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#Dread Method#Burn Me Down#hard rock#rock#St. John’s#Newfoundland and Labrador#Newfoundland#NL#NFLD#Heavy NFLD#YYT#709#Canada#Canadian rock#Newfoundland rock
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if ur feeling up for it… timmy tidbit thursday?
you know what, yeah, that alliteration deserves a snippet for sure:
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Tim watches the dust settle and feels no small amount of despair at the giddy warmth that seems to linger inside him. Really? he tells himself, and that little warmth does a flip in his stomach, as if to say, Really, and that’s when Tim knows that, for all that he tangles with death on a daily basis, he’s probably never been this screwed before in his life.
His life-ish. Either way.
#there are many methods to grapple with overwhelming existential dread. putting tim in situations is but one of them#vinelark asks#my fic
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re: the fiction/nonfiction kinsey scale poll. just know that I am barely restraining myself from giving nonfiction book recs at all times. there is SO MUCH FUN NONFICTION THAT IS SUPER READABLE AND INTERESTING take my hand we can go pick out some books together
#i say. promptly after recommending a book about infrastructure with my whole chest.#okay but fr I do actually read nonfiction as a method of combatting existential dread#feel like the world is terrible and you have no control? read about someone doing some really niche work.#you feel better about strangers and also you have more knowledge! which is always a boon!#if you want something applicable to this part of the internet super quick/readable and very fun. read the infinite playground.#if you want to feel like you are being led on a lovely nature hike and learning about the world in the process. braiding sweetgrass.#if you want to feel like you're with the adventurous kids who go urban exploring after dark. underland.#if you want to get the same experience as reading a thriller. fire weather.#i could go on!#unlikeable female characters. being mortal. the end of everything. ENTANGLED LIFE#man i wanna go to the bookstore 😔
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there’s a dread that comes with being human, okay? Being so painfully self-aware as humans are and have been. To exist and know that you’re alive in a situation that won’t let you live, and all you can do is look through the glass of others achieving things you want to but can’t reach because there’s a fuckin glass wall to break through first before you can get there and nobody but you can see the wall so they just think that it’s only you who won’t move.
And you know what sucks even more than knowing that is knowing that those people are right. That the glass wall is just a metaphor for all my fears.
That confusion is the worst which is why I’m just trying to exist and live through it the way I can, I’m truly giving up but I feel like I’m on its edge.
#shifting diary#shifting consciousness#shiftingrealities#shifting motivation#shifting community#shifting antis dni#shifting blog#reality shifting#shifting script#shifting methods#desired reality#dread
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#the funny part you see is that there's another professor in our faculty who is just a giant#very humble man also extremely methodical and organized#man lectures at three different universities and advises several thesists and publishes#he's also super kind and always makes a point of greeting me and very often will ask how things are going with my classes#and what is even more amazing he'll listen for more than a minute straight!#anyways advisor and he are good friends and have known each other since forever#but their philosophical preferences and interests are as different as their personalities and styles#I told him today about my writing troubles and the contrast is very amusing because it's like#advisor's reaction: a deep sigh of recognition followed by a pep talk worthy of a coach on a good sports movie#this professor's reaction: staring in speechless disbelief. Almost dread of having no advice to give#I swear I think this man has never experienced writer's block a day in his life#I'll be there at the office grading tests fighting for my life#and on the desk across is he#transitioning from calm reading to calm writing and back with the poise and grace of a ballerina#I wanna be like him when I grow up#that type of person fascinates me SO MUCH#HOW#the power they have
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i wish i could just do nothing for a few days straight. maybe even just sleep for a few days straight. sooo excited for constant misery over the next 20 days
ranting in the tags. i would just scroll past if i were you
#i love college.my favorite part is sitting alone on my couch for 4 months straight and getting so freaked out over grades i spend#5 hours straight trying to avoid the urge to bite into my arm so hard i bruise or bash my head into a wall#meanwhile i keep thinking my life is over. i don't have any evidence. for the first time in my life the future isn't predetermined by#other people and now that i don't know what comes next i just constantly get freaked out. it makes me want to claw through my skin#i know something is wrong with me. it's been 5 years. i know it isn't just going to go away; especially given current circumstances#and how it's only been getting worse over time#but i continue to just sit on my couch and do nothing about it. and since i'm not doing anything about it i just feel like i don't have the#right to complain about it even though shit fucking sucks. months of my life at a time just blur together#god. i was genuinely happy last month when i ripped a bunch of booster packs with my mates that i only see over the summer (minus my bestie#and it made me realize just how much everything's blurred together. i hadn't really felt anything lasting + significantly positive#for months before that. that's not normal#god. i've been wanting to go to bed for the last two hours but i just keep sitting here going “um! you need to study. and wash dishes. and”#so i just. don't. which is already bad but i also need to get up early so i can study for my test tomorrow.