#LIFE OF MY DREAMS://HII HC

[adglaciem]

"🎧" for Inari, Nobi, Hii and Mioara :)

This needs to go under a cut because hii's literally gets a line by line analysis... oops!

INARI:

Bloody Mary by KANKAN & FAKE TYPE

First of all, naturally, it is the cunt being served here. Kankan has a powerful voice that is complimented incredibly well by the jazzy backing. The whole song is full of energy. The visuals are also stunning in every way possible. It fits on sound alone.

However, the song is also about disrupting the food chain (metaphorically and literally) and eventually becoming the very carnivore you overthrew by gorging yourself on meat? Is this not the core of Inari's character? She is consumption incarnate.

The imagery in the song of the other animals that she recruits eating meet makes me think about her meeting with the Marakuma brothers; "Kneel before me, and I'll allow you to eat openly and unabashedly", despite having just eaten one of their brothers whole. First she dethroned the top of the food chain in the kemono world (oni/the demon clans), and then went for humans-- and in a way, her takeover has allowed for kemono to live openly, but at the same time, it's all at the mercy of her fangs...

NOBIMARU:

Ghost in Kansai by Inukai ft. Gumi

Again, starting with aesthetics: Wooma's artstyle always reminds me of Nobimaru, and the combination of traditional & modern aesthetics works well for the urban fantasy setting of Kemono Jihen. Furthermore, Inukai has a really unique way of tuning Gumi (using her English VB for Japanese, which changes how syllables are pronounced), and the formal, robotic, almost-stilted sound of her voice layered over the high energy techno-traditional backing reminds me a lot of Nobimaru's excessively formal and almost-stilted way of speaking.

(I even started a wip of a redraw of one of the shots ft Inari and Nobimaru. We'll see if it ever gets finished)

As for the song itself, the lyrics of the song, the narrator (the girl/gumi) is singing about the "monster" (snake guy) and how he's built himself up and craves more and more power and popularity, regardless of the fact that it's all dirty/trash. theres also the line "i wish i could live as a child" (free and innocent), alongside the overall narrative of the song. From what I can glean, Gumi is some sort of powerful entity that can control the fabric of reality, but at the whims of whoever commands her (denoted by the scarf around her neck). In this song, it's the snake man, who she laments about being greedy, power-hungry, and not appreciating that she "rustled all this up for him"-- who is then destroyed by the monk, who places his scarf around her neck. this serves as a prequel for the song Idolatry, which ends in Gumi taking off the scarf to bring back the snake demon, despite the destruction it causes because she can't reconcile with her new life and the "boredom" of peace/not being used.

Anyway. I know that was a lot but back to Nobimaru... It makes me think a lot of how cynically he views his own situation and how unchangeable it is, (such as refusing Kabane's request to join Inugami, calling himself a bad person, talking about how he can't do what Kabane does, because if he could... "what would all this dirty work have been for?")...and how all of that goes to building up the power of a greedy individual using him solely as a tool, but being a tool gives him his only purpose. He loves Inari, but he hates her also... he resents the empire of trash he's given her, but he couldn't live otherwise. He bitterly remarks on the others around him, and all with a detached cadence....

HINATA:

Great news, I've already done a song meta analysis for her and it really fucks severely so you're getting it here, too

∴flower×Miku『FrankenX』/ NILFRUITS×harumakigohan

this really fits a universe where she lives (oen of the last lines is “i barely survived”) but thats how it is in my brain

ok so. i have a lot to say on this one please ignore my cringebut stims all over this shit

anyway the theme of the “frankenstein complex” is obvious in this song and i think its even referenced in the description or comments but it’s defined as “the fear of what youve created”. technically the term was coined for computer science and AI but here it’s being used more liberally and so im going to use it liberally in my analysis

I think Hinata feels responsible for who Robara is, and Robara is responsible for what Hinata is. While their abilities set up the idea that Robara can manipulate Hinata’s form as needed (see: the decorations), it’s revealed to us that Hinata is essentially his babysitter: She feeds him, she’s the one who has to cut his hair, to remind him to shower, to dress him, to decide what they do next and where they go. And while you’d think that’d give her power in the relationship, it’s all because of his emotional manipulation– he purposefully refuses to learn how to care for himself so she won’t leave him, and she’s desperate for him to become independent (quote “Sometimes Hinata will reach her limits and snap at him, so he’ll get up and boil noodles to keep her happy”.)

But, y'know, I have to think about Hinata feels. and we don’t have to guess– there’s multiple parts that imply she feels directly responsible for his emotional development as well. Even though he’s an adult and made the choice to be who he is, she feels so guilty that she can’t fix him– she’s afraid of what she’s “created”. even though she was five too, seven, ten, 13, 15, 18, 20, 25… all of her energy and time has been devoted to “creating” Robara, even though it’s all being pulled by his agenda. but she doesn’t know that!

ok past the concept and into the lyrics now

“This ugly, patched heart, please break it quickly”

heartbreak is the loss of a lover, and while it usually just refers to being dumped, i think this could be read as just a pure desperation to get out. to leave, maybe even for him to die– just to get out of here, even if it’s heartbreak

Ah, ah, I’m sick of everything Whose fault is it? Well, no worries Let’s go play somewhere else Ah, ah, why it’s gone bad Was love’s fault

this song in general takes on a really childish tone at times and as we’re aware this “relationship” started when they were 5. both Hinata and Robara show a lot of signs that their maturation emotionally is really stunted, and not only that, but the incident that started everything was Hinata going over to his home to play.

So with that bad kiss Comfort me again please Bad smell, bad smell, XXX this ugly, patched sc-ar-t… Undergo necrosis, undergo necrosis

there’s. honestly a lot i could say here but robara is truly hinata’s only companion. i don’t think his possessiveness and jealousy allowed for a lot of friends, and after 20 years even if she hates his constant need for physical attention it is her only “comfort”. not to mention the medical themes and themes regarding death surrounding ogreham as a whole and their characters albeit underexplored (given that they were really the SIU’s de-facto “medics”)

 Ah, I’m sick of everything, I’m gonna be gone suddenly Come on, just get out of here, “Parasitic-You” such things as “Dreams Come True”, I don’t need them anymore Put me out of my misery, Girl Girl Girl

Hinata’s reason for staying around and being alive is because Robara couldn’t survive on his own in her eyes, but I think she’s afraid of and or knows that she’s going to die someday– or maybe she dreams of just disappearing. Robara’s a parasite, a sick twist on how a rose feeds on the energy it gets from the sun (Hii), a theme reiterated constantly in the manga. She’s given up on having hopes and dreams on her own outside of him, and I think…I don’t know. It’s just sad

Patrons are limited, wanted to protect, loved them so much Wanted to touch, wanted to stare at, wanted to tell, dimly watched Still young, our nightmare

Hinata wants to protect Robara but she also wants to protect people FROM Robara. Not only that, but it’s mentioned in a twitter post from I believe…2020’s? Hinata’s birthday that the heart necklace Hinata wears was a gift selected by her and Robara going to the store and asking what’s the most popular among couples so they could have some sense of being a “normal” couple. Everything they do is just a farce at playing house, because they started dating when they were FIVE. nothing about their relationship is normal or real, and she KNOWS that. She wants to be one of them, but the rest of her life is here.

So with that lightning kiss I gave the first cry Bad smell, bad smell, XXX “I can’t stop thinking about you” Spit words like a slave!

Once again returning to the theme of decay, especially a decaying “heart”– decaying MEAT, which underpins a lot of the imagery between them. Not only that, but the last line emphasizes how much of a pretend game their PDA is– and while the quote is supposedly said by the other person in this song, I think even then it fits with how Hinata could’ve began to view the cycle the two of them were trapped in. As little sympathy as I have for Robara, she did genuinely care about him, and her perception of him seems to be that he’s trapped by his desires and inability to change.

So you were just toying with me with those poisoned lips!

Hinata never got the chance to realize that Robara was fucking. lying? he was just lying and manipulating her. In the manga he admits that she was too good for him and he couldn’t let her go, but in side material from Aimoto we learn that Robara’s incompetance was INTENTIONAL. he was aware that she wanted to leave him and pretended to be helpless so she wouldn’t because she’s too kind. While it’s true there was an underpinning of apathy towards his own physical care, It was very much intentional on his behalf. He was just fucking messing with her head he could have stopped all of this if he wanted but he didn’t want to lose someone who devoted herself to him so entirely because he knows he’s a piece of shit

Come on, just get out of here, “Ministering-You” Ah, apperlapapp or papperlapapp? Enough is enough

Once again, I’m coming from the perspective of her living because. Fuck the end of Ogreham lol but. I think this is her finally realizing that this is intentional and the second line is about how all of it is or was nonsense, and that the semantics don’t matter. It’s over.

ok thank you love you . thank you for coming to my ted talk

LACRAMIOARA:

ok after that doozy this one won't be quite as in depth but i'd be utterly remiss if i didn't mention the band that inspired Lacramioara and Leopold's entire existence

a large portion of the characters in their verse are explicitly inspired by specific bands/songs (ie: Johnny Strings and Cross DeVille are both inspired by The Devil Went Down to Georgia), and they're no different! Although the similarity in name (strigoi) may lead you to believe this song led directly to Mioara's existence, it was actually a few different Powerwolf songs that kickstarted it-- I was originally thinking about making both her and Leopold werewolves (or, well, werewolf-angels). I went back and forth on it a lot.

