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greykolla-art · 1 year ago

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⚠️Please don’t touch the sexy deer, it’s not flirting with you. ⚠️

I’ve got a thing for Vox being a fuckboi who keeps thinking their tension is gonna lead to hate sex. 😂

#grey art #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin hotel #radiostatic #one sided radiostatic #complicated relationships yummy!#alastor #vox #hazbin vox #hazbin alastor #it’s also fun to see these scenes with an ace character #I have had a guy say that exact line to me #I felt absolutely nothing #😂#ace problems #✌️

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svtskneecaps · 2 months ago

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FUCK IT!!!! I MISS WHEN MY MINECRAFT SERVERS HAD CULTURAL EXCHANGE IN THEM!!!! I MISS WHEN MY MINECRAFT SERVERS HAD LANGUAGE BARRIERS IN THEM!!!!! I MISS WHEN WE WERE ALL CRAMMED IN A PIT TOGETHER SCREAMING AND SHAKING AND SOBBING AND CONFUSED AS ALL HELL SITTING IN THE TUMBLR LIVEBLOGS HOLDING HANDS AS WE ALL EXPLAINED WHAT THINGS MEANT, WHAT THE REAL WORLD CULTURAL CONTEXT WAS, WHAT WAS GOING ON IN BITS THE TRANSLATOR COULDN'T GET!!!!! FUCK IT!!!!!!! I'LL TAKE ANOTHER GODDAMN PURGATORY!!!!! GIVE ME A BUNCH OF PEOPLE FORMING SIX PERSON FAMILIES OVER THE SPAN OF THREE TO FIVE DAYS!!!!!!!! GIVE ME THE EVIL SHADOW GOVERNMENT THAT NEVER MADE ANY GODDAMN SENSE, GIVE ME THE STUPID FUCKING EYE WORKERS THAT WERE AGGRAVATINGLY UNBEATABLE, GIVE ME THE CONFUSING ASS BLACK CONCRETE STRUCTURES THAT WENT BASICALLY FUCKING NOWHERE!!!!!! I'LL TAKE IT ALL IF IT MEANS I GET A FRENCH MAN AND A GUY FROM LUXEMBOURG AND A WOMAN FROM SOUTH KOREA SHOOTING THE SHIT IN A MINECRAFT PIT STARTER HOUSE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! I'LL TAKE IT IF I GET BRAZILIAN PORTUGUESE AND FRENCH AND ENGLISH AND SPANISH SITTING AT A FUCKING TABLE IN A SECRET UNDERGROUND MEETING ROOM THEORIZING ABOUT A MINECRAFT CHARACTER WITH AN APPEARANCE BASED ON A JOKE ABOUT A GUY'S DOG BEING AN AMERICAN CONSERVATIVE!!!!!!! GIVE IT BACK!!!!!!!!! GIVE IT BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!

#NOT THE ADMIN EXPLOITATION THO THAT CAN STAY GONE #block game brainrot #shut up vic #qsmp #im in my feels idk the qsmp really struck a chord in me #that nothing has really been able to refill i'm ngl #i really miss the brain workout i got trying to keep up with the cross cultural multilingual stuff #and it's not the same if i just watch the streamers in languages i don't understand #bc on qsmp it was like. i can watch the pov of a streamer coming from the same language background as me #and then i know that if i'm lost so are they and then i don't feel like i'm floundering alone #but like i don't have that anymore :( i miss it a lot #it was so funny and it was so earnest and i really FELT IT #it was a whirlwind and it was so exhausting and there's bits that ethically probably should never be repeated (eggs)#but i wouldn't want it to be different (except the workers rights violations; again those can go)#idk all these fucking duos that sound like absolute pipe dream crossover nonsense and are fully viable #it's nuts and it's beautiful and i miss how fucking WILD that was #i'll never not be upset that the koreans and hugo barely even got a MOMENT #i was so excited to see how they would interact with and respond to the overall island lore like the federation and the codes #ughhhhh anyway it's 4am i'm in my feels nothing has really engaged me the way qsmp did #i really enjoyed the challenge of the culture and language barrier bc i really had to ENGAGE with the streams #in a way i don't normally and in a way i haven't since #i miss it :( also slimeriana. that too. fucking hilarious. can we get them in the outlast trials.#add cellbit and roier call it a double date what who said that #(that's a joke to be clear but not the part about the outlast trials they should do that those streams were peak)#anyway uhhhhh if you read these good fortune is coming to you soon #long tags

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hivemindscape · 5 months ago

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im a big fan of esper powers slipping loose in harmless ways when they're happy

