#Incapable of sleeping
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#this one was so fun to draw#for some reason I seem to be incapable of drawing vessel without something dripping all over him 🤣#someone make it make sense#sleep token#sleep token vessel#vessel#sleep token art#sleep token fan art#procreate#pjxckson art
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#ted lasso#trent crimm#tedependent#they have such a fun dynamic regardless of whether you ship them or not. just delightful#ted lasso edit#ted x trent#I have figured out how to make decent looking gifs it is SO over for you guys#my gifs#my edit#god I HATE that it’s 2.30 and I have to force myself to go to sleep#when I want to go back to my laptop to make more of these !!!#I’m so incapable of moderation
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#devil’s minion#iwtv#interview with the vampire#armand#daniel molly#daniel x armand#ah yes the sleep of an infant! tabula rasa! totally normal not at all ominous thing to say to these two men you've severely mindfucked#insane#also as a 90s vampire kid i am constitutionally incapable of hearing the words 'tabula rasa' without immediately jumping to buffy#in the btvs s6 episode 'tabula rasa' willow uses her supercharged psychic witchy powers to make her girlfriend forget they're fighting#she's terrified tara will leave her so she makes her blissfully unaware of their recent relationship turmoil#hmm doesn't sound relevant at all#definitely doesn't sound like anyone we know who preserves any semblance of domestic happiness at the cost of their partners' agency#siri play under your spell/standing reprise#anyway obviously tabula rasa is much broader concept than mind controlling your queer lover in vampire media lmao#but it wouldn't surprise me if it was a nod. i think it's a fun little connection to a work clearly inspired by the vampire chronicles#and it wouldn't be the only show detail referencing works directly inspired by/referencing tvc#see the copy of a book called 'the savage garden' in daniel's ny apartment in episode one#my edits
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It's wild to me that I had heard of the prime Kirk/Spock content in various TOS episodes long before I saw them, but had never heard of what IMO is the shippiest moment of all thus far, in an interestingly O_o goddamn I do not want whatever you two have but you do you?? holy shit though what a moment way.
I'm of course referring to the otherwise rather mid episode "Requiem for Methuselah," in which Kirk has an underwritten love affair with a clueless woman whose various secrets have to be discovered before her inevitable death.
At one point in this relationship, her.......uh, guardian??? sort of???????? had Spock play the piano while she and Kirk waltzed, which (in-story) Spock did perfectly while somehow managing to silently exude even more intensity than usual. After the plot (and her life) were over, we end not with the usual cheerful bit of snark on the bridge that ends most episodes, but with a weary Kirk falling asleep with his head on his arms and Spock hovering not for away. McCoy exposits the last bit of detail and then goes on an unprompted and honestly pretty viciously racist speech about how Spock, unlike Kirk, will never suffer from the joys and travails of love because of his inherent lack of feeling as a Vulcan. The speech is longer than usual and just really mean-spirited as McCoy waxes rhapsodic about all the aspects of passionate true love that Spock will not and cannot experience as a Vulcan before he just leaves.
Spock then turns to look at Kirk, and now just bleeding intensity, takes a few slow, deliberate steps towards the sleeping Kirk, lays his hand against Kirk's cheek and neck, and then very obviously mind melds with the sleeping Kirk while murmuring, "Forget."
Is this healthy respectful behavior that honors Kirk's autonomy? No, obviously. Is it god-tier repressed homoerotic passion between two people who should probably just work their issues out and stop inflicting themselves on anyone else? Yes.
