#Skill/Will Matrix
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felisgalactus · 3 months ago
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Soundwave takes his brainrotted cassettes to the Minecraft movie, dressed appropriately of course.
My entry for @zorangezest’s DTIYS. I’ve never done one of those before, it was fun to try something new!
Alt color version below ‘cause I can’t decide which I like better
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melsatar · 2 years ago
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Artificial Intelligence: From Fascination to Execution & Value Realization
It is undeniable that AI is one of the most disruptive and transformative technologies of our time, with the potential to impact every sector and industry in the world. However, despite the growing awareness and fascination with AI, many organizations are still struggling to adopt AI effectively and realize its value. What are the reasons for this gap between AI hype and AI execution? How can…
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cupcakeinat0r · 1 year ago
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aquietnerd · 2 months ago
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lokiiied · 3 months ago
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“is it bad if i used chatgpt to—” would it be bad if i pulled out a gun right now and shot you through your hollow skull ?
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antenanotaic3 · 1 year ago
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There's claiming to lack social skills and there's RiD Ultra Magnus who gracefully throws social skills off a roof. Y'all have something to learn from him.
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clonememesfrikyeah · 1 year ago
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You know what would be the worst? If at the end of the war when all is said and done, after the clones lost every little thing they had, after Vaders rise and the Jedi’s fall, after all that death and hardship and misery? It would be terrible to be a clone and wake up like suddenly coming out of a coma, in a stasis chamber that they grew up in and rarely left, there was the craziest dream just before and there’s the lingering feeling something important just happened, this is Kamino 35bby, all the information they were just fed is already neatly stored in their perfect flash-memory brain. No ones died yet, all of that was a simulation based on a calculation of events to instal orders and hone the discipline of troops. It’s dark, there’s no way of telling if anyone or anything exists beyond the boundary’s of the inside. There’s a designated call sign and designation along with vitals displayed in the line of vision, it’s also counting down the seconds to when a new simulation is set to begin.
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zentarablog · 14 days ago
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The Pomodoro Technique & More: 10 Time Management Methods Explained
In our increasingly busy and distraction-filled world, effective time management is no longer a luxury but a necessity. Whether you’re a student grappling with deadlines, a professional balancing multiple projects, or simply someone trying to make more time for personal pursuits, the feeling of being overwhelmed by an endless to-do list is all too common. The good news is that for centuries,…
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skillmetrics9 · 5 months ago
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https://justpaste.it/b07u3
Skill Matrix Software
Skill Matrics is a powerful software helping businesses to align their manpower skill, It is driven by upskilling, reskilling and multiskilling techniques
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haripawali · 10 months ago
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Skill Matrix Software
Skill Matrics is a powerful software helping businesses to align their manpower skill, It is driven by upskilling, reskilling and multiskilling techniques
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kaiasky · 7 months ago
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HOUNDs dice stacking game
i also feel like this is kinda what "crunchy" tactical-combat games like dnd or w/e are all about in the first place. sure there is the inherent randomness of dice but through builds and tactical use of limited resources (action economy, spell slots, eg) you can drastically improve your odds in those dice rolls right.
Have you ever encountered an RPG that has a Skill Based Conflict Resolution Mechanic? (as opposed to something luck or resource related like Dice)
Something like doing an IRL minigame to resolve a situation.
Dread! It's a horror game where instead of dice or other fortune the gameplay involves using a Jenga tower to emulate the tension and release inherent to a horror film!
I also know that @anim-ttrpgs is thinking of a future project where not necessarily all conflict resolution but at least some character abilities would rely on irl minigames (I think dice stacking has been given as an example). They've cited the Paper Mario series as an inspiration.
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chipthekeeper · 1 year ago
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ya boy is once again having post ideas outside her skill level
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astrocafecoffee · 1 year ago
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Destiny Matrix
(predicting some events of your life and characteristics of your fs)
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• For entertainment purposes only, enjoy •
•☞ Masterlist
Guys, destiny matrix chart is So gorgeous 😭 , I fell in love. I am new to this, but it's so fascinating, so I am sharing with you guys. Obviously I learnt a lot from ann_matrix_destiny insta page. I explained some of her work here, rest is mine.
