#Have some more stuff to post but probs wont

[yki-dolls]

I am cringe but I am free

[todayisafridaynight]

how’ve you been!! Been a while since I’ve seen ya around on the dash… I miss reading your tags like the morning news HFHHF

hello chat i am not dead. as shown by me finally answering things in my inbox :]

all's been well ! just havent posted to tumblr lately is all

[bcacstuff]

Ok but they’re both in London, why would anyone actually make up that random lie, get of all women? And know she was in London when he was for his book, also now she’s back in London when he is AND both were active on ig until they BOTH WERE NOT online at all from yesterday afternoon til late morning. Sounds like he is stupid enough to play around with a girl before his marathon. The man is desperate. Then posts he’s run down today prob to cover up the fact he’s going to tank tomorrow because he hasn’t taken this seriously and honestly doesn’t care!!!! That woman is never quiet on ig so to be silent on a Friday night when he didn’t go on and repost stuff is proof to me they were together.

🙄

For real, Anon, you wont give up now wont you. This is totally the only time I will answer you, because it doesn't get into your coconut how terribly shortsighted you are AND sound.

London is a big huge city where lots of people go often. We all know Sam goes there often, and I have no doubts this woman does as well, just like hundreds, maybe even thousands other women. Just because he's a little quiet on IG? Really????? I mean, wtf do you expect him to do, post every 5 minutes? About what?

Do you really believe he's gonna mess around with a woman days before he has to run a marathon? You really think that's realistic? Yes, he's scared, he shits his pants, as all the world is looking how he'll run that marathon. And he knows he's not gonna get over that finish looking like he just did a little walk.

Did you see how he got over the finish the marathons he ran in the past. Yes he was nice enough to let people take pics and smile, but he was shaking on his legs. Is that desperate? No it isn't, it's normal! Just try it yourself, run 26.2 Miles or 42.2KM. Do you think it's easy? Even when trained, and when your basic fitness is good, it's still not easy.

Stop being such a fruitcake. That DM post couldn't be more fake. Nobody is gonna spill tea starting with telling they work at a hotel/bar. You know you'll get fired right away if you do. On top of that a hotel he never stays, and wasn't staying at when he was in London for his book. He was where he always is when in London, the bed sheets and the especially the glass in the video gave it away. And if you're still not convinced, he will never sit in the middle of a bar making out with a woman for everyone to see and to take pics. (why wasn't there a pic to begin with?????????????)

All you want is to stir the pot, trying to be important, or whatever. You're bugging me constantly with all kind of cobwebs, but they're only in your head for some very unclear reason. I don't know what thrives you or why you do this, but I do know one thing, its not healthy. So for the love of us all, stop doing this.

Needless to say, I will trash all these kind of messages as I always do right away. I just need to read the first 3 words, and know enough. There is nothing, I repeat NOTHING at all, your imputations are totally unfounded and you're doing nothing else than wasting someone else's time. If you want to waste your own time chasing figments, go ahead. Post them on your own blog. It's not going to be here on mine. I deal in facts not in fantasies.

[fluffbeast7]

New Sun and moon au idea..

HEHHSDH i'm SO excited to work on this- i started studying the viva piñatas style (just today, actually), i want to maybe work on a AU with sun and moon in it as new characters, i'm not sure how they would impact the world but i already have a few ideas!! will post as i work on it :>

i will share just some ideas of their characters in general.

They would be helpers for your piñatas, entertaining them and helping you look after them, warning you of potential danger and stuff. They own a shop in which you have to pay them depending how long you want them to work for you, but they introduce themselves as work partners and will help each other depending on the occasion.

Both of them switch their place during the night and during the day, and if you pay them enough to stay for a long time, they excuse themselves as the sun sets or rizes and each of them would hurry to their shop in a clumsy way, sun saying he cant work nights and moon saying he only does late night hours.

there's rumors between the other characters that they both are the same person, since they are never seen together (they would like to keep it a secret and are very persistent about it). HOWEVER you can beat them with a shovel when they try to run away (if youre an asshole, yes this is something you can do to piñatas and NPC's during gamplay), not giving them enough time to get back to their shop, which results in you seeing them switch, they even drop some candy while at it... However, they will get very angry at you and wont speak to you in a while, They wont come back to your garden even if you payed them to stay (no refunds).

