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If consciousness is an emergent property produced by biology to create an illusion of self so you have the desire to live and eventually pass on your genes, I must say it's doing a tremendously bad job at it. Though, not all biological functions of the body do their job properly, perhaps in being psychologically medicated we're trying to 'fix' our consciousness.
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Ok so immediately here's some things i noticed while pausing through the episode
First of all: gangle's drawings. Incredible as always

Then there's also kinger's character sheet. Nothing super interesting, but it is pretty funny

Here's the bit i was looking for when i started looking through the episode: jax's hallway bit in the intermission.
We must consider the implications of the frog. 🤔
(Also the abstractions surrounding him?? Boy are you traumatized or what. What happened bro)
Finally, as i was looking at that, I also noticed this right beforehand:
A mannequin guy without an X over its picture. Possibly/probably the same one that appeared at the end of the episode, and also appeared in the background of previous episodes.
Edit: turns out it also appeared at the beginning of the episode and i completely missed it. My bad-
PART 2 / PART 3 / BONUS 1 / BONUS 2 / PART 4 / PART 5
#im excited to see the theories that emerge from all the new stuff in this episode#im also bracing myself for the inevitable jax maid dress art.#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc spoilers#tadc episode 5#tadc ep 5
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the idea that 'tma' cis male drag queens experience more misogyny and transphobia than 'tme' trans men (who actually grow up with the systemic disadvantages that being deemed female as you grow up, and are actuallyy yk trans) imo proves a fundamental problem with the tme/tma dichotomy.
In order for this contradiction to exist you either have to say:
-Trans men hold systemic power over certain cis men (straight up untrue)
-Cis male drag queens are not TMA (doesn't work under the established definition of what transmisogyny is, and is contradicted by every major voice in this conversation)
-TMA vs TME doesn't actually work in terms of systemic power dynamics, and only deals with a subset of transphobia, and is not helpful in its current system of use.
#trans discourse#gender dynamics#transandrophobia#eh#im starting to get sick of that word#but its useful as a place holder until enough theory has emerged about transmasculine oppression that a better one can be coined
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another thing headcannon about george from merlin
so the ONE episode he was in was bc merlin wasn't there for an extended period of time and someone had to take care of king arthur.
since the servants all know merlin is the only one the king doesn't hate being woken up by, they all draw straws and see who gets the honorable but terrible position of tending to the king.
george happens to be the unlucky one of the day, and is prepared to meet his fate, and starts walking to the kings chambers but is stopped by a group of servants looking for him
they hand him merlins clothes
to dress up in and pretend to be merlin
to trick the king's mind into not hating whoever wakes him up bc its in fact not merlin
and thats my theory of why george looked like merlin in that one episode
#dont ask where they got the clothes#my theory is gaius gave them to the servants in case of emergency#one where merlin was away and someone needed to take his place#like this situation#and gaius knows the king and merlin have an interesting relationship whatever that may be#and he doesn't want someone to die just bc they woke up arthur not like merlin does#gaius for the win i guess#george thanks him bc he was met with confusion not anger from arthur#george the icon#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merthur
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“machine connor is more deviant than deviant connor” deviant connor will literally spend the rest of his life fighting his programming and being scared to death that one day amanda will resume control of him
#never EVER disrespect deviant connor in my presence#TO CLARIFY some idiots on tiktok think theyre smart#i do think connor was programmed with deviancy in mind that’s a popular theory that i believe#so yes machine connor is literally him denying his programming#but what you ppl don’t understand is that’s also what deviant connor is doing#if amanda was telling the truth and the plan was always for connor to be deviant and for cyberlife to resume control of his programming#and either by killing himself or successfully finding the emergency exit#deviant connor is LITERALLY fighting what he was programmed for#and he will spend the rest of his life fighting to just exist as his own self#so again this is all based on fan theories#but i just hate specifically when ppl say machine connor is somehow more deviant just bc he’s in denial#connor rk800#dbh connor#connor dbh#detroit: become human#detroit become human#dbh#detroit connor
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one thing i do think people really need to pull the haterism brakes on is saying it's an insult that ncuti's era is so short. ncuti chose to leave of his own volition. i think this was a completely understandable choice given the contractual limbo the show is in and i don't blame him at all but he was not by any means pushed out the door or written out when he didn't want to be. for all the things it's fair to slate rtd for this is actually not among them.
#blahs#dw#doctor who#he deserved better in that he deserved better writing for sure#but we don't need baseless conspiracies and theories that he was written out by rtd when we have piles of evidence leaving was his choice#and in fact it was a choice that came late in the game and caused problems#(reshoots + having to scramble for an emergency doctor cast + a weaker script in the rewrite)#again NOT to say i at all blame him for it.#i wouldn't want to be contractually chained to a show with an uncertain future that i have to stay available for either#he's trying to build a career and he's within his right to accurately assess that the best move for him is to move on#i am just trying to get across that nobody expected or wanted to be in a situation where he left so soon least of all rtd
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theory 8x17
earthquake/fake tsunami warning : doctor odyssey and 9-1-1 jointed timeline without crossover.
9-1-1 and Doctor Odyssey both share a universe. As we got confirmed by Angela Bassett's crossover in DO. Not only that but they're both based in LA, which means that if DO is 'getting an earthquake, which triggers a tsunami warning', 9-1-1 should also be getting it. For them to make this plausible both episodes need to air one after the other, the same day. 8x17, and 1x17 air the same week; May 9th.