✨What is Destiny matrix chart?
-A spiritual and metaphysical chart that reveals a person's life path, soul purpose, and potential.
✨How is it calculated?
-Based on a person's birth date, using a complex system of numerology and astrological correspondences.
💫 How to see some important events of your life?
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see this area(perimeter line)of your chart , this will explain many important events of your life.
💚Age of getting married/ meeting with your significant other/ spouse:
- look at your age in your chart, if you see 3,5,6,19,20 at the top of your age then at that age you will get married/ meet your significant other/ start a family. Like in this chart I have shown above '5' is top of the age of 23.5- 24, so this individual will meet their spouse at that age/ get married.
• Going through Transformation in your life :
- if you see 13 or 16 at the top of your age , then at that age your life will drastically change/ you will go through a huge transformation of your life. You will change your location/ your career/ will shift to another country or city.
⚡Moving abroad/ travelling:
If you see 7,10,21,22 above your age then this is the best age for travelling or going abroad.
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if you find 21 in your love line(circled part)then most probably you will marry a foreigner.
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And if you find 7, 10 , 21 or 22 in this positions then most probably you will go abroad/ find your partner there .
Now , the future spouse part : -
💖 Hints about your future partner :
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Look at the number below the heart symbol to know about your future partner. In this chart it's 21.
So, let's explain each numbers -
•Number 1: The magician
- creative and innovative
- skilled and talented
- confident and charismatic
- however they may also struggled with over - confidence and arrogance.
- gemini / Virgo zodiac sign placements
- profession : musicians, writer, public speaker, coaches and mentors , scientist, entrepreneur, marketing and advertising professionals.
- meeting: conference or seminar, art galleries, meuseum, workshop or studio, networking events or industry conference, class or training session.
• Number 2 : High Priestess
- intuitive and wise
- mysterious and enigmatic
- maybe quiet and reserved.
- soft spoken and considerate.
- cancer zodiac sign placements.
- profession: councillors, therapists, psychologist, Nurse or healthcare professionals, social workers, spiritual leaders, energy workers.
- meeting: secret or private settings, libraries, coaching, weddings , meeting in the context of any spiritual retreats.
• Number 3 : Empress
- Full of life , energy and vitality.
- encouraging others to grow and flourish.
- committed, dedicated and faithful.
- Taurus and Libra zodiac sign placements.
- profession: fashion designer , sculptors, teachers and educators,event planer, environmentalists, musicians, healthcare.
- meeting through : parties, gatherings, festival, fair, creative workshops, artistic projects ,meuseum, concerts.
• Number 4 : Emperor
- Natural born leader, authoritative, commanding.
- makes tough decisions with clarity and conviction.
- commited to family and responsibilities.
- zodiac sign: Aries placements.
- profession: executive, CEO, leader or manager, military officer, architect, Engineer, government officials, buisness owner.
- meeting : buisness meeting, job interviews, formal events , official ceremonies.
• Number 5 : Hierophant
- values established customs, rituals, and institutions.
- upholds ethical standards and moral principles.
- prioritise stability and security over change and uncertainty.
- Taurus zodiac sign placements
- profession: spiritual leaders and mentors, councellor , advisor or consultants, traditional healers or healthcare professionals.
- meeting: spiritual or religious gatherings, traditional ceremonies or rituals, educational and training sessions , counciling or therapy sessions, church,temples , mosques.
• Number 6 : The lovers
- collaborative, work well others.
- empathetic and aware of others feelings.
- true to themselves and their values.
- zodiac sign: Gemini placements.
- profession: counselors, coaches , writer , journalist, artist, musicians, public speaker, philosophers , scientist, researchers.
- meeting : social getherings or parties , creative or artistic collaboration, Beauty or fashion events , community or networking meeting.
• Number 7 : The chariot
- Determined, self disciplined.
- ability to overcome any obstacles and setbacks
- has clear direction
- zodiac : cancer placements
- profession: nurses , social worker, military, architect, psychologist, chefs , nutritionist, hospitality professionals.
