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Mikhaila Peterson: What Antidepressant Withdrawal Is Really Like with Brooke Siem
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#“May Cause Side Effects”#Antidepressant#Brooke Siem#Food Network “Chopped”#Happiness#Learning the Skill of Happiness#Mikhaila Peterson#Peterson
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playing around w slightly different hair renders
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#yuuji#megumi#cries megumi fought tooth n nail..... i refused 2 flip the canvas tho >:(#i vastly prefer drawing him facing right bc fr some reason it makes his hair look better silhouette-wise#so having him face left is alr a Challenge#but also having him slightly look down (difficult angle + changes the silhouette) had me bashing my head in2 th TABLE#same thing happened earlier this month w gardening megu middle pose . i did not learn my lesson#but even worse w this one yuuji's head is blocking th main pointy part tht basically carries the entirety of the shape language#u can imagine my distress i am sure#anyway th render made me a lot happier with it thank god. colours hard carry bless <3333#i didn't plan on making it a full sheet but i needed 2 remind myself that im good at drawing megumi#so i threw in solos of each of them n tried slightly different render flavours#idk how Different all of them look visually but th process fr each ws Very different so i am satisfied#fight aside this ws useful i think! got 2 break out some Clunkier chalks n dust off a few of my smoother blended brushes#think i picked up some things i can keep also !! which ws. u kno. the Goal#tbh every time i do art studies i feel like i am kirby#one time i got called an art ditto by one of my fav artist mutuals when i did a style challenge#SUCH high praise from her it lives in my mind i take it out on days when i feel like trash#it doesnt Sound good when u say u r good at copying but real talk it is such a good skill i am very happy 2 have it in my arsenal
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Mirror Twins
#emmet#ingo#submas#pokemon#pla#apparently there was an anniversary- happy not-so-happy 3 years in hisui ingo! hope you find the man that looks like you!#anyway i had an idea to draw a mirror meeting and thought 'that's way above my skill level' especially with pov but!#that's how you fucking learn so i learnt how to do a kinda reflection (mostly the hand which you can't even see)#but I KNOW IT'S THERE so it counts#partway through drawing this with weird layer visibility (intentionally since i wanted to sample stuff from layers i wanted to hide after)#emmet's glove looked like his sleeve and so now i have in my head he wears short sleeves#alongside the fact that i did the fandom thing and made his shirt colour black#to contrast ingo who would've had long sleeves#something about ingo doing bad with the cold (very horrible for hisui) and emmet doing bad with the heat (maybe not the best when overworke
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✧*:・゚Art summary 2024
2014-2017 | 2018 | 2019 | 2020 | 2021
#art summary#art summary 2024#art summary meme#my art#I know two years are missing but I wanted to get back to doing this summary#no art in November apart from that little mushroom so I didn't separate Aster and Kornelia (I like that drawing lol)#I draw significantly less and even less for myself but I don't mind for some reason#idk maybe my hyperfixation is now writing#I used to draw and learn about art and consume it in every way#and then I think Al came in and started to slowly destroy that obsession bringing doubts about my skills and the whole sense of creating#I don't look for new art that much because the constant suspicion spoils the joy of exploration#I don't feel like posting drawings in low res blurry with added artefacts knowing they will be ground into mush anyway#all so the rich dudes become richer and the spiteful dudes drown in their own venom#I know writing is treated the same way as visual art#it's art after all so something useless and pointless#but at least I don't have to post my chapters every month and watch as they disappear in the everyday slop#though I'm sure the big bosses will take my words and feed them to the machines as well because why not#sorry about the tags xD#HAPPY NEW YEAR! (soon)#I hope 2025 is the year the Al bros choke ;)
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Two former military elites taking merc jobs perform absolutely hellish battle tactics together.
