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YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY CORRECT IT WAS IN THE END OF NIHON.
YUUKO MENTIONS THAT WATANUKI PAID HIS MEMORIES AS THE PRICE OF LAVA LAMP KNOWING WHERE SAKURA HAD BEEN TAKEN. No wonder I couldn't find it in xxxholic.
Goodness gracious there goes my memory.
#I suppose it WAS six months and an entire flashback arc ago#BUT STILL#Oh to have a perfect memory#Couldn't be me#replies#sylver-drawer#Thank you for that!#Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle#Tsubasa#Vol 204#PLOT: REMEMBERED
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Did I just name my sweet little Alphys... Alph? Yes- yes, I did.
But for that one single pun that I will make, it's worth it.
#undertale#utmv#alphys#alphys au#alph alphys#clip studio paint#artists on tumblr#doodle#sketch#t-tale#timeline-tale#weirdghostcat#I should sleep#But I have such an idea influx for this AU- I can't#Dyne's or “Un”dyne's character-card is finished... Except for the text but the art is in my drafts!#I was a little scared about Alph's design since Dyne's design was in my mind for a good while now but Alph's one was completely unknown#Now seeing that cutie I'm so happy that I waited#I don't even know if I made Alphy's body shape correct since I drew from memory- completely#But gosh#Her design is perfect#Oh! Btw- Both work at a coffee shop that's named “Alph's dyne”... that... that's the pun#Ya know- dine... dYne#I'll keep the name now- no matter how stupid I will feel about it tomorrow when I wake up and asks myself what the fuck I did#Future me must now deal with it
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I just finished the natlan archon quest after putting it off forever and it was mind-blowingly mid but I think I realized what the problem is. There's no Yuri 💔
#☁️🌕☁️.txt#ok that's only part of the issue mainly the writing was flat and the characterization (ESP of mavuika) felt so... bland#like i watched minsleif's mavuika vid bc i felt like i needed someone to word it well and she was completely correct#she does TECHNICALLY have character flaws. but she never grows never changes and these flaws never affect the story in a meaningful way#we only see her being “wrong” ONCE and it's when capitano takes the metaphorical bullet for her#she's just not portrayed as interesting...#i would have loved to see a moment of hesitation and grief before she burned her mementos#a moment of abject fear and dread when only 4 heros were known#even in the private of her own space! other characters could have seen her as perfect! but even in her memory road scenes she still didn't#have much depth. like when she was explaining to her family her plan to leave and come back 500 years later#i feel like the little sister could've been a really good character to Show mavuika's inherent hypocrisy that isn't really touched on much#if her sister in that scene said something like “in natlan nobody fights alone and you're leaving us to fight ALONE” and mavuika sort of#floundered and maybe even snapped a little and there was never a good resolution UNTIL they met again in the final fight sequence#that would've been so much more interesting!! showing mavuika's hypocrisy and martyr complex having an IMPACT on both her and her loved ones#also a moment of showing the stress in moments of being alone. she's a perfectionist but she isn't perfect#the pressure Would make her a little crazy even if she doesn't outwardly display it#like she's an inverse to furina who was characterized SOOOO well#she had. SO much potential for the same#and we got a cardboard cutout 😕#AND on top of all of that there's no real yuri in natlan#there were moments a true himejoshi could spin a whole yarn from#but there wasn't any that wouldn't require an in depth hear me out#like jeanlisa eimiko beiguang clorivia these all went without saying pretty much#like OH yeah that's yuri obviously come on now#and having that dynamic adds tension and interest! it makes the characters more interesting#idk natlan rlly flopped hard sorry :( i liked the Lore i liked ronova and the lord of the night and everything#just the actual characters and dynamics felt so... uninteresting. paimon felt the most interesting in the whole aq#maybe kachina as a close second or chasca#or ororon tbh. both of whom i have character design gripes with but their writing was pretty good!#thinking abt it now sumeru didn't really have good yuri either but nahida and wanderer rlly carried the plot. but lowkey lumine and jeht...
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The thing is, Jinx could have not blown up over half the council and peace still wouldn’t have happened. Piltover is being operated and plied by those who have never conceived of a world united and at their core, do not want it.
