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Jon: If you need a vessel so bad why don't you just become-
Elias: Because I'm not scared of them.
Jon: ......
Elias: I don't need your body, Jon. I need your fear. š
Meanwhile, Elias the Gaslight King in earlier seasons: Jon you know I'd never let anything bad happen to you, I'm only trying to help. We need to save the world together, isn't that what we're trying to achieve? Oh Jon, Jon, Jon, bad things are only happening because you do not trust me. Trust me, and we can save everyone. Don't you believe me?
Then it went the exact opposite with Peter and Martin.ššš
Peter: I've got the perfect plan to beat Elias. Can you do what it takes to become the hero?
Martin: I'm going to save the world?
Peter: Yes, and it will be you and you alone. Do you trust me?
Martin: I trust you.
That same season š
Peter: You played me! š³š You've been lying to me this entire time.
Martin: You lied first š and I knew it the instant you told me I'd save the world. I can't save the world. I've never saved anything in my entire life. I'm not important enough to be the hero.
#And it fascinates me to no end. The amusing spin on the characters. With Elias and Jon you've got a Master Manipulator#and a Pessimist with no sense of self preservation. š#With Peter and Martin you've got someone who's not spent enough time with people to either know how manipulation works or when someone is#lying to him. š#And someone with low self esteem. š#Jon has low self esteem too#but he genuinely believes he can fix everything himself and that's where they differ.#And things only start changing for the better when Jon can fully rely on Martin#And here's the most fascinating thing of all.#Stopping the apocalypse#giving Jon the confidence to embrace his powers but not get consumed by them#that was all Martin#Fighting for Jon's life#that was Martin.#At the end of the day#Martin was the hero#and he never realised it.#tma#the magnus archives#jmart#tma jmart#jon x martin#martin blackwood#jonathan sims#If Martin is the knight in shining armour that would make Jon our princess#seems about right#it's about time we got a monster-core princess too#Jon showing up to the grand ball covered from head to toe in eyes.#elias bouchard#peter lukas
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Astrology Observations #27
Im starting to compile a list of reviews for my paid readings on my masterlist so check it out if youād likeš
If you guys would like a reading, feel free to DM me, iām also trying to reach a certain financial goal as iām in a bit of a crisisš©
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Please do not copy my work.
šHaving a Mars-Chiron conjunction is absolutely awful. Like especially if you have it in your 4th house in a solar or lunar return chart, so if you see this in your chart then brace yourself.
šI feel like having transit chiron opposite your ascendant can really make you go through this period of insecurity and having low self esteem.
šHaving pluto afflicted in your 7th house or having pluto negatively aspecting planets in the 7th house can indicate a breakup.š
šIf where you live crosses both venus/mars in your astrocartography chart then itās probably really easy for you to get a roster.š
šI feel like if you have your 2nd house ruler in a hard aspect with pluto in your lunar return chart then your self esteem could drop off a CLIFF that month.
šNot an observation but my next perfection year is my 8H perfection year and i donāt know what to expectš¬
šThe way people with a Mars-Uranus square freak out about things is genuinely something elseš
šHaving tons of Chiron squares and oppositions in your chart is not for the weakš©
šI donāt know too many people with Sun-Uranus oppositions but you guys have such unique personalities. Truly a rare breedš
šI feel like having neptunian influence on your venus is a blessing and curse⦠more so for me a cursešš like when youāre dating someone you give them your all and when youāre not dating someone you become so delusionalš«
šI really hate having saturn on my MC, career aspirations take forever to fufillš
šI feel like libra moon men are so nonchalant. Theyāre also pretty boysš
šAquarius and Pisces men are the WORST.
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I flunked my math paper again so here's how I think the blue glockers will do in ascending order (no glaze)



0-49%
Zantetsu Tsurugi š¤
Sad thing is, he genuinely tried. He really gave it his all, immersing himself in study materials for the past week to ensure he was fully prepared. You could find him studying anywhere���whether in the cafeteria, passing through the halls, or even coming out of the toilet. He went to bed the night before confidently, walked into the exam hall confidently, sat down confidently, and handed in his paper confidently. When he received his paper back, he thought the big fat zero on the front meant he made zero mistakes
Igaguri Gurimu š¤”
Whines about studying, but ends up doing it because his parents forced him to. He grumbles as he picks up his book, pumps himself up for a motivational boost, but gives up after skimming the first page. Has the audacity to complain when he gets a failing grade
Gagamaru Gin šØ
He lives in the forest, so Goatmaru was probably never exposed to the concept of education
Just kidding, surprisingly he does go to school, but my point still stands
Don Lorenzo š§
Sorry, bro grew up on the streets, he never went to school š. He picked up some basic numeracy from Snuffy, but thatās about it. Couldnāt care less thoughāyou don't need to know about angles to count your cash, okay?
Raichi Jingo š„
He forgot there was a test but somehow believes he can wing it. His overconfidence is bound to crash and burn when he gets his results back
Bachira Meguru š
He casually picked up his textbook, flipped through all the pages, and called it a day
Charles Chevalier š
If someone doesn't specifically tell him to not study, he wonāt even bother. Pretends to look up how to solve equations on YouTube, but he's really just watching Skibidi Toilet
Rin Itoshi ā½
Surprise surprise, apparently he's only fluent in English and sucks at everything else
Otoya Eita š„·
Heās got the potential to do well, but heās too busy having fun with girls. Stealthy enough to copy off someone without the invigilator noticing, but gets caught anyway because he forgot to change up his workings
Kunigami Rensuke šļø (post-wildcard)
He does not care š
Nanase Nijiro š
He gave his all in hopes of passing, but despite his best efforts, he fell short by a few marks :(
50-69%
Kiyora Jin šš¬
He only puts in the bare minimum effort, so he barely makes the cut. Always hovering on the borderline between success and failure
Sendou Shuto š©·
Goes like āHeh, I didnāt even study,ā but the truth is he crammed everything the night before. Manages to pass though, good for him
Tokimitsu Aoshi šŖ
Heās plagued by self-deprecating thoughts before, during, and after the exam. He's slightly more confident since his favorite subject is math, however his low self-esteem causes him to overthink, continuously changing his answers. Even after finishing, heās constantly rechecking everything to avoid careless mistakes. Overwhelmed by anxiety when he gets his paper back, but lights up when he sees he got a decent grade
Aryu Jyubei āØ
He often stares at his study materials, but rarely does more than that. Instead of panicking about how under prepared he is, heās too busy stressing over a big fat pimple on his forehead. Still ends up with a Cā¦so not glam
70-79%
Niko Ikki š
Heād rather play Yu-Gi-Oh, but knows when to prioritize. He only puts in minimal effort, yet manages to get through because heās a chad
Kurona Ranze š¦
He sticks to recommended study methods and puts in the necessary effort, but still struggles with some concepts, resulting in a lower grade
Kunigami Rensuke šļø (pre-wildcard)
He actually studies, even reaching out to others for help when heās stuck. Unfortunately, he forgot to double-check his work and ended up with a lot of careless mistakes
Shidou Ryusei š
Huh? How did he end up here?
Hiori Yo š®
He doesnāt invest much time in studying, usually too busy being a #gamer. Despite this, he pays enough attention in class to get a good grade
Chigiri Hyoma šš
He pays attention in class and only studies to cover what he didnāt understand during lessons. Confident in his abilities, he doesnāt spend much time preparing for exams
80-100%
Oliver Aiku š
Believe it or not, he actively listens in class and is disciplined when an exam is coming up. Very chill during the test, but instead of checking his work, heās checking out girls
Alexis Ness šŖ
You cannot tell me heās not a teacher's pet. He pays attention in class, completes his work diligently, and can be found in the library during lunch. He has a very organized study plan, so he avoids careless mistakes
Michael Kaiser š¹š
Heās smart enough to decipher complex formulas, dissecting problems before arriving at solutions using his own understanding. He truly is the goat
Yukimiya Kenyu šø
Quite literally a model student. Heās a bit like Ness, but he also participates in group studies
Barou Shouei š
Of course, he gets good gradesāheās the king, after all, and he doesnāt settle for anything less. When asked about his study methods, or if he actually studies, he just tells them to piss off and walks away
Isagi Yoichi š§©
He actually studies every day for about 30 minutes. He knows the key to math is consistent practice. Politely declines any invitations to hang out until exams are over
Nagi Seishiro š¤
Bro, how? He doesnāt study, sleeps in class, never does his homework. I guess heās just cool like that
Karasu Tabito š¦āā¬ā„ļøš
Oh, Karasu, my beautiful, beautiful��
Heās an accomplished, well-rounded student who excels in every subject, including math, thanks to his determination to avoid mediocrity. His motivation and serious approach to his studies fuel his academic success
Sae Itoshi š
Unlike his brother, his academic success comes naturally to himābarely puts in work, barely breaks a sweat. I think it runs in the family
Reo Mikage š³
You'd think he hired professional tutors, but he doesn't ā heās just that amazing
#bllk#blue lock#isagi yoichi#bachira meguru#chigiri hyoma#kunigami rensuke#karasu tabito#otoya eita#yukimiya kenyu#nanase nijiro#hiori yo#gagamaru gin#raichi jingo#alexis ness#don lorenzo#charles chevalier#tsurugi zantetsu#kiyora jin#oliver aiku#sendou shuto#aryu jyubei#tokimitsu aoshi#rin itoshi#sae itoshi#shidou ryusei#kurona ranze#niko ikki#nagi seishiro#reo mikage#barou shouei
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To Mend a Mender ā Sawyer Henrick
Synopsis: Mending is a signet that takes time to hone. In emergencies, though, that fact is usually disregarded.