#ffxiv#digital art#zenos yae galvus#estinien wyrmblood#adventurer zenos#I will always adore this duo conceptually#because like- socially theyre that aragorn-geralt brooding in a corner of a tavern meme#but in combat they are absolutely terrifying#the azure dragoon and the super soldier legatus are here to fuck up a poachers day#aka zenos is about to crossmap someone's airship cause he knows estinien cant make himself jump that far#why have him try to jump when he can just Olympic-level javelin toss this man#also guys#my dudes#all this time I've been working on adven!zenos being a tank#I... have realized I just write him like a warrior who isnt carrying a weapon- sturdy unkillableness and countering and all#I am only a little bit of a dumbass but orogeny just seems to live in my head rent free#it also gave me the terrifying concept of- after spending time with the scions and after the ultimatum-#of him trying to learn more about dynamis- and zenos being zenos starts learning eventually how to harness it#local calm apathetic man can berserk on command because he's a lot angrier/more expressive inwardly than most people expect#depending on how I look into it- it might be how he fuels most of his shinryu transformations but I'll have to work on it more#but ANYWAYS#I love the thought of these two hunting and working together#and estinien being tossed being turned into a tactic#especially with proper form#this is something ive wanted to draw for a very long time and im very happy I actually have the skill to do so now
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HAPPY ENA DREAM BBQ RELEASE WOO (with one week delay)
full model under cut cuz im very proud of how she looks :]
#WOOOOOO THIS IS FINALLY DONE AAAAGHHHH#some commentary! i learned a whole lot making this model n the animation!! it was also really fun!!#it definitively took me as much as it did bc of me being very new 2 3d modeling n animation n this being#a much more complex model than what i did b4#so i might have bit off a lil bit more of what i could chew buuut thats how u learn!#she is definitively not perfect theres a lot of stuff i now know i could have done differently 4 em to look more polished#but im still reaaalllyyy happy with how she looks yay1!!!#anyway im just really happy i learned so many new stuff abt 3d modeling with this one yippeeeee!!!#i love learning new skills!!!!!!!#okay im gonna go collapse into a billion pieces now!#3d art#gif#animation#3d animation#blockbench#ena dream bbq#ena joel g#ena fanart#ena#ena dream bbq fanart#eye strain#flashing lights#(just in case)
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True love is possible only in the next world. For new people. It it too late for us.
(Redraw for @pakhnokh's DTIYS post!)
#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangij#Finally I can redraw a pahknokh piece with *permission* B*)#I was so excited to see you (pakhnohk) do a dtiys! It's such a fun skill building activity & I really hope to see more people bring it back#The composition and melancholic feeling of the original piece is so lovely! Thank's for setting this up!#Lighting is still kind of my enemy. In the way that getting curb stomped is my enemy. I had fun trying to figure it out though but...#I have a long way to go and that's okay!#Sadly I feel like I overworked this and made the colours a mess B*( That's *Also* Okay - I learned something from it.#The Robert Kurvitz quote is one that I feel *really* fits the heartache of the yiling laozu and hanguang-jun era.#As painful as it is...No...I don't think there was ever a chance they could have had a true romance in wwx's first life#It was always going to be a tragedy.#Sometimes the right person comes at the wrong time. And when you realize what they really mean to you it is the wrong time once again#They get to try again though! They get to be happy B'*)
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Part 1 i guess
Wild au i made. Idk. I'm not taking it seriously but I do want more irken slime thing.
#my art crap#art tag#invader zim#iz#iz au#irkslime au#zim#dib#gaz#so many stickers?#picart shit#if i cant put stickers on my bf's face#I'd put in here instead#i should put some description where people fully understand it more#uhh#I'll just write it down when i get the time again#maybe next week lol#meh maybe not#depends if someone ask or someoen decoded my chicken scratch lol#Dib is a big guy. I got influenced and I'm happy about this new skill i learned when it comes to different body figures.
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carter: need a lil' hot sauce, but it's good though. -> rush hour (1998)
#dinner date momence ...#i'm so happy w this set btw i feel like it's the culmination of all the basic giffing skills i've learned over the past week-ish#if you go in my rush hour tag and look at the first attempt vs now it's crazy#i have so much reverence for those of y'all whove done this for years + do more complex stuff <3#cinemapix#cinemaedit#filmedit#filmgifs#dailyflicks#movieedit#90s gif#rush hour#jackie chan#chris tucker#usergigi#movie#moviegifs#rush hour edit#rushhouredit#reginerenders
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OKAY OKAY, SO SO SO. A HUGE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO @lyngracetalksnwritesnstuff, WHO IS SUCH A SWEETIE AND MUST BE GIVEN MANY CLAPS ON THIS HAPPY DAY. As like a 'birthday present' type thing, I asked them for an AU prompt, and they gave ME a "time travel AU". So, me being me, I thought about this a lot last night, and you know, I've got a concept idea, because I always do.