If you do it often, you will damage them, (causing sun or moon to do struggle noises, like in the fnaf games!), as revenge. they will leave Sour Candy in your garden, so your piñatas get sick.)

one more rumor you get from other characters, is that they think sun and moon were animatronics that ran away from a restaurant a long time ago...

this is sun's little pet, have to find one for moon still:

the reason i'm not going full in with how they function is that i want to watch a gameplay of viva piñata first, i always tried to not give myself spoilers but i accepted that i prob wont ever have the chance to play the game to its fullest qwq

[the-insan1ty-clause]

🌌 Intro 🌌

intro (condensed)

The first version was so long we apologize. Will be keeping it up but heres my version 🤭

Collectively, call us Orion. We go by he/him pronouns unless otherwise specified. Maned wolf/horse/snowy owl bioterms appreciated (Sidenote for any irl friends who may receive the honor of our blog; Orion is our collective name specifically online. If u know us irl, you already know what to call us 🤭)

will be using the tag "The stars are talking" to indicate text we added either in reblogs or original posts

Sideblogs;

Interests- @the-insanity-clause-interests

Littles/syskids- @the-1nsanity-clause-kits

bodily a minor. Interact with care. (Just dont say anything weird, really)

we mostly post plurality and therian content.

plural; we're pro endo and mixed origin ourselves. We're a fractal collective as far as any of us can tell (coining post here). We are The Orion Collective (or Constellation for funsies). We typically dont go by ourselves singularly. But here are some of the headfriends who may show themselves:

(this list is outdated. Sorry. The sets of us that had been fronting got switched around again. None of us (the "new" sets) are interested much in socials. We'll probably be back more regularly eventually. For now though, i dont want to take this list down for archival purposes)

Tomberlin; stole the name from the singer, lol

Angel; the most social

Beia; rambler (she/her preferably plus others)

Zebra; placeholder name, prob

Somber; i like lover's rock

Caban; sounds sarcastic but isnt i promise. Usually overcompensates for this (w a lot of hearts (🫶) and stuff). Likes to say bitch a lot but attempts to refrain

Jade; keeps everything in order inside

Pace (she/they) / Paisely (Xe/xem); separate but go hand in hand. Bit less positive folk but we love them anyway

therian/otherkin; we are horse, maned wolf, red fox, elk, deer, snowy owl, angel, elf, to name the more prominent ones.

No particular dni's but if you're rude or some sort of bigot/etc you'll be blocked or at least ignored

we love and welcome interactions!! (although we are Very bad at starting conversations). Tone indicators like /srs and /hj are helpful to some of us that arent great at discerning tone from text. But not required or expected!

please tag or put warnings on food related stuff when interacting !!

We're therian, generally. Woof! But also otherkin. And fictionkin. Etc

Lgbtqia- We're apart of this as well. Though i wont get into the details on that, haha

Interacting- the only rules are, no explicit content, and do not ask for money or for us to promote you. Failure to follow this could result in anywhere between deletion, blocking, and reporting. Second chances rarely given.

We're diagnosed with a few things and undiagnosed/self diagnosed w/ others. Please refrain from talking too much about food and/or abuse without a tw or some sort of warning while on our blog. Things like asking our fav food or eating habits, while innocent, isnt exempt from this. Thanks :)

Now for the fun stuff!

We repost stuff about our interests (ex. Arcane, dai, pokemon, etc) to our sideblog, @the-insanity-clause-interests

Our littles use @the-1nsanity-clause-kits as their sideblog

Rundown- our interests include Arcane, httyd, dai, pokemon, kipo, jentry chau, dead poets society, The Hobbit, studio ghibli films, wings of fire, the end of the fucking world, and many others. We absolutely WILL go on rants about any of these with the slightest provocation. Yall've been warned :3

on this blog, though, we mainly just post and reblog stuff related to any of our identities. Like stuff about being therian, plural, lgbtq, etc. As well as the other random tumblr things we find. Oh and politics occasionally

Commision/artsy stuff- We do a lot of creative stuff. We do (nondigital & typically not colorized) art (our pfp is a drawing of ours), sometimes various crafts (for example, we made a mask of one of our theriotypes), we are in a local choir, and sometimes write music, poetry, and stories (though we've never really posted that stuff before). We do (free) commissions/requests if anyone happens to be interested. We're short on time these days, so it may take a while to get it to you, but feel free to send us an ask/message regarding it if youd like! (Note, if theres something you want, and its not listed here, just ask- theres a good chance we'll make it. Like alter packs or mood boards, for example)

Hope yall enjoy youre time here. Happy hunting! AwroOO!

[nijisanji-brain-rot-fics]

xsoleil boys x reader || wedding day

a/n: im bored as hell now guys 😭 im just gonna like post a bunch of headcanon stuff LOL i might post like fanfics, but thats a maybe wwww ALSO ALSO starting to reaaally like the later waves of niji, so ill prob focus on mainly xsoleil, noctyx, iluna, etc. ill dribble in some luxiem from time to time, but like the other waves need attention too 🙌 i might do some of the fem waves, but im not sure how to write those LOL

HEX HAYWIRE

bro this man's voice makes my brain go haywire

anyways uh

would definitely just be like very happy and stoic during yalls wedding

he'd treat you like his pretty princess/prince

anyways uhhh he would be that kind of romantic person to like take your hand and kiss it once you go to the front

oh my lord, im struggling to find his green flags when all i listen to from his asmrs are the yandere ones

