#I am so unwell about them

[youling-the-ghost]

The inadvertent symbolism of Bubba holding Jeremiah where he later gets stabbed?? Hello??

[skizzim]

welcome home

[stolitzsings]

fucking HAUNTED by Stolas’s "I have wanted you for so long," not just because of the longing, the anguish, the desperate need, but because of the way it parallels (YET AGAIN THANKS TEAM IM DYING) one of his lines in "The Circus": "No one's ever wanted me this way."

We know, in "The Full Moon," he's not talking about sexual desire; he's specifically trying to convince Blitz that's NOT the only thing he wants from their relationship. And retroactively, it's making me think about the fact that Stolas, in his absinthe- and erotica-addled brain, thought Blitz was there to sweep him off his feet.

He didn't only mean that no one had ever wanted him sexually, although that was true for all he knew. He meant that no one ever wanted him THAT WAY, with the sort of passion that sparked "I need you at all costs" feelings, "I'll risk scaling the palace walls for you" feelings. What's more, no one ever wanted him the WAY HE WAS, in all his shyness, his desperately-concealed, aching need for intimacy, his shameful hidden kinks and desires, all the things Blitz saw and said, "yes, I want THAT." He wanted the true, deep, hidden parts of him, too. That was Stolas’s one taste of wild, fiery romance, already fading by the next morning when Blitz snuck out of his bed.

And Stolas wants Blitz like that, wants to know every part of him. There's so much fucking yearning in that line, to have Blitz’s heart, yes, but also to be allowed to understand him and see the parts of himself he keeps hidden, and to tell him "I'll take all of it."

[boilingcowboy]

absolutely going batshit insane over the parallels between Sarah and Ellie

It’s the same fucking look. It’s the same look in their eyes. the same fucking thing.

They both hold on to him the same way. the exact same way.

And he holds on to them the exact same way. the exact fucking way.

His daughters look at him and hold him the exact same way.

And he holds on to his daughters the exact same way. He even has the same look on his face.

fucking bawling over this. I am so going insane over this rn.

[goblinsatchel]

This post below inspired me

[modgirlyreposts-revamped]

“You’re so quiet, what’s on your mind?”

My brain for the past few hours:

[captora]

Stormpilot in 2022? More likely than you’d think.

[shorlinesorrows]

okay, a couple things on alien stage/ivantill that I think some folks maybe need to consider and internalize.

Till does not "need" to return Ivan's feelings in the slightest if he doesn't feel that way. It's heart wrenching to see Ivan love him and have those feelings unreturned, but please remember that no one is required to return romantic feelings for someone else. You can't make yourself love someone, and you shouldn't. Especially out of guilt or obligation. That's Unhealthy 101, and would only set a relationship up for failure. (I do think Till cared about Ivan, and that he's going to have a Guilt Complex based on the fact that he didn't fully notice Ivan's feelings/care toward him until the guy died, but I've seen a couple of people tear into Till for not noticing/reciprocating Ivan's feelings??? Don't do that??? their situation is shitty, the fact that they didn't get to talk is shitty, but please don't blame Till for things he Can't Control.)

The kiss was not consensual. It wasn't meant to be portrayed as such. It wasn't even really romantic, it was a desperate, selfish act that Ivan used to get Till's attention (in more ways than one) and to give himself some sense of closure before he died. It was him saying everything that he felt at once, with no chance for Till to reciprocate or deny the affection. In a perfect world, they could have talked instead of this, maybe kissed knowing both wanted it, or given Till a chance to refuse. But they're both in the middle of an essential death tournament and one of them is going to be murdered sometime in the next few minutes. Neither of them really wants to live, but Ivan feels he has unfinished business before his sacrifice, so he finishes it. Their situation sucks. That doesn't mean the kiss was consensual. (especially considering the theory/implication that Till was/is being sexually assaulted by aliens, I wouldn't be surprised if this affects him badly in the future, for multiple reasons. Everyone should always get the chance to say "no" and have that fully respected. This also extends to the fact that Ivan died for Till without giving him a chance to stop it, which is probably going to mess with Till's head a lot. Then again, Ivan likely didn't think it would affect Till much because as far as he/we know, the feelings aren't reciprocated in this moment in canon, or are extremely repressed. Ivan might believe that Till simply hates him, or the kiss/subsequent "choking" may have been a way of trying to make Till hate him so that his death wouldn't hurt as much. Of course that thinking is flawed, because it would hurt Till no matter what, but still, it makes me sad)