So, I've got two basic ideas. Going into the PAST, and going into the FUTURE. I'm going to elaborate on the latter here, because that was most interesting to me, but if Lyn wants me to yap about the former as well, it's their birthday present! They can do what they want, I am merely a humble human who bends to their whims upon this gracious day (and probably tomorrow as well so I can actually write about the former idea if they wish it).
To clarify, Lan Huan had never expected to stumble across a body lying face down in the dirt. He can quite honestly state that he would never want to come across such a thing in his daily runs. However, coming to a slow halt beside what appeared to be a cosplayer of sorts, he has the sinking feeling that this may be like all of the horror stories he has heard about of innocent joggers and dog-walkers finding corpses upon their travels. Before he jumps to a conclusion so drastic, however, he reminds himself that he is in fact a doctor, one that has dealt with patients of various states (including dead) before, so he steels himself and walks over to where this white robed individual seems to be splayed out on the floor just a few feet away from the main walking path of the forest. Why would a cosplayer come this far out? Must be rather dedicated to getting the best shot if they're alone.
He first kneels down to check the pulse of his impromptu patient, breathing out a sigh of utter relief to find that this individual is not dead. At least, not yet. (That was a less relieving thought). He then sets about turning the person over onto their back, scanning to make sure there are no injuries that demand immediate attention - the good thing about the (impossibly clean) white fabric is that if there were any blood, then it would be noticeable almost right away. Now that he is certain that the patient is not dead or otherwise grievously injured, he considers how to wake the individual up, noting that there is something covered in a white cloth nearby that likely belongs to this person. There is a pouch of sorts hanging from their belt as well as an empty sheath, but all of that is thrown out of his mind when he gets a look at the stranger's face.
Lan Huan is aware that many Lans are said to have many similar features, which is why it's startling to see this random person sporting many of the same features he himself has, as well as the white forehead ribbon exclusive to the Lan. Clouds and all. He pauses, trying to rationalise this in his head - the Lan have a rich history, he's certain that there are many fictional characters based on their family, so it could just be that this individual has familiar features and decided to cosplay one of these characters! This makes sense to him, so he reaches out to gently shake the shoulder with a gentle "excuse me?" The words are barely out of his mouth before this stranger's eyes shoot open and he only just avoids getting headbutted by the person (presumably a man, and a young one at that) as he sits upright. He appears to be confused if the furrow in his brows marring his otherwise stoic expression is anything to go by, and he turns to him with a rather scrutinising gaze.
When the man doesn't say anything, he takes initiative to start the conversation with a "my name is Lan Huan. Are you alright? Do you remember how you got here?" The stranger only seems to be more confused, the furrow in his brow deepening as he looks around once more before turning back to him. The stranger opens his mouth to speak, and Lan Huan is ashamed to admit that he has no clue what he's saying. He seems to be talking some variant of Chinese, but not one that he himself has heard before, which means that this has just become a lot more of a challenge for him. He frowns, finding the same expression mirrored (to a lesser extent) on the other individual's face, and then pulls out his phone (missing the confusion and then shock flitting through the person's eyes) and goes to his map app.
He holds his phone out to the stranger, gesturing for him to point out where he was from. It's rather complicated, with him pointing to himself and then to Gusu, which is where they are, and then pointing to the stranger and gesturing to the screen. The stranger looks between him and the phone as though he has grown at least two more heads, before reaching into the pouch hanging at his side and pulling out a folded piece of paper, which he opens up to reveal a map! Although this map seems distinctly...different to what he is used to seeing when looking at a map of China, and leaning in reveals that everything on the map is written in a variant of Chinese that he has only ever seen on the original Lan precepts displayed in the Cloud Recesses - the university funded by the Lan. Either this individual is incredibly committed to his cosplay or there is something far stranger going on.
