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Unfortunately I'm having a breakdown over Rafayel now
#husband.......#taking you (by force if necessary)#sea god husband#who kills your enemies#why is THAT what got me#I refuse to think deeper about this
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Something very... interesting? funny? fun to think about to me regarding L and Light is that L is the shamelessly NOSIEST most INVASIVE person on earth about Light, to an actually illegal point, and yet also like SO scornful of Light ever trying to get to know him personally a bit back, or Light ever misreading any of his nosiness as genuine personal interest on any level other than a professional investigator/suspect one ... I think if the tables were turned even in the slightest power dynamic-wise this way L would be extremely mad and uncomfortable about it, and even more dramatic about doing something like suggesting Light must have nefarious ulterior motives behind such an invasion of his privacy. I think L KNOWS that it's a bit uneven and that it's probably a bit hypocritical of him to be like that, but he doesn't particularly care because it gives him an advantage over Light. He has the upper hand in the situation most times and can get away with it or not be seen as too massively inappropriate for it only because he's actually right about his hunch about Light being guilty, and because Light always goes with the flow of it, and because the stakes of trying to go up against a mass-murderer like Kira are so high. And I wonder sometimes if he would ever think about things in a way where he might feel slightly guilty about it, like that Light's almost a bit too naive and too used to being judged/scrutinized constantly and too enjoying of their relationship to actually see it as unfair to him as it sometimes kind of really is? IDK exactly what I'm trying to say here but hopefully ya know kinda what I mean
#like there are often times in canon where i am actually like#jeez Light's way more understanding and polite and less mad about that than i would be#and i think partially it just never occurs to him that he is allowed to be mad about it#because he doesnt see it that way / knows he is actually guilty and on some level refuses to examine that much deeper at all#plus he DOES find L's interest in him flattering and fun#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#p#death note
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Maybe it's foolish, but I'm still hoping the red door happens in the show, if it gets renewed that is.
Even though I will absolutely sob if I have to experience losing Lanfear AGAIN, it's one of those book moments that can't and shouldn't be avoided if they still want to keep similar character arcs, for Rand especially.
Moiraine, despite missing from books 6 to 13 is present in so many other ways, the girls miss her and Rand's life gets 100 times worse by the time she's gone.
Even her warning in her letter to him about aes sedai haunts him for the rest of the books, it's so clear she has grown to genuinely care for him as a person, she's more transparent with him in that last letter than ever before. It's so special to me.
Oh and I can't forget about the Lanfear vs Rand fight beforehand (please Rafe keep that scene in as much as it was fun to see her fight it out with moiraine, Rand is her real antithesis) Rand rejecting Lanfear, saying he could and never did love her, her palpable heartbreak and cold fury at it. Rand blaming himself for Moiraine's death because he couldn't kill Lanfear, but he's also getting assaulted by flashbacks of her as Mierin and of how he (Lews) killed Ilyena, that scene is also special to me. And paired with their show dynamic I feel it would make this scene even better cause show Rand did/does love her, so comparing her to Ilyena, instead of it being a "I can't kill women" thing but a "I'm so afraid of murdering people I love, my past life has already done it once, I can't do it again no matter how right or necessary" thing instead...It hurts me just thinking about it.
Truly I feel like that was the whole turning point for the books, Rand becomes so much more ruthless and depressed and tries to dehumanise himself. Everything went to shit.
#baby boy baby#also idc what anyone says#but I think Lews at least actually did love her#as Mierin#also my poor girl was so alone#oh I'm gonna start crying over Mierin again#we don't see enough of AoL but it seems she truly had no one#the other forsaken to my knowledge were either friends or friends with Lews or had other people#but she truly had NO ONE#so definitely hearing who she loves say that he never loved her and never will#or calling her a monster like in the show#yeah I'd crash out too#another thing#there's another conversation in amol between them that mirrors this one but goes a bit deeper#which I think is as equally important as this one#he asks her to open up her thoughts and feelings to him and she refuses#then after she says he has never understood her#oh baby it's probably because you never let anyone see the real you#so yes i think lews' pov of mierin was skewed by his own fears but also by her own masks she put on#I'd give my left kidney to read 5 more books just about her and her relationship with Lews in AoL#lanfear#the wheel of time#I'm gonna start calling these posts#Lanfear yapfest
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I want to share my interpretation of FadelStyle's sex scenes in the storage room, but before I get to the actual scene I need to establish FadelStyle's relationship arc so far. I won't go into detail about their attitude towards each other in episode 1 and 2 because @airenyah did such a great job of explaining Style's journey in this post and I wholeheartedly agree with everything she said.
To summarize, by the end of episode 2 Style is starting to sense something is off about Fadel and he is starting to want to connect to him, whereas Style manages to make past Fadel's defenses and enter his mind, albeit as a sexual fantasy. At this point neither of the two actively dislike each other as they used to before. Fadel still finds Style very annoying, but he is already starting to get used to it. Style still thinks Fadel is grumpy and rude, but he is intrigued by what lays under Fadel's mask. They don't really like each other, but they don't exactly hate each other either.
This dynamics continue in episode 3. As they meet each other more and more, Fadel softens up to Style as sees more of him. It's hard for Fadel to completely ignore the genuine care, concern and sincerity Style throws at him again and again. Style also starts to become even more intrigued by Fadel as he realizes just how deep the man is hiding himself. Not to mention the physical attraction between the two that very much exists and makes its presence known in the form of sexual fantasies.
When they actually hook up for the first time, there is only physical attraction that is driving their actions. As I mentioned before, they don't dislike each other, but they don't really like each other either. There is an emotional disconnect between the two. And I believe this is the reason this experience was not very fulfilling for either of them. Both of them seem to be the type to believe in having proper relationships instead of casual hookups, so sex without any sort of meaningful connection might be pleasant because of the physical attraction, but it's far from being able to make either of them feel content.
Comparing FadelStyle's first time to KantBison's first time makes this more evident. KantBison didn't even know each other's names when they jumped into bed together. But that didn't stop them from having a great time. They have no problems in finding sexual satisfaction without any emotional attachment. FadelStyle on the other hand seem to be unable to do that. It's a matter of preference, neither is right or wrong. The lighting choices in the two scenes also reflect the mood of the couples. For KantBison, it's a bright red-glaring, intense and passionate. The lighting is not warm, it's burning hot actually. Whereas for FadelStyle, the lighting is a cold blue, with no hint of warmth to be found.
In Fadel's fantasy, Fadel thinks about Style's interest in himself (his name and his tattoo). In Style's fantasy, Style imagines Fadel serving him with direct eye contact maintained at all times. Both of these fantasies further indicate to me that both of them crave a deeper connection with the other. And it's only when they find that connection that they can truly find sexual contentment.
I don't think Fadel meant to be that tender and worshipful with Style. I think he just couldn't help himself. Now that Style has had a taste of what it could feel like being with Fadel, he is not going to give up trying to make Fadel his. And Fadel has no way to defend against that kind of Style.
