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theogonize · 1 year ago

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so, nerdy loser college boy choso *sighs* *opens legs*

a/n: just so you know, this man is gonna make you do all the hard work for a piece of that loser boy dick 😮‍💨 so... um so at some point around 2000 words in i realised this is way more than a hc post :3 eat it up if you will!

nerdy!choso who borderline has no friends except his gaming buddies who doesnt meet irl like ever. he doesnt like going to classes, especially this one. he doesnt need it but it's a requirement for all first years. and boy is glad it is when he sees you come in.

nerdy!choso who only listens to discussions when you're talking. suddenly he needs to put down his headphones and nod at every word you're saying. his eyes follow every gesture of your hand, every sway of your ass, every single time you fix your hair.

nerdy!choso who is starting to get a bit enamored with you, your style, your way of speaking. he loses track of time gawking at you in class from the last benches as you prettily do all the work in the class. he hates how beautifully your hair falls on your face, how nicely your clothes fit you despite being pretty modest for college. he hates how he can see the silhouette of your tits when you turn to the side. but he's too much of a gentleman to keep looking.

nerdy!choso who ends a game early when he remembers you, lying and saying that he had promised someone to meet them somewhere. the place is his bathroom and the person was you. god, you really shouldn't wear those tight jeans to class y'know? how will he continue to be a gentleman if you do?

nerdy!choso who despises groupwork but prays to dear god this class has some reason to pair you two together. he's getting so desperate to talk to you knowing damn well he too pussy to do it on his own. and the lord answers his prayers, the teacher assigns groups of three for a presentation. it's you, him and some slacking trust fund baby.

nerdy!choso who is about to combust and have a full blown panic attack when he sees you approach him after class with that smile on your face that would make the angels swoon. you're going on about distributing the work equally and what not while he is trying his fucking hardest to not accidently make eye contact with you and piss his pants : (

nerdy!choso who now has your name, your number and your email and he feels like the happiest man on earth. his hands are literally shaking as he responds to your request to call. he's overthinking every word he types.

choso: yeah i can do wednesday. choso: i'll be okay with whatever day you want.

nerdy!choso who hops on video call and short circuits with a view of you in an oversized band tee and a brief view of your room. why did you have to be this pretty? why did you have to video call him when you couldve done the work on text? why did you have to put your hair up like that? why oh why did you have you say "choso? hey, you there?" so seductively to bring him back to the present?

nerdy!choso who gets like no work done in a 30 minute call which felt like three hours. he knew he would hardly be paying attention so decided to record the call with your consent, saying he'd need the notes you were typing out on screen only to play it back and stroke his dick to you for what might've have been the twentieth time this week. his strokes only getting faster as you say his name in that voice he imagines sounds way better moaning and screaming it instead.

nerdy!choso who, after the presentation, is on greeting terms with you when he sees you studying in the library. he sits as far away from you as he can while still being able to see you. occupying the coziest corner of the library to stare at you study right when you come up to him.

"can i join you, choso? i'm all alone and your space seems comfy" you say with a smile, "of course, i dont mean to disturb you, is saw you were on your own too, so..."

uh oh, uh oh, uh oh. god no. please no. please dont say yes. please dont be staring at her like some dumb idiot (too late) please.

"uh... yeah sure why not?" he awkwardly says as he makes room for you to keep your things. he was such an idiot for thinking he could say no to your pretty face in the first place.

nerdy!choso who is absolutely drunk on your scent. it feels way better than any alcohol he's ever had. he feels like an animal in heat when he smells your sugary perfume mixed with the styrofoam-y air conditioned smell of the library. you're gonna kill him, yknow? how is he supposed to respond to this? what is one to do when their stupid college crush sits next to them? he gives you a half smile before furiously typing away on reddit, the only place with answers for losers like him.

nerdy!choso whose hands. oh his hands. (can be i a big whore for a second?) his long hands that feel like they're the size of your face. his kempt, beautiful and trimmed nails. his lengthy fingers that seem to yearn for something more to foddle with than just the keyboard or controller. he typed as such an insane pace it made your pussy ache. he was going so fast, jesus. those hands were meant to do more than just ask "how to talk to girls" on reddit.

nerdy!choso who (on the advice of reddit) asks if you would want him to order something for you. you tell you had a frappuccino not too long ago and that it was quite sweet and filling. and he hates himself for thinking that he could give you something much sweeter and filling than that like a horny fourteen year old.

nerdy!choso who is now determined to not come off as a creep so he does his work with the focus of four adderalls. he is typing as fast as his heartbeat, not realising he got two classes worth of work done in just an hour. he looks over at you, blissfully unaware of the absolute war in his mind.

nerdy!choso who feels as though if he doesn't muster up the courage to ask you out right then and there, he'll probably be the biggest loser on the planet. (as if he wasn't already)

nerdy! pathetic! choso who stutters a million times and barely gets the job done then too. his eyes are scanning your entire being (trying his best to not gawk at your tits) for any sign of discomfort.

"so- uhh so ummm... wo-would you, like, uh... like to do this again? sometime?... i got a.. a lot of work done today, so.."

oh heavens, the sheer nervousness in his tone makes you want to pull his pants down and show him how to really get work done.

you agree with a smile, even suggesting a better, more ambient (more romantic) cafe to study in. choso's heart is about to burst and flood the fucking library with his blood the way it is beating at an alarming rate.

"umm yeah uh 5 sounds... awesome... i hope it isn't a-a bother to you?" "no way, choso. i loved today," you offer him a smile as you gather your things, "i really like your hair, by the way" "i like your hair too, y-y-you smell very nice", he gulps.

fuck. why did he say that? what? you smell nice? who says that? is he like ten? you can't help but giggle at the sheer embarassment on his face.

he feels as though he's gonna melt into a puddle and turn to stone and throw up all at the same time.

nerdy!choso who is the most stupidly hot guy you've ever met, you think as you go giggling back to your dorm. mental note: pick a skimpy outfit for 5pm ;)

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i-get-obsessed-fast · 4 months ago

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request!

kissing glasses spencer for the first time and his lenses get all fogged up and he gets all embarrassed 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 #need.

-🪲

Omg love this, your mind is *chefs kiss* 💋

You. | Spencer Reid

The night was perfect, the soft hum of the city fading into the background as Spencer walked you to your apartment. His hand was warm in yours, his thumb absentmindedly brushing over your skin.

It was still surreal, Spencer was your boyfriend. Not just your best friend, not just the sweet genius who made your heart race. He was yours.

He had asked you over dinner, completely by accident. You could see it in his eyes, the moment the words slipped out, immediate fear. But it was perfectly Spencer.

“I can’t believe I messed it up.” He groaned, shaking his head as you neared your door.

You smiled, giving his hand a reassuring squeeze. “Don’t be silly, Spence. It was perfect.. it was.. you.”

“But I had this whole plan,” He continued, his brows furrowing. “We were supposed to go out into the countryside, away from all the light pollution. I was going to show you the constellations, explain the mythology behind them, and then-”

“Spencer.” You stopped him with a soft laugh, tugging on his hand so he’d look at you. His worried eyes softened. “I’m just glad you’re finally my boyfriend. I don’t care how you would’ve asked. The answer would’ve always been yes.”

His lips parted slightly, like he couldn’t believe what he was hearing. “Really?”

“Really.”

He brought your interlaced hands up to his lips, pressing a lingering kiss to the back of your palm.

You reached your door, but the thought of ending the night felt unbearable. You didn't want to let him go.

“Would you like to come inside?” you tilted your head, giving him a hopeful look.

His eyes widened behind his glasses. “Oh- yes. I mean, if you want me to. Do you want me to?”

“Spencer.” you teased. “I wouldn't have asked if I didn't want you to. We could watch a movie?”

“Yeah.” he nodded, the corner of his mouth tugging into a smile. “I’d love that.”

Once inside, you both kicked off your shoes, the warmth of your apartment wrapping around you. Spencer hung up his coat, always so particular.

You grabbed the remote, And he sat down on the couch.“Any suggestions?” you asked. “I’ll watch whatever you choose.”

“Thirteen going on thirty it is.” you declared with a grin.

