#I HAVE SO MUCH TO WRITE GAHHHHHH
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THERE IS AN ESSAY TO BE WRITTEN ABOUT THE SIMILARITIES AND DIFFERENCES BETWEEN 1984 AND THE CIRCLE JUST TO GET IT OUT OF MY MIND AND THERE'S AN ESSAY OR AT LEAST ANALYSIS LURKING SOMEWHERE BETWEEN INTERNET CENSORSHIP LEADING TO WORDS LIKE "UNALIVE" AND NEWSPEAK BUT BRAIN NO ESSAY WRITING HARDLY EVEN EASY HOBBY WRITING WHICH I'VE BEEN PRACTICING FOR YEARS THAT REQUIRES NO STRUCTURE SPECIFICALLY I AM CHEWING ON THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE
#STUFF LIKE UNALIVE THATS LITERALLY JUST NEWSPEAK THATS NEWSPEAK THATS CENSORSHIP BE IT CORPORATE-INDUCED OR SELF-ADOPTED#ITS NEWSPEAK ITS NEWSPEAK ITS NEWSPEAK IT MAKES THINGS LIKE KILLING APPEAR MORE HARMLESS IT MAKES ACTUAL SERIOUS PROBLEMS APPEAR NOT AS BAD#ITS LITERALLY JUST NEWSPEAK BUT NOT ENACTED BY A GOVERNMENT BUT BY CORPORATE CONTROLLING MEDIA JUST LIKE IN THE CIRCLE#I HAVE SO MUCH TO WRITE GAHHHHHH#but also the circle has been praised as a mix of 1984 and brave new world and also the system being based on rewards rather than punishment#is something from brave new world also so i need to read that as well#nevermind that i speedread the circle and thus didnt catch any details and also that i havent even finished 1984#now with all the *gestures vaguely * stuff going on in the world rn do you think the fear of totalitarianism will rise again#the circle's fear of corporate/social media control is very real rn but will the core of 1984 becaome just as relevant again#bc rn people arent as worried abt totalitarianism but it feels like its not gonna stay like that fo much longer (which i hate but ykno)#a biscuit's rambles#my friend and i had our presentation today AND WHILE WE STOOD THERE IN FRONT OF THE CLASS I NOTICED EVEN MORE STUFF GAHHHHHH#I AM NOT NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM NOT NORMAL I CANNOT I NEED TO I#funny thing is we tried to somehow get it to 15 mins (supposed talking time At Least)#but we didnt really get to talk it through so uh. we overdid it. and um. we took 35 mins#lmao
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thinking about judy and rosie hours, miss my babies



JESSSSSSS!!!!!!
JESS WHEN I TELL U I SCREAMED WHEN I SAW THIS POST!!!!! literally got on here and saw you reblogged a bunch of mota and rosie things and then i saw a rosie gifset that made me lose my mind and literally was like I MISS HIM. I MISS JUDY. I MUST WRITE THEM. and have since been writing judy x rosie in episode 9 where the plane goes down in the beginning. and it leads to the two of them working their way back to each other, partially not knowing if the other is still alive, trying to get reunited and make sure the other is safe. AND I LOST MY MIND. so seeing this?!??? I SCREAMED, CRIED.
SOOOO i guess it’s time for a sneak peak??!?
The realization that she was here. Alone. She was no longer sailing through the sky in a plane, in her little bottom-bubble of a fighting spot, watching the world below her fly by in a spitfire of blues, grays and greens. No longer was she shut down in the bubble and forced to fight with the weapon of destruction that had left her here. No longer was she up there, in that plane, with Rosie. With the entirety of the crew, with their B-17, with their pilot. With Rosie.
can confirm that these two have broken me, judy rybinski deserves all the love there is in the world, rosie rosenthal is SO FINE, and that these two deserve all the happiness and joy there is in the world and more. THANK YOU. GOODNIGHT!