#thk#wow i actually managed to get this out before ep 4#congrats to me#also congrats to the entire team of thk for making an asexual girl think so deeply about two men having gay sex#truly a wondrous feat#i have more to say but i'm too tired to write anymore#maybe later sometime i'll dive even deeper#because i have spent an entire week thinking about this#and crying for fadel my poor baby#i think style initially spoke to the older brother in fadel#because style has that naivety about the realities of the world that only a very sheltered person would have#very similar to bison#as the one who is doing everything in his power to shelter bison from the cruelties of the world fadel probably recognizes that naivety#which is why i think he understands that style doesn't mean to be insensitive or offensive#style just has a huge personality that he refuses to hide#he is also an idiot#but a kind sincere and lovable idiot#which is why fadel can't help but soften up to style#can't wait to see what will happen in the next ep
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how do i turn qantoine’s spontaneous marriage proposal to qetoiles into evidence of his early-days fear of qfrench drifing away and keeping secrets from one another
#the conversation takes place in antoine’s vod: L’ANNIVERSAIRE DE TALLULAH at 41 mins ish#like . okay . its such a fucking crazy moment to me that still lives in my head bc it’s a a joke . but it’s also not#he asks etoiles directly after spiderbit wedding . ‘don’t you want to get married?’#after it gets mentioned*#etoiles turns him down bc he ‘doesn’t have time to fuck [he] needs to kill everyone’#and antoine says ‘well but— just a marriage’ like it’s the act itself that is the most important to him not anything that could come with it#the confirmation of partnership . of having someone to rely on . something that feels to him maybe more certain and solid than the#friendships antoine had at that point . like if he felt things were slipping and he was being left behind he wanted the certainty of#something like a marriage that is traditionally considered More important and certain .#and i think the end of their conversation is notable in how antoine brings up the notion of betrayal — he getting betrayed by others and how#he’s fed up with it . after etoiles says no to the marriage (though specifying that he’s gonna think about it) antoine brings the whole#betrayal thing up after a pause . he doesn’t necessarily consider etoiles as having betrayed him but it’s that lack of certainty#certainty that etoiles has refused to give him that makes him start to open up about how he’s tired of people promising him things (or#seeming to promise him things) only to leave him out and in the dark . and there’s an insecurity there that really shines if you take this#moment into consideration with the Larger Shifting his character is going through .#like tldr ; qantoine has begun to realise that his friends are starting to form deeper bonds with other people and thus keep secrets with#them which to him means leaving him behind . taking notice of this he brings this up to his friends in . not exactly direct ways . he#talks about how he doesn’t like secret keeping but doesn’t seem to push much further and he also tries to remedy the issue#of feeling left behind by doing shit as discussed above ^ however on account of the InHuman i’m not sure he understands what he’s doing very#well . and as we know antoine doesn’t make much progress and ends up retreating into himself and beginning to keep his own secrets . to do#his own shady shit . to work in the shadows and not be honest with any of his friends either . to hold them at arm’s length despite how much#he still cares . the only person he puts his full trust into anymore is pomme . not ayp who he deems too underhanded . not bagz who he sees#as having started the whole ‘secret keeping’ stuff in the first place . and not etoiles who’s actively going down a path with the codes and#resistance that he cannot follow#that was NOT a short tldr . why the fuck am i writing dissertation length tags about MINECRAFT BLOCKS#god whatever who cares i get joy out of this thats what matters#anw if you read this far holy shit ur insane . thank you#i am going to bed now godbless !#jay rambles#qfrench.posting
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it's not even that "sometimes the curtains aren't just blue, sometimes they represent something" it's that "the curtains are never just blue"
#it does technically depend to what level you are investigating the meanings of things but the take is basically#0th layer: the curtains are just blue. they have no meaning it is an arbitrary description with no bearing on anything else.#0.5th layer: maybe the curtains AREN'T just blue. maybe this can tell us the character's favourite colour is blue!#1st layer: oftentimes the curtains AREN'T just blue. the colour blue commonly or textually is a symbol of X and the author specifically -#-uses the blue curtains to indicate Y about the character.#^ Frequently this is where the discussion leads. talking about how some people refuse to engage with metaphor or read into anything that's#not told directly to you. and this is useful. reading into stuff can reveal that the author is hiding metaphors all over the place etc BUT#2nd layer: The curtains are NEVER just blue. Even if the author does not intend for the blue curtains to tell us anything deeper than -#giving a description of the curtains. the author grew up in a specific time and specific society and was effected by these things.#maybe we can infer that the author thinks that having a room with a window is standard. that curtains are normal. -#Maybe the author associates the colour blue with specific type of people. (for example: blue has a gendered association. if the author#describes a boys room as having blue curtains then this decision was impacted by the authors upbringing and environment.)#whether consciously or not everything means something and everybody has a set of things that they believe are normal and meaningless -#which are ENTIRELY informed by their culture. A white american reads a book. it is not clear where the book takes place. the white#american assumes it takes place in a city in the USA and that the main character is white. In the first chapter the main -#character eats ramen. sushi. tempura. and drinks sake. the white american does not go ''this doesn't indicate"#nor do they go ''this is a metaphor intended by the author''. they simply think ''ahh this book is maybe not about a white american''#Everything means something. if i write down ''MC walked to the shop to get groceries'' this is so normal for me i wouldnt think about it#but for a person living in Austin Texas. not so much! they would know at the very least the character is probably not living in Austin TX#anyways god bless anyone who reads this ramble but my point is that#the curtains are never blue#maybe the author think boys get blue curtains#maybe the author thinks blue is the default curtain colour (maybe the author had them growing up)#maybe the author thinks every window has curtains. maybe the author thinks every room has windows#maybe the author has tritanopia and has a whole different experience of the colour blue#the curtains are never Just blue#you can analyse any media no matter what. nothing has no meaning
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can anyone explain to me how me walking away from a situation is manipulating it somehow? who or what am i fucking manipulating?
#this mf would call me manipulative for standing and breathing like#vent#you do not like me clearly and i did both of us the favor of leaving the situation. its not my fault you refuse to accept that you dont#like me but its pretty fucking clear in all your fucking actions about me.#why are you hypercritical about me? why do you talk about me behind my back? why do you always assume the fucking worst with me?#and thats just an appetizer. thats off the top of my head.#sometimes a mf is done with a situation and wants to walk away and invest their energy elsewhere. sometimes thats Just the#situation and its not any deeper than that.#i mean i am doing it bc i dont like either of you anymore but not liking you isnt me being fucking manipulative okay. that'd be wild#to assume. if i wanted to manipulate you dont you think i'd stick around???? cant rly manipulate you from all the way over here#i really and truly just want yall to fuck off and leave me alone atp like im just over it.#you made it clear you want a harem not polyamory and i threaten that ig so bye lmao.#you dont have to agree with my reasons but its not really your business atp and you also cant control what i do.
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hello I’d love to hear about natsu. do you have any thoughts abt what he was like before we (and lucy) meet him in fairy tail? like with growing up in the guild and all that
You were the first one in here but I literally had to let your ask marinate in my head longer to answer it properly lol.
So we don't know much about Natsu's childhood, whether it be pre-guild with Igneel or pre- main story when he joined the guild apart from a spare handful of moments and facts, these being:
Makarov was evidently the one to find him.
That god forsaken scene of the others laughin at him for not being able to read.
His moments with Gildarts as a kid
Macao being a teacher to him at some point who taught him to use his fire other than to burn things ( hello Natsu vs Erigor )
Finding and raising Happy with his bestie Lisanna
He never officially formed a team with anyone in the guild before the main story.
I think I might be missing a spare few but you get the idea.
For a main character we know scarcely little about him. His thoughts, his views. Zero. Which honestly for such a long running series is so odd to not even get a peek at what's goin on in his head.
There's nothing absolutely solid about his past that we can get to use to dig into his head. Save for the fact that he loves his friends and his family.