- Meeting: family gatherings, home or domestic settings, caregiving or helping professions.
• Number 8 : strength
- courageous, brave , have inner strength.
- has capacity to forgive and let go.
- has self discipline and self control.
- zodiac sign: leo placements
- profession: artist , designer, performers , public speaker, motivator, executives, philanthropist, teacher, councellor, athletes, trainers.
- meeting: park or garden, fitness or wellness center, creative studio or art space, festivals, social gatherings.
• Number 9 : Hermit
- quiet, reflective, and introspective often preferring to spend time alone
- serves as guide or mentor
- discerning and concious about every step they take.
- zodiac sign: Virgo placements.
- profession: therapist, counselors,teachers , coaches , writers, editors, healthcare industry, social worker.
- meeting: therapists or counselor office, library , spiritual or religious sanctuary, coffee shop , book store.
• Number 10 : wheel of fortune
- flexible, able to adjust to changing circumstances.
- believes in destiny
- have philosophical outlook on life.
- zodiac sign: Taurus, leo, scorpio, Aquarius placements.
- profession: life coach, astrologer, environmentalists, entrepreneur, investors, historians.
- meeting: a farm , airport, bus station, temple, monastery, party,park , near mountain or river.
• Number 11 : Justice
- impartial and balanced
- they make descision based on reason and logics.
- have strong sense of morality and ethics.
- zodiac sign: Libra placements
- profession: lawyer, judge, counselors, social worker, activists, advocate, journalist, analyst , or spiritual leader.
- meeting: courthouse, law office, government building, council chamber, community centre, places of worship, philosophical organization.
• Number 12 : Hanged Man
- they are reflective , look inward for answers.
- they are open to new settings.
- courageous, deep understanding of themselves.
- zodiac sign: Pisces placements
- profession : spiritual leaders, therapist, counselor , artist, writer, healthcare industry, motivator, life coach.
- meeting : temples , church , meditation room , yoga class , hospital, library, therapy office,art studio, gym.
• Number 13 : Death
- they are like phoenix from the ashes.
- they can navigate difficult situations and come out stronger.
- constantly growing and evolving.
- zodiac sign: scorpio placements
- profession: therapist, estate lawyers, spiritual leaders, scientist, healthcare professionals.
- meeting: counselling centre, place of worship, innovation hub or entrepreneurship centres, hospital, wellness center.
• Number 14 : Temperance
- they strive for equilibrium in all aspects of life .
- they prioritise physical, mental and emotional well-being.
- have creative sides.
- zodiac sign: Sagittarius placements .
- profession: doctor or nurse , therapist or counselor, artist or musicians, spiritual leader, international relation specialist , life coach , designer .
- meeting : art galleries or museums, embassies or international conference centres , community centres, clubs , parks , garden , spiritual center , yoga class.
• Number 15 : The devil
- they thinks outside the box and brings fresh ideas .
- magnetic personality, can attract others.
- unconventional, transformative.
- zodiac sign: Capricorn placements.
- profession: politician, CEO, artist, law enforcement, military, detective , investigators, activists, occultist.
- meeting: historic mansion or estate, a secret rooftop, art galleries, studio , book store, library , cafe.
• Number 16 : Tower
- they seek honesty and transparency even if it's uncomfortable.
- rebellious, resilient, revolutionary.
- they are open to new ideas.
- zodiac sign: Aries placements.
- profession : scientist, inventor, engineer, architect, military officer, crisis manager, technologist.
- meeting: transformation hub, a unique event space or art studio, bookstore, library, co-working space.
• Number 17 : Star
- they have a optimistic outlook of life and believe in a bright future.
- inspiring, peaceful, compassionate.
- creative and imaginative mind.
- zodiac sign: Aquarius placements.
- profession: creative expression, artist , industry related to healing and wellness, science and technology, humanitarian work, counselors.
- meeting: yoga studio or wellness center, botanical garden or peaceful outdoor setting, co-working space, concerts? , innovation hub.