#LETS GO LETS GO LETS GO i love this one so much i love them #rishou #ritshou #RITSU BEING A LATE AWAKENED HAS A WEAKER GRIP ON HIS POWERS SO THIS SHIT HAPPENS AND I XJDJCJ #and shou. he is very deliberate with his esp! that's um. upbringing and everything he went through #he has fun with them he experiments- absolutely! That's fanon. but they never slip out of his control #he thinks he'd freak if it ever happened (👀) so the fact ritsu's do sometimes and-#-how it ties to his emotions is a huge point of curiosity for shou #mp100 #this piece makes me fuzzy im just so glad it came out as intended #the sketch (which was done.. 5 months ago) i edited to have this bad quality photo taken in the dark vibe and then chased it when rendering #but still had to brighten the end result cause Phone Performance idk how you guys have your settings so better safe i guess #but still!! i bet this looks super dark and indistinguishable to some even with max brightness because say they're out in the sun #and im scared of that!!#but man i sat on it long enough i wanna post And i won't sacrifice my vision this time. can't brighten a night till its not night anymore #its a long persisting issue of mine- drawing with full brightness on ipad and then transferring to the phone and going Why is this so bleak #Despair #it's why i grew to hate post production editing it's always so-.. degrading?? discouraging??#I'm progressively better at catching and fixing that problem early on #sketches will still be murky af but I'll copy paste the full image fix the curves and then either go back and switch all the colours #OR FUCKING DRAW OVER THE EDITED SKETCH LAYER WHICH I'VE BEEN DOING A LOT LATELY ITS SO WEIRD AND LOOKS KINDA COOL #and aaaall stems from laziness (read: time management) like bruh those 40+ layers? i aint going back there to fix every colour #mp100 fanart #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho fanart #ritsu kageyama #shou suzuki #kageyama ritsu #suzuki shou #ALSO i deliberately tried to make esp blend with the environment; nothing dazzling and mindblowing. felt right for this piece

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benevolenterrancy · 10 months ago

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("Always. Continuously. With increasing apprehension, and decreasing hope. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as a corpse loves the beak of the vulture. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this." -- paraphrased from The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket)

#svsss #bingqiu #luo binghe #shen qingqiu #lbh #sqq #i've been working through the series of unfortunate events and somehow that series has paired really nicely with svsss #the themes of cycling violence and what's justified and what isn't and what can possibly be done differently #and how trying to bring love and honour into the midst of it really changes nothing but also changes everything #it's just *chef's kiss*#i don't know how i can quite do my thoughts justice but i've spent the past few weeks quietly going between the two series (and mdzs and tg #as well if we're being honest they all hit similar questions and themes) and just reveling in the pain and ambiguity of it #everything is interconnected and it means you can never know what trauma and pain and necessity has shaped a person #each story goes too far back to ever ever EVER possibly see the full extent of it #at that level even communication itself is nearly impossible.#and because of that it's almost impossible to change anything. beat yourself apart and the outcome is the same #and yet ATTEMPTING to change things ATTEMPTING to do the kind thing the honourable thing is absolutely critical #because while you can change nothing you also have the capacity to change EVERYTHING #aaaaaaah i don't even know what i'm saying #but i read the beatrice letters today and the love letter just. killed me.#(obviously i cherrypicked some lines because it's three pages long but those ones felt right)#''i love you like a corpse loves a vulture's beak'' i just. can't get over that line.#to be completely changed. altered. destroyed. redeemed. purified. desecrated. reduced to nothing yet entirely necessary for another's life.#what a FUCKING line #anyway i was either going to blow up from thinking about it or else i had to exorcise it via art from an entirely different series #i've already done svsss and discworld why not throw a series of unfortunate events into the mix #i'll be honest folks i did not expect svsss to be the mxtx series that would fuck me up the most about the main ship #bingqiu is something else. i don't even know how to begin to approach my feelings on it. impossibility and necessity all at once #bizarre #my art

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cent-scratchnsniff · 4 months ago

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lady binah

#lobotomy corporation #lobcorp #lobotomy corp spoilers #for the silliest things spoilers are still there. good HEAVENS #binah #binah lobcorp #going through lobcorp i kept calling her lady binah and ma am . i couldnt help it. internally and externally typing and talking to myself #sheer aura alone . that isnt binah that is LADY binah thank u very much. and i am filled with a healthy amount of respect and fear #and adoration. of course. still into lor i feel it. reminds i dont think i drew her in her lor get up yet?? absolute crime . soon.#lobotomy corp agent #lobotomy corp oc #i suppose? my nuggets from the time. kept them for lor because of course <3 #gear doesnt totally line up w the timeline but shhh shh. technically raveros (training captain) wouldve had #sound of a star gear + justicia combo but this was taken from post death after. The Red Mist. only casualty of the second misting. . . .#though the comic functions like it was the first meltdown . which wouldve had raveros alive. but like man who cares. loop . go my scarab #based off the fact that i felt way more attatched and respectful to binah when the bossfight happened. nothing like getting beat to death #stares at T9 ff14. jank and raiding. COILS I MISS YOU !!! I MISS ASTRO!! im not relearning allat. i quit anyways its been years