UHM...... i mean like reception would be cute, like he'd dance with you

like beauty and the beast vibes ykkk

help im genuinely struggling w anything thats positive about marrying him 💀

DOPPIO DROPSCYTHE

AWWW HED BE SMILING AND LIKE EXCITED

LIKE HE WOULD BE WAITING FOR YOU EXCITEDLY AT THE FRONT

i feel like doppio would just be generally so excited and happy hes finally marrying the person he loves so much

he would fix his hair JUST FOR THIS

this is also the only event he will never be late to

oh god he would be so nervous when the ceremony actually starts

like hes worried he'll mess up his parts or someone will object

BUT it probably wont happen and itll be a great wedding!!

reception!doppio would be fucking lit

HE WOULD BE THE LIFE OF THE PARTY

he'd already be making dad jokes even if he isnt a dad yet

i swear, he would be kissing your forehead or cheek every few minutes

oh my goodness, drunk doppio would be so sweet

like i can just imagine him getting tipsy while like the maid of honor and the groomsman doing their little speech things and him getting really emotional

VER VERMILLION

honestly, i think he would cry at yalls wedding

like, he just screams 'emotionally fragile man on occasion'

the second he sees you in your wedding dress/suit/wtv, he'll start tearing up knowing that yall r gonna be married

and he loves you ya know

he'd hide the fact he was tearing up when you get to the front www

five bucks, doppio would be stifling his laughter when he sees ver crying

reception would be wholesome

ver would be whispering things to you while you guys dance

and not just random things

like i mean in korean

yeah his cute ass voice when he talks in korean

the voice where you want to keel over and throw up because it's really goddamn adorable and kind of attractive because people who speak more than one language is always somewhat attractive

tipsy ver is something to live for

it doesn't always happen but when it does its either hilarious as fuck or really cute and wholesome

like when he gets drunk, there's a 50% chance he starts to emote on the dance floor with an equally drunk doppio

or he could be holding your hand the whole time and staying by your side

a/n: WWWW im sorry i half assed hex's hcs LMAO i just genuinely cant see something that isnt overly explicit or kinky that wouldnt happen on ur wedding so thats why his is like the shortest lmao 💀 errhmm yeah, also ver is my #1 oshi thats why he has like the uh longest one LMAO UHHM yeah whatever lols have a good timezone

[mediumtires]

I've been reading (and re-reading les be honest here...) Seven Years Next May since like last early summer an I just wanna say this is prob the best piece of media I've ever laid my eyes on like holy shart dude 😩🙏 I've also been wondering your process for writing it, how do you get it to feel so real and raw?? Like man... the pain I feel after reading a new chapter for the first time is unexplainable, I rarely cry when reading but man when I tell you... I acc cried so hard the first time I read through the first like 7 fics or so oh my gohhh... Also, do you do a lot of research or is it just straight from your heart when writing? The way you write them is so 100% Toto and Chris I even forget that the stuff that happens in the fic isn't acc real lmao,, anyways whatever you do is poetic asf even shakespear is sobbing in his grave I swr </3 safe to say I love this series and I will always be a die hard fan of these sad old gay men

sobbing actually, thank you so so much for this sweet ask 😭 i’ve been receiving nothing but lovely messages about seven years since i posted the new fic and it’s seriously seriously been making my day every time, i love you guys so much ❤️

and i would LOVE to yap about my writing process even tho i’m not sure how much i can really say about it because a lot of it is based on vibes. like the first part i wrote in a five hour haze after having just learned about the existence of those sad old gay men. and then every time i got inspired i wrote a new part. i usually tend to stick to real life events as much as i can, just because i find it easier to keep things… realistic? maybe? it’s easier for me to twist them into what i want them to be and it’s much more fun for me to think “how can i make this gay” lmao.

my process for writing long fic has changed a lot over like the past year. i structure my writing much more, i plot a lot more now, i have spreadsheets and many many docs i use (which is so funny cause i was never a plotter but now i see why it works for people lmao). i do a ton of research because for some reason i need to get all the details correct which is so stupid cause who cares lol amirite(but then i get messages like yours and im like. well apparently there’s at least one person who cares so it’s really really worth it.) so i like to stick to real timelines and be as accurate as possible in my fics and that helps me to then come up with more normal scenarios maybe because f1 is such an insane world and being a billionaire is something i have never and wont ever experience (lmao) and so every time i think about christian and toto im like “how can i make you more normal. what do you do when you’re away from all of that” and that’s what’s really fun for me to think about.

it’s funny tho like sometimes i will think of a scene and note it down or write it out and then months later i’m like, wait i had this little moment between them, this would be perfect here. with the new fic in particular it’s kind of been like this massive puzzle coming together over time, which is so fun cause it’s so satisfying. sometimes i’ll be writing a scene and thinking to myself i’ll never be able to use that and then eventually i take bits and pieces of it or little chunks and work them in and whenever i read it i giggle to myself because it’s like little easter eggs i hide for myself lol.

anyway! thank you so much for asking, i’m sorry i can’t be more helpful, much of what and how i write comes to me in the moment. often i brainstorm and ask for feedback too (or yap about it none stop for hours until i work out the issue lmao oops).

