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deanwinchestersbabygirll · 1 month ago

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Dean?

-Warnings// lil angst, SMUT, fluff, fluff and more fluff; lil summary- this is a request for a part 2 of Last Christmas, you can read that here, this can be read as a stand alone but I would recommend reading Last Christmas first :))

-Dean x reader

-word count//10,415

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4 months, it had been 4 months since your heart was ripped from your chest. No matter what you did you just couldn't escape that night...

"Baby... is everything okay ?" You asked worried, watching as Dean stared off into the distance his eyebrows scrunched together as though he was in deep thought "the hallucinations are starting aren't they?" Dean could only nod at you. Closing your eyes you take a deep breath "okay... I'll make a salt circle and get the goofer dust from the trunk" you croaked out, your words getting caught in your throat, your breathing picked up as you rushed to the impala "Y/N, it's okay. we don't have time, we've gotta stop Lilith... it's our only option at this point sweetheart" Dean said grabbing your shaking hands in his own, "but what if- what if it doesn't work?" you struggled to ask through tears.

His hand moved to your cheek, wiping the tears away with his rough hand, Dean leaned down slightly, pressing a firm kiss on your forehead as he fought away his own tears "Y/N... I love you so damn much, I know this sucks baby, trust me... I know it does but, we've tried everything I'm not getting out of this de-" you cut him off through sobs "no don't say that, please just don't say that" you begged clinging to him. Dean nodded silently just holding your body close to his "okay I won't say it" dean held you tight as he tried to ignore the howls of the hounds nearing closer to him. You tried to memorise the way he felt with his arms wrapped tightly around you, the way he smelt - gun fire and whiskey, and the sound of his voice, you never wanted to forget the sound of his voice, you knew it was only a matter of hours before you would never hear him speak again.

You made the most of the time you had left with Dean, you didn't leave him alone at all, he could barley go pee without you hot on his trail, but he wouldn't have had it any other way. That's why when it happened you had seen it all happen, the windows shattered as loud crashed entered the room you screamed as an held you back "get her out of here Sam" dean yelled as the invisible dogs pounced on him causing him to yell out in pain as blood splattered all over the white walls "no Dean!" You screamed trying to rush to him, Sam's arms wrapped around you pulling you back into him in a comforting restraint, you thrashed around but Sam's hold never loosened, he refused let go until he felt your body relax, by that point you'd collapsed against as sobs wracked through your body " let me go sam" you begged out in laboured breaths

The second Sam's grip was gone you crawled towards deans lifeless body, you saw the blank stare in his eyes knowing there was no life left in them. Your hand shot to your mouth to the muffle your cries. You saw the slices all through his chest seeing his body was torn to shreds "come on, you don't gotta see this. You two go to the car and I'll burn his body-" you cut Bobby off quickly "no, deans gonna need his body when he comes back." you told them both not allowing any room for arguments, not that Sam would have anyway. You watched as Sam and Bobby put dean into the back of the impala, you got in with him laying his head in your lap, silently crying the whole ride to Bobby's, just soaking up your last time holding Dean in some way.

You tossed in bed as you blocked out the rest of the last three months, you haven't stopped trying to find a way to bring Dean back, you've went to 17 different crossroad demons trying to sell your own soul in exchange for Dean, it all ended the same way, the demon laughing at you "now why would we exchange Dean Winchester's soul for yours?" and then they'd be exercised, I mean did they think you were stupid enough not to put a damn devils trap down before summoning them?

You've even tried bargaining with witches, paying them hundreds just for a spell that wouldn't work, and of course that usually meant they'd meet their end at the barrel of your gun. 4 months down the line and your running out of options, hell you haven't spoken to Sam for months. He jumped in the impala and drove off the day after deans funeral, only leaving you with a good bye, you've tried calling but he ditched his cell and got a new number so you haven't been able to talk to him, which honestly hasn't helped, you lost the love of your life and within hours your best friend too. You were thankful you still had Bobby, he was the only one who's been there for you no matter what, although he didn't agree with your methods, he understood, if he was in the same position you were he'd be doing everything in his power to bring his wife back.

Sighing you look at the alarm clock beside your bed that read 3:26am, great another night with no sleep. You couldn't remember the last time you'd had an actual nights rest, it's been years from you had to sleep alone, always having Dean next to you, your head against his chest as his fingers ran through your hair, only he could get you to relax enough to get to sleep and now that he was gone you had to make do with the 2 to 3 hour sleeps you were getting. You decided to get up and do some more research, maybe there's something you're missing.

"How long have you been awake?" Bobby asked knowingly as he walked into the kitchen finding you with a beer at your laptop, six books scattered across the table "uh... what time is it" Bobby sighed looking at his watch "7:15am" you scrunched your face, taking a long sip of your beer "uh like..." you drifted off trying not to say how long. "Y/N your stressing me out here kid" bobby said softly " I mean when's the last time u ate something real, I'm talking actual food, not a bag of chips or beer, you look like your killing yourself here, you ain't sleeping, ain't eating and all you do is research or killing witches. I'm worried about you"

You took a deep breath looking at the older man "I know... I'm sorry Bobby, this isn't fair to you, you shouldn't have to see this crap. I'll get my stuff and head out" you assured him closing your lap top and moving to get up "woah, that's not what I meant. I don't want you heading out anywhere your damn self. I want you to sleep more than 2 hours and I want you to eat an actual meal three times a day" Bobby say down next to you pulling your arm to pull you back down "darlin I know you feel like you've got your heart ripped right from your chest, and I know you feel like it'll never get any better, and I'm not gonna bullshit ya and say that you will, cause you won't but your gonna realise it's gets easier every day I promise" Bobby assured you patting your back

"do you know the story behind Dean giving me this ring?" You looked up showing the the diamond that rested on your left ring finger, Bobby shook his head "he made a promise to me-" you took a shaky breath before continuing "he promised that if he got out of the deal we'd get married. So every night when I close my eyes that's all I think about, and when I do finally get some sleep, I'm back in that night, it's like I'm watching him die all over again. And then when I wake up it's just a cycle of everything, and I don't think that'll ever go away Bobby" you cried

Bobby pulled you into a hug letting you cry on his shoulder "I didn't know about the ring, I'm sorry darlin" Bobby said quietly. You stayed there in Bobby's arms just silently crying, it felt like everything had just come crashing down on you again, like everything had happened just yesterday. Eventually you cried yourself to a sound sleep, Bobby felt your body go limp, it was as though your exhaustion had finally caught up with you, he didn't want to wake you so he carefully carried you to the couch and laid you down, he pulled the blanket over the top of the couch and wrapped it tightly around you.