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sneezarify · 3 months ago

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Scent allergies are toooooo cute! I was in a scented candle/soap shop, and heard a big wet sneeze followed by “oh no, that’s really setting me off” then they walked away quickly to let out more sneezes.

#They had another fit later #It drove me WILD to think they snifffed a soap that sent their nose into an allergic fit whilst I felt nothing #Especially in this instance… they clearly didn’t expect their nose to react to the scent #Does this mean not every scent does?#What a fucking cute trigger istg #Aren’t we lucky that allergies are soo varied yet so hot every time #I also love that this seemed like someone who never sneezes… then when I needed antihistamines today they revealed they had LOADS 😳😅#It’s a few days later and actually having hung out with them for longer… they’re quite sneezy #And often announce their sneeze like it’s an absolute nightmare that they might sneeze which I’m finding very adorable #Snz obs #Snz #Snz fet #Sometimes I forget allergies like this aren’t just fictional 😩#Once I’m off this trip I’m gonna reply to you all xxx

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keferon · 7 months ago

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megop is good for certain continuities but i'm surprised the shockop trenches aren't more habitated. oh well, more angst for the cannons

To be fair, Senator Shockwave didn’t really have screen time while Megatron is literally everywhere. So yeah, MegOp deserves to be popular but I personally feel kinda bored about it.

#although I really like how both Op and Megs por #*portrayed in canon #their rivalry is really fun to look at. But the moment they stop fighting - I lose interest #for me their whole thing is being enemies #saw them being friends in Earthspark and felt nothing #but absolutely loved them in Tfp #so. yeah. I don't want them to be together. I want them to beat the shit out of each other while a volcano going on in the background

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azuree1733 · 6 months ago

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YJ come back to me please 😭🙏

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oifaaa · 2 years ago

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Can't wait to go into work tomorrow and try to explain to my coworkers that I spent my whole Sunday doing nothing but watching an almost 4 hour long youtube video essay about plagiarism

#hbomberguy #the absolute joy i felt this morning #walking up #seeing that video #realising i had nothing else i had to do today #best feeling in the world

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sergle · 11 months ago

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I heard someone talk about this one time, and now, I'm shocked to notice that I experience essentially NO sense of accomplishment/satisfaction after completing something. like. like. like.

#why don't I feel anything?#I just finished a commission that I've been agonizing over (now I have to send it btw which is my least favorite part)#I finished the commission. saved the final files. and felt absolutely nothing.#how can this be. I just ticked something off my list.#and yet. absolutely nothing.#I definitely feel kind of like a bad bitch when I START UP. for example. a new commission #but I don't feel anything when I finish them #except for a vague sense of relief Sometimes and then a vague pang of anxiety at the next thing on my list #the anxiety over the next unfinished task to be conquered is the main thing I feel

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lizzybeeee · 6 months ago

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Southern Thedas:

The Veilguard:

#Petition to rename the 'Veilguard' to 'Goofy Goobers'#I'm playing inquisition again and its still completely baffling how anyone could sign off on this choice to nuke the south #i want to know the details behind that decision - i want brain scans and the works - let me see in their minds #how could anyone have played those games - typed out those missives - and seen nothing wrong with it?#it's the same thing as a DM casting aside the board and ripping up all character sheets ->#telling you to stop asking about that person / place / thing - it's all gone. It's over. ARE YOU HAPPY?#this game died each time I got a missive - I felt my joy absolutely sapped #datv critical #bioware critical #veilguard critical

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luck-of-the-drawings · 1 year ago

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[OLD ART ALERT] A COLLECTION OF SCENES FROM THE GILLIONS CATSCRATCH ARC THAT BROUGHT ME GREAT JOY. i love fishy chips especially when its just gillion being delirious and violent and hostile

