstruly]

a little steampunk drop

these bitches gay—

whiteboard source yet again government secret 👁️👁️

[rielzero]

ayy here’s the revised version

I write poems that look like lyrics on occasion to express feelings, I have tons, which I don't share often.. It can get personal.

Text is also harder to trace back than a drawing after all.

I feel particularly inspired by BG3 lately, so here's one with Astarion's romance in mind.

If someone could sing it, that would be awesome, but also that would likely never happen. I'm sure they don't work.

Music content ID is very messy nowadays too. I don't feel comfortable with the idea someone makes money off the things I make when I can't earn money off it myself.

''Sunlit Skin''

Edit: i changed a few things, might reblog this post with a fixed version once I'm sure of the changes.