Bobby sat down at the kitchen table putting his head in his hands , he was beyond stressed, he had no idea how to even help you get over something as gut wrenching as this. While sitting, thinking of ways to help you there's was a knock at the door "who the hells at my door this damn early" he mumbled grumpily. He quietly walked over to the front door, careful of the creaky floor boards as not to disturb your slumber. He opened the front door and his body froze at who was at the other end

"hey Bobby" an all to familiar voice said, Bobby didn't say a word, he just splashed the Dean lookalike with holy water "I'm not a demon" 'Dean' told him, spitting water from inside his mouth, "it's me Bobby, I don't know how... but it's me. I'm back!" Dean said moving to come into the house "not so fast" Bobby said roughly, putting his hand out to stop him from entering the threshold, with his free hand he pulled out his silver knife, "dean rolled his eyes and held his arm out "I'm not a shifter either Bobby" Bobby chuckled as he slid the blade against Deans arm, bleeding normally and not burning Dean the way it would a shifter

Bobby threw the knife to the ground pulling the man into a hug "it's good to see you son" Dean relaxed in his hold, finally feeling safe after years of torture "it's good to see you too Bobby"

"Is she here?" Dean questioned looking around for any sign of you "she's asleep on the couch... she hasn't been doing to good" deans head snapped towards him "how has she been?" Dean asked worried. Bobby sighed "let's go take a seat, we've got a lot to talk about..." Dean followed him to the mic then and listened to everything he said and by the end he was seething

"Sam left? when did he leave?" Dean ran a stressed hand over his face "day after we buried you. Y/N was pretty broken up about it... she's been through a lot since you died. She exercised over a dozen demons because they wouldn't make a deal with her?, and paid a couple witches for a spell that didn't do a damn thing, I'm guessing I don't gotta spell it out for ya" Dean nodded his head solemnly "I begged her not to do something stupid to bring me back. When I knew I wants getting out of it I begged her to promise me she'd move on, quit hunting, settle down and even have a couple of kids running around" Bobby laughed out loud at this

"Now Dean let me ask ya, if it was Y/N who made the deal and died, would you have quit hunting and moved on?" Dean looked at baby his eyebrows screwed together "that's different-" "how's it different? Oh what? Cause it's you that died and not her? Grow up princess, cause she's gonna tear ya a new one if you tell her any of that crap!" Bobby told him seriously, Dean nodded at the man's words knowing he was right, ever since you've known Dean- before you were even dating you'd rip into him if he dared belittle himself in front of you, it was part of the reason Dean loved you so much.

They weren't talking 20 minutes before you woke up. You stretched your arms above your head as you let out a long yawn "Bobby? You still here?" You called out, looking around it looked like you were alone. Your eyebrows furrowed together when you caught sign of the bloody knife on the ground.

You pulled the blade from the bookcase you kept stashed in case of emergency, on high alert you quietly wandered through the house.

Deans eyes snapped to Bobby at the sound of your voice "I'll go talk to her" he rushed to get up but a hand on his arm stopped him "no. You wait here, I'll talk to her, explain what's going on, if she sees her dead fiancé in here no explanation she's gonna flip out" Dean nodded knowing he was right, from what he heard of your life the last three months you'd kill him before he could talk to you.

"Y/N, we gotta talk about something real important, c'mere" you furrowed your brows lowering your blade "what's going on Bobby?" Bobby sighed "it's best if you take a seat" Bobby took the blade and placed it on the table away from your reach "you're kinda freaking me out right now" you told him with a small teasing smile "Y/N... deans back" tears welled up in your eyes blurring your vision "no he's n-not, you c-can't do this to me, I can't take it please Bobby" your voice came in sorts as you struggled to get the words out "I'm tellin' the truth, he's back. It's really him, he's in the kitch..." Bobbys words trailed off as you had already took off to the kitchen

"Dean?" You called frantically as you neared the kitchen, rushing to get up Dean met you at the opening, a shy smile and sad look in his eyes "hi sweetheart" you couldn't stop the sob that excised your throat as you ran into his open arms,

Instantly catching you, Dean hoisted you up so your legs wrapped around his hips, your hands cupped his cheeks, you pulled him into a deep kiss letting your emotions pour through into the kiss. You pulled back only when the need for oxygen became to great, leaning your forehead against Dean's, tears pouring down both your faces "how? How is this possible?" You whispered against his lips "I don't know, I woke up ... crawled out from the ground, went to a gas station a-and things just started going crazy, radios turned on by themselves and all the glass smashed... I'm thinking that could have something to do with this..." Dean confessed, his hands around you not letting go, if anything he pulled you closer to him "I don't care right now... I just care that your back, your here with me" you said pressing a small gentle kiss to his lips.