He chuckled softly. Of course, he had expected that. It was your comfort movie, and even though he could recite almost all the lines, he loved watching how your face lit up during your favorite scenes.

Once you put the movie in you sat down next to Spencer, closer than usual but leaving enough space so you don't freak him out too much.

He draped his arm around your shoulders, and you leaned into him a bit more.

It felt natural, like you two were meant to be like this.

Every time he absentmindedly traced patterns on your arms, your stomach fluttered.

Halfway through the movie, the craving for popcorn hit. You gave him a playful pout. “Be right back.”

In minutes, you returned, a warm bowl of popcorn in hand. The moment you sat down, you fed him a piece, giggling when he exaggerated the crunch. One piece led to another, and before long, the movie became background noise to your laughter.

“You missed!” Spencer laughed as you threw a kernel at him, watching it bounce off his chest.

“You suck.” You teased.

“Maybe your throwing skills suck.” He retorted with mock seriousness. “Okay then you try.”

He obliged, tossing a piece in your direction. You opened your mouth wide, ready to catch it, only for you to miss entirely, landing on the floor with a dramatic bounce.

“Okay, maybe we’re both equally bad.” You admitted through laughter.

The laughter faded as the moment shifted. His eyes locked on yours, the air between you thickening. You scooted a little closer, reaching up to fix his hair where it had gone messy during your antics.

His hair was soft beneath your fingertips, and he leaned into your touch.

“You’re so perfect.” You whisper, your thumb brushing along his cheek. His breath caught.

“You’re perfect.” He murmured in return, his voice low.

You tilted his chin slightly, bringing your lips just close enough to let the anticipation linger. “Can I kiss you?” He asks earning a smile from you.

Then, finally, he closed the distance. The kiss was slow and sweet, hesitant at first, like he was savoring every second. His hands found your waist, fingers gripping softly as though you’d pull away.

But you didn’t. You deepened the kiss, your tongue gently brushing against his as he eagerly responded. Before you knew it, you were straddling his lap, your hands tangling in his hair.

Every movement was intoxicating. You could feel the warmth of him, the pounding of his heart.

“Are you comfortable?” You murmured, breathless, breaking the kiss just enough to meet his gaze.

“I—” his eyes darted downward, his face flushing. You couldn’t help the giggle that escaped. His glasses were all fogged up.

“Oh god.” Spencer groaned, hastily pulling them off. Embarrassment written all over his face.

“I’m such an idiot.”

“You’re not.” You assure him, taking the glasses from his hands. “It’s cute.”

“Cute?” He scoffed, though the blush on his cheeks deepened.

“Very.” You grinned, breathing softly on the lenses to fog them up further, then using the hem of your shirt to clean them. “There. Good as new.” You say as you place them back on his face.

He watched you with something unreadable in his gaze.

“Thanks… I don’t know why I’m like that.” He mumbled, his gaze dropping to his lap. His cheeks were pink, the embarrassment still lingering.

You reached out, gently placing a finger beneath his chin, tilting his face back up so his eyes met yours. “Like what?”

“Embarrassing.” He murmured, his voice barely above a whisper.

“Spence.” You said softly, brushing your thumb along his jaw. “You’re not embarrassing. You’re perfect. And you’re you. I wouldn’t change a thing.”

His eyes softened, the tension in his shoulders easing as the corners of his lips curved into a shy smile. The warmth of your words settle over him, and for a moment, all he could do was admire you.

You leaned in, capturing his lips in a tender kiss. It was soft and reassuring, filled with every bit of affection you felt for him. When you pulled away, Spencer’s arms wrapped tightly around you, his grin growing wider.

Without warning, he peppered your face with kisses. Your cheeks, your forehead, even the tip of your nose. You squealed in protest, laughter bubbling from your chest as he held you close…

Hopefully you enjoyed this!! Thank you so much for requesting<3

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wordsofwhimsy · 2 months ago

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did somebody ask which version of mark is puttin it down best?

guess i'll give my analysis 😮‍💨

main!mark is all about pleasing you, sooo he's definitely giving the other boys a run for their money. his oral & finger game? UNMATCHED. he's not dumb and aggressive about it like the majority of the others. he keeps it slow, intentional, so dedicated, living in your pleasure. the more praise you give him the better. his sex game tho takes awhile to come up to par - he's so scared of hurting you for soo long that he just takes it too easy, or doesn't take the lead at all. once he learns the fine art of blowing your back out without killing you tho? 😏

mohawk!mark is soo aggressively fun, but he's really only in it for his own pleasure. he kinda just assumes (rightly so) that you're gonna feel good either way but he never bothers to actually check in with you, see how you're doing lol it's probably also a MUST for you to suck his dick every time, forcing your head down and then mocking you when you gag or gasp for air. he doesn't care to return the favor too often but if you whine too much he will. it's not really that great tho - he's rushing and careless, just trying to move on to the main event

viltrumite!mark takes some teaching. he's of the mindset that sex is just for procreation, and if this is a scenario where he's taken you back to viltrum he's not going to really feel the need to view it any other way. but if he's staying on earth with you? well, sex sells baby and the influence is all around. he starts noticing things in movies and in songs, stuff on the internet--hell even billboards and magazines. don't be fooled his dickin is good even when it's boring missionary but once he starts coming around to trying all the other fun things? oh lawd have mercy

omni!mark is an interesting mix of dominance without aggression, no dirty talk. all business, really but this man IS in the business of pleasure - for you at least. he struggles to let you take the lead though which is kinda boring sometimes, and anything kinky? like spanking or choking? absolutely not. you're not some scallywag hoodlum (LMFAO) and he's definitely not going to treat you like one. buuut if you start talking dirty and cussing? he might be flustered, and maybe even a little more turned on than usual (he'd never admit it)

sinister!mark is all about HIM HIM HIM. but the caveat of this is he needs to know he's GOOD at what he's doing - which means you need to feel good too. he's so unbelievably aggressive and doesn't do missionary. you are not coming away without bruises and marks every single time. i think he likes to make you dance for him too beforehand. that's his idea of foreplay - something that reminds you both who's in charge and who it's all for. you better hope he's not in the mood to go down on you cause that bitch bites 😭

no goggles/lensless!mark is probably my fav 🤭 is literally 100% about whatever it is you're into. i guess except missionary whoops. like he's fine throwing it in there occasionally but not a chance he's opening or ending in that position. in fact switching positions is HIS personal favorite thing. honestly his oral is so-so. he's just too damn talkative and can't focus on the task at hand. he also doesn't take it well either - the man's LOUD. and honeestly busts pretty quick but that's okay! he bounces back quicker. viltrumite stamina is crazy and his libido just adds to it

shiesty!mark has probably fucked more people than all of them combined so, yeah, he's got the practice and experience. he KNOWS his dick is phenomenal and tbh if he's not really into you he's letting you do most of the work. he thinks he's doing YOU favor by letting you ride it. but if you were hard to get? ohhh he's got something to prove now, and trust he will. this man reaches spots none of the others even knows exist, uses his strength in a way that is just chefs kiss - pinning you without hurting you, playing with your nipples and the other sensitive parts with expert care. and probably my fav thing about him is that he's the only one (except maybe main!mark) who ever thinks to put on musiccc

moustache!mark is 😛 father dearest. TOTALLY showing you what it feels like to be owneddd - unquestionably, but not in the way sinister does. he does it with affection. you know, like a 'pet' and all that jazz. he's got this way of making you feel simultaneously small and like the most important person in the world. and when he goes down on youuu? THE TICKLE?? biiitch stop. he also is the one who appreciates the thickies the most ughh like he NEEDS all that ass in his hands, in his lap, on his dick. the love handles? the tummy? give him alllat - trust ☝️ he can handle it

prisoner!mark is an interesting one. if we're talking straight out the pen? he's an ANIMAL. i'm talking y'all are going at it aaall night long, him painfully impatient through every little break you insist he gives you. he's also physically the strongest of them all, and, yeah, it shows. all that body pressed into you? those arms? 🥴 idk how anatomically that would even work but for some reason i feel like he'd have a thicker cock too. he'd be so deep and guttural with his groans, all in your ear with it. no holding back. after some time though i think he'd be focused on you and learning what you like - buuut at the end of the day, he still is the most deprived and wants it ALWAYS

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withlovemark · 6 months ago

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“how to ask your girlfriend if you’re bad at sex?”

warnings: smut! vibrator, protected sex, overstimulation, squirting

jisung! rummages through your drawers looking for your phone charger, his phone a little under 20%, when he stumbled upon a pink device, half the size of his hand, with a hello kitty top, confusion etched onto his face.

bringing it closer, he examines his new discovery. clicking on the one button he could find, the device comes to life, vibration coursing through his fingers.

he drops it in shock, finally realizing what it was before furiously shutting it off as fast as he could, every click just switching to a new beat before finally powering off and throwing it back where he found it, slamming! your drawer shut.

why the hell did you have a vibrator?

