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"Oh, since I'm finally playing Armored Core VI, I'll probably end up drawing a lot of mech stuff. This will be good practice to do mechanical designs!"
Nope.
It's all Puppygirl 621.
#Wakraya#My Art#Wakraya Elber#Armored Core VI#Armored Core 6#AC6#AC6 Spoilers#c4 621#Handler Walter#Ice Worm#Spoilers#Don't... Don't worry.#I'm normal about Handler/Pilot Dynamics and the dehumanizing nature of this world#I can be trusted#Maybe just out of caution...#Suggestive#Just a little maybe
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I don’t mean to be contrarian but it’s a really frustrating to see s3 takes that are like “maybe you don’t like it/don’t understand it because you don’t realize it’s an analogy”. I think almost everyone realizes that. It’s actually incredibly obvious.
Like— that the games are a metaphor for capitalism or “we voted democratically and decided you need to die” is supposed to represent our governments or the focus on the outcome for the baby/children represents how we should be making decisions with future generation of humanity as the primary focus or wow man look how useless cops are— are all very obvious and clear to pretty much everyone I’ve ever interacted with about this show including casual viewers and children and people with dementia.
I also don’t think a show with a message along the lines of “we are all human, and we are all suffering under this oppressive unfair system that tricks us into fighting each other instead of fighting the ruling elite” is ALSO saying “except all you viewers who have opinions about the show— you’re not representative of the players who are good or bad or neutral but ultimately just humans and all victims of the systems— YOU are the passive spectators, representative of the evil controllers of the system itself.”
Yes there is a loose analogy of viewer/common man to VIP but I don’t believe it’s as simple as “they’re us”.
I don’t think HDH did a bad job writing or directing AT ALL, I don’t even really have qualms with how Gihun’s story ended, and I’m not hating on him. I don’t even not like the season. But I do have, and have seen, legitimate constructive critiques about the narrative structure and storytelling. Because it’s a tv show. And I am watching it for entertainment. And there are rules and structure to creative writing and entertainment just like there are rules and structure to everything else.
It’s possible to get the point and like the show and still say “wow I noticed all this buildup and tension devoted to these subplots that never paid off in any narratively satisfying way that’s kind of a bummer and I’m disappointed.”
Junho could have failed to have a meaningful confrontation with his brother in a satisfying way. Gihun could have failed to have a confrontation with the frontman in a more satisfying way. Inho could have tried and failed to share his backstory in a more satisfying way. The plot points wouldn’t have had to change for the narratives to pay off.
Idk man everyone can have their own opinion OF COURSE but it’s so condescending to be like “maybe you just didn’t get it” like man the metaphors and analogies weren’t hidden they weren’t hard to see, we got them.
(And like yes sure the ppl saying “damn I wish Gihun threw away the baby and lived like a king with his double winnings” missed or rejected the parable of it all but most people did not.)
#it’s like when ppl were like oh maybe the Barbie movie was too feminist so people didn’t get it#when it was feminism 101#it was pre-feminism#this isn’t#squid game critical#it is more#some hot takes from fandom critical#but tagging just out of caution
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Okay okay so listen. Hastings? He Brings Poirot some pajamas and a razor for his stay, right? normal stuff. yes. normal enough.
aagh and look at their hands touching!