#there are a lot of oddly paced slow physical staging bits in the episode so at first i wasn't sure it was significant that spock is so slow#in his approach to kirk at the end - coming right off the mccoy speech about passionate love it was something else#but i wasn't sure what he was even going to do until he laid his hand against kirk's face and i was just thinking wait WHAT#and then the - wait is he MIND MELDING with SLEEPING KIRK as a response to the accusation that he is racially incapable of passionate love?#and then realized that this episode - in which he admits to one feeling ('envy') culminates in him wiping his rival from kirk's memory#jesus. what the fuck. i'm sorry if i ever thought the kirk/spock fangirls of the last decades were exaggerating#blandly healthy and supportive spirk is out toxic yaoi spirk is in#(also there's a bad episode in which shatner is forced to give a godawful ramble about losing command! i'm losing command!#and kirk is just melting down as he and spock get into an elevator and it's just going up floors as kirk loses his shit#and it would just be unforgivably awful but his fixation on losing authority of his beloved enterprise is stopped by one word from spock#spock literally murmurs 'jim' and kirk just sort of collapses on him and then immediately relaxes and calms down. wild shit)#anghraine babbles#star trek#star trek: the original series#long post#spock#james t kirk#kirk x spock#mccoy critical#i actually love him in most episodes but this was awful and out of nowhere#in terms of the stakes at that point. but the fact that it's this huge rhapsodic speech about the grand passion of LOOOOOVE#not only talking positively but also about the torments of love that spock allegedly can't feel#and it leads /directly/ into spock wiping this woman from kirk's memory????? well. i am not blind to the function it serves. let's say.
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Butch women listen close this is VERY important okay? You NEED to let me kiss your foreheads rn
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#butch lesbians my BELOVEDS#sorry i was thinking about butch women again#incapable of stopping#they should all let me kiss them and also go on dates with me and also hand in marriage#in a State™️ lately😪#im gay and i like sleeping
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being someone who has literally 0 interest in sleeping with anyone i'm not completely crushingly in love with is so annoying sometimes i really wish i could be somebody who can separate these things but i'm not at all and never will be. i do not experience desire in that way whatsoever no matter how hard i try otherwise
#like genuinely incapable of being sexually attracted to somebody if im not so in love with them that i would marry them if they asked#every time ive tried to fight myself on this it has gone terribly#i would rather sleep with no one for years than force myself to feel something i do not
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you only drink the water when you think it's holy so keep an eye on the road or we will both be here f o r e v e r
#iwtvedit#iwtv#interview with the vampire#loumand#louis de pointe du lac#armand#amc iwtv#incapable of hearing any toxic song and not sighing with hearts in my eyes and thinking of THEM#sleep token
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Another small peek into my sdv portrait mod in the works... plus a look at some of the sprite work i've been doing for it. Particuarly george's wheelchair and his face that's in a whole different style which has always been annoying to see but even moreso since I started using a wheelchair myself and have become more visibly disabled................ I guess i should just call this a visual overhaul for the characters at this point lmao
#droodles#stardew valley#sdv#alex sdv#george sdv#wizard sdv#marlon sdv#stardew mod#i love drawing all the life in the older characters and putting the love and care into them that... wasnt given. esp with george#george is in an inaccesible town and can't do anything and is seen as incapable and has his agency taken not to mention the personal#struggles that come with losing your physical ability.. he doesn't even go to sleep in his bed. he sleeps in the chair like. wtf#he's framed as the bad person for someone pushing his chair without his consent ?? that's his body dude#anyway. i have a lot of thoughts about how george is treated in the game
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The Altered Prophet
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Ren's Going Through It in my fic at the moment, so I thought I'd draw him in a peaceful setting? And hey-- Coerthas gets damn cold! Might as well snuggle together!