Includes: Death, feelings of guilt and low self esteem, angst (poor Kora canāt catch a break), but Sawyer makes it betterish. Italics mark spoken Lucerish. Kinda born out of my fear of failure during finals week; like, I wish someone had told me this š. Takes place during Iron Flame.
Midnight. Itās fucking midnight, and youāre not with him. Sawyer isnāt usually one to panic, but heās one slip of a door handle from ignoring curfew to come and find you.
Itās Thursday ā one of the days where you sleep in his room. He understands if you had something come up, but youād at least ask Cridhe to let him know, right?Ā
As if sensing his discomfort, Sliseag grumbles a little. āCridhe is not well right now. He will not speak to me.ā
Well, thatās justĀ fuckingĀ great. Sawyer sits up and slings on a random shirt from his bedside. Fuck that, and fuck the curfew ā youāre more important than any rule in the Codex. If he gets courtmartialed, so be it.
Before he can even set his hand on the door handle, though, he freezes when he hears a hesitant knock from the other side. He throws it open and is met with the familiarity of your pretty eyesā
Filled with tears.
Shit.Ā
You look down, swallowing. āIām sorry,ā you whisper. āIām really fucking sorry.ā
Any words of possible reprimand are killed instantly by your weak tone. You look and sound absolutely exhausted; you wear a face that looked washed out, as if drained by an invisible tide of overexertion and burnout. Wordlessly, he pulls you into his room and into his chest, resting his chin on your head once the door is closed.
āItās midnight.ā His voice is low, gentle. āWhere were you?ā
His heart drops as he hears a quiet sniffle, his arms tightening around you protectively. Without thinking, he takes a couple of steps backwards until his legs hit his bed, and you practically fold into him once he sits. You tuck your face into his shoulder, drawing in a breath in an attempt to fight off the sting along your waterline. It doesnāt work, though; youāre much too shaken and nauseous to breathe right.
It doesnāt take any time at all before you start actually sobbing, hot tears streaming down your skin and into Sawyerās shirt. āFuck. IāmĀ sorryāā
āNo,ā he whispers, his fingers lifting to peel the hair tie from the the end of a long, messy braid and slowly beginning to work through the strands. āNo apologies. Itās okay. Youāre safe. Always are, with me.ā
The both of you sit there, cocooned in the safety of silence thatās only interrupted by your muffled whimpers and attempted apologies, each hushed by Sawyer as he wraps you up in his arms. He scans your skin. No bruises, fortunately, but thereās definitely hints of dried blood on your arms. Had you been hurt? Had someone tried to fight you? Slowly, he lays back, sprawling you on top of him as he continues to hum soft Lucerish nothings into your ears.
After a while, your tears have died a little, and Sawyer feels less guilty about asking questions. āDid someone hurt you?ā
Your reply comes hesitantly, as if you were speaking through spiderwebs in your throat. āNo. I wasā¦in the infirmary.ā
Your voice is so soft that Sawyer can only hear it if he tilts his head down a little.Ā The infirmaryĀ ā thatās where you spent a lot of time nowadays, using your signet to its greatest potential in Nolonās absence.
āOkay.ā His thumbs rub little figure-eights into your shoulder blades. Your skin is warmer than usual ā had you run all the way to his room? āWhy?ā
āTheyāve been calling me in,ā you explain, your voice hoarse. āDay and night, since Iām the only other mender here.ā
Sawyer nods. Heād known that ā even last year, once youād manifested, you spent a lot of time training in the infirmary under Carr and Nolonās supervision.
āAndā¦ā You swallow, dipping your head even lower. āThere was an emergency tonight.ā
An emergency? Sawyer stiffens. That means that someone had caught you off-guard and thrown off all of your plans for the night. If thereās anything thatāll irk you, itās a change in schedule that no one warned you about. He cradles you a tiny bit closer to his chest.Ā Thatās strike one.
āYeah?ā He prompts, smoothing a hand over your messy hair.Ā
āSomeone got jumped and hauled off a few days ago, and they found him dragging himself through the halls earlier.ā You sniffle a little. āIt was so,Ā soĀ bad.ā
Ah. Unnecessary violence to someone whoās decidedly innocent ā another thing you hate.Ā Strike two.
āYou donāt need to talk about it if you donāt want to,ā he assures you softly. āIād never force you into that, darling.ā
You just shake your head. From his end, itās like youāre trying to bury yourself into him, to escape the things you witnessed in the earlier evening.Ā
āIāā Your voice breaks a little. āAnd I tried to help, but he lost so much blood, and some of his wounds were infected, and there was blunt force trauma to his head. I didnātā¦I couldnātā¦ā
Your voice trails off into a shaky sob, your body shaking with the force of your fear.Ā
No, he realizes. Not fear. He knows what your fear looks like. This isĀ griefĀ ā the grief he saw when you all thought Violet was dead after War Games, or when Nadine was killed shortly thereafter.
His fingers work their way up a little more, carding through your sweaty braid. Patiently, he waits for you to continue, if you wish to at all. From the pain in your voice, heās almost entirely sure you wonāt.
But, then again ā tonight has been full of surprises.
āIt was too much,ā you finally choke out. āToo much damage. He died right as I stopped the bleeding.ā
Sawyer winces, pressing a small kiss to your temple. āIām sorry,ā he says softly, running his free hand up and down your spine in easy strokes.Ā
āI feel so fuckingĀ useless,ā you cry, your achy hands curling into even tighter fists. āWhat good is a mender that canāt even mend?ā
The hand in your hair finally makes it to your scalp, massaging the sore skin still lined with sweat.
āYou can mend,ā he reminds you quietly. āEden said youāre getting better each day.ā
āNot betterĀ enough,ā you huff, bitterness lacing your tone. Your shoulders tense a little before sagging under the weight of relentless pressure. āI had a job, and I failed. Someone died because I couldnāt be good enough for justĀ one stupid secondāā
āHey.ā He cuts you off, his voice low but firm. āNo. Weāre not falling into that trap, okay? It has nothing to do with you or your skill.ā
He scoots you up a little, resting his chin upon your head. āYou said it yourself; he was in terrible form, and he was half-dead anyway. I know it doesnāt sit right with you, but I donāt think much could be done for him.ā
āThereās always something to be done,ā you mutter, roughly wiping your face with the back of your hand. āI just couldnātĀ doĀ it.ā
āWhich isnāt your fault,ā Sawyer reminds you. āYou canāt expect yourself to be on Nolon-levels of mending. Heās had his signet for, like, thirty years. Youāve had yours for ten months.ā
He frowns a little. The healers couldnāt have expected you to have completely mastered your signet yet, right? The thought fills him with disbelief. If they made you feel like this just because of your inexperienceā
He pauses, noticing just how warm you are. A single finger brushes over your arm.Ā
āYouāre quite warm.ā
You remain silent, much to Sawyerās dismay. His dragon, however, does not.Ā
āCridhe would like you to know that your mender almost reached burnout tonight,ā Sliseag says, his tone unusually concerned, āwhich is why he was in a fit.ā
Burnout. Sawyer has only ever gotten close to that once, and the moment it peaked, Sliseag had knocked him into a lake.Ā
āHold on,ā Sawyer murmurs, clutching you a bit tighter as he begins to sit up a little. Youāre definitely dehydrated ā and the run back to his room, as well as crying into his shoulder, probably didnāt help. He strains a little, reaching over and snagging the half-full waterskin that he (fortunately) neglected to pour out after flight maneuvers today, and then he taps your hip with his index finger.
āSit up for me?ā
You whine softly but oblige, allowing him to prop your back against his chest and raise the waterskin to your lips. The water is slightly stale, but you donāt mind it much; after all, youāre barely a few steps away from overheating, and from the sharp orders from Cridhe to ādrink something, Cuine,āĀ you donāt think you have much of a choice.
āThere we go,ā he murmurs, his breath brushing against the shell of your ear. āBetter?ā
You nod and wipe your face again of sweat and tears. You probably look like a damn mess right now, between burnout and crying, but at least youāre with your boyfriend and not, say, the healers.
Sawyer presses a kiss to your shoulder, rubbing at your wrists gently. āYou should get some sleep, darling. You must be exhausted.ā
Itās true ā you feel like youāve been dropped mid-flight and then hit the ground running. But thereās something thatās preventing you from trying to drift.
