#HIIIIII [REDACTED]

[hellodaekko]

I have to chew on Vincent like he’s rubber polly pocket clothes

[feiyunaskblog]

[Redacted] stumbles slightly into your office, looking slightly dazed "Hey Feiyun..?" They shake their head as if trying to get their brain to function properly.

"I ate a weird animal I saw and now my body feels funny-" [Redacted] coughs before continuing "It kinda looked weird too, not like the usual wolves in this area-" they cough again.

Feiyun stood up from her desk quickly, walking over to [Redacted], "It's good that you came here as soon as possible." She murmured, walking both her and [Redacted] out of her office and to her clinic room quickly, "Let's see if we can fix this, ok?"

As both of them walked inside, she shut the door and handed them her trashcan. Feiyun hummed softly, "You're probably going to throw up. Go for it if you need to." She turned back around, grabbing a vial and pulled out a dose, making sure to hide the label from [Redacted].

"Now, can you tell me what this animal looked like? Was it sick looking, or just....a different species?" Feiyun kept her voice calm and soothing, trying to keep them calm.

[live-taser]

GUYS. GUYS EVERYONE SCATTER EVERYONE SCATTER

[pluumed]

"a data bank? so... a digitised library of information you have collected throughout your travels? fascinating..." the scholar has already turned his back on the trailblazer, chin between finger and thumb as he mind runs away with him. the possibilities are endless, if he could somehow manage to create a bank of all the information he's discovered since the dawn of this catastrophe... "how do you store it? does it require a... power source of some kind? how much information can it hold?" ; @cloudhymn liked for an anaxa

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

on a more positive note: I have octopus bruises on my arm again

[derogatorydennis]

you ever think that as kids charlie and mac fed ducks together... and now charlie and dennis do...

oughhhh mac n charlie used to feed them bread and still do on occasion dennis learns of this sits charlie down and explains that bread is not good for ducks n he n charlie drive to the store to pick up frozen peas to feed to them instead n now when the weathers nice or they pass by a particularly duck filled pond charlie will go get frozen peas n he + dennis will feed. the ducks :(

[majidemah]

i really miss the sense of community i got from following other kin blogs.... i know kin tumblr is way smaller than it used to be and i kinda doubt that will change but i still love you guys <3

[heartbeetz]

Hrm....

[kiwii-11]

HELLOOOOO SAILORRRRRRR 😛

darlin’ design headcanon 🐺

[scrawlingskribbles]

so I've swung back around into another Until Dawn era via Spooky Month VibesTM and dear god the nearly 10k words of entirely-utterly-self-indulgent-au that I scrawled in a notepad doc back in 2021 has grabbed me directly by the throat once more hghjskjghsdkhg x'3c

[moronkyne]

Hiiiiii! Ok so, I got back into Percy Jackson and it got me thinking about Angel. Like what if Angel was a demigod that had their memories wiped after they lived to see the age of 20. And what if one day they got their memories back, that would be so cool right? Like what if they were once a fearsome child of Ares (my personal hc) or a cunning child of Hermes, or a bright child of Apollo, etc. and they show a side of them that no one would ever expect. A side of them that has seen bloodshed and carnage beyond anyone’s comprehension. A side that is more powerful than anything that David or any of the pack would have ever been exposed to. Just wanted your thoughts! I am always curious about what the fandom think about Redacted Crossovers, of which I have many. Thank you!!!!

OH MY GOD THIS IS SO IRONIC THAT I JUST STARTED READING PERCY JACKSON!! Ive only read one chapter but ih…. ALSO YES OMG THIS IS SUch A GOOD FUCKINF IDEA

a child of Hermes LITERALLY sings guy/angel to me. omg. AAAAA

[my-castles-crumbling]

Anon Advice Asks - June 12

cutesy anon, three hearts anon, tempted anon, not straight anon, outlet anon

cutesy anon.

So, one city’s pride was yesterday and today. We forgot yesterday and there is no way my parents will let us go on a Sunday.

Another city was doing pride but they had it in April…???? Dunno what happened there.

So no pride :(. We’ll just have to plan better next year.

Hi <3 I'm so sorry you missed it! some places have online stuff, maybe you could do something like that to hold you over until next year?