and this little look as their hands touch??? EXCUSE ME LADS?? ahem sorry what anyway
But Poirot is staying in the room someone was murdered in
AND HASTINGS. BLESS 'IM. HE'S. WORRIED ABOUT POIROT
AND HE LINGERS FOR A MOMENT. EVEN AFTER POIROT ASSURES HIM THAT EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE FINE
Listen, Poirot. Hastings isn't just there saying stuff about worrying about you because he's afraid of ghosts. I mean. he *is* afraid of ghosts. But the man walked into a room with a gun earlier ready to protect his friends because he's pretty damn fearless. POIROT, LISTEN TO ME. HASTINGS IS TRYING TO TELL YOU THAT HE'S LONELY AND HE MISSES YOU BUT HE CAN'T THINK OF HOW TO SAY IT BECAUSE ALL HE CAN DO IS BRING YOU PYJAMAS AND TELL YOU TO BE CAREFUL OKAY IT'S ALL HE KNOWS HOW TO DO
but of course Poirot has already decided that Hastings doesn't care for him like that so there's nothing for him to read into but LISTEN POIROT I CAN SEE THE WRITING ON THE WALL I KNOW WHY HE STAYED
I'm losign my mindhggfajhgkjagslkf
#Hastings didn't want to leave Poirot alone in that room!! but in the end he was too chicken to offer staying in there with him!!!#Because he's not supposed to offer to do things like that!! But! But! Hastings!! Probably hasn't felt normal!!#For a very long time!! And finally his friend Poirot is there to visit him and he's suddenly feeling at ease!!#Finally someone is there who understands him!! Who knows what he's been through! His dearest friend!!#AND HE CAN'T EVEN SPEND EVERY WAKING SECOND WITH HIM! Because apparently that isn't what 'normal men' DO#'Normal men' are supposed to go off and get married and have children#and when their wives send them literally **out of the continent** because they '''''''need a break''''''#'normal men' don't cry about it or ask to stay in their best friends' room at night!!#but maybe. just maybe. In that moment. as he lingered. Hastings was tempted to throw caution into the wind! to ask to stay anyway!#BUT HE COULDN'T BECAUSE SOCIETAL PRESSURE! UGH#HASTINGS! POIROT! YOU TWO! NEED TO KISS ABOUT THIS!! OR I **SWEAR**!!!#8.2 Murder in Mesopotamia#Poirot#Poirot series#poirot x hastings#hastirot#back on my screencapping bullshit again
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#maybe im being pessimistic abt this. im not saying u should wear a mask every waking moment of your life god knows i cant#but also. hell no i dont trust u if anything i distrust u ppl even more after how things played out for the past 3 years#like there are situations where it might be inevitable catching covid. most of my family members are nurses and in constant contact#but there are also a ton of ways to make that risk low as possible like masking and wearing a face shield and having sanitizer#for me its not enough to just say oh we're in a small group and we're all vaccinated#motherfucker your kid is sick from preschool EVERY TIME WE VISIT. of course ill be wearing a mask she gave me covid last year#also no the fuck it isnt seasonal the cases go up because lack of caution makes the virus spread and mutate especially around times when#ppl gather. add that with virus transmission in cold weather and its a matter of different factors increasing the risk of spread#im also tired of ppl not understanding that i wont be their responsibility if i do get sick. maybe they can help me recover#but at the end of the day the risk of death and long term health is all on me. i cant change that#the govt barely gives me accommodations what makes u think theyll do anything for every individual case of long covid or worse#im so tired. im so tired#i dont even know if its possible to want this to be over anymore i just wish we didnt have to deal with this in the first place#ALSO COUGH INTO YOUR SLEEVE SERIOUSLY HOW IS THIS SO HARD TO REMEMBER#oh its just a cold/dry throat its not like i have covid or anything. no!! its basic hygiene!!! how is this so hard to understand!!!!!!!!!!#and no this isnt abt whether people have the means to protect themselves this is me bitching abt my relatives not taking me seriously#vent#my art#myart#doodles#covid 19
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Do u have any transfemme Jiang Cheng headcanons you’re willing to share 🥺 every time you bring it up it makes me unreasonably happy so I would love to hear more about it 🫶🫶
AHHHH no really major headcanons, it's just something I like to rotate in my mind a lot! transfemme jiang cheng is. so special to me. I guess I have a few thoughts