——— a few hours later———

Dean lay flat on his back on the bed you had taken residency in , you tucked tightly against his side with your head on his chest, his fingers running up and down your arm, creating goosebumps in their wake "you still wear the ring?" Dean questioned as the diamond on your finger rested on his chest caught his eyes "yeah, it was honestly the only thing keeping me really grounded the last 4 months, just knowing how close we were to being... you know" you said softly, Dean hummed in response using his free hand to take your hand in his "I think we should go for it" stunned your look up from his chest "go for it, as in we should get married?" Dean chuckled smirking at you

"Yeah. I think we should do it, I want to be able to call you my wife" you couldn't help the smile that broke through "I want to be able to call you my husband. Let's do it, let's get freaking married" Dean laughed, he pulled you up so that your lips were inches from his, leaning his forehead to yours, your breath coming one as his lips brushed against yours as he spoke "i love you so much baby" your lips pulled into a giddy smile

"I love you too De, more than anything" finishing with a deep kiss to his plump yet chapped lips, groaning lowly Dean pushed you back against the pillows, his lips never leaving yours as he hovered above you, never pulling away from the kiss

Deans hand moved lower as he pinched your butt making you laugh, taking advantage Dean slipped his tongue into your mouth drawling a breathy koan from you. You wrapped your legs around deans hips pulling him closer so that his bulge was pressed against your now soaking core "I really need you baby... it's been so fucking long" you confessed breathlessly gassing his lips "your gonna have me sweetheart, every damn way you want me" Dean grunted into you ear, sucking his way down your neck, making your eyes roll

arching your back yup from the bed, Dean makes quick work to pull your shirt off your body, revealing your bare breasts to him "damn no bra sweetheart?" Dean said icing his lips at the sight "well I wasn't exactly expecting to have sex today, otherwise I'd have wore that little red set that ya like so much" you flirted, pulling at deans own shirt hinting do him to take it off "oh don't threaten me with a good time sweetheart... that little red set is going to be torn right off the first night of our honeymoon" Dean pulled his shirt off throwing it behind him, not giving a man where it landed.

Your eyes landed on the prominent hand print on his shoulder, your eyes widen in shock "dean oh my god- I" dean was quick to shush your worried murmurs with a soft kiss "I don't know what it is baby, but I promise it doesn't hurt, it's been there since I crawled out the hole. I think it has something to do with how I'm out" you nodded in understanding, still not feeling totally okay with it "baby we should tell Bobby maybe he has idea on what it is?" Dean shook his head a small smile on his lips "later beautiful... right now I just wanna be with you" Dean replied, kissing his way down your neck making sure to spend time at your sweet spot behind your ear, drawing out soft whimpers from your lips.

Dean made quick work of removing both your pants leaving you both bare "I can't wait to taste you again" Dean said with a sultry voice, licking and sucking his way to your aching cunt, just waiting for him to abuse it. "Baby I really need you to fuck me now, foreplay later" you said pulling him back up closer "you sure?" Dean asked letting his fingers move down south, your threw your head back in pleasure as his fingers teased your entrance, his thumb rubbing circles on your clit "oh god! Dean please- I need you inside me" you begged

Dean chuckled darkly taking his fingers, now soaked in your arousal and sucking them "damn you taste so fucking good" Dean smirked as you rolled your eyes playfully "do you have a condom?" He questioned as he lined his cock up to your dripping entrance "no i haven't actually had sex since well you know, and we used the last condom we had in Bobby's last years Fourth of July" you said with a smile at the old memory "you haven't... with anyone else?" Dean questioned, shaking your head "Dean Winchester, you are the only man I will ever love love, I don't care about meaningless sex, I'd much rather be making love to the man I'm going to marry" deans cheeks heated up at your confession "I love you Y/N Y/L/N, we'll soon to be Y/N Winchester" he'd an corrected making your heart skip a beat

"Well for now we have two options" Dean nodded "what options do we have sweetheart?" You looped your arms around his neck pulling him closer so that you could peck his lips "well you could go ask Bobby for a co-" Dean quickly cut you off "no, nope, not happening" he said quickly making you laugh "well, we could risk it... I mean I'm clean- obviously and I know you are, so what do you think?" You asked, biting your lip in anticipation "I think we should definitely risk it beautiful... besides if it did happen, we'd make some kick ass kids" dean joked making you laugh "you make a great point Mr Winchester" "why thank you soon to be Mrs Winchester" Dean smirked

He wrapped your legs higher up his waist so you were spread wider, Dean pushed his tip in slowly, your breath getting caught in your throat as the pain of the stretch coursed through you "you okay baby?" Dean questioned worried "yeah I'm okay, just gotta get used to your size again" you confessed knowing damn well you were only feeding his ego "don't worry baby, I'll take real good care of ya" Dean said biting his lip to stop himself from loosing control so fast

Dean continued to push him self inside you, inch by inch, your face contorted into pain, it felt like you were loosing your virginity all over again. "God you're so fucking tight!" Dean groaned loudly when he bottomed out "tell me when your ready" dean told you as he started to rub your clit to take your mind away from the sting of his stretch, he lowered his head to your chest, taking your breast into his mouth sucking and nibbling at your nipple making you cry out in pleasure "please move" you said through laboured breaths

Dean obligated and started to thrust his hips slowly. He pulled almost all the way out before slowly pushing into you again, you gripped his arms dragging your nails down them leaving behind small red lines "faster baby please" you cried out as he hit you G spot, Dean chuckled before he picked up the pace, his hips getting into a quick rhythm as he started to slam into you, soon the only sound in the room was skin slapping and the sound of both your laboured breathing, "oh god! I don't think I'll last long" Dean groaned out knowing his end was near

"Me either" Dean grabbed your legs, moving them so that they were over his shoulders, allowing him to hit a much deeper spot inside you, you screamed his name in ecstasy when you felt that knot in your belly tighten "Dean I'm gonna cum" Dean smirked, he started to rub your sensitive pearl quickly pushing you off the edge, screaming his name like a prayer as your orgasm flourishes through you, "wait something's not- oh god" you tried to say but it was too late, your eyes had rolled to the back of your head, your juices rushing out of you and covering Dean's cock and stomach. Dean groaned loudly, his hips stuttering as his own release took him by surprise, his white hot cum coating your walls, his trusts slowing down before coming to a stop