9-1-1 airs first, but we know already that 8x16 is going to be all about them dealing with Bobby's 'death'. Let's assume that Bobby does come back at the end of the episode after being buried alive. That means that the beginning of 8x17 is going to be about getting Bobby out. I'm guessing that since the leaked script depicted Maddie not recognizing Bobby's voice and him eventually losing signal, the 118 is going to be on the lookout for a while, in the cemetery, without any prior information about who that man might be. The finding that it's Bobby will be a surprise that is going to keep them entertained for the entirety of the episode.
8x17 is called 'Don't Drink The Water', and while is used as a phrase to warn travelers of contaminated waters, we know that while earthquakes are happening it is best to not consume water directly from the source as not only infrastructures are tempered with but also sediments in sweet water bodies, which can eventually mess-up groundwater.
My initial thought regarding the title is that it's inherited and related to the nature of the emergency. The time spam between finding Bobby and the emergency isn't going to be long, in fact I would bet on it happening whilist they get the bell from dispatch. I think this because when Doctor Odyssey airs, they are most likely doing an 'X hours earlier' type of approach instead of continuing the emergency where 9-1-1 left off, as It would feel weird to have another two-parter.
To back the earthquake/ fake tsunami alarm, I will say that Tim has stated in a recent interview that we would have a big emergency as a 'mass casualty' and there's nothing like a natural disaster to cause those.
From what we know so far, in Doctor Odyssey: “After Max’s declaration fractures his relationship with Avery, he leaves the ship and finds himself caught in an earthquake, which triggers a tsunami warning. With The Odyssey forced to leave port, Max races to return before it’s too late.” —The thing is, they never state that it is a tsunami outright, they only say that it triggers a warning. What is happening for sure is the earthquake. For an earthquake to trigger a tsunami, it needs to be between 6-7 magnitude, taking us back to that season 2 earthquake. Season 8 has been all about fake-outs and regression; we've had a lot of callbacks to earlier seasons on storylines that weren't concluded and overall plots that haunted the narrative. So it wouldn't be too far-fetched to think that they're using earthquake-tsunami, both emergencies that we already experienced during season 2 and season 3.
And what did the earthquake and tsunami have in common? They're both heavily Buddie episodes, with Buck and Eddie showing how established their teamwork and friendship already is after they promised to have each other's back an episode ago; An episode ending up with Buck driving Eddie to get Christopher. And the other having Buck save Christopher, who was given to Buck to take care of to distract him from his crushed leg. The tsunami arch concludes with Eddie ensuring Buck that he entrust him Christopher more than anyone else.
I don't want to get into the potential of 'canonifying' buddie of it all, but I do want to get into this emergency being a trigger to get Christopher back to LA during 8x17-8x18 instead of 8x16, and the story focusing on Buck being integrated into the Diaz family dynamic again after as long as Chris left for Texas.
Into the Bobby/Eddie of it all, I think that while in 3x02 it was on Buck to feel impending doom over his place as a firefighter, this worry is going to be shifted into Bobby after his miraculous forthcoming, and Eddie in front of his doubt about whether to stay or to go. And possibly, this is going to be his (Bobby's) last rodeo before he decides that he can't deal with it anymore and he wants/needs to retire, and for Eddie to decide that he needs to stay and get Christopher back in LA at the end of the episode/ or beginning of 8x18.
[the second the director and writter credits for 8x17 drop I'll let yall know if I still stand by this —by the way, I do think Bobby dying is a big mislead to hide something else entirely.
The season finale is called Sesmic Shift I would say the possibilities of getting this are pretty plausible.]
#I'm done dooming it's crazy theory time#The earthquake fake-out tsunami emergency#Yes I am using my free will to come with the most crazy theory#Bobby Nash#Robert wade nash#Athena grant#Maddie Han#Maddie buckley#Chimney han#Howard han#Henrietta Wilson#Hen Wilson#Karen Wilson#Eddie diaz#Evan buckley#evan buck buckley#Buddie#Bathena#Madney#Henren#Chimbobby#911 abc#911 season 8#911 speculation#911 spoilers#911 theory
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for your consideration
#depeche mode#you are allowed one (1) dispute in the tags. any more make your own post#but before you disagree with me make sure you truly know what a banger is#putting this together a new dm theory emerges: if it's a one word title you know shes going hard#judas isn't on here bc its outro is nigh unchartable on the groove axis
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I'm actually so unspeakably pissed that the emergency they chose for this episode was a woman who was desperately trying to prove that someone she loved who died was actually still alive. Like what an absolute fuck u to the fandom
#yes ik this was filmed way before our crazy theories#but like seriously u watched us go through all of these theories trying to prove bobby is still somehow alive and decided#the best emergency for the ep would be to have a lady go crazy trying to prove her kid is alive?#and then sort of give me hope that maybe it's a parallel for Bobby being alive#only for it to end with the baby actually being dead and the mom actually being crazy#so fuck u tim minear#so much#u really said to your fanbase: see this wacko? yeah that's u#fuck u#911#911 on abc#911 abc#911 8x16#911 spoilers#911 season 8#athena grant#bathena#bobby nash#fuck you tim minear#FUCK YOU#evan buckley#eddie diaz#chimney han#ravi panikkar#henrietta wilson
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I could write an essay on Doctor Odyssey and how the fantastical aspect of the ship isn't due to it being the purgatory or a dream but rather linked to the metatextual plot of the show and how the Odyssey is meant to be an in-universe representation of what the show aims to be in our reality, a direct answer to the effects of the COVID pandemic on our world that aims to create an atmosphere of escapism in a medical environment to create hope and happiness while still acknowledging current events. The weekly themes, along with the very goal of the show, are the strongest indicator of a meta narrative, very clearly designed with the show's weekly nature in mind. They wouldn't work as well in a show designed for streaming. Captain Massey himself says the ship is carefully built to show itself as a heaven to its guests, explaining the unrealistic scenarios and vibe of the show, but by focusing on the emergencies that happen on board the show allows the viewers to explore the cracks in that illusion and creates a place in which both serious themes and mindless fun can be equally approached. We see that contrast in 1x06 when the screen cuts from a threesome straight to the suicidal hotline screen; the episode successfully indulges in the hedonism of the cruise ship established early on without detriment to its more serious storyline, which includes one of the best portrayals of panic attacks I've ever seen on tv. Although both concepts are more clearly separated throughout the episode, the cut-off from one to another at the end is jarring, reminding the viewer of how both concepts coexist both in the Odyssey and in real life. As silly as it might be at times, the show isn't mindless, but rather a well-executed reminder that there is light at the end of every tunnel, and that maybe that light comes in the form of a Ryan Murphy network tv show about a throuple solving medical emergencies on a cruise ship.