He hands Lan Huan the map, instead focusing on unwrapping the clothed object nearby to reveal a guqin and checking it over before wrapping it back up and then just casually hoisting it up onto his back?? Lan Huan isn't even looking at the map anymore, just watching while he reaches down and notices his sheath is empty - panic flits through his eyes for less than a second, hand reaching out into the direction of the forest. This is all very confusing until a sword comes flying out of the forest into the stranger's awaiting hand. Like. What. What the fuck? He's feeling rather shellshocked, and likely looks it when the man turns to look back at him expectantly, but this man is still his patient and the Lan are very known for being calm in the wildest situation. He is a doctor, damn it! Think about this logically!! Even if there is no logic to this situation, he has to help.
He shoves aside all of his confusion, grabbing a stick and using his foot to clear a space on the forest floor before kneeling down and utilising the stick to carefully draw out the few characters his shufu had drilled into his head when trying to get him to remember at least a little of the language used to write the original precepts. "Gusu Lan". The stranger, who has been watching him work with cautious curiosity, suddenly lights up (the furrow in his brow smooths out) and nods his head once as he looks back at Lan Huan. So. This man understands the language that has not been used in centuries. That's...confusing. But, this man is evidently a member of the Lan clan based on looks and context clues (the time era he's from is...less obvious), and Lan Huan has always been taught to help out family. He squares his shoulders and looks back at the man watching him with a raised brow. Didn't Shufu say something about one of his students had taken up the strange hobby of trying to learn the old language used to write the precepts?
#Hanguang jun goes to the future AU#HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYN!!!!!#HAPPY BIRTHDAY OH EM GEE#I HOPE IT'S BEEN GOOD!!!!!!!#I hope you enjoy my rambling#let me know if you liked it!!! I'm so willing to write more for you!!!! :D#I don't really talk about time travel much in my AUs#so this was new for me!!#I enjoyed it a lot#also to clear up some things#Lan Wangji is NOT being even remotely more expressionate than usual#I just think that Lan Xichen would have a natural skill in reading his didi (no matter the circumstances)#so he's biased when it comes to how Lan Wangji is reacting#also Lan Huan and Lan Wangji having the same thought process of dealing with the language barrier is funny to ME#also the language that Lan Wangji is utilising is one that inhabitants of Gusu used#one that faded out as other variants began to take their place#the only surviving records of the language exist in the Gusu Lan's possession#which is why it's a big thing that Wei Wuxian is trying to decipher and learn the language#he's got so much time on his hands#without Lan Wangji to tease he's not as much of a nuisance so Lan Qiren looks upon him less brutally#so he gets to look at the historical artefacts (as long as Lan Qiren is present)#(and with a lot of precautions in place)#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#mo dao zu shi#mxtx mdzs#mdzs au#mdzs#lan wangji#lan zhan#lan xichen
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#vivid shadows#digital art#tw blood#kitsune#pushed myself out of the comfort zone this time#trying apply what ive been learning#been pressure cooking my skills and slowly refining the style#still some places to learn and grow#but I'm really happy with my progress#shes hunting you by the way better start running#thanks monstrifex and jillthesuccubus for helping me fall in love with drawing deadly and sexy creatures#she needs more blood tbh#artists on tumblr#she has nine of something
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Every story has a front and a back cover, a beginning and an end 😌🩵
#overmorrow#khux#khml#my art#my posts#thought it’d be good to have a post with both together!#when I first came up with the concepts for these 2 pieces I really thought I was in over my head#they seemed past my skill level as an artist#but sometimes it’s good to be ambitious#I still have more to learn. but I’m so happy with how these came out#((still listening to a million miles away at max volume 🥰🥰))#overmorrow tfs
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Moon 5 - Part 3
Longpaw asks Synthsong what he thinks about Starclan.
Start / Back / Next
#gutterclan#gutterclan moon#clangen#warriors#warrior cats#synthsong#longpaw#gutterclan: nine lives#i think. this page has some of my favourite work & like. visual ideas from the comic so far#and also is maybe the one im most frustrated with?#because i think the good elements dont quite come together into a good or cohesive whole. (& also synth is super inconsistent lol.)#which is a little frustrating. but overall i think im proud of it.its a learning process lol.#& also really to me... reveals the gaps in my comic making skills that i still have to overcome. this stuff is hard!#i was talking to a buddy the other day about this like. i am really really REALLY enjoying the process of making this project#but i just don't think it's... good. which is like- not me trying to be down on myself. its just like. not up to my standards for myself lo#like. i genuinely think it's kind of bad. overall. but i've literally never made a comic before & i feel like im learning a LOT#like i dont even really DRAW. or didnt before this. there's a LOT of stuff i'm figuring out as i go#and im having fun with it. so! i'll get to that point i can be happy with it i think. its just a learning process.#this is not me asking for reassurance like. idk i dont FEEL bad that i think its bad?#im enjoying this comic & im enjoying meeting all of the people i've been meeting in the community! (hi clangen creators discord!)#so! net very very positive.#just yapping
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wanted to try redrawing the very first fanart i made for this guy
#this fandom is the reason i found my personal style btw#before that i wasn't sure what i wanted to do with my art#evidenced by how DRASTICALLY different these two are#not to mention the increase in skill#despite them not being human i learned A LOT of anatomy through drawing them#+ expressions and posture and color theory#like this fandom did insane things for my art overall#i'm really happy with how it turned out!!