Eventually Dean pulled out of you making you whimper, he laid down beside you, pulling you into your original spot before "holy shit" he turned to look at you, both your body's were covered in sheer sweat "yeah that was incredible... i can't believe i freaking squirted on you" you said with a laugh hiding your face into his chest in embarrassment

Dean noticed right away pulling you to look at him "hey, that was the hottest thing that has ever happened in the history of sex, in fact, I'm gonna aim to get you to do it a hell of a lot more, so be ready gorgeous, it's gonna be a long time of making up" Dean promised making your heart flutter

"well have to hunt down Sam so he knows your back" Dean nodded "I'll go talk to Bobby , knowing him he knows exactly where he is" you nodded against his chest , Dean running his fingers through your hair, making you grow more tired, normally you would just let Dean lull you to sleep, it was one the things you guys did after sex, however this time was different, you were terrified to wake up... and realise it was all a dream, if that happened you really don't know what you would do, you didn't even want to think about that. "we should get going soon, don't wanna burn any daylight" you told him, bouncing up from your previous position, Dean's face scrunched into a look on confusion as he pulled you back down to him "sweetheart it's still early, it's not even 10am, we can get a hour or two of sleep" Dean placed his fingers under your chin, urging your to look at him through your tear glazed eyes

"I don't want to go to sleep... I'm afraid this is all going be one big dream" you started before closing your eyes and taking a shaky inhale "I just don't know what I would do if this right here, wasn't real" Dean nodded, holding you closer to him "Y/N" he paused to wipe the tears that had started to fall from your eyes "baby. I promise you that I am not going anywhere, I'm back... for good. Trust me, take a nap and I'll be right here when you wake up" Dean finished his sentence with a peck on your lips. You let out a shaky breathe and nodded, letting yourself lay back down against him, he wrapped his arms around you just like before, only this time he started humming 'hey Jude' knowing damn well that you would out cold after.

Dean smiled down at you as he watched you sleep. He watched the way your lips parted, a small line of drool escaping down and landing on his chest, Dean would chuckle if he wasn't so afraid of waking you up. Bobby told him all about how little you'd been sleeping and eating and he was worried sick. When he died this isn't what he wanted, he wanted you to move on and start a family and live the white picket fence life. Now with Dean being back, he's gonna do everything he can to give you the best version of that life he can.

——— a few hours later———

It was 12:37pm by the time you stirred awake, and for once in the last 4 months you actually felt well rested, you didn't feel sluggish or have a constant headache. The only problem was you were terrified to open your eyes, you didn't want to face reality... not yet.

"You awake sweetheart" you opened your eyes instantly, looking up you locked eyes with a the beautiful pair of green eyes you knew and loved "your really home" you couldn't stop the smile that spread across your lips almost painfully, "I told you I'd be right here beautiful" Dean told you, placing his hands on either side of your face to draw you in, allowing him to press a kiss to the top of your head, you giggled leaning into his touch "we should get up, we have a lot to do" you climbed off Dean, and started to pull your clothes back on.

"Well I've got a lead on Sammy" Dean called, his eyes looking up from the laptop and finding your own, you nodded urging him to continue "Pontiac, Illinois" you furrowed your brows "what's he doing in Pontiac?" You asked confused "no idea, I've been looking I don't see anything case related. I think if we start making tracks we could be there by tonight" Dean suggested, "sounds good baby let's get going" you aggressive, Dean taking your hand with a smile as he led you to the front door "hey geniuses... how you planning on getting there without a car"

Dean stopped dead in his tracks making you bump into him slightly, he turned slowly with a forced smile on his plump lips, "Bobby, any chance I could borrow your car?" You chuckled at his robot like question, "not a damn chance. I'll drive" Bobby said with his usual light gruff tone, Dean nodded and squeezed your hand tightly in his "you got it Bobby" you smiled up at the older man who nodded down at you. Dean noticed the small interaction and smiled, the love of his life getting along so incredibly with true man he looked to as his father figure, "hey sweetheart, how bout you go and get comfortable in the car I gotta do something really quick" Dean told you pressing a quick kiss to your lips

Once you were in Bobbys truck Dean turned to the older hunter "hey Bobby, I know this whole day has been pretty freaking nuts, but I haven't had a chance to thank you for taking care of Y/N while I wasn't around" Bobby snorted "son haven't ya learned anything, family don't end with blood. That goes for you, Sam and Y/N" Dean chuckled pulling the man into a hug "thanks Bobby" Bobby responded by clapping the younger man's back in a tight hug "let's go get your brother".

"Wait stop! there's baby" you yelled from the back seat, Bobby planted the brakes in the empty street, Botha men's Turing to look where you were pointed "aw baby you the best thing I've seen in- Ouch!" dean yelped rubbing the back of his head "sorry sweetheart... I mean your the second best thing I've seen in a long time" Dean corrected, "alright let's go find him before you say something else stupid" Bobby said making you nod in agreement "wise words" you quipped at him making Dean chuckle.

"Hi there I'm looking for my boyfriend.... We got into a real nasty fight and I just wanna talk to him, he's the guy driving the 69 Chevy impala, he's real tall- bout 6'4 longish hair" you lied to to the motel receptionist "yeah we got a guy here fitting that description, but uh we don't usually give out our guests information or room numbers" the older women told you hinting for money. Rolling your eyes you slammed a twenty on the desk "ah Mr smith, he's in room 18 he's got some company though. Not too sure you'd want to see that" the women said in a monotone voice "yeah alright thanks" you said, feigning anger before walking back out to Dean and Bobby "he's in room 18 and... he's not alone. I played the sad girlfriend who just wants her boyfriend back bit and she said he has company, so be prepared for that" you told both men quietly

The three of you quickly made your way to Sam's door, taking a deep breath before knocking. Not seconds later did a (thankfully...?) fully clothed Sam Winchester open the door to you slightly"Y/N? What are you doing here? How'd you find me" he questioned curious but non the less pulled you into a hug "we'll see funny thing happened... pleased don't freak out" Sam gave you a worried look nodding slowly

"Heya Sammy..." dean said stepping back from his hiding place behind the door. Within seconds Sam had him pinned to the wall inside the room, knife pinned to his neck "what are you" Sam yelled pushing the knife right enough to deans neck to draw blood "Sam stop it!" You shrieked trying to pull the hunter away "stop what?! It's obviously a shifter" Sam yelled back at you "Sam listen to us it's not! It's Dean, I promise you, it's Dean... our Dean" you assured him "Sam it's really me" Dean said gently pushing Sam's hand from his neck

Sam quickly through the knife to the ground, pulling his brother into a tight hug, you smiled at the sight, finally feeling truly reunited.

