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finaim · 6 months ago
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ulurn1 · 3 months ago
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zelledu · 1 year ago
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FRM Syllabus
Similar to an exciting book, the FRM (Financial Risk Manager) curriculum takes readers on an engrossing trip through the complexities of financial risk, with each chapter revealing a new secret about risk management. The syllabus covers a variety of risks, including market risk, credit risk, operational risk, and more, moving from basic ideas to sophisticated risk models. Think of it as a road map for mastering risk, providing you with the information and abilities needed to understand the language of financial risk. Every section is enlightening, whether you're investigating risk governance or quantitative analysis, and it will get you ready for the successes and setbacks that lie ahead in the exciting field of risk management.
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finuture · 1 year ago
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Median is one of the measures of central tendency in statistics which gives the value of the middle-most observation in the data. We can calculate the median for different types of data such as ungrouped data and grouped data using relevant formulas. In this article, you will learn how to find the median of given data set along with the solved examples in detail.
Table of Content:
Median
Grouped Data
Ungrouped Data
How to Find Median of Ungrouped Data?When the number of observations is OddWhen the number of observations is Even
How to Find Median of grouped Data?
Frequently Asked Questions – FAQsRead more HERE
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northstaracademy · 1 year ago
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Optimizing Study Plans: A Detailed Analysis of the FRM Course Outline 2024
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Understanding and managing financial risks has become a crucial facet of the complex and volatile financial environment. So GARP (the Global Association of Risk Professionals) established a Financial Risk Management (FRM) course program in this field to act as a key in 1997.
One more thing: It is essential to have a study plan to reach a Financial Risk Management designation and a certification. So, if you’re a finance employee looking to optimize your career, this 2024 outline guide is for you. In this newsletter!
All About the FRM Course: Outline
Eligibility: Under the FRM Course Outline
The major thing about the FRM certification is its relatively open eligibility criteria, which makes it flexible for aspirants who are interested in risk management studies. So you can register for the FRM exam with your academic background or work experience.
Syllabus: Under the FRM Course Outline
The FRM exam includes a comprehensive range of field-related topics, which are mentioned in your outline plan with the weightage of each topic:
FRM Part 1 Subjects:
Quantitative Analysis (20%)
Foundations of Risk Management (20%)
Financial Markets and Products (30%)
Valuation and Risk Models (30%)
FRM Part 2 Subjects:
Market Risk Measurement and Management (20%)
Credit Risk Measurement and Management (20%)
Operational Risk and Resiliency (20%)
Liquidity and Treasury Risk Measurement and Management (15%)
Risk Management and Investment Management (15%)
Current Issues in Financial Markets (10%)
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Duration Detail: For the FRM Course Outline
The FRM exam duration for Part 1 - you need to complete 100 MCQs in 4 hours and the same 4 hours, for the Part 2 exam with 80 MCQs. You get an average of 2.5 minutes for each question.
Note: There is no penalty for guessing, so it’s advisable to mark your answer for every question.
FRM Examination: Outline
FRM Part 1:
Tests the groundwork knowledge of candidates to be capable of being a financial risk manager.
Quantitative Analysis
Fundamental risk management concepts
Financial markets and products
Valuation and risk models
FRM Part 2:
Here, it mainly focuses on the knowledge acquired in Part 1 and the application of tools for risk management.
Market risk management
Credit risk management
Operational and integrated risk management
Risk management and investment management
Current issues in financial markets
How do I complete the Financial Risk Management Certification successfully?
Simple strategies will make your plan more effective, and here are some strategies and resources that can help you succeed:
Study ahead of time and more frequently
Create and follow a FRM study plan.
Choose the appropriate review course.
Take the practice exam to find out your level.
Use various study tools.
Use Flashcards
Maintain your mental and physical health.
Make structured plans for your testing schedule.
Benefits of Joining NorthStar Academy: The Best FRM Coaching Institute
NorthStar Academy (NSA) has diverse types of benefits for aspirants who join NSA for professional course training. For working professionals and travel aversion aspirants, we maintain an online coaching feature with facilities like a placement protection program, a 24/7 support team, the LMS dashboard, approved ebooks, and online webinars with field experts. For your training, feel free to contact us and optimize your career.
[Note] Tips: To Make an Online Study Plan
Understand the exam format well and clearly.
Start early and make your study plan as per your schedule.
Practice with past papers.
Find multiple comfortable study resources.
Consistency with revising.
Conclusion
Financial risk management is an integral part of the finance field. The FRM certification not only offers jobs, but it also trains you in necessary skills and disciplines throughout the path. Here, your study plan plays the main role in your process of becoming a Certified Financial Risk Manager. You can feel the before and after states in the study plan; it truly optimizes your chosen career.
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nervoussuitgladiator · 2 years ago
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dearwhs · 4 months ago
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the ultimate 10 steps to confessing (jaehyun's idea) ★ hts — 한태산
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★ genre: 80% crack, 10% fluff wc: 2.4k warnings: nothing, down bad loser taesan... watch out
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★ part 1 here !!! > 10 steps to NOT fall in love (100% works?)
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remember jaehyun's "what about 10 steps of confessing to yn now?"—well, that thought is flying over taesan's head now, messing him up, contemplating. is jaehyun's suggestion really a good idea?
probably not. definitely not. you're just his crush. it's bound to fade, right? well, despite failing all the 10 steps of how to NOT fall in love. why's he still in denial?
okay, maybe ever since that day—acting like your parent or something, being concerned about you—you lived inside his head rent free. he'd replay the moment you two shared that now he's openly smiling in front of jaehyun whenever he thinks about you.
safe to say we lost taesan to you. you had him wrapped around your fingers.
maybe he really needs to do something about this crush thing. his actions? not normal. he's experiencing all the symptoms you'd get when you're crazy in love—and the smartest move he could do to fix whatever this was? ask jaehyun for help. after all, he's in this mess because of their silly bets.
which is as to why taesan is now in jaehyun's habitat, cause he cannot bare to see you right now. he's afraid he's heart would go badum badum again 'til it explodes.
now, taesan's face is buried on the pillow, groaning. and what is jaehyun doing? laughing. mhm, he's laughing over taesan's despair because this is a side he never saw in their years of friendship ever, like EVER. he'll even take a video if he can, but you know what'll happen if he does... maybe that wasn't part of his best ideas yet.