The council at large is more than happy to indulge in the exports and labor of Zaun but repeatedly demand Hextech enforced martial action at any rumbling of dissatisfaction that pricks their ears. Peace is not as easy as a declaration. This would have happened again.
Even down to Cassandra creating a way to divert The Grey from further infecting Zaun’s air being a protected family secret rather than a staple, standard known and used practice betrays this. Because The Grey is not the only poison choking Zaun’s air. It was simply the one doing so much damage that it couldn’t be ignored. It was a diversion of the issue. Especially because Cassandra also saved the recipe for The Grey itself.
Not to mention, Ambessa clearly would have done whatever necessary to disguise her manufactured military coup as a concerted effort to protect Piltover. If Jinx hadn’t done it, Ambessa would’ve offered someone else the opportunity, albeit in a more controlled gambit. Hell. She probably would’ve offered it to Jinx if she could have gotten Mel in a protected position.
One of the best parts of S2 so far is how well they’re able to showcase that one act of retaliation against Piltover’s powerful was enough to carry them into martial law. And the juxtaposition of how Piltover’s mourning and attempts to rebuild are held as sacred compared to Zaun’s….Effervescent.
#Renni going after Jayce was SO GOOD#He had to be dragged kicking and screaming to accept he was part of the problem#and he STILL immediately went back to making Hextech weapons after the memorial was attacked#And the thing is Ambessa could give a shit if Jayce died#she fully intended to let him eat shit if he couldn’t survive the chaos#She’s perfect for Piltover truly#and also that scene that panned to a Piltover kid wearing a mask#like oh wow I wonder what other kids live with that air and don’t even have masks to help them#Maeks You Think#Arcane the show that you are#like it could’ve been anything#it was inevitable
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they say ‘to be loved is to be changed’ but is it true love if you’re wilted and worn because I loved you too much despite knowing soon you’ll leave me? Or is it true love if I wanna lock you away forever to keep you in that state because I wouldn’t be able to accept that one day you won’t be here anymore
#[🌱 • lucky’s sticky notes]#just a girl with her beloved crocs#this is about my beloved crocs#I love my fk crocs so much#I hadn’t noticed until another person who was wearing the same crocs as me but hers were still new but mine are worn but still sturdy#and I couldn’t help but dread the day that some day my beloved crocs wouldn’t be here to cradle my feet—#—as I venture out into this scary world anymore#I know I’ll get over it in like a day but I just can’t help it; I love my fucking shoes#it has these cute charms on it with the perfect colors of white and orange that I find lovely#I wonder if I should lock it away in the closet to never use it again so it wouldn’t get more tattered#but is it truly alright if I do that? what would it think of me if it had sentient?#oh believe me my beloved crocs when I say I’ve tried with other shoes; they’re all lovely in their own ways but they can’t be you#it’s been five years since we’ve met; you were just supposed to be another shoes; specifically my mother’s but she didn’t treat you right#five years of irreplaceable memories; when you carried me to places that I’d never thought I’d have the courage to#when you accompanied me thru bad and good times; you were always there; how can I simply just choose another when you’re perfect#except time wasn’t always merciful; someday I won’t remember you anymore and I’ll move on#but know this that you’re the reason of why I am the person that I am today; bc you believed and supported me thru all#I love you my beloved crocs
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more Cadmus gripe time because I just finished the last boy on earth arc and ughhhh SB was so devastated to return home and find everyone gone, and we saw that Roxy spent weeks trying so hard to find him when everyone else said he was gone and good riddance, she even found Robin's number and asked Batman for help, she even went to see if Knockout knew anything, and everyone at Cadmus knows this- and when SB comes back from spending months as an amnesiac captive and wants so badly to see his friends again, they don't use their incredible resources to track down Roxy and help reunite them, they take him to Paris and claim it's because giving him a new scenery and something to hit will do him good and get his mind off it, but then it turns out they just want to field test him and get him to work for them. SB going from being exploited by Leech to exploited by Cadmus is bridged by a story where he's literally stripped of all agency and the ability to speak for himself and I'm going to scream.