Ivan... is kinda messed up. I adore him, but we've got to acknowledge that he has little to no emotional and relationship maturity due to the fact that he was quite literally raised as a pet and learned at a young age to do whatever his masters said to keep himself safe and pain-free. His fascination with Till appears to largely stem from Till's sense of rebellion. Ivan's examples of relationship dynamics and what constitutes as "love" is dangerously unbalanced, and he does not know how to build a healthy relationship. (Neither of them do.) This is also built onto the fact that the person he became dependent on only paid attention to him when they were fighting or Ivan was annoying him. Ivan cares about Till desperately, but he is also dangerously reliant on him to the point of self-detriment. Again, in an ideal world, they would be able to get out of this situation and gradually make a healthy relationship/friendship (depending on Till's feelings) over time while starting to undo the dangerous relationship patterns that they fell into when they didn't have any way to know better. But they're in a terrible situation, and Ivan really just doesn't get the chance to grow as a person and realize that his sense of possessiveness and reliance on Till's attention isn't healthy.

Basically, their situation makes me want to sob and its heart wrenching. Their circumstances have set them up for failure. Both of them are in the midst of attempting to survive an abusive situation and massive amounts of dehumanization. I beg, please try not to sanitize their complicated relationship or blame either of them for the pain the other is going through. I've seen some of that going around, and it's making me sad :(

[forelsketparadise]

[lesbinewren]

thinking about this today

[c28hunter]

I never thought that a romance of slovenian Harry Styles and a dude from Vantaa will be that one thing that convinces me that love exists, but here we are

[yourlocalkiwienjoyer]

WILLRY DTYIS‼️‼️‼️‼️

Made this for 300 followers on insta but I am posting it here too :))) Please join if you want!!!

Its William and Henry having a lovely time together (William holding Henry hostage and experimenting with remnant on him) (Information secret to instagram is that Henry is totally into it)

〔R U L E S〕

•You may alter the pose or the clothes a little bit!

•Adding gore is allowed!

•Do not add anything inappropriate/+18/changing skin colour of characters

•Tag me in your post if you're gonna take part in it or use "#yourlocalkiwi dtyis" hashtag :)

‼️‼️DUE DATE IS 19TH OF OCTOBER‼️‼️

〔PRIZES〕

•1st place gets a rendered halfbody

•2nd and 3rd get a rendered "bust"shot

•Everyone who participates gets a traditional headshot! :)

HAVE FUN!!!

Under the cut ver. Without the text and color refs

[midnight-mistt]

WE WIN MATCHABLOSSOMS WE WIN ‼️🍵🌸 I LOVE THESE GUYS SO MUCH I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE OVAS 😭😭😭

[hontobakane]

Bow down before the one you serve, you're going to get what you deserve - NIN, Head like a Hole

[mikaikaika]

Fred and Tubbo are also making me bonkers

What you said about the blood just immediately made me think Both

Fred at this point in time has 1 person he cares about and it sure is Tubbo

Then you have Tubbo who adores Fred and has been told by Fred that they are not a good person

And all Tubbo does it say if Fred is a villain he will follow

Just ugh these 2 ♡

The world could burn and these 2 would be on a date

Anon you get me !!! I don't know when or how I became so unwell about them but I just wanna pen odes and essays about the intricacy of their dynamic cause its so interesting. When you put your mind to it - at the base level - Tubbo has talked more to Fred more than he has to some of the islanders and yet however small the period they've known each other be - each of them knows the other one oh so well. Tubbo recognising on one glance that Fred did not write that book , Fred recognising in one conversation the kindness Tubbo harbours.

It's such a victorian love story where they communicate through letters and flowers. In the language of flowers, their love blossoms in the shadows but its full true beauty is known only to us. To them they both bear the weight of their shared sins, bear the weight of their pasts and view themselves somewhat unworthy of the kindness the other exhibits to them. But in each other, they've found a haven where their souls meet in silent whispers of the heart, speaking in the language of flowers, revealing their affection through nature's secret code.

Like I said their story is tied by a red string of fate but the red is blood - whose though ; that only time will tell. But I have faith that together, they will find redemption for the actions they have done or will do to save the other. Like it's evident they would 'kill for each other,' and in that devotion, we discover the true meaning of love's sacrifice, forbidden though it may be.

[jedi-starbird]

in the cinema about to watch a prequels marathon rn and so sorry for the noises I'm gonna make when I see quiggs and obi wan on screen lol