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three hearts anon

hiiiiii cas!!!!!!!

so things are kinda up and down rn

(redacted)

like

also

the last time i asked for advice u said about the councillor ive been seeing

however

i cant tell her everything bc its thru school and theres lots my parents dont know and if u told them something that they would then be concerned about me for (which they would)

they would then be legally obliged to tell my parents

however

my parents are assholes and would probably just ground me for ''attention seeking'' (like they tried to do last time) rather than actually try to help me

genuinely thank u so much for the advice u give i honestly need it and ur such a kind person ❤️❤️❤️

- three hearts anon

Ahhh okay I understand. Could you maybe tell the counselor something vague like "I want to work on coping strategies" or something like that? That way they don't have to tell your parents, but you can still work on those skills?

I'm sorry you're in such a tough spot <3

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tempted anon

I definitely understand what you mean. I've had that happen to me, too, where I've watched shows or read things that had TWs and I thought I'd be okay but I ended up being triggered.

I think the intention of showing that is so show people who don't understand, how bad it really is? But yeah, it CAN be very triggering, and I know people feel different ways about if it should be allowed on TV or not.

Do you have any go-to self care things that help? Like listening to music, taking a bath, cuddling with a teddy bear? I'm sending you hugs!

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not straight anon

Hello! It’s not straight anon.

You recommended finding support at school, but I’ve been homeschooled for pretty much my whole life. This fall, though, I’m going to spend my senior year dual enrolled at a nearby Christian college (dual enrolled students get free college classes in my state). So until late august I’ll be traveling and in a bit of a state of limbo.

Who knows though, maybe this summer will be my coming of age story or something and I’ll get a boyfriend/girlfriend or my first kiss. A girl can dream.

On another note, though, I got tickets to the wishbone pajama show in Florida!!!! I’m super excited for it, it’s gonna be my first concert and one of my favorite singers!

Thank you! I hope you have a delicious meal today. Sending love!

Hi! Okay well then my advice doesn't work, does it? lol. Maybe in the fall you can see if your new school has those things? I know you said it's a christian school but trust me, there will still be queer people lol.

Until then, it sounds like you at least have some things to look forward to! I also got tickets to see Conan (different show) and I agree, it's SO exciting!

Please send me an inbox if you ever need to talk more!

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outlet anon

If she's a good person, she'll like you no matter what! (Also I love that song)

[masteraqua]

one of my ex coworkers is a big artist in an adjacent fandom and i see their work on tumblr occasionally. but they don't know this and, out of respect for their privacy, i don't follow them. also i have no plans to tell them lol

anyway hiiiiii [redacted]!!

[unrealthings]

Okay so conking too close to the sun humourous update: I do not mind one of two main categories of reaction when I'm around. Being asked (often shyly and with big eyes) if I'd like to come to queer uni outreach night? Sweet but I'm a smidge read decade too old babies. Feeling yourself being sized up and headhunted as "heyyyy you're photogenic and ambiguous you can physically manifest we're (not like the other goths)" is both flattering but also (nervous horse at auction noises, I'm not even the cow they think they want levels of imposterism).

The other kind (oh hiiiiii you look like x and attend thingy y, you must be a reactionary conservative with dangerous delusions about The Bad Old Days) just tests my strength in not committing outright verbal violence (no! Comment! On what I say in camera!). protip tho do not keep trying to cajole me I was (redacted redacted redacted) and thus do not take well to middle-aged blondes trying to appeal to fambly valoooooos. I will loom disappointedly with Grandmother's angry eyebrows see if I dont

what I'm saying is I gorta dye my hair blue again

[takami-takami]

More venting, sowry. Actually embarassing to be doing this with this pfp, bye. Interact (like button) if you read.

Trauma, grief, sui threats, animal harm, abuse (not going to label it. Just assume it's in there). This is kinda long. It's honestly just a trauma dump but I'm just tired of holding it inside. Anyways.

Hiiiiii i'm so fucking stressed ^-^ Re: the situation with my dadddd. ^-^

Uragh. There was a huge argument last night. It's very harrowing living in this house. One day, you spend 2 hours talking someone through "dude this is literally wrong" and they're just... Chipper. Smiling into the phone, "uh, yeah. I know? Why do you think I did it?"