#clark come get your boy#no really im gonna have to dig through triangle era to find out what Clark was doing at the same time because clearly Roxy was reaching out#to EVERYONE#and she met Superman before! she's part of the reason the whole situation was set up! she 'sold' him back his copyright for a dollar and he#gets it#honestly I'm gonna have to throw an idea on the list:#'Roxy gets through every option and is so fed up she goes outside and screams for Superman until he shows up because she's tried so hard to#find SB otherwise and if Superman can't do it then no one can. but if he can...'#and this can be when Clark realizes that SB literally does not have a name yet#and his hopes that SB has been able to figure out his own life and wants outside of his shadow have not been realized#and his 'find the perfect kryptonian name to offer him' has been bumped up on his to do list#right under 'find out wherever the hell he is'#because ugh ok so guardian had that line about being in Paris to punch things being good for SB#and i was going to scream because doesn't this man have the memory of raising five teenage boys. how's he as bad at this as he is basic#morality when it comes to having a spine vis a vis what Westfield does#but thennnnn they reveal the Cadmus job offer#and I was like 'oh of course. no. it's the exact same morality put aside for What Cadmus Decides It Needs'#I'm gonna go on a mae like rampage and burn that whole place down... anyway#they don't even see him as a boy. he talks about how he's stuck as a boy and how he feels like he's the last boy on earth and they hear him!#and they don't even see him as a boy. 'considered an emancipated minor' (by who? what paper says that? does he have a birth certificate? bc#i know it's a thing later that none of the other Cadmus clones have legal personhood until guardian wants to adopt a child who actually does#his only names are superBOY and kid but he's not treated like a kid not a boy not a child just a commodity#Kal's the last son of krypton and Kon's only called 'son' by people holding him captive (henshaw‚ westfield‚ etc)#Roxy i need you to go get Clark Clark i need you to come get your boyyyyy
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Su Mengzhen is all good and nice but being someone growing up with all those chaotic wuxia cdramas from 2000s to early 2010s Chen Chuhe's performance in The Magic Blade (2012) still tops everything else imo. like, Su Mengzhen is fantastic but Ye Kai is GORGEOUS






Meng Xinghun/孟星魂 - The Meteor, Butterfly and sword/流星蝴蝶剑 (2010) Ye Kai/叶开 - The Magic Blade/天涯明月刀 (2012) Su Mengzhen/苏梦枕 - Heroes/说英雄谁是英雄 (2022)
#but yeah su mengzhen brought me back those memories from like 10yrs ago and made me realize how much I adored him as a child#ydk how much ye kai meant to me hes the cutest hes perfect hes everything#but I knew him way earlier than that#I think I first got to know him from jay chous mv#one of my friends was obsessed with him and made us see the mv#and then it's jay chous movie he played a side charater in it#later the meteor butterfly and sword he nailed it in that series hes born for wuxia dramas#oh lets not forget the soap opera that came after#before I finished the magic blade and thats when he started to grow on me#but at that time I already knew him well and have finished several of his works#and I was like dude you again??#lmao#chen chuhe#baron chen#su mengzhen#shuo ying xiong shei shi ying xiong#heroes 2022#ye kai#the magic blade#cdrama#meng xinghun
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YESSSS RACHEL
I AM SAT
PLEASE YOU ARE SO RIGHTTTT
It's the misogyny for me. Like, it's bad enough Dashner writes the girls Like That, but then the only ones kept around/alive are pigeonholed into Love Interest and Jealous Rival when I don't think they even meet each other in the entirety of TST book or have even a conversation in the movie. Buddy, if I met who looked like the only other girl in however long, we might not be friends but bet your ass we're gonna at least stick together. (Well, y'know, until the whole double-cross thing but you know what I mean.)
Also, Rachel is an Elite. She's one of the ones specifically saved by WCKD as one of their best Candidates. In the book, WCKD broke their own "observation only" rules to save Thomas's life after his bullet wound got infected for that literal reason. And also YEAH THAT'S NOT HOW YOU RUN AN EXPERIMENT, DUDES.
And if Rachel and Aris are supposed to be the equivalent of Thomas and Teresa, then let them meet! Let him have someone on His Side of things (movie Aris sort of passively is, book Aris is more clearly Teresa's side (still haven't started TDC yet tho 😭)) who is also like "yeah, this shit is FUCKED, dude, this is not how we help people," and YES let the girlies have a confrontation!!!! Teresa wanting to keep Thomas by whatever means versus Rachel willing to drag Aris to freedom by the scruff if necessary. Rachel telling Thomas whatever she remembers from WCKD versus Teresa gatekeeping her memories to herself until the very last second and still using them to try and manipulate Thomas. Rachel being the same kind of outspoken, the same kind of stubborn, but her mind isn't as puzzle oriented as Thomas's, she couldn't see a way out, but if she had, she would've done the same thing he did. Teresa expecting support from Rachel as a fellow Elite and getting hit with a flat-out denial.
