#IM SCREAMING WITH HAPPINESS AND SADNESS
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ARUANI NATION RISE!!!
ONE WEEK TO GO!!!!
Listen they're going to make his hand on her hand look SO SOFT, I'M TELLING YOU-
#IM SCREAMING WITH HAPPINESS AND SADNESS#WHY DOES IT HAVE TO END#GIVE US TEN YEARS MORE#OR LETS JUST GO BACK 10 YEARS#aruani#aruannie#armin arlert#annie leonhardt#annie leonhart#armin x annie#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#snk#aot
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im so sorry to everyone who’s had to deal with my poolverine and hilson blog changes and me blabbering on about new blorbos and ships and a lil less about destiel. I know a lot of yall followed me for destiel content and im so incredibly grateful and thankful to all my followers and moots who have stuck around despite the fandom changes on my blog. to my newer poolverine and hilson followers and moots, welcome to my crazy corner and thank you for being here <3
#oliver talks#bex talks#3am ramblings#in the early morning hours I both feel down and sad about losing followers for my fandoms changes#but also like. im happy about my blog changes. about finding new fandoms to invigorate and spark my passion for writing and fandom again#it’s like a catch 22. where im both feeling guilty for changing my blog and the content I share. and feeling happy I’ve found something new#something new that inspires me and makes me obsess and scream over a fandoms/ships again#anyway im both sorry for the changes and sad to see old followers go. but im so happy to make new mutuals and friends in new fandoms
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i love them so much :((
#all screaming meals fans are happy today#i said it from the second that they were announced as teammates that they would be lovely together#i love when friends from before get put in the same team 🥹🥹 sweethearts#oh and yes youre 100% allowed to see this as me just trying to escape my sadness abt a certain other driver#im doing so well when it comes to not thinking about paul#because i just know i will cry even more otherwise#ive cried too much over this race so far and i just. i cant#maybe more tonight 👍 great#f2#formula two#formula 2#jak crawford#juan manuel correa
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hello from the neighbour above
#enstars#kanata shinkai#chiaki morisawa#chiakana#remember that autumn drawing i did of kanata throwing leaves on chiaki#this is the next scene as an illustration#but im not too happy with this one#this feels unfinished#i know i can do better#i will do better#also i heard meteor impact full voiced is coming soon#i cant wait i will be screaming i love that story#not sure how to describe it but its very warm#i was sad when they retconned the mini talk tho#i was angry at madara for a good 10 min at least#and hes my fav character :(#don't do that ever again happy ele i beg you
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im bored and i don't wanna sleep yet but i can't seem to write today so i'm just gonna start rambling a little bit about my felix + turbo (i say it like this bc it's not inherently romantic the point is moreso that they're close in some shape or form) fic i'm writing bc as awkward as i feel about it i just think i'd feel weirder dropping it completely out of nowhere whenever i do finish it sooo
rambling go !!
it's essentially about that one headcanon where they exchange awards bc i love that hc c: the entire fic is gonna be made up of 5 different scenes - the first two are showcasing how the initial trade-off came to be , the next two are about them reminiscing about each other , and the last one is after all the sugar rush stuff happens
i don't really wanna give toooo much away mostly bc i am a very secretive person and i like being weird and vague about the stuff i'm working on bbbuuuuuttt i am veeeerrrrrrryyyt close to being finished . i think . pretty sure ? ive been working on this for almost a month already and i pretty much have the first three sections done with constant editing and small changes here and there , im currently finishing up the fourth , and i need to start working on the fifth ... which the latter is gonna be tough bc ... im not even entirely sure how it's supposed to play out yet ive kinda been putting it off entirely until i had everything else written since it depends a lot on what happens before then so im still trying to figure out what exactly im trying to get out of the scene .:. i'll get there eventually tho no idea when
oh yeah btw . i hope you like angst . bc i LOVE the stuff and there is a loooooot of it . like 8k+ words of it hEhEheHeGe ok like tEchNiCallY the first 3k or so are mostly fluff the first 2 parts are kinda sweet i think but there is an overhanging feeling of dread for the pain that is to come ... c:<
ig that's enough rambling about the premise for now , although i'll share just a few out of context authors notes unfortunately i don't have very many bc i was way too worried with how everything was turning out so most of it was like 70% worrying and 30% plotting
'what actually is on felix’s medal like … is it a number one … or his name … or a hammer … why is it both the latter in the movie … that doesn't make any sense … i can work with any of these i just need to know which one it actually is …IM ORETTY SURE ITS BOTH ugh im going to scream … ok i think like on the screen it's his name but in the actual game it's a hammer .. ? kill me what the fuck do i go with ' (decided to go with the name bc i had more to work with)
'one of the nicelanders is like ‘you have a visitor’ and he's like ‘wow already .. ?’ and there's like only one person he can think of that that's fast . SONIC SPEE- no '
'to roadblasters or not to roadblasters … that is the question ..'