Across the board for a lot of his moments in his past we know he's got a lotta love to give. He loves his Dad, he loves Happy, he loves his guild. But just because you have something doesn't mean you know how to work with it.
He loves Igneel. Igneel disappeared. And that forced him into a denial of his dad being dead so strong that up until present in the main story he still desperately searches for him even when the other slayers had accepted it. ( And i'm almost sure he got laughed at for over the years. Can you imagine? Saying your looking for a dragon in a dragonless world?)
He loves his friends. But I think after that damning moment (which honestly I think is a moment really early is his joining the guild. Like he hadn't gotten to know em 100% yet) of them laughing at him he clams up about certain things.
Any moment of vulnerability he could have with them down the line is tossed out to avoid something like that happening down the line.
Lisanna (lisanna, lisanna ilu. I should draw u more.) was a blessing in that she was working on getting those walls down and she was close! Then her incident happened and he clammed up again even fucking harder than before!
Man this is such a long winded way to answer your question but I think growing up in the guild for Natsu, I think as much as he loves everyone- and he does! He loves em all! Even the mfers who piss him off sometimes- I think even though he was there with everyone he didn't feel as though he could open up (or well risk opening up tbh) to them. So he played along to make things in general easier going forward. (Whether intentional or not is up in the air)
So whatever perceptions everyone had of him he rolled with it. He's a lil bit dumb, he's loud, he's inattentive, etc. He doesn't deny what's said about him. Hell he might even play it up. He just doesn't do anything to break the perception as time went on. And since no one really dug like Lisanna did there was no reason to break it.
So he grew up in the guild as the happy go lucky loner. Nothin more and supposedly, nothing less.
#fairy tail#talking to the firebird#bro.....#bro just listen to me man#i KNOW what natsu's meant to be#he is supposed to be ur average happy action anime protag#i know this so badly#but what he could've been haunts me#bcus what little is known about him plus his actions at times dont match up to what others in universe say about him#its interestin to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#plus what i said about him bein there with everyone but no one rlly lookin deeper into him#thats not a dig at the other characters!#everyones got their baggage at issues so them not lookin closer to him when he seems fine while their dealin with their own things is neat!#cause friends aint gonna know every heartache bout each other alotta times and the same with family!#u can be there with ppl u love and not know how to open up!#which i think wouldve been a super cool character flaw for natsu to have bcus he cares and tries to help in his own ways but simultaneously#REFUSES to open up about himself and how he feels and still keeps himself at a distance from everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#its interesting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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What is your role in the tragic play?
bold protagonist
you're the star of the show, baby! and boy does that come with a lot of emotional turmoil. you have a seemingly endless supply of determination. whether you have a lot of goals, or one big one, you're constantly working towards it. you're pretty restless, and struggle with imposter syndrome and generally feeling like you should be doing more. your insecurity might not be immediately obvious to others, however, as you come across as very strong and bold. vulnerability is not your strong suit, and that's likely to be your downfall. if only you had just let people in, and asked for help... well, maybe this was always gonna be a tragedy.
sweet supporting character
i wanna be your grandma so bad, please let me pinch your face and knit you a sweater. you're most likely the best friend of the protagonist, and there's some possible overlap between you and the narrator. you're sweet and try very hard to be selfless. you watch the ones you love descend into darkness, and make every effort to help them through it all. it's not enough. you keep trying to make it enough. you provide comic relief, a listening ear, a hug, advice── any method of support you can think of. your own personal tragedy isn't documented. sometimes you wish it was, even though you're the one who ensures it is not. you want people to care for you the way you do for others. but you refuse to ask for it, so you wait for others to read between the lines. they usually don't. at least you're the one who gets to survive the tragedy. no matter how many times you beg to trade places, it is always you at the end, sitting at someone else's grave.
tagged by: @draconicfool, @ccaptain, and @aguilareye (squeezing all of you through my screen for this)
tagging: anyone who hasn't done this!
#ground control; (OOC)#dash game#heart afire; (JIAOQIU)#morning flower; (CHENHUA)#((at first i didn't think jiaoqiu's result fit him that well but now that i look deeper... yeah it does ;; ))#((and the only inaccurate part about chennie's is the refusing to ask for others to care for her. but otherwise yep 🥲))
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periodically just checking if my voice has changed at all yet by trying to sing the first notes of handshake by tdcc and reptilia by the strokes. Not yet it seems
#shallowtposting#i keep feeling like my voice is marginally deeper and im like 🙁. but not in a bad way it's just scary#i do think i'm getting worse in higher pitches though but i simply refuse to think about that <3
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They’re not quite the same flavour of mother/child but miguel is conchata’s onion <- insane sentence if you haven’t seen a completely different show
#like I don’t think Conchata regrets her children in the same way Caroline does#but there’s like SOMETHING in how she initially treats Miguel as though she lost the battle w him from the moment he was taken to boarding#school and how what she resents in miguel is actually the ways in which THEYRE similar and not miguel to either stone or George 🕳🚶♂️#and Miguel PICKED UP that she feels she’s given up on him from the begining and it just drives a deeper wedge between them#plus the whole Conchata not wanting to evaluate her physical violence and Miguel verbally lashing out at her and refusing to be emotionally#vulnerable (not good at this in general but w his mum it’s striking)#idk I think i just have succposting brain poison but I think a lot about ‘you were my onion / yeah well you’re my fucking onion’#tunes talks 2099
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My stepdad will just parrot literally anything a NYT op-ed says and it drives me INSANE. He's watching a commanders (formerly redskins) game now, and was telling me how the Cherokee actually objected to them changing the team name from redskins. I googled it while he was talking to me and read a quote FROM THE CHEROKEE CHIEF that said the name was completely inappropriate/racist and should have never even been named that in the first place. Then my stepdad, instead of taking the L, just started going on about differing opinions. I fucking KNEW he probably read that shit in the nyt so I googled it and FOUND THE ARTICLE about some fucking republican minor politician who was also native who said he didn't want the redskins name to be changed. also the dude was up for re-election at the time of the article. My dude just fuckign learn some critical thinking skills. The NYT could literally report anything and my stepdad could believe it. Somehow this is even more insidious than fox news because he genuinely believes that nyt is liberal and that he's liberal for parroting everything he reads.
#i know literally no one cares about my stepdad's opinions but I DO and this is SO FRUSTRATING#LIKE BRO YOUR DEGREE WAS IN ENGLISH!!#HOW DO YOU NOT HAVE READING COMPREHENSION AND CRITICAL THINKING SKILLS#also he refuses to take the L for anything and will just dig himself deeper to argue his point#tho to be fair if your point is based on a nyt article it was a bad point to begin with#personal post
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Me when Lilo and Stitch is like the best Disney movie ever. I need to eat the artstyle and the music and characters and jdjdbdbdbbdbdb
#ghost talks#this is about the real movie not the one I refuse to call a movie#I just rewatched it it’s so good I sob#I think it’s even better as an adult tbh cause I actually understand the deeper themes now#I need to finally check out the show tbh. I didn’t know it existed as a kid but I would’ve eaten it up if I did#I did watch whatever I could get my hands on tho. all the other like tv movies were on Netflix but I don’t remember anything about them
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It's definitely practicing avoidance, as a third party opinion. Gaining the interests/hobbies may be true, but could also be used as an excuse. c':
(( Yeah... Thinking on how Bell acts in Canon with his general lack of active interest in these things as far as I can recall, while I can see him being genuinely interested in things like Gardening and Smithing, as he is right now he's definitely looking for ways to not leave the manor, even if only subconsciously. ;w; ))
#pt; ooc#pt; muse musings#v; stained soul#'shouldn't you know why your own muse is doing things' i hear you ask#well yes but no#constantly and forever I think back to things#that I write my muses doing#and contemplate how that might fit#into what they're going through#on a deeper level#like Seakira having issues sitting still/not travelling#it stresses him out because it forces him#to actually THINK about what he's gone through#he refuses to let himself have time to process his trauma#because he feels he doesn't have time to waste#having a breakdown#when he could be looking for his friends#who COULD be in DANGER#that wasn't part of his character at first#...I really should do it the other way around though lmao
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Rare Snow Leopard Hybrid who knows he’s unique and special and only deserves the best. But who’s been sent back to the shelter multiple times for being difficult.