#god. fucking dreading my lab tomorrow. went to it last week but dipped at the last minute without getting my work checked off#and without submitting it because i got so angry and freaked out and telling myself “man you can just leave” calmed me down instantly#and then at that point i had like nothing done and i didn't want to admit that so i just. left#if i get asked about it i'll just say it was something personal and i panicked. shrug#a part of me is beyond tempted to skip the lab again but i'm not confident in my assignment grades in that class to do so#even though i'll end up with a 5 point bonus on the final grade from taking a survey. but i'll probably go just cause#it's the second to last lab#man i have three whole ass projects due in that class in 10 days. unless my mental state suddenly improves (it won't) i'm gonna end up doin#those the last possible three days#speaking of assignments. we had to do a group project in my bio lab yeah? the methods my group went with sucked and honestly these#people were a little bit frustrating (i get it. gen ed lab at 7:30am. i'm only in it cause i panicked when a different class registration#fell through) since it always felt like they were more interested in getting done than having like. slightly decent work but whatever#but these people? these people asked me to write the conclusion for our presentation. i ask “yeah sure yeah. what did we conclude”#“eh. you can write whatever” ???????????????? HUH???? MATE THAT IS HALF OF THE WORK???????????????????#the shitty sensors and our shitty methods gave us shitty data and YOU PEOPLE CAN'T EVEN SUGGEST WHAT THE CONCLUSION IS????????? fuck me dud#i was already in a poor mood (normal mental illness plus i had found out my uncle died like three days before#like i had talked to him just last month. never had someone i know die before. sucks) but that shit pissed me off
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@infernalpursuit inquired: write something nice about the first person you see in your dash!

(( Defaulting to the first person I saw after I got this ask — @chainsxwsmile is one of my favorite rp accounts, artists, and people on my dash!! I love all the extra attention and detail being given to a mostly forgotten/unpopular character, and especially all of the detail given to him simply as a shark. As most people who follow me know, I'm a big proponent of xenofiction and speculative nonhuman psychologies and behaviors, and I really like the emphasis given on Bruce simply existing as a shark rather than a need to anthropomorphize him or give him too many human behaviors, or in falling too far in the opposite direction and turning a very real and maligned animal into a monster. He's simply a shark, who has shark behaviors and lives the life of a shark, and that fact is both neutral and inhabited wholly, and I love to see that!
I also need to shoutout the artwork — they render underwater scenes so beautifully and are an expert in balancing the realistic and the stylized, and I love looking at all of the little detail and rendering that gets added in! The sheer love that comes through in all of the characters she draws is fantastic to see, and you can really see the passion in every stroke.
We don't get to write very often ( and it can be hard to work Miri in in a way that feels natural and normal ), but I always enjoy seeing them on my dash and look up to her writing!!
#Most secret royal advisor || OOC#Dreaded rumors || Asks#infernalpursuit#chainsxwsmile#(( specifying the method of selection because. i have a lot of people on my dash.#(( mostly because i also follow for my personal oops#(( anyhow. does a little spin and waves my arms#(( please check them out you will not regret it
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why does everyone i know irl use snapchat, its the shittiest ad filled slop masquerading as a chat app ive ever seen. is this just normal to everyone on the modern internet? it makes me wanna jump into a meat grinder and i like barely use it
#i genuinely dont know if everywhere else is that bad with ads because i use an adblocker on my computer and i rarely use my phone#ads make me wanna die so bad not even joking theyre very overstimulating and just fill me with an overwhelming dread of capitalism#how is everybody else just okay with this shit#i wanna get this thing off my phone it feels like a digital tumor at this point#but its my only method of communication with some people i know irl#awoo
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SEVEN DEADLY SINS.
bold — always applies. italic — sometimes applies. strike — never applies / hard limit.
𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐓. desire for connection, pursuit of pleasure, emotional intelligence, obsessive, lovesick, one-night stand, seductive encounter, flirtatious conversation, erotic party, seductive attire, revealing clothing, passionate gaze, provocative makeup, sensual expressions, suggestive gestures, flirtatious smiles, lingerie, love letters, perfumes, provocative behavior, love poems, erotic art
𝐄𝐍𝐕𝐘. motivation, competitive spirit, strategic planning, observational skills, bitter, rivalry contest, envious gossip, resentment-filled argument, social media jealousy, furrowed brows, clenched jaws, side-eye looks, pursed lips, tense posture, whispering behind backs, crossed arms, gossip magazines, keeping up with the Joneses, the grass is always greener, feeling inadequate
𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐃. resourcefulness, entrepreneurial spirit, negotiation, materialistic, aggressive investment, lavish spending spree, resource hoarding, get-rich-quick scheme, auction bidding war, property acquisition, piles of money, overflowing wallets, luxury items, locked safes, penny-pinching, rare collectibles, selfishness, unwillingness to share
𝐒𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐇. calmness, stress management, nonchalance, relaxation techniques, lethargic, apathetic, inactive, lazy weekend, binge-watching marathon, neglected chores, skipped workout, long nap, lounging on the couch, missed deadline, unkempt appearance, messy hair, pajamas, blankets, slippers, procrastination station, self-care routines
𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐄. confidence, self-assurance, self-respect, dignity, public speaking, self-promotion, arrogant, conceited, egotistical, self-important, vain, boastful speech, puffed chest, raised chin, smug smiles, spotlight, tooting your own horn, showing off, refusing to admit mistakes, feeling entitled, personal branding, leadership development
𝐖𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐇. assertiveness, decisiveness, strength, intensity, boundary setting, courage, indignant, heated argument, road rage incident, physical altercation, angry outburst, clenched fists, glaring eyes, tense muscles, raised voices, reddened faces, aggressive gestures, stormy demeanor, intense frowns, destructive actions, broken objects, punching bag, out for blood, fists, simmering anger
tagged by : i stole it /ᐠ - ˕ -マ Ⳋ tagging : take it from me !