You shake your head. āI donāt think I can,ā you admit. āNot afterā¦ā
Not after someone slipped out of your grasp right in front of you, Sawyer guesses in his mind. It worries him a bit, but he just nods. āThatās okay. We can just cuddle, if you want.ā
The glimmer in your eyes turns borderline desperate. āPlease.ā
Thatās how you end up with your head buried in his collarbone, tucked under his arms as if this were any other, ordinary night. Itās far from perfect, but at least you have some consistency again, found hidden in the depths of his sheets and the warmth of his kisses.
āYou have every right to grieve.ā He presses his lips to your forehead. āEvery right to be upset. But not at yourself. This had nothing to do with you and everything to do with whichever stupid asshole decided to dump a gravely injured cadet on a new mender.ā
Doubt swirls in your gut. On one hand, logic states that your boyfriend is right. Youāre so new to mending that there was no chance that you could have saved that kid, no matter what you tried. Still, though, a small part of you curses yourself for your incompetence, for your failure to keep someone alive with all of that medical knowledge under your belt.
Sawyer takes this silence as a reply. āDarling?ā
No response.Ā
He clears his throat, smoothing a hand down your spine.
āKardia?ā
That makes your head pop up a bit, right at attention. Sawyer is quite modest when it comes to using Lucerish, so it always catches your attention whenever the melodic language slips off his tongue like that.
āI canāt say anything to make the situation better,ā he starts. āBecause it fucking sucks. But you have to believe me when I tell you that you did the best you could, and thatās more than enough. If it still bothers you, we can keep working on your mending together. I just need you to remember that your best is enough, even though the results were at a loss.ā
āIād like that,ā you reply quietly. Although you donāt think his words will do much for your grief, they do inject a new feeling within you ā subtle resignation. Thereās not much you can do now besides keep improving and getting over itā¦even if you know that you wonāt be getting over it anytime soon.
āSweet girl,ā he says, his light accent curling around your brain. āYou are one of the strongest, most intelligent women I know ā and trust me, I know a lot. One mistake isnāt a testament to your power or character.ā
You sniff, clinging to him gently. āYou think so?ā
He chuckles. āIĀ knowĀ so. Youāve saved my sorry ass more times than I can count. Iām surprised that Iām fully intact, with how often I come looking for you.ā
āYou come looking for me anyway,ā you point out, peering up at him. āI canāt think of a time where weāve been apart recently.ā
He tugs you back into him, filling your senses with the scent of cedar and vanilla. āI wouldnāt leave you to be by yourself, unless you asked me to.ā
āā¦Good. I donāt want to be alone. Not right now.ā
āNever, darling,ā he says, nuzzling his nose into your hair. āAnd thatās a promise.ā
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Hi!! was wondering if u can do a tkatb characters with mc with low self esteem?
TKATB with a mc with low self esteem <3
Iām so sorry it took this longš I hope you like it <3Ā
Iām not sure if you meant platonic or romantic, so I tried to make it for both :)
Brittney:
I feel like she wouldnāt notice, like at all. Sheās probably is the reason with her comments tbh..Ā
But! If you come out and say it, sheād get it I think. If it was the Mean Girls, sheād want to fight them Iām sure. Another food fight? Perhaps..šĀ
If something she said makes you upset and your esteem go down, i honestly donāt think sheād apologize right away. Youād have to tell her what she said was hurtful and then she would apologize.Ā
If someone else made a comment? Hands are thrownāš She stands up for you and wonāt let anyone talk shit about you.Ā
I feel like she would understand, and try to help with the ways that help her.Ā
Sheād offer to prepare a bath for you and get some of your favorite snacks, before watching a movie together. Sheād let you pick(reluctantly) and when/if she gets bored during it, she would speak up and tell you not to listen to the others. That youāre fine just the way you are š©·
Geo:
He wouldnāt carešš
Heād be like āNot my problem šā
But letās get into our fantasies and make him nice š
Heās very observant, so heād probably know real quick. Heād ask you about it out right and bluntly. He doesnāt beat around the bush.Ā
If you deny it, heās not gonna be mad. He understands that itās not something you want to admit. He would hope you would tell him the truth.Ā
If you confirm his suspicions, heād be subtle.Ā
He can tell by the way you curl in on yourself when someone comments about you. He glares at the people who even talk to you, and tell them off.Ā
Heād bring an extra hoodie or sweater and offer it for you. Heād share some of his food with you, much to the dismay of Deryl.
Heās suggest you come over to his dorm/place/home and set up something nice. Heād offer some tea, wrap you up in a blanket with him, and put on some soft music to soothe you to sleepš
Deryl:
I donāt heād notice quickly, but after a while he might catch on. Key word āMight.ā I donāt think heās very observant honestly.Ā
Heād notice how quiet you get and comment on it. Heād ask if youāre okay and try to cheer you up. Heād listen intently (try to anyway. He love him for it), nodding his head along. He would understand and say youāre not alone.Ā
That itās normal for people to feel this way and everyone feels like that sometimes. Even him!Ā
He would hold out his arms and try for a hug. Heād squeeze you tightly and nuzzle his nose in your hair/neck/cheek/etc
Heās probably the best with jokes and making people feel better. Heād ask what he could do to help, if thereās anything, and try to do it immediately š
Jess:
I feel like she wouldnāt notice either honestly. Youād have to be out right with your thoughts and feelings.
Sheās completely understanding and offers all the ways that helped her in the past.Ā
Sheād suggest bubbles baths, taking a nap, journalling, hanging out with Brittney-
Sheās shyly offer a small hug and hold you for as long as you want. Sheād rub your back while humming a tune. If you want, sheād even scratch your back for you. š§”
Iām sorry I donāt have much else š
Crowe:
He notices quickly too. He probably wonāt comment and just wait for you to say something.Ā
Heād try to be subtle with his ways of helping you. Maybe a compliment on your hair one day, another on your outfit, one about how lovely your smile is, another-
And so on.Ā
If you tell him heās completely there for you. Heās smiling softly at you as you explain your feelings and heās nodding along. Heās not entirely sure how to help, but if you tell him heāll do it. Heād do anything for you.Ā
Heād ask what he could do. Heād take what you say and also his ideas, while doing some research to help.Ā
Heād write down some motivation quotes and add them to your work stuff with hopes youāll see them. š
Sol:
He would know immediately and he would try to help you the best he can.
Heād make you cute little lunches with compliments or inspirational words made out of food.Ā
Heās already offering his shirt, just take it. Itās there to make you feel better! Totally not any other reason..
If you want to talk about it, heās more than happy to led an ear.Ā
Heād also try to distract you I think. Heās always eager to spend time with you, and this is a good excuse! Heād suggest a bunch of different stuff like a museum, art show, etc.
Many museums have sculptures, and he would go for those ones specifically to show you that youāre perfect the way you are. People in the ancient times thought they were beautiful, so why arenāt you? You are. š
Hyugo:
Heād try to distract you from your thoughts I think, once he realizes them. Heād probably take a bit of time before he does notice though.
Heād invite you to watch movies, listen to inspirational stories, or funny tv shows with him.Ā
Iām a firm believer heās all for aggressive positivity. Waving his arms in a heart shape and screaming affirmations to you.Ā
Heād be very protective, glaring at anyone who dares look at you the wrong way, and then turning back to you pouting about how they were interrupting.Ā
He would try to bake something or get you treats from a local bakery. I can imagine him putting the little treats into a cute box with ribbon. In order to get the desserts, you would have to accept some compliments š©µ
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I HAVE AN IDEA FOR A PAANI AND KWAZII INTERACTION. IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THEM. and then school decided to slam me with projects and obligations



i will still get this out because I've been wanting to do something with my designs for a bit, so here im sharing two sketches from the concept art i thought were particularly silly.
with the addition of a hideous old sketch that was supposed to be paani but the subject is frankly better pitched as a dogman style surgical fusion between curious george and the man with the yellow hat.
i ought to be nice to my past self though because without those ugly stages i wouldn't have been able to end up with something i liked :]
anyway while I don't exactly ship paani and kwazii i think their relationship can be explored in many interesting ways... specifically their mostly one sided rivalry
(keep in mind i am still not done watching above and beyond i am savoring it slowly)
paani is daring and off his feet more than on his feet like kwazii but he also has a scientific specialty and is very knowledgeable with the way the world works, and because of that he appears to be more of a tool to the octonauts than kwazii.
this is an offhand(not meant to be psychoanalyzed) example thrown at the wall here but in that one above and beyond episode where kwazii really wanted to go on a mission to investigate running water in the antarctic, even hyping himself up as the one to go, barnacles chose paani over kwazii. and yeah this is because water is paanis speciality and not kwazii's speciality but there's a whole bunch of what-ifs in my mind ABOUT that rivalry. like what if those little things add up. what if someone who's exactly like you is basically more fixed up and more of an asset than you. what if your colleagues admire that person more for their drive and spontaneity whilst making jokes about how nonsensical and rowdy you are. these thoughts wouldn't be a blaring spiraling siren in kwaziis mind but rather a dominating, quiet presence tucked away in the dark. one he can't see but he knows is there.