Anyway, you'll notice there's a reference to this song in their official titles-- "Sons of God and Sorrow". Just as a little homage.

But really, heavy metal insane christian vampire angels is just such a badass concept. youre with me on this one right.

[svetamillss]

hii! could u do some hcs with Hyunju x famous fem reader? I guess that would be cute lol

reader could be a musician idk!

Headcanons: you are a popular musician💋

Featuring: Cho Hyun Ju x Reader(f)

A/N: Hello!! Thank you for such a nice order! Also thank you for 400 readers on my channel! I love you!

💋💋💋

💋You dated Hyun Ju a long time ago, when she were a sergeant in the army and were a man. When Ju admitted that she wanted to be a girl, she was very afraid that you would leave her, but you accepted her as she is. After all, you loved her very much.

She knew your dream that you wanted to become a good musician. The girl helped you in everything: she supported you in your endeavors, listened to your songs that you composed for auditions and much more. You were very grateful.

💋Hyun Ju was your muse. Thanks to her, you had the inspiration to create, because almost all your songs are about love, namely about you and a girl. When your love found out about it, she was very embarrassed.

💋Gradually you gained popularity and became famous. You had money, which was just very necessary, as your girlfriend needed many operations for which there was not enough money.

When you offered the money, she refused, saying that she could not accept the money you deserved, but you just didn't back down and after a while she agreed.

You were able to pay off your debts and move to Thailand, where you bought a small but cozy house, also the transition of Ju to a girl continued much faster.

💋You had a lot of fans who wrote you various messages, guarded you and asked for autographs and photos, you gladly agreed.

Your girlfriend was very nervous and jealous at first, because she knew that many girls wanted to date you and crossed personal boundaries. But she calmed down after you told your audience that you have a future wife whom you love very much.

- Baby, I'm much calmer now. - she said after your confession.

- I don't need anyone but you, darling.

💋Ju was embarrassed to appear with you in public, she was afraid that many would condemn her for being a trans woman and because of this you could have problems. You didn't want her to feel uncomfortable, so you hurried to explain that everything would be fine, that you didn't want her to hide herself and her beauty. After a while, she agreed, gradually she began to appear with you at some events, where your fans could finally get to know her in person (she was in joint photos). And no one condemned her, but only supported her.

💋Despite the fact that you had a fairly tight schedule because of concerts, photo shoots, interviews and song recordings, you constantly found time for your girlfriend, you didn't want her to start losing you and feeling lonely because of your work. After all, she was the most important thing in your life.

💋💋💋

[goatcheesecak3]

hii i saw you were taking requests! do you have any headcanons abt rodrick celebrating his partners birthday? please and thank uu :)

I'm glad u asked this bc it gave me the opportunity to use this picture lmao

1) you will never ever EVER recieve a store bought card from him. Instead, he always makes one for you, since he's pretty good at drawing.

2) for gifts, he goes for something he knows you'll use every day and really enjoy, like a new pair of docs or a really nice jacket. One year, he got you a leather jacket with loads of pockets, and in each pocket, he left a smaller gift: a pack of your favourite cigs, a flask of your favourite whiskey, an eyeliner pencil, some black nail polish and a tiny notebook filled with doodles of the two of you and song lyrics that remind him of you.

3) you have an actual party with all your friends for your birthday, but you also get a special birthday date with Rodrick. He takes you out for the day, maybe to the aquarium or a fun fair, then out to dinner. He likes to be able to spoil you, especially on your birthday, so he insists on paying for everything.

4) he invites all his friends to your birthday party, so he can show you off to them (and brag that he's actually got a girlfriend/boyfriend), and of course, he plays a song for you. (Last time it was love song by the damned).

5) he doesn't use social media all too often, but he'll always make a big gushy post about you on your birthday, "happy birthday to my favourite person in the whole world, I love you to bits (even if I'm still mad that you look better in my jeans than me) love you baby x"

6) he can't cook to save his life, but he still tries to surprise you with breakfast in bed on your birthday. If he really really puts his mind to it, he can make a half decent omelet.

7) you get a card and a small gift from his family too, usually a box of chocolates or flowers, you always think it's sweet how much they like you.

8) at your birthday party he always ends up getting emotional drunk, and going on and on about how much he loves you, and insists on dancing with you to soppy music as the night slows down.

9) he takes lots of pictures of you on your birthday, since you're smiling all day and he just LOVES your smile.

10) he loves to sleep, and usually he's late to everything but your birthday is an exception. He wouldn't DREAM of being late to you birthday, even though he's had a few close calls before, he always makes it on time.

A/n hope you enjoyed! This was a really fun suggestion to write :^)

Replies/reblogs are really appreciated :^)

Requests are still open! I do fics and hcs, check my pinned post for details :^))))

[1lenii]

Hey im that mystery anon again <3 So not a request just thought i wanted to share, this Friday i went to a bbq with my uncles and cousins (me being the only girl) and I couldn’t daydream about Miles with a shy girly s/o who completely turns around when she is with her family and becomes all motherly yet play-fights and sings rancheras with her uncles while cooking. The dream life <3 Can’t imagine Miles (E-42) confusion at his sweet gf suddenly all out

Ⰶ BBQ SURPRISE Ⰶ

Miles G Morales x F!Latina!Reader

Ⰶ Hii lovely<3, I CONSIDER THIS A REQUEST IDC. SO. basically made a oneshot(?)cs why not? My mind if filled with a bunch of what ifs so here are some hcs or not :)

Ⰶ Do enjoy!

Ⰶhonestly Js fluff! No warning that I know off

Ⰶ Y/N is still getting use to Miles as they recently started dating, keep this in mind so it can make sense!!

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Y/N gets a text from her mami, that’s theres gonna be a family cookout and to, QUOTE “trae al moreno lindo tuyo”

Y/N is like ‘why not’, so she does exactly that, struggling to tell Miles, what was planned for the day

Miles being the loving boyfriend he is, is rubbing her back encouraging to speak up from her reserved nature

With that Y/N says “I want you to come with me to my family cook out!”

Miles is like how ironic cause you already went to his now it’s his turn to go to yours

Otw there Y/N is kinda nervous cause I mean this is gonna be the first time Miles meets her family officially WHO WOULDNT BE NERVOUS

They get to the house/park it was being hosted at and going into the open space the couple is greeted with a bunch of “Y/N’s HERE!” Coming from a few younger cousins

The kids and the same age and older cousins greet their favorite cousin so yk how that goes, some how Miles manages to end up at edge of the circle around his girlfriend

Miles is like “:0” cause he didn’t know she could be such a extrovert(????????)

Miles is greeted by Y/N mom and aunt as they laugh at his surprise and here come the boss lady saying “didn’t know y/n was like that did you?” Mother dearest says laughing and nudging him to have a seat

“No I did not” he chuckles

After that commotion Y/N goes back to miles ONLY TO BE CALLED BY HER UNCLE pulling her away from miles for the 2nd time this night!

“Mi sobrina favorita!! We need you on los papás y hamburguesas!” Her uncles calls out, and you can literally hear the other children groan at the “favorite”

“Ya vengo” y/n says now pulling her hair behind her ear and into a loose bun(anyone else tries less when tying their hair when it’s curly??)

Miles watches I’m awe forgetting what he was about to tell her as she ties a apron from one of the lost chairs and makes her way to her uncle.

Miles just smirks taking mental notes of Y/N habits when she’s let loose, also making sure he’s the first in line for his Girls cooking🥰how cute

The eating and mingling portion is done now it’s later in the afternoon and on of Y/N older cousin calls out (I ran out of options) “who wanna shadow box”

“THAT MEANS YOU Y/N” your cousin yells from the other side of the yard

“I HEARD YOU THE FIRST TIME” Y/N calls out making her way to the group of cousins bringing miles along

Miles takes out his phone to record and Mayb post later and when Y/N litterally annihilates getting a 3 for 3

“OHHHHHH” miles hears eb say (LMFAO having tm fun)

And with that the night was spent, and yk they otw home

I kid you not Miles would turn to you and challenge you

“Match me rn”

“Huh??” Y/N is dumbfounded she so confused

“Juega me”

“Me? Oh no I can’t I could possibly-“

“Oh tu si puedes”

And ya would get home to find miles crumbling in defeat LMFAO

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This was fun, maybe not exactly BUT YK WHAT? I had fun writing this so idc!

Don’t be afraid to submit something, I’ll literally make anything out of limit sources<3

[xmoonlitxdreamx]

hii, I was reading your hcs about fbdo and saw that you mentioned wham rap as Ferris' post-college song. This made me curious to know if there are other songs that you associate with slocamfer, both individually and as a poly triad?

Hmm! There's some songs I associate with the crew, some of them more concretely than others and nothing that elaborate... rn when I draw my fbdo art I mostly listen to this 80s (and some late 70s/early90s) playlist that I put together (I'll put it the end of this).