'he can get a little overwhelmed by emotions right as a treat ?'
'ppffftttt i was just thinking random thoughts and my silly brain thought of that one thing that's like 'annoying gay couple + annoyed lesbian' with fucking hammertastic and gene pppfpfffftttt that's so stupid lmao'
'feel like this is kinda sweet ... this looks like a good spot for my roller skate and my marbles ... it's just such a shame i'm going to RIP IT ALL AWAY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i love angst <333 you gotta have some lovely happy moments to maximise the pain'
'... i do not know a fucking thing about clothes is what kc's wearing under his tailcoat a waistcoat or am i stupid ... is it a normal shirt idk ... is that immersion ruining if i just keep it im going to die' (didn't end up using it)
'i really love it when my brain gets excited and goes hehhehehehehahahahahahHhdeHgff do EEEEAAAAA i don't know if i can utilise this power properly tho :C i can try tho … hey looks like the worrying is back on yayyyy (boooo)'
'fuck it we ball we go into the liiiIIIIII'
there is also a whole bunch of evil laughter in the notes and i noticed i use a LOT of italics especially when it's from turbo and especially especially during king candy's section lmao ... he just feels the need to be very expressive and emphasise the way he says and thinks things lol
yknow what just for fun - and bc i have no idea where else to put this - i did once have a very . interesting . bunch of authors notes i wrote a few years ago for something else but i never ended up writing it . it makes absolutely no sense at all and it's completely out of context so hopefully it's still kinda funny
'pictures of giirrrllss are noooot for meeee you seeee
she be down in hollywood (that's not the words) (idc)
ur actually insane yeah thanks i know
WE GET GIRLS !!! WE ARE CUTE !!! WE ARE COOL !!
dom
i eat sand
shut up
metroman finally starts falling for megamind but oopsies poopsies it's too late he's already fallen for the hot reporter roxanne (what the fuck why did you make this comparison) (also that just sounds like a normal megamind fic)'
i would draft similarly to ^that in school too with my boring essays and once i accidentally submitted one of those drafts and i got sent to the counsellors office for 'concerning behaviour' lmao
anyways i might maybe perhaps ramble some more and let loose some more details perhaps maybe another time dunno uhh but i think that's enough for now ... bonus rambling in the tags
#wreck it ralph#hammertastic#80s boyfriends#i think one of the hardest parts of writing is getting so used to your work you can't tell what's good anymore#like ... when i came up with a few lines i was like AAUUUGGHHH IM SO EVILLL but since i'm so used to it now i can't tell#it's just kinda sad you can't seem to enjoy your own work as much bc you know all the entire process of making it#or at least that's how i feel idk#my brain has also been very inconsistent with how much progress i can make each day#like sometimes i get a total brain blast and get like 2k done#and others i can't seem to do much at all it's been kinda like this every other day and it makes me scream#but ig that's just how it goes#oh yeah i think im also most nervous about my characterisations and dialogue#i mean i thiiink ? it's ok ? but there's some parts im not really entirely happy with but i mean#there's always gonna be stuff you're not entirely happy with#but you gotta settle with some things soemtimes otherwise you'll never be done#i have gotten less nervous more recently but there's yknow always anxieties lol#on a more positive note i think my favourite part so far is definitely kc's section i mean can ya blame me hes so interesting funny guy#i'm really sorry about all that#if i think of more interesting things i wanna share maybe i might idk im kinda fickle and tight-lipped about what and how much i share
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whatever terry jr did that got him put in hell, no he didn't
#dndads#dndads spoilers#dndads episode 41#terry jr#dungeons & daddies spoilers#i'm a wreck over this episode#nothing sad even technically happened#i missed ron so much im so happy he's back#i literally can't wait for the next episode#i was shocked when the episode ended too it felt so short#stimming is not enough i need to explode#i need to scream my lungs out over all of these damn characters actually#im thinking that terry might not actually be in hell#all he's ever done in his life is try to be good
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it's so fun to write a fic for a well-known and loved ship. because you will walk inside this fic thinking "oh how bad can it be. eventually they'll kiss and it'll be okay." but then you realize the author is a bastard. and take max damage every time the said characters kiss.