• Number 18 : The Moon
- they trust their instincts and have a strong connection to their subconscious mind.
- deeply in touch with their emotions.
- unpredictable, may surprise other with their actions.
- zodiac sign : Pisces placements.
- profession : psychic or medium, artist or writer, musician, poet , spiritual teacher, healer, counselors.
- meeting: mystical or esoteric shop, secluded beach, art studio, a spiritual or metaphysical bookstore, coffee shop.
• Number 19 : Sun
- they exude self assurance and positivity.
- optimistic, enthusiastic, charismatic.
- warm hearted , willing to share blessings with others.
- zodiac sign: leo placements.
- profession: actor or performer, artist, CEO , teacher or mentor, event planner, musicians, life coach, designer.
- meeting: cafe / restaurant/ hotel , studio , gathering hall, auditorium, music festival.
• Number 20: Judgement
- they are introspective and willing to confront their past and inner self.
- self aware, have deep understanding of their strengths and weaknesses.
- awakened, courageous, honest.
- zodiac sign: scorpio placements
- profession : spiritual teacher or guide , therapist or counselor, life coach, researcher, artist or creative expression.
- meeting: spiritual center or temple, yoga class, a writer's workshop, park , garden , therapy or councilling office.
• Number 21: The world
- they have achieved their goals and fullfill their potential.
- compassions, wise, confident
- adventurous and global minded.( Most likely a foreigner)
- zodiac sign: Taurus, Capricorn, leo , placements.
- profession : global diplomat, artist ( global or universal theme) , cultural ambassador, world traveler, humanitarian work.
- meeting: while traveling, international conference centres , airport, spiritual retreat, international art or music venues.
• Number 22 : The fool
- they are willing to take risks and embark on new journeys.
- spontaneous, carefree , open minded.
- have faith in themselves and universe.
- zodiac sign: Aquarius placements.
- profession: entrepreneur or startup founder, activist, humanitarian work,coach or consultants, designer, scientist,teacher, journalist.
- meeting: spontaneous meet-up or pop up events, inspirational seminars, creative workshops,cafe or coffee shop, outdoor adventure location.
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END .....( I am tired af 😭)
☞ Healing through marriage
Thanks for reading 💓
-Piko ✨
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toonyangel · 3 months ago
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Oh my GOD 😭💔🥀🥀🥀🥀
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So not over 1000 but at LEAST 50+ of these were because of Esther 😭that evil, evil bovine💔
Now I just need to 100% the DLC!
...Yayyyyyy.....😄
I fear I am literally the worst Cuphead player currently living on planet earth 😭
WDYM It took nearly 600 deaths for me to simply beat the base game WITH Chalice 😭it took 3 days for me to get through the dlc and Esther absolutely BODIED me about 30 times in a row😭😭😭
I'm so scared to talk to Quadratus dude, I must have died over 1000 times at this point 😭😭
When I beat Saltbaker I'll update this post with my death count but last I checked, it was 595 😭
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classjezter · 3 months ago
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What does Supernova think of Optimus aka her sire's ex-boyfriend/archenemy?
Supernova was raised to hate Optimus Prime. As a decepticon, she grew up with the belief that Primes represented everything broken about old Cybertron, symbols of a system that upheld functionalism, enforced a brutal divide between the lower and upper castes, and turned a blind optic to suffering. And Optimus is the cause’s ultimate enemy, not only a as Prime, she knows of his past as Orion Pax, his close relationship with Megatron, and how he betrayed her sire when he accepted the Matrix, becoming the very thing they swore to destroy together. She can respect the autobot leader’s skills, he is Megatron’s greatest opponent for a reason, but she doesn’t think highly of him.
At least, that was until she found herself trapped under a building with the Prime, were they actually talked. Her opinion of him got more complicated after that.
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urspiritualnurse · 3 months ago
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▪︎ Pick a pile reading. (Left to right )
If I ever met you in person, what will be my perception of you?
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(Pick a picture that calls your attention, logic is not superior to intuition, and intuition is not superior to logic, do not assume your head cannot pick a pile that speaks for you, if intuition is quiet, use your mind to choose.)