Answers under the cut bc it's kinda long:

For characters/etc in general, here's some associations I have (unfortunately very Cameron and Ferris heavy, I'm not as good at writing Sloane as some other people are;; working on it.):

Cameron

Kate Bush - Hounds of Love (song and album, especially the song), The Big Sky, Cloudbusting

The Smiths - just like a bunch of their songs but also Please Pleas Please Let Me Get What I Want (of course), Accept Yourself, Asleep

Siouxsie and the Banshees - The Killing Jar, Dear Prudence

The Cure - Boys Don't Cry

U2 - Bad (and misc other 80s U2)

Ferris

Wham! - Wham Rap

INXS - New Sensation

General Public - Tenderness

Prince - 1999

Cyndi Lauper - Money Changes Everything (thematically nothing to do with anything but idk lmao)

The Beatles - Please Please Me (album), any early Beatles ig

Wayne Newton - Danke Shoen (album)

The Zombies - Begin Here (album)

Sloane (kinda haphazard answers sorry)

The Waitresses - I Know What Boys Like, Wise Up, maybe some songs from Bruiseology but idk I mostly associate The Waitresses w an OC of mine lol;;;

Fleetwood Mac - Everywhere, Landslide, Silver Springs

Madonna - Borderline, Holiday

Blondie - Heart of Glass, Rapture (idk sure)

Dolly Parton - I Will Always Love You

Ferris & Cameron

The Smiths - You've Got Everything Now (tbh this kind of a bitter song ig but there's elements I associate with them), This Charming Man (esp Cameron POV), Back to the Old House (not really in my canon but for hc's where they drift apart after high school)

Wham! - Bad Boys

Kate Bush - Wuthering Heights (Ferris POV somehow idk)

Pretenders - Don't Get Me Wrong

Sloane and Cameron

Talking Heads - And She Was (lyrically has nothing to do w them but I misheard some lyrics at one point and so now the song means something totally different to me than the real meaning lmfao), Perfect World

Jackson Browne - Somebody's Baby

Sloane and Ferris

The Cure - Just Like Heaven

The Dream Academy - The Edge of Forever (from the fbdo soundtrack, so.)

Echo and the Bunnymen - Lips Like Sugar

Prince - Raspberry Beret

SloCamFer

Cyndi Lauper - When You Were Mine (kinda-ish idk. Not really lyrically 100% but it's so 80s sounding and vaguely "poly" lmfao)

Talking Heads - Wild Wild Life

Deniece Williams - Let's Hear It For The Boy (ferslo @ cam lmao)

I think. that's about it. Most of these are kind of just for vibes and not too deep;; and idk sorry again to Sloane......... i will listen to more music.............. I'll also maybe branch out to associating non-80s music with this cast at some point too but idk lol

The Cure - In Between Days

10,000 Maniacs - These Are Days

Playlist:

[rockore]

hii omg!! way too sorry for so many questions n stuff but if its okay could i ask for ur hcs on Ali and alicia? like separately not as a ship or anything

NO PROBLEM!!! I LOVE ANSWERING THM EHHEHHE they're so fun to talk about..

OKK as for alicia she's a sapphic demigirl to me (and also demiromantic + ace) strictly goes by she/her!!

Autsim + bpd

She has this one stuffed animal plush that means a lot to her, and she loves sleeping with it but never really told anyone about it

Probably an indie rock listener?? Or indie pop or both

LIKEE a really good dancer methinks...

She loves decorating her personal belongings with cute stickers heheh

Interested in marine life!

As for Ali he's a transmasc arospec bi to me (and boyflux too!!) He + neos

Audhd!!

His special interest is outer space I mean. LOOK AT HIS BEDROOM.... He also has a bunch of encyclopedias related to it

Before he became an agent I feel like his dream job would be an astronaut

He probably likes all type of music genres, maybeee not the very heavy and loud ones tho

Chronically online.... Coughssss

OK back on the space thing he loves building Lego sets more specifically the space themed one.. sometimes he would call Viktor over to help him build it

OKSKKS sorry if this isn't much btw (I just woke up so my brain isn't braining yet AND Ill definitely add more once I remember them back because I always forget to keep them in my notes😭😭HELFPP)

[eldritch-nightmare]

hii, can i req. a lil smth? for kagekao & reader (maybe i don’t look hard enough but i feel like i rarely see contents on him ;; so). i’m not rly lookin for anything romantic but maybe in general some darker or yandere-like hcs? as in maybe reader is an acquaintance, or even a victim in the scenario. not sure if i’m making any sense here /lh

a/n: i think i understand?? maybe?? i tried!! hope you like it!! decided to go with the victim scenario because i had some thoughts about that.

kagekao with a gn!victim!reader.

warnings: it is neither romantic nor platonic, slight yandere-ish traits if you squint, reader doesn't speak japanese in this, kagekao torments the reader, swearing, stalking, mind-games, nightmares, the feeling of being watched, crying, ownership, mockery, blood, murder, impending doom, the murder is vaguely described bc idk how graphic i can be fdjksfhj.

Kagekao is, first and foremost, a demon before anything else. He finds joy in seeing other people hurt, and he loves teasing his victims until they're crying and begging to be put out of their misery.

Now you, my poor friend, have been unfortunate enough to catch his attention while he's out in the town.

Maybe it's the way you carried yourself, or maybe you bumped into him when rushing off somehow but something about you caught his attention, and he just had to mess with you.

And maybe he had no intentions of killing you at first. He does that sometimes. He finds that sparing people is equally as fun as killing them because no one will ever believe them. I mean, who would believe that there's a demon that appears to be human just... prowling the streets and murdering people for fun?

But seeing the way you reacted to his little pranks, the way you would tense up slightly and look scared and a bit confused when random objects in your home began to fall on the floor or when you would suddenly end up with cuts and bruises that you had no memory of ever getting... well, Kagekao just knew there was more. He needed to see how you'd look as you feared for your life.

But he didn't want to make it quick. No, no. He wanted to terrorize you. He wanted to break you before finally sparing you of your life. It would be a merciful act, killing you. And it would be so good.

Which is rather surprising, considering he gets bored rather easily. Nothing ever keeps his attention, but there's just something about you that he needs to break.

And so, the game began.

You were completely oblivious to the very existence of Kagekao, going about your days as you normally did. Though... there was something different.

Everywhere you go, there seems to be eyes on you. You can never figure out where the feeling is coming from, but you know that someone is watching you. You tried your best to ignore it, but sometimes you could feel the dark intent coming from the mysterious person's gaze.

He thinks it's adorable that you're trying to ignore the unease of him watching you.

But soon enough, the feeling of being watched escalates to seeing something from the corner of your eyes.

You'll be walking downtown and you'll catch a masked figure leaning against a lamppost one moment, but then you'll blink and he'll be gone. Sometimes, you experience this when you're in the safety of your home. That's the one that terrifies you the most.

Then the nightmares begin. Now, Kagekao may be a demon but he can't influence your dreams. Though he really wishes he could. No, the nightmares are a manifestation of the fear you've been feeling these past few months. Honestly, it's an added bonus for him. Makes this all the more fun when you wake up in the middle of the night with tears streaming down your face as you shoot out of bed.

And once the nightmares begin, the whispering starts. But you can't understand what the whispers are because you don't speak Japanese. The whispers are also so... jumbled together and distorted on occasions that it would be impossible to try and decipher what they're saying.

There was this one time that you woke up in the middle of the night after a particularly bad nightmare and when you opened your eyes... it was a quick flash, but you swore you saw something crawl across your ceiling. Whatever it was, it had claws.

You start losing sleep as well, making you much more susceptible to Kagekao's mind-games.

And when you cry from the overwhelming stress and fear this is causing you, Kagekao just stays hidden and coos a bit because aw, aren't you just adorable like this?

Kagekao takes his time with you. He enjoys seeing you curl up into a ball on the ground as you cry and curse at the world, begging the universe to make your life normal again. It's so satisfying to see you break down. But you're not quite ready to be killed off yet. You still have a will to live, and that's not good. Even after all the mental torture, you still want to live. The game can't be finished until you want to die. Perhaps he should start inflicting physical torture soon...

Nah. He doesn't want to rush it. Not yet.

What the fuck.

What the fuck.

What the actual fuck.

You sat on your spot on the concrete sidewalk, staring at the carnage in front of you as you struggled to process what was happening. This past year has been utter hell for you. The feeling of being watched, the nightmares, the whispering, the random hallucinations of this... creature-like person... all of it just weighed down on you.

But this?

This felt far worse than all the other stuff.

It was the dead of night, and you had gotten off work pretty late. You didn't want to go home, not yet, so you decided to walk around the town a bit. There had been people around when you made that decision, so you weren't too worried. Besides, this was a pretty safe part of town, so you didn't think you had to worry about your life being in danger.

You were wrong, of course. You should've known better. You've always been in danger. Nowhere is safe, not anymore. Though, it wasn't the danger you were expecting.

The danger you had found yourself in was far more real than your paranoia and nightmares.

You had been so lost in your thoughts, wandering around the town with no real destination in mind, when you had been attacked. It had happened so quickly, you weren't entirely sure why you got jumped but it was probably supposed to be a robbery of sorts.

Key phrase; supposed to be.

The moment you had been grabbed, you were suddenly being pushed to the ground and you could only watch in horror as the scene unfolded in front of you. It took you a moment to even process what was happening.