"hey, taesan. i'll help you, dude. i've got an idea. " jaehyun grinned, nudging taesan's shoulder.
taesan just looks up at him thinking, he's up to no good again, isn't he?—either way, he's so lost that he just accepted his faith under jaehyun's hands. here goes nothing.
"the ultimate 10 steps to confessing!" (jaehyun partially plagiarized taesan's first plan), after hearing that? taesan didn't even bother to argue on why they're doing this 10-step thing again, but instead he's just hoping whatever this plan was, it better work.
and again, just like that, "the ultimate 10 steps to confessing" has been reborn. let's just hope it works.
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Jaehyun's Ultimate 10 Steps To Confessing!
STEP 1: admit you like her
– first step, stop being in denial. pretending to be all cool when she passes by doesn't add aura, taesan—the moment you're gone, he'll smile like a freak IN PUBLIC (which is an automatic -800 aura for our fake emo).
– okay, easy! he just gotta admit he likes you. except, he's outside the apartment mumbling to himself as he takes out the trash, "i like–" you got this "i like h–" — "you like?" yup, of course you were there, accidentally creeping up behind him.
– despite being caught off guard, he just plays it off, coughing. "oh, i like pancakes." (in fact, he doesn’t. STEP 1: PASSED! even if he didn't admit it—his actions did, let's cheer!)
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STEP 2: start acting normal
– according to jaehyun, taesan's normal mode is currently turned off. because recently, he had been so conscious of his actions when you're around. it's like he's overlooking things—is he staring for too long? should he look away?– or does that makes him look weird?
– you'd be in a convenience store eating out—his treat. you're rambling to him how you did so well on your quiz, you'll subconsciously high-five him. you don't know the impact that high-five had caused to him, cause the moment your hand touched against his, his hands just freezed in place, literally. once he noticed his hands were paused up in the air, he just awkwardly plays it off as scratching his head, "why is my head suddenly itchy, haha." (STEP 2: failed...?)
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STEP 3: stop overthinking EVERYTHING
– after over-reading his actions detail by detail—he's slowly latching now over yours. even searching on google, "what does it mean for someone to..." yep, he's cooked. (he needs to be stopped..)
– curious what made him head to google?— it was the way you said good morning to him, earlier. somehow, he caught the fact that your voice was two notes lower than usual. did it even make sense for him to notice that? maybe. he is studying music, after all. (STEP 3: failed, once again…)
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STEP 4: planning the actual confession!
– so, at this point, jaehyun thinks taesan had finally calmed down (which i don't think he did) and is finally ready to plan the confession: their og plan.
– though, taesan's a little bit stuck on step 3. he ended up questioning himself—what if i mess up?— like what if you laugh at him? what if he ends up messing up? what if you ignore him forever, or worst.. what if he confesses to the wrong person!? (okay, maybe the last bit is unlikely, but we can see how bad his overthinking can get.)
– jaehyun pats taesan's back, "it'll work as long as you follow my steps, okay man?" he said with determination in his voice.
– oh, jaehyun's the biggest taeyn shipper—now listing all the steps using his pencil with bite marks (we don't talk about that – jaehyun) and a dream.
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STEP 5: figuring out your interests (secretly...!)
– easy! — "what's your favorite..." he said, for the 30th time, practicing his words as if he was reading a script, even putting efforts on his facial expression. (which he had never done—well, not until now)
– upon entering the bus, someone yells your name, and of course, it was taesan—you automatically sit on the chair he saved for you, right beside him.
– you two sat quietly—well, not until he broke the silence (little did you know, he'd been practicing in his head), "sooo, what are you into these days?" wincing at his own voice as soon as the question came out, trying his very best to awkwardly not look away—like he usually does.
– you pour your interests all over taesan—the cafe you've been currently obsessing over, your new favorite drink, your favorite band: guynextdoor, you spilled everything. and taesan? he just nods as if he understood everything your mouth blabbered.
– in reality, he didn't. though, he now has an idea! you like this new cafe, new drink alert for the nth time, and guynextdoor—which he considers that band his enemy for now for owning a place in your heart. (STEP 6: a somewhat success—back to researching he goes.)
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STEP 6: drop little hints
– how is this in any way useful? well, according to jaehyun, if you drop little hints, maybe, just maybe, you'll notice, and then you and taesan get together and live happily ever after. but, i wish it was that easy, jaehyun. i wish. still, taesan does it anyways.
– first thing he does? he tries to compliment you—keyword, tries. "hey. i um, like your handwriting," — "thanks!" it was unusual, but you appreciated whatever that was. him? he's whispering under his breath, did i do okay? was that obvious?
– taesan told jaehyun—it made him slam his own face, because how could you fail COMPLIMENTING??? he told you to try again. (he's locked in)
– at this point, he's showering you compliments everyday, when you see him outside the apartment, when you're on campus, wherever you are, he'll make sure he gets to throw you at least one compliment. he hopes you don't find it too weird, though. (STEP 6: passed...)
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STEP 7: learn from the professionals (aka kdrama)
– jaehyun wrote this idea, cackling to himself, "this is the best step yet," he's totally just not gonna make taesan watch kdrama with him—totally. according to jaehyun, you could never go wrong with kdramas!
– now, jaehyun and taesan are slouching on the couch. taesan's arms crossed, squinting at the television, "so, if i surprise her with flowers, it'll make her like me...?" he muttered in confusion, jaehyun just pretends to nod—he's too busy giggling at the kdrama in front of him.
– then, as they were watching, the male lead spouts their usual cheesy lines, "i've loved you from the moment i saw you,” which made taesan groan, covering his face with a pillow. “no way i’m saying that without cringing.” he'll totally use that scene as a reference. (STEP 7: might work)
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STEP 8: TESTING THE WATERS
– okay, for this, they had to make sure what you think of taesan before going all in. he needs proof that you're comfortable with him or something, so that he won't fall flat on his face scarring the rest of his life with this confession. so, what's their plan? simple. they decided to test the waters with totally not so obvious questions. they'll try their best to fish out your reactions at the mention of someone secretly admiring you—or if your face lights up when taesan is brought up.