When you decide to adopt him, feeling bad he hasn’t had a stable owner since his previous one passed, Snow Leopard Hybrid thinks you’re exactly the same as the others. He looks down on you, viewing you as just another dumb human.
But when your love and affection makes his tail shot up, swaying side-to-side, and his cock tingle, he decides to have mercy on you. He gives you the blessing of being the one he feeds his hard aching cock into, sinking his length into your tight heat and drooling over how perfect your walls feel all snug around him.
He kneads at your soft belly as he ruts into you like a man possessed, refusing to acknowledge that he’s going feral over a human. But he can’t help it when your pretty fat cunt is sucking him back in with every thrust, forcing his cock to twitch and jerk deeper inside you. He can’t believe how perfect you are for him, like you were made to take his cock. He wonders what else you’d be perfect for…
“I-I guess— Mmph!— that you’ll be fit to carry my litter. Just a human, b-but fuuuck, s’look so pretty all round and swollen with my kittens,” Snow Leopard Hybrid babbles messily, saliva dripping off his fangs and making such a mess of you. It only turns you on more to see how needy he is for you.
His thrusts grow sloppy as he fucks into you with a single purpose of shooting his cum inside you till his seed takes root. Hips swiveling and rutting against you, chasing his pleasure so much he doesn’t notice how he’s hitting that spongy spot inside of you with every jerk of his hips.
When you cum you cum hard, your vision flashing with stars and your weeping cunt clenching down hard around the Snow Leopard. He lets out a long yowl, feeling you suffocate his needy pulsing cock, and he slides down to the hilt before erupting and shooting long thick spurts of cum right into your eager womb. He cums and cums, seeming like it’ll never stop, filling you up to the brim. Only then does he sag against you, bumping his forehead affectionately against your neck, his cat ears tickling your cheek, and trilling softly in your ear.
“Stupid human makin’ me cum so hard… Need’a give ‘er more and more of my loads till she’s pretty and pregnant. Gotta keep my mate all filled up,” Snow Leopard Hybrid mumbles as if you aren’t even there.
His plans for you for the rest of the night quite clear as he quirky rambles about doing anything to make sure his cum takes. And a second later your pussy flutters feeling him start to grow hard again inside of you.
#monster fucker#monster smut#monster lover#monster lust#exophelia#teratophillia#monster fuqqer#monster fudger#monster fluff#monster romance#monster fic#monster imagine#monster bf#monster boyfriend#furry nsft#hybrid furry#furry fiction#furry#hybrid smut#hybrid fic#cat hybrid#snow leopard#hybrid creature#werecat#werecreature#x chubby reader#hybrid x reader#monster x reader#monster x human#monster x chubby reader
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green-eyed and creampied
just the, now, FIVE love and deepspace men being possessive and jealous!
━ ✧.˖ PAIRING: sylus, zayne, xavier, rafayel, caleb (separate) x female reader (afab)
━ .ᐟ✧ GENRE: smut, porn with little to no plot
━ ✧.˖ TOTAL WORD COUNT: 6.1k
━ .ᐟ✧ GENERAL CONTENT WARNINGS: mdni, explicit sexual content, jealous behavior, possessive behavior, LOTS of filthy dirty talk, sub!reader, dom!sylus, dom!zayne, dom!xavier, dom!rafayel, don!caleb, pet names, unprotected sex, never pulling out, banter, individual content warnings below with their respective fics
━ ✧.˖ LINKS: ao3
━ .ᐟ✧ A/N: haiiii guys it’s been a while since i wrote for all the guys. now FIVEEEEE guys, call it a burger joint.. .. sorry this is a day late. i know i’ve done a jealous fic before but i wanted to kinda do it again when they’re not drunk + include caleb.
caleb will still get his jealous and drunk fic tho! i’m also working on some stuff for caleb still. if ur a caleb girly u will eat
enjoy friends <3
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sylus 秦彻
━ .ᐟ✧ WORD COUNT: 1,213
━ ✧.˖ WARNINGS: mdni, explicit sexual content, slight voyeurism, mentions of xavier, mating press, sylus on top, furniture breaks, lots of loud sex, sylus makes reader scream, praising
In the time you’d known Sylus, you’ve had to replace your mattress frame exactly three times.
It had gotten to the point where you refused to let him stay over. Not that that mattered, as you found yourself staying at his base—his home—far more than your own.
But for whatever reason, Sylus had asked to stay at your apartment tonight—insisting that the base was unsuitable to sleep at tonight. Some unconvincing excuse about renovations. You were suspicious, but he wore you down.
And so you found yourself being absolutely fucked into your mattress, thinking about how you’d need to buy yet another frame tomorrow, when this one inevitably shattered.
“Syluus,” you moan breathlessly, “S-Slow—mmngh—slow down. Bed’s going to break.” You wince when you hear it creak, knocking against your bedroom wall.
“You don’t want that, dove,” Sylus purrs, “She doesn’t want that.” He rolls his hips harder, squeezing the plush of your ass so hard that he leaves indents in the shape of his fingers.
“You know I can’t deny her, not when she wraps around me so fucking perfectly,” he groans, hiking your thigh up against his hip so he can angle deeper.
“You’re impossible. W-What’s gotten into you?” you force the words out, your nails clawing into the thick ropes of muscles of his shoulders, whimpering when he purposely drags his pelvis against your clit.
Sylus kisses your forehead, the tender gesture nearly enough to make you forget that he was knee deep in your guts trying to imprint his name into you.
“I haven’t seen you in a week. You’ve been so busy saving the world from Wanderers,” Sylus says simply, his voice calm and steady as if he wasn’t buried inside of you.
Your lips curl, and you tease, “You missed me?”
Sylus scoffs, his rhythm slowing for a brief moment, “Yes, terribly so. I’m not afraid to admit that.”
Your heart skips a beat, looking away shyly. But Sylus brings your face back to his, his grip on your chin gentle.
“What, getting shy on me now, little bird?” Sylus chuckles, almost condescendingly.
”That partner of yours gets to see this beautiful face more than I do. Don’t look away,” Sylus murmurs, eyes trained on your lips. He drags his pelvis intentionally along you, the coarse hair along the base of his cock working literal magic against your sensitive bud.
It’s not enough for you to miss the whiny undertone in his words though.
“You mean Xavier?”
Sylus’s pace falters, but he smirks still, raising an eyebrow at you, “Tch, you should only be thinking of me right now.”
”Y-You’re the one who—o-oh god—brought him up!” you say incredulously, finding the strength to gently smack his solid marbled chest. He catches your wrist before you can make content, bringing your fingertips up to his lips.