The person who attacked you was... well... they were on the ground as well, but someone was on top of them. Someone that... has claws... and looks eerily similar to the scary hallucination that's been haunting you since the beginning of the year...

He was on top of the person who attacked you, and he was just... it was a graphic sight, to put it simply. There was so much blood, and he just kept sticking his claws into the poor person even after they were already gone. There was clear anger in his actions, and you're terrified to imagine that anger directed towards you.

Self-preservation kicks in after a moment, but it doesn't kick in fast enough because soon the man-creature's attention is on you instead.

There's a moment of silence as he just stares at you. You weren't even sure if he was breathing or not, he was so still.

You flinch when he reaches a clawed hand out towards you, and you instinctively close your eyes as you expect to feel pain. Instead, you felt one of his fingers gently brush against your cheek.

He had wiped away a stray tear of yours. And also smeared blood on your face. You felt your stomach churn at that thought as you opened your eyes, staring at his masked face. There were so many questions you wanted to ask but you only managed to quietly ask one.

"Are you going to kill me?"

He tilts his head slightly at the question, and you could've sworn that you heard him quietly giggle.

"Yes, I will." He honestly answers, his tone light as if this were some casual conversation, "But not yet. You're not ready."

What the fuck does that mean?

"But don't worry, I'll keep you safe until I do kill you, okay?" He pats your head in a way that feels mocking, and you cringe at the feeling of blood sticking to your hair, "After all, you're mine to kill. And I would hate for the fun to end so soon."

And you could feel your heart drop to the pit of your stomach at his words as you imagine the pure hell you're going to go through now that he's actually interacted with you.

All you can do is keep him entertained until he gets bored. Who knows, maybe you'll be lucky enough and find away to escape him before it's too late.

[the-dumpster-fire-of-life]

hii! so i read ur dating tom k hcs and i loved them, could i pls request dating bill hcs as well? hope u have a good day/night <3

(hello! Thank you for requesting and sorry if this is a bit messy but enjoy! Thank you for loving my Tom headcannons, and have a good night/day!)

Dating Bill Headcannons

He is probably the best choice to even be with

He's so amazing man

I feel like he would rather have a private and intimate relationship

He wouldn't want paparazzi and fans all in your guys' business

But paparazzi has gotten a couple pictures of you guys

And Lord

He looks so in love, when he looks at you it looks like he's full on smitten

When he is in a relationship, he will do his best to make it last and be happy

He doesn't want to lose any chance he has to be with you for as long as he can

When people flirt with you, either in front of him or just in general

He feels a little bad

Just a bit

There is a lot of bickering in the relationship

Playful banter

You guys play wrestle a lot probably just because to piss the other off

There are mistakes on both sides of the relationship as it probably is his and your first one

So get over those hurdles and it's all good

Switches from German to English on you a lor

So if you know German, amazing!

If you dont, pray someone can translate

Would love if you learned German for him if you didn't know before

Because since he is pretty popular he is busy, and he feels bad because he doesn't have much extra time even if he does he spends it with you

After people flirt with you he'll try his best to spend as much time as possible with you

Is the embodiment of the kid who you're parents dream about you bringing home only for him to turn around and be the complete opposite

He's Bill, he can be flirty, shy and anything at any given time

He's not all that blatant about affection in public

Mostly hand holding and small kisses or kisses on the cheek or holding your waist

But in private is a whole other story

Mans is not letting go

It feels like he is glued to you

He loves doing your makeup to match his

Just you like straddling his lap as you just let him do your makeup

It's perfect

You guys are a pretty popular couple

Lots of rumors about you guys but you both ignore them

He gets asked about you a lot interviews

He is happy to answer and and all given questions as long as they don't cross a line

He is proud to say out loud he is dating you

He is down bad man

Matching outfits all the way

You guys probably have whole fan pages about you guys

You inspire some songs, some are just for you two and one or two he has released to the public

"Yeah, that one is about (Name)."

He says it with the biggest smile on his face

Tom teases his brother so much

Bill denies being totally smitten until you come into the room

He likes sitting next to you no matter where

Will have a hand on your thigh just because

His hands are sometimes cold so don't be alarmed when it's freezing

You guys go shopping and he's full on making outfits for you to show him

Full on show and spending hours in a shop

He does not care

You guys get lost a lot when you guys wander off

Gustav has found you both in multiple parks in the middle of the night

He will pull you up on stage when he wants

If your style is similar to his, he is full on in love

Even if it isn't, he likes how your style would contrast with his

He lets you do his makeup

Like Tom, is not threatened by his bandmates or brother if you get close to them

Would actually prefer if you were friends with them so you can come along and spend more time with him

If you're in the band, he is having the time of his life on stage

And if you're not, he's still gonna spot you out in the crowd

Always wants to make you proud of dating him when he is performing

He likes the fans, but would prefer just hugs and not kisses from them since he is dating you

If you're okay with it, he's fine with it, but if you're not he would ask them to please not kiss him

He doesn't want to risk your relationship

He is an asshole a lot of times

Idk if it's on purpose or he's joking around

He can be an asshole

Of you play an instrument or sing, he thinks it is legit a match made in heaven

Likes laying in bed with his head on your chest instead of the other way around

He would be devastated if you guys ever broke up or went on a break

Is trying his hardest to make up with you even in arguments

He is not letting the relationship go easily

[sleepingdeath-light]

s/o who is jealous of willow hcs ; hunter

requested by ; anonymous (30/04/23)

fandom(s) ; the owl house

fandom masterlist(s) ; main | hunter-only

character(s) ; hunter wittebane

outline ; “hii! Can I request a hunter x reader where reader gets jealous and kinda insecure about hunter's relationship with willow? Like, the reader would be really trying to hide it, bc they know willow is a very close friend of hunter, but he notices it anyway 🥺

maybe a bit angsty?

also i just wanna say that you are my favorite hunter x reader writer omg ♥️♥️ luv u”

warning(s) ; angst, jealousy, comfort

you knew that it wasn’t rational, you knew that they were just friends — and you knew how important that was because he had so few support systems in his life — but knowing that didn’t change anything

not all feelings are rational, and feelings don’t need to be rational to exist

and exist your jealousy did

a gnawing parasite that buried itself in your innards and twisted deeper and deeper whenever she made him smile or blush — a stabbing pain like a dagger or some other jagged blade

a cold flush like iced water being poured over you every time he laughed at one of your jokes

the necrotic, bloody wound that spread and spilled its puss in the form of the scowl threatening to pull downwards on the edges of your lips every time she touched his arm

a disease, an infection, an infestation

so very wrong and irrational

but you couldn’t help it, couldn’t cure it, couldn’t rid yourself of it

something didn’t need to make sense for it to hurt — didn’t even need to be intentional

and you knew it wasn’t intentional

titan, no! hunter would never even dream of hurting you and willow was so lovely that she wouldn’t consider it for a second

which only made you feel worse

made you withdraw more from the group, from your relationship, as you tried to put on a facade of being okay

but he noticed

of course he noticed

and he confronted you in the privacy of your home — told you that he knew what was wrong

he knew about your feelings when it came to willow, he’d noticed — but she hadn’t (thank goodness) — but you still felt horrible because this was the exact thing you were trying to avoid

and you feel like you’re going to cry as you fall over yourself to apologise for feeling so jealous and being so stupid about it and not being able to stop

and he stops you, silences you and pulls you into a hug as he lets you cry it out

he’s rocking back and forth and soothing you and shushing you as he lets you calm down, slowly letting you know how he stood on the whole thing

and he’s so understanding because he’s hunter so of course he is, and he’s murmuring promises and reassurances against the crown of your head as he soothes you

he says he understands, that there’s nothing wrong with how you’re feeling and that it’s not your fault

that you can’t control your feelings but you can control your reaction to them and he’s so proud of you for how you were dealing with your jealousy

but that he wishes you’d have come to him to talk about it sooner rather than trying to hide them

that you’re partners and it’s important that you trust each other to have these conversations so you can tackle these things as a team

he reaffirms that he and willow are just friends (which you knew) and when you pull away to look at him he makes you promise to talk about things like this with him first rather than just trying to hide away

and you agree

and you kiss

and everything is back on track to being somewhat normal

because now you’re a team and you’re going to kick your jealousy in the ass

[haunteddollbaby]

hello!! i love ur work ^^ can i request hcs of muichiro being protective of his s/o? thank u and have a great day <33

hii and thank you <3 im really happy you like my work! i made muichiro sound a bit yandere-ish, but i hope you enjoy this despite that. you have a great day as well :D! kinda ooc mui..

protective dog privilege

• muichiro is actually surprisingly protective and a little jealous.

• we all know muichiros forgetful, but if your his s/o he vividly remembers everything about you let me dream alr.

• since your one of the only people he can actually remember alot about your very veryyy important to him.

• and to see his favorite, most important person be around someone thats not him? irritating, hes gonna have to change that.

• so when he sees giyuu try to talk and hang out with you more often? it annoyed his soul.

• he starts to hang around you more often even more so than usual so when giyuu walks up to you he shuts him down.

• giyuu will walk up to you like, "oh hello y/n i-"

• and muichiro will just be passive agressive asl like, "hello to you tomioka, its not too polite to completely ignore my presence now is it? i didnt know you were on first name basis with y/n either. she still calls you tomioka."

