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𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔 , coriolanus snow .ᐟ

𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 ⭑ coriolanus needs to learn how to relax.

𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 ⭑ coriolanus snow x girlfriend!reader. male receiving handjob. swears. 1.3k words. nsfw — minors dni .ᐟ

coriolanus’ determination to achieve the plinth prize was palpable. the coveted prize, awarded annually to the top students at the academy, granting them money and essentially a free ride through the university, was all he had been focusing on. 

countless books lay strewn across his desk, balls of crumpled up paper scattered around the room, as he stood before it. leaning against the old wooden table as his arms firmly held him steady. it was a clear indication that coriolanus had been pushing himself, striving to make every word and every thought count. 

while it was something to admire, that didn’t stop the worry that had been seeping in. it wouldn’t have been obvious to most, but to you, someone who spent a lot of time with him, you could see the dark circles that had begun to encapsulate his eyes, the way his hair was slightly disarrayed, or the fact that he hadn’t even completely changed out of his academy uniform. only his bright red pants and blue shirt still firmly clad on his body. 

he doesn’t hear you come in, doesn’t hear the thud from you closing the door, or you dropping your bag on the chair in the corner of the room. too enthralled by his textbooks and whatever scribbled nonsense is written in them, that it’s not until you wrap your arms around him from the back that he finally takes notice of your presence. 

a smile spreads across his face as he places a hand atop of yours, “what are you doing here?” he asks, surprised but pleased to see you. 

you pull him closer, embracing the feeling of holding him in your arms after barely getting to see him that day. the smell of roses filling your senses as you drink him in, “tigris let me in, said you’ve been cooped up in here all afternoon. plus, i… missed you.”

“i really missed you too, my love, but i-”

“-have so much to do. i know,” you cut him off, finishing his sentence. the same sentence you had been getting for weeks now. “which is exactly why you are going to put away the books and spend some time with your girlfriend.” 

you can physically see the gears beginning to turn in his head, trying to think of a way to let you down gently. you didn’t take it to heart, you knew how important it was for him to win the plinth prize. you were the only one outside of his family that did. 

“you already know you’re going to get that prize, coryo,” you sigh, “nobody even comes close in comparison to how hard you’ve been working for it, but you’ve gotta stop spreading yourself so thin.”

“i know, but tigris and grandma’am-”

“-would agree with me, that you need a night off,” you press a gentle kiss to the back of his shoulder, and pull him in even tighter. his head lulls back to lean against yours, blond curls falling into his face as a sigh leaves his lips. he knew you were right. “you’re always taking care of everyone else, let me take care of you for once.”

he turns to look at you now, eyes big and dewy, a mixture of surprise and understanding as he comprehends the hidden meaning behind your words. however, before he can utter a single word in response, your hands gently glides along his abdomen, gradually tracing its way down to were the band of his pants delicately meets his waist. his breath catches momentarily, captured by a flicker of anticipation, while his unwavering gaze remains fixed upon your own, unyielding and brimming with unspoken emotions. 

“you’ve been working so hard,” your voice is barely above a whisper, almost tauntingly, but he hears you all the same, “... let me help you relieve some of that tension.”

coriolanus swallows hard, falling into your hands, both physically and metaphorically, and he surrenders with a nod. it brought a smile to your face to see the hard exterior he put on crumble, become powerless, and just from your mere touch. 

his back stiffened as he leaned against you, watching as your hand roamed lower now, trailing down to where he was confined behind his pants. a shaky breath escapes him and he shifts on the balls of his feet, waiting with anticipation as you finally make contact with his now pulsing bulge. nothing separating you except for the thin material of his underwear. 

“y/n,” he sighs, your name falling from his lips so gracefully. 

you can’t help the small laugh that escapes you, pleased to see the effect you had on him. “shh, don’t think about it, you do enough of that as it is. just relax,” you push on your tiptoes to kiss his cheek, as a bright flush spreads across it. 

you could feel him getting harder in your grasp, his breaths growing shorter and lower, eyes flailing closed with desperation. your hand runs circles around him, groping him where he needed you the most. it brought you pleasure just to hear the soft moans escaping him, watching him lose control to you. 

his chest rises and falls at a dramatic pace, his patience wearing thin, but that was all part of the fun. you wanted him needy, begging for you to touch him. 

“fuck, y/n,” he gasps, illiciting a stroke of excitement in you. 

deciding that he had enough of you teasing him, you waste no time delving into his underwear and releasing him from the constraints of his pants. an audible sigh of relief comes from coriolanus as you do so, his body shuddering slightly at the warmth of your hand finally making contact. 

he rests in your hand, his largely endowed member, all pretty and pink at the tip. you stroke him teasingly, rubbing the end with your finger to gather the pre-cum that had trickled out, using it to help you start stroking him. he shudders from the movement, struggling to stand still as you slowly pump your hand up and down his shaft. 

you remove your hand momentarily to collect some of your spit and when you hold him once more he shudders, struggling to stand still, and his hips begin to move involuntarily. if there was one thing coriolanus loved more than you pleasuring him, it was watching you pleasure him. 

tucking his chin against his chest, he watches as your hand works his length, pumping back and forth with ease. his hips jut forward, begging for more, until it all becomes to much and his hands lurch forward to grasp onto the table before him, just like they were when you walked in. 

“let it out for me, baby,” your voice is reassuring in his ear, sweet and soft, full of promise. 

hearing you speak to him in such a way pulls a moan from the back of his throat and he just about loses it. his body tightens at the same time, hips bucking himself into your hand faster as the coil in the pit of his stomach finally bends and breaks.

he clamps his teeth down on his lower lip to muffle his moans, trying to remain quiet so that no one else could hear what the two of you were up to. his knuckles turn white as he gently bangs his fist down on the desk, and it’s only seconds before your hand is warm with his cum. 

“fuck me,” he whisper-shouts, eyes clenching shut as his hips jut and dick twitches in your hand. 

“that’s my boy,” the comment pulls a small chuckle from coryo as you remove your hand, his white secretion now coating it, “though, it does seem like an awful waste. i guess it’s a good thing i’m not done with you yet.”

[aphrodicci]

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❦ a venus persona chart and a feminine archetype analysis!

❦ stepping into your confidence is something vitally important, i also am on the path of learning and completing it. and during my walk of learning how to be confident, i wished i had someone who could've been able to advise me into becoming the strong woman i am today! and now i can be that person to other people.

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Astrology Observations 🧎‍♂️‼️

Hi friends! Today we’re just doing a general post for the astrological signs 🤭✨ Please enjoy and share! Your feedback is always appreciated.

Earth sign energy is heavy and dark, not negative, but they are very connected to their roots, ancestors and past lives. They carry lots of baggage from the past to heal in this lifetime, and thus may feel they lived through many timelines and cycles. They can feel similarly to Scorpio that experienced tons of transformations.

Libra moons can be indecisive in relationships, not because they have a bad sign placement but because they care a lot about people’s feelings. Sometimes too much to their detriment. They’d rather keep the peace than to rock the boat, but that’s what causes tension. Libra moons just need more confidence and security in their choices, and focus on themselves 🧘

Cancer Venus from a young age experienced misunderstandings from the people around them. Cancer venus wants a close community and people who understand their emotions, but in an emotionally unavailable society they can feel neglected and lonely. Its why cancer venus develops walls to protect their heart. They still care, but it takes them a long time to open up.

Virgos remember little details of everyone and hope they can do the same for them. They essentially give what they need and Virgos need attention and someone who creates quality time.

Gemini venus crave communication and mental stimulation in their connections. They love to learn and interact with people. Gemini Venus can also experience lots of isolation or periods of alone time because they aren’t finding the right people to connect to. They’d rather be alone than to have surface level interaction and filler conversations.

Leo + Aquarius pairing in a chart can indicate the native is truly unique and unforgettable. They strive so much to be themselves that it inspires others to do so. Some may even idolize the native, and others can get jealous because the native has qualities they wish they had. The native basically inspires others to get a personality 💅🏻

Mercury 8h can be so funny. We can get picky about what personal info to leave in the outside world. Even the idea of leaving behind our birthday info can irk us 😭 why? I think being in the spotlight or being perceived can be difficult for us.

Adding onto that, mercury 8h can channel spirits, occult knowledge, spirit guides, etc. when they tap in, they TAP in. They did not come to play 😍 All they need is a good meditation sesh and they’re good to go 🧘 all powered up.

Jupiter 8h can go through so many endings and terrible situations and still somehow come out stronger and better. They take their healing and growth seriously, and I think Jupiter 8h people have big hearts, so they always reconnect with that energy which is what carries them 😤

Cancer + Leo in a chart makes someone mystical, ethereal, private, yet somehow well known. There will always be an aspect to these natives to hide to protect themselves, and yet their Leo side will try to guide them out their comfort zone.

Aries rising females always knew who they were since birth 🤭 they could’ve photographed a lot, dressed up a lot, and it’s iconic. Since birth they knew! Aries rising females can be human rights activists too, because they have strong opinions, perspectives and believe in empowerment. Aries rising females may also be into modeling, because since a young age they were surrounded by cameras and people who thought they were beautiful ❤️

Aquarius rising children always look upset in their pictures or they have that thousand mild yard stare 😭 help #me

Sagittarius rising children always had that mischievous look on their face in every picture, or they looked incredibly angry. They had no issue letting their true selves out 😤

Pisces women tend to move far from their home town or childhood home. Lots of them have dreams of living far away from their roots. I think its to discover who they are and rebuild themselves after going through a lot. They physically need to disconnect from toxic environments to heal.

Gemini sun women are like teachers in many ways. Especially when they’ve healed a lot. They can be a teacher to the siblings around them or people. Many turn out to be motivational speakers because they have so much wisdom to share.

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Just a Dog Walker

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Pairing: Tim Bradford x grad student!dog walker!fem!reader

Summary: As Tim's dog walker, and nothing more, you grow close to him and Kojo. After protecting Kojo from a dog fight, you learn how Tim really sees you.

Warnings: dog attack, dog bite (r), fluffy ending. (Kojo is totally fine!)

Word Count: 3.5k+ words

A/N: More Kojo, what the world really needs.

“Sergeant Bradford, come to my office for a minute?” Wade asks.

“No,” Tim answers quickly. “Uh, sorry. No, sir, I can’t.”

Crossing his arms, Wade inquires, “Why not?”

A low huff is audible in Tim’s office, but Wade knows it isn’t him.

“Is yo’ dog under that desk?”

“No.”

“Let me amend the question. Is Kojo under the desk?”

Kojo barks happily, trying to push past Tim to visit Wade. Wade shakes his head, dropping his arms.

“Why is he here?”

“I’m working a double and I couldn’t leave him at home. What if he had run out of water or needed to go out?” Tim answers.

“You know, here in sunny Los Angeles, there are more people than I can count who are certified dog sitters.”

“Kojo doesn’t like strangers.”

“Just Kojo? Look, Tim, I get it, the bond between a man and his dog. But, there has to be a boundary, a separation somewhere. I’ll call Luna, she’s got friends with dogs and trusted, bonded employees who watch their dogs. Walk ‘em daily, train ‘em, do everything while you’re at work.”

“I can take care of my dog by myself.”

“Not while you’re at work, Bradford. He can stay for now, Lord knows he’s a better boy than you, but by the end of the week I want to know you’ve got someone to care for him.”