(thank you jess 😭 you are so so wonderful)
#JESSSSS#LITERALLY U MISSING THEM JUST 😭😭#IT MEANS SM#IT MAKES ME MISTY EYED#thank u for loving on them <33333#it seriously means the world to me u don’t even know#just to know i have people who i think would fight to the death for judy (alongside rosie) means the world (LMAO!!!!)#thank u so so much#i’m missing them too </3#all their soft awkward vibes of just wanting to be around each other just#THE YEARN TO REUNITE#TO BE WITH EACH OTHER#TO BE EACH OTHER’S HALF#LIKE GAHHHHHH#THEM#judy x rosie#judy rybinski#silver bullets#mota writings#jess <3#i can’t be normal about these two ever#they literally ruin me#this piece is literally ripping me apart#judy being so young being so scared it HURTSSS
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[["#i just want everyone to be happy. thats what im trying to do." I feel like most of the reason why she wants Sawakita to be in a relationship with Maeko is because it would mean one less pair of obsessive eyes on her. But saying that desire would reveal that she knows how highly everyone thinks of her, which is unbecoming of a perfect pretty girl and would put a crack in her facade. I'm not going anywhere with this, I just adore Teruhashi and think the way you RP her is FANTASTIC :D]]
((OOC POST))
EXACTLYYYYYYYYYYYYYY YOU GET ME ANON YOU GET ME
AHHHHHHH I'm obsessed w her
My thought process for her in this current situation is kind of like a mixture of her wanting one less pairs of eyes on her, while also trying to get the peace of mind that this isnt her fault by trying to "fix" the problem without actually considering what might be best for the people she's trying to help rn. She's the perfect pretty girl after all, she can't have this being something people know her for! (Not to mention i headcanon that Yumehara's enjoyment of love stories and that kind of stuff absolutely rubbed off on her, so she is also kind of rooting for Naegi here)
There's also the mix of genuinely wanting people to be happy and wanting them to actually live their lives without being in love with her, but that's not nearly at the forefront of her mind.
But no yeah a lot of this is for a much more selfish reason than she'd ever openly admit without an outside force making her do so.
#OOC post#she makes me ill (positive) i LOVE HER#i love writing as her because she is so so so selfish. but she is also so selfless at the same time#she's self absorbed and believes she deserves only the finest#she's confident and knows what she's worth#she wants things to happen because it would benefit her#she wants people around her to genuinely be happy and will go out of her way to try and do so#she likes a guy because he doesnt like her and it makes her mad#she enjoys being around someone who views her as a person#she loves the spotlight and being the center of attention#i adore her so much. they could have made her an actual bad person underneath her layers of sweetness#they could have made her hate her life underneath her mask#but they had her like it. they made her actively want to be kind to people because it makes her feel good to be kind and liked#and yes it's because she percieves herself as perfect and has the selfish reason of 'well this will make them like me more' but#she still wants to do it#and if you do nothing but good and kind things#doesnt that make you kind?#doesnt that make you good??#GAHHHHHH okay i got off track but anyways#Teruhashi you will always be my favorite
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If I'm going to keep tagging posts w my ocs, I need to start putting my money where my mouth is
Ref:

#rüß is holding the leash duhhh#i like to think she obviously already bought her a collar#probably early on. after *realizations*#but then saw this online and bought it as a joke but then she had Noir wear it more often than not#i mean its accurate!!#im glad i colored this it was originally gonna be the sketch#i dont want it to be the norm but GAHHHHHH these black/white drawings have all been so good#she looks so fucking neurotic beloved crazy attack dog <3#i want to draw rüß holding the other end#she's explaining a mission to her and yanking the leash: no unnecessary messy deaths this time!!!!!