• you just stand behind mui, covering your laugh.

• tomioka gets red faced and speed walks away ☠️.

• muichiro looks pretty proud of himself ngl before he returns to his normal face.

• this actually isnt even the first time this happened.

• multiple people of lower rank than him, who would never be able to protect you like he can, may he add try to get a date with you all the time.

• muichiro knows youre an attractive person dont even try to argue ur fine asl i take no criticism so he expects people to ask you out. it doesnt make it any less annoying though.

• he usually rejects them for you and you let him because its entertaining. when you have to do it youre pretty nice about it though so people try to find you when your not with mui.

• overall being the most important person in muichiros life is entertaining. he loves you and you love him, he wont let anyone get in the way of your love <3.

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[aquagirl1978]

Hii so I'm kind of mentally preparing to not be able to carry children one day, so do you think you can write hc for the suitors with a s/o that can't have kids/might have a risky pregnancy?

If you have to narrow it down, maybe Leon, Chevalier, Yves, Nokto and Clavis?

Anon, thank you for the request - may these headcanons provide some comfort for you.

IKEMEN PRINCE HEADCANONS - SUITORS REACTION TO RISKY PREGNANCY/INFERTILITY (Leon, Chevalier, Yves, Nokto, Clavis)

Leon Dompteur

Leon held you in his arms as the doctor spoke the words - children will never be a possibility.

The doctor left the room quietly, leaving you alone with the news.

"Leon, I am so sorry...." You started to sob, knowing Leon's past and how important it was to him to have a family of his own, that dream now shattered.

Leon gathered you in his strong arms, and held you close to his chest. He kissed your tears away, his warmth comforting. "There's nothing for you to be sorry for," his whispered, his words comforting. "All hope is not lost, we can always adopt."

You glanced up at him, your cheeks tear-stained. "There are plenty of kids in the orphanage needing a family to call their own. Seems only fitting that things would work out this way, no?"

Of course Leon would see the sunny side to this situation. Glad to have him by your side, your future looked even brighter together.

Chevalier Michel

"Stop pushing yourself," Chevalier scolded, folding his arms. "You were warned of the risks."

Sighing, you ignored your fatigue. "Just a bit more." There was only one more pile of books left to put away. And knowing your growing condition, you wanted Chevalier's private library as organized as it could be before you wouldn't be able to work any longer.

Chevalier approached you, plucking the book from your hand. With a long, elegant finger, he gently flicked your forehead. "How many times do I have to tell you, simpleton."

He pulled you into his arms and gently carried you into the chair he once occupied alone. He rubbed his palm awkwardly down your arm, resting it on your belly. "You're carrying the king's heir and the doctor has warned there are risks."

"And because of that," he continued, "I am putting you on immediate rest."

You stared into his eyes, pools of stern blue, ready to pout and protest against his orders.

"You do not need to prove yourself to me," he said, his smile soft as he gently kissed your forehead. "I will not allow any harm to come to you or our child. Ever."

Yves Kloss

The words rang in Yves' head over and over again - children will not be a possibility.

He watched with agony as you laid in bed, tears staining your cheeks, unable to move from your spot.

Yves did not know how to comfort you at this time - should he go to you? give you space? - so instead, he fidgeted nervously in a nearby chaise.

You called his name out weakly, beckoning him to your side. He approached you slowly, and took your hand in his. "I'm so - " You choke out a few words in between sobs, much of it incoherent.

Yves took a seat on the bed next to you. Reaching into his pocket, he pulled out a pink handkerchief and dabbed your eyes.

You squeezed his hand as you looked into his grief-stricken pale blue eyes.

Yves squeezed his eyes shut tight; he didn't have it in him to tell you that a small part of him was relieved. Relieved that he would not have to pass down to a child his unwanted Obsidian blood.

Maybe, just maybe, things were better this way.

He opened his eyes and smiled at you gently, stroking your forehead with his fingertips. "I don't think I could ask for anything more than a life with you by my side. As long as I have you, I am happy. I don't need anything else."

Nokto Klein

"Twins?" Nokto repeated the words you just said to him, slowly and stunned.

"Yes, Nokto," you replied with a small smile from under the pile of covers on the bed. "The doctor confirmed we are having twins. But..."

Nokto was barely listening to the rest of what you had to say. Twins. How could this happen; how could this happen again?

He sat down on the peppermint bench by his bed, resting his head in his hands.

"Nokto, did you hear everything I just said?"

He turned and looked at you, and only just now noticing the fear clouding your usually bright eyes. "What's wrong?"

"The doctor has some, um, concerns and has ordered immediate bedrest for me. He said there are some possible risks - "

The moment you said the word "risk", Nokto was up and by your side, his hands clasping yours. "Risks?"

You told him everything the doctor had said - that this pregnancy would not be without risks, and the best and safest course of action would be immediate bed rest.

Needing to be by your side, to feel you, to touch you, he lifted up the covers and climbed into bed next to you. "Whatever you need, whatever you want, just tell me." He placed a gentle hand on your belly. He hadn't met them yet, but Nokto knew he'd be shattered if anything happened to either of them.

Clavis Lelouch

"Children are...."

"Not a possibility," you finished Clavis' sentence.

"Hmm..." Clavis stood there staring at you, for once at a rare loss for words. "No kids, huh?" No children to teach pranks. No children to cook outlandish desserts for. No children to carry on his name.

You stared into golden eyes that had dimmed. "Are you okay?"

Clavis laughed at you; not his usual laugh, no. This was artificial. "Me? I'm fine, I'm always fine," he quickly brushed your concern away, adjusting the lapels of his jacket.

He snaked his arms around your waist, pulling you close for a quick kiss. "I'm fine as long as I'm with you."

He smiled at you, his golden eyes crinkling as he spoke. "I was thinking, we could adopt a child. Or a few. Or a dozen. Imagine...a whole Lelouch army of my children."

You buried your head in his shoulder, your bodies rumbling with laughter, your heart swelling with love, knowing you could conquer anything at all with this mischievous man.

[adglaciem]

@yeonban naturally hii isnt really a fennec bc of how. species work. but i think she can be a red fox that looks so so so so so much like a fennec fox with huge ears and being tiny. and also smokey coloration bc kali-ma's massacre has a confusing color scheme

[tehaxo]

hii can i please request kaeya & thoma (separate) with an s/o who gets emotional and maybe tears up a bit when they see the boys making breakfast for them for the first time. s/o has struggled a lot with loneliness and the realization that maybe they won't be alone anymore makes them emotional, tysm

oooh!!! this is super cute oh my GODD!! <3 im not sure if u were asking for HCs but i decided to make mini one shots/drabbles for them both!

pairing: kaeya x gn!reader, thoma x gn!reader

warnings: none

a/n: enjoy it! tysm for requesting 💞 sorry for taking so long, i was procrastinating horribly… i ended up making reader be full on crying tears since it makes more sense and for some reason ended up writing a shit ton for thoma 💀

KAEYA — ❄️

You were always tossed aside and left alone, you were used to it. But that doesn’t mean you never felt pain from being lonely, you hated it a lot. You couldn’t do anything about it, not until you came across Kaeya. As cliche as it sounds, he helped you become the person you were now.

Kaeya helped you with your confidence and introverted personality, introducing you to his friends. Naturally, you became friends with them as well. You were so grateful to be dating a great person like him.

You woke up with Kaeya, not at your side, and you panicked since he didn’t usually leave without a word. You had a few irrational fears and were a huge overthinker. So you rushed out of bed in hopes of finding Kaeya still home. You stepped out of your room and the panic left your system as the fresh aroma of food was in the air, you inhaled it in then smiled in relief. He was still home.

You quickly freshened up and made your way to the kitchen, you felt your heart racing. Your boyfriend stood in front of the stove, his hair was in a pretty low braid. The morning sun shined on him, making him look more angelic than ever.

You snuck behind him and wrapped your arms around him, Kaeya tensed at your touch but he realized it was you and then relaxed. “I see you finally decided to wake up, eh? You were in a deep sleep and you looked so cute, I couldn’t bring myself to wake you up,” he teased and he set his hand on your arm, he smiled as felt warm in your embrace.

You stayed quiet, and all of your memories flashed into your mind. How you were treated, and how alone you were. The negative thoughts which you thought would never end, but you were proven wrong. You now had a reason and escaped that tunnel of darkness. The light that saved you was in your arms.

All the emotions exploded in your heart and your eyes teared up, you finally knew that you weren’t alone. Your arms tightened around Kaeya and he let out a small laugh, “I see you missed me in your sleep!” He continued to laugh until he heard your small sniffles, he tried to turn around to look at you but you still held tight.

“You okay, my love?” His hand caressed your arm and he felt your head nod against his back. He turned off the stove as he continued to hear your silent sobs, he didn’t say another word. His hand set onto yours and intertwined with it gently.

“I’m sorry for crying like this, this is all so foreign to me. I’ve never had anything like this. I’ve never had someone so caring and loving as you by my side. My dream was to not be alone, and you made it come true. I kept on dreaming, unrealistically. Though, they all came to be true all because of you. Thank you, my love, thank you so much. I love you Kaeya.”