They detail to you exactly how much they want another person to hurt, to suffer, over a slight against them. Over "disrespect." You spend careful effort not to tell them how their actions made the other person cry, in case they find sick satisfaction in that. You listen to them detail the way they feel absolutely no remorse because they are incapable of such remorse. They only cry when recounting their own pain. They never cry for another. When another person cries that's sport, that's "games."

And a few days later, he's smiling asking you how you're doing. And everyone else is "trying" with him. I don't blame them, it's self protection.

Honestly. I think part of the problem here is that I'm just describing This week. Instead of a lifetime. You know?

Because I've sat through my dad telling me how people are pawns. Faceless. I've watched him boast with glee about how manipulative he is, how he wears the title "master manipulator" with pride. How he's the smartest person, how he's above everyone else. Don't mistake this as praise for him. In one of the hundreds of times he's talked to me about this he got six times seven wrong.

But anyways. I've seen how his face morphs into a smile slowly, crawling up his face as he gets me upset.

I'll give an example. One of the many times he basically tried to kill himself in front of us or said he was going to, he explained that the reason why is because he's personally experienced grief, and that's why he chose to do it as a punishment. Specifically so that we could feel the overwhelming experience of pain and anguish. He likes that kind of shit. Makes him feel all vindicated, ya know?

But he provides for us, cuz he cares about us or whatever. I mean, we're "extensions of him and he owns us" and all, if I'm being cynical; but he definitely is capable of love. At least, love the emotion, not the action. The problem lies in that he is physically incapable of feeling empathy, remorse, or guilt. Not having empathy itself is fine, by the way, like tons of people don't have empathy and are perfectly chill people but the problem lies in that he really doesn't have that "off" switch to stop him from doing sadistic things. It's a really bad combination.

I mean I guess there's fear. Of god, of being a bad person, of being like his father. I honestly don't know what's holding him together at this point.

It's just... A lot. Dealing with someone like this as your dad. But things are "better" now. Right? He just terrorizes mom now. He just picks fights now. It's not like "before." When he threatened to slice my pet rabbit up. When he threatened to [redacted] me. When he did something to me I don't want to talk about that I read is actually a war crime. Torture. You know? Stuff like that.

I feel... So much disgust in my body. I feel so much rage and shame. I don't even know why I'm posting this. But anyways.

It'd be an insult to call this "my story" or whatevs because it's nothing like that. I'm just... Tired. I thought I'd be happier not talking about what happened but I'm not. I probably won't feel any happier saying this either. But who knows.

I haven't been able to do my schoolwork. I'm supposed to get it done by tomorrow. I have to leave wednesday for my trip. Haven't done shit all day.

[thenightisland]

so i got annoyed one day that i couldn't run a report in a different system to show admissions and decided i would just use our EHR system to like. build my own basically. and ever since then i have become the Computer Person for my dept. (this is a good thing btw. this is a way i can Contribute without having to talk to people) bc it turns out no one knows how like. 90% of this EHR works or any of the information it can give you if you know how to build analytics reports and stuff. but i do. bc i get bored and i click things. and when i asked our IT girl some questions bc i had hit some dead ends on some things she didn't know the answer and set up a meeting with the people who built the EHR. and they, it turns out, don't really understand the system either. as a result i have had the world's sharpest learning curve in a very short time. and the EHR company i'm sure does not like me one bit. bc now there's this random bitch in all the teams meetings all of a sudden asking them questions they should be able to answer and making more work for them.

the other day we were on a call and i was like "btw some of these patients are showing as admitted in the system when they're released so i don't think the interface with [redacted] is working correctly" and they were like "oh noooo the interface totally works!!! this patient's chart is definitely just some weird fluke and we'll fix that single chart bc all the others are absolutely fine :)))))" and thirty minutes later i was sending a message to our IT girl like "btw that single-chart fluke failure in their interface happened another 36 times. so it has a 75% reliability at the moment. sending you a spreadsheet to forward to them."

imagine being these people and some random nurse you've never heard of pops up one day like hiiiiii besties your interface is broken actually <3 please fix it it's fucking up my report results thank you!!!