Tim grumbles, pushing his hands under the desk to pet Kojo. “I’ll take you up on Luna’s friends then.”

“She’ll call later.”

“You already asked her?”

“’Course I did. We have work to do. And, so you know, we can see Kojo’s paws under the desk. But nice try.”

“I tried, buddy,” Tim tells Kojo, passing him a treat from the container hidden in his desk drawer.

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Grad school is expensive, but since you don’t have the degree level you are striving for, you need a different job to get you through. Pushing 30 and being a dog walker isn’t ideal, but it’s paying the bills. One of your neighbors helped you open a business with proper insurance and licensing to care for the dogs of Los Angeles. 

Most of your clients live nearby, and you do your rounds twice daily, studying and attending classes between. One of your favorite clients has a friend named Luna, who you love. She gets you jobs, helps you out constantly, and is like a mother figure to you. You are forever grateful for her. So, when she calls, you rush to answer.

“Hey, Luna!” you answer. “How are you?”

“I’m good. How are you doing? Still working on your dissertation; making progress?”

“Slow but steady, yeah. What can I do for you?”

“This is actually something I can do for you. There’s a sergeant that works with Wade; he’s got a dog and needs someone trusted to take care of his dog while he’s at work. He’s been sneaking Kojo into the station and Wade had to ask him to stop.”

“Kojo? That’s an adorable name. But, yeah, I’d be happy to meet him.”

“Awesome! His name’s Tim. I will send him your number and have Wade force him to set something up.”

“Is Tim a little rough around the edges, typical cop type?”

“Not typical, no… Just- you’ll see when you meet him. He’s great, though, deep down.”

“I’ll try to remember that. Thanks, Luna.”

“See you Friday?”

“See you Friday.”

You sit back, writing the name ‘Tim’ on your dog-walking calendar. Another client would be great for your wallet, but it seems like this sergeant will take some convincing before he hires you. This is understandable, of course, because you wouldn’t let just anyone take care of your babies, and dogs are just four-legged babies. 

“Please be as great as Luna said,” you whisper before returning your attention to the research before you.

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“Yeah, I texted her. We’re meeting at an outdoor café tonight,” Tim says before Wade can ask. “But if I don’t like her or if Kojo doesn’t like her, I’m going to keep looking.”

“Got it,” Wade answers. “But you’ve got more double shifts in your future, so don’t take too long trying to find a ‘perfect’ dog walker.”

Tim nods, hoping he can find a way out of letting a stranger into his house to take care of his dog. He checked your name, and your business seems legitimate, but there’s no way of knowing. Luckily, he and Kojo are both excellent judges of character.

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Luna sent you a picture of Kojo, and you spot him immediately. The man sitting beside him, though, is breathtakingly handsome. You’re shocked that he doesn’t have female neighbors and friends lining up at his door, offering to take care of Kojo (and him). 

“Hi, Mr. Bradford?” you ask.

Kojo looks up at you and pants, his tail slapping against Tim’s leg.

“Yes. Nice to meet you,” Tim replies, offering his hand.

Shaking his hand, you glance down at Kojo. When Tim releases his grip, you squat and extend your hand for Kojo to sniff. He flips your hand up with his snout, stepping closer to you.

“I’m sure Luna told you that I’m a cop,” Tim continues, drawing your attention away from Kojo.

You sit beside him, lowering a hand to pat Kojo’s head. “She did, sir.”

“Then you know that if anything were to happen to my house during or after your visit, I could very easily charge you with any number of crimes. And I won’t tell you what I would do if something happened to Kojo while under your care.”

You can’t tell if his threat is legitimate, so you nod in understanding.

“Yes, sir, I understand. Kojo’s safety, and your home, of course, are of the utmost importance and I will do everything I can to do right by both of you.”

Tim nods, watching Kojo for a moment. “You’re good with him. He’s not always so welcoming with strangers; scared one of my girlfriends away once. So, I’m going to give you a chance.”

“Amazing. Thank you, sir. I promise you won’t regret it.”

“What do we need to do to get started?”

“I can offer you a few days free, as a trial run. And if you still want to keep me on afterward, we can discuss payment, sir.”

“That’s unnecessary. I need someone to take care of Kojo and you seem to be the best fit.”

“Okay. Then I will email you a link to create a client account and my website has a portal to pay. Luna mentioned that you work overnight sometimes, so if you needed me to do later or earlier visits, I can do that too, sir.”

“Sounds good.”

Tim stands, wiping his hand on his jeans before offering his hand again.

“Nice to meet you and I look forward to your email.”

“You, too. And thank you.”

Petting Kojo once more, you smile before walking away. You didn’t expect him to be so attractive, so you have to remember that he clarified you’re his dogwalker, and he doesn’t even really want a dogwalker.

Determined to make him see the benefits of someone caring for Kojo, you add him to your schedule before he even pays you. Money is no longer a concern; you’re already in love with Kojo, and now, you need to focus on not falling for his owner, too.

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“What’d you think about her? I know you hired her, but what’d you think personally?” Luna asks, standing in Wade’s office.

Tim shrugs. “She’s very polite. Seems driven, hard-working, responsible.”

“Well, now that you’ve read her resumé, have anything else to add?”

Tim doesn’t answer, and Wade guesses, “She makes you nervous?”

“A little.”

“What?” Luna exclaims. “She’s the sweetest!”

“Not like that, Luna,” Wade interjects. “Someone wasn’t expecting a pretty dog walker.”

“Oh. Tim Bradford, I wasn’t sure you still had it in you.”

“She is taking care of Kojo. Yes, she is beautiful, but this won’t go any farther than a business agreement.”

“Care to bet on that?” Wade asks.

“No,” Tim answers before leaving and closing the door behind him.

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“Hey, Kojo, Kojo,” you call, entering Tim’s house with the key he had made for you.

Kojo’s nails click on the flooring, rushing to greet you.

“Hey, buddy. You miss your dad? I bet you do.”

As you slide Kojo’s harness over his front legs, he licks your face, and you laugh, scratching his chest before standing to connect his leash. Kojo has quickly become your favorite dog. You visit several throughout the day, but Kojo is the sweetest and the most handsome.

When you return to Tim’s side door, it’s standing open. You know that you closed and locked it, so you pull Kojo’s leash tight, stepping back as you prepare to run.

“It’s just me!” Tim yells from inside. “Sorry, my hands were full, and I couldn’t close the door.”

Sighing in relief, you lead Kojo inside, closing the door behind you and locking it instinctually.

“Honey, we’re home!” you call.

Tim freezes in the kitchen at your teasing, borderline flirtatious tone. You remove Kojo’s leash and harness and put it away, following him as he runs toward Tim.

“Why are you home so early?” you ask.

“I worked all night,” Tim answers. “Thought you’d feel my absence through our connection.”

You chuckle at Tim’s flirting. After the second meeting, it became much easier to talk to him. Interestingly enough, Tim started the flirtatious tendencies. You tend to stick to business-related topics, but sometimes it feels like you’re just two friends – maybe more – and you forget you’re just his dog walker.

“Everything go okay at work, sir? Kojo, for one, had a great day.”

Tim says your name, a sigh more than anything. “I told you a week ago to stop calling me sir.”

“Sorry, sir- Tim.”

Tim looks away suddenly, turning his attention to the bags he carried inside while you were walking Kojo.

“Did you even wonder where Kojo was?” you ask.

“No. I know his dog walker is punctual… and a control freak.”

“Planning my day doesn’t make me a control freak!”

“You have it planned to the minute.”

“To accommodate you,” you grumble.

“Yet you won’t let me take you on a date.”

“You won’t ask.”

You fall silent, and when you think you took it too far, Kojo barks and makes you both laugh. Talking to Tim is easy, but no matter how much you love Kojo or think you could be more, you must keep everything in perspective. Tim is older, a police sergeant, and you are his college student dog walker.

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“Hello?” you ask, answering your phone and rubbing your eyes as you look away from the computer screen.

“Hey,” Tim says. “I’m so sorry for the late notice but I’m going to be here overnight. Could you-“

“I’ll go over now.”

“Listen, it’s crazy out there right now. If you want to stay there, please do. I don’t want you out more than you have to be.”

“Tim, that’s not necessary.”

“Please. It’s not just for your safety; I’ll feel better knowing that you’re somewhere safe.”

“Okay,” you reply. “As long as you’re sure.”

“I’m insisting. Kojo is a cuddler, but that’s all you have to fear there.”

“Oh, you should have started with that. Kojo cuddles sound amazing.”

“Long day?”

“Not as long as yours. I’ll text you when I get there. Thank you, Tim.”

“Thank you. I’ll be back in the morning.”

“See you then.”

The drive to Tim’s house is short, but you hear several police sirens. Whatever they’re dealing with does seem (as Tim put it) crazy. Once you’re inside and the alarm is reset, you collapse on the couch and let Kojo cuddle up to you. You feel weirdly close to Tim, too, probably from being in his house. Falling asleep here is easy; you’re at peace, happy, and cuddled by a warm, loving dog.

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Waking up is not quite as peaceful. Tim is taking a picture, and when you grunt, he lowers the phone and smiles.

“That’s adorable,” he states.

“I’m quitting,” you murmur, throwing an arm over Kojo.

“You know, he didn’t even come see me when I got home? He’s a cheater, although I can’t blame him. It does look pretty comfortable.”

Ignoring him, you move closer to Kojo.

“Consider this my two hours’ notice.”

Tim chuckles, and the couch dips by your feet as he sits. When you sit up, he’s leaning back with his eyes closed.

“Are you okay?” you ask.

“Yeah, just tired.”

“Well, I’ll get out of your way so you can rest. Need me to come back later?”

“No, I’m here all day. If you want to stay, you can.”

“I have a paper to finish,” you lament. “But I appreciate it.”

“Anytime.” You’re gathering your things when Tim reiterates, “Seriously. You’re always welcome here.”

“Thank you. I’ll see you later.”

“Drive safe.”

✯✯✯✯✯

It’s cloudy in Los Angeles, like a bad omen. So, you’re seriously considering taking Tim’s previous offer of staying at his house to work. Kojo is the last dog you visit, and you look down at him as he sniffs the base of a streetlight.

“Mind if I stay with you for the rest of the day?” you ask him.

Kojo’s tail wags faster, but he’s still more interested in the light than you.

“Sounds like a plan.”

Kojo picks his head up, continuing toward the corner as you lead him down the sidewalk. You see something move up the road and command Kojo to stop. Unsure if it’s a dog or some other animal, you wait a moment before walking again.

With your attention on the unknown shadow before you, you fail to hear a dog running up behind you. Kojo turns suddenly, and you don’t register what’s happening as you push him out of the way.

Another dog, about Kojo’s size, with no leash or owner in sight, is on top of you. Kojo is barking, trying to help, but you yell at him to stay back.

“Kojo, sit!” you yell over the other dog’s growling.

Your yell turns to a cry of pain when the dog’s jaw clamps down on your arm, his claws digging into your side.

“Get off!” you yell, your adrenaline giving you the strength to push back. 

Once you’re sitting up, you use your legs to free yourself from the dog’s grip. Kojo is behind you, unharmed, and you need to keep it that way. Flipping yourself on top of the dog, it releases your arm before moving its legs wildly, raking a paw across your face as it tries to move away.

“Go!” you yell harshly, moving enough to let it up.

Stomping your foot after it, you show the dog you’re in charge and wait in front of Kojo until it’s out of sight.