#noir is rapt and alert but you know its not bcs she's genuinely listening#now that im writing this out its incredibly hilarious to think that Rüß puts this specific collar on her to shame her LMAO#but i think it probably makes her so much worse#cause then she starts preening. hehe im Stassi's fucking crazy dog <3 she loves me so she bought this collar for ME#<- nickname of Rüß just so you're aware !#now im thinking about things like dog tags .....#the artist's not even veiled kink. that's what this drawing is#I DONT CARE ANYMORE. PUPPY PLAY ART. THERE YOU GO.#theres so many world building and character implications derived from this concept#but at the end of the day. yeah its puppy play. i cant lie to you.#need to draw more insane art in this vein hehehehe oh puppy noir i love you#oc#oc art#catie.art.#noir#rünoir#scheduling this for when im asleep as typisch
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hi i just finished catching up to your garrance/esxavier fic. HELLO?!!!!!!!!!! your writing is so good.. immediate subscribe thank you for feeding us
GAHHHHHH
literally you guys have no idea how much i smile every time someone compliments that fic. it's basically my baby so it's like ur saying my babys cute /silly. but i'm sosososo glad people are enjoying it and just my writing in general bahhh thank you so much <3<3
#aphblr#garrance#esxavier#james is answering it#james is writing it#:D#thank you again this was so kind#btw if anyone ever had any questions about this fic im happy to answer them#(is that big headed to say??? i just want ppl to ask me about my writing LMAO /lh)
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honestly im here reading snippets of how y'all write but I'm patiently waiting for the BOOKKKKK ASTERISM GAHHHHHH if it were to be a physical copy I'd buy like 5 of those and give them to my friends to SPREAD THE EFFORT
Seriously, if these we're enough to satisfy the people, who knows what the actual book will bring bro,
"THANK YOU HOWL AND EDEN!!!!" we all say in unison
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﹙ 🍒. ﹚ ─── AHHHHHH you have no idea how much I ( eden ) actually needed to hear something like this 🥹 BUT THANK YOUUU XKXKXK YOUR SUPPORT MEANS EVERYTHING!!
ASTERISM book 1 is very much in the works actually! we're in the creative process and soooo close to start writing. we've been so excited to actually get this out so it's really nice to hear people are eagerly waiting
when we start writing we'll definitely start posting more about the book itself . . . . . . what I can reveal is that book 1 is centered around
🥁
verse 781 <3
thank YOU! for making my day brighter ! 🥺 sometimes seeing the community we've built here even surprises me
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okay, so,,, i got back to reading 4kota, and i have so many thoughts of literally every nature
SPOILERS AHEAD FOR 4KOTA, NATURALLY!
okay so, allow me to rant a lil
bro why the actual fuck is Arthur just magical hitler now?? 😭 like hello???? it genuinely makes me really sad because he was such a sweet and likable character for most of 7ds and now he wants to create an ethnostate for humans only???? it just breaks my heart, man
SAME WITH JERICHO LIKE HELLO? QUEEN, YOURE BETTER THAN THIS. genuinely tho- nakaba try not to make all your characters pedos challenge (impossible). there are literally so many other ways in which Jericho could have ended up in a similar situation, but nakaba really just chose pedophilia? it couldve been something along the same lines just without the romantic attraction!! a family bond can be just as strong- and it couldve been something like her losing Lancelot or in some other way letting him down, and then thinking that he despises her and holds onto that grudge (which, judging his character it wouldve probably been a small spat that he got over) - but maybe Jericho didnt understand that, or wasnt ready to face him, expecting him to be livid - so she asked for an alternative reality where that didnt happen and they got along great as sister/brother or master/trainee. i wouldnt put Jericho past being so stubborn that she wouldnt believe when Lance would say that he forgave her, and then boom!! same set-up, just without the nasty pedophilia!!
ON THE NOTE OF WHICH- (theres so much of that garbage in nakaba's writing, fucks sake) - i genuinely hate the whole thing happening with Guinevere. the whole non-consensual kiss from a 12 year old to a 16 year old (ewwwww) is one thing, but then when Lance is reflecting on that interaction and he SMILES????