What would it have done for Thomas's mindset, hearing someone agreeing with him? Yeah, sure, the Gladers are on his side, they "forgive" him, but they also don't understand his full involvement, the guilt he feels. But Rachel does. She's just like him. She did the same things. He feels so much guilt for causing all this, not just the Maze but also the danger of bringing them out of it, into the Scorch with the Cranks and the Flare and all the other insane hazards. What would it have done if she had looked at him and said, "You made the right choice. I would have done the same thing. I'm glad you did what I couldn't."
And in the same vein, what would it have done for Teresa? They're the Elites. They're the best, the ones chosen to survive, to help the world. They're the four horsemen, riding together. But then it all falls apart for her. The three people who are supposed to be on her side aren't. The one person she wants to keep refuses her help, and the other two say he's right to do so. It could've been so tasty for her regression arc, because she'd dig her heels in all the harder, refuse to look at the data, won't acknowledge that she's the outlier, she's the aberration. It's them, it has to be them. The data is wrong, and WCKD is good.
HOLDING YOUR HAND WE WILL BE HAVING A SPRING WEDDING ANON!!!!!!
YOU FUCKING GET IT 💖💖💖💖💖 RACHEL BEING THE ONE TO BE THAT ASSURANCE THAT NO ONE FROM THE GLADE EVER COULD
like imagine if book and movie Thomas had that someone who lived the same conditions he had at WCKD and held his arm in support of his decisions???? who, when learning of her past pre-Swipe, said “no, that will not define me this time and we will never be like them ever again”
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#the misogyny…. the ducking MISOGYNY!!!!!#WHY MUST YOU PIGEONHOLE THE GIRLIES INTO LOVE INTEREST OR LOVE RIVAL OR DEAD#WHY DASHNER!!!!!!#and who’s to say that book!Aris would listen to Rachel and fall further into WCKD like Teresa????#or maybe bc Rachel was saved by WCKD bc she’s an Elite (IF YOU BREAK THE TULES FOR TOMMY THEN THE OTHER THREE SHOULD TOO)#and Aris had seen Rachel so close to death that WCKD almost left her to die unlike Thomas who got a human shield (rip Chuck)#or maybe the Icers are the ones who save her. keep her body stable and refuse to let her die forcing WCKD’s hand for the#‘sake of experimentation’#and 100% movie Aris would switch with Rachel in comparison to book Aris imho#but also Book!Aris remembers#he is aware of WCKD’s rules and trials#so like watching Rachel an Elite be left for dead but WCKD saving Thomas????? like Aris does that not radicalize you????#Rat Man pulls no punches in dangling Chuck’s death in front of Thomas you think he fucking cares about Rachel????#would have loved seeing Aris wrestle with his own ideology bc he isn’t even sure Rachel is alive while Teresa and Tommy are having#their own ideology feud w/ Teresa reminding Aris of the role they play in Phase 2#sorry i’m ping-pinging between the two rn#OH ALSO#movie!Rachel is a liability: she’s only recently freed from the terror pod thingys; she’s disoriented + memories are scattered; her body#is not used to traversing and running from threats since being ‘rescued’ and put into that pod thing#she’s a perfect excuse for Teresa to use to plead her case on the group to return to WCKD yet it’s Rachel who’s the first to shoot it down#Aris could be convinced since he is NOT leaving Rachel but also doesn’t want her to suffer#but then we have weird memory limbo Rachel who’s not 100% Swiped anymore being ‘no we stick to Thomas’s plan’#UGH THE POTENTIAL#RACHEL BABY YOU DESERVED SO MUCH MORE#asks#maze runner#tmr rachel
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OK i still don’t think it’s a DID situation going on here with qcellbit and fcell (at least i hope it’s not) but i am thinking. maybe it’s a sleeper agent kinda thing. winter soldier type beat yk??? and if it IS then IMAGINE THE IMPLICATIONS of the federation doing this to him and having control over when he acts that way i’m going to go feral