I think a big part of Jiang Cheng's relationship to gender comes from Jiang Fengmian and Yu Ziyuan being the models of masculinity and femininity growing up. Jiang Cheng already relates a Lot to Yu Ziyuan, and I think if JC is transfemme, it's a big deal to her that Yu Ziyuan wields so much power. She's an incredible cultivator, a fierce fighter, and generally is a force to be reckoned with. At the same time, she's still a woman living in a misogynistic society. YZY would probably make a better sect leader than JFM, but she's a woman and his wife, and therefore he gets the final say in things
This in turn I think affects Jiang Cheng's feelings about gender and being sect leader. Jiang Cheng has a tendency to prioritize sect concerns > personal desires, and I think in this situation, masculinity is seen as a tool. Even if she knows privately that she is a woman, she would not be public about it because she's already in a precarious position being such a young sect leader. She needs all the respect she can get when rebuilding the Jiang sect, so she stays in the closet by choice. She might eventually come out years and years later, once the Jiang sect is stable and she knows she's not going to get fucked over, but that's really not her first priority
I do think she tells her siblings, though. Jiang Yanli is probably the first person she tells, and she's endlessly supportive. Wei Wuxian is kind of clueless about this sort of thing (see: not realizing he liked men until he got resurrected into the body of a gay man) but he loves Jiang Cheng so he'd be supportive, especially if he learned when they were both still kids. Of course, this makes the tragedy of Jiang Cheng losing everyone even worse. After her siblings died, there was no one who knew who she really was. Thank god for resurrections, huh? fucking hell
in a modern au, I think being a woman would fix her. She would be able to come out without all the other bullshit to worry about, and I think it would be very healing for her. I've known a number of people to go on estrogen who said the effects were more emotional than physical, and I think HRT would be so good for her. I just need Jiang Cheng to be happy goddammit. has she not been through enough
that got long. I guess I had more thoughts than I expected lsdkjflksdjf I also have a snippet from a modern au wip that I don't know if I'll ever continue/finish, but I'll put it under a read more bc I find it funny. I think Wen Qing should crack Jiang Cheng's egg, as a treat <3
Wen Qing knew Jiang Cheng too well. It was something he both loved and hated. There were very few people outside his family that could see through his blustering and read him for who he was, and Wen Qing was one of them. Hell, she was better at it than his own brother.
She didn't hesitate to call him on it either. He wouldn't be forgetting the way she'd looked at him after he introduced her to his parents and told him this explains a lot about you. Rude. Correct, but rude.
Because she knew him so well, she knew the best times to drop these bombs on him. Exposing him when he was in the wrong mood might make his temper flare, or it might make him curl into an insecure ball. Neither were reactions he liked having around her.
Wen Qing knew the best time to drop revelations on him was when he was happy and as close to relaxed as he could get, which is of course why she apparently decided the best time to bring up this particular bombshell was when he was floating in postcoital bliss.
“I'm going to tell you something,” Wen Qing said, her ankle still hooked gently around his calf. “You can't freak out about it.”
Jiang Cheng paused in the middle of pressing lazy kisses to her temple, heart rate immediately spiking. “Now?” he said, incredulous and a little whiny.
“It's not a bad thing,” she reassured him, gently scratching his scalp. It relaxed him like a charm, though he was still suspicious. “Do you promise to listen?”
“Do I have much of a choice?” he asked, propping himself up on her chest. Her lips quirked in a smile as she looked down at him.
“I think you're a woman,” she said, direct and matter-of-fact.
Jiang Cheng jolted upright so hard he slammed his head into the headboard. Wen Qing frowned and sat up as he rolled off her. “You're going to give yourself a concussion,” she said, accusatory.
“You're insane!” Jiang Cheng said, attempting to sit upright without making his head swim. Wen Qing huffed and pushed him down with a firm hand to his chest. He could throw her off if he wanted to, but, well, he didn't want to. He rather liked it when she pushed him around and climbed on top of him like she was right now, pinning him in place and preventing him from running away from the conversation.