you have no idea how much this panel killed me to see. Lancelot youre better than this,,,, 4 years is not a big age difference when youre in your 30's, but when youre 16???? please,,,, cmon now,,,
speaking of whommmmm~~ ,,, I ADORE LANCELOT!! SO MUCH!! this is to be expected considering i love Ban, bUT- hes genuinely just such a cool and wonderful character that has some sense in him. i especially loved those panels where he was like jumping around to get himself hyped up cuz like!! Ban does that!!!! i love,,,,
elizabeth (looking gorge btw, i love that for her) is unfortunately reduced to an object of fondling yet again 😔 literally like the second panel that shes in and shes getting grabbed and groped by Meliodas?? it just feels mad disrespectful to her really deep character that she has such a minor role when you ignore her being sexualised by Mel (in reality nakaba, but i digest)
i love that panel where Anne tells Isolde about what chastity actually is hbghjnhbjh
I FEEL SO BAD FOR NASIENS WHEN PERCY IS ALL UP IN ANNES BOOBS. genuinely- the dropped bag, and all of he blushing that happened before it during their interactions,,,, that shit broke my heart, man
nakaba try not to draw teenagers naked challenge (impossible) (chapter 86 cover)
this is literally like the cutest fucking thing ever????? i want more calm, slice of life stuff for our skrunglies. they deserve a break
someone, please, stop all this shit going on with Guinevere (writing this while reading chp 87) – I really despise the fact that nakaba has to make like literally all of the relationships either look like they have a massive age gap (Ban and Elaine), or actually have a fucking criminal age gap (Mel and Ellie). it really is not that difficult to just write a relationship where there is a <2 year age gap, did you know that, nakaba?? crazy, I know (deadass, while I don’t ship them, it would at least be bearable if she was also like 15-16, just not 12 TT)
chion is such a fucking pain in the ass oh mah gahhhhhh
I love Gawain’s lesbian antics <3
At this point, though I love seeing the characters interact in more casua circumstances, id rather have more fight scenes than god awful, shoe-horned romances between any two characters of the opposite gender (exceptions being Nasiens and Gawain, my sillies <3)
okay,,, thats it for now, but do expect more at some point or another huiyuvghbijhb
#4kota spoilers#4kota#mokushiroku no yonkishi#nnt#rant#4kota manga#lancelot 4kota#tristan 4kota#percival#lancelot#guinevere#gawain#spoilers
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just wanted to let you know that i think Akari is AWESOME SAUCE. the art and everything you design/write for them has been showing up on my homepage a lot lately, and every time i see them my eyes are blessed with peak B)
SORRY FOR LONG MESSAGE THING. BUT BOTTOMLINE I LOVE AKARI SO MUCH THEYRE SO COOL GAHHHHHH
AYYY THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY, PAL!
YIPPIE!!!
So glad you like her and think that way 🥹. Dw abt the message length, I'm always thrilled to get comments/feedback and your kind words put a smile on my face!~
And again, have a great day/night, and thanks a bunch my friend! <3
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Hi hello hi I’m a fanfic writer for another fandom and my friend mentioned Manacled so I read it and now I’m devouring your fics like Draco with an Omega 😩😩😩😩 (I’m pearlbracelet on ao3). I know you probably get a bajillion comments and kudos in your daily email and I saw you’ve got kids as well so I’m sure you often just don’t have time to read through them all. But I just wanted to reach out and say how absolutely FLOORED I am by how AMAZING your writing is, how incredible and engaging and wonderful and perfect the stories are, GAHHHHHH I can’t believe I got to read these FOR FREEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
THANK YOU so much for your writing, I’ve never even read HP fics but you’ve got me writhing on the floor and foaming at the mouth over Dramione gahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🩵🩵🩵🩵🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
Awww thank you so much. I recognise your handle from my ao3 emails. I"m so glad you've enjoyed my stories.
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It’s actually insane to me that you ever followed me back. Like, you’re an incredible creative, your world building is so unique, your art and writing is actually peak, and I’m just some random fuckass high schooler who can barely most things, and who barely knows the plot of the story for OCs I’ve had for 4 years. AND WE’RE AROUND THE SAME AGE?!?! Like, WHAT?!?!?! How are you so good at everything?!?! How did you see me as worthy of your time and follow?
Gahhhhhh you are seriously WAY too sweet. Glazing me up almost heh 😼 (/j)
But seriously, you have no idea how sweet this is. But I don’t think degrading yourself like that is sweet NUH UHHHHHH don’t even say such things dude!!!