and fostering that relationship with paani, a fairly content and pure-of-ill-intent guy, inevitably forces kwazii to confront his perception of him and himself. and even better if paani wasn't the only one who kwazii was jealous of (this could be practically everyone on the octopod). his low self esteem is the common denominator and that would be further fueled by the above and beyond-octoagent operation where all these new people with various different skills and personalities are introduced and suddenly he isn't being picked for every single job he wants to do neow
but ofc kwazii is special he's the funny pirate guy haha he's meant to be the one to spring in first and get your nerves jumbled haha (and ik, characters aren't two dimensional. kwazii can be cautious and paani can be stubborn and peso can be brave and barnacles can be scared and tweak can make mistakes and dashi can not serve sometimes)
anyway that was mostly about kwazii and not paani and kwazii š i just wanted to get some ideas out my brain
#octonauts#my art#octonauts fanart#artists on tumblr#octonauts above and beyond#octonauts paani#octonauts kwazii#sorta ranty post
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if you struggling with low self esteem go to fire sun/earth mars/venus in angles (1h/4h/7h/10). They will cheer you up and remind you that you deserve fine things in life š
āØš§āāļø just dont fake your insecurities to them or theyll disgusted by you
speak of self esteem, someone that have their asteroid medusa (149) in your 2nd are the one that silently judge and mock you. the one that try to attack your self esteem. the one that underestimate you; and will start to think "whats cool about them?" if you get great achievement in life. EVEN think that you dont deserve that and it should be them because they think theyre way much better than you š¹š¹ what a bitch. beware of them try to steal your great things as a result ā¼ļøšš¹š„š„
asteroid nemesis (128) in house shows ab whats hurt you then you develop animosity/hatred to it, check the theme of the house
1h - hatred towards self identity, hatred towards how people see you, you can hate your looks :(
2h - hatred towards possessions. You may lacks of material possessions, feel less than others in that area and you hate it
3h - hatred towards sibling, neighbor
4h - hatred towards family
5h - hatred towards "spotlight", flings, drama, childlike spirit
6h - hatred towards coworker, health (you may feel youre less healthy than others)
7h - hatred towards partner (āšš), partnership itself. you likely wanna do everything alone
8h - hatred towards mystery. you hate it when someone hides something from you, not clear ab something, keeping something from you, being secretive
9h - hatred towards um.... tw religions. sorry you probably hate particular beliefs. hatred towards travelling, inlaws are also possible
10h - hatred towards public image, fame. you can hate public figures, famous person š¹š¹ (im laughing because yeah we all know public figure often are not what they show on the media aka theyre fake)
11h - hatred towards friend, hatred towards what you see on internet. can be indicator of someone that dont like to use social media, or you give hate speech/comments on social media
12h - hatred towards whats "out of reach"
cardinal moons are pure souls that surrounded by "darkness". they can easily influenced by negativity from their surrounding so they MUST, i say MUST to keep good ppl around them or....bye (aka they can turn themselves into the evil)
what's with sag venus and having interest in things that they shouldnt be interested to
taurus women have this fiery strong badass facade to them, while the men looks like cute puppy (and wise???) lmao (for sun moon mars)
mutable mercury in first decan (0°-9°) why are you like to lie for no reason. are prone to say what they dont really mean. go seek better hobbies!
some of leo sun men are gay but they hide it by having love relationship with women... that's very weird (and irritating) of you
undeveloped earth venus only falls for/want to dating popular goodlooking mf even if in personality wise theyre not that best and it can leads to unfulfilling relationship šāāļø
talk ab earth venus, i see them always fall for fixed sign venus (no im not referring them fixed venus as bad one that i mentioned above)
developed earth venus? they dont need to be with someone to increase their status, they simply being the (true) great person they are 𤩠(they know how to and do get the good life by themselves!!)
what i like ab fire moon is theyre so passionate but sometimes it can be too passionate where it leads to them making unnecessary drama šš
water suns are prone to being delusional š¹š¹
air venus stop giving mixed signals
i cant help but think ab where sagittarius in your chart shows what's "wild", "crazy" about you. thats why pluto in sag generations being seen as scary bcs the power (pluto rules ab power) they have.... š¹š¹
moon-neptune aspects š¤ say something then regret it
libra big 6 placements š¤ attract petty ppl (and then get attacked, being seen as bad one when they just want to defend/protect themselves :()
undeveloped fixed moon š¤ being petty
pluto in earth house (2h/6h/10h) are the brat but loved lmao
aqua mars š¤ makes ppl amazed
air sign jupiter give the vibes of unstoppable teenagers (in a good way). see blackpink lisa (aqua jupiter), nct jaemin (gemini jupiter), newjeans hanni (libra jupiter), or another air sign jupiter you know! š
saturn-sun aspect are prone to experience unexpected loss :(
there's nothing more i hate in synastry than squaring to venus aspect... bc i feel unwanted there š§āāļøšŖ
#astro notes#astrology#astrology observations#astroblr#asteroid astrology#venus astrology#taurus#mercury astrology#sagittarius#houses in astrology#libra#pluto astrology#synastry#venus synastry#astrology chart#synastry chart#natal chart
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I CAME BACK FROM THE DEAD š„š„ anyway i made 2 new ocs that I'm throwing to Moonlight University by @hayati-gacha (please tell me if you don't want to be tagged :3).
A student who moved to MU due to relentless bullying at her old school, she enrolled in hopes of getting her parents out of debt and a better environment for her education. Wonju is easily wary and has very low self-esteem, she avoids interaction with other students in fear of judgement.
Wonju is an awkward person at first, but she is fun and sweet to be around once you've earned her trust.
yyyeah not much to comment about her relationship chart lol
A popular student known for her bubbly and friendly personality, many who are familiar with Hana takes her as a kind, joyful girl. Behind their backs, Hana holds petty grudges and badmouths anyone who ticks her off in any way, even if that person has never interacted with her before, including Kim Wonju.
Hana is a mean person, but she keeps her sweet image for attention and her own amusement. If she dislikes someone enough, she wouldn't mind planning their downfall.
Kyle: Gets along with him to an extent, but she finds him annoying to be around sometimes. She often talks ill of him with her friends.
Phil: Thinks he's annoying, not much else.
Samuel: Hana thinks he's a pick-me (š). She believes she can pull girls better than he does if she tried.
Melissa: Doesn't care about her existence much.
Chloe: Big crush, she knows Chloe might be an ass but she's an ass too š
Seiki: Thinks he's odd, but doesn't care about him.
David: Finds him intriguing, that's kinda it.
Hayati: Surprisingly, likes and admires her. She would let Hayati slide for little things she would sneer at if other people had done it.
Thank you for reading my yapping!! Feel free to ask about them. Anyway Moonlight University is vry cool you should read it š„( dณĻdณ )( dณĻdณ )
edit: i may have messed up one of their qr codes...or both (ļ¾āļ¾ ;)...
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TIANAMI HEADCANONS
ā³ Pairing : Nanami Kento x Tiana
ā³ A/N: this is literally from the top of my head from pining stage all the way to marriage.
ā³ Warnings: NSFW at the end so minors dniā¼ļø

Pining Stage
-At Tianaās CafĆ© Nanami either orders prepackaged foods or the simplest thing to prepare on the menu i.e black tea. All she needs to do is put the tea bag in š He doesnāt want to add to the work that she already does.
-Nanami doesnāt like sweets. He can only eat the desserts Tiana makes. Makes a point to buy beignets all the time because he sees how she lights up when people buy them.
-If Japan had tipping culture he would tip but instead he buys those novelty items they sell at the cafe like mugs or cups. He gives them as customary/holiday gifts to his coworkers/friends or keeps them.
-Highly attuned to social cues. Aware if someone likes him or is flirting. I wouldnāt say heās shyāhe used to be when he was youngerābut now heās just extremely jaded and pessimistic. A glass half empty kind of person (working corporate in a big city will do that to youšŖ) He could look like heās shying away if Tiana flirts with him but only because he doesnāt trust others easily at first.
-Nanami didnāt ever have an ideal type. He always thought about getting married but didnāt have a fully formed idea of the kind of woman he would marry until he met Tiana. This is before they even go on the first date lol.
Dating Stage
-The beginnings of the relationship start out incredibly formally. Tiana felt he was asking to hire her instead of asking her out on a date š Otherwise heās very straightforward. Thereās no beating around the bush, no situationship no fwb, heās a very traditional man. He courts then marries.
-Such a daydreamer. After one date heās already thinking about the house theyāll buy and kids theyāre going to have.
-The ultimate gentleman. Opens all doors, carries all things. Pays for everything. Heās a provider and takes care of his partner.
-Nanami walks Tiana home from work every night. If heās working overtime and canāt make it he will send an already paid taxi or a trusted friend to her cafe to bring her home.
Committed Relationship Stage
-Nanami doesnāt think much about his own appearance or attractiveness. Like he doesnāt think heās handsome not bc of low self esteem but bc he just doesnāt think about it at all.
-He values neatness and cleanliness though. He also takes notes of other peopleās appearances but doesnāt dwell on them. Like he can be like āsheās beautifulā and then just move on. In love, itās slightly different. Idk how to explain it he just loves his person very much. They are more than arbitrary beauty, theyāre everything and more to him.