He nips at your hand in warning, his pace growing more forceful, as if telling you to watch yourself. His increased vigor makes your bed knock more violently against the wall, your eyes widening in fear.
”Sy, the neighbors are going to hear,” you whisper, knowing he wont listen to you anyway. He’d been forever trying to convince you to move in with him anyways.
“Hm, right. They will.”
You’re about to question his cryptic words when Sylus hoists your legs up, folding you in half. At this angle, he can quite literally hammer into you with an entirely renewed enthusiasm, reaching parts of you that he knew were your absolute weaknesses.
Your eyes roll back with a pleasured squeal, crying his name repeatedly.
Sylus smirks, praising you, your own name sounding like honey as it dripped off his tongue.
“That’s it, my love,” he coos, “Think you can get louder for me?”
You physically can’t respond, eyes squeezed shut as Sylus drives into your g-spot repeatedly and unrelentingly. He’s big enough where the head of his cock brushes against your cervix, a pleasure mixed with just the slightest pain that makes you delirious.
“Sy-lus,” you moan brokenly, unable to stop from practically screaming, “So deep—can’t…”
”You’re doing perfect,” he praises, whispering your name in a way that makes your stomach coil tightly, on the verge of exploding.
“Sh-shit. All you have to do is focus on screaming my name, hm? I’ll take care of the rest.”
You whine at the thought of your neighbors hearing you, knowing first hand just how thin the walls were. Biting the inside of your cheek, you do your best to keep your sounds down.
And of course Sylus notices instantly. But instead of scolding you, he only fucks you harder–physically pulling the sounds out of you. The screams of ecstasy that he wants.
Screams that would undoubtedly be heard across the walls. And the ceiling,
“Just like that,” Sylus grunts, his crimson eyes nearly glowing with approval, “Think he can hear you, sweetheart?”
Your eyes, previously screwed shut in sheer pleasure, fly open as you register the implication of his words—his actions.
Sylus seems to anticipate your reaction, simultaneously bringing his lips over your nipple and his thumb to your clit—rendering you a wordless, squealing mess.
You can’t see the way Sylus smirks against your breast with a dangerous satisfaction, his ruby eyes glowing with adoration and possession.
“He might get to see you every day, but I’m the only one who gets to see you like this. So drunk off my cock that you can’t even open your eyes.”
His thumb moves faster, in perfect tandem with his claiming thrusts.
”He might get to hear them, but these screams are for me, and only me. Right, my love?”
You find yourself nodding obediently, willing to do anything to get him to shut up and give you the orgasm he’s holding just out of your reach.
”Syluuus,” you plead shamelessly, words slurring, “F-Feels s’goood. Please!” Any attempt at being quiet had long been abandoned, your brain clouded only with thoughts of Sylus and the filthy mating press he had you folded into.
Sylus was a man of fierce passion, but this was entirely different. His beautiful eyes held a swirl of dangerous emotions, nearly as intense as the vigor in which his body pounding down into yours. Your nearing climax rings in your ears, blocking out the sounds of your mattress frame snapping, his thrusts masking the feeling of the wood smashing into the ground.
He revels in your cries of pure ecstasy, satisfaction blooming in his chest as you grow louder with every thrust towards your release. Sylus’s vermillion eyes flicker to the ceiling of the bedroom, intrusive thoughts clouding his own building pleasure.
It’d be easier if he lived next to you as opposed to the unit atop yours.
With his lips at your neck, his thick body presses down onto you, angling himself deeper. As he brings your body to unprecedented heights, he whispers into the shell of your ear, voice husky and rough.
”Can feel how close you are” he groans, your cunt attempting to wring his cock absolutely dry, “Want him to hear you cum for me?”
You whine, weakly shaking your head ‘no.’ Sylus only grins, his hips snapping into the plush of your thighs.
”That’s too bad, kitten. Your dear partner is going to have to hear it anyway.”
xavier 沈星回
━ .ᐟ✧ WORD COUNT: 1,165
━ ✧.˖ WARNINGS: mdni, explicit sexual content, dark!xavier, mentions of sylus, standing sex, mentions of voyeurism, mentions of cum marking, hitting it from the back, sex against the window, slight choking
“You’ve been at the N109 Zone a lot this week.”
You can hardly comprehend Xavier’s words over the sheer intensity at which he’s driving himself into you, as if trying to carve you perfectly into the shape of him.
“Wh-What?” you pant, your voice pathetically shaky as your palms desperately steady yourself against the window he has you pressed against.
The city lights twinkle beneath you, and you find yourself grateful that you’re more than ten floors up. Because the way Xavier had your naked body pressed into the cool glass pane, his chin digging into your shoulder as his hips snapped harshly into your ass?
If you were on a lower floor, anyone outside would undoubtedly see everything.
But you’re starting to think that’s exactly what he wants.
“The N109 Zone. You’ve been there almost every day this last week,” Xavier says, his words simple but his tone almost threatening. Not enough to scare you, but just enough to have your toes curling in excitement.
“And?” is all you manage, your back arching against his abdomen when he presses you deeper into the window. In response, Xavier’s thrusts slow to a near stop, his hand gently wrapping around the base of your throat. You whine in protest, desperately rolling your own hips backward against him, chasing the pleasure
His tender fingers stroke the sides of your neck, so softly and adoringly. It gives you whiplash when you see how dark his eyes have gotten, almost sinister.
Gripping you gently, he pulls you toward him by your neck until your head rests on his shoulder and you can really see the intensity of his shadowy azure eyes.
“Have you been working with the Onichynus leader?” he asks, his thrusts unbearably slow and shallow.
“Sylus?”
At that, Xavier snaps, his grip tightening and his pace quickening. Except it’s much more violent this time around–enough to have your body pounding into the glass and your head swimming with delirious ecstasy.
The sound of another man’s name on your tongue while his cock was nestled against your g-spot? That fueled Xavier with a jealousy that bordered on insanity.
“You did that on purpose,” he grunts unhappily against your ear. It’s nearly impossible to hear him over the sound of his pelvis pounding into your ass, the wet slaps resounding throughout the room.
“Mnngh…W-What did I do?” you ask, struggling to speak.
Xavier’s breath is heavy against your shoulder, his fingers abandoning your neck and instead cupping your jaw, turning your face towards him, so he can really look at you.
Wordlessly, he pulls your face to his, taking your lips into his–bruisingly and possessively. As his tongue claims every inch of your mouth, his cock does the same, filling you out so completely that you find it difficult to breathe.
“Do I need to be rougher?” Xavier grunts as he reluctantly pulls away from you, his lips shiny and cheeks flushed red. You squeak when his hand roughly cups your breast, kneading just how he knew you liked, but just a tad bit harder to make you scream.
“Do I need to remind you just how much you need me?”
He punctuates his words with a pointed thrust, his cockhead stroking roughly against your most sensitive spots.
“How much you need this?”
The intensity and passion in which Xavier takes you against the window is enough to render you a wordless, moaning mess. The glass is nice and cool against your burning skin, fogging up as Xavier presses you deeper into it.
He maneuvers your chin so that you’re facing the reflection again. He kisses your shoulder, deceptively tender, as he murmurs your name. The push and pull between tenderness and roughness confuses your brain, only making your body more receptive, more pliant, to him.
