#EVEN THOUGH SHE CANT HELP IT
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wildstar25 · 1 month ago
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WolShtola Week 2025 - Day Six - Angst
Waiting.
#wolshtola#wolshtola2025#wolshtolaweek#y'shtola x wol#y'shtola rhul#ffxiv#ffxiv gpose#arsay nun#arshtola#wolship#wolnpc#i think so much about how even though it was a month for Arsay and Three years for Y'shtola... they missed each other equally as bad#which didnt mean that y'shtola didnt miss arsay that much what I mean is Arsay missed Y'shtola so terribly#Ever since the exarch told her to be ready for the portal beacon she was just anxiously waiting. so ready to see her beloved friends again.#Meanwhile Y'shtola is on the first and holding the line until her warrior returns to her ;v;#She wants to see her again. hear her voice. laugh with her. be held by her...#It would actually be easier for her if those feelings went away by the time she next saw arsay#But unfortunately her heart is just as stubborn as her mind. She just cant shake herself of the fondness she has for Arsay#(also I don't want to imply that Arsay didn't also care about the other people who got whisked away. She's beyond torn up about the twins)#(I dont think she's ever been as stressed as she is during this point of the msq)#(She probably rotated who's bed she was sitting on depending on who Krile was actively attending to as to not get in her way.)#(But there was also some kind of comfort just being beside Y'shtola in some way)#(but also seeing Y'shtola laying so still on the bed like that for now a third (?) time is equally distressing to her)#(so she's kinda just putting herself in the ringer atm)#(But of course she will walk out of there and into the main room of the rising stones with a smile and pretend like everything is fine)#(she's totally normal about it and is handling everything well. don't ask her how she's doing or try to stop her talk about things.)#(she's already out the door. off to go help a hand to any wandering adventurer in camp or beat up some monsters or something)
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ty-bayonet-betteridge · 1 year ago
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forever thinking about how the long quiet embracing their full divinity involves The Voices coming back. like yeah being plural is basically the same thing as being a godi'll cosign that
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ganondoodle · 7 months ago
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the closer we get to arcanes finale the more worried i am bc so often .. if not always .. things i like end in a way that i dislike so much it ruins everything else for me
and im so worried they pull a 'this is a multiverse' thing bc then they can say every skin is somehow canon bc its all different universes you seeeeee and jayce went mad bc he lived through all of them or something, or force it to end in a way that makes the champions end up like they are in game- Vi is a shitty cop, Jinx is just heehoo craycray bc xyz etc
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gay--dog · 17 days ago
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is there a chance my plurality will get more clear and more defined or am i just gonna have to deal with never knowing who the fuck i am ever and not being able to predict or control any of it like forever until it maybe goes away if i get better in the future
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miraneko19 · 1 year ago
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Realized this while playing Birushana. Tomomori. You know.
#birushana#birushana rising flower of genpei#otome#wizardess heart#shall we date#blanking on what other morally controversial otome games ive played#but seriously that trope of “im lowkey obsessed with the heroine and even seeing the hate in her eyes as she looks at me is perfect.”#to “i would love to see what other expressions i could bring her to make-”#ALL the way to the final installment of “oh. when she smiles.. when shes happy.. and looks at me with such happiness?#that is the best expression she has ever made. she looks beautiful like that... everything else pales in comparison- no.#i actually dont care to see her tears or to have her look at me in anger ever again.“#and just. falling in love with her happiness and doing everything they can to make her smile and laugh among other things??#because they feel really good doing it??#sorry i know thats common with villain love interests but im REALLY a sucker for it okay i cant help it#but also no seriously what other games like this have i played again?? i havent played any of the villain routes in hakuouki yet#but i feel like this trope is probably in there so.#hakuouki#JUST THE LOOK OF SURPRISE ON THE LOVE INTEREST'S FACE WHEN THEY SEE THE PROTAG SMILE AT THEM FOR THE FIRST TIME#AFTER ONLY EVER PREVIOUSLY SHOWING FEAR OR HATE#I LOVE IT AAUUUGHHH#oh!! thats right!#steam prison#paradigm paradox#piofiore#BECAUSE YANG I FUVKING LOVE YANG EVEN THOUGH HES AWFUL UGH#even if tempest#ill tag that in here too bc Tyril was that way for a hot second in the beginning of his route/timeline when he was first meeting Anastasia#i definitely know theres more but damn#anyway#we support character development in this house
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pcktknife · 9 months ago
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Ive just progressively wanted to exist less and less and less in front of others for like years now and on my worst days it really gets to me
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0xy--m0r0n · 2 months ago
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sometimes i like to pretend lilly was never in s4 and so i just picture clementine and the ericsons kids going back to new richmond and shes all excited to see javi again and boom suddenly theres lilly and molly and christa and everyone else who got lost along the way and everythings happy and fun and lilly doesnt kill any children
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pixiecaps · 2 years ago
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idk if charlie is purposefully doing this but whenever he breaks the grass around other eggs… like he would do with flippa because she had allergies im unwell its become a habit he cant let go
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cringelordofchaos · 13 days ago
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"you're not SUPPOSED to relate to any of the characters here!" ok some people still do. relate to some of the characters here. or at least some of the traits they have. the world won't explode because of their existence.