"I can't believe it's really you man... how? How did this happen?" Sam questioned making Dean shrug his shoulders "don't give me that. What did it cost you?" Dean said accusingly, "what are you talking abo- oh the girl, I don't pay man" Sam said with a small laugh "I mean to pull me out the pit Sam." Dean had his arms crossed across his chest looking at his brother, you'd actually forgotten turned your attention to Sam who looked shocked

"I tried but they uh, they wouldn't take my soul. I even tried opening the gates but nothing worked" Sam confessed taking a seat at the end of the motel bed "they wouldn't take mine either. I even offered a day but it still wasn't good enough for them" you confessed to both boys. It wasn't necessarily something you were hiding from Dean, more so protecting him from the truth. You were sure Bobby told him most of it, but hell even Bobby didn't know that last part "what?" Dena questioned his tone filled with sorrow and slight anger

"Well you were gone Dean. I wanted you back, and if that mean only having one more day with you. It would have been worth every drop of my soul" you confessed to Dean, his green eyes brimming slightly with tears "baby, that's-" "not what you made me promise? Yeah I know but you and I both know if it was me dragged to the pit you'd have went through every demon in the United States and Europe to get me back. God forbid I do the same" you told him firmly, not leaving any room for Dean to argue with you

Dean closed his eyes in exasperation and took a sharp inhale, turning his attention to Sam "so you didn't make a deal or anything?" Sam shook his head "like I said. Demon wouldn't do it and no witch would hear me out. It killed me knowing you were rotting in hell, and there was nothing I could do to stop it. And I'm sorry it wasn't me Dean, I'm really sorry " sam said now standing his tone sad but firm like he was holding back all his anger, Dean shook his head "don't be sorry Sammy, and don't you be sorry either" Dean turned pointed an accusatory finger at you "I made the choice to sell my soul. I'm not sorry I done it, I did what I had to do to bring you back. The only thing I'm sorry about is the crap you two have gone through, I didn't want this for either of you." he was honestly starting to freak out internally at this point, before he knew it wasn't you who got him out of hell, he thought it had to be his brother. But now? Now he didn't know who or what the hell pulled him from the pit

"That's-"

"Oh sorry" all three of your heads snapped towards the bathroom, you'd actually forgotten the receptionist did say that Sam had company, and judging by the look on Sam's face... so did he, " I didn't realise there was people here, I'm just gonna... yeah" the girl with dark hair in a pair of short pyjamas said awkwardly moving to grab her clothes before going back into the bathroom to change "nice work Sammy" Dean commented putting his fist out towards his brother who gave him a 'are you serious' kind of look "oh come on. Don't leave me hanging" Dean complained shaking his fist in dramatics, sam rolled his eyes giving into his whining.

"Well Ill see you later" the girl flirted with Sam who now stood at the door "yeah sure Kathy" Sam said, a flash of hurt came across her face "it's Kristy" Sam nodded at her correction "okay" she scoffed turning on her heel and stomping down the hall. "Oh real smooth Sam" you joked with a smirk "yeah that was probably a jerk move wasn't it?", "the biggest sweetie" you confirmed "but hey we have some news" Sam's eyes brows shot up in concern "what news?" He asked worried "we're getting married" you told him smiling as Dean came behind you, wrapping his arm around your waist

Big smile broke across Sam's face before he pulled you both into a hug "that's amazing guys. I'm so happy for you both" you patted Sam's back in a loving manner "thanks Sammy" Dean said pulling back from the embrace "when are you guys gonna do it?" You and Dean turned to look at each other both thinking the same thing "as soon as possible".

"I think we should go to the courthouse in the morning get our marriage license and then do it then, what do you think" you asked Dean from the back of the impala following Bobby back to his house "I don't know sweetheart, i still think we should go all out, get you a nice dress- hell I'll even put on a nice suit, Sammy could be my best man, Bobby could even walk you down the isle" Dean said his eyes meeting yours in the mirror "we can still do that at the courthouse, I could go get a nice dress first, then we can meet at the courthouse, you wouldn't even see me in the dress before the wedding, that way no bad luck?" You suggested, hoping he'd take it. You wanted to be married to him as soon as possible and if that meant courthouse wedding? You'd take it

Dean smirked at you through the mirror "alright sweetheart you got yourself a wedding date." You giggled at his words, four months ago this kind of thing was not possible, you'd watched the man you loved die, just like that, but now with him back and said he wanted to marry you, you wanted to do it right then and then. If Bobby was an ordained minister you'd have had him marry you two this morning but hey one day later wouldn't matter, not when you have him back home for good.