“Kojo, we have to go,” you say quickly, grabbing his leash and limping behind him as he leads you home.

Kojo focuses on getting you inside, and when you close the door and fall to the floor, he moves to your side. He whimpers, and you want to comfort him, but you are growing dizzy.

“You okay, boy?” you mumble.

You scream in pain when you raise your hand to check that Kojo is okay. After dropping your arm, your breathing grows shallow as tears stream down your face. Kojo whines again, and you want to reach for your phone, but your arms feel too heavy to move. Looking down, you suddenly realize the severity of what happened. Covered in blood and with no strength to call for help, you whisper an apology to Kojo and let your eyes drift close.

✯✯✯✯✯

Tim sighs as he turns onto his street. He’s ready to see Kojo and, if he’s lucky, you. When Tim sees your car in the driveway, he smiles and rushes toward the door. That happiness quickly disappears when he notices the trail of blood leading up the driveway. Walking to the sidewalk, he sees that it leads nearly to the corner. Racing to the backdoor, which has a large blood smear below a clear handprint, Tim keeps a hand on his gun as he unlocks the door.

Kojo’s whimpering greets Tim, and when he looks down, he sees that Kojo has blood on him. Kojo looks over quickly, and Tim follows his movement. Whatever fear he felt when he saw the blood on Kojo is multiplied when he sees you.

Pulling his phone from his pocket, Tim calls for an ambulance before kneeling beside you.

“Is Kojo okay?” you ask weakly.

“He’s okay,” Tim promises, leaning closer in a poor attempt to find the source of your blood. “What hurts?”

“What doesn’t? Did you check on Kojo? He seemed okay but I couldn’t make sure the blood was mine.”

Tim turns, running his hands all over Kojo. The blood is only on his fur, evidently not his.

“He’s fine,” Tim repeats, his voice breaking at the end. “You are not.”

“There was a dog free running and I- I didn’t see it. Kojo stayed behind me so I need him to be okay.”

Tears are running down your face again, mixing with the blood. Tim wants to wipe them away, but the clear claw mark over your cheek deters him.

“There’s an ambulance on the way, you’re going to be okay.”

“I’m sorry, Tim.”

“Don’t you dare apologize. Just stay awake.”

“Kojo- Kojo’s a good boy,” you mumble.

“He is. Can you please keep your eyes on me? The ambulance is almost here.”

You nod, and the last thing you remember is Tim’s apologetic look and a painful pressure on your side.

✯✯✯✯✯

“Tim, are you coming with?” Bailey asks.

Tim stares at the bloodstain on his floor and up his wall rather than looking toward her. “I’ll be there soon.”

“We’ll keep you updated. She’ll be okay.”

Tim nods and waits for the EMTs to exit the house before he begins cleaning. He scrubs until every trace of your blood is erased from inside and on the door. After animal control captured the dog, several officers went out to find the dog's owner. Nolan promised to come by and clean the driveway, so Tim concentrated his efforts inside.

“Alright, Kojo, our turn,” Tim calls, letting Kojo into the bathroom to remove the blood from his fur. 

After Tim cleans Kojo and himself and throws away the blood-stained rags and cleaning supplies, he gathers his things to visit you in the hospital.

“I’ll be back with our girl,” Tim promises Kojo as he leaves.

✯✯✯✯✯

“I’m sorry.” You can’t stop the apology when Tim walks in.

“Stop apologizing. You kept that dog away from Kojo and I don’t- I can’t lose you. I walked in and you were covered in blood… I should have told you before that I care about you.”

“It’s my job to take care of Kojo,” you whisper.

Tim moves to the side of the bed, gently taking your hand. “You are not just a dog walker. I’ve been falling for you since the moment I laid eyes on you. The fact that you love Kojo solidified it for me.”

“I- I have feelings for you too,” you admit.

“They told me your pretty face won’t scar.”

“I barely even remember what happened.”

Tim sits beside your legs as he tells you, “Nolan and Celina arrested the dog’s owner. It wasn’t the first time he had done this.”

“Given a poor, unsuspecting college student thirty stitches while she’s just trying to spend the afternoon in her crush’s house? Oddly specific crime. What’s the code for that?”

Tim chuckles, gently squeezing your hand. “You can go home now. If you’re still up to spend some time in your crush’s house.”

“Tim-“

“Don’t tell me I don’t have to. I want to, need to.”

“I would love to spend time with you and Kojo. But I’m not sure I’m up for flirting today, handsome.”

“After the day you’ve had, just sit back and I’ll do all the flirting.”

“’Preciate that, sir.”

Tim laughs as he exits the room to complete your discharge paperwork. You smile behind him, hoping you’re not dreaming, and you finally told him how you feel.

✯✯✯✯✯

“Kojo,” Tim chides. “Give her some room.”

“You cleaned all the blood?”

Tim gently directs your eyes to him, leaning close to remind you, “You’re more than just a dog walker. Worth the time, the effort, the love, all of it.”

“Love?”

“Yeah. Kojo really loves you.”

You laugh, quickly remembering that you have several stitches on your side.

“Careful,” Tim requests.

“Are you certified to help someone sit still while stitches hold their side closed?” you ask.

“Depends on the patient. You? Absolutely.”

Tim helps you get comfortable on the couch before walking to the kitchen to gather some water and snacks. When he returns, Kojo is cuddled up to your uninjured side.

“Really? Again?” Tim asks.

“I love you,” you say, completely distracting Tim as he kneels before you. “But I also think I really want to quit this time.”

Tim laughs, leaning forward to kiss your forehead. “That’s fine. I am looking for a girlfriend rather than a dog walker now anyway.”

“Care to see my resumé?”

“Memorized it last time.”

[yourimagines]

Office days

* English is not my first language I apologise

* Gif is not mine

* Triggers

- Summary: you work at the McLaren headquarters,

Y/N POV

“So the drivers will spend the last few days off here in the office.” CEO Zak Brown said. “Are there any more questions?” We all shook our heads. “Alright, let’s prepare and finish the other half of the season with a good sprint.” We all stood up and walked to our own offices. “Y/L/N.” Zak called me. “Yes?” “Can i asked you something?” “Of course.” “Lando requested if it was possible to spend the few days at your office, he’s willing to learn more about the new developments for the next few years.” “Of course he can, I have a few interesting days come along, it will be interested for him.” “Good to hear that he’s welcome at you office. I will send him Monday to you department.” “Good, I’ll see him then.” We both parted our ways. I had a big smile on my face. ‘Lando Norris is interested in my work.’

——— Monday Morning———

I was sitting at my desk when I heard a knock on my door. “Come in!” The door opened and Lando stepped in side. “Hello Lando, please take a seat.” I pointed at the seat in front of my desk. “Thank you.” He smiled and took place. “I heard you wanted to look more into our next generation race cars.” “Yes correct, with new rules and developments, I want to understand our vision a bit more for in the future.” I nod at his response. “Well we are very busy with that, the team is already striving for the newest car for next season.” He nods. “But we also would like your opinion and feedback for in the future.” “I can do that.” “Good, let’s take a walk than.” We both stood up and walked to the factory. “Here is the team, collecting data and transmitting it on our newest design. We change this very often with the data we get from the race results.” We walked through the factory, everyone was at work, behind the computer, simulators and more. “This factory is different from the one at level 3.” “Yes we are looking more into the future, while they look at the present. Our work will get there when we are ready.” He nods, looking around the facility. “Have you ever been to a race?” “No I haven’t. I hope in the future.”

We went on a lunch break. Lando followed me behind, asking a lot of questions about the department but also about myself. “So you are 24 years old?” “Yes, same age as you.” “And already this high in the cooperation?” “I had some help to get me here, my farther works at the factory at level 3.” We both took place and started to eat lunch. “I still find it impressive what you do.” “You do? It’s not like racing and training every day.” “No but we need everyone’s effort to make us win.” I smiled at him. “I hope you learn something in these days, it’s not like I can help you with the issues you have now on your car.” “But it makes me understand more about the team.” He said while taking a bite from his sandwich.

——— Friday———

Lando walked in and plopped down in the chair. “Good morning Lando.” “Good morning Y/N.” I was typing a mail as he was spinning around in the chair. “So what’s the plan today.” “Driving.” He stopped spinning his chair and looked at me with a shocked face. “Driving?” “Yes driving.” “But we can test the cars during the season.” “We know, we are not going to drive a F1 car.” I finished the mail and stood up. “McLaren has a new car for our McLaren customers and we are going to test it.” “Really?!” He jumped up. “Yes really, we work very close with that department, so are you ready?” “Hell yeah.” We both walked through the hallways, arriving outside where they where waiting. “Ahh there you are.” Head of customers Josh welcomed us. “Hello Josh, nice to see you too.” I gave him a hug. “Josh, Lando is joining us today, if you don’t mind.” “Of course not, welcome Lando I hope you can keep up with her.” As he nodded at my direction. Lando looked a bit unpleasant. “ of course, she a good teacher for that matter.” Josh smiles and turned to me. “Let me show you our newest car.” He guides us to the new car. “The new generation of sports car, newest model with our newest engine….”

Lando POV

I was looking at how Josh was trying to impress Y/N. She looked very excited as he stood close to her, telling about the newest car. “You want a test drive?” Josh asked her. “Me? I think you should asked our driver Lando.” Josh didn’t look at me, he just huffed at the idea. “No… I think it’s better that you drive, he needs to focus more on driving his car to the finish line.” I was shocked what he just said. “I’m sorry?” I asked while Y/N looked between us. Josh just smiled sarcastically at me. “I think we should let the lady drive, it’s called manners.” This guy… “okay, let’s not get to that path of the road. I’ll drive it.” Josh smiles at her. “Let’s get you in the car then.” I stayed behind watching him flirting with her. I felt jealousy creeping in. ‘Lando forget it, he’s more mature than you are.’

“Thank you Josh.” She stepped out of the car. “No thank you.” He gave her a wink. “Lando did you see the inside of the car yet?” She looked at me while Josh closed the door quickly. “Yes.” She was surprised with my short answer, she quickly smiled. “Okay, Josh thank you for showing us the new car, I assume you already mailed me the details about this car?” “Yes i did, I’m fast you know.” “I know, then we are done here, we have to go back we have a meeting.” “I understand, I’ll hope I see you very soon Y/N.” She turned around. “Let’s go before we are to late.” Josh didn’t say anything to me as we walked away. “What a beautiful car, don’t you think.” I hummed at her question. “We’re using some of the data to our f1 cars, mostly engine wise.” I just nodded. She didn’t say anything, looking a bit hurt from my behaviour. We both walked into her office as she closes the door behind us. “Lando are you alright, you seemed so quiet.” “No I’m fine.” I said in a flat tone. “Well you don’t behave like your fine.” She sits down on her chair. “Since when do you care, all you care about is the stupid car.” Her smile fell, hurt was now on display. “Well I’m sorry Lando that I’m passionate about my job, I think it’s time for you to leave, I have a private meeting in a minute.” She didn’t looked at me, her eyes where looked on het computer screen. “Yeah of course.” I walked out of her office. ‘Stupid idiot!’ I walked quickly through the hallways, trying not to lose my shit.