#qsmp#but he clearly still remembers acting the way he did as cell in prison so maybe the sleeper agent thing kinda went wrong#they meant for him to forget what he does but somehow they fucked his memory enough that instead he forgot about his family#and they were liek whoopsies!!! that wasn’t supposed to happen!! oh well let’s throw him into these survival games and see what he does#but what if they somehow perfected the procedure that was meant to make him forget. right. maybe when he got kidnapped by the feds#they fixed it and bided their time to see when they should trigger it again#and now we have THIS#sorry this is a ramble i’m just throwing ideas into the void to see what sticks
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hiiii halfway? thru the story. hard as hell to avoid spoilers online i need to stay away 😭 rant in tags, spoilers for 2.2 . i already reached 30 tags wow 💀
#chris noises#hsr#spoilers ahead ->#///////////////////////////////////////////////#ROBIIIIIIINNNNN WAAAAHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭#her unwavering love and belief in humans to survive against all odds.......#her inherent kindness and desire to help everyone#SHE IS HARMONY !!! THATS WHAT HARMONY IS ALL ABOUTTT !!!!!#i love sunday but he's Slightly pissing me off rn#is this really what you believe in..... that the weak must die so the strong can live... that its the only way for life to continue....#can't wait to beat him up later lol#AGHHH I LOVE YOU SUNDAY BUT YOU MAKE ME SO CONFLICTED !!!!!!#oh the gallagher stuff was so interesting....... the memory zone memes being his Pets. thats funny#i love you gallagher im sorry i called you ugly a few updates ago....#cant even begin to talk about firefly.... genuinely lights up my world everytime she's on screen#BLADIEEE THE BLADIE CAMEO????#STELLARON HUNTERS ARE SUCH A FAMILYYYYYYYYYY WAAAAAAA#acheron and black swan 🥹 i love how black swan is Terrified of her and yet constantly looks out for her#girl Me Too...#acheron agh the heartache you bring me. girl i will get you ibuprofen i promise.#dan heng 💜💜💜💜💜💜 no complaints as usual. perfect boy. im so glad he's out of his depressive episode so we can see him on penacony 😭😭#boothill.#i have nothing to say about him.#did i miss anyone....#mm OH MISHA. MY SON. i cannot wait to see how it will all connect back to him#he IS connected to mikhail. no doubt in my heart#i wonder if after this update he'll finally board the express .... my son my boy....#im so excited to see jing yuan later#and.... aaaahhhhhh my wife the love of my life. aventurine come back home i miss you#its been a month im experiencing wife withdrawal (<- copyrighted michael egotokill material do not use without express permission)
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God I wish I didnt get ostrasised by all but like 4 of my peers because holyfucking shit am I overworked and need a hug
#why cant everyone just be nice like for fucking real!!!!#so sick and tired of looking like Mother Theresa compared to my coworkers bc i do the bare minimum of making the residents feel cared for#like girl we are working with the same cast and crew#will never forget the time a cna came in and after telling them 'hey that guy will get seizures if you give em that' and they replied with#'well they get seizures regardless' AND LEFT#EVIL!!!!!!#andlike#i understand that not everyone has the same memory capacity/ability but oh my motherfucking god#if everyone around me is at baseline then i must be either God or the absolute perfect person#which is saying something bc ive genuinely killed quite a few braincells with my former [redacted] addiction but here i am#knowing the smallest things about everyone that makes em happy#and the thing is is that I WORK IN THE KITCHEN!!!#IM NOT A CNA/RN WHO AT ALL HOURS OF THEIR SHIFT WILL BE INTERACTING WITH THE RESIDENTS!!!#idk man if i were generally mentally n physically well in my 30+s AND gettin outshined by a 21 year old for the past 2 yrs id be embarrasse#cannot fucking wait for my mom to get a job so i can leave mine and take a break#tony speaks#and before anyone says 'the CNAs are overworked and some of the residents can be overwhelming!'#the residents know im nice so they come to me for fucking EVERYTHING!!!!#ESPECIALLY the overbearing ones!!!#AND ON TOP OF THAT I HAVE LITERALLY EVERYONE. STAFF AND RESIDENTS.#ASKING ME WHATS GOING ON WHEN IM BALLS DEEP IN THE AM AIDES BULLSHIT ON TOP OF THE MORNING COOKS#not only do i ghostrun the kitchen but im the guy everyone goes to for everything. regardless of department#im literally a kitchen aide with no further qualifications leave me the fuck alone and ask your superiors/managament FUCK!!!!!!!!