#asks#sandu zidian#mdzs#jiang cheng#my writing#sorry this post is so long I'm not normal about jiang cheng#DISCLAIMER ABOUT THE SNIPPET: cracking someone else's egg should always be done gently and with caution#it's better to let someone else figure it out themself and just be supportive the whole time#however. in this situation I think wen qing has thought long and hard about it#and decided jc is not going to figure this out without intervention#also this exchange just appeared in my head one night when I was trying to fall asleep so I had to write it#I really want to write more of it...... I just don't know how to approach jc's inner gender journey#especially since im not transfemme myself#i wanna do it right!#the temptation to trans jiang cheng's gender in my fake marriage au is. strong.#but maybe I should reserve that for much later along the timeline lol#anyway. grabbing jiang cheng in my jaws and shaking around like a dog with a chew toy
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Is there any media that's left a lasting impact on you?
So I’m going to give two answers, one the obvious, and another bonus answer for variety’s sake :3
Pmd explorers has possibly had the greatest lasting impact on me that any piece of media ever has. As my introduction to pokemon, I felt like I was playing partly as Hero would’ve experienced it—with absolutely no idea what to expect, and no background knowledge of anything. But the way it quickly changed from “heehee creature adventure :3” to “what does it truly mean to live and how can you shine as brightly as you can, even in the face of oblivion?” caught me quite off guard. It really made me start to think about how I could try to make the most of my life, how people’s actions can be hugely shaped by their situations, and how you really can’t take even the most simple of things for granted. I played this at 12 y/o during an otherwise very disruptive/isolated time in my life, so I’m not sure if that’s partly why my brain latched onto this as much as it did, but I genuinely felt like it helped me get through it. Whenever I felt weak or powerless back then, I found inspiration from how strong hero, partner, and grovyle had to be to get through everything, and it felt like it made coping just a bit easier. Fast forward to a much better time in my life, and it’s helped me find a wonderful, incredibly talented online community and friends, and I have an absolute blast being able to interact with you guys and see your takes on the series!
The other piece of media that had a lasting impact was Allie Brosh’s book Hyperbole and a Half. I hadn’t known before reading it, but she actually had a blog of the same name around the early 2010s, where she’d post her funny comics and stories. The part that had the most impact on me was actually her iconic ‘poorly drawn’ MS paint kind of style. It made me realize that you don’t necessarily have to make professional quality art to make something worth seeing. This inspired me not only to start posting my own doodles and stuff online, but also changed my approach when dealing with a lot of daunting things. Whenever I feel like I’m not good enough/skilled enough to try something, I remember how popular her stuff was, despite looking ‘low quality,’ and it reminds me that doing something low quality is better than not doing it at all!
#billycorn#thanks for the ask!#Dang went on for way longer than I intended lol#Yeah as anyone who’s looked at this blog ever knows I am very Normal about explorers#And I really do love getting to talk about the series with other people and see/read all the wonderful stuff they make!#Absolutely NO ONE I know irl seems to care about pmd#Even my friends that are/were pokemon fans just didn’t seem into it for some reason#So coming on tumblr and seeing people still talking about it 10+ years later was absolutely fantastic#Bc I spent those 10+ years just internally obsessing with no outlet lol#Also if you ever wanna check out Brosh’s books (she has 2 now) I definitely recommend#Her stories are largely unrelated (especially in the first one) but they always make me laugh out loud#Although sometimes there are some rather heavy topics discussed so maybe proceed with caution
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watched the first 2 episodes of acolyte and so far i like every character except for the main one lol. (also is her name osha as in occupational safety and health administration??)