Pile 1.
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I'm hearing the word, Saturn. Over and over again.
Saturn's beloved mortal, you might be.
I think when I meet you guys, I would notice your attention to details and certain obsessive perfectionist tendencies, the bowl has to be placed a certain way, the belt has to go a certain way, the hair, the nails, etc.
Even the writings, I hear.
If Saturn came alive one day and decided he would choose a mortal from earth to do his task, he would knock at your door for assistance.
You know when you have this exact plan in head and with it an exact way of doing methods, and you see people who are assisting you, going about their ways, graying your hair with worries and dread, as you sweat buckets of anxiety, not necessarily because those who are assisting you are incompetent, but because they do not uphold to your way of standard, methods, etc.
I would perceive you as someone....at first....a bit uptight.
I'm a person who indeed am fond of structure but upon meeting you I might get a bit agitated.... but you'd be the most responsible person within my vicinity.
You know when people are considered to be materialistic, we often assume they are very much stuck in the matrix and excessively grounded to the point of no faith, but I think you are the kind of person, who even when charmed by material things will not fickle their way around, there are two types of greed in people when it comes to materialistic ambition, there are people who will want something and go for it with no stops or turn taken in the middle, hyper fixated and grounded and the other type being someone who starts by wanting something and while they are moving towards it, something else catches their eyes, repeating such patterns and never completing any ambition in return.....
I think you are the grounded type, could be your downfall too. If you do not let yourself breath once in a while.
A funny example comes to mind, you know when you are cooking something and you hold the cooked supper up to the dining table but it is far from the kitchen and very hot to hold onto, I'm for certain, someone who will stop and cool my burning hands on the way, but I think you'd be the type to stubbornly not rest until you put that supper down the table.....will it burn your fingers? Yes. Will you find it terrible? Yes.
But you are stubborn like that.
Nomatter what burns or scars you collect on your way to what you want, your eyes that are devoted to your aim, does not falter.
I think I would respect that about you.
You are as though aware that one look away from your desired want, into your surrounding struggles, your attention will be spilt into many....
You would be a fantastic lover....
Very aware of what a wandering gaze could cause both in ambition and in love.
Wonderful pile 1.
I would find you righteous and stern, very serious.
Someone I wouldn't want to joke around at the first meeting.
But you know you could be both, since there are two types of serious people.
One, a pain in the butt, the other, endearing to look at.
You could dance around these two types.
Somedays you could be a huge downer and the other days, you could be endearing in your unwavering focus.
Very resourceful and frugal.
If I ever went shopping with you, I would feel ashamed of my money managing skills..even though I'm myself very resourceful but you're something else.
I think all in all, I would want to be soft with you.
You'd be to me, a standing stem, stern and tall, covered in righteous thorns, and I would want to become a flower on top~
And the picture here is speaking intuitively, I find it as though saturn is unrobing itself from its structural circle....
I would find you someone tempting to unravel.
I'm wicked like that, I love softening mountains and hardening the tender sea.
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In this pile, I'm getting a young and very delightful energy.
You guys could literally be younger than me or have a very youthful nature.
If I met you guys in person, the first thing I would notice about you is your curious nature and the enthusiasm to learn.
I think in the past, you have struggled with vanity, a decorated image of self that you believed needed no guidance or help from above, but now I see you are growing from a place of community as well.
Growth has two takes, one that you do all on your own.
And the other, where you need a push from someone else.
I think, the "on your own" part, you did very well for years and years, but somehow that part of you, where self-sufficiency began to turn into pride, that's when you couldn't bear the thought of getting help from someone else.
You could have grown up without a reliable figure, and I would notice in you an innocence where you could only find in someone who is in need of a reliable figure.
The way you communicate with someone high, elder, more experienced than you, I would notice it all, the way there would be a longing in your eyes, the enthusiastic nod to your superior, the happy admiration towards the elder who just spoke about his early life, I would see it all, and perceive in you, a delicate need for someone in your life.
It is very complicated, isn't it? How we can find pride out of any and everything.