“sungie, you okay in there?,” you yell from your living room.

“y-yeah baby! just dropped my phone,” he replies quickly pulling his phone out of his pocket and doing the only thing he could think of.

—

*7 dream, 1 cup*

jisung: hypothetically…

haechan: i’m sleeping.

jisung: if u find a hypothetical hello kitty vibrator in ur girl’s hypothetical drawer, does that mean ur bad at sex…hypothetically?

haechan: im up

chenle: yes

mark: no

jisung: mark pls elaborate

chenle: fuck u how about me?

jisung: idgaf about ur opinion!

haechan: yeah! wdgaf!

chenle: k. all im saying is my girl doesn’t need a vibrator with how good my dick is

mark: don’t listen to him, think of the vibrator as your friend 🙂‍↕️

jisung: this isn’t about me! it’s hypothetical!

haechan: yeah, i agree with mark … my girl and i tried it last month and 😩😮‍💨🤯🪦💐🕊️☁️👼👍

mark: too much unwanted information about ur sex life but yeah same here, felt like i died and went to heaven for a split second too

haechan: omg what type of vibrator ur girl got? 😛

mark: not telling you

haechan: ☹️

chenle: real men used to go to war for pussy now they let a battery operated device beat them at sex

haechan: stfu chenle u know nothing!

mark: real men used to go to war for pussy now they’re scared once their girl touches a vibrator she’ll never need his dick again

haechan: ooooohhhh get him!

*chenle has left the gc*

haechan: dramatic ass bitch, no one add him back!

jeno: what’s happening here?

*renjun has added chenle to the gc*

mark: couldn’t even last a second 😂

haechan: renjun you traitor!

renjun: i actually don’t give a fuck!, jisung just go talk to your girlfriend about it for the love of god! and chenle stop messaging me!

chenle: just ordered a vibrator, gonna prove to yall that my girl don’t need that shit

haechan: which one did u get? u want recs? 🤓

jaemin: jisung can you ask y/n where she got her hello kitty vibrator so i can get one for my girl? 🥺

jisung: this is not about y/n!

—

he sighs in frustration, his friends were absolutely no help but he was more at ease knowing that their girlfriends had one too. taking renjun’s advice, he decides to just talk to you about it but he couldn’t find a way to do so.

he stays there on your bed googling how to ask your gf if you're bad at sex?, until his phone died, leaving him staring at the wall.

you entered the room, eyeing him suspiciously, he was supposed to be back in the living room 30 minutes ago, it doesn’t take that long to grab your charger, “you okay?” you ask.

“amibadatsex?,” he quickly blurts out, brain completely shutting down.

“what?,”

“am i bad at sex?,”

“what?! no!,”

“oh…”

“is there a reason why you’re asking this?,”

“i uhm…found your vibrator”

your cheeks heat up in embarrassment, “oh my god jisung, why were you snooping through my stuff!?”

“i wasn’t! i was just looking for your charger, i swear!,” he nervously explains, eyes almost bulging out of their sockets.

“i-i got one when you were on tour,” you confessed, cheeks still pink from this conversation.

“oh…,”

”yeah…” you look down at your feet, just wanting the ground to open up, swallow you whole and take you away from this conversation.

jisung walks over to where you were standing, gently turning your face towards him, “you don’t have to be embarrassed baby but can you please tell me why?, i don’t feel too good about it,” he reveals his insecurity and you knew you had to clear things up.

“i just- i couldn’t cum with my fingers alone anymore…i needed yours but of course that wasn’t possible so i decided to try it out”

he feels his pants tighten at your confession. the image of you getting frustrated at not being able to cum without him going straight to his cock.

“did it work?,”

“uhm yeah, it actually did….but it can never make me feel the way you do,” you admit, easing his worries.

he thinks back to what mark and haechan said. “can i try it?,”

“huh? i mean sure, i don’t know what it would feel like for you though,”

“oh my god no….can i try it on you?,”

“oh…like you’re gonna use it on me?,”

“yeah, can i play with you?,”

“oh o-okay,”

slowly you walk over, grabbing the vibrator out of your drawer and handing it to him, nerves of excitement bubbling through you.

“how does it work?,” he asks, inspecting the pink device again.

“well, it has 8 different vibrations, i usually just use the first 3, they feel the best for me and well you just place it where you would usually touch me,” you explain and he nods attentively.

“sit down,” he backs you into your bed, voice going an octave deeper and all you can do is follow his order.

sitting on the edge of your bed, jisung kneels down right in front of your core, you watch him, feeling yourself getting more turned on with every second that passes.

he pulls your shorts down, hips automatically raising up, before diving back into your clothed core, breathing in your scent and pulling your panties to the side, “you’re already so wet baby,” he praises licking a strip down your folds. there’s no way your vibrator is going to taste you before he does.

“does it turn you on knowing what i'm about to do?,”

you moan in response pussy clenching at nothing, “stop teasing sung please,”

jisung clicks the device once, the vibration hitting your ears in the quiet room, quickly pushing it on your cunt. you hiss at the first contact and he pulls it away, afraid he had hurt you, “what? what happened? are you okay?,”

“im okay sungie it was just too much too quick,” you smile, “here,” you guide him back to your pussy, “just push it lightly first, let me get used to it,” he does so, moving your vibrator in slow circles until it finally hit you at the righ spot, “ohhh, f-fuck,” you moan. jisung takes note of it, placing it there again earning another whine from you, “r-right there, baby, turn it up”

he clicks it again, the device gaining more speed before placing it back on your wet pussy, “oh my god!,” you moan, hand clutching his t-shirt, pussy clenching around air, “f-feel what im feeling baby,” you say, grabbing his other hand and leading it right to your hole. his fingers disappearing in you, “you’re so fucking tight,” he compliments in awe.

with the way he has curled his finger repetitively hitting that spot you can never seem to reach, the vibrator humming against your clit, your body gives in quicker than usual, “i-im cumming, baby i-dont stop, keep it right there,” you moan, pushing his hand harder, the added pressure finally sending you to release, back hitting your bedsheets, eyes rolling back. jisung watches in amazement, collecting the juices with his tongue making you whine.

all he could think about is if you were that tight around his finger, how would you feel around his throbbing cock.

“i need to feel you,” he makes his way over to you, soft lips landing on yours as you taste yourself in his tongue. he pushes his body on top of yours, making you feel his hard member, “you feel that baby? that’s how much i need you”

you swiftly discard his tight jeans, freeing him from his boxers, large cock springing up to his stomach. reaching for the condom in your nightstand, you place it on him, he moans at the squeeze of your hand, his rock hard boner somehow getting harder and you start getting worried. his cock was always enough to make you see stars but with the added vibrations you’re not too sure if you could take it.

you didn’t have much time to dwell on it as he lined up against your core, slowly entering you, moans mixing in the air.

“fuck jisung, y-you’re so big,”

“baby,” he grunts, rocking into you, your wet pussy making it easy for him to slide in and out.

he grabs your vibrator again, clicking it on and placing it back on your clit, pussy immediately tightening around him. he groans as you pull him closer and closer towards you, the vibration going straight to his cock, “holy fuck,” he gasps at the new sensation.

“f-feels so good sungie,” you whine against his ear, hips meeting his every thrust, getting quicker and quicker. the rest of your clothes being thrown across the room. you grab onto his back for support.

with his body against you and yours still being sensitive from your previous orgasm, jisung feels you cum hard. you were so fucking tight around his dick, it all feels too good. his lips swallow your moans as he continues his actions, desperately chasing his release.