“Oh god—Xavier!” you moan unabashedly, your forehead falling forward to lean against the window. Xavier smiles, thoroughly pleased at the sound of his name leaving your beautiful lips.
But he was a greedy man and he wanted more.
“Look at me,” he commands gently, saying your name with so much conviction and possession that you're wracked with a violent shiver. He tilts your chin up again, so that you come face to face with him in the reflection, the city lights outside blurring. His fingers are soft against your skin, his grip demanding.
Xavier’s glassy cerulean eyes bore into yours through the reflection, misted with a dark and raw possession that you’d been seeing more and more of lately as Xavier opened his heart to you. A look that made your instincts tingle with the need to escape.
And yet your body only tightens with excitement, sucking Xavier further into you, wanting him harder–deeper.
But it’s still so effortlessly Xavier–pure and soft. It made your heart clench with adoration while your core tightened with desperation.
His intense eyes burn into your naked form, fingers forcing you to watch him, as he speaks again, “The next time you go to the N109 Zone, I’m coming too.”
You’re about to protest but Xavier cuts you off, “I know you’re perfectly capable. That’s not why.” His words come out shaky and soft as you get painfully tighter, inexplicably turned on by his possessive nature.
“If you’re going to be walking around the N109 zone with him, you’re going to do it with my cum dripping down your thighs.”
You gasp, your stomach tightening at his filthy–completely serious–words. Xavier smiles into the mirrored window that’s now fogging up with your combined torrid breaths.
“Do you like the sound of that? It feels like you do, angel.”
Xavier glances at you again, looking absolutely ethereal with the city lights twinkling behind his reflection. But he’s starting to look just as disheveled as you, his blonde hair strewn messily, his pale cheeks dusted pink, beads of sweat trailing down his muscles.
As you get distracted in the way his burning cock literally reshapes your gummy walls around him, Xavier grabs a gentle fistful of your hair, forcing you to level with him.
“Tell me you want it, please.”
His commanding words are tinged with just an inkling of insecurity, his blue eyes nearly begging with yours through the damp glass.
You push yourself off the glass, leaning back against him, knees buckling when he gets deeper.
Xavier wraps a secure arm around your chest, holding you effortlessly in place. In this position, he buries his face into your shoulder, his eyes still peeking over, trained on you.
Laying your head back against him, you cradle the back of his head with your hand. Maintaining eye contact, you somehow find the coherence to appease him, knowing he’d go insane without your reassurance, no matter how ridiculous what he was asking was.
“W-Wan’ it Xav,” you moan through the force of his thrusts, “Anything you give me, anything you want.
Xavier noticeably falters, his breaths becoming alarmingly ragged, azure eyes darkening to a deep navy instead.
“Then, let’s start right now.”
zayne 黎深
━ .ᐟ✧ WORD COUNT: 1,120
━ ✧.˖ WARNINGS: mdni, explicit sexual content, marking + hickeys, improper evol use, dry humping, mentions of caleb, zayne on top, praising
Zayne wasn’t a jealous man.
At least that’s what you’d thought—what he’d made you and everyone who knew him believe.
He was wildly successful in his career, self-assured in himself, and secure in your relationship.
And yet, the way he was sucking bruises into every inch of your burning skin, with the clear intent to mark and claim–where everyone could see, said otherwise.
“Zayne—!” you cry out as he bites a particularly mind-numbing hickey into your collar, his skilled tongue soothing the sensitive skin as his teeth graze against the forming bruise.
“Hm?” is all he murmurs. But he doesn’t let you continue or clarify, because the next thing you know, he’s rolling his bare erection against your moist slit, purposely letting his own leaking tip rub against your throbbing bundle of nerves.
With your eyes squeezed shut in burning anticipation, you can’t see him, but you can hear the faint smirk in his voice.
“What is it, sweetheart?” his lips are suddenly at the skin under your ear, pressing soft kisses into the spot he plans to mark you next.
“You know what,” you whine, “Not so high up.” Even you can hear how half-hearted your plea is. You loved the rare occasion Zayne made it known exactly what he did to his favorite hunter, his most crucial patient, behind closed doors.
But you’d gotten so familiar with Zayne’s straight-edged professionalism that you were used to him leaving signs of himself on your body that only you’d be able to see. Areas that only the two of you would know he’d been. Where his lips had been.
“And why is that?” he chuckles, letting his lips ghost along your pulse, as if warning you what was to come if you didn’t plead your case.
You gasp when he grabs the base of his cock, purposely letting himself brush against your soaked entrance, but not letting himself enter–much to your dismay.
“H-Have to go to—ngh—go to Skyhaven tomorrow,” you whimper, “Meeting with Caleb and the F-Fleet to discuss Wanderer activity.”
Zayne pauses at your words, his entire body tensing ever so slightly as he presses himself forcefully into you, his muscles twitching against you.
Ah.
He collects himself instantly, his teeth nipping at your pulse in warning.
“Oh?” he says, as if he didn’t already know you’d be seeing Caleb tomorrow, likely having gotten your mission schedule from the Association. Doctors often had access to the files of all Hunters that were under their care.
“Even more reason to send you off with a few gifts for the Colonel.”
If his jealous possession didn’t turn you on so damn thoroughly you might’ve rolled your eyes and teased him. Tease him that he’d said the childhood rivalry between him and Caleb was one-sided. That he’d said he was above that petty jealousy.
But with Zayne’s cock wedged so tortuously between your legs, a burning path of love bites trailing from your neck to your breasts, his warm breath at your ear–you couldn’t bring yourself to do anything but moan for more.
“You sound beautiful,” Zayne whispers thickly into your ear, before his lips descend and latch onto the soft skin above your nipple, “So perfect like this. Spread out for me, begging for more.”
He pulls away, a string of saliva connecting from his lips to your heaving chest, his mouth pulling into a faint smirk at the pretty little marks he’s left all over your soft skin. The sense of satisfaction he feels from watching your quivering form, chanting his name like a prayer. The satisfaction he got from knowing that he’d be the only one to see you like this, feel you like this. Now and forever.
The satisfaction from knowing that anyone who saw you would see exactly how thoroughly you belonged to him.
He shifts to give himself better access to you. To the spot between your legs that was reserved only for him.
Zayne positions himself, his tip at your aching entrance, his body coming down to hover over you, his face inches from yours. His eyes bore into yours, the gold flecks shining as he takes in your flushed features. His magnificent woman.
His fingers trace your jaw, carving an icy path down every beautiful mark, every searing claim. You yelp at the feeling of his Evol laced fingertips, body arching at the hypersensitivity of his frosty digits. But Zayne only presses you back down into the mattress.
“Tell me, love,” he whispers, his voice husky and gravelly with need, “Who’s the only one who gets to see you like this?”
Feeling rebellious, you refuse, “I’m not feeding into this ridiculous del–” You’re cut off by your own scream as Zayne’s fingertips close over your nipple, using his Evol to make his skin colder than it normally was. He repeats his demand, saying your name so tenderly–a stark contrast to his unforgiving touch that your body yearned for.
“Tell me.”
“Y-You!” you squeal as Zayne rolls your sensitive tip in his skillful torturous fingers.
“Who’s the only one who gets to hear you make these perfect little noises?” This time he punctuates his question by bringing his frozen fingers to your clit, pressing down, simultaneously holding your body down as it arches.
“Anngh–you. Only you! P-Please–!” you beg, not able to take the hypersensitivity, but not wanting him to pull away.