You said still holding onto him from behind, the love dripping off of your words like honey. It was so sweet and strong. It sparked an ignition deep in his heart, what he thought died long ago. He finally turned around and brought you close to him, he leaned down onto your shoulder; a shaky sigh slip past his lips.

“I have no words, sweetheart… I love you so much too. I would do anything that makes you happy for you. You’re going to be stuck with me forever. I hope you’re fine with that,” Kaeya held on for dear life, his arms around you in a lock.

He got emotional at your sweet words, it caught him off guard in the best way possible. You smile through your tears, and with another quick nod you sobbed out,

“Stuck with you? Forever? I’m perfect with that.”

THOMA — 🍡

Thoma was quite the pursuer, it might not seem like it but he can be determined at times. He conquered your heart by being persistent, and patient. He had always noticed you alone, going to the same shop he did, daily. You caught his attention and curiosity, even when he didn’t need to buy more groceries he visited just to see you.

He wasn’t alone in this, you also noticed him. Though you ignored him and your insane attraction to him. (At least you thought it was insane). No matter, because he constantly approached you and had strict convos with you.

You didn’t have much of friends, but you never made an effort to make any. You had accepted you would be lonely for a while, but you weren’t against it. That being said, it also hurt at times when you needed someone. But you couldn’t blame anybody else but yourself.

That started to fade away once Thoma tried to be your friend. You felt fine being alone but now you’ve interacted with someone genuinely you wanted more. You needed more. So you gave in and became acquainted with Thoma.

It started with small talks here and there, to him walking you home. Then Thoma greeted you at your door at night, with food he made for you. You guys grew closer and closer as all the months passed, at that point you were also familiar with the Kamisato siblings.

Not only that, he successfully made you his own. He was so happy to have you and to be yours. You felt just as lucky.

You were in a deep slumber, and Thoma had invaded your house. He wanted to surprise you with breakfast in bed, you haven’t been able to eat well due to being busy recently. He was concerned for your health, so he decided he’d make you the tastiest meal ever.

Tray in hand, he walked steadily into your room. He set it on your table and sat next to you on your bed, he smiled at you sleeping peacefully. He made you lay on your back and gave kisses all around your face to wake you up.

“Wake up, i made you breakfast~ I don’t want it to get cold!”

He tapped on your temple gently and with that, you were now awake. Your eyes opened slowly and you saw the figure of Thoma, you smiled lightly and then lazily reached your arms out.

He happily went into your embrace, he held you then nuzzled into your neck. “Good morning Thoma,” you groaned out and wrapped your arms around him. He slipped out of the hug and made you sit up. He reached over to your table and grabbed the tray carefully.

You rubbed your eyes and stared at the food he set in front of you. “I made all of your favorite food, I know you’ve been working hard these days so I wanted to give you a little something to relish,” Thoma placed his hand on your head and soothed your hair.

You blinked and something in you exploded. You glanced at Thoma and saw the most loving expression ever. His gentle, captivating eyes, and his beautiful smile. Your heart clenched at the sweet sight of him, and his clear expressions of love for you.

Your hand found its way to your mouth as you started to tear up. Thoma noticed immediately and his smile faltered in a flash, he pushed the tray of food to the side and then hugged you.

“Hey, no no, why are you crying? Did something happen while you were busy during those days?” He questioned in a frantic tone.

You sobbed loudly like you never have ever. Your emotions were a mix of relief and happiness, you weren’t ever going to be lonely again, not with Thoma. You were fine with it before, but you never want to go through it again.

Your hands clenched onto his shirt as you cried into his shoulders, “Thoma… You’re the sweetest person ever. I couldn’t ever be more grateful for having someone like you in my life. With you, I am so happy. You’ve helped bring out the parts of me, that I needed. I can now smile a genuine smile and go about my days happily. I love you so much, I couldn’t even explain it in words. But I’ll spend the rest of my life looking for those words with you, so you can see even a glance of my love for you. Thank you for everything.”

Thoma was astonished, at how hard you were crying and your words. You weren’t the type to be this expressive of your feelings, he was beyond shaken. His arms tightened around you and he continued to comfort you until your cries became sniffles.

He then spoke, “I love you so much too, my sunflower. I’m so glad that someone as insignificant as me was able to do such a thing. Nothing too would be able to capture the true nature of my love for you, it’s too complex for others to understand. It is only you, who can understand with nothing needed. Which is why you deserve all of it, once again I love you.” His hand circled your back and you melted into his touch.

Your heart was now completely unlocked, it had finally found the key needed for these new emotions. You broke from the hug with a smile and gave him a deep kiss, he then returned the kiss. You pulled away from the kiss and then wiped your tears away, you looked over to the food and felt your stomach growl.

“Hehe, well what’re ya waiting for? Eat up silly!” Thoma giggled and set the tray on your lap.

You took a small bite and your eyes sparkled, it exploded on your tastebuds. “You’re definitely staying with me forever, no one cooks as you do.”

“No complaints, not like I wasn’t planning to do that already too.”

[kuraitsune]

hii !! how do you think luxiem would react to an s/o like mafuyu, kanade, ena or mizuki from pjsekai? like how do you think they would feel and act towards s/o who functions in a mysterious group like nightcord at 25:00 ?? feel free to ignore if you want !!

PARiNGS - ...Shu Yamino, Ike Eveland, & Luca Kaneshiro x GN!reader

MENTiONS - ...just the mentioned luxiem boys :D

SUMMARY - ...the stress was getting on you, and they wanted to help you out. even if it's just the smallest bit!

READER'S PROFiLE - ...you are similar to the members of Nightcord at 25:00 from Project Sekai. specifically, you were always burdened with always being the "perfect child" of your parents' dreams like Mafuyu.

DiSCLAiMERS - my personal hcs of 3 of the boys! in no way am i a professional writer, i just like english lol. please know that these writings are a work of fiction and are the appearance and persona of the character! not the person behind the screen.

honestly, i see shu to help you see that you don't need to work so hard to become the child of your parents' dreams when you told him that

he'd make you take breaks often and give you water and food as you worked on work

he'd always chat with you while you were working

you had also frequently blanked out of your thoughts so...

whenever you blanked out he'd gently tap you on the shoulder several times to get your attention back up

you felt the need to apologize to him for being an extra responsibility but as we know, the dear sorcerer would turn down your sorry's

i guess that's why you ever dated him, huh? (or perhaps it's something else, i'm watching you yaminions 👀)

when you start feeling more happier and more relaxed, you held a small smile upon your face

he noticed the change of expression, even though it was quite small

shu would even start doing more favors and things for you, like giving you an excuse to get out of your house or even reasons for you to stop working

expect many gentle kisses and unexpected hugs after even more changes in your behavior!

"i'm glad you're better now, now how about that promised trip outside? we both need it."

ike is definitely would act the same as shu!

helping you see the world beyond your parent's hopes for your future is probably one of his goals now

gives you gentle reminders to drink water, eat, and take care of yourself

surprise! he cooked your favorite food for you~

the two of you would chat while eating, talking about random things and even out of places things

as a novelist, he of course would write to short-maybe even some spicy- stories of the two of you <3

he shyly gives you them as you tilt your head in curiosity

speaks in swedish to tease you, even if you don't know the language

if you enjoy listening to vocaloid songs too, oh boy you know full well that the two of you would be vibing to them, even if you only just lightly vibe to them

ike urges you to sing with him, with a reassuring smile

as much as he wishes to continue streaming or writing, he keeps up a consistent schedule of dragging you to sleep with him

if you're up to try making music with ike, he'd be happy to do a duet for a song!

cuddles. cuddles. and cuddles with him!!

while cuddling he'd pamper kisses all over your face

your life couldn't be any better after moving in with ike

"come here for a moment, älskling. i love you~"

luca had looked at you with a face of concern when he witnessed your parents telling you of their high expectations when they visited(smh honestly who would do this as a guest??)

he noticed the subtle changes in your face and position, so...

he quickly dragged you outside your shared house and ask about the topic

of course, he didn't want to see you so distressed with your parents!

and so you explained your feelings about your parents' pressure for you to be successful

enveloping you in a tight hug, he patted your head, telling you to not worry

after a few moments, the two of you enter the house again, your parents blatantly talking about your siblings(pain)

he quickly got them to leave soon after

and so starts the golden retriever actions

follows you around the house to help you with anything that you need

he gives you gifts too! each one of them different and representing something different(specifically the luca puppet from the nijisanji store)

boss would intentionally stare at you for no particular reason, just out of pure adoration~

"surprise! i got you this just for you~!"

NOTE - fluffiness everywhere. i kinda drifted away from the request lol sorry about that, i couldn't help but think of so many fluff hcs that it wouldn't be equal. hope you enjoyed~

DO NOT: repost or copy any of @kuraitsune's works! sharing is fine with credits.

[razypie]

thoughts on a lookism AU where everyone has chips implanted into their brains and they all live in a medical facility because they’re “special” and are forced to train their bodies to make it to the top fighter list? it’s like everyone is a caged animal, and if they go rabid the chip will shut them down immediately. Charles is probs behind it haha whatcha think? would you read/write anything like this??

hii anon! that is a pretty cool concept you have for a lookism au--the conditions are different, but fighting is still there. it reminds me of the Maze Runner series for some reason lol (with its dystopia-ish vibe and old men forcefully confining children 💀) although im not sure if you want hcs or a oneshot incorporating the au, or just my thoughts on it. would i write anything like this, though? absolutely! in fact, im dropping some of my hcs now 😭😭

What lies outside the Ivory Walls: Lookism AU headcanons

Note: Daniel's POV in most of these.