“j-jisung” you gasp in pain, vibrator still placed firmly on your clit, but your boyfriend’s thrusts were getting messier and messier, signaling his nearing orgasm, and you wanted him to cum just as hard.

soon enough the pain turned into pleasure, a new commotion stirring up in your stomach, down to your toes. you no longer understand the feeling that’s taking over.

your vibrator has made you cum so many times before but you never felt it work with your boyfriend’s dick — this was entirely new territory.

“f-fuck, j-jisung, i’m gonna-,” you scream at the overstimulation, legs shaking, toes curling and before you knew it your pussy pushed him away, juices squirting onto his belly.

“holy shit babe,” he groans, the action sends jisung into overdrive, watching it all unfold as his release quickly fills up the condom, “aghhh,” he grunts in pleasure, body going slack on yours as you tried to calm your racing hearts.

“what just happened?,” he asks in amazement.

“i-i think i just squirted,”

“you think?”

“i think so, i-i don't know, it's never happened before,” you confess, getting embarrassed. he can’t help but smirk proudly, knowing that he was the first and only person to get you to do that.

jisung kisses you before you have the chance to hide behind your embarrassment.

“that was so. fucking. hot,” he compliments in between kisses” let’s do it again”

—

he finally finds your charger on top of your desk, his phone coming alive. in just a span of 2 hours he and his new friend have made you cum a total of 6 times, him 4, the room smelling of sex. and honestly he could go again but you have made him stop for now, body exhausted.

*7 dream, 1 cup*

jisung: hi chat

haechan: he’s alive! so how was it? tell us everything! 😏

chenle: no one cares

haechan: i care!

mark: yo dude u good? you just stopped responding

jisung: sorry, phone died

jisung: can confirm

jisung: 😩😮‍💨🤯🪦💐🕊️☁️👼👍

*haechan reacted 🤩 to your message*

*mark reacted 😂 to your message*

renjun: you’re welcome

chenle: just paid for expedited shipping yall better not be lying to me rn

jaemin: jisung did you ever ask y/n where she got it?

jisung: oh it’s at www.NowCummingToday.com/sanriocollab-hellokitty-vibrator

jaemin: thank you!! 😚

renjun: that can’t be a real site

jeno: holy shit they have so many options

chenle: robots are gonna take over my girls pussy and it’s your faults

haechan: ooh! try the rose toy! that one’s crazy ahaha 🤓

jisung: 🫡

mark: 🫡

jaemin: 🫡

an: happy bday to my baby jisung <3 (p.s. i tried to do the little smau text thing bcs those are my favorites to read but i honestly couldn’t find an app that was free plus too lazy to figure it out so sorry!…if anyone has tips pls let me know >.< )

#i just know he’s big #he’s an innocent freak #everyone greet my baby a happy birthday!#nct jisung #jisung x reader #jisung smut #nct dream x reader #nct dream smut #nct x reader #nct smut #c.fics

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httpsserene · 1 year ago

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your honor, he's a simp. — 𝐦𝐯. 𝟏 max verstappen x hijabi fem!poc!reader (fc: shahdbatal) smau. requested! by @animeandf1lover. fluff. humor. profanity. bestfriend!logan sargeant. boyfriend!max verstappen. humor. max yap-stappen. jimmy and sassy verstappen. my personal hc of max using cat emojis unironically. no part two requests, please!

synopsis: an unplanned hard launch reveals more than a relationship. it exposes the biggest simp of the century.

⌕ join taglist | feedback & requests | upcoming chapters | table of contents ↻

instagram • jimmyandsassy 🔒 • monte carlo ⚑

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maxverstappen1: how are you going to caption this "love life" when there's not a single photo of me in it 😕

➥ maxverstappen1: you called me the love of your life this morning on ft 😔 ➥ maxverstappen1: omg are you breaking up with me and taking the cats with you 😭😭😭 ➥ yninsta: max the cats chose the caption not me!!! ➥ yninsta: you're still the loml baby, i'm not going anywhere 😚💙 ➥ danielricciardo: u guys are perfectly made for each other :)

maxverstappen1: my babies 😻 why did you put mommy on the last slide? she's too pretty to be there!

➥ jimmyandsassy: m prettier than mommy - sassy ➥ maxverstappen1: hey! you get your looks from your mother be nice 😠 ➥ charlesleclerc: max mate 😟 with every comment you make on this account i hope you know i think less of you with each one 🙏🏻 ➥ alexandrasaintmleux: he's only saying this because i told him it would be cute to make a priv acct with leo that's like this! ➥ yninsta: you should! the kitties love it :) ➥ charlesleclerc: you're all mentally disturbed. electric chair⚡️🪑

logansargeant: i have post notifications on and i have no clue how max gets here faster than me.

➥ logansargeant: jimmy? sassy? do you tell him when you're about to post 🧐 ➥ maxverstappen1: logan the cats can't speak english or use a phone be serious. ➥ logansargeant: THEY DON'T HAVE OPPOSABLE THUMBS EITHER BUT THEY STILL POST AND REPLY TO COMMENTS ➥ jimmyandsassy: don't yell at daddy! 's mean - jimmy ➥ maxverstappen1: yeah logan don't yell at daddy 😌 ➥ logansargeant: can't believe there was a time i thought you were a respectable man smh

roscoelovecoco: cool cats 🐈

➥ jimmyandsassy: big dawg 🐶

landonorris: they're so pretty i just wanna pet them

➥ landonorris: i wished cats liked me,,, ➥ jimmyandsassy: nobody likes you! hope this helps - sassy ➥ landonorris: STOP HIDING BEHIND YOUR CATS AND COME FIGHT ME SIS 🤬🤺

alexalbon: please don't kill me :)

➥ jimmyandsassy: why would we kill you? we like alex - jimmy ➥ oscarpiastri: oh they're so going to claw your eyes out mate 😂 ➥ georgerussell63: it's been nice knowing you alex 🙂 ➥ charlesleclerc: fly high alexander 🕊️🙏🏻 ➥ schecoperez: gone too soon 🙂‍↔️ ➥ jensonbutton: if she kills you, logan will have a car to race this weekend. she's so going to get rid of you 😈 ➥ yninsta: what. logan has his own williams? are u guys okay???

twitter • yn's spam twt

igstory • yninsta uploaded to close friends story!

[caption1; guess i'm bringing jimmy with me][caption2; target confirmed. bravo six going dark.]

logansargeant: please don't make my team principal disappear ⤷yninsta: i will make him suffer inshallah 🙏🏽 ⤷logansargeant: think about jimmy and sassy! they'll miss you 😢 ⤷yninsta: ,,,i will subject him to a painful lecture about his mishandling of the race weekend ⤷yninsta: instead of death 🙃

alexalbon: are we chill? ⤷yninsta: i have no quarrel with you 👍🏽 ⤷alexalbon: oh thank god. i was going crazy in my room hiding from you 😮‍💨

maxverstappen1: come to me when you're done with james 😽 ⤷maxverstappen1: you're surrounded by the wrong shade of blue :( ⤷maxverstappen1: how's logan doing? ⤷yninsta: he's okay considering they gave his car away. ⤷maxverstappen1: bring him with you, i will tell him exactly what i think about wiliams treating him that way

f1 twitter

FIA press conference: pre-race australia • max, charles, logan, zhou, yuki

post-race interview clips • max verstappen

twitter • the internet reacts

instagram • logansargeant • melbourne ⚑

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logansargeant me and you, and you and me, just us, and your boyfriend max.

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maxverstappen1: you have me saved as “yn’s boyfriend - INGORE 🛑❌🙈”

➥ maxverstappen1: that’s not very nice ☹️ ➥ yninsta: logan! change it before you make him sad ➥ logansargeant: fine 🙄 ➥ logansargeant: i’m going to mute him instead.

➥ yninsta: logan and max get along great guys i promise!