#stars in the dark#fanfiction#ao3#persona 5#final fantasy xiv#tataru taru#alphinaud leveilleur#joker p5#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#akiren#ffxiv#ff14#p5#WoL Joker#art#he came back from killing something-- like he does these days-- so that's why he's a bit banged up#i'm sure it took alphi a good while to stop being embarrassed about sharing a bed#but tataru was probably like 'fuck that i'm staying warm!' and got over it quick smart#eventually joker'll reach a point where he is basically incapable of sleeping alone or else he'll start thinking Bad Things poor sod :(#man needs his cat back#(both of them)
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influence me fellow nerds and/or little freaky guys… what dropout show should i binge next as i complete The Tasks… this list is what i’ve finished and what’s left to watch… influence me gay people in my phone i beg of thee(s)
#d20#dimension 20#dropout#dropout tv#dimension twenty#dimension20#dropouttv#what even is dropout#tell me what to watch next pretty please#pretty pretty please#i beg#i will give forehead kisses to any/everyone who ventures to give me suggestions#within the platform of dropout ofc#i am incapable of watched anything on any other platform at this point#okay it is 3am i go sleep now#good night lovelies
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Sometimes I just remember that Jon canonically sleeps with his eyes open after being spookyfied and tho fanarts of jmart cuddling are adorable this is actually something he’ll never properly have with his creepy immovable all-seeing avatar body and yeah
#I know Martin is a monster fucker so this is not that Martin wouldn’t cuddle creepy Jon#But that Jon is literally physically INCAPABLE of relaxing#He’ll just never fell real comfort again#There’s no safety not even in his sleep#jonmartin#jmart#TMA#the magnus archives
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Got possessed by the need to draw my doofy little solar eclipse couple, and now I’m making the restlessness of my brainworms your problem. Enjoy.
#fun bonus trivia for those who don’t know / recall:#Ark isn’t just making a goof about being asleep when he clearly isn’t.#the man is ENTIRELY INCAPABLE of sleeping.#the present is a gift au#ark/twig#travailshipping#pmd darkrai#pokemon mystery dungeon#pokémon mystery dungeon#pmd explorers#pmd eos#pmd sky#pmd2#pmd#stuff by sofie
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Despite waking at the crack of dawn, Shepherd is NOT a morning person. Not even remotely. Sure, he’ll get to work as soon as he wakes if he has to, but that’s out of necessity (and, besides, it’s drilled into him since childhood. The man couldn’t sleep in even if he wanted to. His internal clock won’t let him).
For the first hour or so of being awake, Shep won’t communicate very much outside of grunts and hums. He’s not much of a talker even when he’s completely awake, but even less so when his brain is still trying to process the mere fact that he exists. He’s always found with a full cup of coffee in his hand if it’s available (once, Sarnax watched him down his mug one moment, and refill it the next. He suggested just drinking out of the pot, with how much he drinks, but Shepherd argued that it was unsanitary and it’s communal coffee. Shepherd then proceeded to be the only one drinking from it anyway)
On the flip side, Clayton IS a morning person. And it annoys the ever-loving fuck out of Shepherd.
#am i projecting?#yes absolutely#i am not a morning person#not usually anyway#if I get a good amount of sleep and coffee in me almost immediately then sure#I’ll be perky at 8am#but usually? no. not even remotely.#which is fun when you have family members that ARE morning people#I’m over here processing my existence and my aunt will act like Snow White#like maam it’s 8am#anyway.#legends of avantris#curse of strahdanya#silas shepherd morgan#headcanon#I am incapable of being normal about this fucking tiefling#don’t get me wrong I adore Sarnax#but shepherd won’t fucking leave me alone#(tho maybe it doesn’t help that I have him as both my Lock Screen and background on my phone…)
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#not sure how long I can go on feeling like this#like its fine im fine im not going to do anything permanent or harmful#but my tolerance for discomfort I am finding out is absolutely in the fuckingn ground#which makes a lot of sense considering the amount of coping mechanisms I’m using To numb on a regular basis#but holy fucking shit I can’t keep feeling like this#i need to start feeling like myself again#i don’t feel like myself#i feel no creativity#no spark#no interest#everything is difficult#even everyday tasks like putting on makeup feel like climbing a mountain#and I feel so ashamed for the struggles#and Caige keeps telling me to be gentle with myself#but I feel like I can’t be because if I’m gentle with myself than I’m scared I’ll never get out of this pit#i feel like I just need to power through it#was googling#‘how to get over burnout without taking a break’#and it’s like. ‘how to fill up your car with gas without putting any gas in the tank’#but I’m so fucking stubborn I feel incapable and unwilling to give myself time or space#which is dumb because it’s not like I’m making any progress with the way things are going now#im just exhausted#sleeping so much#don’t know how to get back to myself#rabbit rambles#no need to say anything I just needed to get this off my chest
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