-Notices absolutely everything. That one dress she liked in the window, heāll remember it and come back alone to buy it as a gift. Discomfort on his partnerās face, slight change of mood. Heās very observant so he will never be clueless about that.
-Would never cheatš like⦠heās Nanami. He is courteous. If he wants another relationship heāll break things off cleanly with his old partner.
-He really trusts his partner. He isnāt a jealous man. Things will only affect him if he or his partner are directly disrespected. Men flirting with his partner in front of him is disrespect and he wonāt take it lightly.
-Because of some of those traits he could be prone to getting taken advantage of, but I doubt it ever reaches that because Nanami is very discerning and careful about the partners he picks. So itās highly unlikely he would end up with someone that takes advantage of him.
-Also heās a bit pure? Of course he has sexual needs, but the smallest things gets his heart thumping. The tiniest gestures like Tiana leaving a love note in his bag? Or the smallest details like when he sees her shoes in the doorway when he gets home.
-Would literally not mind if Tiana called him about any minor inconvenience. (She wouldnāt of course) but if he heard her say something offhand about anything thatās broken or doesnāt work heād figure out how to fix it ASAP. Heās all about efficiency so consider it done in the most efficient way possible. If he can do it by himself he will, if paying someone to do it is more efficient heāll do that too.
-Needs to know where his partner is at all times. Like if theyāre both on opposite sides of the room, heās always glancing to make sure of her location, just in case.
-Random but heās really fast at calculations. And keeps track of literally everything. Idk if thatās weird but he knows his partnerās cycle š He knows everything about her health, dietary needs, medical historyā¦etc Heās well prepared if something were to happen
-He speaks like an 18th century vampire if Iām being honestš If you text him āwhere are uā heās just like āI have arrivedā¦ā Also uses ellipses a lot ⦠š but most times he just calls, doesnāt text.
Marriage Stage
-I think heās always had eccentric tastes for a Japanese man. Like if not Tiana he definitely wouldāve married outside his race one way or another. Or outside what is expected for your average Japanese salaryman.
-He remains formal in speech with his wife even if theyāre the same age or married. There are couples that choose to drop honorifics and be informal with each other. But he remains formal because he sees it as a form of respect to his partner. The most informal heāll go is using first names. Still sometimes says āMs.Tianaā except now itās āMrs.Tianaā
-Nicknames and terms of endearment are more traditional. At work itās āmy wifeā; At home itās ādarlingā or āmy loveā
NSFW
-In a committed relationship Nanami is incredibly touchy in private. Literally needs to have his hands touching her at all times. Groping fetish?? Likes to squeeze ass and titties, maybe press his erection against from behind.
-Probably has a voice kink. Wants to just hear her talk all day. If heās away, will call for no reason except to hear her voice. Will probably want to hear her speak as he fucks her. Doesnāt matter the content like she could be talking about how her day went and that could send him over.
-He can be gloomy but heās the biggest romantic ever. When Nanami falls in love he falls hard. And heās even willing to try anything if his partner wants it. Bottoming, subbing, femdom, even humiliation whatever. He wonāt care because he trusts his partner. The only thing he probably wouldnāt do is anything public but behind closed doors all bets are off.
-Gains pleasure from his partnerās pleasure. Itās not a praise kink persay. He doesnāt care to be praised but if she likes it, he loves it. Likes to hear her moan, claw his back, grab his hair; any indications that itās pleasurable for her.
-When heās tired he likes when sheās on top. Also likes when some clothing is still on. That could be because heās too tired to take it off? Or making a neatly dressed woman all messy is a kink for him.
Ā©ļø blackreaderfics // credit to saradika for the dividers
#this was supposed to be a little mini thing#I did not really proof this I hope yāall understand my rambling and run on sentences š#tianami#tianami headcanons#nanami kento headcanons#jjk headcanons#jjk x disney#nanami x tiana#tiana x nanami#freeform.brf
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Yes, I know, Michelle hates half the world... it's part of her nature to be such a hateful person lmfao
Part 1)
Tw: cringe info of a typical Y/N from Wattpad ew big L
The truth is that Michelle doesn't hate Mickey at all, she just pretends to hate and annoy him to get Mortimer to like her. Although it does bother her that Mickey manages to "humiliate" Mortimer, its something she would not tolerateš
āāļø and she tries to defend him from the dwarf rodent
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Mickey Mouse:
In Mickey's pov, he doesn't even understand how someone would be able to fall in love with a narcissist to the point of defending him as much as possibleš and he ignores all of Michelle's threats since it isn't something that has any effect... she wouldn't even be able to kill a mosquitoš¦āØļø
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Minnie Mouse:
Minnie is the reason for Michelle's jealousy, envy and low self-esteemš. Michelle, secretly from Mortimer, wants to show her contempt for the poor little mouse in the same way that Mortimer does with Mickey (but without humor... maybe 40%, Idkš¤·āāļø) Michelle has tried several times to try to make Minnie look ridiculous and get Mortimer to stop being in love with her, but she never winsšMinnie tries to put up with all the threats that Michelle makes to her and just like Mickey, Minnie makes Michelle losešŖ although... Minnie knows that Michelle can change... that she could give her reasons to improve and change for the better (it's like the phrase: "I can fix you...<3")
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Donald Duck:
Donald's voice is unbearable for Michelle, she isn't even able to stand the bad temper of the grumpy duck, JUST SHUT UP!!š£She also dislikes him for the simple fact that hes Daisy's bf, yesš
Donald really dislikes Michelle for being a loud and unbearable little girl. If he had to choose between Mortimer's bad jokes or living with her, he would choose to throw himself on the top floor of the House of Mouseš Also, Michelle dislikes/hates his gf, Daisy, NOOOOO!!!š¤¬
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Daisy Duck:
Like Minnie, Michelle hates Daisy for being "pretty" and being one of the second ppl Mortimer ever tried to flirt with (or well...idk)š„¶ She also hates her for being Minnie's best friend GRRRRš”
Like Minnie and Donald, she tries to put up with everything about Michelle but either can't stand it and asks Minnie to leave Michelle alone like a idiot𤔠or tries to defend Minnie for being her bestieš„
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Goofy Goof:
Although Michelle heard or observed how Mortimer manipulates and/or makes Goofy look bad, she tries not to do it and, secretly from Mortimer, becomes a little friend of Goofyš Michelle admits that Goofy, knowing his nature, is not a guy who should be judged by her... he's just a very easy guy to manipulateš The same thing happens to Goofy, he likes Michelle and like Minnie, he thinks that Michelle has the possibility of changing for the betterš«¶
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Pining
Fem!Reader x Married!Goku
Warnings/notes: Unrequited(?) love, angst, reader has depression/low self esteem, mentions of suicidal thoughts, abusive childhood hinted at, idk why I suddenly got the urge for a sad one š not necessarily a sad ending tho?? Timeline is weird donāt mind it okay š
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He had such a nice smile. Damn your bad luck. He was so strong and brave. Damn your bad luck. He was so kind. Fuck your bad luck. This bad luck had followed you around since childhood, you prayed this time it would be differentā¦
The first time you saw Goku, your heart raced. You felt a blush spread across your cheeks. His friendly face stood out among the rubble around you, he was a savior. He picked you up with ease, assuring you everything was okay now and the evil dictator had been defeated. He asked you where your family was, and you didnāt answer. You saw his face fall, true sympathy in his eyes. He told you youād never be alone again, that he and his friends would take care of you.
And they did. You lived with Piccolo of all people, he acted annoyed by the arrangement but he saw your pain and loneliness and never wanted you to feel abandoned. Your life was so different now; years of isolation and loss were replaced with days filled with activity and companionship. Goku was a constant in your life. You saw him pretty much every day, whether he was training with Piccolo or having a meal with everyone. You would shyly smile at him, flattered every single time he would speak to you. Everything couldāve been so perfectā¦
It was only a day after you moved in with Piccolo that you learned about Chichi. Your stomach dropped when you heard someone mention Gokuās wife. His wife. It wasnāt fair. Sure, she seemed perfectly nice and was very gorgeous, but⦠it wasnāt fair.
Every moment spent around Goku was bittersweet. You would glance at him longingly, imagining what it was like being his. How did he act in private? How did he show love? Did he talk dirty? What did he sound like in bed? You would mentally scold yourself for these thoughts, but they wouldnāt go away. Aside from being gorgeous, he was exactly the kind of person youād always dreamed of falling in love with- sweet, genuine, strong⦠he would protect you from anything and everything. He was the embodiment of a comforting presence.
But alas, it was not to be. Chichi had his heart. On occasion you would witness him being soft with her, kissing her cheek or picking her up in his arms. It made you so sad. And also angry. Why her? You heard she grew up a princess for Kamiās sake, hadnāt she had enough handed to her on a silver platter? You felt so small and worthless compared to her⦠of course heād desire a brave Princess over a scared girl he found in a pile of bricks.