i'm talking about this fic of mine btw
#oooohhh to ship two characters so bad only to see them in a setting where them being with each other is more destructive than anything#yes this is about skk#no im not saying they are fundamentally problematic#they are doomed in my fic that's all#it's funny because i've had people ask if there's gonna be a happy ending for this#because they can't handle sad endings#and i'm like. yes! they will have a very happy ending!#but ooohhh boy the things they will go through to get to that point.#this fic is like. 70% doomed yaoi#you WILL scream NO!! DON'T!! NOT AGAIN!! everytime they kiss#and i WILL laugh#oh man this is so much fun#bsd#skk#fic rec#bsd fanfic#soukouku#dazai osamu#nakahara chuuya#navarasam
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CAT ADAMS REALLY PISSED ME OFFFFFF. She really struck nerves. Oh my god i was really on edge watching date night. I like max so much she makes reid so happy and i really thought cat’s gonna break them off GOSH????????
#aubrey plaza the woman that you are#she’s really GOOD#i was sweating#screaming crying throwing up#STRESSED ME OUT SO BAD#i was so sad for spencer he’s really done with her#im so glad the episode got happy ending#spencer reid#criminal minds#cat adams#aubrey plaza#mgg#matthew gray gubler
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ha! 💌 ! except that i’m doing uno reverse and sending one to you! (and especially since you’ve already written it once for me and i even printed it out!!!)
dear coco, so i know how you always want to bring even the tiniest smile to people’s faces! you are the sunshine that peeks from behind the clouds during the cloudy days ⛅️ but i’m smacking you affectionately because oftentimes in your selfship dynamics you mention that your dear beloveds soothe your heart after you give it away to everyone around on an open palm — and you should listen to that inner voice! ✨ treat yourself first, be a little selfish, make sure to feel comfortable before you comfort others ❤️🩹 let me tell you again — i am shaking you and telling you this because a happy and healthy coco guarantees even more happy people around her! 🥺 i love your prose, love your poetry that you sneak so elegantly in between sentences and paragraphs — it’s been a while since i’ve read anything from you and i understand that there are things that you must focus on first, but no matter the passing time, yours will always be one of the styles that inspired me the most in my writing journey on here! 🥹 your presence here has been influencing my life in the most positive way ever since becoming mooties with you! you always put so much thought into remembering everyone’s personalities, lives, preferences and stories! 🌸 but i wanted to make sure that you know how it also feels to be on the receiving side of love (though i know i’m not the only one adoring you so much and certainly there are so many others who would stand right beside you if you only needed a shoulder to lean on) 🩷
༼ノ ´��ຶ ﹏ ༎ຶ༽ ノ *: ·゚💌 when manu wears the biggest ever size of meanie pants ever... /silly
(i will acknowledge & respond to your own 💌 to me in the tags, if that's okay!! 🥺 oh my goodness 🥺🥺)
3 days later and i think i have finally collected myself enough to respond to this WAH... I AM SO SORRY TO KEEP YOU WAITING MANU! 🥺 i am uno reversing your uno reverse >:3 hehe, i remember that i wrote you one of these last year, in april!!!! it's always been a difficult month for me, so it made me really happy + meant the whole world to be able to write something for you and have you receive it with all the love in your heart 🥺 so much so that you even printed it out (i cried tears of joy last year when you told me that AODKJFAJ i am so sorry 🙈). i hope you don't mind that i give last year's message a sibling LOL, with what i am about to say to you now!!!! (⁄ ⁄>⁄ω⁄<⁄ ⁄)
dearest manu mousie, manu the great, my manumimii!