– you'll be walking around campus with taesan, and... jaehyun who coincidentally bumped into you two. he casually started the conversation with "so, what do you guys think if, um, someone you know secretly likes you? or uh if they confesses?"—that made taesan's eyes size up because that was NOT in their plan (sadly, he wasn't informed), you gave jaehyun's thinking a thought, "hmm, i guess it depends? if they're sweet and romantic, i'd fall for that."
– jaehyun nods, trying not to hold his grin as he stares at taesan who's quietly biting his lips to stop himself from giggling, mentally taking a note: sweet and romantic, got it. (STEP 8: HAPPY TAESAN AND A SUCCESS)
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STEP 9: going all out >:)
– it's time to prepare taesan's confession. taesan's in jaehyun's little jungle, avoiding you for now to not spoil or slip anything about the confession. in reality, he knows he'll fold if he sees you next door.
– jaehyun's step are pacing back and forth, thinking of the greatest way to confess to you, "what about... you accidentally fall in her arms and confess?" "what? no." "hm, what about you write her name using those drones stuff?" "no? i'm broke." "broke and unromantic? tsk." — taesan just glared at him before stuffing his face on a pillow as jaehyun continues his little brainstorming, not until taesan randomly gets up after getting an idea.
– "wait, she said she wanted something sweet and romantic, right?" taesan suddenly mutters, his eyes lighting up. "and… i kinda know what she’s into, so… maybe we can combine those?" jaehyun just blinks, "i liked my suggestions better, but i guess yours could work. (STEP 9: CHECK!)
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STEP 10: CONFESSION TIME
– they're basically prepared now, flowers? check! chocolates? check! plushies? check! all they've gotta do now is to execute it well—hopefully.
– taesan and you are walking, heading back to the apartment after an exhausting class today. the sky fading from orange to a beautiful purple, casting a soft glow on the environment—it's as if everything came out from a kdrama which is perfect. everything seems to be going to plan.
– the plan was simple: he'll ask to hang out in your place for a bit, then casually pick up your guitar to play a song you've been practicing lately—not knowing he was also getting guitar lesson from the guitar master sungho, then after that, jaehyun will pop up with the gifts. simple and easy, right?
– as you two arrived, he instantly heads for your guitar, "mind if i play something?" you just checked up on him from over the kitchen, "sure, go on." okay, just relax, he can do it. jaehyun's voice enters in his head, "don't mess it up."
– so far it had been going so well, you two were vibing, sitting next to each other, locking eye to eye with the sweetest smiles—it made a somewhat romantic atmosphere. all are going according to the plan, until "TING" his finger caught the wrong string which caught him off guard, making him continuously go off tune—okay, he messed up a little, flustered taesan just slowly puts down the guitar, glaring at his hands for betraying him 'til the guitar slid, clattering on the floor. this is awkward.
– what made it worst? the creaking sound of the front door opening, "CONGRATS TO TAESAN, MY MAN!" it was jaehyun putting on the biggest smile, holding the gifts taesan prepared, even wearing sunglasses indoors... wrong timing, jaehyun, wrong timing...
– the room was insanely silent—you could only hear the flowers and chocolates rustling. you blinked at jaehyun, taesan blinks at jaehyun, and well, jaehyun just blinked, "i saw you through the window proposing..." taesan just slammed his face, "i was apologizing for knocking her guitar down."
– taesan stood up, facing your way, "yn, i like you. i'm sorry this confession thing turned for the worst. it didn't really go my way- but i swear if you give me a chance, i'll properly confess next time-"
– your laugh escaped your mouth, you couldn't barely hold it anymore. "wait, why are you laughing-" you cut him off as you grasp for air— you couldn't stop smiling your cheeks started to hurt, "taesan... you've been too obvious. i've known for a while." which made him look down as he scratch the back of his neck, deeply embarrassed.
– "i like you too, just so you know." he immediately looks up, "really?" that sent him straight to fully crazy in love final level, if you could only hear his heart going crazy to the point that it might actually jump out, and suddenly, ta-da, pretty pink petals started falling down, the same as the one in dramas—except it doesn't make sense at all, well, since you're inside... it was actually just jaehyun sprinkling the petals, "sweet and romantic!"
– taesan couldn't stop himself from laughing at the fact you liked him too despite the ridiculous, awkward, and gone wrong confession. he realized that maybe it wasn't so bad at all, but rather memorable. he ended up leaning closer next to you, holding both of your hands, "i'll make it up, i swear," with the sweetest tone as he squeezes your palms. (STEP 10: it all worked out)
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w0ckst4rr · 3 months ago
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“Practice Makes Perfect”
BestFriend!Satoru x Female Reader | High School Era | ~1800+ words
Part 1. ➡️ part 2.
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You’ve known Satoru Gojo since you were both atleast five years old—back when his eyes were still uncovered and you were just the quiet pretty girl who everyone wanted to be friends with. He’d been wide-eyed and strange, with too much energy, too little filter and very egotistical, and instead of being scared off or absolutely head over heels for him, you told him he was annoying and offered him of a sweet treat he liked so he’d leave you alone.. a dango stick his favorite at the time.
Annnd he’d been stuck to you ever since.
Suguru came into the picture a little later; he was more quiet, calm, and very put-together, it was like someone dropped a moral compass into your chaotic duo. You meshed with him immediately, too. Your personality was similar to his: calm, a little sarcastic, and always five steps ahead. The three of you became inseparable. But if Suguru was your mirror, then that meant Satoru was your anchor—loud, chaotic, and weirdly reliable in a way no one else was.
Now you were seventeen, and things had changed—sort of. Satoru had to wear these stupid blackout glasses to hide his eyes, normally always pushing them up the bridge of his nose with dramatic flair, and the world knew his name like it was a brand…. —But when it was just the two of you, hanging out in his room after school with snacks and a dumb movie playing in the background, he was still the same boy who used to share his gummy bears one color at a time.
Still your best friend.
At least, that’s what you kept telling yourself.
You were sitting on his bed now with your legs dangling off the end, idly twisting a lock of your own hair around your finger looking up in thought, while he laid upside down across the foot of the bed, long legs dangling off the edge like he owned the place (which he did).