Y/N POV

I sat in disbelief in front of my computer. ‘What did I do wrong?’ I stared at my screen, my agenda was empty. I got a notification from Josh. “Newest developments for our smartest woman Y/N” I cringed at the mail. “Weirdo.” I said while opening the data. I read everything till it was time to go home. I made sure everything was off in the office and walked through the empty hallways of the department. Then I saw Lando sitting in the main hall, looking at his phone. “Lando, im heading home, I hope i see you monday.” He looked up, eyes where bloodshot, likes he’s been crying. “Lando are you okay, what happened?” He’s hooked his head. “Nothing important, I want to apologise for my behaviour earlier today.” I nod at him. “I hope I didn’t ruin your vibe for your meeting tho.” “I lied there was no meeting.” “But you said it twice, you said it to Josh.” “Yes for us to escape, I’m not there to listen to his insults. Josh likes me but I already told him I’m not interested, doesn’t listen to me.” “You don’t like him?” “No he’s weird and besides I already like someone else.” “Oh. Lucky guy then.” Lando looked at his shoes. “He is, because he did hurt her feelings today, saying she only cares about that stupid car.” His head shot up, looking surprised at me. “Wait you like me?” “Of course, I didn’t just did this for the team, I was happy you wanted to look at my department and stuff.” He laughs. “No freaking way, I told Zak I wanted this because I already had a crush and needed a reason to talk to you.” We both laughed. “Do you forgive me and give me a proper chance?” I prentend to think. “Don’t know, Josh already asked me….” I cracked a smile at him. “No that would be a mistake, you need someone with manners.” “I think your right.” He walked up to me. “So you give me a chance?” “Yes of course I will. You’re to handsome to not give you a chance.” He got a blush on his cheeks. “Well thank you, your beautiful as well.” We both walked with a smile on our faces to our cars. “If you have time we can hang out tomorrow?” “That would be nice.” “Okay, I’ll text you.” I nodded. “Okay, I’ll see you tomorrow then.” I hopped in my car. “Yeah see ya tomorrow.” I waved at him and drove off. Smiling like a idiot. ‘I’m falling for Lando Norris.’

[oya-oya-okay]

Do you have any lines for azurido? 💔 I need something to put in my bio about them and you're one of the best azurido truthers I know Also congrats on your marriage!!

OMG OMG!?? Lines?!😳😳😳

ALSO OH EHEHE❤️💗 This whole wedding is just a joke lmao🙃 I specifically added the word "vibe" so that it was just a kind of wedding LMAOWHAHW BUT TYSM💗💖❤️

AND IT'S AN HONOR FOR ME!!✊✊✊ I LOVE AZURIDO!💗❤️💗❤️💗❤️

I'm a little unsure about which lines you mean exactly, but..🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔 Maybe I'll just say whatever comes to my mind!!💕💕

AZURIDO... Sensual, interesting, imperfect...❤️💥 They have a huge potential in a relationship!!! I see how they gradually become closer and become good friends (if they get over themselves LMAO) 💕💕💕

There could be a lot of misunderstanding between them, but if they really opened up to each other and felt trust, then they would understand that in some way they are similar to each other!!✊💖💗💖💗

They also have their own goals and ideals that they strive for💥❤️💥❤️ They both study and work very hard. AND PROBABLY BOTH ARE NOT USED TO PLAYING AND JUST RELAXING😭😭😭😭 Azul, unlike Riddle, just doesn't like to sit around doing useful things, and Riddle doesn't know how🥺😭 Both probably feel like they want to be excellent

Azul was also angry at Riddle for "underestimating" him, as it hurt his self-esteem. He admits that Riddle is really amazing— Riddle admitted that he has been learning since childhood, so that's why they have a certain difference in abilities❤️.. Actually, I'd like to re-read book 6, where they're paired with each other, because I think I might misunderstand something. So don't take this too seriously, please😭🙏

Okay, now I'm going to try to talk about romantic AzuRido😍😍😍😳😳😳 All this is just my point of view and vision, others may perceive it differently!!!🙏💕💖

I think Riddle naturally behaves like a gentleman and knows how to treat girls, for example, waltzing with them and giving them flowers and everything else. How his mother raised him🙏 But it seems to me that he would be stunned if he fell in love himself and realized that he now has a romantic relationship... With AZUL!!!💥💥💥 With such a scoundrel of a guy! He may have had some stage of denial initially, but feelings of love would probably have overwhelmed him. I love to think about Riddle flirting a lot with Azul!!😍😍😍❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️

Azul would probably have feelings too, and he would want to make Riddle his own💘💘💘💘 BECAUSE HE'S IN LOVE— He'd try to explore all of Riddle's interests and tastes and everything✊💖 He would have acted according to some plan to please Riddle. I think that Azul took the initiative in kissing, touching, he would have wanted more of this😍😘🥰

It seems to me that Riddle would be a little more modest in this regard and would not understand such loving gestures, BUT over time he would get used to it and also take the initiative💓💕💓💕 They would both do it, it's just that Riddle was a little shy initially😳🥺 Perhaps it would also be influenced by the fact that Riddle's parents have a failed marriage, and Azul, on the contrary, has a very good family😭😭😭😭

In general, Azul can make sweet speeches a lot, but when Riddle does it and flirts with him, Azul goes crazy from the inside💓💥 Riddle is thrilled when Azul unexpectedly kisses him, sometimes he can be too shy about it HEHEHE❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Actually, I think so because I've seen many of my favorite AzuRido artists draw something like this, so I've formed this vision, tbh🙁😳

Anyway, I hope it was at least a little helpful!?!?!😭❤️💦❤️💦 Thank you for reading to the end if you did🙏💖💓💖💓💖

[beelanddiavolosimp-blog]

So, Um.

I 100% get if you don't wanna write this, since... It's kinda weird.

But I checked your pinned, and you say nothing against it, so:

The obey me! Characters reacting to an MC who is into Omorashi.

(Preferably including Barbatos and Simeon, since those two and Luci are my favs)

I have no issue with writing about this so no worries! I've actually read a lot of fanfiction about this and it's actually intriguing.

Simeon, Barb & Lucifer reacting to a MC who is into Omorashi

Lucifer

After getting into a established relationship with him he became very lenient with whatever kinky stuff MC presents him. He is a horny mf himself so he can't judge and he also wishes to please his lover as much as he can. When he learned of this kink he tried to do it more. He often would slowly slip MC more and more beverages throughout the day and purposely push them away from restrooms or any place else that they could relive themselves. He watches as their faces heat up with each passing hour and when he feels it is enough he allows MC to relive themselves but he has to watch of course with a smug sly smirk on his face as he does. If the MC is male he will even hold onto your cock and 'help' you while subtly stroking at the same time.

Simeon

Being in a relationship with MC gave him more confidence to be himself and indulge in unholy activities since he is with his true love so he sees no wrong doings. Being presented with all of MC's kinks was a big shock to him since he didn't know much of the subject at all. A lot of teaching had to be done for him to understand. He actually becomes sneaky and will make MC beverages that are known to pass through people quickly or even slip some potions in that make the drink go by faster. He always is gentle though as he helps lead MC to a bathroom stroking their arms gently yet the grip he has on MC's skin and lusted eyes is from watching MC's face as they relive themselves his own sex getting slowly aroused.

Barb

Barb was just overjoyed to be getting into a relationship with MC that he didn't realize that much more surprises came with it. He would indulge in MC's kinks or desires because all he strives for is to please MC. Once MC explains everything to him what they like and dislike he looks more into the subject then plans out what to do. He loves tea and MC tea dates so what better way to distract MC by making them drink more and more tea as hours pass and saying such things as "oh no MC I still am talking to you don't leave" which holds them there not able to relive themselves. Once they hit their limit he helps guide them to the bathroom and watches with a smirk. "How dirty MC you should have left hours ago if it was this bad" he teased knowing damn well he was the cause of it all. He does this all consensual though of course.

[19blackbutterfly97-blog]

Twisted Bonds - Part 13

Word Count: 2097

Warnings: Language, themes/talks of mass destruction/extinction/eradication, talks of feelings

A.N.: Hey ya'll! I finally finished this part! I'm working on wrapping this fic up. Thank you for the likes, comments and reblogs! Happy Reading!!!!

Twisted Bonds Masterlist

Divider by: @k1ssyoursister

“Well, Miss. Belova. I must say that I’m surprised that you’re here.”

“Yes, I understand and again, I’m sorry for not calling before but this isn’t about me and we’re running out of time.” Alice says, doing her best to keep following the professor through the halls of the old mansion turned school, her tired body screaming at her to slow down as she dodges students of all ages.

“Hm… You’re scared.”

“Yes but again, this isn’t just about me. It’s not even about my potential Alphas.”

Charles sighs a little. “Humanity has the potential to survive. With or without my help.”

“Respectfully sir, I’m not asking for your help or the help of your team. I’m requesting to look at whatever files you have on the Shi’ar.”

“Which is still asking for help.” Charles answers before stopping and turning his chair to look at her. “They don’t know you’re here. None of them do.”

“Please, Professor. They need this information. We all do.” Alice pleads, fighting back the tears in her eyes. “Life as we know it is on the brink of disaster. Extinction from a single species that you’ve defeated multiple times before. I need to know how you did it.”

“My dear, we have never truly defeated the Shi’ar. We merely created alliances to keep peace on the planet.”

“Then why are they threatening us now?”

Charles hummed slightly as he thought about his answer. “The man you work for, Stark, he’s an innovator. A man that pushes creativity to its limits more often than not.”

“They’re targeting Omegas specifically.” Alice interrupts him.

“The world is a better place with you in it.”

“I still don’t understand what that has to do with anything. How does my designation correlate with creativity? Why does it matter?”

“After all that you’ve learned and you still don’t understand it?” Charles asks with a knowing smile before turning his chair again and motioning for Alice to follow him into his office. “Alphas in every generation have done what they can to protect their Omegas, to make their lives better. Why do you think that is?”

“Love and devotion.”

“Close but you’re still missing a piece of the puzzle. Omegas are the reason Alphas strive to do better. It’s instinct; primal, raw and ancient. It’s in their nature to advance technology and security.”

“I know that.” Alice huffs and practically collapses into a chair. “I just don’t understand why the Shi’ar have such a problem with it.”

“The Shi’ar have always been against creativity. They look at it as a disease. Dreams, innovations, in a way happiness. They found peace and civility in the advancement of technology without dreaming.”

“How does that work? I mean seriously, what does their war on creativity have to do with our societal structure?”

“You’re asking the wrong question again.” Charles laughs. “Their society as a whole was able to advance and adapt without secondary genders. They believe that our society would be better off if we did the same.”

“So, they’re just totally fine with wiping out billions of people in the name of progress? How do we stop them?”

A small smile graces Charles’ face as he looks at her. “You’re finally asking the right questions. Take the elevator at the end of the hall to the basement. Ask for Jean, she can help you.”

Alice nods and stands up, pulling her bag strap up tighter on her shoulder. “Thank you, professor, thank you so much.” She smiles before bouncing out of the office and rushing down the now empty hall to the elevator. Once downstairs Alice wasted no time in tracking down Jean Grey who helped her get started on going through files in Charles’ private study.

Hours passed by like minutes as Alice immersed herself in research. Page after page of battle recounts, mission reports and the most helpful, recordings of negotiations between the X-men and the Shi’ar. It was like a goldmine to the analyst; whispers of newfound knowledge already forgotten were jotted down and memorized by Alice who was beyond determined more than ever to find a peaceful solution. The data only proved what she already thought, that there was a chance for a non-violent end. With any luck this whole thing will blow over without incident, she just has to figure out how to make Tony and the others understand. Bucky especially when she thinks about it. He’s been the main one panicked and on edge. At first he didn’t want to let Alice leave his side and she let that happen until her heat hit. Now, she’s left confused.