#star wars#the acolyte#acolyte#the nemoidian faces look really good#definitely the best looking prequel alien from the last few shows#rather ironic to name Miss Hazardous Workplace Conditions 'Osha' lol#the assassin lady was really cool looking#it was pretty funny to see that the 120bby sith assassins are reasonably friendly to each other#and at least help each other somewhat#and then there's poor ventress (and briefly savage ig) who just get force-zapped a bunch#the conversation between sol and vernesta(?) at the end of ep 2 was also pretty funny#vernestra: well we have to take time to Thoughtfully Deliberate this situation so we can respond wisely :)#sol: SHE IS ACTIVELY TRYING TO KILL ME???#poor guy hope the situation works out better for him#hey at least his new padawan (orange theelin) is smart#anyways might draw one of them idk#more inclined to draw nightsisters and soft wars rn but we'll see#whos the sith(?) cant be plageius bc hes a muun right?#how old is palpatine again? was the acolyte project his Sith Senior Thesis or something like that#unrelated but the scene of the jedi running around the ice planet bareheaded was so infuriating lol#PUT ON YOUR HOODS I KNOW YOU HAVE THEM#maybe i'll draw hats for them all#i found it a bit weird that they basically gave osha the anakin background? having her be *eight* specifically when she got to the temple#felt a bit off#kind of like it's taking away from the caution around anakin's induction? since i think koth was four and that was considered 'late'#so for a non-prophecied random kid to show up at age eight?#on the other hand maybe they only got cautious about age after this whole debacle happened? idk i'll see what happens#ok i think thats all
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This may seem vaguely gender essentialist and granted it certainly confirms my own biases but one silly little belief I like to hold in my heart is that the first human to try and climb up on the back of a horse was a man but the first human to actually do it successfully was a woman. Maybe it’s bc I can’t imagine anyone but your dumbest bravest shithead cousin being the guy who goes omg stop yelling at me for feeding the wolves it’s FINE nooo that horse isn’t gonna kick me in the head and kill me don’t worry about it shut UPPP stop bringing up that time I punched that hornets nest just because I thought they might make honey like bees do YES I GET NOW THAT THEY DON’T
And the second bit is because I believe unfailingly in the sacred Horsegirl™️ bond ofc. And also in the power of a woman who’s going to lose it if we keep having this argument every generation just for another guy named Bog or w/e to die from horse inflicted head trauma
#in terms of the actual potential evidence for an evolutionary drive towards male risk taking behavior#I think all the theories about it being a mating strategy are absolutely ridiculous#now could I see a. humans needing a very specific balance of risk taking behaviors and caution to survive#and b. there being either a selective pressure or just an enduring cultural one for men to be the one to take the most risks bc biologically#they’re not as individually as imperative for continuing the species#maybe. that seems less out there to me#but we’ll probably never know for sure regardless#and also clearly ALL young people engage in higher risk taking behaviors than the rest of the population#why should men get all the credit
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stayed up too late the stabbing loneliness pains are back again👍
#j.txt#might have a cr*sh that I refuse to speak about even in my own mind for fear of ruining the current status of the relationship.#esp considering in all past incidences of this nature I have thrown caution to the wind and confessed#and then gradually completely fallen out of contact bc I wanted to avoid overstepping so hard I ruined the whole thing#or maybe I just want to be in love so bad it is making me physically ill. who could say really[resigned grimace]#I say all of that not for any response btw it is going Directly back into the special repress so hard its not even identifiable section-#of my mind as soon as I finish typing this. cant be doing all of That when I have my cultivation I could be worrying about instead
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ship making me feel so insane i’m considering writing an essay. with citations and shit. for fun. what’s happening to me
#tag rant warning. expand with caution#i don’t even know what the main point would be necessarily. besides me pointing and going ‘these 2 are NOT normal about each other’#but honestly that’s kind of what i need#i just need to pick them apart. i need to explain in excruciating detail how they act so i can articulate why it makes me lose my mind#and if anyone is wondering. i will now admit in the tags this post is about m.inecraft rp. life s.eries e.thubs specifically#<-sorry for annoying censoring i don’t want this to show up in main tags#i blame w.ild life honestly. came out right when i was getting back into that side of m.cyt. eth.ubs teamed together#and it reminded me i am in fact insane. and then i decided to rewatch bd.ubs l.ast life#and then the same hyperfixation demon that gripped me in 2021 reawakened and grabbed me by the throat#AND THEN. i decide to watch l.imlife and s.ecret life bc i had drifted from the fandom when they came out#and that has only served to make me so much worse#what was in the WATER in l.imited life#cleo’s ‘why can’t you be normal about etho!’ haunts me everyday. why Can’t he be normal about etho#clockers in general drives me insane actually. but i will not get into that here#this tag rant has been entirely too long. but now maybe you understand the essay thing#like one of the reasons i didn’t want to go back to school after i graduated community college was bc i was sick of writing essays#and here i am. sitting here like ‘what if i rewatched both their l.ife series povs in chronological order and took detailed notes#so that i can write some kind of essay. or make a clip compilation. or make a dramatic comic. haven’t even mentioned those yet#bc those are also ideas floating around in my mind#or maybe i will do none of these things and go back to writing unfinished fanfiction and making unfinished art and posting none of it#only time will tell#moss.txt
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i feel like part of me has died. i can't write at all.