➥ yninsta: max asked him if he was okay with asking me out before our first date and logan said “mate you don’t have to ask, i know you’ll treat her right” 😇 ➥ logansargeant: that is NOT public info‼️ delete pls ➥ maxverstappen1: you didn’t have to say any of this schatje 😅 ➥ user1: max asked logan for permission to date her? what in the wattpad fanfic is happening rn ➥ georgerussell63: this is great blackmail- i mean info 😉

oscarpiastri: acting like you hate max but you called me screaming in joy about playing padel with him 💀

➥ logansargeant: oscar please. my reputation is at stake here 😀 ➥ oscarpiastri: hey instagram comments- i misspoke. logan sargeant HATES max verstappen! that’s all, thanks. ➥ user2: dis guy 🤦🏻‍♀️ ➥ user3: osc sarcasm check: ✅

user4: if max verstappen offered to fly me out to hang out with his gf i would not leave his messages on read ijs 🤷🏼

alexalbon: DAMN he even said please 😶

➥ yninsta: not too much now alex 🤫 ➥ alexalbon: 🤐😳 ➥ user5: alex were u silent or sileNCED ➥ user6: i could feel the threat through the screen

jensonbutton: but did you take him up on his offer? that’s what we need to know!

➥ maxverstappen1: he did. left me on read for 6 minutes before he broke 😹 ➥ logansargeant: it was on his private jet, paid for, and i got to see my best friend- ofc i said yes! i’m not stupid.

user7: tagging betterhelp on the sc of max’s desperate ass texts is NASTY work logan 💀💀💀

➥ user8: nothing wrong with sending the homies links to therapy sites ➥ user9: there’s definitely something wrong with how down bad max is for his girl. i know that much 🥴 ➥ user10: are u srs? bc that’s a man who doesn’t play about his woman! i can tell 😵‍💫🫦

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maxverstappen1 championships are worth winning because i take the trophies back to her.

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yninsta: championships are worth winning because YOU drove like crazy for them.

➥ maxverstappen1: two things can be true at the same time 💙 ➥ maxverstappen1: i don’t know if they would matter as much if i didn’t have anyone to praise me for it. ➥ yninsta: i’ll convince you that they are more than that one day 💙🔒 (good thing i’m never leaving you x)

yninsta: حب حياتي (the love of my life)

➥ maxverstappen1: no you are mine ☺️🤭

user11: no the fuck he didn’t.

➥ user12: GIRL HE FUCKING DID

user13: nahhhh he got it. he got it all.

➥ user13: championships, monaco living, the finest woman, expensive cats and cars—LIKE LEAVE SOMETHING FOR THE COMMON FOLK MAX ➥ maxverstappen1: my bad 🙂‍↕️ ➥ user14: he don’t even mean ts ➥ user15: oh i’m bout to crash out 🤪🤬👹

charlesleclerc: okay. that’s a good caption 🙂

➥ maxverstappen1: take a deep breath charlie, no need to be angy about it :) ➥ charlesleclerc: i knew you’d ruin it. i’ll be seeing you max 🤫 ➥ user16: yo what tf 🤣 ➥ user17: did charles leclerc just ominously imply his plot for max’s demise?! ➥ user18: bro what 😒 @/user17 ➥ user19: what are you gonna say next? “they’re going to participate in a duel of arms 🤓” ➥ user16: “a battle of fisticuffs, more likely it seems 🤓🤓🤓”

user20: oh my days— she’s beautiful 😦

➥ maxverstappen1: she’s the prettiest woman i’ve ever set my eyes on 😊 ➥ user21: don’t worry max, we believe you! ➥ user22: you truly are blessed to be dating her.

danielricciardo: boys what are you’re wagers? max yaps more/less about his gf to us now that they’re public?

➥ landonorris: more +£500 ➥ lewishamilton: more +£1000 ➥ logansargeant: more +(i’ll match lewis in american) ➥ schecoperez: have faith in max! ➥ schecoperez: +5 grand take it or leave it.

user23: she’s majestic! in that first photo, she’s giving padme from star wars 🤩 beautiful!!!!

➥ yninsta: tysm ☺️ this might be the best compliment i’ve ever received !!!

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ynspamacct i won't unprivate my main, but here's the bf max content i know you all want :)

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user24: max said: princess treatment only 👏🏻

➥ maxverstappen1: ***queen treatment 👸🏽 ➥ user25: oh. the simp allegations are true. ➥ maxverstappen1: you doubted how much i love my gf? crazy. ➥ user25: i won't do it again, i promise.

logansargeant: why do you wear heels if you know they’re going to make your feet hurt?

➥ maxverstappen1: bc she’s knows i’m going to hold them for her and carry her home 😌 ➥ ynspamacct: bc i feel tall 🥺 and max doesn’t mind carrying me home !!! ➥ ynspamacct: oops ☺️ we must’ve replied at the same time hahaaa user26: i’m going to slam my head into the nearest wall, viciously. ➥ ynspamacct: don’t do that! life is worth living i promise 😰

user26: first photo made my tummy flip for some reason 🫦🥴🤤

➥ ynspamacct: you should see a doctor! that doesn’t sound healthy :) ➥ user27: u better stop thirsting over her man like that 😳

lilymhe: boundaries 🧘🏻‍♀️💆🏻‍♀️

ynspamacct: exactly 😌

user27: breakfast in bed…what did he want from you 🤔

➥ ynspamacct: …nothing? or, just quality time i guess! he’s sweet like that 🥰 user27: ,,,i didn’t know that was an option. ➥ ynspamacct: being treated like a queen comes with accepting that’s how you deserve to be treated, and that it’s the *only* way you’re going to be treated 😚 ➥ user28: SPEAK ON IT MY GOOD SIS 😫

user29: this relationship is dear to me 😪

user30: m-men aren’t shit? who knew that was possible.

➥ user31: i thought all we had was tom holland 💀 ➥ maxverstappen1: i’m honored to be added to the roster ➥ user32: i cannot take this man seriously now. ➥ user33: why bc he loves his gf and you can’t even seem to find the way to a shower or a therapy session 😀 ➥ user34: WOAH VIOLATION

yninsta: max, maxie-max, maxie !!!

➥ maxverstappen1: i love you most, schatje 💛🔒 ➥ yninsta: aw you beat me to it 😞 ➥ yninsta: i love you foreverrrr #1 💙🔒 ➥ user35: oh i’m gonna cry :)

#f1 x reader #f1 smau #max verstappen x reader #f1 x poc!reader #max verstappen x poc!reader #logan sargeant x reader #logan sargeant fluff #max verstappen smau #max verstappen fic #max verstappen x yn #f1 x female reader #platonic! logan sargeant x reader #f1 fic #⋆⭒˚｡⋆. series special: formula 1 #serene’s chapters.#serene’s fave.#♡ ༘*.ﾟ love interest: mv.

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afterglowsainz · 1 year ago

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blowing smoke | max verstappen

summary: you broke up with max a few months ago but that doesn’t prevent you from feeling upset about his new relationship

fc: gracie abrams

a/n: max won the spanish gp and gracie released her album in the same week so ofc that meant i had to make a fic about max inspired by gracie’s album and use her as a faceclaim again ofc ofc

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maxverstappen1 nice winter ❄️

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username well they did broke up like 2 months ago sooo

username still a bit early, no?

username we love a padel king 🙌🏽

username RARE SHIRTLESS MAX

username the second pic … no need to make me feel single like that

username who’s the new gf tho? 👀

username oh so my parents are over over okay i see 😔

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yourusername back at my second home 🎧

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username MOTHER IS BACK

username new music from yn the earth is healing !!!

alexandrasaintmleux la plus jolie💗

yourusername that would be you🫵🏽

username this breakup album is gonna be heart wrenching isn’t it 😔

username if aaron is participating i just KNOW is gonna be painful

username no i’m already preparing myself mentally to drown in my own tears

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f1gossip max verstappen and his new girlfriend during the winter break

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username why does he look bored with her

username cause he is

username ??? you don’t know them, leave them alone

username guys this is not funny i miss yn 😔

username her style is so good!

username i don’t like herrrr she gives me bad vibes

username fortunately you’re not the one who has to like her

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gfusername my valentine💘

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username oh!

username first pic 🥰🥰

username last pic 😍😍

username that should be me!!!

username okay yeah she’s pretty

username they look so good together🥰

username someone check my girl yn’s pulse!!

username honestly i would k word myself if i lost THE max verstappen

username nahhh yn > max

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yourusername back to my ways like 2019