Especially when you've grown up too humble for your own good, humility out of lack...when you believe in you there is no special trait to boast about, one little aspect that shines, whether it be self sufficiency or independence....you hold it tightly.....as your one and only medal....that tells the onlookers you are too, worth being praised.
But hey, you are very magnificent.
I would find you to be, if we were colleagues, the best.
You know there are the type of colleagues who seem too uptight and literally feels like task themselves, you would be the type I would giggle gaggle through my shift with...I would always check our schedules and hope...to have you in my little work hours.
Someone inspiring.
A veteran, experienced and through, indeed sparks in us inspiration...
But something about a novice, amateur, newly beginning, youthful little soul, tumbling and getting around nomatter their previous fall......awakens something so primal inside, as though the imperfect side of us, who had no God to find inspiration from.....finally found one...
Our perfect selves, has a perfect god, veterans, absolutes, and experienced.
And the imperfect selves that is in need of also that very god, cannot find inspiration through......following a perfect god.
You are to all of us, who are indeed imperfect, flawed and amateurs in certain subjects and matter, an inspiration.
Keep going.
I would find you to be an absolute delight to be around.
I would find my maternal instinct howl and growl around you like a mother wolf.
An image is being shown, of lot of sparkling bubbles floating around the space.
The universe that has rigid laws and planets, firm and hard to move, the way the little bubbles swing around every directions and corners freely, reminds me of you.
You are the little twinkling bubbles, unserious and delightful, floating in the universe, full of serious regimes, positions, structure....
The planets you pass by, in your little bubbly figure, waves you in delight.
Keep going my little brother or sister.💛
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Pile 3.
In this pile, I'm getting that you are a perfect mess.
You could be a bit ditzy or lost in your own little head.
If I met you guys in person, I would first notice your unabashed imperfections, maybe bedhead, wrinkled shirt, open-mouthed zipper door, two different socks, misplaced shoes, etc.
I think, you are someone who is a different breed, you know what matters and what doesn't. And your version is, different than others, you do not care to ruminate about perfection, but what you care about, you are head over heels for it.
You are like the very example of a person who cooks a perfect meal, so yummy and so worth a chew, you end up happy as you devour the last bite but the moment you look up to the kitchen, you are instantly struck by a heavy heart attack.....
You could literally be messy while you do something but what you were doing, always ends up in perfection.
But I would not lend you my kitchen or things......
I would be impressed by your surprising charms, your nonchalant nature that seems apathetic and bored yet, endearing to look at.
But I am also seeing you could have been fighting a habit of yours, a messy tendency to express your anger or frustration.
Maybe you are the type to punch a wall, break the whole computer if it messed your mood, the image that comes to mind is someone blowing air into the burning flames, instead of pouring the water next to him.
The way of dealing with things or tasks, is not so impacted if in the end the results came out well.
But people and relationships are different, how you respond to circumstances that involves a crowd or two, you need to be very mindful of that, little one.
There are many people who find you endearing, and understand your little mishaps, and I would be one of them too but, you must understand, when someone is lenient to you, it is not an opportunity for you to keep continuing the problematic thing, but a generous chance to do better the next try.
I think you are well loved, people who are tired of the status quo, the perfectionist tendencies, the uptight regimes and routines, will find you to be a breath of fresh air.
You are inspiring to those who believe only uptight path leads to a better result....
You are easy going and comforting to be around, but remember to stop in your mid tracks to appreciate those who give space for your mishaps to happen.
The patience from your surrounding is worth appreciating.
You would be the perfect innovater, someone who thinks outside the box. I would find your babbling, entertaining to listen, your ideas are refreshing and humorous.
I would watch you from afar and admire your audacious and bold, imperfections.
And I would think in my head, "wow....that person truly doesn't give a flying f."
But you could be someone who has a hard time maintaining relationship or conversations, you are either very good at winging the last remaining penny in your pocket or you could be someone not so good at managing your pockets.
The last message to you child is this,
You are forever accompanied, your besides are never empty,
And your nature is unaware, your hands fast paced, your temperament fixated,
When you are swinging in speed an axe full of tasks and emotions, be mindful dear.