Once back at Bobbys in the middle of the night you all sat around trying to organise everything "so who we asking?" You made out the words from deans mouth as he talked with the pen in it, " well I was thinking us and we could ask ellen , Jo and ash but they might not be able to make the drive in such short notice" you said as you laid a few beers out on the table "well wouldn't hurt to ask, I'll give Ellen a call now" Sam told you pulling out his phone, heading outside so he could hear "hey Bobby what about rufus?" Dean called to the man stood at the sink sipping his beer "you could try, but I don't think that idjit will come" Bobby mumbled out

Dean laughed and pulled out his phone "who is it?" That familiar annoyed tone of rufuses came through "hey rufus it's Y/N, Y/L/N, I was calling to see if you wanted to come to Dean and is wedding tomorrow?" A loud laugh erupted from the other end of the phone "HA, you must take me as a damn fool, I know for a fact Dean Winchester is dead, so how bout you tell me watcha are and we can end this quickly" Dean and you laughed as Bobby rolled his eyes from where he was stood "ya stupid son of a bitch Rufus, Deans back, it's something we have to figure out but for right now these two idjits are tying the knot tomorrow, then right after we'll tackle that" Bobby called down the phone having seen he needed to take over before Rufus threatened to come put a bullet in your damn heads

"Dean Winchesters back? Well now I've gotta see this. I'll be there." And with that he hung up, Dean shrugged his shoulders "well guess Rufus is coming".

"Ellen said they can't come, but they said on the way to your honeymoon stop by and get a free drink" Sam announced as he came back inside the house "Rufus said he's coming, I think it's more to see a dead man walking than to see a wedding" Sam shrugged his shoulders and nodded his head "yeah that's Rufus"

"Alright, well Im gonna go look for a nice dress... any chance I could borrow your truck Bobby?" You asked batting your eyes, it didn't take long for Bobby to break slightly "alright, how bout this. I take to town then after I'll drive ya to the courthouse" your eyes lit up , it was perfect, if Bobby did this for you then you wouldn't see Dean until the wedding. you thanked him quickly with a hug before turning and giving Dean a quick peck to his lips "I love you, and I will see you soon" Dean's lips pulled into a smirk as he pulled you into a deeper kiss "I'll see you soon beautiful" .

"Hey Sammy , which suit you think I should wear ?" Dean questioned, looking down at three of his 'FBI' suits he had packed in the car for emergency's. Sam walked in, his arms crossed across his chest "dean you need an actual good suit" Sam said with a laugh, Dean looked back at him a knowing look on his face "yeah I know, you're right. C'mon, let's go" Dean grabbed the keys and headed out the door, Sam following close behind.

"Alright how about that one" Dean asked pointed towards a deep blue suit with a light 'champagne' colour tie "yeah that looks awesome dude, Y/N will love it" Sam said assuring his brother "yeah your probably right, I'll get it. It can be my one and only good suit cause I'll tell ya 100 bucks for a suit is daylight robbery, specially when our usual suits for $30 can be just as good" Dean said in a matter fact way, Sam just hummed in response following his brother to the checkout line.

"Alright how about this one" you asked Bobby who was currently sat in the dressing room chair his chin resting on his hand as he watched you pull out 10 different dresses "I like it" he said bored "you've said that bout all of them" you told him, putting the dress to the side "please Bobby I really need your honest opinion, if you hate it you gotta tell me please" Bobby sighed, sitting up straight "alright I will. I promise go try on the next on" you sighed the nerves were actually getting to you now, you felt like every dress made you look ugly, and when you finally saw Dean then he'd see how you looked, realised you made a mistake and run off

You took a deep breath as you looked at the last dress you'd brought in, it was a short white dress, with lightly laced details on the sleeves that went halfway down the arms. It was your favourite you'd looked at, and now that Bobby was paying more attention maybe he'd confirm what you already felt.

Taking a shaky inhale in you push back the curtain and walking towards Bobby, who was thankfully looking like he was really looking at the dress, his mouth flew open as he saw you "wow Y/N, you look beautiful" Bobby said his voice full of awe "really? You like it?" You asked worried, looking at yourself in the mirror ready to find any flaws "deans eyes are gonna fly out his damn head when he sees you kid" Bobbys voice raw from his own emotion, who could blame him he's known you for a long time, he's just watched you go through the worst tragedy of your life only for it to turn around and everything fall into place, and god dammit he couldn't be happier for you. Even if there was a lingering sense of worry and fear of what was going to happen next.

"I got it" Bobby told you, pushing your hand with cash in it away "Bobby it's o-" Bobby cut you off "nope. You're not buying your own wedding dress" Bobby told you handing the women at the cashier 200 dollars "well, we've got your dress and your shoes what's next?" You thought for a moment before smiling "nothing, just gotta do a little make up and fix my hair a little, then I'm ready" Bobby nodded following you back out to the truck. "Alright I'll take ya back home, you get ready I'll call the boys and let em know it's almost go time."

Bobby said as though he was planing your next case making you laugh "alright il be quick and then we can head towards city hall" you started to jog up the stairs before you turned and looked at Bobby who was texting Sam "hey Bobby" he looked up from his phone and caught you at the bottom of the stairs "I know it's not the most traditional wedding... but uh would you walk me 'down the isle' to Dean" you asked making quotation marks with your fingers as it's not exactly an isle more of a small walk to Dean. it's something you've been waiting to ask him since Dean asked you to get married. Bobbys eyes rimmed with tears as he walked over to the bottom of the stairs case, pulling you into a warm hug "of course I will. It'd be my honour to walk you down 'the isle'" Bobby pulled away from the hug sniffing slightly "aw Bobby are you tearing up on me" you teased making the old man straighten up quickly "no- course not" you have him incredulous look making him break "oh alright ya got me. You kids are getting married! of course I'm getting sappy" Bobby confessed making you laugh "now get you ready well be going soon" Bobby reminded you.

you quickly took off up the stairs to get ready. Pulling out your bag of makeup that was untouched for months, you did a simple look, you hated the feeling of heavy makeup over your skin while you hunted, and because hunting was unpredictable with cases you just came to live the light makeup- no makeup look. Once you sat down your brushes you decided to pull on your dress first so it didn't mess your hair up- even if it was a simple curl in your hair, you didn't want it to come undone messing with it too much. Thankfully your dress didn't have any buttons or zips it was just easy to put it on with no help.