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR ASK ❤️

[ashes-hearts]

intro post after a whole month is a lil cursed but tbh i wasnt expecting to interact much so 😅 anyway!!

ash, 30, they/he. english, mostly passable spanish, some japanese. just bc i look like this doesnt mean u can she/her me. this is a kink/nsfw blog so - i prefer "tits" n "cunt" for myself, i love "tdick" even tho im not on t, "boypussy" is fine but u dont have to do all that. rly just b normal abt trans ppl or get out thx

i WILL unfollow/stop msging/block u (depending) if u misgender me on purpose or treat me like/call me a girl, push me on my hard no's, ask me to send face pics or other personal info, try to turn things romantic/get too possessive (im taken!), push me to get on other apps, or just if ur a dick to me

queer n trans/nb n wld love to get to know other queer/trans ppl esp cardiophiles!

mainly a place to put cardiophile stuff i like but ive been into posting my own stuff more lately so u might see some og ash content if im in the mood 😂 my stuff will b tagged "ashs heart" and/or "ashs words"

anons r on n dms r open! that being said, im p bad at keeping up w them - i have notifs off for tumblr n im not always regularly active, n even when i am sometimes msging is too much for me. pls dont take it personally! also, b cool pls, i can n will block u/turn anons etc off if i have to ☺️ im rly bad at rp but might b willing to try some depending, n im always happy to just chat too if u dont wanna get feisty in the dms! ask tag is "ask ash"

i have a lovely gf!! im here to indulge a kink she doesnt share n play around a lil but thats it ☺️

p mentally ill, might ventpost sometimes but usually delete later, will tag as best as i can - pls ask if u want a specific thing tagged!! also im in treatment n im fine i promise im just also goin thru it lately lmao

i dont have other social media rn but ill update if that changes

HARD NOs: watersports/scat/omorashi, detrans/misgendering, incest/fauxcest, feederism/weight gain (pls dont talk to me abt my weight!), personally receiving anal, breeding/pregnancy (including mpreg im sryyy), lactation, foot fetish, inflation, ageplay. ykinmkato! just dont wanna talk abt these n prob wont follow back if u post alot of them, sry

more under the cut!

my hearts boring (read: healthy afaik 😂 now the multiple conditions/meds w increased cardiac risks...) but i love to fuck w it so i rly only record if i get a good reaction. rn im only working w my phone camera n mic - if u have any suggestions for (the literal cheapest) tech or how to make better recordings by all means lmk!! currently working on an improvised steth mic

in terms of my own content i mostly use caffeine, my meds (they raise my hr/bp), weed, breathplay, pressure, n good ol' fashioned pleasure to try n get my heart to react. i try n post audio/video if i get anything good. i have a half decent steth n a pulse ox n a blood pressure cuff rn n thats it 😭 well. n the fitbit but that doesnt rly count

i wont do video/audio calls or post/share my face/voice so pls dont ask esp if weve never spoken before. im open to requests for pics/vids/recordings ig but i cant guarantee anything 😅 fyi im partially physically disabled so exercise is hard n some video angles dont work.

i use alot of emojis, my autocorrect is off, i abbreviate everything, n my lack of social skills is clinically significant 😅 sooo... sry...lmk if u need me to change it up for ease of understanding n ill do my best!! (also sry for typos when im high...)

im just broke enough that if theres sth u wanna see, i cld prob b persuaded to make u a video or whatever u want 😉 (possibly even for stuff thats usually a hard no!) i cant afford the time/tech to make lots of content unless its the quick easy stuff ive been posting til now but i love recording n i wanna share my heart (n body haha)! dm me 😉

oh also if u use ai to generate ur "stories" and/or "art" im not following u n might even block depending on how petty i feel. if u dont even care enough to make ur own niche fetish art a) i dont care enough to see it and b) why r u even here. cmon, make imperfect but human art that doesnt use enough energy to power a city block for hrs or w/e like the rest of us. miss me w that slop.

cardiophile stuff im into: fast heartbeats, visible hearts, exercise heartbeats, irregular heartbeats, resus/cpr/defib, monitoring (ecg/ekg n echo mostly) n stething, breathplay, queer n t4t art n stories esp, dark cardiophilia*

other kink stuff im into: praise kink, knife play, blood kink, weed intox, cnc, choking, hand kink, voice kink, D/s, shibari/bondage, being a completely useless sub, tentacles, edging, overstim. im also rly into whump so that might cross over some 😅

non-kink stuff abt me: im a pro musician n amateur fiction writer, i love hockey (go avs!), i like outdoor naturey stuff, im into scifi/fantasy media (books, movies, podcasts, video games, tv, anime...), i like to play d&d, n i love listening to basically all kinds of music! lately ive been esp into lord of the rings n star wars 😂 id love to chat about any of that too!