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Do you think Zim ever bolts up from sleep (or rest equivalent) like "OH NO I FORGOT TO TURN OFF THE DEEP FRYERS" before remembering he doesn't work at Shloogorgh's anymore and sinks back down not quite relieved because the adrenaline is still coursing through his veins but relieved enough that at least he doesn't work there anymore
#invader zim#iz zim#mrehkka posts#and then he goes to make some food and the automatic movements bug him#that these are skills he learned to do that job#....but then it morphs into a sense of calm and happiness#because he is able to do this for himself only#no customers! no sizzlorr or gashloog! no hot grease suit!
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the training montage in crossroads re-ignited a headcanon i had of geralt waking up and doing gymnastics, performing kickflips and mid-air spins around on a fencepost outside an hour before sunrise to ‘limber up,’ and bleary-eyed dandelion wrapping himself up in a blanket to be like "heyyy... what the hell are you doing 💖"
#if you're wondering what kind of moves he's doing he's standing on a fencepost and doing your typical flexibility stretches#but alternating between reps of stretches with kickflips from one post to the other#like ciri training in kaer morhen#i'm not going to lie witchers are cool but fandom ruined them a bit for me and now crossroads has given me that childlike wonder back#because fandom heard 'physical ability and stamina' and did you know what with it#but the agility and precision of witchers remain so underrated. as part of the deconstruction of the superhuman trope#geralt doesnt really show off as much in the books and does cool stuff only when needed but#like when (mentioned) he hit the rat in the darkness with his thrown fork... as a party trick#and killing renfri's men in the market at blaviken... and killing the scoia'tael on thanedd#and RUNNING ALONG THE BRIDGE on the battle of the bridge#and the nilfgaardians were amazed and they WERE AMAZED AS THEY DIED!!!!!!!!#and killing rience's mercenaries who didn't know who they were fighting so they were like hey what the fuck... what the fuck#i'm literally back to witcher 101 basics here. nothing interesting to contribute but like a little boy i am just smiling and saying#'dude geralt of rivia is soooo cool he can like fight a bunch of guys with his sword'#half of me wants to seek deeper themes and half of me is just like YOOO GERALT SO COOL !!#listen... there is a time to plant a time to reap#a time to analyze and a time to geek#i should probably just watch a bunch of ballet or best of gymnastics comps and i'll find what i'm looking for#also sorry CROSSROADS OF RAVENS SPOILERS artamon dying was a hilarious moment i know it was like oooh this will have consequences#but it was nice to have the evil antagonist get merked in the sme chapter as he's fucking introduced#and not even by mature experienced geralt but by some literal eighteen year-old who he tried pulling a fast one on#1) i was happy that sapkowski didn't drag it out terribly. this was humorous and refreshing after in season of storms#2) geralt almost riding off but having a feeling to go back... listen i know it's so cliche and it's giving lady of the lake chapter 4#where he eavesdrops in the caves under castle zubarran and just happens to hear stefan skellen reveal that vilgefortz was in castle stygga#but it also was satisfying to me because after reading the hussite trilogy#where reynevan (stupid and young man; like geralt here) DOES NOT LEARN after several. SEVERAL lessons#i was honestly worried for a second that we were going to get a reynevan moment. but no. because this is geralt and not reynevan#and seeing geralt develop critical thinking skills in real time was not only satisfying but a bit funny#and yes nostalgiabaiting me#like omggggg yesss his detective skills yesss that's so geralt of him
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