"You ready?" You heard Bobby call from the bottom of the stairs. You took one last look in the mirror, your hands were starting to sweat, you were nervous, like really nervous. After today you would be a married woman, you'd no longer be Y/N Y/L/N, you'll be Y/N Winchester. You couldn't help but smile at the thought, you knew you were ready, all that was left was to meet your future husband at the alter "coming Bobby". Taking a deep breath you leave the room "you look beautiful" Bobby smiled up at you making you let out a shaky giggle "thanks Bobby, for everything" he nodded motioning you to come down "you don't ever have to thank me for nothing, especially when it came to having you here. I never thought I'd have kids after my wife, but then came Sam and Dean, they became my sons and then Dean met you, and you became like a daughter to me. I would do any damn thing for any one of ya idjits" you waved your hands at your face as you felt the tears sting your eyes "oh god I'm gonna cry" you chocked out trying to stop yourself from ruining your make up "oh crap! See this is why I don't get sappy!".

Bobby and you were now on your way to city hall, you felt your heart pound against your chest with every passing minute "what's got you so nervous?" Bobby asked, noticing the fact your eyes were unfocused out the window, as though you were fighting the thoughts in your head. His voice startling you to a jolt, placing a hand on your heart to try and calm it, you turned to smile at him "nothing particularly... it's just, we just got Dean back out of nowhere... after four months and I know we're rushing into our wedding but I'm just terrified I'm getting myself all happy and my hopes up and some demon is just gonna rip him back to hell and this all a some sick joke- the more I say out loud the more ridiculous I realise I sound" your said through a chuckle, turning your gaze to the trucks floor "hey now, it's not ridiculous. Dean was dead for months, I mean you and Sam watched him-" Bobby caught the look of pain on your face and stopped himself from finishing the last part

"what I mean is. It wasn't like Dean was found after being lost for months, and i wouldn't buy it past the black eyed bastards to do something like that-"

"Do you think this is all gonna blow up in my face?" You asked quietly, scared of Bobbys answer "I don't think this will blow up in your face, because I don't think this was the work of demons, I think there's something else at play here and we'll have to look more into it after today, but for now, you go in get married and have the best day of your life" Bobby confessed as he pulled into the parking lot, pulling into the spot before baby which was of course empty " thank you Bobby" you told him sincerely "alright let's gets get you married!"

Walking in you see all the other couples getting registered to get married, some older some as young as 18 but so in love it didn't even matter. Spotting Sam at the bottom of the hall waiting outside the door in which you assumed Dean was behind, waiting for you

"Heya Sammy" Sam's eyes darted around at the sound of your voice, widening in awe at the sight of you, "wow Y/N, you look beautiful" you smiled at Sam's compliment "thanks sweetie... is he uh- is he in there?" You asked your voice wavering slightly Sam nodded

"Be honest, how badly is Dean freaking out right now" you pressed making the younger Winchester chuckle “well I wouldn’t say he’s freaking out that bad considering he’s well… Dean. He’s excited, honest” he promised when he saw your sceptical look “well I’d say he’s feeling exactly how I’m feeling” Sam nodded “yeah. Honestly you guys have been practically an old married couple forever, all y’all are doing now is making it official”, “I guess you have a point, your brother and I have come a long way, it’s about time we made it official” you agreed. Bobby linking his arm through your own as you took a deep breath “you ready?” Looking up to him you smiled “I’ve never been more ready for anything” you admitted

Sam opened the door , holding it open for Bobby and you, the air was practically knocked out your lungs when you caught a glimpse of him stood talking to the officiant and Rufus who was sat at the front row, you couldn’t help but think he looked pretty hot in that suit and how you couldn’t wait to get it off him later... “alright I’ll go tell him it’s to time and your ready” Sam told you, jogging up the isle to his brother. From where you were stood Dean couldn’t see you, but you could see him. His head turned toward the open door, winding his neck to try and catch even the slightest glimpse of you “dude what are you doing?” Sam asked making Dean stumble forward in shock “dammit Sammy! don’t sneak up on a guy on his wedding day” Dean told him, dramatically placing his hand over his heart “are we ready gentlemen?” The officiant asked, Dean nodded “absolutely” Sam clapped his hand on his brothers shoulder “I’m really proud of you man” dean looked back slightly “thanks Sammy”

The music started to play- that was your queue “alright darling, it’s time” you could barely hear Bobby talking over the kind of the music and the beat of your heart deafening you, you just nodded allowing Bobby to direct you into the room, your eyes immediately locking onto deans, his smile widened as he saw you, he couldn’t take his eyes away from you as Bobby led you to the front, “hey beautiful” how said lowly when you made it to him his hand reaching out for you “thanks Bobby”, Bobby didn’t loosen his grip just yet “now Dean ya know your like my own son, but let me tell ya, if you ever do anything to hurt her, and I mean any damn thing, I will hunt you down kick your damn ass” Bobby warned his cold face holding deans slightly scared one “I promise I won’t Bobby, she’s safe with me” Dean promised taking your hands in his and pulling you to the stand before him

“Today we have come together to watch the union between Miss Y/F/N, Y/L/N and Dean Winchester, I’ll now ask have either you wrote vows” he asked looking between both you and Dean, “oh crap” you gasped “I forgot to write vows” dean chuckled “don’t worry sweetheart, I didn’t either. I didn’t need too, I know exactly what I wanna say” you nodded urging him to continue

Dean took your hands in his, holding them as he looked into your eyes “Y/N, the day I met you something in me shifted, I wasn’t the guy to have his world revolve around one girl, but you changed that, even before I asked you to be my girlfriend, if you so much as mentioned something you wanted, I was gone, it could have been as small as a candy bar or as big as a new phone. The best day of my life was the day you said yes to being my girlfriend, it’d taken some time, I had to get you to trust that I was serious about this and that it wouldn’t ruin our friendship, and now look at us 4 and a half years down the line and we’re still best friends only better now- I guess what I’m trying to say sweetheart is, I love you, more than anything, and I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you” Dean finished