*IN THEORY im into p much as risky as it gets - needles, electricity, pressure, defibs, poppers, stimulants, etc - but IN PRACTICE this kink can b v dangerous n even deadly. pls do ur research, talk to ppl, know the risks before u consider trying anything u see here or any other blog urself. at the end of the day its ur body n ur life to put at risk but pls pls b careful. if u feel like the risk doesnt matter bc its just u, pls msg me n we can talk 🤍🤍

[clearlykelsey]

If you want, i really like your au so far,

And I'm all ears to hear about it!!

🍊

Is this a good time to answer an ask? No! I have a headache, my body hurts, and I just read Limbo! Did it fuel my need for torturing these poor fictional souls? Of course it did.

lets uh break this apart or itll cover all my stuff

WARNING: long yap. im not joking. no one is reading this im crying why did i make it so long its just filler :(

welcome to KELSEY YAPS ABOUT AN AU TWO PEOPLE CARE ABOUT!!!

WELLWELLWELL heres an opportunity for me to yap! the uhm. the problem is i have sosososo much stuff that kind of relies on symbolism but it wont be very obvious like uh the headspace im planning out yk. and even if no one will i do want to give people the torture of having to interpret things (cough i hate doing that because i SUCK at it. i srsly cannot watch smth like alnst without looking at the comments because i cant understand its too fast) soooo... i guess i can give away the general idea!

So... The real world. The story. Everything... Sunny. As my posts have been scattered and i prob wont need a masterpost of sunless au bc its not really that important or big, it may have not been clear that:

hes dead guys!! in a ditch!!! his mood was soooo down hes now six feet under! will i specify how he died? Heck no! is it more than obvious?... maybe? i forgot what i already talked about anyway. So, one thing i GUESS is important is:

Mari is alive! Yay! The one character i find hard to write and understand is alive what have i done to myself i'm so screwed.

the day was uhm. uhm. *checks notes* theres nothing about it. lets say uhh July 19th yes. yes. yes. im going to have to write that down

Now, now, deaths have to be tragic, so there HAS to be some fucked up reason he died right? accident? whatever? who knows! this is so very disorganized. i didnt plan on what im writing im just saying it outta the top of my head

uhm uhm DETAILS! DETAILS!!!!

This is my world, therefore my headcanons are very canon. so!

Sunny is genderfluid and very bi! The second one wont be really important.

Kel is. Transman! And gay. both are important

and thats all details that are relevant cuz the rest its just me wanting to have smth to draw and go wow! look! canon! in my au

Uhmmm thats all im risking to say for now and i just noticed im just repeating stuff. :(

as you all know i heart hero omori so

HERO!!!! my man! what an ass. hes an ass.

So... From that one drawing i made of sunless kel that i might put the link of here later i do talk about sunless au in general and do mention hero in a not-so-positive light. thats not Kel being a bitch, because he does have reason! surprisingly. considering im the guy who keeps thinking about them being best bros and being like "hi kel" "hi bro" "how ur day" "good hbu" "good" *hugs* "love u bro" "love u too bro" or whatever i think of i just really like them and wish i had someone like hero to hug meBACK TO THE POINT. He is... Not very nice. To Kel, at least. "But kelsey, how could hero omori the best boy in the world be an ass to his little brother?" i hear you (not) ask. for that i say. stress! sunny! dead! Let's go over this a little.

Basil -> Sunny's best friend

Aubrey -> Sunny's crush, I do like making them close as children like. doing stuff together and all? i never thought of them a lot but yeah

Mari -> Sunny's, well, big sister. duh.

Kel -> i. pardon me cactiflower or baseball bat or whatever else shippers because im MAKING SUNTAN CANON :DDDD not really because they were like 13 but Kel did have a little crush, I'd say! He was just very oblivious to it and assumed he wanted to be Sunny's number 1 best friend. Was it one sided? We'll never know!

Hero -> Sunny's big brother figure, yes!

With all of this in mind, the ones who will be least affected by his death would be Aubrey and/or Hero. As the big brother of the group and Mari's beloved, let's say he tried to take it in his own hands to try to help everyone cope in the best way possible! Comforting, letting them vent, everything! Of course, he wouldn't exclude Kel. That'd be stupid. Kel did the same, or tried to. Thinking about Sunny made his head hurt now, so why not look for a brighter future? He doesn't feel THAT bad! He doesn't have to worry Hero. He can stay out of it to give his brother less trouble.

He can find another way to cope. Everyone is so sad, he won't burden them with any of his own sorrows. Why would he? He's fine. He feels fine. He won't leave, he knows he won't be selfish and leave them behind, so he can do his own thing because trying to help them isnt working.

Even if bottling it up makes his head hurt.