Once youād become a constant in the friend group, Goku seemed to talk to you less. You could usually count on him starting a little conversation about food, or the weather, sometimes giving you a pat on the head (which gave you butterflies in your stomach). But now you were lucky if he even greeted you. What had you done? Had you said something to offend him and forgot? Had you given him a weird look and didnāt realize? Were you simply too unappealing for him to even look at anymore? You blamed yourself for this shift in his actions and became depressed. Piccolo noticed. He would try to ask you whatās wrong, but youād never tell him.
Time passed and Chichi became pregnant. You hated it, but Goku looked so very happy to be a father. Now, with Chichi expecting, most everyoneās attention was on her. The voices in your head told you that you were unwanted. Youād failed at being a friend. At being a person, even. On some level you knew this was just the bully in your brain talking, but it still hurt. You wanted to get away from it all. All the constant reminders that the one thing you wanted couldnāt be yours. You thought about killing yourself but you were too much of a pussy. One night, when everyone was fussing over Chichi, you put a few belongings in a bag and dashed out your window. You didnāt know where you were going, you just walked by instinctā¦
A few hours later, you found yourself in front of the reconstructed building that used to be your home. If you could consider it a home. You suddenly began to sob uncontrollably, all sorts of memories flooding your mind. In the darkness, you felt a hand on your shoulder. You gasped, turning around and seeing Goku. He looked down at you, eyes full of confusion and concern. āAre you okay?ā he asked softly.
Seeing him only made you cry harder, and you threw your arms around him. He held you tightly, saying, āItās okay⦠I donāt know why youāre crying, but Iām here with you, so itās okay.ā
It felt like he held you for hours but it was probably just a few minutes. You finally pulled away and he offered to take you home. You nodded and he took you in his arms, flying up in the sky back towards Piccoloās house.
āWhy did you come find me?ā you asked him. Goku smiled a bit, āI noticed you were gone. It worried me⦠you havenāt been yourself lately.ā
You felt your heart flutter. So he still paid attention to you. Worried about you. When you got back to your window, he set you down. āYāknow⦠Iām really sorry if I havenāt talked to you much lately. Itās not that I donāt like you or anything, itās justā¦ā his voice trailed off, and he looked rather sad. He quickly snapped out of it though, laughing and rubbing the back of his neck, āAnyway! You get some rest⦠or come and join us⦠whatever you want to do!ā With that he left you and went through the front door.
Once you climbed back through your window, you laid down on your bed. What was he trying to say? Would you ever know? You decided that learning the mysteries of Goku might just be enough insensitive to stick around, after all.
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Happy New Years, everyone š
Sorry I haven't posted anything for the new year, but I'm prioritizing my family this new years. Hopefully, Rev's intro was enough for yalls lol.
Now time for the sappy shit š
@natsukishinomiyaswife
Your twst event was the first one I EVER participated in, and I'm SOOOOO glad I did! If it wasn't for your event, I probably wouldn't be where I am today. You and many others gave me the confidence to share my characters and art with the twst community, so I really appreciate it. I hope you have an amazing 2025 š
@babyghoul138
As one of my first moots, I owe you a lot of thanks. You made me feel so welcome in a time when I had very low self-esteem, and you raised me up to be more confident in myself. I really appreciate you, not only as a moot, but as a friend. I hope you have an amazing 2025 š
@cheerleaderman
You were one of my first moots and the first twst creator I ever interacted with. You made me feel so loved with your response to my art, and it made me feel so special. Thank you for caring so much for my characters and for taking the time to learn so much about them. I hope you have an amazing 2025 āØļø
@jovieinramshackle
Thanks so much for your friendliness, Jo. Ever since I first saw your art, I wanted to be moots with you, but I never knew how to ask you.... well, until I did, lol. You're one of the friendliest people I know, and thank you so much for making me feel welcome and loved in the community. I hope you have an amazing 2025 š
Okay, I would write notes to ALL my moots, but this would be WAAAYYY too long, so for the moots I didn't mention, just know that I appreciate every single one of you. You all have made me feel so welcome in the community and showed me that it's okay to share your interests because there will always be someone who cares.
I'd also like to thank my followers. You all have shown me that I'm worth something. Throughout my life, I've seen myself as worthless, someone who doesn't deserve anything. But your support has made me so much more confident in my art. You all have shown me that my art is worth seeing and worth supporting. I really must thank you for that. Art is something that makes me happy, and it's good to know that someone cares about what I love to do š
Happy 2025, everybody! I'll try my best to share new and exciting ideas with all of you.
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my relationship with hot professor has me spiraling like āIām abnormal like youāre not supposed to care this much about what someone thinks about you . Iām the only person in all of history who has felt this deeply for another person and Iām going to die alone because *richard siken voice* you said love for you is like a religion itās terrifying no one will ever want to sleep with youā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ like Iāll never feel this deeply again about anything or anyone and most importantly no one will ever feel this deeply for meā and then I have to take a step back and give myself some grace bc like. extenuating circumstances of āliteral professor in a position of power over me paid to constantly judge me, specifically a professor who has no qualms about sexual relationships with students and who is particularly harsh towards me apparently; who gives me gifts š; who I have gotten in a genuine fight with where we had to (metaphorically) kiss and make up; etc.ā like maybe this would be a mental torture dungeon for anyone with low self esteem
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Can i request the hexsquad with a reader like stolas from helluva boss?without all his creepy attitudes obviosly,a young noble that goes to hexside with an terrible parent and a very young fiance that is scared of,just some comfort to the reader with real friends(i cant imagine what would happen if stolas reader comes out as teenage parentšbut sure a loving one if u ask me)
Howdy! My lĆmit is 4 characters, so i'm gonna pick up the ones i find more acurrante for this situation. Thanks for the Request ā¤ļø(You didn't specify so i go for a Platonic one)
Hunter/Willow/ Amity x Stolas! Reader
Genre: headcanons
Reader: male
Warnings: Bad parents, Bad parenting, High espectetions, low self esteem, arranged marriege, i didn't use the case of the baby bc the guys have like 14 so noā ļø, Reader has a Bad relationship with his "fiancee", Fluff.
Hunter Noceda
Hunter probably knew Stolas! reader when he joined the Hexquad or through Willow, because I don't see it as very likely that he had friends in the emperor's coven (I'll do a drabble about that one day).
to try new things (and be away from his fiancƩe) Stolas! reader decided to join the Flyer Derby team, which was a surprise in itself because he seemed like someone...very...weak, at least in Hunter's eyes.
but the demon quickly became almost the opposite, summoning monstrous specters with his haunted items and his book (grimoire?) and honestly left him in disrepair.
although Stolas!lector was definitely "weak" in other ways, mostly because he was so SOFT.
He had great destructive potential, yes, but when I got to talk to him, he was so damn nice that it was suspicious (to him).
At first Hunter pretended to be angry at the constant reader talk, but little by little he lets down his walls and joins in a little in their talks, especially if they have to do with magic.
Hunter has a LOT of questions about how Oracle magic works ESPECIALLY from Stolas' family! Reader, how do you see the future with such precision? How do you control so many monsters at the same time? they might even compare research notes :D
When Hunter comes into trust with the reader, it is quite easy for him to see through him and how things affect him. like the thing with his fiancƩe for example.
Now, Hunter, unlike the following cases, firmly believes that THE FIANCE is the problem of everything and is willing to go for blood (he's like, how dare you make my friend cry?)
Hunter PERSONALLY doesn't think it's appropriate for Stolas! Reader and his fiancƩe try to be friends, make things happen? Sure, but being friends after all the bad times they've been through? titan no...
As for the terrible father thing...he can relate...A LOT.
Similar to what he did with Gus, he would share his experience with the reader and try to make him feel better.
but MOST OF ALL he goes into big brother mode when the reader is around his father (Hunter would have an inhuman amount of BEEF on the man)
Hunter knows what it's like to be manipulated by the person who's SUPPOSED to take care of you and someone you ADMIRE on top of it, so if necessary he gives the reader a reality shock when they need it.
Does being like Stolas include being fluffy and like an Owl? If so, there is no WAY Hunter doesn't end up sleeping (whether on purpose or accidentally) on the reader's soft fur (he gets very embarrassed later)
I imagine Stolas! reader tends to be very VERY dense and Hunter would definitely make some harmless jokes about it (like when someone is BLATANTLY flirting with him and he's just like "do you know what the differences are between frogs and toads? :D")
Reader's gardening hobby definitely helps him serve as a matchmaker between Hunter and Willow, whether leaving them alone on purpose or leaving a nice atmosphere ;)
Despite this, Hunter definitely thinks that reader plants are a bit too nippy for his good š
Hunter doesn't understand much about Astronomy or how it relates to the Oracle, but he will happily listen to the reader talking about it and tries to listen and understand as best he can. instead the reader hears about his fixation on Lobos :D
When Hunter and Willow are together, Stolas! The reader becomes his third wheel, or rather, his "practice son" is quite funny.
In general you could say that Hunter is slightly more protective of Stolas! reader for his naivety and gullibility, but he does not believe that he is any less capable for that.