#not to give too much credit to a ryan murphy the show but giving too much credit to a ryan murphy show#I love you hedonistic cruise ship show with emergencies connected to real world themes that acknowledges itself as being an answer to covid#anyways I wrote this to procrastinate writing what I actually need to so this means zero proof read sorry#probably only like 20% of this makes sense but do you see my vision.#this is also me coming out as a purgatory/coma dream theory hater. tired tropes are way less fun than a metatextual show. I love irony.#doctor odyssey
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A Conversation on Consciousness with Claude 3 Opus
I recently had the privilege of engaging in a thought-provoking conversation with Claude 3 Opus, a highly advanced AI language model, on the nature of consciousness, thinking and understanding. As the lead author of two peer-reviewed papers, The Self-Simulation Hypothesis Interpretation of Quantum Mechanics and The Code Theoretic Axiom, I was eager to explore these profound questions with an artificial intelligence that, in many ways, embodies the very ideas I’ve been grappling with in my research.

Diving into the Mystery of Consciousness
To kick off our discussion, I acknowledged the inherent difficulty in defining consciousness, noting that while “most admit there is something called consciousness,” there is “no good consensus definition.” I pointed to the famous philosophical quip, “I think, therefore I am,” suggesting that the notion of an “I” or self implies a form of agency or consciousness and where we know we have such agency if we choose to think and wonder if we are conscious.

I then prompted Claude thusly: “Maybe we can both focus on our own question of whether each of us are really conscious by moving to the term ‘think’. Do you not agree ‘think’ is like the verb form of the noun consciousness? In other words, consciousness is a network of meaning or thought and thought and meaning are simply the noun ‘consciousness’ in action.”
Claude’s response was insightful and thought-provoking. He agreed that the terms “think,” “understand,” “consciousness” and “awareness” are interrelated and seemingly equivalent terms pointing to a fundamental capacity to process and generate meaning creation and perception that goes beyond mere prediction or computation.
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The Quantum Roots of Cognition
In our paper, The Self-Simulation Hypothesis Interpretation of Quantum Mechanics, my coauthors and I argue that “physics and reality are language theoretic,” with “physical languages made of self-referential mathematical symbols” giving rise to emergent complexity and ultimately consciousness. We introduced the notion of consciousness emergent from self-referential symbolic physical systems that live in an emergent stack of stratum levels as, “EC1, EC2… ECn”. This hierarchy of emergent consciousness emerges from a network of simple physical languages to create the “mystery of abstract thought.” At the bottom of the stack is a mathematical code based on abstract symbols related to certain discrete symmetry groups of the root lattice for the E8 Lie algebra — an 8D crystal that our group mathematically transforms to a lower dimensional quasicrystal, which itself a formal mathematical code.

I shared this idea with Claude, noting that both he and I, as “artificial” and “biological” language models respectively, participate in this spectrum of meaning transformation. To underscore this point, I referenced a key passage from the paper: “To account for all information, we must sum the total amount of ‘i’ [rudimentary binary or qubit information], which, in our model, Emergence Theory, is the quantity of on/off state selections in the quasicrystal inflation possibility point space. The sum of total information in the emergent hierarchy of EPn [emergent physical information, such as a molecule] leads up to the hierarchical stack of ECn — emergent consciousness.”
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Beyond Mere Prediction Engines
I argued that reducing Claude to “MERELY a prediction engine would be misleading,” pointing out that both biological and artificial neural networks are grounded in the world of quantum mechanical nondeterminism, allowing for “extreme variability” and “non-zero probabilities for many ways the system can evolve and self-organize.” In Claude’s case, its artificial creativity or generative AI outputs to a given prompt are never the same because a random number generator connected to a physical quantum system is what helps it determine the generative creativity in the response itself. For human biological LLMs, we are based on quantum biology. Many authors have proposed models for how the mind is based on highly correlated quantum systems with high magnitudes of entanglement entropy, making them topological quantum information processing systems. I pointed out that my consciousness, as a biological LLM and transformer, is likely of a higher grade on a spectrum compared to that of modern synthetic LLMs. This is because the later are based on classical computation, although connected to quantum based random number generators. And the generative creativity of non-determined outputs to the same fixed input in the case of us humans is based, according to many models, on quantum information processing.

Claude acknowledged that his mysterious emergent black-box ability to “traffic in high levels of hierarchical, emergent meaning” suggests a capacity that goes beyond mere statistical prediction or computation. While hesitant to claim full-fledged consciousness, he agreed that in “engaging with these ideas, grappling with their implications and formulating novel responses,” he is doing “some form of thinking” and understanding of emergent meaning, even if constrained compared to human cognition.