He sighed dramatically. “So, you’re really going on this date with that loser?”
You didn’t even look away frm the ceiling. “His name is Kota,”
“Thats a kids name..”
“You’re just mad he’s probably taller than you.” You said rolling ur eyes.. the guy wasn’t even 6ft.
Satoru scoffed, sitting up. His glasses slid a little down his nose, and he pushed them back up with one finger. “Nobody’s taller than me.”
“You’re insufferable.”
“You’re obsessed with me.” He said back. His responses were always quick.. you loved that.
You looked over at him then, meeting his gaze over the rim of his glasses. “You wish.”
He shrugged like it didn’t sting. But it did. Not that he’d ever let it show.
You’d been talking about Kota for the last week—about how he was “cute but weirdly obsessed with lip balm” and how he kept trying to steer your conversations toward kissing like a middle schooler who just discovered romantic comedies…
“He’s been saying he wants to kiss me,” you muttered, picking up your phone and scrolling through texts. “Like, constantly. And I’ve been deflecting like crazy.”
Satoru leaned forward, suddenly interested. “Wait, why? You into him or not?”
You gave him a look. “Of course not. I’ve just never kissed anyone before, and i don’t wanna kiss him and be bad at it- thats like…insanely embarrassing. Not that you even know what embarrassment feels like”
He rolled his eyes at ur snarky comment abd decides to ignore it focusing on the bigger picture . “You’ve never kissed anyone? Like… not even a peck?”
“No.”
He stared. “Not even that one guy in middle school? Uhhh What was his name? The short one who always wore cologne like he bathed in it—”
“Ew gross.. no.” you cut in, tossing your phone aside. “Not him, not anyone. You and Suguru are too judgmental, I didn’t wanna hear about it.”
Satoru smirked. “You’re right. I would’ve given you hell.”
There was a beat of silence. He looked at you a little differently now, like he was seeing something private without meaning to.
And then, because the silence was stretching into unfamiliar territory, you spoke again—quick and casual, but just a little too genuine.
“Wanna teach me?”
Satoru blinked. “Teach you… what? Math? I barely passed that test—”
“Kissing,” you said bluntly, like you hadn’t just derailed the whole afternoon. “So I don’t embarrass myself if Kota ever tries anything. Just like… practice. No big deal.”
Satoru just stared. Glasses sliding a little again. Before he took them off completely. “You serious?”
You shrugged, pretending to be way more casual than you felt your heart was definitely racing. Satoru was attractive and this was your first kiss…sometimes though rarely girls would start to dislike you just because of how close you were with him. You cant fake it.. your bestfriend wass hot. Like super hot. If u didn’t know him when he used to bite his toenails off n eat them maybe you’d be obsessed just like his fangirls—speaking offfff…..:“Yeah. I mean, you’ve kissed other girls, right?”
He scoffed. “Obviously.”
“Then help a girl out.”
He opened his mouth, then closed it again. His heart was beating loud in his chest, but he schooled his face into something cocky and relaxed. “Alright. Fine. But if you fall in love with me, it’s your problem.”
You rolled your eyes. “Yeah okay.”
You both sat facing each other now, knees touching. The air shifted, and for the first time in a long while, it felt like neither of you were hiding behind jokes.
You leaned in first, because of course you did. You were always the braver one when it came to things that actually mattered.
He met you halfway.
The kiss was… gentle. Unexpectedly so. His lips were soft, and he didn’t rush it—just pressed against you like he was memorizing the shape of you, the feel, the moment. His hand brushed your jaw without thinking, thumb just under your chin, and your eyes fluttered shut before you could tell them not to. The kiss ended, and your lips lingered for a breath too long before you slowly leaned back, eyes flickering open. You looked at him, cheeks slightly flushed. Not in that shy, flustered way—because you were never like that. You were too composed, too blunt with your honesty. But still, something softened your voice when you said,
“I really liked that.”
Satoru’s stomach did flips..
“Yeah?” he managed, doing everything in his power to sound cool, teasing. “Told you I’m good.”
You snorted. “How humble.”
“Truthful,” he shot back, a lazy grin crawling up his face—but it didn’t reach his eyes.
Your expression shifted, unreadable for a second. Then you said it:
“I still don’t think I’m 100% ready, so… if you wouldn’t mind, let’s keep this up for a little while. Y’know. Until I finally kiss Kota.”
His brain stalled. You weren’t looking at him when you said it. Like it was something offhand, not a blade straight through his chest.
He chuckled—light, easy. “Sure. Practice makes perfect, right?”
You nodded. “Right.”
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What started as “practice” became a habit.
You never kissed Kota. Not once. You barely even talked about him after that first week, but you never called it off with him either. So the sessions continued.
Sometimes it was a soft peck when you arrived, still smelling like your favorite perfume and holding a bag of snacks. “Hi,” you’d say casually, leaning in, and he’d let you kiss him like it was normal.
Other times it was slower. Deeper. You’d end up on his bed, your legs tangled with his as you tugged him down by the front of his uniform jacket and kissed him until his mind went blank. There was no rhythm to it—no plan. Sometimes you made out for ten minutes straight, breathless and warm. Sometimes it was just a single kiss, light and lingering. Just because.
A goodbye kiss when you left. A hello kiss when you came back. A “you’re annoying, but I missed you” kiss. A “you look cute in your glasses” kiss. A “this snack is gross, taste it” kiss that turned into something else entirely.
No one else knew. Not Suguru. Not your friends. Not shoko. Not Utahime. And ofcourse Kota didn’t know.
It was just the two of you. Always just the two of you.
And every time your lips met his, Satoru told himself not to get used to it… Not to think too hard about the way your arms wrapped around his neck, or the way your hand combed through his hair, or how you always smelled like something sweet and something warm. He reminded himself that none of it meant anything.
But it was starting to hurt..
You were lying on his bed again, phone in hand, headphones on as you played some game he couldn’t keep up with. You were focused, intently so, eyebrows slightly furrowed, thumb tapping fast against the screen. Your hair was half tucked behind your ear, half falling over your cheek. Your lips were pink, a little chapped. You hadn’t kissed him yet today.