I may sound like a broken record, but story building takes time and it’s so freaking HARD. Curses of Crows is just a mashup of ideas I’ve had over the years and putting them together for my own little silly story. And it’s not nearly done 😔😔 I have ways to go, but that also means theres no rush to find a story for your ocs. It takes time, and stories are freaking hard to out together sometimes.
GAHH STOP LOWERING YOURSELF!!! I’ve seen what you’ve created, and it’s all so amazing. I absolutely appreciate your words, but I hate to see you downgrade yourself AND your worth 🫶🫶
But thank you,, it means sosososo much that people enjoy my writing and drawings <33 AND YOU ARE A COOL PERSON, OFC ILL FOLLOW AND BE FRIENDS GAHHURRRRR I LOVE YOUR ART SM DONT EVEN PLAY WITH ME!!!!!
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Gahhhhhh I was having such a good day too
I had to go to the city an hour away for hrt check in blood work. I knew this would take me all afternoon and all my spoons. But I did it! I drove, on the highway, with no issues or anxiety (which is huge for me). I listened to an audio drama. Got a little mixed up getting across town but I used to live there so I managed it. The blood lab ladies were very nice and friendly and I discovered if I don’t look I don’t even feel faint. I got to go to the coffee shop I always studied in during grad school and write for a while. And then I was headed home.
I timed it all perfectly. I had my 2 snack bars at perfect intervals so that driving home I was barely dizzy enough to notice. I expected rush hour traffic and planned accordingly. I even got back to town exactly on time to get takeout and head home to chill.
But then there was a fire in my neighborhood (not my house, and according to the fire department twitter it’s out now and everyone is fine. We’re going to see how we can help tomorrow). But streets were blocked off and I couldn’t get home. So I went to the bookstore downtown. And while I found a cool knitting book, I also got super, majorly dizzy from the unexpected change and missing dinner and such.
I eventually got our takeout but had to walk home from several blocks away because the streets were still blocked. Hopefully I don’t get a ticket, but I’m not up for walking back to it tonight. I’ve been home nearly 2 hours, I am fed and hydrated, but I’m STILL all brain fogged and so wobbly I don’t feel steady sitting up on the couch much less walking anywhere.
My day was still mostly good but I just feel so dizzy and awful right now. If anyone wants to send me asks with fun facts, infodumps, pet pics, or facts about your story, I would love a distraction.
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oh myyyy god writing this fic has REALLY ME LIKE — it really makes me think of Hong Jo words when she tells Jang shin yu how every time he called her, she felt a little less lonely and I’m not okayyyyy. T.T the fcking feels, god. my hearttttt. also it’s so incredibly fun to write Jang shinyu in this era of “under love potion n trying to resist it n expertly failing n is he even resisting? but def hating it” n pining so hard. like the way hehhhhh when I’m writing his pov and have the moments where he just. thinks. he just likes her, n he doesn’t remember that it’s the love potion or that he shouldn’t be. he just talks about how he missed her, wanted to hear her voice, how cute she is and doesn’t remember to tell himself. get it together. or that this feeling isn’t supposed to be real. He just is.
and it really is making me wonder now. how many times has this happened before Jang shin yu says “….is it really the spell?” /“….it’s love” hhhhhhHhhhhhh I really do fcking love this two so much I’m screaming
also thinking abt how in this wip, Hong Jo picks up the phone n does do the face time with him and they have conversations n in between all of this, must be falling in love too GAHHHHHH
#yuki talks wip#destined with you#what would be their ship name….#shinjo? hongshin? destinycouple?#this fic is basically writing itself n im so <3 at it#wip: dreams of u
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Waaaaaiiitttt oooh ooh ask game thingy!!!
I wanna knowwww:
4, 16, 20, 54, 65, 74
Imma excited as Johnny to read your answers 😁
Thank youuuuuuuuuuu! Much love 🫶😁🧡🧡
WHAT? Insert the Bridgerton Mama "THE AUDACITY" gif here!🤣
Surely not The JB Wiggle?! Gahhhhhh! Ok, ok, I'm taking some deep breaths and trying to look away and answer your questions
4. Where do you find inspiration for new ideas?
I find inspo in a variety of places. Sometimes it's just a picture of the character/the actor who plays said character. I say that as if almost all my fics aren't about Anthony Bridgerton. 🤣🤷♀️
Or maybe it's a scene from the show itself. Other times it's in conversation with our lovely group of friends when we're bouncing ideas off each other and more often than not enabling the more intriguing/crazy plot bunnies to take hold.