“No, no, we’re not going down that rabbit hole.” She mutters to herself tiredly and shakes her head before turning her attention back to her notepad. It’s her favorite distraction but it doesn’t help one bit when a cool breeze flows in the room and her skin chills. She finds herself missing the warmth of not only Bucky, but Steve too.

The way they held her safely between them, nestled deep in their protective embraces. They kept her safe, warm, satisfied and satiated whenever she needed them and right now, whether she wanted to admit it or not she needed them. Or she wanted them at least because she finally gave in and turned her phone on, allowing the location to ping off the nearest cell tower, giving them the first indication of her location in almost six hours. She didn’t even realize how long she’d actually been gone until now as she stared down at the barrage of missed calls and unanswered texts, each more frantic than the last. She didn’t allow herself to believe that the team would ever in a million years care about her enough to blow her phone up this much… Or that they’d bother to already be suiting up and speeding across the state to get to her as soon as they could.

Alice didn’t realize she had even fallen asleep until she felt the soft weight of a blanket being tucked around her shoulders. “Wh-what?” She mutters to herself as she sits up more, wiping a trail of drool from her chin.

“Sorry, you looked cold.” The man said, smirking as he leaned a hip against the table’s edge. “I’m Logan. Don’t freak out, I sort of live here.”

Alice nods a little, slowly blinking the sleep from out of her eyes as she looks up at him. He’s tall and muscular, not quite as big as Steve but he could easily touch the top of a bookshelf without a struggle and the saddest eyes she’s ever seen on anyone besides Bucky. Judging by the scent on the blanket wrapped around her, he’s definitely an Alpha. “What time is it?”

“Almost four in the morning.”

“Oh, gods.” She groans and stands up, stretching her limbs. “I didn’t mean to stay this long. I’m- I’m so sorry. I’ll uh, I have a room in town. I should go.”

“Calm down. Nobody’s asking you to leave. There’s an extra room upstairs you can stay in. No point in leaving in the middle of the night.” Logan says.

“I don’t want to be a bother. I really have no problem with-.”

“Don’t worry about it, sweets. You’re not imposing.” He insists, letting a smirk tug the corner of his lips. He straightens up and heads for the door, expecting her to follow. Alice hesitates for a moment before gathering up her things and following a few paces behind him. She’s wary but the thought of being in a bed instead of curled up in a lounge chair sounds too appealing to turn down. Logan’s scent wraps around her in the elevator but instead of the comfort feeling he hoped it’d bring her, it just put her further on edge. She has no real reason to, he hasn’t touched her, hasn’t said anything rude or out of turn but his aloof politeness is enough to make her question.

“Is uh… is everything okay?” She asks as they step out on the main floor of the mansion.

“Yes? Why wouldn’t it be?”

Alice shrugs a little. “I know how crazy it sounds but I’m an unbonded Omega and you haven’t tried to flirt with me once. You’re being very cordial.”

“You don’t smell it?” He asks, pausing halfway down the hall.

“Smell what?”

“Leather and beach air. You smell like an Alpha. I assumed you were scent bonded.”

Alice practically freezes midstep. Her shoulders tense along with every muscle down her back. She hadn’t thought about that, didn’t even notice the way Alphas had been treating her the same as a Beta since her heat. She smelled like a perfect mix of Steve and Bucky, their scents subtly accompanying her own. “No, I’m- Well, I guess… I mean…” She sighs and shakes her head. “It’s not official.” She finally manages to mutter out as the mansion door swings open.

Logan catches the movement and his adamantium claws push through the skin between his knuckles as he moves to stand protectively in front of Alice. Three silver claws glint in the moonlight as he squares his body, ready to attack if needed. “Who are you?” He calls out as figures begin to file in the open door. Panic fills Alice, being in a new place there’s too many new scents overpowering the hallway and in that moment she really can’t move. She moves a bit to hide behind Logan, working up the courage to help if she needs to. She focuses her breathing the way Steve taught her to and balled up her fists like Bucky drilled into her. She’s ready and pivots to look at the potential threats as Logan turns to tell Alice to run but doesn’t get the chance.

The moment Alice catches sight of a familiar figure in the darkness she calms instantly. “Bucky!” She squeaks happily and rushes past Logan.

“Lil’ Bit.” Bucky says, dropping his gun to the floor just in time to wrap his arms around her waist, pulling her to his chest and spinning her around. “Do you have any idea how worried we’ve been?”

“Alice.” Steve scolds and secures his shield to his back as he joins the pair. “Are you insane? Do you know how dangerous this is? You could’ve been killed.”

“But I wasn’t.” She mutters, burying her face in Bucky’s chest, ignoring the bite of the buckles of his tactical vest on her cheek. “I needed to do this.”

“Running away to do it wasn’t the answer.” Steve says.

“I know, but I did find out a lot of information and-.”

“And you haven’t slept right in days.” Bucky cuts her off. “I’m willing to bet you haven’t eaten enough since last week and we all know you’re avoiding us.”

“Damn Barnes, we just found her. Is now really the best time for this?” Yelena chastises him, pulling Alice out of his grip to look her over. “You’re alive.”

“Obviously.” Alice rolls her eyes.

“Don’t get smart with me, little sister. You’re still half useless in a fight.”

“Um, excuse me, is anyone going to introduce us?” Sam says, pointing to a still defensive Logan who’s now backed by more of the X-men.

Alice drops the insult she was preparing to throw at her sister and slowly turns to look at the new formed group. “Easy, that’s Jean, Scott, Storm and Logan.” She shrugs and leans back against Steve’s chest, giving into her instincts. It catches him off guard for a moment before he gives in as well and wraps his arms around her waist and buries his face in her hair, breathing in her scent. It’s muted but he assumes it’s due to stress.

“Making new friends, Omega?” He teases and kisses her neck.

“Mhm.” She smiles up at him, barely catching Bucky’s gaze before looking away quickly. Something is off about this entire situation and he knows it. He just can’t quite place what it is yet. Could be the X-men he had run-ins with as the Winter Soldier. Could be the way she drifted towards Steve and snuggled up to him so easily. Could be the way she stifled that insult to Yelena, since fighting with her sister is one of her favorite pastimes… It could also be the way she shys away from him without a second glance. It hurts, he can feel anger and jealousy bubbling in his chest with a low growl. The feelings mix with uneasiness, something he’s familiar with but never when it comes to Alice.

[eyesofshan-if]

Hi, I hope you are doing well. Could you please tell us the enneagrams of the Ros. Thanks in advance.

i think i've answered this before, but now that there are new ROs i'll include their answers, with some explanation about their character motivations!! this is more of a personal character study than anything coherent, so feel free to skip it all!! mightttt contain some spoilers for the characters' routes

hansol: two

hansol is a textbook example of an enneagram 2. the key motivation behind most of his actions is to feel wanted or needed by others. he derives meaning and purpose from life from how 'useful' or 'helpful' he is to the society he belongs to, and much of the way he views the world is in related to that. he lives to serve: his country, his family, and you.

"Like a force to be reckoned with A mighty ocean or a gentle kiss I will love you with every single thing I have Like a tidal wave, I'll make a mess Or calm waters, if that serves you best I will love you without any strings attached."

yongsun: nine

enneagram type 9s are called the peacemakers, but not necessarily because they are pacifists. yongsun is one of those devoted to seeking peace, both internal and external. however, while most others would simply come to peace with the chaos and troubles of the world, they were born into a unique position that gives them the power to make the necessary changes to achieve that desired peace.

"It looks like empathy To understand all sides But I'm just trying to find myself Through someone else's eyes."

wooyoung: seven

enneagram sevens fear being deprived and need to have their desires for freedom and fresh experiences fulfilled. still, this comes with a tendency to uproot themselves far too easily and often, leaving those they care about behind. wooyoung finds it difficult to settle anywhere, wanting all the new experiences, the new friends, everything — and fears getting too attached to anything too strongly. perhaps you will be the one to change that, commander.

"It feels like sinking when I'm standing in one place So I look to the future and I book another flight When everything feels heavy, I've learned to travel light."

raon: four

out of everything, raon fears mediocrity the most — to fade into obscurity like the rest of the women in her life did. there is no space for women in the male-dominated spaces of hae, yet the contributions of females in households — the foundation of every haeian's life — often go overlooked. after seeing this happen, raon refuses to let the same happen to her as well. enneagram fours have a strong desire to forge a unique identity that has significance.

"Flashlight in hand determined to find Authenticity only poetry could even begin to try to describe Bodies fashioned out of dirt and dust For a moment we get to be glorious."

no-eul: eight

although the oldest of the ros, no-eul has the most childish and simplistic heart. they do things as they desire without consideration of of much else. eights feel the need to prove their strength, to demonstrate their importance, to dominate wherever they are — yet all this is done with the strangely vulnerable motivation of not wanting to be hurt by others.

"I was just a kid who grew up strong enough To pick this armor up And suddenly it fit."

????: one

enneagram ones strive to be always be right, beyond criticism, and no one believes that more than the herald of change. it does not matter that they actively pursue a vision that only a madman would dare to dream of. to rebel against the natural order, to crush the status quo under their feet. the high leader will stop at nothing to make those softly whispered childhood dreams a reality, even if they have to declare war against the entire world to do it.

"Now hold on, let me finish No, I'm not saying perfect exists in this life But we'll only know for certain if we try."

[madamejadex]

Hi miss jade, I hope it didn’t offend you with my last ask, and if I did cross any boundaries I sincerely apologise as I never meant for that to happen. So please take my sincerest apologies if that is the case <3

I’ve been in my feels for the last few days, researching and trying to learn about my local scene and munches around town. I can’t help but feel a little sad because I want to be part of the community so bad, I’m just extremely anxious about meeting new people alone with being 21. I always thought I had myself together better than this but the anxiety has been a bit overwhelming the last few days and I just find myself wishing for a genuine friendship within the community that could help me explore, learn and support me in my journey…because it’s genuinely terrifying!

So far the majority of my local scene is older, and I have no issues with that at all but as a sapphic I find the majority of my community is male dom’s and I’m struggling to find a place where I fit as a femme submissive who craves the affection, care and structure from a Domme like figure. I just wish so badly I had someone to help guide me and make me feel safer in myself, and right now it feels impossible! I hate being such a downer it’s just hard knowing that it’s something I need to fully be who I am in life and I strive for that community and understanding. I think that’s why it’s getting to me so much and because I’m naturally so shy and submissive I’m finding it hard to find my feet. Anyways I’m sorry for going on I just feel kinda isolated. I’m gonna go have a lil cry in the shower and pull myself together <3

I hope you’re well and recovering, and I’m sorry if this sounds so miserable. I’m really trying to be positive! All my love <3

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Hi, again sweet strawberry 🍓 First, I want to say I’m so sorry for the timing, I had just posted my little answer to you, when this message came in, and I want you to know I would never ignore something so genuine, so openhearted. And no, my darling, you didn’t offend me in the slightest. You wrote with kindness and care, and that’s all I ever ask for.