#this is reminding me that i need to think about the ways gepard does stress relief#the guy is busy so often that he has to have methods to stop#the dread of death and stress from setting in#oh boy#❅*̩̩͙‧͙ ࿐ 𝒈𝒆𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒖. ﹙ ˢᵗᵘᵈʸ ﹚#dash games.
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not to be dramatic but the life of a person with long wavy/curly hair is literal hell. one shampoo and i'm like "who's this diva", the next i'm grandma death from "donnie darko". there's like, no rule, no state, no justice, it's pure russian roulette over here.
#i've tried the curly girl method or whatever it's called and it's good but it's too fucking expensive#shampoo time is surprise/dread time#hair is everything#it's us against gravity. sigh.
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I've been meaning to share more Skyrim screenshots but you don't understand how much of a pain in the fucking ass it is to get them off my PS4 in a way that keeps them HD
#Senu Dialogue#You can send one screenshot at a time. THAT'S IT#So if I take . . . I dunno 100 photos? It can take a solid 20-30 minutes just sending them#Then I have to get on the app to download them on my phone#Which THEN get sent into Discord where I can get them on my computer and upload them to Tumblr#The hardest part is sending every individual photo because it is NOT fast#It is so so so SOOOOOO tedious#This is my method of chaos and while it works. I dread it klfgjnlkdfjglkdf
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i reached 150 pages eveybody clap for meeeeee
#i am making progress slowly but By God i am making progress#looking at my dread reckoning outline i have like a third of my first draft done. chapter wise#word count wise probably Less bcause there is no way to know how long these bitches gonna be till i write em#they are also not in chronological order nor the order they will be in le final product. which are two different things#i cant put em in order till i got closer to all of em but theres truly no way of knowing if this chronology will work until i look at it#many such cases. but alas#no clue about moons eye. i have not even finished my outline i am simply Vibing#this is not the most efficient method but it is the one i can do. so it is the one i am doing#nobody worry about my process. its bad. its a bad process#but its a process!!!1!!!111!!!
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i thought my friend didnt get minecraft language (as in crouching, nodding, pointing, etc), turns out she was using the chat but it wasnt working for me 🤡
#maybe bc her minecraft is uh very legitimate?#idk hope it works#otherwise i'll use the qsmp method lol#<-dreads discord calls w too many people/people idk#lua talks
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I will say sometimes I do have this worries regarding. Actually nevermind I don't want to talk here.
#luly talks#sometimes i just think of something regarding the system#and i get so stressed#and i dont know if i is me#that song voice AM I LIVING A LIE I ASK ME MYSELF AND I CAUSE EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT COURAGE COMES AND GOES#but uh yeah issue is i instantly forget the thought but im left with the dread#it's a very ineffective method#brain stuff
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Something I love about fandom is haters activities. I find a lot of value in the way people who hate a character I love analyse them.
Take Gojo for example. He’s beloved to me for so many reasons but when someone points out the flaws in his ideology to diminish his character (things I may have missed despite recognising how nuanced and not shit he is) I can’t help but love him more. It adds so many layers to him. He’s an ambitious and often detached obnoxious man who fights against a rotten system by unconsciously repeating and upholding some of the patterns and values he’s supposed to be getting rid of. Some may hate him for it but to me that’s what makes him so compelling. No matter what, he’s doomed to fail, simply cause he ain’t got no clue.
#he ain’t shit sometimes#also questionable teaching methods#not to say dreadful 😭#but he’s a better person than most people give him credit for#gojo satoru#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#unemployment is beating my ass#i’m writing paragraphs about a 2D character
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I missed this one but posting for posterity.
SHOW ALERT: As You Are, Thru Kaos, and Dread Method @ The Black Sheep - Saturday, April 19th, 2025. Doors at 9:00 PM. Show at 10:00 PM. $10 cover. 19+.
#As You Are#Thru Kaos#Dread Method#live music#The Black Sheep#hard rock#rock#heavy metal#metal#alternative rock#alt rock#St. John’s#Newfoundland#Newfoundland and Labrador#NL#NFLD#Heavy NFLD#YYT#709#Canada#Canadian rock#Canadian metal#Newfoundland metal#Newfoundland rock
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