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sockdooe · 28 days ago
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FUCK YOU VOLTRON LEGENDARY DEFENDER!!!!!!!!!!!! I SHOULD NOT BE CRYING AT DAMN NEAR MIDNIGHT CAUSE OF YOUR FAILURE OF A SHOW ASS 🖕
#ok so first I thought about allurance because a few days ago maybe even a week ago I thought of a scene where allura is crying alone in the#observatory because it’s her parents anniversary and Lance comes in she thinks she’s being not dramatic but like to her it feels weird to#get emotional over a ‘parent anniversary’ thing and Lance assures her that it’s not weird at all and that he can even relate#Alfor would make his and Melanors anniversary different every year and he’d ask allura to help him and called her his ‘luck charm’#and Lance tells her that his father wasn’t really the most outgoing in the family and often times they’d forget he’s in the room cause he’s#so quiet. and he’s not really the type to do big things for people but he loves his wife and he’s do these small things for her everyday#and especially on anniversaries every morning around 6am he’d dance with Lances mom with no music#and he tells this to Allura and they both get like emotional and homesick#more happens in the scene but then I started thinking about the designs I did for Allura and Keith’s parents#how for Allura I made it very sure that Allura (or at least my design of her) looked more like her Father than her mother and I wanted#Melanor to look almost more like Lance#and in that scene Allura cant help but to see how similar Lance is to her parents#(I also forgot to mention that Lance even with how showy he is. when it comes to someone he genuinely loves you’ll see him do small acts#like his father does) and that’s just the allurance that got me tearing up BECAUSE THEN I THOIGHT ABOUT KEITHS PARENTS#as I’ve said before I want their first meeting of them beating the ever loving shit out of each other but they fall in love#and for their designs similar to alluras parents (though I forgot to mention) I wanted Keith’s dad to have soft features and Krolia to have#masculine features (yes they have a mix of both but I digress) I’ve already thought a lot in detail about their relationship and how it#developed and I already thought about Krolia having Keith but what I just NOW thought of was Krolia leaving#I love breaking gender roles and even though Keith’s dad is a masculine man he’s very neutering#and so when Krolia has to leave He just kinda breaks down. yes he selfishly doesn’t want her to leave but also Keith’s going to never know#what it’s like to have a mother. he’s too young to ever remember Krolia and will never even meet her (coughs)#and Krolia (whos taller than him because 🖕) has to be the one to have him let go because no matter what she won’t be able to actually#protect Keith. because either she gets taken away or he does. she doesn’t belong on earth and she can’t force her son to hide. they’re lucky#enough that he appears human. (she’s holding Keith’s father head in her hands as she says this btw)#and even though he KNOWS it’s true it’s heartbreaking for him. so when Krolia moves away he can’t help but try to hold onto her as long as#she can. even asking her to stay just one more night ‘last night was my one night’ response from Krolia#but he’s desperate so he at the very least gives Krolia his one photo they have. the one with all three of them. the only photo they took.#and when she eventually leaves (this is at night btw) he just stands there tears flowing down#and when he goes inside their home he tries to settle into bed but he fails#so he shackily goes into Keiths little room and sits in the chair they have next to his bed and just cries silently to himself.
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ganondoodle · 7 months ago
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Kinda in regards to the Empress & BodyGuard 2-
Is Zaphira (sorry if I spelled her name wrong) an elf or do humans have pointed ears in your universe? If no elves, how do the pointed ears happen? Are there different length of ears and if so do they mean somethin?
Love your art & use of colours!
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Thank you! and thank you for asking! (this sketch took me way too long .. and the colors still look washed out on my desktop screen but im not editing a third time ..)