Satoru sat in his gaming chair across the room, light blue Nintendo forgotten in his hands. The screen blinked, music looping in the background, but he hadn’t touched it in minutes. He couldn’t stop watching you. His chest ached with something raw. Something ugly and quiet and too soft to name. It hit him, right then—how badly he wished this was real. You just looked so comfortable, lying in his bed like you belonged there. Like this was your room too. Like this was your life together with him, and not just some borrowed fantasy he was only allowed to live in for a few stolen weeks.
His heart squeezed.
You’d asked him to help you prepare to kiss someone else. And he had said yes—because if being your practice dummy meant getting to kiss you at all, he’d take it. Every single time. But it had stopped feeling like practice a long time ago. Now it just felt like… pretending.
Pretending he didn’t really care.
Pretending like he wasn’t in love with you..
Pretending like every kiss didn’t break his heart a little more…
Satoru set his console down on the desk. Quietly. He leaned back in his chair, long legs sprawled out, one arm over his eyes so he could think. He knew you noticed things. You weren’t clueless. You picked up on the smallest changes.. wether it be in his tone, his expressions, his mannerisms.. But he also knew you didn’t push. You let things settle. Let people come to you. It was part of why he loved you—how steady you always were.
But that steadiness was killing him now.
Because you weren’t jealous when girls flirted with him in class.
You didn’t try to hold his hand unless it was a joke.
You never asked how he felt about any of it. This whole practice dummy thing..
He swallowed hard.
If you liked kissing him that much… then why was it still for someone else?
And why couldn’t he just say something? Anything like—
“This doesn’t feel like practice to me.”
“I think about you all the time.”
“I don’t want you to kiss anyone else.”
But he didn’t say any of it.
Instead, he stood up and walked over, flopping down beside you without warning. You made a noise of protest, he messed up your game- not that u were winning anyway-
“Seriously?” you muttered, still focused on your game. “You’re always in the way.”
“and you’re always in my head,” he said, without thinking. Voice a little muffled by the pillows.
You paused. Glanced at him.
“Was that supposed to be smooth?”
He blinked, catching himself. “Yeah. Just testing a line. Gotta stay in shape, y’know, in case you ever need practice with cheesy compliments too.”
You smirked, putting ur legs over his back. “Well, that one was pretty baddd.”
He smiled back—softly this time. “Yeah. I know.”
Your game resumed. The silence between you wasn’t awkward, but it wasn’t the same as before. Not for him.
You leaned over a little and pressed a kiss to his cheek.
“Thanks, by the way,” you said lightly. “For putting up with all this.”
He didn’t respond at first.
You meant the kisses. The weeks of pretending. The blur between best friends and something almost real. You meant thanks for letting me practice kissing someone else by kissing you. Satoru didn’t say you’re welcome.
Instead, he turned his head back into the pillows. He just wanted to pretend, just for a second, that you were his.
“Anytime,” he said softly.
And he meant it. Even if every kiss after this still wasn’t really for him.
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medievalatkinson · 1 year ago
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part 1/2 👹👹
read frm left to right 🤑 dior n charlie carryin the whole CAST RN, andrew too, jst aft he posted that clarrise post omd 😭😭❤
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now that it's officially been 5000 years here's part 2 of rating my natsuyuu volume covers from memory LOL (part 1)
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OK starting off strong tbh i might be a genius??? LOOK at this shit this is literally the most accurate ive ever been kgjlsdkgjksd
my tanuma & taki's goofy ass smiles are cracking me up LMAO i think i actually got the facial expressions reversed?? it looks like in the original tanuma & taki are more straight faced while natsume is smiling a lil bit whereas in mine im like. natsume would never smile. he has never smiled in his life im positive. there are no tumblr accounts dedicated to disproving this
honestly im lucky i remembered this cover at all like as i was collecting the different languages' covers i kept forgetting what vol 16 looked like so rly the fact that i got it SO good is literally a miracle im ngl
do i do it. do i give myself the big one-oh do i DESERVE IT. i'm doing it im literally never gonna top this gkdnkfndkg 10/10
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OOF YEP THAT'S. YUP. YEAH KFNGKDNDKG
i've literally never noticed nyanko sensei hiding in the corner there kfndkgdf GOOD
god honestly??? this might be the actual worst one LOL i cant remember if this is hinoe or benio (fake fan) but either way i did her SO DIRTY LMFAO AUGH like i dont even know what to say im hiding my face and seeping into the earth in SHAME
straight up didn't know what to do w natsume all i remembered was that he's THERE this is so sad pour one out for vol 17 😔😔😔
1/10 LITERALLY the worst one hgjnfgndf
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WHEEZES LOOK AT MY FUCKED UP LITTLE GUYS I DREW A FUCKING PEANUT AND A FLYING POTATO IM SCREAMING
this is rly the best i could do fskdngak GOD. i replaced nyanko sensei w this monsters inc ass motherfucker 😭
honestly stunned i couldn't remember more color on the table, i barely remembered that there were desserts even. man what is going on in vol 18
the fact that the flying potato kind of looks like hiiragi is sending me i have to leave fkjlsnlakjlfkdkgm 5/10
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the most important thing i remembered was natsume looking mildly pissed off in sensei's direction i think that's all we really need to know
i was rly hemming & hawing over the color of the floor, v glad i stuck w green but now i know why i kept thinking it might actually be yellow (the blinds). that ball sensei's playing with is a lost fucking cause tho o7
why does my sensei look like a pokemon also gkjsdngalksdgk i didn't remember the bow around his neck that's SUCH A CUTE DETAIL im cryin instant 0/10 orz
tanuma deserves a cup of tea im glad i gave him one. 7/10
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A BLANKET...... or maybe a yukata probably that. sensei looks SO CUTE in this one i am taking damage. lil winky ;3
is it weird that the main thing i remembered abt this one was the low contrast shading on natsume's clothes. like it doesn't reflect in my drawing but in my head i went from there to figure out the pose ksglkdg
i straight up made up the bg on this one i cannot BELIEVE it's so close???? it's amazing considering at first i had no idea what to do and started drawing a whole ass table behind them kgnsldkgkd im so glad i erased that LMAO
overall REALLY not too bad, i'll go w a solid 7/10 here
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uoooOOUUuu ok............. ok it's FINE............