Even if bottling it up makes it harder to think.

Even if the stress on his brother and himself made them prone to arguments.

Lashing out, arguing, yelling, heck, sometimes it did feel good to lock the other out of the room a little because he wouldnt stop nagging him to do things, cant he see he's tired? He told Hero already, right? They talked about it? Surely it's obvious. He can't remember. Eh, they probably did. Who cares. Everyone is just so loud and they keep nagging Kel. So annoying. So annoying.

[my-castles-crumbling]

Anon Advice Asks - April 7

First Binder Anon, galentines anon, caved anon (new), burden anon (new), grounded anon

First binder anon

hi!

it’s first binder anon!

ok so first of all, the charge on my debit card shows up as the company i bought it from, and how much i spent, not what i spent it on (ik it works differently depending on what your bank is but this is how mine works) my parents have never checked mine, to my knowledge. they like to have a very “you do your own thing and you have a right to privacy unless it endangers you or others” attitude.

also! i do my own laundry so that won’t be an issue (pros of doing more chores amiright) and if they saw it they’d prob just assume it was a bra that they’ve already bought for me.

uhhh yeah! ty for your advice and stuff!

Oh awesome!! I'm so glad your parents seem chill! Did they end up asking about the package? I hope you like the binder, I was so thrilled when I got my first one, it's a very exciting experience <3

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galentines anon

Hii its galentines anon

It's my birthday today (yayy closer to college)

so my dad is in one of his moods, cant i ask for one day pls

my mom isnt well but she isnt listening to me to rest

my brother is the only one im not mad at or worried about but even he doesnt let me talk normally has to interrupt 10 times in between (its okay tho he is 7 i can let this much go)

my friends idk they dont seem to give a fuck, i go all out at their birthdays, posting stories at midnight, writing long paras and everything. they couldnt even post anything properly.

the couple of gifts i got were some of the most unthoughtful gifts. like they went to the store and got the nearest thing they saw. you've known me for so long can't you think of one thing ive shown an interest in ?

ik this makes me sound like a pompous and ungrateful prat but this really hurt idek why.

anyways thankyou for listening.

Happy birthday hon <3

I don't think this makes you sound ungrateful at all! It's hard to have moments where you feel unappreciated, or where you feel like you've put more into a relationship than someone else. I wish I could say something to make you feel better, but remember your feelings are valid and I am sending you love <3

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caved anon

i had to buy myself a mobility aid today and its genuinely the most disheartening thing ive ever done. im 20. im barely into my life but im struggling to walk more than 5 minutes at a time some days. i was going to wait until after i could get a doctors appointment but im struggling to get that too so ive caved and i hate it so much. i feel like it makes it worse mentally for me that i was the glass child growing up bc my brother had issues in school and my sister is also disabled (though hers showed more prevalently and since shes older i was 'late to the party') (also not the same disability, just to note) so i feel like i just wont even be believed by my family next time i visit (i dont live at home). plus im scared of how people will look at me in the street. a 20 year old shouldnt need a walking stick and i hate that i do sometimes

Hi hon <3

I can't pretend to know how you're feeling at all, so I'm not going to sit here and give you advice. But I want you to know I'm proud of you for taking care of yourself by getting the mobility aid even though it's upsetting.

Please remember that no matter how people react (your family, people on the street, etc), it doesn't diminish your needs and your reality. Nobody is in your shoes or feels your pain, so they have no right to judge you or look at you differently. sometimes 20 year olds DO need walking sticks and that's okay.

I'm sending you so much love <3

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burden anon

Hi! I could really use some advice!

(redacted)

Anyway, I don't want to burden you, but I just don't know who to turn to.

Hi <3

If you are scared, it's already time to tell someone. I know you're nervous to take a safe person from her, but, to be blunt, if she's gone, she won't have safe people either, and you don't need to keep that guilt forever. You're not burdening me with this, but this IS a burden on you, and an adult needs to know. It's okay to ask for help.

Sending love <3

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grounded anon

Hello again.

Tysm for the previous advice, I don't think k I will pull a Sirius black anymore.

So, things have cooled down significantly since then. Me and my mom have made a deal that if I don't tell anyone I'm gay anymore, shell stop looking through my shit and we'll stop arguing.

The thing is, she doesn't understand that I have found a safe queer community within my school,people who are very accepting and queer themselves. I can't tell her this, however, because I'm not about to out my friends. She also, I'm pretty sure, there away my sketchbook (which I was PROUD OF) because of all the 'evil' in it. (Okay so maybe I had a page full of docs but that was ONLY as a joke istg) and also lots of boys kissing and pride flags. She still has not given me my shit back, and I'm afraid to ask because k don't want to start another argument.

Again, sry if the spelling is shitty (the autocorrect on this thin SUCKS)

-grounded anon

Wow, that's a shit deal, and it pisses me off. The fact that a parent is asking their child to do that is horrible.