Your message moved me deeply. I read it with a soft ache in my chest because I remember feeling so much of what you’re describing. I was 20 when I first stepped into the scene, and I was so nervous I genuinely thought I might throw up. I clutched my bag like it was a lifeline and almost turned around twice before I even made it to the venue. And you know what? It wasn’t perfect at first. It took time. It took quiet, shaky conversations in the corners of munches. It took some trial and error, a few missteps, and a lot of reminding myself that my needs weren’t too much, they were valid. And so are yours.

Wanting community, craving connection, and yearning for a safe place to explore your submissive side, especially as a sapphic femme, isn’t too much. It’s beautifully human. And I know it can feel so isolating, especially when the faces in the room don’t quite reflect who or what you're searching for. That ache for a guiding hand, for a tender Domme who sees you and knows how to hold you in that soft, structured way, it makes perfect sense. And I promise, you are not alone in that longing.

What you’re feeling right now? That sadness, that little bit of heartbreak that bubbles up when you want something so badly but don’t know how to reach it, it’s okay. It’s a part of the journey. And though it may not feel like it now, this ache will pass. You are already doing something brave. You're learning. You're reaching out. You're sharing your heart. That takes strength. And it tells me, without a doubt, that you will find your place.

If I could scoop you up and sit you beside me, I’d wrap you in something warm and whisper that you're not doing this wrong. You're just at the beginning and that’s a tender, sacred place to be. So take your time, little one. Let yourself cry when you need to, and then come back to yourself gently. You are worthy of care, of guidance, of community and it will come. Until then, I’ll be here. A little light in the dark, just for you. 🤍

xo Miss Jade

[mbti-notes]

Anon wrote: Hello! Please correct me if I’m off base here, but it seems to me like EJs with ADHD might be dealt a little bit of a tough hand - I imagine Se/Ne loop could be exacerbated by symptoms of ADHD, perhaps even creating a vicious cycle or compound effect with each other.

I understand that the best option is to seek treatment, but for those of us who face barriers to that (like being held up by the long wait times for mental health care, the recent shortages in stimulants, multiple overlapping health problems/disorders that complicate the treatment plan, lack of adequate financial resources, or even just not responding well to ADHD medications), I don’t suppose you have any general tips/advice/thoughts on how EJs can better navigate breaking loops and developing aux Ni/Si in the face of untreated ADHD making this already difficult task feel twice as hard?

If it helps you to better respond, I’m an ENFJ with several of the barriers listed above, though I’d love to hear advice for EJs in general so I can learn more holistically about this and so others can benefit too. I understand that ADHD is separate from type development so you may find my question misguided, in which case, please feel free to ignore :) Thank you very much for your time, on this specifically and in general - your blog is an invaluable treasure to me. It’s not only changed my own life, but has also empowered me to help other people in substantial, meaningful ways.

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You are a bit off-base but I'll explain why. A lot of people have difficulty coping with ADHD. I certainly wouldn't claim that some types have it worse. Different people might struggle more with different aspects of the disorder, but the struggle is equal when it comes to pain and suffering.

Whether it is Se loop or Si loop is beside the point. It doesn't matter the personality type, nobody likes to feel as though they have no control, as though they are doomed to never live up to their potential. A sense of control is integral to developing healthy self-esteem and self-confidence for all people. The major obstacle in treating ADHD is that people lack the very control and discipline that is required to implement treatment plans. This means therapy dropout rates are high when compared to other disorders.

Yes, type development and mental disorder are separate matters, and I have very good reason for keeping them separate. Linking them together isn't as easy as you believe, and people who've tried to do it sometimes meet with negative consequences.

While I appreciate that you want a "holistic" understanding, at a certain point, generalized information ceases to be helpful because it overlooks important idiosyncratic expressions of the disorder. ENFJs strive to see common ground between people, but it's important to remember that this can potentially create a blindspot when it comes to recognizing people's individuality.

For example, knowing you are ENFJ only tells me what general cognitive patterns to expect. If you want to link ENFJ type dynamics to ADHD, then you have to provide a very detailed account of how YOU use each function, in order to grasp how ADHD symptoms manifest through each function. Without this level of detail, there's no way for me to do a deep analysis of your function use and tell you exactly what needs to change. And what needs to change for you might not be the same as what needs to change for another ENFJ.

Every mind is unique. Every individual has their own unique background, circumstances, struggles, and set of symptoms that need to be taken into consideration when crafting a treatment plan. Take two ENFJs with ADHD and put them side by side. Although they might both suffer Se loop cognitively, the way it manifests behaviorally could be completely different. For instance, the biggest struggle for this ENFJ might be drastic mood swings, while the biggest struggle for that ENFJ might be addictive behavior. These two manifestations of ADHD symptoms are quite different, so wouldn't they require a very different plan of action?

Continuing with the example, under normal circumstances I would generally suggest Ni development to address Se loop, but what would that actually look like in implementation? Perhaps this ENFJ struggles most with concentration, while that ENFJ struggles most with impulsivity. Concentration problems mean that attempts at deeper Ni reflection would be labored, disjointed, or confused, whereas impulsivity problems would foster an avoidance of or even resistance against deeper reflection. How would this impact plans for Ni development? I certainly wouldn't give them both the same advice.

Generally speaking, when people come to me for type development advice because they have a "complicated case", I always tell them to get their mental health issues in check first. A lot of people want to use type development as some kind of "cure" but it should NOT be used like that. While function development can help you become more aware of maladaptive thought patterns and change them, it can't make a neurological disorder disappear.

At its heart, type development is about exploring your potential for growth, and it works best when you are in the right frame of mind. Suffering from an untreated mental disorder often means you are not in the right frame of mind, because there's too much going on in your mind that might block you, cloud you, and take you down the wrong path.

While I obviously learned about ADHD as part of my schooling, it is not my area of expertise, so the best I can do is provide some general information that I would tell myself or a loved one suffering from it. The first thing to do when you suspect you have a disorder or have been newly diagnosed is to educate yourself about it.

As you've implied, ADHD is a complex disorder:

It is a relatively new diagnostic category, so research is still very much ongoing, which unfortunately breeds a lot of confusion and misinformation.

It can be difficult to diagnose accurately because there are subcategories to consider, and the symptoms present differently in different people, especially with regards to factors such as age and gender.

It can be very complicated to treat when it often overlaps with other equally if not more serious mental/physical health problems, so treatment plans might get too intensive or even interfere with each other.

There isn't a one-size-fits-all treatment and expert help is required to tailor the most effective approach for each individual.

There simply aren't enough specialists to go around for the number of people who suffer.

Depending on geographical location and insurance coverage, access and cost of treatments can be prohibitive factors.

In many places around the world, mental health is still a taboo subject or not considered real, which can limit available resources.

As far as I know from reading research studies, the most effective treatment for ADHD is medication (stimulants). This is because, so far, all signs point to it being a neurological disorder with a significant genetic component. Symptoms of ADHD can be organized into three core clusters with respect to:

attention: difficulty with focus and concentration

nervous system: hyperactivity and restlessness

executive function: disinhibition and impulsivity

Unfortunately, medication is necessary for stabilizing the above three aspects of the mind. Without taking steps to focus attention better, calm nervous system activity, and improve executive functioning, it is extremely difficult for people with ADHD to implement treatment plans and follow through with them successfully.

The good news is that there is a significant body of research behind ADHD medications to vouch for their safety. Yes, there may be some side effects, but they are preferable to suffering the worst aspects of ADHD. Some people are resistant to the idea of psychotropic medication but, if you understand ADHD to be like any other health condition, such as high blood pressure, you might view medication differently. There is a biological component to the disorder that needs to be acknowledged and addressed.

In some places, you can get a prescription for medication from a family doctor, without having to go to a specialist. However, it is a good idea to work with a specialist at the start to determine the best type of medication and dosage requirements for your unique case.

There is indeed a percentage of people who don't respond well to medication. In such cases, it is especially important to work with a specialist to get to the bottom of why the medication isn't working as expected. It could be something as simple as incorrect dosage, or it could be something more complicated like a misdiagnosis.

Comorbidity is a very important factor to take into consideration. Comorbidity refers to the tendency of one disorder to co-occur with other disorders. About half of adults with ADHD also have some other distinct problem that needs separate treatment, such as: anxiety; depression; bipolar disorder; personality disorder; learning disability; autism spectrum disorder; eating disorder; sleep disorder; substance abuse; emotional dysregulation; behavioral problems; relationship problems; work problems; etc.

Unfortunately, comorbidity dramatically complicates diagnosis and treatment. It can feel as though problems just keep piling up with no way to make sense of them. It can be very difficult to tease out which disorder is most primary and whether symptoms are being accurately interpreted. The advantage of working with a specialist is that they have experience with analyzing these kinds of patterns.

On the bright side, ADHD being a neurological disorder doesn't mean it's set in stone. You always have to be careful when interpreting neuroscience research. Neuroscience research tells you that brain differences exist (established fact) but it doesn't tend to say very useful things about why they exist (open to interpretation). In many cases, it is unclear whether the brain differences are the cause or the result of a psychiatric disorder - this makes a huge difference when you're theorizing about possible treatments.

Fortunately, human beings have intelligence and creativity. They have a long history of learning how to adapt and adjust and make the best of their limitations. They are able to do this because the human brain is quite malleable. Neuroplasticity allows us to alter our brains to a certain extent. The key is understanding how. For example, people often complain that they have a poor memory as though it's an immutable trait. But studies have shown that people who do regular and intensive memorization practice can actively strengthen and enlarge the memory areas of the brain.

Similarly with ADHD, there are things you can do to strengthen the attention and executive function areas of the brain. ADHD medication can give you a leg up but it doesn't substitute for proper learning, study, and practice of better mental habits. The brain is like a muscle, and if you don't use it properly, it doesn't function as well as it could. This is why the ideal treatment plan always pairs medication with other therapies. The following are often recommended depending on what kinds of symptoms a person struggles most with:

- Physical health regimens: Cutting edge research is just starting to understand the complicated relationship between mind and body. Diet, exercise, and sleep patterns have a huge influence on psychology. Optimal attention, memory, and executive functioning in the brain require balanced nutrition, regular sleep times, and adequate cardiovascular exercise. It is common for adults with ADHD to eat and sleep irregularly and suffer from physical health issues like obesity. One of the first things to address is whether bad health habits are worsening ADHD symptoms. If you don't have access to nutritionists, dietitians, and personal trainers, you can still read up on healthy habits, and enlist the help and encouragement of someone close to you for sticking to new regimens. You can also structure your environment to encourage healthier habits.

- Cognitive-behavioral therapy: CBT teaches you to counteract negative, distorted, or faulty thought patterns that exacerbate ADHD symptoms. This is part of developing better mental habits. For instance, adults with ADHD often suffer from low self-esteem due to experiencing a lifetime of false starts and failures, so it would be helpful to learn how to counteract vicious cycles of negative self-talk. Being able to believe in and encourage oneself is vital for maintaining the motivation to improve. While it is best to do CBT with a licensed therapist, there are good workbooks that can take you through the basics and arm you with practical tools.

- Dialectical-behavioral therapy: The main focus of DBT is to help people manage their emotional life better. Emotional dysfunction and poor stress management often lie at the root of psychological problems. Learning to get a better handle on emotions can help in many areas of life, from relationships to long-term planning to workplace adjustment. While it is best to do DBT with a licensed therapist, there are good workbooks that can take you through the basics and arm you with practical tools.