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i wish i had a way to retrieve any of my 360+ Anoriths I bred in Alpha Sapphire or the army of contrary + leaf storm + increasingly good IVs Fomantises from Moon but alas i did not remember to nab pokemon bank before the store died
#i think i just have to hack the 3ds already but ough time#shoutout to the time I tried to breed a perfect IV contrary leaf storm Fomantis and also ideally a shiny#never got to perfect... or got a shiny...#the anoriths there wasn't a reason i was breeding them i jsut like anorith#oh yeah thers also the army of staryus in beast balls that i was mass breeding to wondertrade away#the ones i kept were all named after ultramen#or my increasing collection of zygardes... or most impnortantly Biscuit the zygarde my bro gave me for my birthday#POKEMON MEMORIES
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Things that continually haunt me: New Who’s Companion-contemporary is a year ahead of the year it aired from Aliens of London/World War Three until the rewind in Last of the Time Lords, which resets it to correct contemporaneousness
#I guess it’s really not that deep I just forget that most of s1 and s3 and all of s2 are a year ahead#The Year That Never Was is ‘08 not ‘07#also sometimes I try to consider everyone’s overlap with contemporaneous stuff…#Amy Rory and Melody dealing with The Year That Never Was#Melody knows very quickly that there’s a paradox involved cuz Rory bites it in the decimation 😔#Amy’s just glad she’s not crazy and happy to talk with Martha about the raggedy man#they never quite realize they have different faces in mind#what do Martha & Mickey think of the zero virus? do they just kind of roll their eyes and write it off as being him#or are they just concerned it’s the Atraxi’s doing until nothing comes of it?#does Martha still Know Things through UNIT?#Amy and Rory only nearly overlap with daleks of manhattan and that makes my fanfic heart sad#let’s see 2012….OH FUCK RIGHT 2012!!!!!#THE OLYMPICS!!#okay but tiny yaz and Ryan??????? who don’t realize they’ve seen him before???? perfect#probs bill too#I’m ignoring Clara cuz I don’t like her 🙃#im also ignoring the crack cuz I like folks remembering pre-2010 stuff and they’re cowards for writing memory out#the show was cooler with the world coming to terms with aliens#anyway I’d best end this now
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Still havent got over how ace looks like his mom. The eyes man
#also i find it very cruel how theyre showing us how he was born to explain why he is going to die. stop#also is luffy wearing yellow so ace can be red this arc#also last episode garp said youre going to live with these children/young men hinting at sabo i guess but damn since the start they tell you#also whitebeards bones in his jolly roger being put like a cross...... yeah yeah#iva san thinks dragon has two children lmao#LUFFY KNEW ABOUT GOLD ROGER!!???#he could have loosen his tongue just once and boom...... oh here is where aces father got executed WHO???#screaming for his father omg.......#find it very funny that ace hasnt changed clothes in 3 years but he lost his shirt at least#oh shit ace has the spade pirates... funny#ACE CLULD HAVE BEEN A SHUCHIBUKAI#fighting for five days. love how luffy is there to chill but ace will fight on prupose and at any given point to make it#saying fuck you to the man. hell yeah ace#also thinking about a perfect world if ace and luffy went into the sea together. what if......#so whitebeard just took him lmao#ace just going to kill whitebeard in his sleep lmao man have some honor. god the assassination attempts#it probs gives whitebeard memories of him and roger fighting each other#oh thatch was his friend...... that was personal#still the assassination atempts are hus reaction to not being able to kill him and take the claim of pirate king when he is born to be it#fucking blackbeard in the background of all this.... DIEEEEEE!!!!#and whitebeard trying to stop ace from revenge.... oof the angst#disobeying hus father is going to get him executed.... but he is being executed for being just someones son. okay i am normal#so ace is not wearing his necklace until he make shis pirate crew#i feel like i need to watch this episide again. i need to squeeze it clean#extract every drop of stuff i can retain#whitebeard said he told him to go but ace clearly went on his own.. wtf#talking tag#watching one piece#episide 461
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Relax guys, i gotta shift into Past Life Trauma™️ mode in order to write like 500-2k more words on my fic
#i got another one in the works too that isnt You'll Like It and i have a feeling it'll be a bit of a doozy for me to finish#its all stuff that happened in my actual past life and yall get to publicly see what happened lmao. uh oh.#for being reclusive and not showing my real self to more than a couple beings im in the WRONG SYSTEM bc our automatic urge#is to create and show our timelines and have it saved publicly. somewhat FOR the public honestly.like its good to see other plurals that GET#things. maybe someone elses timeline worked like mine maybe i help them remember or process.#others have done it for us. we crave being something inspirational and good and healing for others too#system babbles#alastor#fictive#i really do shift into memory mode to write.its p close to what happened but not perfect and the deeper i go the better i write
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The real reason Dashner had to fridge Rachel is because she's too powerful. She'd have clocked the Salamander Siblings in 5 seconds FLAT.