Zaphira is human, there are no elves, as such, in this world, though humans tend to live longer than IRL and have differently shaped ears-
the shapes are rather diverse (example above) and culturally (so far) they have no significance, they are merely a trait just like different nose shapes or fantasy hair colors
the worldbuilding reason is that these are extremely diluted demonic influences- in the past demons were frequently in the human world, though largely in secret/disguised, and long time exposure to demonic presences can have varying effects, the most immediate and common being a longer life or wounds healing faster than normal; there might have been other long time effects but the only trait that stayed even after their disappearance is the ear shapes
(there was a mass extinction event of demons that wiped out all above a certain age, since demons generally dont die of natural causes their life neither depends nor revolves around reproduction so there were extremely few left and those were too young to keep most of their knowledge and culture alive, as they rarely wrote anything down; Shargon is of the current oldest generation and witnessed it happen, just like most now adult demons, Thor and Eadrya are both a bit older than him and thus the oldest living demons, which doesnt mean much considering the technically endless lifespans of them)
and to explain me including Shargon in a human appearance- hes the only demon that spends as much time in the human world as at home, largely to escape the others since they are not interested in going there and would otherwise attack him any chance they get (the human world is rather uncomfortable for demons to be in and they have better things to do than to chase him that far), while hes generally very weak compared to them, something he is very good at is shape shifting, mainly the speed of which, being able to shift between full demon and the smaller more humanoid form extremely quickly, or even mid forms that are a mix of both - even in motion! while for the others it takes them quite a bit and forces them to stop which is the main reason he keeps escaping them not able to keep up with his rapid shape shifting (though it does take its toll .. also a reason hes so skinny)
he is the first (only?) one that at some point will learn how to shift into a much more human looking one (depicted in the sketch) too, but its rather dangerous since it involves supressing and compressing his demon heart and system... which is what keeps demons alive (its somewhat like holding your breath for way too long) so the only time he would make use of it is in extreme situations, like avoiding detection by maschines that can pick up demonic energy or escaping shackles made of celestial silver (which drains their energy and can scar/hurt them permanently, like silver to vampires(?werewolfs?) in a way)
....the point is that if he shifts into a human form he has very long ears, meaning that is basically the extreme form that doesnt occur in humans and hints at the origins for those ear shapes being demonic exposure in the past
#ganondoodles#art#original characters#original art#oc#ocs#oc lore#man i cant ever keep it short can i#its 1am again ............#welll i hope that answers your question njdflndflnjlsd#also as a sidenote- zaphira and midas are siblings but not biologically#she was adopted into the royal family and is good chunk older than midas as he was born a while after shes been there#he was supposed to take the throne after their parents died in an allegedly accidental fire but he was like ... 6 at the time#and begged her to take up the throne instead despite the people not being very fond of her due to her agressive nature#.... which was proven correct in a way given she waged war for many years after taking up the crown#(.. bc she found out their parents were killed by a neighbouring country and the fire placed to get rid of traces)#(no one but her and a few officials knew of that being the real reason she attacked that country and not just a lust for power)#(midas still doesnt know -even now)#( though it got out of control and she ended up taking over multiple countries .. hence her title)#(after her wife died she swore to never engage in war again and been spending the last .. 20?30? years trying to repair the damage she did)#just adding that again bc its kinda central to her entire problem of everyone and their grandmother wanting her dead#and her being determined to do as much as she can before midas has to take over and pick up the pieces#..............though none of it goes as planned of course#ANYWAY i need sleep#sorry for the long text spam#i cant help but yap about my special lil guys
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noblesixjm04 · 1 year ago
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I can't get this out of my head. It's just something that ive had rattling around. If this doesn't make much sense I'm sorry lol but.
Do you ever think about if the Spartan ii's ever met one of those siblings without realizing it?
Like. John meeting a young female marine. She's quick witted and wicked smart. There is almost nothing she will back down from. At least not until she gets a "win." She will never leave one of her teammates behind. She's also known among her friends for her dry sense of humor.
One day she runs into John whiles he's out of armor. She never realizes that he's the Master Chief as they stare at one another. Blue eyes look into blue. The roots of her hair are blonde. Contrasted against a dark brown. They share the same smattering of freckles. Dusted along their face and down to their arms. Petering out along the backs of their hands.
And when she smiles there's a gap in her front teeth. (One tooth is chipped from a hard won game of King of the Hill.) She jokes that they match.
Apparently her brother had to. Her parents told her about him. How he had passed a few years before she was born. Her mother told her about her and her brothers shared a constellation of freckles.