He is still a great friend to him :3
Willow Park
Willow knew a little about Stolas reader, precisely because of how relevant his family was and that apparently the boy would be in her same year.
low key, Willow was nervous about this news at first, she was afraid of running into Stolas! reader for fear that he would become a Bully on her similar to Amity and her group in the first season.
but one day she ended up drinking with Stolas! reader as he ran to class, both dropping several things.
To Willow's surprise, Reader was really friendly and apologized A LOT for bumping into her, helping her pick up the books while talking about how he was new and got lost easily and how his locker tried to eat his hand.
In addition, he was completely amazed when he saw the copies of Erbology books that Willow had for her plant class, and he began to ask her MANY questions.
What were the types of plants like? Do they have carnivorous plants? Can you see them? Can you feed them? Do they have species from all the islands? and the list goes on..
Willow was so stunned by all the questions and the fact that who she thought would be her worst nightmare turned out to be a super innocent kid that she almost forgot she had class.
After that, Stolas reader would spend his time looking for Willow to talk about plants, to his joy and Willow's dismay, who on the one hand couldn't say that he disliked reader, on the contrary, he was very sweet and friendly, but he feared this. It would end in him being swallowed.
But when he met his "fiancee" with certain frustration problems...
At first Willow tries to help Stolas reader hide, but eventually tries to get them on good terms at least.
If it works, great!
If it doesn't work and you still hate each other, well, you can try that plant that reader has been studying so much--
reader is very supportive of Willow with her grubgy Flyer career! He is going to encourage her with his carnivorous plants with signs to encourage herš¤£
Willow helps with Stolas Reader Gardening Hobbies!, whether it's reminding him when to water the plants, helping him get rid of the weed that bites him, or even growing plants he wants when he's feeling especially down.
Stolas reader has even tried to use his Oracle magic to make Willow get better grades, sometimes it works and other times they spoil half their lives, at least they know they will be friends in 20 years!
Willow is very emotionally supportive of EVERYONE, this does not exclude Stolas! reader, not only with his complicated fiancƩe, but also with the fact that his father is a TERRIBLE role model and treats him TERRIBLE.
Willow has tried to suggest that the reader take two classes, both Oracle and Plants, but the reader is TOO afraid of her father to tell her that she doesn't want to study what he says, which leaves Willow quite sad.
One thing's for sure, there are sleepovers at the Park house! and definitely try to include the reader in plans with friends as much as possible.
just like Willow is a safe place for Reader, Reader is a safe place for Willow, they are each other's shoulders to cry on, in a way.
Reader is definitely the ultimate shipper Hunlow (although he threatened Hunter that if he did anything to Willow he would put a curse on her, tear her to pieces and feed it to his plants. Hunter understood).
Both can be terrifying when angry or using all their power, although they are usually rays of sunshine.
In short, two rays of sunshine that help each other to relate to the group (don't mess with them, they are much more dangerous than they look)š
Amity Blight
ohhhhh boy, she understands ā ļø
She probably know Stolas! reader thanks to his parents being friends and/or business colleagues, similar to Boscha's parents.
Odalia insisted that Amity try to be her friend so that she could improve her relationship with her family (a very important one among the covens, especially the Oracle's).
So Amity took note and prepared herself for a capricious and pedantic prince, similar to Boscha.
Imagine his surprise when Stolas! reader ended up being the complete opposite, someone very reserved, shy and wanting to make REAL friends.
If we talk about Amity from the first season, at first she had difficulty accepting Lector, precisely because of his reputation, but they found that they had several things in common.
books for example.
Amity ended up running into Reader several times in the library while working, mainly in the reptile and botany areas, which seemed strange since he was in Oracle classes.
They would end up having conversations about frogs and what they were like outside of the boiling islands, it turns out that the reader's family could use Oracle magic even in the human world, but he loves to see the "rare" specimens they had, like the opossums or giraffes.
Being the least mean to him, Reader spent his time stuck next to Amity, and she eventually warmed up to him and she would keep him company, even open up to him.
He definitely knows about her arranged marriage, and he didn't like how it scared him, he can bet that on a couple of occasions Amity threw her away with her abobinable.
(although I think it is not impossible for him to accept her as a friend of himself and the reader if he shows he really wants to change or at least try not to take out his frustration on the reader)
defends him when someone tries to take away from his abilities as a member of the Oracle, he's like "do you think you know more than HIM??" and it definitely gets into hands sometimesš
Amity HATES the reader's father, she considers him to be even worse than ODALIA. What kind of father commits his 14-year-old son?? (she hopes he finds out that they have been engaged since they were 11š¬) and can't stand the way he talks about his son . If I could, I would send you the Alador abobinables.
āØbonding through shitty parents āØ
She highly encourages reading hobbies, especially plants and reading, you can even read to the kids together!
she defends Stolas a lot! reader from her family when she has to see them, especially from her father, if she and the reader's fiancƩe get along at this point, they will most likely make an alliance to protect Reader.
Amity even tells him about Azura's books that she reads! and compare notes and drawings they make of the characters
Listen to any babbling or rant that the reader has to give, whether it be frogs, plants or prophecies he saw on his own in the stars, astronomy, etc. Even if she doesn't understand shit, she just nods and won't let anyone take away that beautiful moment from the reader.
Imagine Amity introducing Luz to the reader! she would be SO happy to see that they would both get along because they are "nerdy" in different ways, but that they complement each other well.
I think Amity is definitely rooting for Stolas! reader to confess directly if he has a crush, after all, he is cute, comes from a good family and has a big heart, who wouldn't want to be with him? It even helps you make a note!
She wants the reader to find REAL love and not be forced to have a partner for something like status.
She supports the reader all the way when she decides to reveal herself to her family, she knows how scary it is, so she even offers him not only a shoulder to cry on, but also to stay with her for a while.
She tells him how brave he was and how happy she is for him.
Overall, rich, misunderstood best friends who stick together š
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Hallo! You know who is someone I donāt see many people appreciating? Ganyu! Imagine a neurodivergent creator reader who is the one that finds her when sheās going through one of her crises when she doesnāt know if she belongs with the humans or Adepti and reader can understand her because thatās how they feel as well about life?? And about their old world and sometimes this one??
I feel that they could potentially bond over that and maybe even realize Ganyu is also somewhat neurodivergent in some way?? Or sheās very socially inept in some ways and reader can relate and share in those worries so the two just sometimes sit together shoulder to shoulder and just not say anything and just relax and everyone is confused??? Anyways thatās all for me, keep up the great work! :D
-Bonk anon
GOD, NEURODIVERGENT ASKS, JUST HAVE MY WHOLE HEART IN YOUR HANDS ššš¤²š¤²šš
JUST TAKE IT I DONT NEED IT-
ALSO LESSER ASKED FOR/LESS POPULAR CHARACTERS??
SIGN ME TF UP-
Ahhh,Ā lookĀ at her... I wouldĀ dieĀ for her,Ā killĀ for her... either way,Ā what blissĀ āØļø
also fuCK mihoyo, sheās fat and beautiful and so thats how she gonna be written. š¤
saw this in my mailbox forever ago and as i was workng thru them, was just like, ādamn that Ganyu ask is so close im so excited to write abt her <33ā
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Sun:Ā Neurodivergent!Reader, Gender Neutral (they/them)
Orbit:Ā tiny scenario +headcanons
Stars:Ā Ganyu, my dearest.
Comets & Meteors:Ā Content Warnings:Ā talk of low self-esteemĀ & Trigger Warnings: talk of low self-esteem, neurodivergent struggles, talk of missing meals (ganyu wants to schedule out her lunch-breaks).
when youād initially explained to the (actually scarily strong irl) genshin characters whoād been claiming all kinds of wild stuff about you (āThe Last Descender! The World Player!ā)
youād been in Liyue at the time, and out of everyone, the first you could see believed you were a mortal on Earth before (and not ruling it š) was Ganyu.
Sheād looked shocked, like the others, but you could quickly see her get more and mire visibly twitchy and excited as you explained further
(rlly unlike the just,,Ā utterĀ confusion on Xiaoās, Zhongliās, Shenheās, and Cloud Retainerās faces, so convinced of your divinity thereās no way you could be human- even just acting like one-)
but you did, and Ganyu loved it.
you actually didnāt interact much for the first month you were stuck in a gacha video game (the other alloegenes, gods, adepti, and citizens, including international, pulling you around for opinions on this and that)
But one night you couldnāt sleep (the Qixing provided amble spacious housing in a temple already apparently dedicated to you, one youād never seen in game)
Itād been⦠a rough day.
Everywhere you went, miscommunications followed, and you still didnāt really know how to mask properly around these just- well, since they were real,Ā aliens
sure, they mimicked stuff about humans, but not the people/culture youād mostly been around, (and the adepti had their own code of behavior, which was so complex youāreĀ sureĀ they shouldāve made an actual social behavior manual by now)
but you just couldnāt escape the endless cycle, not only that, but your executive function had apparently forgotten to keep up with some important appointments or otherwise things you had needed to get done earlier, so you were scrambling to send a late letter to Fontaine inventors who needed to get the project started in 3 days, which is how long the letter takes to get there, ohĀ gods, and you needed to check on Inazuma, apparently Seirai island is getting lightningy again and the Raiden Shogun wants you in person as soon as possible to aid her with it, but you need to attend a Knights of Favonius meeting in 2 days-
Yeah. You were stressed, and honestly? crumbling under the pressure.