where do i even begin with youuuu ;w; /pos!!!!! maybe i can start with how much i love (and also fear /lh, because you are truly so... omniscient lol!) how perceptive you are... the way you make people feel seen (exhibit a, the contents of this ask asdfghjkl) and look so deep into their hearts... i think you are incredibly excellent at analysing people and charaters /POS and i feel like this is very evident in your fics and character studies!!!!! it is due in large part to your introspection which is another thing i love about you :D and why i think i find a great deal of comfort in you 🥺 because i am always especially drawn to these kinds of people!! people who you don't need to wear a mask around because they will be able to see through you anyway... it's very soothing in a sense to know that you are like this 🥺💗 and it only inspires me to be more perceptive too!! i hope i can be as caring and kind as manu is some day, heheh (๑•̀ᴗ•́๑) 💗
which brings me to my next point—i love all the ways in which you are quietly kind and looking out for your friends—again, as evidenced by this ask, wah... BUT ALSO!!! in how you do other things for them! 🥺 little blurbs in their mailbox (i revisit that xiangli one you wrote me not so long ago) or even drawings!!! perhaps i don't ship with haitham anymore, but the doodle you gifted me last year has always been a widget on my phone :3 and it will continue to be!!! that was the very first time anyone had ever drawn me something just out of the goodness of their heart, let alone gifted me anything of the sort!!!! 🥺🥺 so it is something i hold really really close. it makes me smile SO BIG!! and kick my feet all excitedly to see you do that for your other friends here too HEHE—when i look at femi's pfp... vana's pinned... i am reminded of just how big and bursting with love that your heart is 🥺💗
i love how much you have grown on here over the past year. ⭐️ in terms of your writing—which has been such a pleasure to witness over time how you've grown into a style that is so distinctly manu!! 🥺🥺 because like! 🥺 i remember so distinctly a certain post you made last year about wanting to improve your writing and your vocabulary and finding your 'own writing voice' 🥺 look at you now!!! with your lush descriptions and rich prose and dynamic characterisation, IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY!!!!! AND PROUD!!! and i hope you too, are proud of yourself friend 🥹💖 even aside from your writing, i'm so glad that you have grown more comfortable here in sharing more personal posts about yourself hehe AND OF COURSE YOUR SELFSHIPS!!!!!!!!!! :3 i am also very glad about how you have lots and lots of friends on here now!!! that all love and cherish and uplift and reassure you in the way you deserve to be 🥺
i'm just really happy you are here with us, babie. i hope you won't take it the wrong way when i say this, but i really do believe that you are so much stronger, kinder, and easy to love than you think yourself to be! 🥺🥺 i hope that you can continue to work on being less hard on yourself, and i hope that all your friends here can help with that in any way you'll let us!! i hope you will continue to share more of your heart with us here and let us cradle it and soothe it when you need it. i hope your studies will treat you as kindly as they can, and that you will succeed in them :3 i hope you know that all you need to do is try your best!! you have a beautiful brain and a tender, loving heart—so i am sure in due time that all the good karma will be returned to you 🥺💗 making you a steaming cup of pink chai with a dollop of condensed milk in it, and gently rubbing your hands in mine to warm them up 🥰 we love you so much manu, not just for all that you do for us, but for just simply existing as you are, and letting us bask in the warm light you radiate 💖💖💖
#bisous!#fave!#chérir!#i didn't proofread any of that and just typed and typed... i'm so sorry if i overstepped or didn't say anything of much worth AKJFHSKDJ but#i really just. wanted to do something for you 🥺 if that's okay! 🥺💗 no pressure at all to read or respond or anything okie dokie!!! as#usual between us!!!!!! 