Maybe Kelly runs into a pair of twin engineers. One is a girl. The other a boy. The girl has her hair cropped short. It's faded green. The boy has long hair. Held back in a tight braid. It's blue.
They strike up a conversation with Kelly one day. Mostly out of boredom. At one point talking about how they had been on their schools track team. Twin Terrors they had been called. They were the fastest in the entirety of their schools career.
They are the only two out of the group of engineers and scientists that could match her humor.
Kelly never sees them again after that. But she thinks about them often enough. About how they all shared the same accented voice.
About the day they all raced.
She won. Of course. But something about it made her feel like she was missing something. She matched it to the same feeling to her younger years with the rest of the ii's on Reach. On some of the few days they had true fun.
Linda was sent to therapy. Well. Not really sent. It was... Suggested. That she go.
Linda did. This time. For the first time. The last time.
She met an older man. Her elder by about three or four years. With the same red hair, that has streaks of white at the temples, and piercing green eyes.
Those eyes that looked at her like she does down the snipers scope. Those eyes that seemed to know her own.
She could see them widen. Hear the hitch on his breath as they flicker to a photograph and then back to her.
He...
Maybe she had seen him in passing once. Despite him never having been on this ship before.
He has been the one to pull the trigger.
"I don't think I'm the right match for you." His voice rumbled in a familiar way.
When she left. Linda tried to stop thinking about the worn, frames photo on his desk. The one with a boy. About eight or nine. With a shock of bright red hair. He held an archery trophy in one hand. In his other. The hand of a little girl. Close to five. With that same shock of red hair and green eyes that seemed to see you even through the cameras lense.
Fred meets a medic after a nasty injury. The Odst's and Marines in his company joke that he has as getting the best medic around.
He was a young man. Kind and deeply empathetic.
Those same Marines also joked about how the two of them could be siblings in a different life. With how they shared the same sloped nose and sharp jaw. The same, soft manner of speaking.
"Seriously Lieutenant. Just give the Doc the same hair cut. Could fool me that's for sure."
The medic said that he did have a brother. One that he has never met. That he had passed away a few months before he had been born .
But he and his parents visited his grave every year on his brother's birthday. And that this was the first year that he wouldn't be able to.
"He's be turning thirty three today." The medic had just finished Fred's stitches.
"Oh." Fred spoke it before it could be stopped.
"Oh what?" The medic had asked.
"I turned thirty three today." It was one of the few things he remembered. Something he rarely thought about. Because something around it had made his heart hurt.
"Here then. Happy birthday." The medic handed Fred a chocolate granola bar.
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angelonhelios · 15 days ago
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[tps vault hunter] saves angel au tierlist. thoughts
no one being put in S is so fucking funny to me. they all kind of Sucks just a little…
#borderlands#nisha is the undisputed best though. no notes. <- incredibly biased. angel and nisha get close in a way that angel cant really get w other#people. at least at that time. i think nishas nonchalance does wonders for angels comfort.#athena would stonewall angel SO badly at first but it doesnt last too long. shes def probably the closest to canon to do something#abt jack even if in my heart im a nisha fan first. in br once athena moves to hollow point angel checks in on her now and then. its only a#little tense.#wilhelm...[CAR CRASH SOUND EFFECT.] i need to make a full post about the two of them. i think itd be a Very bad situation for them both#but also very fun. for me at least. im sure theyre miserable.#and aurelia saving angel just to bring her into the hammerlock family nightmare. i think short term angel would be the happiest with#aurelia but that grace period goes away once family tension gets put back into the mix. she gets to be a heiress but at what cost....#<- angel jakobs but with extra steps.#claptrap and angel are friends to me...even if he doesnt know what Exactly she is i think hes the first to tell that shes not an ai.#but i dont think theres much saving going on there. he makes her happy at least.#being as unbiased as possible timothy is just. uhm. even if he Wanted to help her i dont think theres a feasible world where he could.#or that angel would want to spend much time around him regardless. you cant put them two of them in a room together because itd be a#constant cycle of anxiety and they just Do Not know how to regard each other.#wainwrightjakobshammerlock
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heireign · 4 months ago
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she is absolutely hypercritical toward herself, and no one else — she’s never quite ? she’s rarely ever wholly satisfied with anything she does, and more often then not believes that there IS always more to be done.
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aaxzlyte · 7 months ago
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i'm not sure i'll ever finish the wip i have where Near has a white cat named Jetfire
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wildstar25 · 1 year ago
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MiqoMarch Day 18 - Snow
When your partner has been trained to strike from behind, it's best not to loose sight of her.
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