#And it's been going on fo like... Years

[themintman]

ok so I am debating bringing up ADHD with my therapist next time I see her so I'm like looking at the symptoms and I go to this website and it's long and there's text between each symptoms and their organized by age gener etc and im like "ew no wtf i cant read that thats so boring" and i go to pictures and see a pretty purple infograohic thats colour coded and am like yes thats bettee and the first thing i see on it is "gets bored easily" "struggles to stay on task" "short attention span" so like.. mega oops there

[aurenflare]

im this close to sending the author a 10 billion word tumblr ask abotu this fic will they think im annoying 🥺🥺

[cementcornfield]

speaking of ja'marr's clinginess and just...obsessive love for his friends (both irl and in fic and what we can do with it in fandom spaces. but that's not what this post is about). and like, in this whole situation. the package deal. you're not getting me without him. we're staying together for as long as we can. and you can picture how probably both tee and ja'marr are thinking of it as the other doing them a favor. like tee perhaps the most obvious "ja'marr is willingly risking his own ability to get signed by the team he loves just so that i get signed along with him" and ja'marr thinking "tee could try to get more money on the free market but he's choosing to stay with me" and they both think it's some great sacrifice on the others' part and what they're doing themselves is the most natural selfish thing in the world. am i making sense here?? is this thing on??

[bookhobbit]

Changes happening at work that have a chance (not a certainty; just a chance) of meaning I may not have enough work to do in the future. Every time this happens it sets off a cascade of suicidality feelings (I am physically safe and not making plans). This is surely not normal. I felt like this all the time when I was finishing my PhD and again, worse, when the company got bought out last year and we sort-of-not-exactly lost our jobs. It's like every time I have to think about the possibility of job-hunting I have an existential crisis and want to stop existing. It's all the same existential crisis that I can't seem to resolve and the same constant obsessing over what I could do to stop myself feeling trapped in a corner, it just kind of goes back down to a quieter level when things are more stable at the job. Just getting news that MIGHT lead to having less work (it might even lead to more work!!! we just don't have the data yet!) has put me back here which feels really stupid of me.

[binch-i-might-be]

okay so either 90% of all charging cables I own are fucked or my phone has stopped charging properly

[nyxi-pixie]

finished s3 and stand firm in shauna defense EASY WORK!!!!!!!!!!!

[the-physicality]

paige shouting out tash cloud at every opportunity....love that

[sanguineserrations]

Who thought it was a good idea to give the snarkiest vampire in existence access to Tumblr?

Oh it wasn't given to me, anon. Like all things worthy of having, I had to reach out and take it. Specifically from Gale's tent. It's not like he owns it, we all found the relic together!

He said it was a book of madness, of evil, hailing from the realm of T'um Bu Lar.

So of course I had to read it. And while he did lock it, did he really forget I know Knock? Besides, who is he to decide what the rest of us can and cannot read? Not like there's terribly much else to do at camp, if you don't enjoy listening to him and Halsin telling dad jokes to each other. It is an odd book, you know? Not like any I've used before. The left side has a picture box that changes, and on the middle left of the page is a hollow for a dark marble. I can take it out and it will make an image of wherever I am- it can even see me too, oddly enough.

First scrying orb I've run across that can do that. The script on the page is ever changing, and the right half of the book are letters as if they were testing a printing press- but when I touch them they appear on the left, letting me write messages to all of you whom I assume are trapped in the book.

Do you all enjoy it in there? In the realm of madness? Or are you all in some other world, some other land of T'um Bu Lar with your own notebooks?

[pinkcadillaccas]

Anyone else feeling the relentless march of time on this Saturday night

[seilon]

ive been GOT

[sanchoyo]

oh also I wanted to mention a lot of why I can do the webcomic is bc my job is remote and really lax in the sense that I can set my own hours and I’m at my desk all day and can kinda doodle when things are slow. And like.. whatever else can be said about the company or the work itself (lack of health insurance, low pay that means I can’t afford to move out..) I’m also so grateful for that aspect of it being relatively low effort just like..mentally. When I was still working at Walmart or some other places, I’d be too mentally drained to draw most days when I got home, even putting aside how physically draining that job was (most days I’d come home shaky because they’d stick me in the heaviest depts like drinks frozen or chemicals ugh) like …I don’t do well with being in public for so long and my brain would be too fried to do much besides lay in a dark room and try to recharge my Brain Power shdjdjdk I have no idea if that makes sense. Mental illnesses. but I’m so grateful for the job I have now (I..had a bad string of jobs right before it, lol) it’s not my passion and given what field it is it prob won’t last forever, but it happened at just the right time for me to WANT to make a comic and also be able to be well enough after my shifts to draw most days which is exciting!!! It’s like it was… idk, very good timing and really lucky. Esp after working it for over a year now I’ve really found my groove with it, I’ll prob be really sad if I have to do a job that’s not so remote in the future. I feel kind of spoiled on this one 😭

[the-physicality]

"tomorrow we find out where paige is going" .... .tomorrow we find out which team has a 99% chance of drafting paige

[waywardsalt]

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[kavehayati]

I was telling my mum how bad I hate classes cause I have to feel like a freak nobody likes (paraphrased) and she’s like the reason nobody does is cause maybe you sit away from ppl which makes them think I prefer solitude and I said no sometimes I try to sit closer but I feel so guilty like I’m forcing myself and my presence onto them. And my mum was like this self loathing and guilt has got to go you’re going to ruin yourself mentally and physically like this 😭👎

[chiistarri]

i cant believe there will be a day that it will be the last time i see someone and i wont know ituntil theyre gone

[rainybraindays]

Hm