So youād snuck out of your rooms (dodging the patrolling guards) and went to the office of the one person who knew whoād understand
Ganyu. Scribbling and mumbling in her office to herself, late into the night
Sheād jumped at you slipping in without knocking (avoid the Milieth at all costs,Ā even tho ur literally god and youāve been told you can do whatever you want mostly)
and knocked a whooooollleee stack of papers to the floor, scattering itĀ everywhereĀ š
youād scrambled to start picking them up,, but then she stops you frantically saying āNo, no, itās okay, itās not a big deal I promise, thereās no need to cry over these silly papers, heaven-sent!ā
what??
oh.
oh no.
itād just been one more thing youād messed up on top of all of today (and tbh this whole month whirlwind of becoming some kind of god of the continent)
and Ganyu was,Ā Ganyu <3
she wasĀ sweetĀ andĀ kindĀ and soĀ overwhelminglyĀ helpful,Ā how could you make a mess of her life too-
āEmperor?Ā Huangdi?ā
youāre just sitting on the floor now, but you startle when she gently holds your upper arms, calling your name very softly, so soft if she wasnāt saying you actual name youād think she was talking to something else, somethingĀ precious to her
the qilin guides you up, easily supporting your weight, she directs you to her couch, and manuvers you into laying your head across her plush thighs, the half-adeptiās pants arenāt as skin-tight like in-game, theyāre actually the cosiest fabric youāve ever laid on (or maybe thatās just a combination of your fragileness and her thick thighs)
she rubs your shoulder and back, offering a tissue (when did she get that-)
and thatās when you know youāve chosen your first friend in Teyvat perfectly :)
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you sneak out nearly every night for those first few months in Liyue (not including travel, which you tried to limit or youād both make an excuse why she needed to come with lol)
just to sneak into her office, and youād nearly cried a second time on her when she offered some notes about both standard human and adepti behaviors (after all, sheās had to study them both to fit into both)
Ganyu learns to do your hair and you do hers š„ŗ she canāt bring herself to trust anyone to cut her hair but you, and you always try to do styles that donāt get in her way <3
like buns with a braid wrapped around it, or two space buns (Keqing didnāt say anything but Ganyu gossiped to you about how she could see a little smile on her face whenever she ran into Ganyu that week, obviously cutely thinking how they matched)
While of course the first thing Ganyu did was propose to help you schedule/manage your time so you wouldnāt have to rely on your non-existent executive function-
youād also made sure to literally plop ur chin over her shoulder to make sure you saw ābreakā AT LEAST once a day, now that she was incorporating herself a little into ur schedule too (Ganyu fought tooth and nail to get rid of that lunch-break, but thenĀ youĀ threatened to also not eat, and she cavedĀ so fastĀ LMAO)
(bc sheās a die-hard workaholic ofc she wants this, after you heard abt her schedule in-game youād thought it was lucky she was not fully human or she wouldāve dropped dead, but now even moreso watching that horror in real time š)
which!! she!! is so!! (at this point you usually just squeeze her round cheeks a little too hard before then wrapping your arms as far as they can go around her torso andĀ squeezing even harder-)
After a couple of āyour trauma š¤ my traumaā nights, she honestly understood really well where your limits were so to speak, what you could and simply couldnāt do
and was the first one willing to explain to people you have executive dysfunction (and was quick to cut off any ājust try harder/pull yourself up by your bootstraps/just believe in yourselfā nonsense when if came to your disabilities, even tho those were few and far between moments if any)
afterall, people had expected the same from her, and she frequently fell into that thinking herself (it also didnāt help that as you tried to give her a normal schedule at first, which benefitted her human side more, it felt like the Qixing was stumbling to keep up with the supernatural workload now being distributed)
Ganyu knew it had been your influence originally that helped her when sheād had her workload lightened/then followed by the traveler when she ran off
(and regardless of the truth too, when youād finally gotten the courage to tell her how you actually interacted with Teyvat, unable to steer actions from what the plot dictated)
sheādĀ stillĀ attributed it to you, (āwell, you couldāve always just picked up your things and left, yes? But even if it was āpre-plannedā like you say, you still wanted to follow through and wereā¦Ā ahem, h-happy for m-me, right?ā youād smacked right into her you stimmed so relieved)
You didnāt exactly know how to explain it, bc everyone was really accepting,
from citizens to nobles, officials and guards, to vision-users, gods and other supernatural beings that inhabited Teyvat
no one judged you for unmasking/stimming, but in that way that meant they didnāt really understand what was different about you, they just knew you were and theyād still decided to treat you with the same adoration anyway
but Ganyu,
she treated you the same but knew what stims you did when you were happy or excited, what ones comforted you, what your latest verbal stims were, and what your āclassicsā were (u never had to tell her, she just learned them quick and all on her own, bless this woman š )
Ganyu understood all the good and all the bad and saw you unmasked and still laughed so hard at your jokes she fell into your side and always asked another question about your hyperfixations/interests
youād quickly realized there were a lot of neurodivergent overlaps between stuff Ganyu did and what you did
(whether or not she herself was, you just assumed yes based on what you researched, but there wasnāt any official testing in teyvat)
it makes more sense to you after applying the neurospicy filter to all her actions why sheās so obsessed with work (she hyperfixates on certain projects the Qixing has going, and has a long-term passive fixation on scheduling/stationary/related office work stuff)
but this also meant you understood why she was always asking for more about you, your mortal world, your time here, where you wanted to go in teyvat, what you wanted to do, howād you feel when the game did this to someone, what about-?
needless to say you couldnāt (and didnāt have to š„²) contain your stims at knowing you became a slight hyperfixation for her
she got all embarassed and blushy about it!!! <333š© (and did that cute thing where she just kinda sways in place holding her hands together when bashful or nervous āØšāØ)
unrelated to above, but your favorite thing (besides sightseeing or eating at yet another new restaurant in liyue) to do together is go do something childish
like playing childrenās games (hopscotch, or hill sliding in ganyus case) from both ur childhoods
u thought itd be a good idea to get Ganyu to relax a little more and have more fun outside her job!
(again, unrelated bc idk im scattered with these headcanons, the cryo user loves when you help her pick new outfits at storesĀ not bc she wants to impress u what)
ok last unrelated headcanon i promise,
Ganyu wasnāt overly affectionate before, honestly she was always going too fast to stop for those kind of casual touches (and when was there time in her old scedule)
but after a month of getting comfortable around each other, she subconciously gets up from her desk (mid-reading a file/carrying it with her lmao)
and sits on her office couch, making room for you to lay on her (and she is the perfect pillow)
(you dont point it out, you know sheāll get too embarassed, and youĀ refuseĀ to lose Ganyu cuddles <3)
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im so glad im not the only one who took one look at Ganyuās problems in life and was like, ādamn im neurospicy, ur so right, blue-frosty-magical-half-deer-secretary-womanā
btw itās on the masterlist āturn on the background music?ā but hereās really long playlist I made for sagau stuff!
mostly game music but also other fun songs i hope fit, mostly based of my blog so itās not dark (as the other playlists under SAGAU search on spotify looked dark too lmao)
Safe Travels Bonk Anon,
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I mentioned making a kofi before, but I think Iāll start including it in posts too if u guys dont mind!
An iced coffee? For me?? :O
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@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist /Ā @thedevioussmirk / @the-dumber-scaramouche / @chocogi / @fallen-starr / @areaderofbooks
#tis slow going over here at deadaqua.com#i wanna write a bunch then post it all at once#idc if that makes me a menace#i am free#genshin sagau#sagau#genshin isekai#genshin imagines#my asks#ganyu x reader#sagau ganyu#self aware genshin au#gender neutral reader#genshin impact sagau#could be platonic but i implied romantic#but ill tag anyway#sagau platonic#genshin x reader
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As someone who was like that person in that tough love ask, can confirm 100% itās not fun for either party and it makes me so sick when this type of behaviour is romanticised (not necessarily saying thatās what anon was doing, but kinda felt like it). I was in 9 months of straight agony and it made me never want to have a relationship again (or atleast not until sm more therapy) š which is why i now live vicariously through reader insert type content so thanks for providing that lmao
Remember kids, possessiveness and jealousy aināt cute irl
Oh yeah no, I dated someone like it and on god, its a horrible fucking time. I don't have patience for any of that type of behavior anymore at all. Genuinely, if you're like this in a relationship go to therapy and don't date anyone for a while. Work on it, dude.
Like i love dark fiction i write a lot of it, but this type of behavior is just irritating for all involved. It's why the character closest to this type of behaviour, D Woolf, doesn't even fucking do it. They have an anxiety disorder and just have low self esteem, and they worry sometimes but they feel HAPPY in their relationship, and so they fight to stay in it. The thought of the Witch being miserable because of them is horrible.
Anyway, i want a milkshake.
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