“So good for me,” Zayne murmurs, pressing his cock into you, just barely stretching you out, “And only me, right beautiful?”
Your eyes widen at the feeling of just his thick tip inside you. Your body arches, trying to receive more of him. He gently pushes you back down, his palm flat against your stomach.
You whine at his blatant denial, using your legs to try to trap his body against yours, pulling him closer so he had no choice but to push deeper.
“Oh g-god, yes!”
But Zayne remains steadfast, his strong muscled body unmoving. Instead, he gently grips your chin, bringing your eyes up to his.
“Say my name.”
Zayne thrusts shallowly, forcefully pulling the words from your lips and making you spill exactly what he wanted to hear.
“Nnngh–only yours, Zayne!” His name rolls off your tongue like music, earning you a low growl of approval from the man just barely inside you.
As if to reward you, he pushes himself fully inside of you, all the way to the hilt. He falls onto his elbows, rolling his hips with a passionate intensity that has you calling his name–over and over. With a torrid groan of your name, he desperately presses another blossoming bruise into your pulse. Right where everyone could see it.
“That’s right sweetheart. And everyone will know it.”
rafayel 祁煜
━ .ᐟ✧ WORD COUNT: 1,190
━ ✧.˖ WARNINGS: mdni, explicit sexual content, marking, spanking, kinda mentions of voyerism, raf on top but from the back, messy make out
You were a relatively flexible person.
By no means did you have the range of a gymnast or a professional dancer, but all things considered, you were decently limber for the average woman—dabbling in the occasional yoga and pilates.
But that did little to prepare you for the arch Rafayel was forcing you into, his hand gently gripping your hair for leverage, the other pushing you down lower.
He’d purposely put his massive ornate gold-rimmed mirror in front of his bed, forcing you to watch as he mounted you savagely from behind, his hips desperate to paint pretty flowering bruises into the plush of your ass.
Rafayel normally punished you with the silent treatment, or overt sass. But now?
He was punishing you with his insatiable body.
“You better not do that again,” the purple-haired artist groans from behind you, his voice much more demanding than you normally ever heard from him. His hips snap into you, your combined arousal dripping down the back of your thighs.
You can only moan back, every nerve end in your body burning with the pleasure delivered from Rafayel’s thick length inside of you, rendering you unable to think or speak clearly.
Unsatisfied with your lack of response, Rafayel tugs gently at your hair, forcing you to level with him in the reflection in the mirror. He looks devastatingly handsome, his purple wavy hair tousled, like he’d run his hair through it several times. His soft, blemish free, skin a beautiful shade of coral. The sapphire in his eyes eclipses the soft pinkish corals, as he gives into primitive instinct, making them nearly entirely blue.
“Tell me you won’t do that again.”
You whine, even in your cock-drunk state, you know exactly what he wants you to say.
Rafayel was just wrapping up a guest lecture circuit for the local universities, particularly their fine arts departments. He’d asked you to be his “assistant” to the last one, claiming he needed his precious bodyguard there if any of the students tried to kidnap him for ransom.
During a portrait exploration exercise, a student had asked you to model for his sketch. It seemed innocent enough, and you didn’t want to make Rafayel look bad by denying a student’s genuine request–being his guest on campus.
And apparently Rafayel did not like that.
“Raf–!” you rasp, doing your best to speak through the torrent of passionate thrusts, your broken voice barely audible over the lewd sounds of his skin slapping against yours.
“S-Slow down,” you whimper, unable to speak coherently, answer his demand, if he was fucking you this passionately.
“That’s not what I asked for, pretty girl,” Rafayel murmurs, his own voice nearly broken over how perfect your gummy walls convulse around him.
You squeal when he presses his palm harder down on the small over your back, making your ass arch even higher for him.
“You’re in no position to be making demands,” he pants, the hand in your hair abandoning your head to grab a fistful of your soft ass. He kneads it tenderly, eliciting a cry of pleasure from you, before releasing it.
Thwack!
Your eyes widen, a squeal erupting from your lips as Rafayel’s hand comes down to meet your rear in a harsh spank.
“Come on, baby,” he groans your name, halfway between a growl and a whine.
“W-Was jus’ a portrait sketch,” you reason, catching his heated gaze in the mirror. His perfectly arched eyebrow raises at you.
“You think I care?” Rafayel mutters, smacking your ass again, only this time it’s softer. Not punishing, but rather claiming. With the sole intent to mark you up. His.
“Unngh–you asked me t’come!” you slur, your entire body jolting with the force of his body pounding against yours.
“Yeah, to be my pretty little TA,” Rafayel protests, “Not someone else’s fucking inspiration!”
He slumps over you, forcing you deeper, his chest lightly pressed against your upper back, his lips pressed into your shoulder, nipping gently.
“Ngh–knew I should’ve kept you under my podium,” he grumbles, only half joking.
You give him a pointed look in the mirror, your face covered in sweaty strands of hair. Rafayel props himself above you with one arm, the other tenderly sweeping your hair out of your face. So he can see you properly.
You were his. Only his.
Even if it was just some unsuspecting university student.
Rafayel grabs your chin, turning your face so he can kiss you. You crane your neck towards him, letting him capture your lips aggressively, possessively.
It’s anything but a gentle tender kiss, but rather a dark claiming one. One where his tongue explores every inch of you, his teeth nipping your lips, swallowing your exquisite cries of pleasure.
When he pulls away, a string of saliva connects you to him. His fingers still gripping your chin, he turns you back to the mirror.
“You’re my muse. No one else gets to use you, innocent sketch or not.”
You nod submissively, inexplicably turned on by his jealous and possessive demeanor. Rafayel smiles at you through the reflection, a heated promise in his bi-colored eyes.
“Fuck—just like that, need to memorize every inch of you like this,” he moans, stroking your hair unbearably gently. As if he wasn’t rutting into you so viciously that his entire bed shook, the expensive wood legs of the frame scraping against the silk rug.
“You—mmmf—always say that,” you tease him, “Surprised you haven’t—ngh—haven’t created an entire map yet.”
Rafayel gives you an unamused look, his bottom lip jutting out in that adorable Rafayel grimace.
”A map? No,” he lowers himself back to your shoulder, letting his warm breath tickle your neck. He leans his head against yours, his hips rolling like the tides of the ocean. Except maybe during a tsunami.
He laughs when you nearly collapse, his angry tip hitting your g-spot. He catches you, hooking his arm under your stomach before you can lose that beautiful arch.
“Raf—!” you moan, “Can’t…Can’t take much more.”
“Easy, cutie,” he kisses your ear, slowing his movements much to your dismay. It stifles your impending orgasm, making you whine in frustration.
“D-Don’t tease Rafayel!”
He lets out a breathy laugh, giving you a single languid thrust before slowing again.
“Well I can’t have you tapping out juuuust yet,” he smiles into your neck, taking a deep inhale of your pheromones, the left side of his chest burns as your scent clouds his brain.
“I need more time, if I’m going to commit this image to memory,” he whispers predatorily into your ear, directing your face back to the massive mirror. The image reflected is so unbearably lewd.
Rafayel’s muscles ripple as he quite literally mounts you. You look so filthily undone beneath him, your skin flushed and shining with sweat, lips swollen and slick.
”Going to make a mural of you, exactly like this,” Rafayel grins wickedly, delighted by the way your eyes widen with horror, before rolling back into themselves. “Cheeks flushed, perfect ass up, hair disheveled…All for me.”