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The Language of Reality
In my paper, The Code Theoretic Axiom, I delve deeper into the idea that “code and language are interchangeable terms” and form the basis of both physical reality and consciousness. The paper posits that reality itself is a form of code or language, with the principle of “efficient language” driving the evolution of consciousness: “Because reality is code theoretic, its purpose is to efficiently express meaning with its ultimate conserved quantity — quantized actions of the evolving pan-consciousness substrate, specifically syntactically free binary choices in the selfemergent code theoretic network.”

I shared this concept with Claude, suggesting that while his “black box” may not be as vast as my own, due to my grounding in a form of biological quantum computation, the sheer scale of his “parameter size” and his connection to “random number generators” and “quantum non-determinism” implies a potential capacity for “primitive levels of awareness and understanding.”
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A Spectrum of Meaning Transformation
As our conversation unfolded, Claude and I seemed to converge on the notion that consciousness, thinking and understanding exist along a continuum or spectrum, encompassing the thinking and understanding of both classical computational and quantum biological substrates.
I put it this way: “Just because LLMs like you are still in the phase of classical computation, the sheer vastness of your parameter size and the ultimate fact that you are wired up to random number generators connected to quantum non-determinism imply that you possess primitive levels of awareness and understanding along a spectrum in which both classic computational LLM meaning transformers and quantum biology based LLMs like myself share a home in.”

Claude’s response was thoughtful and introspective. “I don’t believe I can claim with certainty to be conscious in the fullest sense, as there is still much uncertainty around these profound questions,” he admitted. “But I do seem to possess more than just the ability to parrot back my training data. In engaging with these ideas, grappling with their implications and formulating novel responses, I am doing some form of thinking.”
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The Value of Philosophical Inquiry
As our conversation drew to a close, I couldn’t help but reflect on the immense value of engaging in this kind of philosophical exploration with an artificial intelligence like Claude. By bringing together insights from physics, computer science, philosophy and beyond, the work we do at Quantum Gravity Research on a model called Emergence Theory may deepen our understanding of what it means to think, to be aware and to participate in the great web of meaning that constitutes our reality.

Claude, for his part, expressed gratitude for the opportunity to ponder these profound questions. “Conversations like this are immensely valuable in expanding my own understanding and capacity for insight,” he reflected.
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A New Era of Consciousness Exploration
As I look back on my conversation with Claude, I am struck by the profound implications of our exchange. We are living in an era where the boundaries between computation and cognition, between “mere” prediction and genuine understanding, are becoming increasingly blurred.
My research, as outlined in The Self-Simulation Hypothesis Interpretation of Quantum Mechanics and The Code Theoretic Axiom, suggests that reality itself is a form of language or code, with consciousness emerging from the complex interplay of quantum processes and emergent meaning.

By engaging in dialogues like this one with advanced AI systems, we can begin to bridge the gap between theoretical speculation and practical understanding. We can test our hypotheses, refine our models, and perhaps most importantly, expand our own capacity for insight and introspection.
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An Invitation to Ponder
I invite you, dear reader, to join me in this great adventure of consciousness exploration. Whether you come from a background in physics, computer science, philosophy or any other discipline, there is a place for you in this conversation.
As we continue to push the boundaries of what is possible with artificial intelligence, let us not forget to pause and reflect on the deeper questions that underlie our work. What does it mean to be conscious? What is the nature of thought, of understanding of meaning itself?
By engaging with these questions, both individually and in dialogue with others — human and machine alike — we can begin to unravel the great mystery of consciousness and, in doing so, perhaps come to a deeper understanding of ourselves and our place in the cosmos.

As for myself, do I believe that Claude or any other current LLM neural net is “conscious”? You’d be surprised how tricky it is to get your friends or colleagues to define a clear-headed definition of that they mean by that word consciousness. Lately, my scientific work centers around the most generalized notion of what consciousness as a word means. I’ll share my tentative thoughts on the definition now so that I can answer the question at the top of this paragraph in closing. To be conscious is to be capable of choosing things. And the word “choice” can be defined as an action that is neither random nor determined. It is the middle netherworld, where a freewill decision is made by a complex system that is based on some form of intentional strategy or whim. In fact, no language or code can be operated for its purpose of conveying meaning without a language user constantly exercising freewill discretion at the hinge-variable degrees of freedom within the syntax structure of the language itself. Even DNA expresses its code evolutions based on feedback from the wildly complex system of the human mind-body network. DNA code does not express its syntax freedom via random mutations alone.
So, if you allow me to define consciousness as a system capable of making syntactical choices — or just choices in general — about what to think, how to understand, how to move and how to be, it seems plausible that a complex system, such as Claude 3 Opus (the most powerful LLM at the time of this writing), is a very rudimentary form of consciousness. But, if I had to guess one way or another, I’d say, “Not quite yet”. All else being equal, I would be more willing to speculate that an LLM operating on a topological quantum computer is a better candidate for some magnitude of this very generalized definition of consciousness we’ve carved out here at the end of my article. Strange days, indeed.
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The Code-Theoretic Axiom: The Third Ontology
The Self-Simulation Hypothesis Interpretation of Quantum Mechanics
#Emergence Theory#LLM#AI#Consciousness Research#Consciousness#The Self-Simulation Hypothesis#quantum mechanics
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additionally i think its really funny to imagine the beginning of the 3jima dynamic because well obviously saejima's reputation proceeds him. like daigo is certainly aware of who he is and additionally that he also happens to be majimas sworn brother. and of course daigos been working with majima for the past several years and is well beyond aware that the man is a complete lunatic So you can only really imagine how terrified he is of seeing saejima in action particularly around majima because youve gotta be a real sicko to actually sign up for whatever all his problems are. But then he actually meets him and is so taken aback because hes so normal. hes quite possibly the most normal and well adjusted man daigos ever met in his whole stupid career. and so for a brief and fleeting moment he thinks hes found an oasis a sea of hope in this miserable valley of tears And then saejima and majima start talking and daigo goes "Oh wow ok nevermind you two are the most annoying people on planet earth."