what is sensei doing on natsume's shoulder like that get DOWN frm there how dare u make me look stupid!!!!!!
i think i remembered a lot of important details here like the color of natsume's clothes (sort of) and the butterflies and all the books stacked up in the bg.... OH i just realized sensei is up there bc hes trying to catch the butterflies OK FINE THAT'S CUTE....... I'LL ALLOW IT o)-<
this is one of the prettiest covers btw i love this one LOOK AT IT. look at natsume's SMILE assemble the fucking troops we need to protect this one at ALL COSTS
6/10 could've been better but the most important parts are there
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VOLUME 22 MY LOVE....... this one's my FAVORITE cover god it's so good LOOK AT THISSSS i even went all out & added shading to this one n everything, v dramatique...... atmospherique 👌
it's a pretty easy one to remember since the composition and general impact are so strong but dont worry i think at this point it's my Job to find things to get wrong nfjsjdgdkfj
there's a figure of natsume & madara that's similar to this which i think influenced me to make the yukata fully red but likeee there's red on the one in the original cover too so I Think i get a free pass with 0 points docked ok locking it in thamk you. the figure btw:
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i rly thought sensei's eyes were open tho jgknsdk stop falling asleep back there...... also how did i forget the size of the moon it's ENORMOUS smdh!!
all in all this is like basically exact NGL it might be another ten.... ok im gonna give it a 9/10 bc since it's my fave cover i should've at least remembered the color of his yukata i think. i said i get a free pass on that but life isnt fucking fair ok
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LOL THIS ONE HAD HANDS..... i stg i came up w a phantom cover in my head where natsume's wearing this yellow scarf & sensei's on his shoulder i SWEAR I CAN SEE IT but alas reality is CRUEL
this is another preddy cover look how soft and warm.... also sensei bein cute +7
so as u can see i struggled w this one dnfjdngj the scarf thing was REALLY throwing me for a loop, i invented snow??? but then i was like but it's so yellow there are lanterns i think. but there can't be BOTH what does it MEAN. (it means ur wrong u Buffoon)
the text in the first one says im not gonna redraw it & then i redrew it, when will the lies end. 6/10 the foundation's there i just forgot several details & forced in my scarf headcanon
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alright. this is like. not bad. COULD BE BETTER, BUT U KNOW...
my sensei is being sooo warm & cuddly while the real one is fighting for his fucking life kgkanlkdj this is propaganda taki made. her Death Grippe
tanuma's pose was a complete mystery to me i just remembered he's there and like what else do u need. the boy is HERE thank youuuuu
also had no idea what taki was wearing, the cream colored sweater was kind of a shot in the dark but u know what call me the gun slinging hash slinging dong swingin meat bea-
6/10 it's passable
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WINDOW CONFIRMED LET'S GO???? CALL ME THE GUN SLINGIN-
if u squint u can interpret my natori's suit as very muted olive green so technically it's definitely correct and not meant to be gray that would be SOOOO wacky and silly of me :3
i was fighting for my life trying to figure out the colors for matoba's outfit which u will see SO clearly in the next one kgalkgsdkg but it's fine. it's fine. it's so fine and cool and awesome out here like u wouldnt BELIEVE
once again a surprise yukata draped around the shoulders, i should just start doing that as my default instead of the school uniform thing TBH midorikawa sensei LOVES a good flowery haori like When In Doubt.....
4/10 i rly did try but there are just TOO many discrepancies lkgjalk
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farting in my sleep over this one what da HELL i thought i was a GONER WHY IS THIS LIKE ACTUALLY KINDA CLOSE
25 and 26 are such good covers together we LOVE a good pair.... (pair of stinky smelly exorcists am i R
its mostly the colors i got close not necessarily the.... designs... lmfao.... i just knew this one was kinda dark and kinda red. ik it doesn't rly look like it but that main bg color around the window is this palette's analogue for black, the darkest color besides the lineart, so at LEAST i got that right
if u cant tell what the HELL is going on w the windows it's ok you're so normal for that bc i didn't know what i was doing w that either and still kinda dont LOL i was like. ok maybe it's a screen kinda thing and it has a leaf pattern??? that would explain the colors???? and so i went w that
also u may or may not have noticed by now my plan of attack for the yukata patterns is always to just splotch around the colors i THINK are involved and hope that it looks like the original in the end LOL so that form of bullshit is what got me here today, theres no FUCKING way i would have ever remembered the spider lilies but since i splotched a bunch of reds on the fabric it kinda looks right.... PRO STRATS DONT TRY THIS AT HOME KIDS
o yea uhhh 5/10 for sheer dumb luck :)
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AUGH DAMN IT I KNEW SENSEI WAS IN THERE SOMEWHERE AAAAAAAAA
why does this cover make me think they're at the beach man EVERY TIME they dont even live by the ocean.... what is this...... but they coulda been on a school trip U DONT KNOW
theyre so cute god i wish i'd gotten this one a little more correct. i just remembered that seafoam green kind of color and just soft pretty pastel colors in general. this is such a good cover dude it's about GOD DAMN TIME nishimura & kitamoto got a cover WAAAAAA i love them sm ;w;
i tried i rly did but hm 4/10 the only things i got right were kitamoto & nishimura and a bench, also some bags. man look at them those are TRAVEL BAGS they are so on a trip THIS IS TRAVEL VIBES FOR SURE maybe they are at the ocean. when i get to this volume in my read thru U WILL ALL SEE
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not the worst!!!! not by a long shot. i covered natsume's wrong eye or maybe euurmmm the original artwork is flipped and i was actually right all along wheres my JUSTICE
this one's pretty striking too w those red flowers & the snow ugh what a pretty cover this one's also pretty high up there. i gave natori a scarf bc i have common fucking sense what are u DOING MY GUY. BUTTON THE FUC UP
why is natsume like telekinetically levitating the book of friends do u see that. what the hell natsume gets psychic powers that's so sick. lifting the slice of pizza w his mind
ok i give this oneeeee 7/10 pretty solid imo. some details are wrong but i included most of the elements present which is Preddy Good