Yeah, I don't think there's anything wrong with you having your safe place with your friends, as long as you're careful to keep their identities quiet, especially from your parents. It seems like the goal for you will be to not piss your parents off for the next few years, until you can move out, you know? Which sucks a lot, but I'm glad you're at least safe and you have an accepting group of friends.

I'm so sorry that you have to deal with this, you deserve love and acceptance, and I'm sorry about your sketchbook as well. Keep building your accepting community and remember that things will get better <3

[witchlingcirce]

drop ur twp theories

i’m curious do you think anything will happen to jace or clary

tsc content has dried up sm after the hype over the first tlkof chapter died down

AHHHH, tbh tsc content has dried up a bit probs due to lack of new content !! I’ve also definitely played a part in this because I’ve been tumblring more about asoiaf lately sorry gang 😭💔💔

Hmm TWP theories?? I actually have a lot about Thule which I’ve made posts about before: Thule Simon killing Jace , Dru getting the blackthorn sword , some more in general theories , things between Jace & Janus

I don’t think I have any theories that will make anyone’s mind spin in general. But I will similarly give you at least of some stuff I think will/wont happen

1. Not in the TMI gang is dying, I have probably made so many posts about this but I don’t think it makes sense at all!! Free then from these random theories.

2. I think Livvy’s spirit turning evil and therefore harming Ty is quite a common but also one I enjoy. I think it’s interesting because I think it puts a play on there relationship. Ty hurts Livvy by bringing her back, Livvy hurts Ty but being ‘alive’. I think it’s an interesting play on things because alive they would never even THINK about hurting one another but now there doing it unintentionally. I kind of want there final moments to be like

“I would have been your Parabatai” - Ty

“I know” - Livvy

A little play on Star Wars it would be so sad and really cute.

3. Thule!Kit being apart of Faerie somehow. One version I like in particular is him being apart of the wild hunt, I feel like a wild hunt kit would be such a major contrast to our Kit that it would be 10/10. That’s a theory I’ve stolen off Tumblr BTW, another one is Kit ruling the seelie court, personally not fond of that one but I see the vision.

ALSO sorry I got distracted and didn’t almost answer your Clary and Jace question. Referring back to my first point- no. Maybe one of them will become injured and or kidnapped, but neither of them are dying.

I think something will happen between Clace with Janus but no I don’t think either of them are dying!!

TYSM for the ask!! I’ll try to be more active on the tsc fandom!! Buts there also so many wonderful creators who are active on this fandom everyday :>>> you just have to stalk the tag a bit and you’ll find them

[aguywithsw4g]

Warnings: This blog might contain stuff that could make ppl uncomfortable (?).

Im prob gonna post here sometimes, mostly headcanon for g&b characters/ships n Idk random stuff yatta yatta.

Wont post art (serious artwork) because I already have twt — Unless smth happend and I’ll need to move here.

MY ENGLISH IS ASS.

There would be sensetive topics, same as my twt due to unhealthy coping.

If you want more about me:

https://aguywithsw4g.straw.page/

Ask if you wanna Idk know about my other socials

Iont like talking to people but feel free to interact. Just a guy with swag and some problems.

[samuniverse108]

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🎨 × Also please be patient with me, im autistic and might yap alot abt interests and i might get repetitive in stuff and im also very sensitive to any sort of insult and i might get mad at you if i dont know u well and u say an insult, but i mainly get angry at insults if they are towards my friends, yes even jokes insults. Just dont be negative that way around me, vent is fine but control yourself and ask first. I dont mind helping a friend out with their problems.. -w-' (yes i actually got diagnosed i didn't diagnose myself.) × 🎨

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🗯️ × I am into object shows and i have some characters of mine i might rarely draw and post but i prob wont cuz they aren't just objects, i do have human/humanoid/furry etc. Characters aswell, but since they have human traits such as full bodies and i struggle drawing bodies i probably wont draw them. × 🗯️

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Objects shows in general

Mlp

Kirby

Solarballs

Countryballs

Hazbin hotel/helluva boss (not much tho)

Undertale/deltarune (not much)

AVA/AVM

DANDYS WORLD

Rodamrix among us

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[ozz-ball]

i think im safe from the adventure time hyperfixation so im gonna do a quick art dump of some of the better things i drew

ADULT FINN DOODLES ❤️❤️

OCS!!

left one is a shameless(ful) self insert. they have other refs for how they develop throughout the seasons but this is their ‘main’ or ‘iconic’ appearances

AU + UNFINISHED COMIC :,)

I really wanted to finish the comic but the dopamine wore off..i made it to page five though!! Probs wont post the comic unless I finish it but lmk if you wanna see it

Scribbled out art

I drew some other more quick crappy stuff but i only like this one enough to post. Scribbled it out because I honestly could have done wayyyyyyyy better but I got lazy and i wanted to jump from each new drawing to the next one quickly

[brsb4hls]

Right nobody will care, but it's important to me.