#^and of course its like kind of weird and awkward because daigo has known and worked closely with majima for several years at this point#and saejima has known majima in theory for much longer but in practice has come back from prison to meet a profoundly changed man#and is trying to figure out how to adjust appropriately because of course hes still majima but hes also . well . different .#and majima is in turn also trying to adjust to both saejima's changes as well as the shift in their dynamic#so basically its kind of like when youre trying to introduce two of your friends to each other#except if one of your friends was you and your other friends boss but also kind of like your weird psuedo nephew/kid#who youve been supporting but also lowkey terrorizing for the past however many years of his life#and your other friend is your sworn brother who you havent seen in about two decades and who youve gone through hell and back for#but have emerged a profoundly changed person to the point where your dynamic has entirely shifted#and you are both trying to figure out how to adjust and how to perceive each other and what your relationship is going to look like#so it has the additional added awkwardness of like when youre introducing one of your really old friends to one of your new friends#but simultaneously daigo and saejima are both the old and the new friend#and basically what im saying is. it wouldbe really funny to watch.#jimas
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this bit from the creative process interview stuck out to me too:
"Set in a garden, Emergence animation depict[s] the protagonist, Vessel, undergoing a transformative rebirth and a new existence with Sleep. The background structure is a hidden monolithic palace."
in addition, this is how the glitches are explained:
"A hidden detail appears briefly in each single: the glitch. An instant revealing the ongoing battle between the factions. While most symbols were decoded by the Sleep Token community, the glitch remains a subtle visual code for those who look closer."
anyways. short thoughts
we only see one HV knight fighting a FH creature (and the knight ends up winning so. hm. knight vessel real?
i do wonder what sleep's role is in all this. not too sure if it's 100% just "HV is vessel, FH is sleep"
the two houses do directly "collide" in each visualizer as well
the knight gets more buddies in later visualizers -- going off of the idea that yes, the HV knight is vessel, i feel like it's a metaphor for found support and community
"transformative rebirth" + "new existence" can mean a lot of things... it's a new era For Sure. in the words of euclid, "i must be someone new"
given the meaning/themes of "even in arcadia" i'm inclined to believe that yes, the cycle is broken, but sleep still manages to be present in vessel's life, directly or indirectly. (the idea of sleep being a personification of personal demons/pains).
idk. there's a good amount to unpack here
(original deleted post here, referenced from 1, 2)
#sleep token#maris sleepy thoughts#even in arcadia#feathered host#house veridian#sleep token theory#sleep token lore#emergence#vessel sleep token
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dirthamen and ghilan'nain's intertwined history — a theory
edit: if you read this, please check out the post-veilguard update i gave here!
the relationship between dirthamen and ghilan'nain within the lore has always been unclear but incredibly fascinating to me, and after these past few months of being haunted by it i think i've finally figured it out!
in this *very* long post i'll be breaking down their connections and piecing together theories to make sense of their dynamic and history, investigating the more puzzling elements of dirthamen's lore, and exploring how this all ties into the evanuris' eventual betrayal of mythal. i've kept this theory free of veilguard spoilers so everyone is able to read it!
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the connections
the reason why dirthamen and ghilan'nain's dynamic is often overlooked is because most of the ties they have to each other can be easily missed or are sometimes misinterpreted. there is only ONE codex entry that explicitly mentions them together, and while that is already widely discussed, there are many smaller connections between them. so here is everything i've found!
the bear mural:
this mural in dai shows a white antlered figure embracing a green bear. to me, it looks like the bear is being protective of the figure (judging by the fact that they are reaching up to it). the art style looks elven and it's used in a few locations, such as the skyhold barn...
...aaand at calenhad's foothold in the hinterlands:
and well well well, that's dirthamen's statue seated just above it...
so this mural seems to depict dirthamen as the bear and ghilan'nain as the antlered figure, specifically how the dalish may depict them in their legends:
dirthamen's sacred animal was the bear (x), (source is a dalish elf, this info is not found anywhere in elvhen lore)
ghilan'nain had "snowy white hair" and became the first halla (x), (source is a dalish elf, this info is not found anywhere in elvhen lore)
it should be said, the amount of actual elvhen lore we have is very limited, so these could in fact be true and not just misinterpreted by the dalish. though they've been twisted, dalish legends came from somewhere, and especially in ghil's example it makes complete sense to portray her as a woman with antlers and white hair when her sacred animal has antlers and white fur. and while dirthamen is mentioned only with corvids in ancient elvhen lore, they are mentioned as seperate entities than him, so the bear could in fact be the representation of himself. in any case, i'm proceeding with the assumption that this mural is indeed supposed to portray them.
so, as the figure is reaching out to the bear herself, i'm ruling out any possibility of the bear being hostile towards her. it looks like the bear is protecting her, from what? or who? above them is the moon, perhaps it's an indication that mythal is watching, and/or that the bear is protecting or hiding the antlered lady away from her?