First lunchtime at the WCKD outpost, she's staring a hole through Newt and doing a mental checklist in her head between him and Sonya.
Aris: Rachel? What are you doing?
Rachel, internally:
Blond/e? ✅️
British? ✅️
Kind of a bitch? ✅️
Only one allowed to call their bf/gf by a specific nickname (Tommy, Harry)? ✅️
One third of an unhinged BFF trio sharing a single braincell? ✅️
Rachel: HOLD THE FUCKING PHONE.
Everyone else in the cafeteria: 👀👀👀👀👀
THATS WHAT IM SAYING!!!!!
the character potential of Rachel interacting with Thomas and the Gladers was too powerful that she had to be only mentioned (DASHNER WHEN I GET YOU!!!). she only became a cautionary tale to movie!Thomas that ended being for nothing since Teresa would have never ended up like Rachel
and then book!Rachel 🥺 girlie was IN with the Icers (technically a title given to them by the movie verse but who cares) and fought with them to escape. they had way more survivors out of the Maze with her being one of the few casualties (forced friendly fire which is such BULLshit and overhand on WCKD’s part that is not how you play an experiment!!! that’s covering your bases and forcing your own confirmation biases BUT WHAT DO I KNOW)
and just OUGH 🫠 like if movie!Aris pressed more for Thomas to free Rachel, then plus we have gotten a chance to see her???? sure she’d be dead weight at first and run more of a risk of escape, but like once they’re all free, she’d be out in the Scorch with them. Aris wouldn’t feel as much as an outsider. AND maybe!!!! we’d get some more WCKD lore bc Teresa gatekept that shit even when her memories returned
also just Rachel staring at Newt over the campfire, doing her mental checklist between Sonya and Newt (Newt steadily growing uncomfortable bc she’s not blinking) before finally bursting out “if your hair was longer, you could be identical”
“what?”
“nothing,” and then she just conks out next to Aris as if she didn’t rip the floor from under Newt
#love when i have one-sided beef with an author#they don’t know it but i mentally shoot lasers at them daily#the fact that we don’t even get to know who Rachel really was or what she was like until Fever Code pisses me off#like imagine Thomas having her as an ally#both of them anti-WCKD and sharing in their drive to protect the people they were pitted against and viewed to dehumanize#i have so many feelings about her#the narrative and thematic poTENTIAL!!!!!#YOU FRIDGED POTENTIAL DASHNER!!!!!#‘Oh but that’s just the tragedy that comes with the story’ BUT CONSIDER THE POTENTIAL DASHNER!!!! CONSIDER!!!!!!#asks#tmr rachel#maze runner#also like. i would think. that the shit Rachel probably experience while in that pod thing in movie tst might’ve fucked with her brain#enough to override the Swipe#in my opinion#it’s not a perfect override and who’s to say whether she also purposefully Stung herself over at Group B but let’s say she’s got fragments#fragmented memories of her life Pre-Swipe more than Thomas but less than Teresa#so imagine her watching Thomas and being all cryptic ‘you always were drawn to them. more than any of us were’ to Thomas#now she’s a huge memory threat to Teresa bc the girlies need a confrontation imo
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