In order to get decent representation in media there needs to be a serious discourse.

This also refers to openly adressing and criticizing queerbaiting.

If you claim 'queerbaiting' every time two men get along with each other, you're effectivly killing the discourse.

It will have the 'cry wolf' effect and will not be taken seriously anymore.

There's obviously no point in sharing interviews that contradict the 'baiting', since nobody cares. I tried.

It's also useless to argue perception, you can't argue perception.

So lets try logic as a last resort:

From what I've seen Lokius hardly exists outside of tumblr. Some may ship it on twitter (daily lokius has like 4000 followers and there might he overlap with the tumblr croud), there's the occasional facebook comment, idk about TikTok.

On tumblr, how big is the fandom? The most popular posts I've seen have like 5000 notes.

So lets be generous and estimate 8000 people in total. (Edit: been informed it's 11000, still not a blip)

That's not even a blip in ratings.

It absolutely does not matter in any capacity.

Now why would the Loki show go through the trouble of creating subtle queer subtext for a handful of people who wont make them money?

Can't be positive reception, because the press focusses on the clever time travel stuff, easter eggs, cinematography, effects, what have you. There's enough positivity.

There is absolutely no reason.

And if you argue that queer shows are getting more popular: yes, thankfully they are, but if you look at the tv stats from just today, ofmd is ranked 67 in popularity, Loki is ranked 9.

Even if those stats weren't reliable, the bitter truth is that Loki does not need the Lokius shipping subset of queer fans (subset because there are enough queer Loki fans who watch anyways).

So tl;dr: By all means, celebrate your ship, that's what it's for. But get off the queerbaiting train please. That's so not what's happening here and it messes up discourse.

(Otoh I gotta admit if 8000 people complain about being baited next friday, it probs also wont matter. But it is so exhausting, you have no idea)

[midnight---hollow]

Top ten “goopie woopies” of all time featuring my waiting room sketch book

So i have my five fav pages and my five fav drawings. Im going to yap about the pages and mainly just have fun. A bit of a long post but oh well most of mine are lmao

August first of last year! I had to put one of the first pages in the book on the list, the waiting room took forcer that i finished two full pages and there was still more waiting. It might not be one of the prettiest pages but its how this all started. The day before i was trying to design twst vee and i was failing so bad. This page i got the design down and while i might have not kept the design i still really like this page. My fav drawings is def the big one on the left

August 22nd, this was my first time drawing dottore and I’ve always loved drawing rose. I remember the nurse seeing my drawing and asking about it and i got nervous but my mom started “advertising” and hyping me up to the nurse and i could just laugh and nod. I like this page alot, i think all the drawings hit pretty well and the background doodle lines are well placed. Fav drawing is prob the big dottore on the left or the small side view dottore on the right

Jan 17th this is just a cute page to me. The eres family are all so fun to draw and sven is literally just a silly guy. Nothing much to say. I dont have a fav in this one i like all the sven ones

March 15th! I drew these all while on the beach after my appointment. I did end up sticky noting the jade drawing cus it was horrendously bad but i think the stickynote doodles at flavor to the page. Had alot of fun that day with my family, fav drawing is prob the her vee at the middle bottom or the floyd on the top right

March 18th an hsr vee day. I had her playlist up and just went ham. I just think its fun and goofy. I like vee and sundays interactions and younger vee to confession of a rotten girl just hits right yknow. Fav is the vee full body up top

Now onto single drawings i really like and or am proud of (or just find funny)

I still think this is the cutest azul i have ever drawn. Idk what i ate this day but i need to eat it again cus i cooked so hard imo and i wont accept criticism on this

This is my dnd character c9 and shroomus(the god in mention and the mushroom on his head) c9 is the host for their god and after years of being the host they have realized just how stupid shroomus is and has grown to hate them. The interactions where so peak i miss this fun-guy. One of the funniest drawing ive done in this book imo

I both love the lillia one and the floyd one. The “this stinks” became a vocal stim for me after drawing them and the one above is just cute. Vee and lilll aswell as vee and floyd interactions are just some of my fav they are all just so goofy

This batch of esfir sketches did something to me. Idk why but the expressions that turn into a full body and also another half body on the side just get me. Esfir is a character i struggle with doing expressions for since she has to pretend so often but this is just like how i did it and need to manifest this energy again

This hsr vee and rose. They are casual sketches from before my surgery but they just feel so yummy. I need to do more with rose and her bird/angle imagery cus i have alot of sketches in this book with the biblical anger rose stuff and obvi thats not gonna happen in twst and her being in a modern au cus of it but still its gonna be fun finding ways to include and hint at it. But yeah i really like both of these

Those are my goopie woopies from this book. Im so sad that this sketch book is over, i love the paper and i think i improved so much thanks to this sketch book will be trying to get another one to continue with the waiting room drawings