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #jrwi riptide spoilers #JUST NOTICED A MILLION MISTAKES FUUUUUUUUCK BUT WWHATEVERRRRR IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA HHUURRRLLL #SO I REALLY LIKE FISH AND CHIPS RIGHT. IVE BEEN IN LOVE W THE SHIP EVER SINCE THAT NAT 20 KISS #BUT I THINK I SHIP IT WRONG. OR LIKE. I AM CORRECT BUT EVERYONE SHIPS THEM DIFFERENTLY #THE FISH N CHIPS I SEE EVERYWHERE ELSE IS SO FLOWERY AND SWEET AND ROMANTIC. AND THATS NICE! THAT STUFFS NEAT #but gillion and chip would NEVERRRR enter anything similar to a romantic relationship. chips too damaged and gillions too uninterested #I LIKE MY FISH N CHIPS ONE SIDED AS FUCK #bc 2 gillion chip is his best friend in the whole wide world but hes also kinduvagross little man that took him a MINUTE to really warm up2 #but to CHIP gillion is this powerful and gorgeous and heroic paragon of destiny and his best friend in the whole world who will #bring about the eschaton. 'i didnt believe in destiny until i met you' until i met a champion radiating with a light thatll alter the world #OHH REMEMBER THE FIRST ICE ARENA?he was so mad.still probably shaking from the ordeal.NEVER had he felt true divine radiance CLEAVE through #his SOUL like that.do you remember that moment in the forest w the bugs. an alien from the ocean; lacerating the land w lightning #when the realization flickered in chip for a moment.that the thing standing before him was more powerful than he could ever fathom #remember when grizz mentioned that the nat20 kiss was the 'best kiss chip ever experienced'. that has nothing to do w this. where was i.#LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. BUT HEY. I THINK at the beginning chip absolutely knew that gill was smth grand n powerful n scary #when gillion revealed what exactly the prophecy was;chip got defensive and mad.sure he was sleep deprived but OOH. HES SCARED!#he believes gillion too! he believes that his destiny is to eradicate either the sea or land and that scares him!#but then he gets past it bc ultimately he trusts his bestfriend gillion so so much. he fuckin loves this dude.#he would throw himself intothe path of fire for this dude. he would boat across the ocean for this dude.he would build arenas for this dude #even if this dude will end half the world.even if this dude wields the power and the obligation to eradicate him at any second.#even if this dude is going to throw himself into harms way for his own comrades.even if this dude is just going to sacrifice himself.#one way or another one shall die for the other.these self-sacrificial bastards click so well with eachother!!#chip believes his body is best used to pave roads and gill believes his body is destined to pave prosperity.WHATEVER!!#i really love their dynamic!! they care for eachother so much!in MY heart tho. the icing on the cake here is the fantasy that chip is #just a bit more In Love w gillion than he realizes. like this powerful fish guy is HOT and PRETTY and KIND and FUNNY and LOYAL and STRONG #but gillion would never rly feel that same sort of attraction towards chip. its just not rly his thing. aroace as fuck man.#thats how it is in MY little heart atleast. and i sit here and play w my touys in my brain n i explore my silly lil one sided fish y chips.

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thermodynamiclawyer · 10 days ago

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Benjamin Biggs perchance?

YES BEN WE SEE THE FIT

#my team and i killed him and felt absolutely nothing but apathy.#he makes us so effing mad it’s not funny #art #fanart #ttcc #toontown corporate clash #benjamin biggs #bellringer

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clockworkzoro · 7 months ago

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queerplatonic zolu has gotta be my favorite interpretation of their relationship as someone whos in a qpr

the amount of devotion and love those two have for each other? thats some qpp shit right there.

#luffy the aroace legend and zoro whos just stupid #i believe they would in fact kiss if they ever felt like it. a soft peck on the lips #forehead kisses with them go crazy tho. absolutely.#nami asks them if theyre dating and they go ???no??#and then she asks if theyd get married to which they respond Obviously #marriage adds nothing new to their dynamic they already have #in an ideal world id have qpp zolu and romantic zosan at the same time #because im no coward #one piece #zoro #luffy #zolu

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kacievvbbbb · 6 months ago

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Okay new take on the angst.

Neither Shanks nor Mihawk die (yay!) but Yoru shatters instead and Mihawk wishes it was him instead.

In a nice parallel to how Mihawk shattered Zoro’s two nameless swords like it was nothing Zoro uses these three great and kind of cursed swords to slowly and painstakingly chip by chip shatter the greatest blade in existence and even tho he’s still breathing Mihawk dies right along side it.