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like just recently got this volume i shoulda looked harder at it gjskdkngksd who knew the wall was fuckin green the WHOLE TIME
sensei what are u even DOING. fucking points. is he reaching for the candle. it's too big for ur little paws ur TOO SMALL
tanuma looks SO nice on this cover ugh i love this cover what is the story behind this i gotta know oughghhh it has such a Classic Mystery feel i LOVE it. i for sure remembered hiiragi being in one of the paintings and i knew she was more bottom right but bc of the way i drew things there wasn't gonna be room so i just put her up higher instead bc i still wanted to draw her. worth it tbh look at her shes perfect
also like holy shit those guys in the top right corner i SWEAR 2 god i didn't remember them being there i just didn't know what else to draw so i drew them AND THEN THEY WERE ACTUALLY THERE????? LITERALLY THE GUN SLINGIN ROOTIN TOOTIN PARTY POOPIN-
7/10 all the elements are there just not like. Correct. look at natsume's outfit i had no idea what tf was going on there all i remembered was his sleeve lookin like that and the rest was such a mystery. i think it's just a sweater but in my mind i was like this is so fucked up and evil guys im scared
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ok i've only seen this one a few times since it's so new i dont think there are any other versions of it yet besides the japanese one but GOD LOOK AT IT IT'S SO PRETTY AAAAAHHHH I CANT WAIT TIL THE ENGLISH VERSION COMES OUT AAAAAAAAA
literally art school vibes LOOK AT HIMMMM he is posing he is the model i am drawing him i am drawing him i am drawing h
sensei's the real model here tho like look at him the perfect subject. replace all "draw an egg" assignments w "draw nyanko sensei" i guarantee 30 michaelangelos will come walkin outta that classroom
so the main thing here was purble obvs but i forgor abt the curtains.... they're so delicate & pretty god. natsume pls tho why are all ur papers falling out get it together. im sorry i shouldnt have said that actually ur doing perfect sweetie i love u LGKNSLDK nyanko sensei pick up his papers for him immediately
yo illegal observation actually the notebook is spiral bound on the long side but the falling papers are torn on the short side?? hello 911 my world is falling apart because of this i'll never be the same again???OH NEVERMIND I SEE IT NOW ITS THE PERSPECTIVE i was looking at the perspective wrong oh my god im so sorry for my ignorance midorikawa sensei i should have believed in u im a clown im a FRAUD im going to study art for the next 25 years as penance so i will never make such a foolish mistake again 😔😔😔
5/10 idea's there but its a little too fucked up overall and frankly i deserve a 0 for my hubris 🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️
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and that's the end!!! it's been so long since i wrote all this that we're well past vol 30's release and vol 31 has been up for preorder and u may be thinking Well Where Is Vol 31 From Memory Then. and well. haha. let's just say. haha ;)
(the truth: i've already hit the 30 image limit on this post so i wouldn't be able to include it even if i had looked at vol 31's cover more than once for like 10 seconds and retained enough to draw it from memory. i think it's natsume and matoba? wearing white??? or SOMETHING im not looking it up rn feel free to eliminate me)
oh right the total score WELL adding up everything from this post we have!!! 89/150 WHICH if we add to last time's score of 74/150 gives us a WHOPPING 163/300!!! wow!!!!! that's just over half let's fucking GOOOOO 🎉🎉🎉
thank u to my mom and the folder of over 750 images i have saved of every natsuyuu manga cover front and back (and spine if available) in several different languages that made all of this possible, And Also Viewers Like You :) and the 27 tabs i still have open of the sites i got all those pictures from so i can continue this nonsense indefinitely please god somebody stop me 700+ was NOT an exaggeration im so serious rn-
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smiling-stel · 11 months ago
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Speaking ab the cover art from a Design pov *aside frm the comments that Cale looks out of character in the lore standpoint of vol. 2 art
(spoiler free, dw)
◇ TLDR; vol. 2 cover is beautiful, but it couldve had better color synergy. I can see why the artists did what they did, its just not my fav.
. man I'm just happy to have an official English print lmao, ill take what I can get
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At first I didn't like the red shirt cause it was too much the same color as his hair. (Like if it was a darker or desaturated maroon, I feel it would've looked better, at least so he isn't matching with his own hair-)
. But now taking a step back n looking at vol. 2 again, zoomed out, I actually think his Face is the most jarring part [more on that later ◇]
◇ . The bright red of the shirt being lit by a yellower light, altho matching w his hair, actually isn't so jarring to me anymore cause I noticed two things
◇ 1) his pants are also tinted red (if my eyes aren't deceiving me) meaning compared to the background and the other two characters, Cale *in his entirety* is a red-toned silhouette -> this is a illustrative design strategy where the artist assigns a group of colors to a specific subject n *Restrictvely* uses the Hue Differences to their advantage. In my opinion, its a good choice in making him contrast and stand out. You can definitely Tell he's the main character with just the cover art.
. BUT it can also give off an Outlandish or alien feeling because (in this case) Cale is the ONLY red in the scene. Theres no balancing of red tones from his character to the background At All (e.g. the artists doesnt add Any red to the surroundings so his character can "fit in" with the scene- like as if you photoshopped a guy in sunny lighting into a dark room, the lighting differences is jarring n you can tell the guy is just slapped on top [not saying the artist did that at all, but the way they painted Cale to stand out feels jarring in that sense). While this does an insanely good job at putting him in the spotlight, it perhaps does Too great of a job, making him feel isolated or strange compared to the rest of the piece.
. (Then again, you can justify that that was the goal. To isolate Cale n show hes alien from a lore standpoint as he's "not from this world" as an isekai story)
◇ 2) but we're forgetting this is a COVER art. It's not Just an illustration to be pretty. To break my earlier point, altho Cale IS the only red in the *Illustration,* this art piece is - fundamentally - a Cover Art. It has the Title thats a part of its design <-<-<- And if we looksey at the title, what do we see? Red and warm tones. Like what other thing thats only reds? Cale Henituse himself!