🤗 wahhh manu... THANK YOU FOR LOOKING OUT FOR ME ): a lot of the times i worry because i feel like. i don't express#my love and concern for you enough??? all i really do is leave tags and scream about how much i love your art and writing DFKJFDH i am so#sorry ;w; i hope it's okay that i spoke a bit more on your character in my response here!! though it does make me very shy WAH 🙈 i also#hope it is okay for me to admit that reading your message when i first received it made me cry like. so horribly /POS KDSFSDKJ IT'S NOT YOU#FAULT OF COURSE!!!! but it was just so. shocking to me /POS because i had never really thought about myself feeling the same way as i do#with my selfships?? if that makes sense aaaa (;▽;) but i think you have made some revelations about myself TO MY FACE that i really need#to ponder in detail AKDOFIDH so i must thank you for that 🥺 /aff /pos!! but i should reassure you hehe that i am super happy and healthy!!!#the fact you would worry about me in that sense makes me so sad NOT IN A BAD WAY BUT LIKE.... TAT. DO I COME OFF THAT WAY!!!#wah... i will work on that :'3 JUST AS I WILL WORK ON DOING MY BEST TO WRITE AGAIN FOR YOU OH MY GOSH MANU!!!! 🥺🥺 i need to get on#amphoreus immediately so i can write lots of mydei fics for you LOL WAH... it touches me so deeply to hear that my writing had been one of#*your* influences!! 🥺 because now that i dip my own toes back into writing—i find myself thinking of YOUR writing hehehehe :3#it's such a beautiful thing to be able to learn and grow from each other 🥺💗 this aspect friendship is such a beautiful thing!! to me :D#wah i will stop talking now because im truthfully very sleepy and i may not be coherent... but i just want you to know manu that i love you#so so dearly 🥺 i hope you know i love you in all your excited and cute and happy moments on here—and i love you with the same fervour when#you are perhaps feeling more soggy. i hope you know that i love you even when i'm not here!!!! you are in my every day—whether it be#through chai or my lab mice and i am constantly wishing you well and wondering whether you smiled today 💗✨ i will always love you!!!#no matter what—okay! :^)
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me when chain of thorns
#thank u to my friend for sending me this gif after i was melting down in our gc abt the last book without context lmao#okokok some thoughts i just have to scream about bc#AGGHHHHHHG CHRlSTOPHER LlGHTWOOD U R TOO GOOD FOR THIS WORLD#HIM VISITING GRACE TO ASK FOR SCIENCE EXPERIMENT HELP IS SO PURE AND CUTE AND I LOVE THEM ONFG#i don’t think any couple here has had me as immediately on board as them#and i didn’t even remember they end up together until i watched hannah a cIockwork readers chai n of iron vlog#i haven’t been immediately on board for any of the couples tbh lmao#which is fine but they literally just had their second nteraction and i will FIGHT for grace and christopher to be happy#i do like grace i want her to be happy and away from tatiana#ok also cordelia agonizing over the lilith thing like understandable and i totally get it however GIRL#she’s thinking abt how the herondaIes wud react and im like girl they’re literally all descended from a goddamn demon prince of hell#and then also final thing i’m SAD that will gets to be here w james and lucie but not tessa :||||||||#GIVE MEEEEEEEE MORE TESSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#give me more herondaIe family moments :((((((((((((#at least after this i can go look for that on ao3 in fics that were published After cot 🤩#okok. gonna keep going 🫡#jeanne talks
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actually the amount i yearn is directly proportional to how much i sleep and considering i only got to sleep for an hour and a half last night i would say that we are in the TRENCHES today my loves
#this is why no one dates me😔#i get too sad when i can’t sleep and it’s the number one turn off in the entire world :(#calling it an hour and a half is being generous too😭😭 it probably wasn’t a half hour🙃#i hope you’re all sleeping well#i hope you’re all SO cozy and happy rn#i hope sleep is SO easy and simple and you have good dreams#and waking up is kind to you#i will be here and awake unfortunately😪#i did way too much yesterday too and not only did it not put me to sleep#but it means i also have to stay awake WITH my awful horrible little joints screaming at me :(#apologies for the complaints#my despair when im without sleep is - frankly - immeasurable😔
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Finally got to watch the Ithaca saga, and aaaaaaagh😭❤️💙😁❤️aaaaaaghha😭😁❤️😭❤️
#epic the ithaca saga#epic the musical#jorge rivera herrans#ithica saga#FEELS#odypen#they are so cute#screaming crying staring into the void#i love it#and im sad it's over#but also happy to have the final saga#aaaagh#thank you jorge and the cast of epic the musical
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Sly Cooper 2 and 3 are now available on the PS classic collection, and I'm VERY normal about it!