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username ohhh she saw the post

username girl no!!! come back to 2024!!!

raye ohhh yes! 🍸

username omg 2019 yn you will always be famous ‼️

username okay but escapism is definitely her song

alexandrasaintmleux 🥰

username alex doesn’t approve i see

username guys i don’t know but partying and getting wasted every night like she was doing before meeting max doesn’t seem like the healthiest coping mechanism

username maybe she just wants to have fun now that she’s single 🤷🏽‍♀️ we can’t judge

username exactly! let her live

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maxverstappen1 great to be back! let’s go for more victories 🏆

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username to another year of hearing the dutch anthem every sunday

redbullracing for more career wins this year 🦁

username bro really posted a thirst trap for his first race win of the year

username no because the sun hitting his face like that ??? can’t complain

username lovely win 😮‍💨

username sooo babygirl

username he really is for the girlies!

gfusername 💗💗💗

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f1gossip max verstappen at the after party of the saudi arabian grand prix seen without his girlfriend despite her attending the race

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username max with a backwards cap is gonna be the end of me

username only man with a basic wardrobe that can look that hot

username 🥵 🥵 🥵

username WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THE CAPTION

username without … the girlfriend … despite her being at the race …

username you’re reading too much into it

username let us be delusional in peace

username good for him!

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yourusername now you know what we’ve been doing …. “Blowing Smoke” is out now! ⭐️

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username my girlfriend is releasing music again !!!

username song of the summer frrrr

username im obsessed with it 😍

lilymhe certified pop banger🤘🏽

yourusername a hole in one if i may 👀

username “if she’s got a pulse she meets your standards now” damn…

username she didn’t go to the studio to play

username “you couldn’t point her out in any crowd”

username “tell me if she takes you far enough away from all the baggage you've been carrying”

username “you feel nothing and yet you still let her”

username she wrote so many unhinged lyrics it’s insane‼️

alexandrasaintmleux favorite song ever 💞

yourusername you say that about all of them 🙄

alexandrasaintmleux they’re all amazing!

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yourusername miss going on tour so much we’re doing it again! buy your tickets, bring your friends, we’re gonna have a rocking summer! 🎸✨

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username omg i’m hearing blowing smoke live 😭😭

username FINALLY

username she keeps feeding us and feeding us

username guys i just saw the dates and she performs on miami the same weekend of the grand prix …

username i noticed the same! is the only date that coincides with a grand prix

username could it be …. never mind

username no because even if none of the guys are thinking of going i just know the wags are dragging them

username you just made my entire year😩

francisca.cgomes and we’ll be going 😮‍💨

yourusername 💙💙💙

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maxverstappen1 lovely miami 🇺🇸

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username none of things i’m thinking of are in the bible

username TU-TU-TU-DU

username men should not be this hot

username pretending i didn’t see the last pic 😁

username he needs to post a warning next time

username let it gooo touch some grass

username SO DID HE WENT TO THE CONCERT OR NOT

username one of the girlies who went let us know!!!

username well the whole grid was there so i can only assume he was too 😭

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yourusername miami you are (as always) the loml

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username BEST NIGHT EVER

username you’re surreal and that was the best concert i’ve ever been to 💗

alexandrasaintmleux the most talented ever! 💘

yourusername 💞💞💞

username GRAMMY WHEN

username i may never recover from this night

username max lurching in the likes 👀

username oh he was definitely there

lilymhe screaming crying never getting over it !!!

yourusername obsessed with you screaming all the songs to my face 😭

alex_albon at least she wasn’t right by your side leaving you deaf ❌

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f1wags last pictures of max verstappen seen with his girlfriend arguing outside their hotel during the miami grand prix weekend two weeks ago. they haven’t been seen together ever since and they stopped following each other from social media

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username guys don’t get me excited 😩

username omg ??? are we out of the trenches ???

username not them breaking up after yn’s concert 😭

username ngl i don’t hate this

username does this mean yn and max have a chance of getting back together ???

username pls i need that to happen

username guys can you blame him??? he listened to blowing smoke!!!

username and mess it up, and i miss you i’m sorry, and feels like, and

username my divorced parents are getting back together i’m calling it

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maxverstappen1 having a rocking summer🎸✨

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username EXCUSE ME

username not the caption‼️

username THE HARD LAUNCHING?

username how much do we wanna bet that yn gave him that drawing and he was waiting to post it

username THE LAST PIC???😭

username they’re the cutest

yourusername max! i thought we said we would soft launch

maxverstappen1 oops🤭

username we manifested too hard to the sun

username i just know he couldn’t wait to get back with yn

alexandrasaintmleux she’s everything 😍😍

yourusername you’re the loml you know that

maxverstappen1 uhmmm 🤨

charles_leclerc back off 🤺🤺🤺 yourusername

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last-words-ofashootingstar · 26 days ago

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The Heart of a True Believer: Chapter One

➾In Which: Neverland is dying and you, my dear, are the only way it can survive.

RATED X. MATURE AUDIENCES ONLY.

❥Kim Hongjoong x fem reader

Star's Fairytale July

♡'･ᴗ･'♡genre: yandere, 40's fantasy au, dub-con, angst

ಠ_ಠwarning/content: peter pan hongjoong !!!! a spin on "( Return to ) Neverland", loosely inspired by "Once Upon A Time", heavy fantasy elements: pixie dust can make people fly, magical island - things don't age + weather in tune with hj's emotions, shadows act separately from bodies, hj has unspecified magic powers, fantasy drug use + tripping balls HARD. reader is wendy's daughter, talk of arranged marriage + period accurate stereotypes of women (briefly), kidnapping but it's chill (reader is okay with it when she realizes what's happened), featuring lost boys!ateez, something is off...

➯a/n: AAAAAAAAH- calm down omg 😮‍💨 kkkkk are we even a little bit surprised that this turned into a multi-parter ? hongjoong is my bias, Return to Neverland is my all time favorite movie- i can't help myself okay !!? no smut this chapter but when it happens it's gonna be freak nasty anywayyyy enjoy <33

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18+, MINORS WILL WALK THE PLANK.

Your mother always told you stories.

Of a place called Neverland.

A beautiful island with blue seas and bright skies and green grass. A place where there was only one rule — never grow up.

Even as you did, unfortunately, have to grow older; you clung to those stories. You think of them, to this very day.

Your mother told them like she was there. She was either an incredibly talented story teller — or she was there when Captain Hook was almost swallowed by a crocodile.

And she wasn't very good at telling other stories. They only felt real when she spoke of Neverland.

Maybe it's just a way to hold onto your childhood, but you do find yourself truly believing in all of the fantastical tales she told you about Neverland. Before you realize that's ridiculous.

Kim Hongjoong isn't real and people don't fly.

But... it's always fun to imagine, you suppose.

What it would be like to meet the same Lost Boys you've heard a hundred stories about. How it would feel to be sprinkled in Fairy Dust. How it might feel to fly.

You scoff to yourself as you find your mind wandering towards Neverland again, so much so that you've been standing still as you're meant to be packing.

It must be so beautiful. Your mother spoke so fondly of it.

It would be so different to what you know. Dull colors and a life of never ending work to stay afloat. A life of being told what to do, who to do it with.

"You're daydreaming again," your younger brother says from the doorway.

"And what of it?" You sigh, quickly folding up the shirt in your hands.

"You need to stop," he shrugs, like it's obvious, "what if you zoned out while watching your children?"

"Who says I am having children?"

"Your new husband, I would think."

A stalemate. You turn on your heel quickly and glare at him.

You used to be so close. You used to play and share stories and you have saved each other from trouble more times than you could count.

But he grew up. You are still a girl at heart, and he is a man. And men in this society — you do not care for them. Even if it happens to be a man made from a boy you once close with.

"I have said a million times, Danny-"

"Yeah, yeah," he rolls his eyes, dismissing you, "you don't want kids. You need to grow up, (Y/n)."

You storm towards him, poking his chest and searching for the words to express how you feel in a way he might understand. But, you think you finally realize, he never will understand.

"Ugh!" You groan, shoving him out of the way and slamming your door.

You can't help it. You yourself are a child at heart, and everyone expects you to be a mother? They want you to grow up?