Your eyes wedding filled with tears that threatened to spill with deans every word “damn that was good” you croaked out with a giggle “okay, my turn” you told him composing yourself slightly to be able to talk “Dean, I can honestly say that you are the best thing that has ever happened to me, you make each day brighter than the last- when I- I lost you for a while-” your voice broke in between “I just didn’t know what to do with myself, but when you came back, and I could physically feel you it just made everything better, because that’s what you do Dean Winchester, you make everything better, it’s one of the many reasons I love you baby, so damn much. Im the luckiest girl in the world because i have you, and everything that comes with you” you turned to acknowledge everyone who was bordering tears- minus Rufus who what gave you a kind nod “i can’t wait to spend the rest of my life loving you either” you finished your voice wavering once again

Deans own emotions were sky high, he wasn’t big on crying in front of you but he couldn’t stop the tear that made its way down his cheek, reaching your hand out you wipe it away, you hand lingering for a moment as you just stared into each others eyes, it was like everyone else was gone, it was just you and Dean here in this moment together. It wasn’t until the officiants voice pulled you both from the trance “Dean, do you take Y/N, Y/L/N to be your lawfully wedded wife, in sickness and in health, to have and to hold, from this day forward for as long as you both shall live?” Deans eyes never left you his lips turned up into a smirk “I do”

“Y/N, do you take Dean to be your lawfully wedded husband, in sickness and in health, to have and to hold, from this day forward for as long as you both shall live?” You nodded your head quickly “I do” you croaked out “can we have the rings please” Sam rushed forward with the rings you and Dean had gotten each other earlier today “as you place this ring on your partners finger, please repeat after me” Dean nodded grabbing the small diamond incrusted ring Sam had in his hand “Y/N, with this ring I pledge my love for you, for now and forever” Dean repeated placing the ring along side your engagement ring

Taking the gold ring Bobby had helped you pick out earlier today “Dean, with this ring I pledge my love for you, for now and forever” you repeated, you shaking hands placing Deans ring on his finger

“Congratulations, I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may now kiss the bride” the officiant said, the second the words left his lips Dean was dipping you down dramatically, his lips finding yours immediately as he held you tightly, Bobby and Sam erupted into cheers as Rufus sat and clapped. Eventually Dean pulled you back to your feet, his lips only leaving yours when Sam coughed, alerting you both to everyone else in the room

Dean chuckled resting his forehead against yours, your breathing mingling together as you try and catch your breath from that kiss “hi Mrs Winchester” Dean said lowly so only you could hear “why hello Mr Winchester” you whispered back pulling him into another short kiss

“Congratulations” Sam said proudly, pulling you both into a warm hug “I’m so happy for the both of you” you laughed patting the younger Winchester on the back “thanks Sammy” you told him, pulling away from the hug “alright you hogged em’ enough, my turn” Bobby gridded out pulling you both into another hug “I’m real proud of you both ya know, who’d have thought the two kids I caught sneaking a kiss when they were teenagers would be getting Married now” Bobby joked, you cheeks going red at the old memory, you were mortified, Bobby grounded you both and gave Dean the talk, he was terrified to so much as Shane next to you for weeks after “oh god!” You mumbled embarrassed, hiding your face against deans arm

“Well consider me a fool, you really are back” Rufus commented from behind Bobby “yeah, I’ve been back like 2 days now. thanks for coming on short notice Rufus, it means a lot to us” Dean told him “yeah it really does, thank you” you told him going over to give the man a quick hug, you knew he wasn’t exactly the warmest of people. And certainly not a hugger “alright, I’m glad I came I seen something I never thought I’d see” Rufus commented “well I’m not one to show up without a wedding gift so here ya go” Rufus told Dean handing him a bottle Johnnie walker blue label Whiskey, deans eyes lit up “alright Rufus! This is how we’re gonna celebrate tonight” Dean commented happily.

“Wow you really went all out” you chuckled as you and Dean walked towards rhe impala, that now had cans tied along the bottom and ‘just married’ written on the back window “well I tied the cans on the bottom, and I hope- for Sam’s sake this come off easily or I’m gonna kill him” Dean said seriously, his arm tightening around you “aw come on baby, you know Sam’s not stupid. One drop of rain and it’ll wash away” you assured him pulling him by his stubbly cheeks down for a kiss, deans arms wrapped tightly around your hips, quickly moving down to your ass and grabbing roughly making you let out a pleasure filled moan against his lips

Reluctantly you pulled away “we’d better save this for somewhere a little more private” you suggested, you fingers playing with the small hairs at the neck of his neck as your arms rested around his shoulders “yeah I’d say we should, because as beautiful as you look in that dress- and believe me you look absolutely beautiful, but I think it would love even better on the floor of our room” Dean said biting his lip in thought making you laugh and swat his chest “alright Winchester , keep it in your pants till we get back” pulling him gently by his tie towards baby

Getting into the familiar leather seats, Dean pulls you to his side as baby roars to life, Metallica's ‘nothing else matters’ already on the radio “oh baby, you know us so well” Dean said thoughtfully before pulling out of the parking lot and taking off down the empty road, the fans tied to the back slamming off the ground as the two of you got lost in ecstasy of just being together. You looked up watching him, his smile wide as he was at his happiest, his girl by his side as he drove his baby, and you felt it, the pain of the last 4 months was finally gone, you fear of losing him again hurried deep as you just let yourself be here, together in this moment with your husband, Dean Winchester.

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Hiiii, its been a while... I'm so sorry, i actually struggled pretty badly on this one, my boyfriend and i broke up literally right after Christmas after 2 years so i was in a pretty shitty way so writing went on the back burner, but thankfully, I'm out of the sad breakup pit and back in action :)))

also I'm thinking of starting a series, a rewrite of supernatural of Dean X reader, but I'm thinking on how to start... slow burn.. already dating? anyone have any ideas id love to hear them!!!

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