Honestly I don’t see a future where Zoro breaks mihawks sword and lets him live he has to much honor for that has to much respect for Mihawk both as a great swordsman and as a mentor figure. Knows what it means to die proudly with your blade in your hands so I think he’d think it quite cruel to shatter Yoru and then not give Mihawk the honor of death. So like even if he did I think it would be kind of on accident (like he wasn’t deliberately making precise blows to shatter the sword it just kind of happens) and Zoro has spent to much time with Luffy and shanks to kill Mihawk, has spent to much time with Mihawk has witnessed the boredorm and discontent he faces and it’s all complicated. So he Gives him the same lesson Mihawk gave him three scars down the chest from shoulder to hip tells him to come challenge him again.

Either way Mihawk is here scars down his chest for everyone to see and no sword and he has never been more scared or more empty in his life. But shanks is just glad that he’s here and that makes it so much worse.

Because now he feels like he’s just another thing Shanks has to protect. He’s weak and Mihawk hasn’t felt weak in a long time can’t remember a time when he felt there was a challenge that he couldn’t face. But living life after this might be the hardest challenge he has ever faced. There wasn’t supposed to be an after this was supposed to be it. His escape from the monotony a way to go out as honorable to the life that he had lived as he can be. And yet, here he is…..with Shanks, and he has nothing to offer him.

Mihawk is not a good man, not in the way Shanks and Luffy and even Zoro are. He’s selfish, capricious, haughty, callous, casually cruel and all these other adjectives that have never mattered to him before because he was also strong. His strength was all he had to offer and he has never felt as weak as he does now. Why would shanks want that? Why would shanks trade in an equal, a rival someone who could meet him at the top, why would he trade thay in for just another person to worry about. Mihawk wouldn’t (doesn’t think he would but he doesn’t know anymore) Mihawk left him at his lowest moment because of strength and he expects, demands, that shanks do the same.

Unlike Shanks he has nothing else to offer there is no deeper than this but Shanks is just glad that he’s here and what does it mean that he is still here?

Also this is very shanks to Mihawk coded because shanks has always know that this is exactly who Mihawk was there was no deeper (and maybe there where certain things he hoped he could learn) but Shanks has always known and has always accepted him for exactly who he is. There is no question in his mind that Mihawk will pick up a sword and get stronger again (maybe never as strong as he was but that’s okay too) not because that’s what Shanks expects but because that’s who Mihawk is

#mishanks #living past your expiration date will never not be an amazing concept for a character when done well #mihawks sword is this very real physical part of him and I wanted to kind of explore what he would feel like if he had to part with her #but still have to live on #I just kind of like the idea of Mihawk suddenly gaining all this self doubt and self consciousness #still on my journey to make my self sad as possible about these two middle aged men #all these things that he’s never really felt before because he’s always had his strength always been confident in it #and now he’s just floundering #he’s never cared if he was good enough for shanks because strength was all that mattered they matched strengths they were equals #but now the balance is all over the place Mihawk doesn’t have his sword doesn’t know who he is and now he’s scared that shanks will realize #he’s not good and he will have nothing else to offer him #and god watch me dig my own grave #also Yoru is Mihawk’s soul made physical form pretty sure he no longer knows who he is without the great blade #would actually be unrecoverable if something happened to her. Mihawk insane with grief #shanks of course is absolutely gutted as Mihawks very warped and confused ideas of love are all layed bare #but it does make alot of things and left arm gate make much more sense in hindsight #one piece #dracule mihawk #throwing thoughts to the void #op #hawkeye mihawk #akagami no shanks #shanks #red haired shanks #akataka #red hair shanks #roronoa zoro #zoro one piece #one piece meta #mihawk x shanks

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obsessedoverwater · 7 months ago

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Becoming a Knuxadow fan truly feels like I'm eating moldy bread and sometimes I occasionally get a piece that's only stale. If I'm lucky maybe it'll be mildew instead.

#This isn't me calling Knuxadow content bad this is me being upset there's not more of it #I think i like too many rare pairs i have such a big problem #I love sonadow and somamy but THERE'S NOTHING like that random obscure side ship few have thought about #Love it when my ship only has about two scenes together but the NARRATIVE makes them the perfect pair to be together and it never happens #They stand in the same room occasionally and that's all you get.#There's so much sonadow i could be FEASTING yet hear i am with my little side ships that won't leave my brain #To compensate i think about Shadow and Metal being brothers instead it's TOTALLY going to be canon i swear they're so brothers and sillys #(They're never going to interact.)#Good news! Stobotnik is absolutely feeding me I've never felt more full on a relationship i KNOW ends with dread and sorrow.#This feels like my Sambucky phase all over again it doesn't make sense but Knuxadow IS my Sambucky #Except WORSE #Why am i yapping in tags i could've said all of this in the main pos #knuxadow #shadknux #sonknux too honestly #Sonknuxadow?#i think i like knuckles.

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