#screaming in excitement crying on the floor#no you dont understand those games are my life!#I am happy to be playing DND today but im also extremely sad i cant dive into those games when i get home#sly cooper#gaming#cat talks
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akechi (and some jokers) which all have the same exact pose for some reason
#i finished the stupid game. i hate persona 5 royal DNI never talk to me again#working on an animatc so. huuurhgh#goro akechi#persona 5#persona 5 fanart#fanart#art#doodle#wikoart#im literally so.#@ person who rbed my last akechi asking if i was having fun. No. im not#ok rant time#DUDE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#dude. they chiaki’d him. this sint funy#second time this has happened to me. why can my favs never be happy!!!! (and real)#THE FUNNY THING IS LIKE#ME AND MY FRIEND WERE JOKING ABOUT HIM BEING CHAKI#BC I NAMED JOKER NAGTO KMAEDA. and akechi killed him#like lol dnganronap reference#AND THEN#FEBRUARY 2ND.#i was so sad when he died then when he came back on dec 24 i literally screamed my friend was like Yam u should unmute#i was at peace.#anyways royal content activating so many of my neurons like Ur reminding me of gnsn mobsai dgrp gravity falls somehow like HELLO?#akechi would be sucha great fatui harbinger (<- crazy)#he reminds me of scr chlde and arle so like. Hrm#also human morgana made me want to die#Bryce Papenbrook GET AWAY FROM ME NOW.#p5#persona series
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AUGHHHHHHH I DONT CAREEEEEEEEEE. I LITERALLY DONT FUCKING CAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. IT REALLY SUCKS ACTUALLY CAN SOMEONE FIND ME SOMETHING TO CARE ABOUT
#home cooked hijinks#reaching critical and evilstyle levels of No Fucks rn.#i got too anxious ~a month ago and ever since then i feel like. ive totally run out of feelings about everything#like im trying to study and do my finals and whatever bc i need to get good grades etc but im not anxious or stressed about it at all#im just doing it because i think its the sort of thing that i do. im playacting the version of myself that has fucks to give.#literally been dragging myself out of bed like ooo tn you can read about kip. dont you wanna read about kip (only motivating thing lately)#and now even that is NOT FUCKING WORKING. LITERALLY HELP#and as a person generally full up to the watermark with worries and fears youd think this would be restful#BUT ITS NOT. ITS SO BAD. SCREAMING AT MYSELF TO PLEASE CARE AND NOTHING HAPPENS.#nothing really makes me sad but goddamn nothing makes me happy! help!#idk. its. im worried (ha) that im only a bad impulse away from doing something stupid like failing an exam or coming out or killing myself#ugh sorry ignore this ill be fine. i just want to have an emotion again fuck
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the batman strikes! #1
[ID: Bruce Wayne standing in front of his parent's tombstone and an angel statue with two red roses. Behind him, Alfred stands with his arms behind his back. Bruce prompts, “Do you want to hear something strange, Alfred?” Alfred asks, “What's that?” Bruce gingerly puts down the roses in two stone dishes that are each labeled with their names. He confesses, “I've been coming here twice a week for twenty years to visit my parents... and every time there's a little part of me that still hopes I'll find them both here waiting for me. Alive.”
Bruce's eyes water and in the iris, we can see a ghostly image of a family portrait. In it, Bruce is still a small child as his parents smile proudly behind him. Bruce asks Alfred, “Do you think they know how much I miss them?” Alfred walks up and puts a hand on Bruce's shoulder, mimicking Thomas's position in the portrait. He gently reassures, “I'm sure they do, Sir. I'm sure they do.” END ID]
#happy sad boy sunday !!!#he is soooo haunted <33#also he and alfred are sooo..... i got tags about this somewhere that i dont feel like repeating#but please know im rotating them in my mind and SCREAMING because god....#c: the batman strikes! | i: 1#crypt's panels#bruce wayne#alfred pennyworth#alfred & bruce
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