- Mindfulness-based therapies: Mindfulness is an important psychological concept that comes out of ancient Buddhist philosophy and has been adapted to modern mental health and wellness. Mindfulness involves building awareness, acceptance, and compassion for psychological issues. When done properly, it has been shown to help people feel calmer, focus better, and approach life's problems more objectively and rationally. You don't necessarily need money to learn mindfulness but it does help to have someone guide you through common pitfalls. Some Buddhist temples or spiritual wellness centers offer free meditation sessions. There are also lots of youtube videos available for learning the basics.

- Skills Training: Sometimes undertaken as part of CBT, adults with ADHD benefit from learning how to organize, plan, and structure life better. It is often the case that they didn't have good opportunities to learn in childhood. Such skills can be picked up from books, courses, workshops, or coaches that specialize in teaching them. Some coaches provide free online resources you can take advantage of. Skill building is a great way to improve self-confidence because it grants you a greater sense of control over yourself and your life.

- Teletherapy and Apps: If you have some money but don't live close to mental health facilities, online therapy is an option. There are also phone apps that assist you with everything from braining training to organization skills. I'm not going to recommend specific ones because I don't have firsthand experience with them, but online ADHD forums should list some good ones to try out. While these are not a substitute for professional therapy, they can aid you on the journey to coping better with ADHD symptoms.

- Support groups: Basically, you have regular contact with people who share similar struggles as you. It's a place you can go to feel normal, to feel a sense of belonging, to learn important knowledge about your disorder, to make friends, to get help/advice during difficult times. Support groups are usually free and run by volunteers. If there are no ADHD support groups nearby, EJs can easily take the initiative and start one. You just need a place to meet. It helps to have an impartial facilitator to keep the group on track and mitigate conflict. You can try to enlist a psychology student or recent graduate who needs some real-world experience.

As you see from this list, there are things you can do to help yourself in the absence of professional resources. You can also check out the related books I've recommended on the resources list. Going your own way means your path might be more winding and messy, but some improvement is still better than no improvement. When it comes to treating a complex disorder, try to proceed patiently and take things one small step at at time. Self-compassion goes a long way in making the journey smoother for yourself.

[bobbydagen24]

I wonder why people often say they don't like the message of the first movie?

( btw if anyone who thinks this way sees this please feel free to interact as I'd be more than happy to read your perspective on the film ) Personally from what I've seen some people seem to interpret it as telling you to just quit being miserable and make yourself happy and Branch is instantly cured because of this

But I don't think that's what the movie's trying to say more just that

you can't rely on outside substances to make you happy as eating Trolls seems very much like a metaphor for addictive substances like drugs and alcohol imo

( tho it can also just be applied to many other unhealthy coping mechanisms like excessive smoking or excessive eating etc etc )

which are often used by people for quick shots of happiness That are only ever fleeting which is overall less healthy than actually learning to be happy with who and what you already have in life

Like the Bergens who just rely on eating trolls for quick easy fleeting happiness and never actually working to even try and be happy with what they already have

instead constantly pining for more of something that will shortcut them to being happy

I like to think it isn't just the dance number at the end that makes the Bergens finally start being happy its just that they finally start learning to be happy with what they already have

Such as their loved ones and even just simple pleasures like dancing and sure striving for more in life isn't completely unhealthy

just so long as you don't let it make you loose sight of being content with what you do already have which chances are you do have a lot of things in life to be grateful for even in times where it doesn't seem like it.

and I don't think Branch finally starts being happy just because he's told to get over himself by the movie but more just that

He only starts making an effort after finally opening up to the others about his hardships so the message is more just that letting other people in, people who genuinely care

is definitely helpful tho it isn't an instant cure or anything Branch is still shown having to make effort himself to try and better his own life and be more happy overall

which I feel is more what the message is that you can be happy but it takes work and in the worst of times it will take hard work

like Branch having to take the first step in opening up to the snack pack about his grandma after all those years

or he and Poppy and everyone else having to pull themselves up during true colours and work to be happy even in the face of such a horrifying situation.

I guess this is just a long convoluted way of me saying that I think the films message is happiness takes effort lol, chances are you can't just be happy 24/7 if you don't want to be

it takes a few things it takes you actually wanting to be ( as misery or just apathy can get comfortable after a while ) it takes you being able to let your feelings out especially the negative ones in healthy ways

and having a good support system definitely helps which Branch didn't for most of his life until he finally started letting the snack pack in.

Like I said I just don't really understand why a certain number of people seem to have a problem with the film's message? tho I would be happy to hear a more detailed explanation from someone.

[lady-potato-ninja]

Prowling the inbox like a half tame thing, just confessing that I saw your art tutorials and was like "Neat!" and then saw the potato in the name and that clinched it for me <3 /origin story sharing for free!

Anyway! I'm asking you to this dance of an ask game, because I enjoy the stories in the tags you write and then I was like, there is a function built in for being more candid~ Please tell me more lady-potato-ninja lore, as they say. ^^ Referring to this post here: >> https://www.tumblr.com/shreedle/762344461629112320?source=share <<

🧠🌂👀🌹 Okay bye! See you on the dashboard!

Ah 🙈🙈🙈 I'm so glad you liked my tutorials! I am actually in the mist of making a new one on how to better your artistic workflow! I'm not done yet- still trying to make it make sense but I hope it might help you in some way once it's out😉!

🧠- What fictional character do you relate to the most?

I’m gonna be extra because you said you liked my rambling and go for more than one character. I’ve mostly been into podcast fandoms thus far and it feels like those characters were really easy to relate to.

Mollymauk Tealeaf from Critical Role: I learned so much about myself throught this character. He’s the embodiment of change and self-love and just living life the way you want it. I was very envious of the joyful way he lived his life and it stayed with me long after I stopped watching Critical Role and I feel like now I got to this point where I love myself and the multitude ways in which I change everyday.

Martin Blackwood from the Magnus Archive: I think we’re awfully similar; in a made from the same cloth kind of way. He’s a very attentive character who tries his best to provide help, care and support to the people around him and it’s something I pride myself to do as well, one of my friends said I was an approachable person and I wear this quality as a badge of honor. I strive to be a kind-hearted person.

At a time, I was also really relating to his loneliness which I sometimes still am. Hearing about how he felt made me realise that I felt the same about me. And it actually made me take care of myself more because I couldn’t let such a deep sadness continue on in me! But don’t fret, now I’m a much happier person and I feel like it’s in part because of him, weirdly enough.  

Jang Hee-Soo from the kdrama Moving: This kdrama is so good and it really struck a chord with me for multiple reasons but mostly because I had never seen a media better portray the relationship between a parent and their child.

With her dad, Jang Hee-Soo sees what he does for her and his sacrifices and she understands him, she takes the time to know her dad as a person more than just a parental figure and she tries to give back and sacrifice what she can to help him. I feel like it’s the same way I love and cherish my parents. I see myself in the careful way she takes care of him while supporting his dreams and cheering him on. (It honestly made me cry and that’s why I haven’t finished this series yet I KEEP CRYING!)

She also has this whole motif about rage that really speaks to me. A part of me is like a fire that is inextinguishable and she’s the same.

Special mention to Hong Cha-young from Vincenzo because my gf said I was like her > The style, the goofiness and the evil not evilness🙈

🌂- You have to choose three fiction characters to help you survive in the apocalypse, who are you picking?

Senshi from delicious in dungeon: I need someone who knows enough about fauna and flora to know which plants/animal parts are good to eat in the wild and which ones are poisonous! I know how to cook and bake well enough but not enough to utilize everything in the best way and how to keep food well stocked. I feel like we would get along well plus he would remind me to actually eat and drink which is fairly important.

Aragorn from LOTR: Having a ranger in the team is essential because I lack most of what he has to offer and while Senshi might cover a similar ground, I feel like Aragorn would be helpful in many other ways such as, finding/creating shelter and keeping us from getting lost. He would be longing for his wife; I would be longing for my wife; we would be partners in long lost love stories.

Doctor Mccoy from Star Trek: I know how to give first aid + CPR, take care of burn wounds and other small wounds but in this situation, I feel like a real doctor should be a part of the team. Plus, Bones is used to critical situations with the amount of bathshit crazy things happening on the enterprise and he quickly adapts to changes. He also has great bedside manners so if I end up dying well at least my last moments will be nice lol. I almost forgot his massive balls of steel – this man is unshakable!

I think we would make the dream team: I know how to fish, mend/make (bad) clothes, bake and cook, ect. And three out of four of us know how to fight: I am a green belt in karate + I can throw handheld axes; Senshi has his axe + his shield/cauldron and Aragorn got his sword skills. I mean we’re pretty much covered in terms of leadership, nutrition, health, living quarters, troc strategies and defense… We could survive this!

👀 -Most tame ship you enjoy

Daisuga? Maybe? It’s very soft, they’re basically already married at this point lol. It’s a sweet, no conflict ship!

🌹 - What's a small fanbase you're a part of?

Gekkan Shojo Nozai kun: I watch this every summer and I can’t wait to see more if there’ll ever be more…. It’s just such a charming and chaotic show! The characters all have hilarious gimmicks that make them so endearing and you just want to see them succeed. It’s honestly really worth the watch if you haven’t seen it already!

Professor Layton: I think about replaying the games every other week < I could ‘cause I still have my DS and multiple games but I want to be able to cast it on the TV so I can play with my gf or watch her play!

[thegaybluejay]

Okay hi I’m back with another ramble-y ATLA character analysis since this is low key my brand on here lmao-

Today I want to talk about Zuko from the lens of someone who also had to deconstruct. This will be long, but please bear with me!

I was raised in a very white conservative evangelical Christian bubble where literally EVERYONE I knew for the majority of my childhood and teenage years thought mostly the same way. There was a lot of othering and shaming of anyone who thought too differently. Even if it was sometimes said more passively than cruelly, there was always that underlying tone. “The others/the people outside of our group/the worldly ones are lost and need our help because we’re better than them!”

While I strived to not be cruel, my beliefs were still harmful. I lost a few friends when I got to my mid-late teenage years because I didn’t yet know how to challenge what I’d been taught.

I see so much of myself in Zuko.

Zuko was surrounded by propaganda his entire life. He was steeped in it - steeped in the blood of those that the system he supported/represented had hurt and killed.

Anger is a huge part of all of this. While my anger was never quite as outward as Zuko’s (I hid it fairly well and was always known as the “pretty good kid”), I can still so heavily relate to his anger. His anger at always falling just short of being good enough or perfect enough. His later anger at himself for not understanding how fucked up the system was sooner. His anger at the people that failed and hurt him. His anger at realizing how he failed and hurt other people. All of it.

I also understand his backslides in Book 2 and early Book 3. When you begin tackling the first layers of harmful shit you’ve been taught, it can quickly become so tempting to just call it quits and go back. You almost start to romanticize the simplicity of life before you began this journey. The rules and goals were so straightforward back then, and deconstructing is messy as hell. Even if you were deeply hurting in your old life, at least you weren’t so damn confused. You used to know your next steps, but now everything is in disarray and you don’t have a direction to rebuild in yet. Going back almost feels like it would be a survival tactic, a way to have a sense of control again. Zuko definitely 100% needed to atone for what he did in Ba Sing Se because it hurt others, and while I’d like to think I would’ve made a different choice in his shoes, I also get it on some level. The confusion stage sucks, and it’s not always linear either.

But then.