Sang-a Private Hospital is a medical facility built under the HNH Group to-- you know what? Charles Choi, at this point, could just do whatever he wants without due process as if he's above the law. 🙄

Sooo how would our Lookism characters "get trapped" in the facility? You see, Charles is a shameless mf. He'd do anything to get ahead of others, even at the expense of innocent people. So, he briefed the SPH employees as to what the real function of the facility is--to gather sickly infants (officially declare them dead to not arouse suspicion) and bring them to the secluded basement below the facility, each of them having a separate room.

Then, these kids will be raised and conditioned into thinking they are "special", a fighter, and in need to be subjected into intense training and experiments to obtain results to be reported to Charles Choi for his who-knows-what schemes.

However, little did these SPH workers know that some of these kids really are special and have innate fighting ability (yeah, it's our Gen 2 babies!)

Around ages 17-18, the fruits of their labor will be put to test. Each of their watchers implant chips into their napes to monitor their health--physical, mental, intelligence, and psychological (these are the criteria of making it into the Top Fighters list).

Each fighter gets assigned to another, and they enter a quadrilateral arena caged with wire mesh. They fight until one of them yields, or one of them remains standing to qualify for the next round. This goes on until one victor remains. The chip installed to each fighter transmits points for all of their fights as well as their health status in accordance with the given criteria. Rankings get released afterward, divided into parts: Top Fighters, Average, and Questionable Ones.

The ones in the last category are given 3 more tries to make it into the Average cut. Failure to do so (that or if they go beyond what they were tasked to do) will activate the self-destruct function of the chip... ⚰️⚰️⚰️

This wouldn't be a problem for Big Daniel, of course, since he possesses the copy ability. He always tops the Top Fighters list. Following him are Zack, Vasco, Jay, Vin, Logan, Johan, Jake, Hudson, Samuel, Eli, Warren, Jihan, etc.

This feat, however, isolated Daniel from the group; but he didn't mind. At least he could still sleep at night.

Not until he started having weird dreams of odd places that don't resemble the pearl walls he's seen his whole life, objects he hasn't seen before, and strange human expressions he never thought people could pull, and sensations he is unfamiliar to. But, despite all these things being foreign to him, he found comfort and familiarity in them.

(Big) Daniel wasn't aware that he's been switching between two bodies (Little Daniel) at that point. Although, the dreams of that world became more vivid and coherent that he couldn't brush it off as a dream anymore.

He raised his questions to his watcher, who flinched at them but didn't answer. It didn't stop Daniel, though. He kept on asking, which prompted his watcher to take action (aka violence).

Other Top Fighters saw this and went to Daniel's aid.

That's where their camaraderie formed. And to Daniel's luck, they were also suspicious of the workings inside the basement, which saves him time explaining. Most of them offered a hand in helping Daniel seek the answers he's looking for. Some were skeptical at first but joined afterward (Jake, Samuel, Vin, Jihan, and Hudson), and Logan didn't give a shit at all. 💀

Being a strategic thinker, Daniel had devised a foolproof plan to move out of the basement undiscovered. But he needed the floor layout plan first, and to locate an escape point.

This was no problem to Jay and Johan who could work discreetly; they were able to steal the complete layout of the area as well as its ventilation map.

Vasco, with his spatial ability, was able to comprehend the maps quick and volunteered to scour the entire floor to locate the best escape point. Zack, Eli, and Warren, went with him in order to remain inconspicuous from the watchers.

While the others were busy, Jake, Samuel, Vin, Hudson, and Jihan would go 'patrolling' (eavesdropping) on watchers to gather information that might be helpful for their escape.

Everything was going swiftly. They were also able to maintain their Top Fighter status in all matches so that was no issue. All they had to do now was to follow Daniel's plan to escape.

But then, security became more strict and more watchers were assigned to each fighter. They're pulling the big guns now (as in with capital G kind of Gun, along with the other Gen 1.5 fighters and Gen 1 kings)

Daniel didn't understand. Why out of nowhere? Right after him and the others have already planned their escape? Should they still push through this? Right now, there is at least a watcher in every single corner of the basement already. Do they have to fight the watchers on their pursuit even though it's not part of the plan? But they've worked so hard to get to this point.

"The timing is so suspicious." Daniel murmured.

"I'm sure the chip only detects our health status, though. We were also under the radar the entire time and kept the plan to ourselves."

His eyes widened. "...unless, there's a mole."

aaand that's all my word vomit can offer. my brain just stopped there. 💀💀 i didn't delve much into their survival in that kind of environment, but rather, how to escape from it. jeez, i watch too much attack on titan 🫣🫣

[animeyanderelover]

Hii! Big fan of your work. Could I request happy death day hc for the members of DL that haven’t been done yet?

I still try to wrap my head around the fact to why this concept is so much loved. But who am I to judge? I adore writing after all a lot. I only did the remaining brothers in here.

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, controlling Yandere, strict Yandere, delusions, sadism, mentions of abuse, manipulation, isolation, paranoia, Yandere losing it, death

Happy Death Day

Reiji Sakamaki

☕️Hates to admit that he is at fault for something in general since he views himself to be pretty much perfect and if it is someone he has to belittle, it is you. Yet he really can not exactly safe himself from feeling heavy guilt the moment he sees a true nightmare in front of him, his darling covered in blood and empty eyes laying somewhere around. Where exactly did it go wrong? What did you do wrong? What could he have done better to prevent this from happening?

☕Not the type to have a complete outburst on the outside, though if we're talking about his feelings that's another thing. Because he explodes somewhat on the inside, completely immobilized and unable to really think anything for a moment. The only things he is able to process is the smell of your sweet blood which now gives him nausea and your corpse, still managing to look pretty even in death. What a twisted joke this is. He swears revenge for this, cruelly wanting to crush the one who stole him his darling. He might just convince himself that he doesn't need his darling that much, but the growing black hole inside of him tells him differently.

☕Before he nearly jumps at his darling, it is better for him to call himself down. Reiji refuses to look all too desperate and he can not fully rule out the possibility that this all was a dream when he wakes up. Needs a few moments to realize where exactly he is, still caught in his dream for a bit. And to his frustration he has to realize that he has ripped the sheets apart. Initially wishes to talk with the s/o, but in the end decides against it. Humans need their sleep and this rather disturbing dream of his is not something he wishes to share right now.

☕Still quite observing and quickly noticing the fact that this day is the same as in his dream, starting even with the same order of events. That has him quickly dragging his s/o away and demanding them to tell him if they had a highly unnerving dream last night and once they confess they did, it's over. Even Reiji can not completely hide his paranoia under the layers of calmness, he is a bit in a rush. There is no real time to collect enough informations, the culprit has to be removed quickly. And removed they shall be from him the very same day so neither him nor the s/o have to witness this terrible scene again. That is probably the part where Reiji considers moving with you somewhere else and start a better life without having to worry about his brothers all the time. Even after the target was successfully killed, he needed hours after where he drank tea and served you sweets to calm his nerves down and yours hopefully in the process as well.

Ayato Sakamaki

🥇Reacts considerably less calm nor does he really wants to do so. Ayato is not someone to show his love and care too often, he's rather aggressive and mean. Originally he wanted to yell at his darling for leaving him for so long since he is somewhat clingy, but he got an extremely bad feeling in his stomach when the overwhelming smell of your blood suddenly hit his nostrils and instantly stormed over to track down the smell. And when he saw this scenario in front of him, he just snapped.

🥇Temporarily guilt and violence takes over and he kicks and hits everything in his surroundings, paces back and forth and screams and yells his lungs out. How could his darling be such a dumb little thing to leave him in the first place?! Why didn't they just stay with him?! He accuses them heavily, even going as far as shaking their limb body violently and yelling something along the lines that they don't deserve to die as long as he hasn't allowed it. Energy eventually leaves him, leaving him with a piercing pain in his chest and burning tears in his eyes, voice breaking as he meekly shakes them again and almost sounds like he is on the verge of begging.

🥇Ayato probably held the torn sheets in between his fingers when he woke up, shock and fear still holding control over his brain for a moment or two before he comes back to the real world. Where he finds his darling uninjured yet a bit scared of him. He woke them up during his sleeping rampage. Silence passes on for a few moments where Ayato almost feels betrayed from you for letting him worry like this, it probably was only a stupid dream but he is a petty piece of shit. Unsure if he should be relieved or angry and in the end it becomes a mix of both where he hisses angrily at his darling yet gives them a bone-crushing hug.

🥇The vampire decides to not talk about this with you, he was selfishly calming himself down with your help the entire night. Until he has to notice to his huge horror that the day is repeating itself again and for a moment he just stops in his tracks, subtly shaking before he grabs his darling and drags them back to his room, locking the door and wanting to talk. And he expects an answer that he finds satisfying, though it won't be in this case. Yet he knows that it's the truth when he hears your detailed description and the bad feeling settles itself once more in his stomach. There is no doubt that there will be a bloodbath once he's squeezed out of his darling who was partially responsible for this, though Ayato still blames part of it on his s/o. Knows deep down it's his for not being careful as well, but he has huge troubles admitting this. But for the future be prepared that he grows to never let you out of his sight again, this all just made him more aggressive with people he views as danger.