For you are always accompanied, and your besides are never empty....someone might get hurt by your apathetic strike.....so be careful.
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Pile 4.
The first message I got here was,
This pile being very fair minded, passionately even.
Your temperament might be sweet and polite, but for a cause regarding equality, you are fiery.
The masculine and feminine energy both seems very relaxed and balanced in you, if not already you are about to be in this energy very soon.
If I ever met you in person,I would first notice your way of speaking, the well painted vowels, the brilliantly structured tone and pitch, the way you communicate would be something I would love observing either to learn or just....witness.
You could smile pretty easily, someone who doesn't hesitate to smile to strangers or service staffs doing their jobs, but I think the more time If I am to spend with you, I would start picking up a certain restlessness within you....
As if you were being followed by someone with a forever plastered camera in their hands taking shots after shots of you, and you as though dreading the idea of coming in those stolen shots, imperfect......flawed......
I would notice in you the restless pursuit of perfection...
As though the mirrors you look at everyday, had come alive when you were a child, and followed you around everywhere, reminding you of your posture, position, image...
I'm also getting you might have witnessed when young, mistreatment towards an unexpected gender....the societal roles of dominance that men are put under....I feel like you witnessed that dominance in a woman....maybe a mother figure.
Maybe the father figure remained in a demure position, and when i say this, do not interpret it as the flaw of your father's masculinity.
It's as if, a father figure was in a pleaser mode, trying to appease the mother figure his entire time.....power is not always red and violent, power is sometimes violet and cold.
Someone can assert authority by either using brute force, or using silence....cold shoulder......both leading to fears.....where one who is in a vulnerable position....will eventually find themselves, in a pleaser state of mind.
I think, you would be to me a spectacular evidence of a living star amongst the earth.
As though the earth who envied the skies gifted with infinite stars, longed and longed for a star of its own.....had one day discovered you.....a little shining ember, twinkling amidst the darkened crowd.....the earth in her high consciousness appreciated your birth but her lower frequency that is in form of the mundane world, decided out of fear, to swallow you within, hiding you away from the sky, swirling out circumstances after circumstances that would lead you to fear, opening up to the open sky.......or ever taking a flight, to be finally seen up above, shining as the star...
This earth, metaphorically could be speaking about someone in your life.
A lonely figure, who really had prayed for a shining miracle, once granted couldn't get themselves to let you go....
In the very picture you can see, the star looks like it is being swallowed by the earth....the first thought that had came to my mind was just that.
What is a star doing in the earth's ground? And why is the earth pulling it in ?
I think you would be someone I would look at, look in and look upto,
someone who is very aware of how they affect the entire circle, someone so thoughtful and concerned about their image, that would even go far as to, warn me of consequences that you personally fear.....
Sometimes it's annoying to be warned, when what they are warning you about is not something you fear but my annoyance would melt away it's hostility when in your eyes, I would catch a glimpse of the restlessness you hide.
The way you run away from the consequences you never want to live through, such raw and intense fear....you cared enough not to want another go through that...?
It's wonderful.......doesn't matter if it's your projection.
I would appreciate your concern......
My little one, I think you and I, would become a silent bystander in each other's life......your fear that drips out of your concern filled warnings......I would collect all of it to know you better.....a you that you do not dare show.....a fearful, worried, vulnerable, restless, not so poised and charmingly certain.....self,
I will absolutely cherish those gathered sides of you, in a very beautiful treasure box.
If I met you, I would see only the things you show me.....but I will dare be nosy and dare be......observant....
Because to see you, one must numb their vision, become impaired in sight.
Only then can I finally look at your covered self, beneath all the cherry picked adornments.
You are like a brilliant sapphire, being taught to believe is in need of hiding......
You are this one lost little gem who thinks, adorning itself with jewels is the only way to be granted value.
If only you knew, that a rare sapphire like you, doesn't need, adornment.
One look at you and your shine is apparent, passing even through the empty sockets of a blind man, your worth is sharp and something that is universally known.
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