everything i write sucks, and i wish i could have the same burst of energy i had before. i have so many ideas in mind, but when i put them into practice they don't have the same shine as i imagined.
i'm stuck in a place mentally, and i thought everything would get better when i finally had some free time. it didn't. i feel trapped, i feel empty, i feel like part of me is mentally dead.
i'm not having fun at all. i'm tired.
- i know you. you know me. you don't have to answer me at all. i just wanted to take some weight off my mind.
Repackaging your way of life can make it more exciting if that's what you're struggling with. Learn new ways to express your hobby. Try different ways to write. Be more poetic. Be more juvenile. Try it out on paper. Try a free site or app for writing. Look up online tutorials and discover new words to use... It won't fix you. But it might help for a little while.
A passion isn't a passion anymore if it feels like a chore. People change. So do their passions. I'm sorry.
#//in all honesty anon.. if this is genuine..... im gonna yap#//I feel this. i think thats obvious by the lack of activity on this account#//compared to before anyway#//but- dont listen to Law in the text above. your passions dont die hes just an overdramatic brat lol#//In reality.... I think you're just suffering from staleness.#//Still love the fandoms and crafts you create but the motivation has died.#//A lot of people are often content with creating to create. That's how it ALWAYS starts!#//But then..... the pattern stays the same. and “the same” can only be satisfactory for so long. Then you just start creating because-#-that's what you know yourself for. You create. It's apart of you. A very special part you don't want to lose.#//A part that makes you SO SAD to feel die.#//I recommend engaging in more source material content. Play Law's route more. Contact or comment on other users posts. Engage more-#-socially and find new ways to enjoy your passions!!! Maybe take in OTHER forms of it. Kinds you don't create#//Read more books! Google how to use certain text-patterns correctly! Learn different ways to write poetry! Learn how to write DIFFERENTLY#//Like from a narrative POV. Or an unreliable-narrator POV#//Dabble. Throw caution to the wind. Stick your neck out and don't be afraid to bend what you love in favor of resurrecting it!#//And sometimes all it needs is time.#//And that's okay too. Sometimes all you need to do is wait the wait out.#//idk. i suffer with this 24/7. best not to take MY advice ^^'
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au where Aerys & Rhaella secretly marry Lyarra & Rickard in a bid for each couple to escape their mutually unwanted arranged marriages
#when it comes to canon it's likely that rickard & lyarra were actually a love match but it's my au & I can do what I want with it#here I don't imagine either rickard or lyarra necessarily *hating* the thought of marrying one another. they're fine with it mostly.#but that's all they are. just fine with it. comfortable in the inevitable predictability that will be their marriage#but when the crown prince & princess of the seven kingdoms practically serve themselves up in their desperation? oh everything changes#we know that canon rickard had southern aspirations so he would absolutely jump at the chance to marry the king's one & only daughter#& we know basically nothing about lyarra but I like to imagine her being a non or less tomboyish lyanna.#so very spirited & very desperate for a life beyond the one set out for her. and she'd be queen! queen!#so yeah. they all throw caution to the wind & get married in a secret double ceremony. they reveal themselves to court the morning after#maybe this all is even happening not long before aerys & rhaella are meant to get married? when else would the starks be at court after all#aerys ii is of course very very pissed. the rest of the royal family is kind of into it though.#after all this is the era where practically every targaryen was shirking expectation to make the matches they wanted to.#aerys & rhaella are just following by example#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#aerys targaryen#aerys iii targaryen#rhaella targaryen#rickard stark#lyarra stark#au
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the color schemes in a.tsv are so pretty but also so smart and they scratch my brain just right every time i watch this movie :' )))