Kanato Sakamaki

🧸Has without a doubt the worst reaction to this all, simply because Kanato is a very bipolar guy and a lot of his sanity is related to his darling. So what else should he do when he sees his s/o dead right in front of him? Initially he reacts similar to Ayato, mad that his darling left him since he is a clingy one as well. But he already got a bit paranoid then and it didn't get better a bit when the scent of your sweetly yet now oddly sickening blood stained the air. Time seemed to stop when he found the s/o.

🧸Blending everything around him out as his senses were only able to process everything on you, how you weirdly still looked stunning and ethereal despite the life already having left you. Overwhelming pain and uncontrollable shaking is how it all starts before he piercing scream escapes his lungs, one seethed with pain, sorrow and wrath. Might just have the most violent outburst, nearly damaging his darling as well. Kanato is just out of his mind for quite some time, not realizing what he does until he finds himself in the destruction he has left. It's far from over though, next is his darling whom he might just slap so they stop joking before he might just seriously kill them. He's in denial for a long time until there is nothing inside of him left. He never wanted to make his darling into one of his puppets, but he doesn't want their body to rotten either.

🧸His darling risked quite something when attempting to wake him up before one of his brothers might come, screaming, yelling and crying in his sleep. The s/o probably earned a slap in the process, though it really was because Kanato was still too riled up to notice where he was and who you were when he shot up from this nightmare. This vampire has troubles controlling his emotions and he just bursts out in tears when he sees you, accusing you and shouting at you that you can't leave him and Teddy with a painfully tight grip on your wrists.

🧸Won't let you leave his side for the rest of this night and if he dozes off, wakes up again and you are not next to him, he has another hysterical breakdown and will lash a bit out on you when he finds you again. What does he do when he realizes what time it is and what day it is? Instantly pushes his darling back to his chambers, not really caring if he hurts them in the process and slamming the door shut, standing before it with a wide-eyed expression and an erratic breath. Does his little doll happen to know something that they might want to share with him? He's pissed that his darling didn't tell him the truth afterwards, horrified that he'll have to go through everything again and there is pure lust to kill the one who dared to lay a finger on the s/o. Kanato probably isn't able to go violently against you for probably forever after, the flashback of your empty eyes always haunting him. Ends up wanting to be nice to you when he gifts you the remains of the one who dared to murder you the first time and he'll be irritated upon discovering that you're not happy with it at all.

Laito Sakamaki

🎹Not the happiest person either when he has to notice you have managed to escape his watching eye for a bit, though Laito treats it like a game of hide and seek at first, it happened a few times before. And since he knows that he'll win in the end, he doesn't take the situation seriously at first. He did find his s/o in the end, but in a position and blood covering their body that it instantly sobered him up, his chipper attitude being gone in an instant.

🎹Laito is a two-faced Yandere as well and this is where he truly reveals this side of his. He just kneels silently down next to his darling, observing them for a while whilst bittersweet memories fill his head. He'll never be able to see expressions of happiness, sadness, hurt, pain and pleasure again, will never be able to hear their cries and them saying his name again. Laito is unnervingly quiet, drilling holes with his green eyes at his darling, a dark shadow clouding his eyes. There is so much hatred and burning desire inside of him to kill the one responsible for this that he doesn't even realize the few tears escaping his eyes. That must be really the end, isn't he right?

🎹Laito feels numb when he wakes up at first, still drunk on his dream. It takes a bit for him to return to his normal state and it is all due to him noticing the presence next to him. His darling, alive! Has him low-key tearing up for a bit and he will wake his darling up quickly, simply to annoy them and see them reacting accordingly. For you it might come over as Laito being the usual asshole he is, but once you have pushed him angrily away and cussed at him, you'll be surprised. Surprised when he suddenly straightforward attacks you only to smother you a bit, not being able to hold back the slight laugh of his.

🎹His relief is short-lived the moment the sun goes up and he has to be made aware that he has lived this day once before, in this dream of his. Or was it not? Laito is a pervert, but he isn't dumb. Surely picking at his darling for a bit, using the most recent death experience of them as a way to trigger a reaction out of them. But Laito feels this time actually guilty if he would have to resort to this, talking about it makes him feel sick as well. But he almost pales a bit when you do confirm that you've went through the same weird experience as well and before you know it, Laito has already picked you up to storm back to his room. Paranoia unleashes inside of him now that he knows that this has happened indeed and the day only repeats itself, but this time he'll avenge and protect his pretty little darling. And he doesn't even shows fun whilst killing that person, they've done too much. It somewhat feels like there is a new side of him that has been awakened after, one that cherishes you more, so you probably won't complain.

Kou Mukami

🎤Kou is almost a bit pouty when he doesn't find you at first glance, realizing that he has lost you. But he doesn't think of anything too terrible, though obviously he does no wish you to bump into someone else who will take your time away from him. The longer it takes him though, the more worried he gets until he suddenly catches a faint breeze of a smell he is familiar with. But a scent that normally manages to comfort him now has him feel like he might want to throw up, death and blood lacing your scent.

🎤He nearly lost his strength the closer he got to the source of the smell, but the last bit of power he dragged himself up to this location lefts him when he sees his darling. Kou collapses on the cold and dirty ground next to you, tears spilling out of his eyes as it feels like someone has set him alive on fire. Wants to hold his darling, but the moment the cold and sticky blood touches him, he instantly pulls back, quivering eyeballs staring at it. That is where he finally breaks down, crying and wailing for a long time until his voice has gone hoarse and he feels like he has just lost half of himself. Only then is he able to bring up the courage to hold his s/o one last time, gazing one last time over their lovely form.

🎤This has to be the worst nightmare he's ever had in his entire life, visible from how he suddenly wildly kicks and boxes around him until he hardly lands on the floor, waking up from this surprising impact but he is far away from calming down. Only when you peek over the edge of the bed, having been woken up from your own nightmare due to Kou's sudden rampage has Kou a shift in emotions. The blonde just jumps straightforward on his darling, breaking out in ugly tears again and sobbing out due too much emotions to explain. His s/o needed hours where he silently begged for comfort until they've managed to rock him back into a restless sleep where he still keeps an iron grip on them.

🎤Kou would love to just erase this memory of his, but he isn't and it becomes throughout the day visible long before he comes to know that this day has been happened once before. He refuses to even leave the manor, insisting that today and the days after you two should spend time in here. But he almost pulled the Ruki stunt with chaining his darling to the bed when he took a closer look at the date after being made highly paranoid of how this day seems to be oddly familiar. Kou just nearly goes crazy and it's only thanks to his brothers that he calms down a bit, ending up rambling about the situation and that he has to prevent it from happening again. Doesn't even matter if you tell him or not, though Ruki pushes it out of you as well. Bizarre what just happened, but his brothers agree that the murderer of yours should be erased from this world as well which obviously falls into what Kou has to do, coldly and with only raging emptiness. It's unlikely he'll fully go back to his usual cheerful self after having seen you dying once before.

Yuma Mukami

🌱Yuma is a bit similar to Subaru in such regards. He shows his overprotective side through transforming into his darling's very personal guard dog who constantly trails right behind him. Firstly coming over as more annoyed, he alreadly has this growing pinch of worries inside of him and it only gets stronger the longer it takes to find them. Even if it might come sometimes over like he doesn't care, Yuma does more than he would like to admit sometimes.

🌱Some might think in regards of the Mukami he would react the most violent, but he surprisingly doesn't. He simply can't. Not whilst in presence of his darling, looking so broken and fragile. Instead all he can really bring himself to do is hold his darling's small and cold body in his arms, savoring whatever he might can since the knowledge that he'll never get to see them again is all too clear for him. And despite his bet efforts to not cry, he just bursts out in a bit of tears sooner than later. How can he not when looking at his beloved, gone because he was not there to protect them. Differently from many of the Sakamaki brothers Yuma puts most of the blame on himself.

🌱Can he really bring himself to wake you up when you look so incredibly peaceful and calm whilst he feels like he wants to cry and tear something or someone apart at the same time? Yuma definitely doesn't want this, he is in no condition to have a normal interaction at the moment. What he does is trying to secure you in his arms somehow, an overwhelming sense of having to protect you being triggered more than ever inside of him and I wish the best of luck if you plan to escape his grip at one point in this night.

🌱To be honest, this tall man here doesn't even let his darling leave the room in the very early morning, bringing them breakfast into the room and keeping them in there. This twistingly painful and grieving feeling has not left his chest, it is still there and seems to continue torturing him. There are some atempts to cool himself off a bit, but all of these tries are thrown out of the window when it becomes to both you obvious that this day has been experienced from you two before and Yuma will corner you literally for this, trapped in between a wall and his arms. Grows restless once the whole thing has been revealed and I do see the chance of him telling it his brothers since they do take change of his sudden change in attitude. Yuma wants this all to be quickly over so he'll rip the killer apart quickly, though it doesn't mean that he doesnt turn downright savage whilst doing so. But his desire to be glued to your side is stronger than his sadism and even long after it seems to become very hard for him to calm down when you aren't with him.