16. How many fic ideas are you nurturing right now? Share one of them?
Ooooof ok. My wip list is currently sitting at 14 fics in various states of . . . . being.
One of the fics I'd like to get written this summer is the as-yet-untitled Escort Anthony fic which has DEFINITE beachy vibes but so far is just a moodboard and a half-written outline.
20. Have you noticed any patterns in your fics? Words/expressions that appear a lot, themes, common settings, etc?
So the very intentional pattern is that I always have some element of Sub!Anthony in my fics. That man DESERVES to be put on his knees and told he's a good boy. I don't make the rules! 🤣
54. What's your favorite part of the fanfiction writing process?
All anyone needs to do is take a glance at my Bridgerton Fic Masterlist to see that I love a good moodboard. It's almost always the first thing I do when writing a new fic. For me, it helps set the tone of what I'm going for.
65. Tell us about what you're most looking forward to writing - in your current project, or a future project
I'd love to knock out more chapters of Rise and Breathe and All the Time in the World. Because I have the summer off, I hope to really hunker down and get more written for both of those series.
74. You've posted a fic anonymously. How would someone be able to guess you'd written it?
Hmmmm. The fact that it's probably Sub!Anthony? The overuse of the phrase "chocolate brown eyes"? 🤣
Idk, I own my filth, I don't think I'd ever post anon.
Thank you for the ask my friend and the VERY RUDE gif 🤣
Seriously though, these were fun to answer. Love ya! 🫶❤️
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Hellooo your writing is incredible! I don’t think I’ve ever checked my email as much as I have in the past few… days? Weeks? since you started posting Dead Boy Detectives stuff <3
gahhhhhh im so happy to hear it! i love having a lil group of readers who love reading my stuff as much as i love writing it
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🫐 🍊- for the ask game!! :D
🫐 What’s your favorite underrated thing in your fandom? (A ship that only you seem to write for, a character there’s almost no fics about, a trope that criminally hasn’t been written yet, etc.)
Hunnigan/Ada 😔 they don't even have an Ao3 tag yet, it seems that I'm the only person ever to write anything about them!! It's devastating gahhhhhh but people don't seem to write much Ada unless it's Aeon. Which is fine, but not for me really! I still think she deserves more fic than that
🍊 Who’s a character you don’t write for that often, but keep meaning to write for more? (They’re so interesting! But maybe you have trouble pinning them down, or keep getting distracted by another blorbo…)
There's a couple! Jill, for starters, and Claire. Also, same as above, I want to write more Ada!! I always end up focusing on Leon and I would really love to branch out to more of the ladies, but I don't tend to prioritize them as much as I should :/
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Book 4 of 2024
Review - Gahhhhhh IGNITE ME was so freaking intense and captivating. So exciting too 🥳😦.
Positives -
I love the writing style so unique and cool 😎 .
I really loved how Juliette became so confident and strong and powerful in this book. She stood out in this book 🖤 she really rocked it! 🙌.
And My God we get to see this sweet cute side of Warner. His character development was phenomenal 🥰.
Kenji is amazing and so fun.🤭😝
Negatives - (brace yourself people)
What the hell is wrong with the author she did Adam so badddd, she mad him main love interest and character in previous books now in this she bought his character so down, he deserved so much better in this book. There is nothing wrong with what he did in the book he was betrayed so he reacted they way he did, God knows why people hate him for speaking the truth. He did what he had to do to save his brother ❤🖤. Author really should have given him better story line he deserved better period!!!!. so disappointed due to this I don't know whether I should continue to read this story or no.
#Team Adam always✨.
#book lover#2024#books#love#bookrecs#bookblog#book review#shatter me#juliette ferrars#adam kent#aaron warner#ignite me
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