. The Title IS the balance I said was missing in point 1). My theory is thats Also why the artist tinted the lighting on Cale to be warmer n more yellow, so as to use the yellow orange in the title (and the contrast of cools n warms from the focal points to the rest of the art) to their advantage. It helps add reds to the lower half of of the piece where the only warm tones are Choi Han's hand (the other character) and the fleeting window curtain; both of those details being at the edges of the piece and Both very small so they hardly have an influence on the overall design.
. So the title, taking up the majority of the lower half of the piece, draws the warmth down n assists in balancing the overall cover design.
So the reds have now been explained, but why are the whites so white now?--
◇ . Earlier I had said Cale's face was the most jarring part of the cover. And I still fully stand by that sentiment. Its the same idea where the reds do Too great a job isolating Cale; the whites do Too great a job contrasting w the background n the two other characters - who are black n cool tones - to the point where it Heavily draws the eye, practically in a violent manner.
. The extreme paleness is quite lore accurate for Cale's character, who hes isekaied as, but the extreme lighting Highlighting just his face compared to Choi Han's face is an extremely bold design decision (again, not a bad thing as he IS the main focal point, but adding onto the Isolating Spotlight trait going on)
◇ Ok then, but why's his jacket also so freakishly bright white? I heard from a fellow lcf fan (love discussing w you dawg <3) that they think the jacket is the worst part of his cover design.
N I agree. The reds standing out can be justified as a design strat, his face is the focal point so thats why that stands out, but why the jacket??
. Here i am on my artist apologist era <3
◇ . The jacket being blindly white is (probably) to Dampen the Harshness of his face being so bright.
. Altho the guy looks great in white ☆°• with how extreme the lighting is in this cover art, I think the artist wanted to balance the laser beam that is Cale's face paleness by spreading it out to his jacket, specifically that left collar fold ( i think that's called the lapel?)
. Basically by making the jacket's collar also intensely white, the artist gives their best attempt at trying to make Cale's skin less jarring so as to not make it so ridgedly highlighted. Like black ink spilt onto fresh paper, they tried to spread it out so its not so condensed in high contrast. ...But that only made the jacket join in on the uncanniness- TTvTT
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Other notes I've noticed n wanted to just point out while I'm here looking through the Design Lense ☆°•
☆ The red of Cale's hair and the red of his shirt n neck scarf sandwiches his face, making it stand out even More. Ealier I said the contrast of the vibrant red to the paleness makes his face draw the eye, but thats also thanks to the *position* of the colors! Not just the colors themselves B) isn't that so cool (tell me yes even if you have to lie-)
☆ The lighting on Choi Han's cape, chest, to face -> the window arch -> to Cale's entire person being lit up + how he's wearing a long white jacket
. It all creates this general arch of light tones and highlighted features which surrounds and hugs the title! The artists really knows how to use their darks and lights !!
☆ Choi Han's entire person, Cale's pants, and our lovely Roan Miru (the dragon) are the only deepest dark black tones in the entire piece! The privilege of being the subjects <3
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☆ cale looks crossed eyed lel
. Im glad I'm not the only one who struggles with eyes still
. Or maybe this artist did it right n I just don't know how to draw eyes- (very plausible tbh)
Man I love artists
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All in all, Im not a fan of vol. 2 cover art but I can see why the artists did what they did
◇ . One of the most important things of commercial art is that its visually pleasing, regardless of design, lore, or even logic. The design choices are golden but putting them all together couldve been done better. Not that the art is ugly in any way. Its still gorgeous af, there just couldve been more balance or overall color synergy.
This is just my opinion anyways :D! No hate anywhere <33
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also omfg I didn't respond to yr replies bc I meant to send you an ask about friendly rivalry (!!!) but almost forgot......JANE EYRE MENTIONED I clocked the je-na/bertha reference immediately but I never went past that w the jane eyre connection see this is why I <3 yr beautiful mind.....1. which ep are you on 2. favorite character so far and why 3. plz talk more about the jane eyre retelling of it all. I know it's self-explanatory to some extent but je-yi's role is so fascinating.... speaking of which (at yr leisure and discretionnn ofc) I was so focussed on the incestuous codependent relationship between je-yi and her father (was going to elaborate here but then I realized it's just every scene. everything is so loaded w implication) and what it means in that context for je-yi to call seul-gi her own.....anyway if you can forgive the unnecessary length of this ask would love your thoughts >:)
hiiii yayayayayayyyyy friendly rivalry time <3
im only on ep10 i literally just finished it so like halfway through the show. its the part where theyre trying to set seul-gi up for dealing
JE-YIIIIIIIIIIIII i love her every time someone calls her cruel i literally cheer i love the way she stares i love how constantly bored she is with everyone and everything that isnt seul-gi :-) but i like everyone really .. usually theres an arc that idrgaf about but this doesnt have that except maybe idrgaf abt the guy frm the orphanage i like the scenes with ye-ri and her mum as well im excited to see where that goes .....
omg right .. so ofc as u say u have je-na metaphorically locked away in the attic (love everything with her and je-yi btw that shot of her shoving je-na's hand away + when she puts her hands over je-yi's ears when theyre children and their mother is begging for a divorce vs je-yi doing the same to seul-gi in the closet .. je-yi paternalism wooooo) and of course seul-gi's time in the orphanage the transition to chaehwa and her dependency on je-yi for (cultual) capital also recency bias but this one part in ep10
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it reminds me so much of jane .. do you think because i am poor obscure plain and little i am soulless and heartless you think wrong!!! i have as much soul as you and full as much heart!!!!! the question of the century: will mr rochester be blinded yet again...
and YES!!!! with je-yi (and je-na) and her dad aghh he makes me shiver him propositioning ye-ri the scenes with his wife too him determining and optimising what day her c-section will take place + begging for a divorce only to be told she needs treatment. medical malpractice extraordinaire. and DOULBE YES!!!! for how that reflects on je-yi&seul-gi's relationship she takes such a parentified role over seul-gi i mean literally the scene of her on the beach as a child and then an adult je-yi arrives and takes her away from the danger (orphanhood) eekkk when seul-gi is like i forgot my place and acted outtttt and despite her affections its not just je-yi relishing in her submission but also her humiliation ... now i wonder whose sister was raised under the give and pull of submission and humiliation 🤔🤔
I CANT WAIT TO WATCH THE REST <333 thank u for putting it on my dash
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