#they match up the colors to the emotions being conveyed or the way they want the character to be perceived#like the emphasis of red on miguel whenever he's having his meltdown and the orange of his suit when gwen is like#'do you actually know what happens when the canon is broken?'#and the red in his suit is orange and maybe it's just my interpretation? but orange usually means caution#so fear! fear motivates miguel a lot and fear is what drives him to refuse to take any chances#yet the viewer isn't necessarily meant to understand that in the moment -- we're all supposed to see the 'monster' he's being#see him as the bad guy who's willing to let people die for the greater good#but the guy is lashing out bc he's terrified he's stressed he might even feel alone in this#bc he's /not/ like all the other spider-men#his origin is different and he's the one who destroyed an entire world just by existing in it#he's the one taking responsibility bc he's the one who started this whole thing and continues to take the lead instead of pushing it#onto someone else#listen i'm so sorry to be ranting about miguel on this blog but man the guy gives me the brainworms#i'm gonna quickly send out some memes and then head to bed once the movie's over :' )))#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Life as a Truex fan these past 22 race weekends

#of course it was because of a late caution#of course it was after dominating the race#of course it was due to getting beat on pit road#and of freaking course it was losing to hamlin (jumping the restart at that and getting away because refs love him more than tom brady)#fire james small#i don't know if he was as much to blame as usual but just get his butt out of there yesterday#i genuinely can't blame truex for just rage quitting at the end there after how these past seven months have gone#genuinely a little impressed he didn't lose it back at martinsville last year#please tell me this entire season won't just be this ugh#martin truex jr#nascar#nascar richmond#nascar cup series#toyota lovers 400#steven universe meme#steven universe future meme#nascar memes#like it appears that life for truex fans has been a nightmare since martinsville 2018#(i only started watching in '21 ftr)#but man not to risk sounding insensitive or anything but it really feels like all his luck died with sherry#i don't want to speak on his behalf or anything but i certainly wouldn't blame him if that fall in general just drained him completely#i need a nap#and maybe truex does too poor guy
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Orion Pax is naive, he’s just not naive the way ppl seem to think he is
#its more like. lacking in experience outside of a certain setting#he’s naive because he hasnt interacted with a larger section of the world. with ppl who have all sorts of struggles and problems#but ppl sometimes write him as an uwu baby who will be taken advantage of if his few friends dont keep an eye on him#i personally prefer the idea that bc so much of his life has revolved around being an archivist and also being aware#that something is Very Wrong with his world#that he approaches everything with a sense of caution and care that other ppl dont take. he’s suspicious at the same time he’s gracious and#polite#actually i saw somebody say once that he’d be reserved bc of how he came to be at the archives#alpha trion plucking him out of the wilds and dropping him a secure enough middle class job#his fellows would be suspicious of him. he would be used to ppl being wary of him#and maybe that could be part of him getting along so well with megatron in those early days#orion isnt dangerous or weird to megatron. he’s just some nerd who’s good at arguing with him#i think orion would come out of his carefully crafted carefully neutral shell and become a lot more animated#he’s still a but clueless like that scene about wanting to go to an amusement park of all things#but he’s not a stupid uwu baby that big rough megatron is going to ravish at the first chance possible#hm that got longer than i meant#id make it a proper post but. im shy#anyway this is abt tfp orion if it wasnt evident#babble.tag
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No joke, I thought it would be easier to be social after spending a year avoiding talking to everyone but two people. It really is making me suspect I might not have just NPD, but I'm also currently working on getting my body from bedbound because I could not physically walk due to malnutrition to out and about again, so y'know, maybe baby steps are okay
#if I could find the balance between pushing myself and allowing myself rest I think 50% of my problems would just poof#but the last 2 hosts don't front anymore because they got so burnt out. so uh maybe erring on the side of caution is a good thing#❤personal bullshit🖤#yeah thats a tag now I guess. whatever
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