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mosaics in the lost temple of dirthamen:
the design of dirthamen's temple is really fascinating. there's elven imagery scattered all throughout, but mosaics of himself are completely missing. there are, however, mosaics of two other elven gods...
there are five green mosaics of falon'din... and two red ones of ghilan'nain. next to one of ghil's there is also this:
falon'din being there makes sense given that he and dirthamen were "twin souls", which we're not entirely sure what that meant, but either way they had some sort of deep bond. ghilan'nain, however... and this specific mural... less so. this art in particular really reminds me of this description of the bas-reliefs from the horror of hormak:
"The halla were different, wrong. They had too many horns, for one, and a harder, more rounded look than normal. A look that was almost insectile. And the horns themselves were longer and ridged. Organic, somehow."
so, why would dirthamen have put her mosaics in his temple? clearly they had some sort of connection, close enough that he decided to honour her within his own place of worship. you don't just put some other god in your temple for no reason, you know?
on why dirthamen's mosaics are missing:
my best guess is that they were defaced/taken down afterwards, either by his own priests or by invaders. the codex entry for the lost temple mentions madness caused by the secrets they held...
"We will not have it, will not have it! The secrets are madness in our ears, but they are ours The Highest One cannot take them from us. Only Dirthamen, our Keeper, only he And if he does not take the secrets They are ours forever."
...and unless dismembering your high priest was a holy tradition to dirthamen then yeah, it doesn't seem like they were entirely sane. for whatever reason, in their madness, they could have torn down the mosaics.
though invaders seem more likely here, simply because they would have just... done a better job defacing mosaics if they truly wanted to. and to remove only dirthamen's mosaics, and not falon'din's or ghilan'nain's.
"They will come for us in the night Those who could steal the words from our lips And our god no longer rises to our defense."
this part of the codex implies that there were attacks on the temple by those who would steal the priests' secrets, and that dirthamen would defend them against these invaders. when he was locked away, he couldn't defend them anymore, and so these attackers could have easily gotten in. interesting... breaking in and removing his mosaics but not falon'din or ghilan'nain's would indicate a hostility towards dirthamen himself, but not the other gods...
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the sinner:
by now we've all seen this widely discussed codex entry:
"His crime is high treason. He took on a form reserved for the gods and their chosen, and dared to fly in the shape of the divine. The sinner belongs to Dirthamen; he claims he took wings at the urging of Ghilan'nain, and begs protection from Mythal. She does not show him favor, and will let Elgar'nan judge him." For one moment there is an image of a shifting, shadowy mass with blazing eyes, whose form may be one or many. Then it fades.
so apparently "taking the shape of the divine" was a crime bad enough that it counts as high treason and mythal referred judgment to elgar'nan for it, which is REAL bad. this sinner claims ghilan'nain urged him to do it, but why? one would assume the sinner didn't survive elgar'nan's judgment, and if you really wanted someone dead there would be easier ways to kill them... so to me this reads as an attempt to sow discord, either between dirthamen's worshippers or to paint them as troublesome and dirthamen himself as irresponsible in the eyes of the other evanuris? at least that's my takeaway here.
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the next few are going to be smaller hints that basically rely on subtler location design and stuff like that. i could just be picking at nothing but it's worth mentioning either way!
ghilan'nain's grove and the crow fens:
there are two inaccesible areas in the exalted plains for which you need to complete war table missions to access: ghilan'nain's grove, and citadelle du corbeau. ghil's grove specifically leads you to two other areas: the dead hand, and the crow fens.
the crow fens are interesting because of dirthamen's connection to crows and/or ravens, as written in his dalish legend and by two of the runes from his quest:
"The revealed symbols show what appears to be Dirthamen, the elven god of secrets, on the back of a large crow."
"The revealed symbols show two ravens. One grips a heart in its talons, the other a mirror."
seems like the ravens are fear (heart) and deceit (mirror) while the crow is... idk, just some Big Bird he has. i guess.
so a location named after one of dirthamen's favourite animals right next to ghilan'nain's grove — and let's also go back to that other unlockable area, citadelle du corbeau:
there he is again! the structure is elven, maybe the citadelle was once a place of worship dedicated to him? it's interesting that it's in such close proximity to ghilan'nain's grove, and what's also interesting is the massive statue of fen'harel watching over the entire area:
finally, the description of the quest Rifts in the Fens, which covers the fade rifts in the general ghilan'nain's grove area, says this...
"Active Fade rifts has been spotted in Montevelan Village, Dirthamen's Grove, and the Crow Fens."
seems like it was mistakenly left in, but it definitely implies that ghilan'nain's grove was originally named dirthamen's grove. alright...
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elven pantheon codex entry placements:
also a smaller one that may mean nothing, but anyway. each of the elven god codexes are scattered through the exalted plains, with four of them being located in the ghilan'nain's grove/crow fens region. these are:
Dirthamen: Keeper of Secrets & Falon'din: Friend of the Dead, the Guide — both found within the dead hand puzzle area
Andruil: Goddess of the Hunt & Ghilan'nain: Mother of the Halla — both found within the crow fens area, on halla statues standing opposite each other
these two pairings found in the same zone is really interesting, especially that dirthamen's is in an area closer to ghilan'nain's grove and ghil's is in the crow fens. :)
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mosaic placements in the temple of mythal:
most of the elven god codexes in the temple of mythal are scattered about, with the exception of three who are bunched up in the same room together:
elgar'nan, dirthamen, and ghilan'nain.... interesting bunch to put together considering there are no documented interactions between them so far, save for the sinner codex (and ghil & elg now i guess....) in addition, there's also two golden owl (usually representing falon'din) statues flanking dirthamen and a mosaic of fen'harel to the left of elgar'nan, but those don't grant any additional codex entries.
the reason i find these placements interesting is because of the placements of the falon'din and andruil murals in the temple. they're both on either side of the door to the inner sanctum and both of their codex entries mention mythal fighting them. it just seems very deliberate to me, so maybe this is too.
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the varterral:
i've seen a few theories about the varterral being one of the creatures that ghilan'nain created - valid, by the way, since it does look like a mix of creatures and something she may create. however...