He gives you another gentle spank, your poor cheek reddened and marked.
“Think that will inspire him?”
caleb 夏以昼
━ .ᐟ✧ WORD COUNT: 1,417
━ ✧.˖ WARNINGS: mdni, explicit sexual content, slight improper evol use, mentions of zayne, against the wall sex, kinda leash use, caleb puts his dogtag in reader’s mouth, hickeys, brat taming
Against the setting sun, Caleb’s silver dog tag casts dancing flashes of light on the wall of his bedroom. Sunsets in Skyhaven have always been so much more magnificent. The floor to ceiling windows allow the waning sun to paint the entire room in a brilliant orange glow, the light bouncing off the necklace he never took off.
The necklace that was now swinging wildly against your own naked chest with the force of Caleb’s desperate, forceful movements.
”C-Caleb, o-oh god,” you cry, nails digging painfully into him, an angry trail of red welts already littering his muscled back. He hisses at the sting, but it only makes him more feral, his pelvis slamming so violently into yours that the wall behind you nearly tremors with his raw strength.
“Yeah? Finally being sensible, princess? Ready to be a good girl for me?” Caleb grins, his words lacking any real bite, balancing you in one hand as he moves your hair to one shoulder.
You whine in indignation, knowing exactly what brought about his sudden attitude.
A certain raven haired surgeon you both knew all too well.
It would be adorable if it wasn’t making him so damn animalistic right now. But who were you kidding—you loved it. Loved him like this.
“Y-You were in important Fleet briefings all day,” you pant through the moans, his cock spearing up into you as he holds you firmly to the wall.
He presses ravenous kisses to your jaw, his fist balling as it propped himself against the wall. “And? All you have to do is ask and I’ll have someone stand in for me.”
“You’re the Colonel–mmngh–you can’t just drop your duties every time I n-need someone to pick me up!”
“Fuck– so damn tight,” Caleb groans, leaning his forehead against yours as he ruts into you savagely, “and who says I can’t?”
There’s a childish and challenging lilt to his gravelly voice, squeezing your ass with his right hand, leaving flourishing bruises behind. If that arm couldn’t feel you, it’d sure as hell leave reminders he was there.
Your eyes roll back, from the pleasure or Caleb’s ridiculousness, you’re unsure.
“It was right next to the hospital,” you whine, squealing when Caleb takes your nipple into his mouth, rolling it gently between his teeth, “Mmngh–Zayne was a-already there!”
Caleb’s rhythm doesn’t falter for a second at the sound of that name rolling off your tongue. In fact, it seems to only make him more determined. More feral.
He holds your jaw in his fingers, his violet eyes glowing with a cautionary sparkle. The cool metal of his dog tag rattles against your bodies, pressed together and slick with sweat.
“I would’ve been there too. If you called me,” he murmurs petulantly, his face transforming into that classic wet-puppy face that Caleb so expertly used to get his way with you.
But the contrast of his adorable face to his downright filthy thrusts helps you stay clear-minded against his charms. Well, as clear-minded as you could be when he was being like this.
“Caleb, you’re being unrea—oh god!” you whimper, his fingers meanly pinching your clit, purposely trying to make you lose your train of thought, “U-Unreasonable!”
He pulls your chin to him, enveloping you in a feverish kiss, no doubt trying to get you to give in to his jealous little whims. When he pulls away, he tilts your chin up to look into the burning galaxy in his irises.
“You’re my girl. Call me next time, okay baby?” His tone, commanding–nearly a growl, betrays his deceptively sweet words.
You continue trying to reason with him, clawing desperately at the thick ropes of muscles in his back, “You w-were in Skyhaven! Would’ve been—angghh—been waiting for hours!”
Caleb presses warning kisses into your neck, his teeth nipping hard enough to leave marks. He takes one of your hands into his, intertwining your fingers slowly.
”Personal aircraft. Did you forget? Even after you rode me that one t–”
You whine in embarrassment, cutting him off with a poignant roll of your hips, “Ngh–Caleb! Y-You can't possibly fly a whole ass plane to Linkon every time Zayne tries to–”
Caleb interrupts your words with a growl, hips slowing down tortuously. His fingers wrap gently around your neck, his head tilted as he stares down at you.
“Really? You’re going to keep saying his name when you’re crying out for me? For this?”
To punctuate his lightly veiled threat, he ruts particularly viciously, your entire body sliding up the wall. He presses against you so tightly that you shudder, the cool metal of his necklace like ice against your singed skin. His hand brushes along your naval, where he can feel his cock hammering in and out. He presses down, eliciting a beautiful scream from you.
“God, you’re such a brat today,” he growls heatedly in your ear, his hand abandoning your stomach, threading with your fingers again. He raises your joined palms above your head, pushing them into the wall, giving him a bit more leverage as he tries to use his cock to make you forget anyone’s name but his.
Particularly that of your beloved doctor.
“I’m the brat?!” you say incredulously. He cuts you off, hammering until you can nearly feel him in your throat, but you don’t stop, “Y-You’re the brat! Still letting Zayne get under y–mmmf!”
Irritated at your unending talk of Zayne, his dog tag still swinging annoyingly with the force of his thrusts, Caleb cuts you off again. Using one hand to balance you, his free fingers place the tag of his bouncing silver necklace in between your lips. The cool metal brushes against your tongue and you whine as he squeezes your jaw, making it difficult to release it.
“Only name I want to hear from you is mine,” he murmurs, voice deceptively soft. He smirks when your eyes roll back, his tag still between your pouty lips. Something about the sight of you, his claim in your mouth, your eyes nearly white with the sheer force of pleasure only he can give you? It sends him dangerously close to losing all control.
Caleb’s fist slams into the wall next to your head, gasping out a string of expletives, his hips stuttering with the overwhelming emotions he feels when he looks at you. Taking a deep breath, he tries to collect himself, not quite ready to give you your release. His fist softens, stroking the chain of the necklace as it dangles from your mouth toward his chest.
“You gonna be good?” he coos your name, his smooth, heated voice doing little to betray how dangerously close he is to coming undone into your impossibly tight heat.
You give him a rebellious glare, your eyes saying no. You were this close to being cock drunk and giving in to enabling his possessive behavior, but you did your damned best to hold onto your pride.
Caleb chuckles darkly, freeing your chin which lets you drop the metal tag from between your teeth. He catches it in his fingertips, stroking the damp steel, his wordlessness feeling almost sinister.
You yelp when your neck is yanked towards him, close enough that you can feel his threatening breath against your lips, a dangerous glint in his eyebrow-shadowed eyes.
At first you think it’s his Evol, both his hands still occupied–one gripping the dog tag and the other gripping your ass. But at the slight sting at your nape, you realize you’d completely missed him slipping the gifted necklace over your neck. That he probably with his Evol.
And now he was using it like a leash, pulling you toward him like he owned you.
You gasp when he tilts his head, still gripping the necklace gently, your back slamming into the wall as he fucked into you with renewed vigor. He inhales your choked breath as his own, wanting to consume you entirely.
With his Evol, he holds you flush against the wall, using one hand to guide you with the pull of the silver jewelry, the other cupping your cheek, thumb stroking your jaw.
“I hope you don’t have any more plans this weekend. Especially not with Zayne.”
His hand slides from your jaw to your neck again, squeezing in a way that has not only your throat constricting but also your cunt, in pure thrill.
“We’re going to be here until the only name you remember is mine. Now be a good girl and be quiet, yeah?”
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