One day, something just clicks. You eventually deconstruct enough that you truly come to full terms with how fucked up it all is. And you realize that you don’t belong there anymore, and the version of you that DID belong was just a facade. The blinders fully come off, they’re never going back on, and a spark lights in you that prompts you to make a big change. The deeper you go, the more urgent this deconstruction becomes in your mind because holy fuck I have to do something about this. I want this shit out of my brain for good and I want to help make things better. I want to learn who I am and finally live that out.

THAT is one of the most pivotal points in the journey, and I loved seeing it within Zuko’s arc when he comes to this realization after the war meeting in Book 3 and leaves to join the Gaang. I also loved that they didn’t trust him the first time he came to them - both he as an individual and the system that he had once supported/represented had hurt these people, and it took some real apologies and some time to build up trust. It also wasn’t done with half assed centrism either - it was “I acknowledge that this system is completely broken and wrong and I will do everything in my power to help gut it from the top-down and restore it with love”.

This leads to another pivotal point in the journey - instead of being motivated by fear like you were when you were deep in the indoctrination or by the raw anger you first felt as you initially left, you start to be motivated by love. And it’s the most freeing thing.

It was so cool to see Zuko learn that, while his anger was a helpful tool (ie: the confrontation with his father and his overall anger at the corruption he saw in his nation), he couldn’t be fueled by it any longer. He had to find another motivation to keep going, and he was then taught by the Sun Warriors and the dragons how to be motivated by light and life and love and also how to use those alongside an anger that was finally righteous.

And with this, he was ready to fight. To fight for a cause he knew to be good. To fight arm in arm with his newly acquired family. To fight to fix what his nation had done to the world and to itself. To fight for love and peace instead of division and hate and destruction.

And wow is it a beautiful journey.

TL;DR - Zuko’s story is so powerful to those who are deconstructing and I love him so much! I also just enjoy doing character analysis hehe.

(I really love talking about ATLA, so if y’all want me to analyze other characters or even plotlines through a specific lens, feel free to submit an Ask and I will happily do so!!!)

(Also, quick ending note - this is just my personal experience with deconstruction! Other people’s retelling of their own deconstructions may be different from mine, and that’s totally okay!!)

[ahundredtimesover]

Hi.. I grew up in the part of the world where sex is dirty, a sin. And a woman wanting and enjoying sex is just something so bad. She is considered a who*e. Even if she is married.Sex is just a means to make babies or obviously for men to have fun. And so I grew up uncomfortable with the idea of a naked body.. even mine.. and obviously with age and harmones... I wanted physical intimacy and I hated myself for wanting it. But then I came across BTS.. eventually Wattpad, Tumblr... And you and few other writers make sex a part of the story.. so intimate.. so deep.. Really... You and few other writers changed my perspective towards sex. I don't hate myself or my partner for wanting it. I started appreciating his attraction towards me even more. It in turn made me love my body a bit more . Even though I am still insecure af.

And directly/indirectly addressing issues.. like past traumas.. childhood trauma... Addressing issues.. accountability... I mean ur stories have them all... Somehow I became a better person in terms of understanding myself.. not there yet . But opening myself for the possibilities of my triggers, my reactions. I don't know. I try to handle myself better.. bcz all of you beautiful writers helped me get in touch with my emotions n feelings. I have always avoided them. So thank you for existing.. for sharing ur beautiful beautiful amazing creations with us..

Love 💗

Hi. Before anything, I just want to say that this message means so much to me. 🥹 And I just want to thank you for being brave in sharing something so personal and vulnerable. I understand that there are many societies that treat sex this way. And I'm sorry that you had to go through that discomfort or even shame for wanting it, and if it affected your relationship. It's always a tough thing to navigate.

For me personally, I used to be scandalised by it. That changed when I got a boyfriend but I would still get insecure and feel shy to explore. One thing that writing has done for me was allow myself to explore that side of me that wanted that intimacy, that bit of roughness but gentleness; it allowed me to know what I want and how to express that to my partner. I think my stories reflect what I feel about sex. Sure, it's pleasurable and it has many purposes. But there's something so special when it's done with someone you care about, when there's trust and respect and this overflowing desire to be in each other's presence, to learn about each other and make the other feel good and happy.

I started appreciating his attraction towards me even more. It in turn made me love my body a bit more - I absolutely love this. I love that there's that acceptance now, and though you may still get insecure sometimes, you know that someone will love you regardless. I love writing banter and admiration and body worship in my scenes bc I feel like they're so natural. They make the act more genuine and real. So I'm happy that even with just these stories, it can change the way you approach it and think about yourself. 😊

Somehow I became a better person in terms of understanding myself - I love how you framed this, because learning to understand ourselves is one way to be better. I started writing as a form of release. I just got off my anti-depressants then and I needed to cope. Writing was cathartic, and I was able to put my fears and desires into words, it let me express my emotions in a way that stabilised me, and I'll always be thankful that in doing so, it helped you be in touch with your emotions, too. It's such a beautiful thing we can do for ourselves - to be kinder, to be gentler. I hope we can always strive towards that.

Thank you for dropping by, and for trusting me enough to share this. I'm glad that I, and other writers in this space just trying to get by, could do something for you in such small way. Please always be well. And I'm sending you love. 💕💕💕

[scribeforchrist-blog]

What Is Your Goal ?

MEMORY VERSE OF THE WEEK

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Exodus 3:14 God said to Moses, “I am who I am. This is what you are to say to the Israelites: ‘I am has sent me to you.’”

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VERSE OF THE DAY

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Galatians 1:10 Obviously, I’m not trying to win the approval of people, but of God. If pleasing people were my goal, I would not be Christ’s servant.

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SUBJECT: What Is Your Goal ?

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** SAY THIS BEFORE YOU READ; HERE’S SOME CHRISTIAN TRUTHS **

I AM DEDICATED TO GOD

I AM LOVING GOD

I AM HEARING HIS VOICE

I AM LIVING IN PEACE

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It can be difficult to be the bearer of bad news or to disappoint someone we love, whether it's our spouse, kids, or parents. As human beings, we naturally want to make those we care about happy and keep the peace in our relationships. However, the truth is that we can't always please everyone, no matter how hard we try. It's important to remember that we are not responsible for other people's feelings and reactions, and we must learn how to not let their disappointment disturb our inner peace. It's all about finding a balance between being true to ourselves and being considerate of others. Though it may be challenging at times, we must trust that our loved ones will understand and support us, even if they may not always agree with our decisions.

There are alot of things that can and will disturb our peace that we have no control over, but we have to learn that our peace is not based on people or this world or peace is centered around god, and the more we understand that the more peace we will have

 The Bible verse today serves as a powerful reminder that our ultimate goal should be to please God, not the world. In a society where gaining the approval and acceptance of others is often prioritized, it can be easy to fall into the trap of trying to please people instead of following God's will. However, as the verse states, we cannot serve both God and the world. The more we focus on pleasing others, the further we stray from our responsibility as obedient servants of Christ. It is crucial to remember that as followers of Christ, our duty is to obey His commands and do what is pleasing to Him, not what will gain the approval of this world. Let us strive to be faithful servants of Christ, rather than seeking the fleeting approval of others.

  James 4:4 You adulterers! Don’t you realize that friendship with the world makes you an enemy of God? I say it again: If you want to be a friend of the world, you make yourself an enemy of God.

  We can't be friends with this world and friends with God. There is no way we can do that. Many of us think we can, but friends I have tried, and you can't be friends with both. You can only be friends with one, and I challenge you today to pick one. Think long and hard about this: which one do you love the most? Because even if you don’t verbally pick one, your actions speak louder than words. Which one will you pick

Which one did you pick ? At first being a Christian it can be hard picking the right side of things because we are so use to picking the wrong side but everyday we have a chance to show who do we serve or who do we love the world is always going to show you a great time but will it give you peace , the world will always show you the party don’t have to end but do it give you joy, I need joy and peace in my life to help me through my worst part , the enemy is always going to show you what you missed out on but what you gain is far more then what your ever have in this world.

1 John 2:15-16 Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world—the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride of life—is not from the Father but is from the world.

It is a sad truth that if we are consumed by the love of this world, we cannot truly have the love of the Father in us. The things that hold so much value in our society - the pride of life and the desires of the flesh - are not gifts from our Heavenly Father. It breaks my heart to see people sacrifice everything for temporary pleasures, and to be influenced by materialistic shows that make it difficult to choose God over worldly possessions. True life is found in being in the hands of God, in showing Him our love and devotion, and in standing firm for Jesus against the schemes of the enemy. We must not let the allure of this world cloud our judgement, for the true value of life lies in our relationship with God.

Romans 8:7 For the mind that is set on the flesh is hostile to God, for it does not submit to God's law; indeed, it cannot.

The devil is going to attack your mind every day to get you to become hostile against God , the devil is going to make you feel bad for what you chosen which is eternal life , our mind can’t be set on the flesh and if it is we are always going to be against God I know this because I have lived this I have tried to please the world and not god and it got me no where but futher from God who are you serving ?! Every day we need to pray over our mind and say God I’m giving you my mind show me how to live for you and not this world

John 17:14 I have given them your word, and the world has hated them because they are not of the world, just as I am not of the world

We are not of this world and Jesus wanted his disciples to know this that once we follow the lord we aren’t of this world the world might see us as individuals that are just like them but we aren’t we are from the lord and of the lord , and the world will hate you because you have the word of God inside of you ! The lord will always be here for us and to show and guide us of his love , but it’s up to us to here his word and follow it but we as children of God have every opportunity to follow him and not follow our fleshly desires .

*** Today during our discussion, we delved into the concept of being followers of Christ. Many of us realized that we may not fully understand what it truly means to be a follower of Christ. To be a follower of Christ means to separate ourselves from the things of this world and to let our minds be free from the temptation of worldly desires. It's disheartening to see that many of us continue to allow our lives to be tangled in the things of this world. The world tries to lure us in and make us believe that our happiness and fulfillment lies in material possessions and superficial pleasures. However, we must remember that we don't have to be entangled in the ways of this world. As followers of Christ, we have the power to break free from its grasp and find true peace and contentment in our faith.

John 15:19 If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.

As followers of the Lord, we must understand that the world will hate us. Why? Because we are the light of the world. We no longer have to search for guidance and direction because the moment we surrender ourselves to God, we become beacons of light for others. However, this does not sit well with the world. The world does not appreciate or accept those who are chosen by God. It is important to not let their hate and negativity harm us or distract us from our purpose. Our purpose is to serve the lord and to continue to walk on the path of the straight and narrow towards the end to God , God wants us not to worrry about what the world wants he wants us to stay focus on him the enemy will try to divert us from the lord with anything but it’s up to us to read our word pray and go in the strength of God .

©Seer~ Prophetess Lee

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Heavenly Father, we come before you with a heart full of gratitude. Thank you so much for everything you have blessed us with in my life. We recognize that everything we have and everything we are is because of your love and grace. Lord, we ask for your guidance and wisdom as we navigate through this journey of life. Help us to stay focused on the plans that you have for us , and to trust in your perfect timing. We know that we cannot do this alone, and we humbly ask for your strength and presence in our daily life. in Jesus Name Amen

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+ Matthew 6:24 “No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and money

+ James 1:27 Religion that is pure and undefiled before God the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world.

+ Matthew 16:4 An evil and adulterous generation seeks for a sign, but no sign will be given to it except the sign of Jonah.” So he left them and departed.

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FURTHER READINGS

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Proverbs 14

Joshua 3

Deuteronomy 13

2 Chronicles 13

Numbers 19

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