You never want to grow up.

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You had went to sleep after hours of fantasizing, wishing. In your bed, you roll over — only for your cheek to meet something that feels like sand. Water laps at your feet, soaking your socks and the bottom of your long nightgown.

You open your eyes quickly, coming face to face with the granulated Earth, sunlight blinding you before you bring your hand over your eyes. "What the fuck..." You whisper to yourself as you roll onto your knees.

A branch snaps in the tree line not too far away; but you're too frazzled to notice it as you place both your hand in the sand and pick up two handfuls; letting it slip between your fingers as you stare at it in disbelief.

"What the fuck?!" You yell this time as you scramble to your feet, stumbling. You look around frantically.

For what, you aren't sure. But you find a short beach on one side of you before it quickly turns into dense forest, and an endless dark ocean on your other. The sky bright blue and cloudless.

You fall right back down in shock, eyes wide as you look into the ocean. The ocean that you live nowhere near.

"Did-" The voice that comes from behind you makes you scream, turning around quickly and scooting away from the source; backing into the water.

"Oh, god! I'm sorry!" The young man backs up as well, putting a good amount of space between you.

He's tall, light blue hair, brown eyes — your eyes flick back to his hair. Blue? Who in the world has blue hair? You continue to scan him quickly; your heart stopping when you see the sheathed dagger on his loose leather belt.

"Hey," he says softly, raising his hands slowly as he sees your panicked state, "I'm not going to hurt you..."

"Where are we?" You demand to know with a wavering voice, shivering as the cold ocean water seeps into your skin; the entire bottom half of your sleep dress soaked.

"We are on-" He tilts his head. Recognition in his eyes as he inspects you just as you did to him. His arms fall to his sides. "Wendy?"

You back further into the water as he steps closer, soft shock written on his face. You sink in the sand slightly, pushing yourself up as you glare at him. "Who are you?" How do you know my mother? Is another question you want to ask. And how are you mistaking me for her?

The stranger turns to tree line, yelling, "It's Wendy! Wendy is back!"

Your jaw drops as three other young men appear from various spots among the trees swiftly — almost like... they're excited.

Who are these people? How do they know your mom? Where the fuck are you?

Those, and a million more questions run through your mind as you try to take in the frenzy of activity.

"Wendy?!" One of them drops from a branch, hanging upside down on his legs. "No way!" The fake rabbit ears attached to his hat flop as he swings; falling upright onto his feet.

"How? You left forever ago!" Another runs up quickly: curly hair bouncing with his movements, the quiver of arrows on his back doing the same.

The last one is silent as he follows them — but there's a flick of joy in his eyes. Blond hair all messy.

But you don't have time to think about any of that before the men are bombarding you with questions.

How did you get back here? How's John? How's Micheal? What's going on in the world? Did you get their messages from the shadows? How old are you now? Do you forgive-

"Stop it!" You scream as tears start slipping past your waterline. Completely and utterly overwhelmed, scared.

"Jeez, Wendy!" The one with the rabbit ears says, "we're just excited to see you! It's been so long... You grew up a bit." He looks a bit sad at the fact that 'you' are no longer how he remembers. "We've missed you so much- oh, we need to tell the others! Hon-"

"That's not Wendy..." The blond pouts, inspecting you closer. Kneeling in the water with you, he picks up your arm even as you flinch. "Her scar isn't there."

Her scar. You remember it quite clearly. She said she had got it when she was trying to learn how to sword fight with San in Neverla—

You look between them again.

'And Yunho had the most colorful hair! Blue as the sky, it was so beautiful.' The blue haired man looks down at you with his eyebrows pinching together.

'-that's when Seonghwa came swinging from the trees! His bunny ears moved with him like they were apart of him-' He tilts his head, and the bunny ears go with him.

'Yeosangie... ah, he was such a talented archer. He had such adorable curls in his hair.' The curly haired man looks down at you, as confused as the rest of them.

'My favorite Lost Boy? Oh, you know I could never choose~ ... I have to? Well, I suppose it would have been San. He gave me this scar here, you see? And then he felt so bad he gave himself one to match.'

"No. No way," you grab the blond man's wrist quickly and shove his sleeve up. Sure enough — there is a scar that matches the one your mother had.

You stand up quickly, all of the men backing up. You turn in a circle, taking in the island again. "Is... Are we on Neverland?"

They all hesitate; looking between one another. "If you aren't Wendy," the man you think must be Jeong Yunho asks slowly, "who are you?"

"I'm her daughter!" You laugh, disbelief in your eyes as you look all over the place, rambling. "Oh, goodness! My mom told me all kinds of stories about this place, about- about you guys! I knew it was real, I knew it had to be- everyone said she was crazy but I believed her! Her brothers too, I knew they remembered something, they looked too fond when she spoke of you all-"

The men watch you, dumbstruck. "Daughter?" San and Yeosang ask together.

"Yeah!" You turn back to them with a smile, but it quickly falls when you see their mistrust.

"How could Wendy have a daughter as old as you are?" Seonghwa pouts down at the sand, "has she really been gone that long?"

"She really grew up." San realizes, sadly, as he looks at you closely again. "You look just like her, too- how I thought she would, anyway..."

"I don't believe you," Yunho shakes his head, "no. Wendy would never be so grown up to have a kid! She can't possibly have been away that long!"

"She left Neverland more than forty years ago," you say, like it's obvious. It is to you. "She had two kids, actually."

But time moves differently on Neverland. To them, it only feels like a handful of years since they've seen your mother. "Forty-" Yeosang stutters, backing up to sit on the dry sand as shock washes over him.

Yunho quickly follows, practically falling beside him. San stays kneeled in the water beside you, and Seonghwa stands completely still.

"H-" The words die on the bunny hatted man's tongue, and he stares at you in puzzlement. "Are you really? Wendy's daughter?"

"Mhm."

"No way." He turns around, waving his hand, "absolute-"

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"-ly no way!" Mingi yells in bewilderment, grabbing you by your jaw the second you enter their camp; practically pressing his nose to your face as he looks at you. "You're telling me that's not Wendy?!" He backs up, crossing his arms over his chest.

The rest of the Lost Boys are here, too. Gathered around a fire lit curtesy of Seonghwa to help you and San dry off.

Yeosang ran ahead of you all and explained to them with a simple 'don't freak out'.

They are indeed freaking out.

Jongho has his hands over his face, peeking between his fingers. Wooyoung is quiet, chewing on his thumbnail. Seonghwa, San, and Yunho are still in shock from walking with you, having been staring at you the whole time. Yeosang seems to be handling it best. Mingi, the worst.

"This is a trick!" Mingi falls to sit next to Jongho on a log, sighing dramatically, "a trick from Hook!"

"Hook can't use magic..." Wooyoung reasons, "how could he do such a trick?"

"It's not a trick," San shakes his head. "She is really Wendy's daughter, she told us all about her. Things Hook would never know."

"How is Wendy?" Seonghwa asks with something soft in his eyes as he looks up at you from his seat across the fire.

"Oh..." You hesitate. Based on their excitement when they thought you were her, they really cared about your mother. She went naturally, but that would still be heard to hear — that the twelve year old girl you once cared for grew up, had an entire life, and passed away all in what felt like a few years to you.

His face drops for a second, as if he can tell just by your pause. Before he can really ask, though —

"Hongjoong will be so happy," Yeosang smiles a bit, "he can finally st-"

Wooyoung tackles him, shoving his hand over his mouth. "Ah! No!"

You tilt your head as you look towards them, "what's that about?" You ask Seonghwa, turning back to him and jumping as you see a shadowy figure lowering itself behind him.

He doesn't flinch, though, he's used to the shadow. He looks up to it, meeting its stark white eyes. "Did you do this?" He points to you.

It nods.

"Was it Hongjoongs bidding?"

Hongjoong; you had almost forgotten about the leader of the Lost Boys. You wonder where he might be.

It shakes its head. You yelp as it quickly fades through him and towards you, pointing at your heart.

Everyone is quiet now.

"Return." Seonghwa snaps his fingers, and the shadow flies up into the trees. He looks down at his feet.

"Wh-" You breathe as you watch it disappear, "what was that?"