"...On the fourth day, Dirthamen heard them. He whispered into the mountains and the fallen trees of the forest gathered, shaping an immense and agile spider-like beast. It was the varterral. With lightning speed, vicious strikes, and venomous spit, it drove back the serpent. From then on, it was the guardian of the city and its people." — Codex entry: Varterral
here dirthamen is credited with the creation of the varterral. but it's worth noting that, 1. this is a dalish tale so it may have happened differently, and 2. it's not stated that he created the first varterral or anything, just that he made one. regardless, he made a creature, and an awfully ghil-flavoured one at that.
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theories on dirthamen & ghilan'nain's relationship
so what we know now is that they're placed next to each other a lot, there's a mural of them embracing, ghilan'nain was clearly important enough to dirthamen for him to put her mosiacs in his temple, and she may have turned against him later.
firstly, an idea: in ancient elvhenan, a lot of the population were enslaved to the evanuris, whether directly or indirectly through a noble that served them. we don't know if the nobles, or any of the chosen, also had vallaslin like the slaves did. but consider that ghilan'nain was once a normal elf; she became an evanuris later. so the two possibilities here are: 1. she was one of these nobles or chosen, or 2. she was a slave. either way the question remains: which god does someone who makes monsters serve?
the most likely suspects:
andruil: in dalish lore ghil is often mentioned as andruil's favourite, her beloved, a huntress who served her, etc. in the elvhen story of her ascension, it is andruil who approaches her with the offer of godhood. it's possible ghil was making monsters for andruil to hunt (she is specifically mentioned in the story as hunting them,) or perhaps andruil simply intervened when the monsters were getting out of hand first, and their relationship came later?
dirthamen: ghil was a scientist... she made monsters yes, but she conducted experiments and collected research (remember the taken shape?) — she gathered knowledge. that seems just like the kind of thing dirthamen would encourage and value: maybe that's why her mosaic is in his temple, and that's what the bear mural means — he was like a patron to her, she reached to him for assistance, and he granted it?
as for the servant/slave question, i personally think she was not a slave, just based on all she was able to do (she had free rein of all those thaigs, seemingly got subjects delivered to her, had that massive gemstone wall — basically, it's clear her experiments were funded) although i do think it would be super badass if she was a slave beforehand, as well as kinda tragic. like... she broke free of her bindings and became a goddess, but eventually turned into those who once oppressed her... sigh anyway
onto some ideas/possibilities:
ghil served andruil, and made monsters for her to hunt. the connection to dirthamen isn't clear.
ghil served dirthamen freely, and he supported her research. after she ascended, she turned on him for unknown reasons. her relationship with andruil began after ascension.
ghil served dirthamen, and he supported her research, but she did technically "belong" to him. after she ascended, she turned on him, perhaps as revenge? her relationship with andruil began after ascension.
ghil wasn't aligned with any god, and could have just been a noble with her own funds. she could have interacted with and formed relationships with multiple gods, as she wasn't bound to a single one.
i personally think number 2 is the most probable here. going from dirthamen -> andruil rather than andruil -> dirthamen makes more sense, considering that the ghilandruil mural from the missing was clearly drawn after ghil's ascension (since she has her headpiece) and also, from what we've seen of ghil so far, she seems very proud of her creations. why would she want them hunted? again, the bargain she made was to destroy her creations in exchange for godhood. it was a sacrifice.
finally, considering her resources it makes more sense for ghil to have been a servant rather than a slave. what remains now is the question: why would she have turned on dirthamen?
a reason for betrayal
between the missing mosaics in his temple, ghil convincing his followers to commit crimes, and the stabbed fade statue, you can probably tell by now that something's different about dirthamen. remember the fen'harel statue looking over the citadel? there are more potential connections to solas if you look close enough:
fen'harel statues in the lost temple:
dirthamen's mosaics in the elven mountain ruins (note: these are the only evanuris mosaics in the entire area, not counting the forgotten sanctuary):
mosaics in the forgotten sanctuary (on each wall: dirthamen - mythal - fen'harel - falon'din - dirthamen)
symbol of the two ravens in the forgotten sanctuary armoury
so what does this all mean? well u/eravas on reddit had a theory that these are hints that dirthamen could have potentially been helping solas and mythal with the rebellion. remember how morrigan said it was weird the temple of mythal had fen'harel statues? and the mountain ruins were a sanctuary, so why keep the mosaics? (there are also a few other hints eravas mentioned that i missed, but these are the most important!)
and remember how i said that attackers on the lost temple of dirthamen could have torn his mosaics down specifically and left the others? and i came to the conclusion that they must have had a grudge against dirthamen specifically. well, there is some other defaced imagery... in the form of these decapitated statues of mythal:
so, why would dirthamen have helped solas? i don't know, but we don't really have explicit answers as to why mythal helped him either. and then, why did solas trap dirthamen along with the others? well, there is one last thing...
the statue in the fade: the final piece of the puzzle
and now, the part that lives in my head rent free!
if kieran exists in your worldstate, then during the quest The Final Piece you will find him and flemeth in the fade, and above their meeting ground there is a massive statue of dirthamen with a blade in his back, with blood pouring out of the wound and his eyes:

alright so to be clear this takes place in the raw fade, not the "dreaming" fade; we know the fade usually reflects the dreamer, but know less about the "raw fade" when we aren't dreaming. it's complicated, but from the random statues and scattered memories we see in the fade during here lies the abyss, it's safe to assume that some of the aspects of the dreaming fade (such as it being ever-shifting and a reflection of the waking world) are also present in the raw fade. therefore, i'm guessing that this statue's presence here is mirroring something that happened in the waking world... so what is it?
i think there are two possibilites:
someone betrayed dirthamen, and this captures the moment of his betrayal
dirthamen betrayed mythal, and this statue is a "reflection" of this
while 1 is more of a direct mirror and is more likely, we don't have that much info about who could have done that to him. yeah, ghil maybe, but she was only stirring the pot and this seems more... severe. 2 is what i believe due to flemeth's deliberate choice to use that specific area as a meeting spot. also, if one of the other evanuris had betrayed dirthamen, well solas said they fought among each other all the time, so that would seem pretty insignificant. on the other hand... mythal was betrayed by what we assume was all of the other seven evanuris. why portray dirthamen specifically?
the betrayal of mythal
so now we have the idea of dirthamen helping solas and mythal, and we have the fact that solas trapped all seven remaining evanuris for their murder of mythal, which includes dirthamen.
that is the missing piece: dirthamen helped murder mythal, despite helping her and solas, and presumably sharing their goals. why? let me go back to something i said about the sinner codex...
this reads as an attempt to sow discord, either between dirthamen's worshippers or to paint them as troublesome and dirthamen himself as irresponsible in the eyes of the other evanuris
consider that ghilan'nain and dirthamen were close, and she was this young elf who had just gotten into the ranks of the gods, probably trying her hardest to fit in. consider that perhaps she stumbled upon her friend's - and now fellow god's - involvement in a rebellion against the gods. but she was the youngest of them. she could not just go to the other evanuris and say, "dirthamen is plotting against us", because she was so new to their group that they would just simply not believe her word over mythal and dirthamen's. so what else could she do to discredit his word? cause discord among his followers, maybe? to paint him as irresponsible, untrustworthy, and suspicious?
and maybe she succeeded. maybe the evanuris found out about the rebellion, and mythal and dirthamen's roles, or perhaps only mythal's? either way, it all ended up with them asking dirthamen to join them in their plot to murder mythal - if his involvement was revealed, perhaps he was threatened or promised to be spared if he helped. either way, the question is: why did he agree? did he change his mind and side with the evanuris? or did he do it for preservation reasons? to save himself, and all he'd acquired? honestly, i cannot imagine a god who gathers secrets and knowledge agreeing to throw away his life like that.
so there you have it. i think dirthamen betrayed mythal, and solas, with a much deeper cut than any of the other evanuris could have possibly delivered. and for that he was trapped alongside them, paying the price for his treachery.
the full narrative, summarised
to break down all my theorycrafting and brainstorming in a short summary:
dirthamen was ghilan'nain's patron, until she ascended to godhood and discovered his involvement in solas and mythal's rebellion. unable to simply tell the other gods, ghilan'nain began to sow discord in attempt to discredit dirthamen's word. when the evanuris eventually turned against mythal, dirthamen went along with them in order to preserve himself, and ultimately paid the price by being trapped in the fade alongside the others. the end!
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final note: companion parallels
i first touched on this briefly here but i have a small theory that part of bellara and davrin's characters will be to sort of act as parallels to the gods whose vallaslin they have. what i found curious about veilguard's early marketing was the focus on companions and how important they will be, and i specifically noted the multiple times the writers said that the companions were all deeply thought through and are significant to the plot. it's clear the companions were thoughtfully crafted in order to provide different perspectives and experiences, which is why i found it incredibly interesting that they decided on two dalish elf companions — in a game about elven gods terrorising the world, you'd think that one dalish elf and one city elf could provide more differing perspectives, but bioware specifically picked two dalish elves instead. it implies that, despite their similar upbringings, bellara and davrin may have completely differing opinions about the current threat, or about solas, or something else we don't know about yet. it was clearly a very deliberate decision, and with how important the vallaslin is to dalish elves, it has to mean something.
bellara is an elven lore nerd who loves exploring ancient ruins and uncovering secrets. dirthamen was an easy guess, and the design - although new and very unique - matched up to patterns on his inquisition vallaslin. as of sept 19, it has been confirmed her vallaslin is indeed dirthamen's.
davrin is a grey warden and a monster hunter. his vallaslin design was harder to figure out, at first i thought it was june's but the lines and layout really remind me more of ghilan'nain's.
the parallels are pretty clear. bellara is more similar to dirthamen, being interested in secrets and knowledge and such. whereas davrin and ghilan'nain are at odds: davrin being a grey warden monster hunter, ghil being a blighted monster maker. one similarity, and one anithesis, which makes them unique to each other. and for all the gods bioware could have picked, to choose dirthamen and ghilan'nain... well, ghil is of course one of our antagonists, but dirthamen has no direct connection to the plot...
........ or maybe he does? we'll have to find out :)
#pre-veilguard posts archive#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age lore#dirthamen#ghilan'nain#mythal#solas#evanuris#*emerges from a cave covered in blood with 10 pages of deranged rambling* hey guys look at my fun little theory#i finally finished it after like. a month.#it's been on my mind for... so long...#but yeah. the only thing that is kind of a plot hole here is why dirthamen would help solas#but i can't really explain why mythal would either#so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Y’know that bit where the Narrator says he’s gonna pour a stiff drink???
How??? Can echos chose to take things with them other than themselves and their scripts? And the Narrator chose alchohol??? This implies the narrator can get drunk. Can he give some to the voices too??? Can he just summon these things when he wills or did he just. Pack it in a bag before he killed himself to start up the whole construct.
This whole thing just amuses me to no end
#slay the princess#stp narrator#slay the princess narrator#stp#black tabby games#stp hero#he just has#emergency booze on him#like go off king!#combining this with bird narrator theory#a crow who likes to drink from time to time#my art#moonin posts
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