"That was Hongjoong's shadow," Yunho hums while he passes you a wooden cup, something warm and steaming inside of it, "didn't she tell you about that?" He can see why not.

"No, she didn't."

"All of our shadows act like that... Going outside of our bodies, I mean," Yeosang offers with a shrug, having pushed Wooyoung off of him.

An unintelligible yell comes from somewhere in the distance. You all turn towards it. "I suppose his shadow has informed him-" Jongho's whispering is cut off when a rush of wind cuts into the clearing; carrying along with it Kim Hongjoong.

He floats much like his shadow did, for a moment, as he stares at you with wide eyes. He falls, stumbling on his feet. The sunlight is replaced with clouds quickly. Thunder rumbles overhead. A bolt of lightning strikes within the camp; frightening you into Sans side.

"Hongjoong," Seonghwa stands up quickly, placing a hand on the shorter man's shoulder, "it is not her. Wendy has a daug-"

Hongjoong doesn't hear a thing he says, pointing at you with misplaced anger as he yells, "I told you never to return! Why have you come here?"

You turn into Sans chest as he wraps an arm around your shoulder. Frightened of the man who you know has the powers to hurt you without ever laying a hand on you.

He and your mother must have had a falling out when she left Neverland as a child.

"Hongjoong!" Seonghwa yells, "that is not Wendy!" His head snaps to him, fury clear on his face. "That is Wendy's daughter! Your shadow brought her..." He whispers more to the man, but you don't hear it; especially because San places a hand over your head comfortingly.

"Oh, wow," his shoulders slump. Relieved. More than relieved. Then he realizes what he's done, "oh! I'm so sorry, I-" He sighs, looking to Seonghwa for help.

"Your mother didn't leave Neverland on the best of terms," he says slowly, "did she tell you?"

She never did. She always changed the subject. You shake your head.

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"I am sorry again," Hongjoong says as he enters the quiet room.

In one of the small tents, Seonghwa's you think; given the different rabbit hats strewn about, you take shelter from the drizzling rain.

Hongjoong asked for a moment alone. You hesitated, but given that everyone was a literal shout away in the crowded camp; you gave in.

"You frightened me," you say back, picking at your socks as you sit in the corner, never meeting his eyes. Your mother spoke so softly of him, painted a picture of a man almost entirely different to what you witnessed. He looked ready to sic his shadow on you or strike you down with some painful magic.

He slowly lowers himself to sit in front of you. "You look exactly like her..." He pouts as he takes a good look at you, "she really broke my heart. Not- not like that, but," he shrugs, "still."

"How?"

"She left." He utters, "she grew up. She broke our one rule. And she took John and Micheal with her."

It's more than that. You can tell. "Why, uhm, why did she leave, actually? She only ever told good stories of you, she loved it here."

He leans his hand in his palm as he stares at you. Calculating, and it turns softer when you finally look at him. "I think... she just wanted to grow up. Neverland isn't for everyone. But," he leans forward a bit, "my shadow tells me you don't want to grow up."

Confusion flickers in your eyes. His shadow told him that? How does it even know?

"Is that true?" He asks, looking hopeful. His dark eyes shine in the lanterns glow, his red hair casting a shadow over his face. A bit of thunder rumbles outside. "You don't want to grow up anymore?"

You think for a moment. The thunder crashes. The rain comes down harder as he searches your face for any clues to what you're thinking.

You don't want to. You would dread returning home. To an arranged marriage and a life of being forced to be someone you aren't.

"No, I don't."

He smiles, wide. "Yeah!" He cheers, standing up quickly and clapping as he spins, "that's what I like to hear! Come on!" He grabs you up by your hand as you stumble, leading you back out to the clearing.

"Woah! Wh-" You stutter as you look up to the clear sky through the gaps in the dripping leaves. Hadn't it just been storming?

"Lost Boys! Fall in!"

The others emerge quickly from the other tents, wide eyes and buzzing with hardly contained curiosity as to what you've talked about.

Hongjoong stands behind you, grabbing your shoulders, "will you tell me again, is it true you never want to grow older?"

A bit unnerved, you nod, looking over your shoulder at him.

"Never ever? Once you become a Lost B- a Lost Girl," he corrects himself with a grin, "you cannot leave Neverland. Your mother was never officially a Lost Girl, and your uncles never Lost Boys. You will not be able to leave like they did. You will remain on Neverland."

The Lost Boys watch closely from their line-up. San shifts on his feet as if he's nervous.

"I don't want to leave," you say before you can think anymore about it. "I don't want to be a grown up anymore."

His grin broadens. "Perfect," he giggles, grabbing either side of your head before kissing the top of it. "The very first Lost Girl."

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"-saying is it not better to wait because of that?" San's voice catches your attention as Yeosang and Jongho show you the encyclopedia of all the different kinds of plants native to the island; keeping you busy in awe as the others hurry around you to prepare — well... exactly what they're preparing, you're unsure of.

You look over to his voice, watching him chase after Hongjoong; who dismisses him quickly. "No."

"Hongjoong-"

"We waited last time and look what happened! No, s-" His voice gets further away, and Jongho masks what he says entirely as he starts bickering with Yeosang about how he spelled something in the book wrong.

You look back to it as Yeosang argues back that it doesn't have a correct spelling — that they made up the name to begin with.

It's starting to feel more comfortable on Neverland now the initial chaos has passed.

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The sun sets slowly and makes way for nighttime on Neverland, darkness falling over the camp and shadows dancing within the flickering light of the fire.

You sit on the Earth in front of the flames, watching as Hongjoong goes around and hands a berry to each of the Lost Boys; who sit on the logs around the fire. He has two more left as he takes a seat next to you.

"It will make me see things?" You ask as he sets one of the berries in your palm.

It's got a soft luminescence to it, glowing gently onto your face. The silvery-blue color is unlike anything you've seen in nature before.

"If it does its job right," he smiles, looking around to the others, "we've all done it before, you have nothing to worry about. It's a right of passage to become a Lost Boy, and now for our first Lost Girl."

"And... it's safe?" You hum as you pinch the berry carefully between your fingers.

"Of course," Hongjoong shrugs, "totally harmless."

Wooyoung giggles a little bit, getting his shoulder shoved by San's with a quiet, "jackass."

"We'll all be doing it with you," Seonghwa leans and puts a hand on your shoulder comfortingly, "it's like... a family trip!"

"How does it feel?"

"You will probably get cold," Mingi speaks up quietly, the first time he's done so since Hongjoong returned. He's still in a little bit of shock, more than the rest. You remember your mother telling you that while the others always treated her like she was their age; Mingi always treated her like a little sister.

"And it will feel like you're floating!" Yeosang offers more enthusiastically.

"But sinking at the same time!" Jongho adds quickly.

"Floating, but sinking?" You ask with a small laugh, "how is that possible?"

Hongjoong lifts his hand to your lips, offering the berry he holds, "ready to find out?"

The Lost Boys watch intently as you open your mouth, letting the leader drop the glowing fruit onto your tongue; making you a Lost Girl. The first of your kind.

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You felt as though you were sinking. Your muscles heavy, bones feeling dense.

But at the same time, you felt as if you were floating. Your stomach full with butterflies and your head light.

The berry had melted on your tongue nearly half an hour ago, the sweet flavor was so potent it almost made you gag. The others followed suit, just as they promised.

The effects hit Yunho first. He was just talking to Yeosang when he suddenly started giggling; going on to say that he looked like a tree elf with his fluffy hair. Yeosang followed, laughing with him as they both touched his hair in awe.

Jongho wasn't very fair behind, laying on his back next to you and a few others when he asked if you could all see the leaves breathing. Wooyoung, from his side, agreed.

You and San laid next to them, watching the leaves above you closely to see if you could tell what they meant. He hadn't left your side since you took the berry.

Mingi lays half asleep on a log, tracing patterns in the dirt and smiling as they appear to start moving on their own.

Hongjoong and Seonghwa sit a bit further away, their backs against mirroring trees. "Maybe she needs another," Hongjoong says as he bites his nail nervously, "it doesn't look like it's hit her yet."

"It will hit her. One berry is more than enough, we don't want her to get sick and throw it up." Seonghwa sighs as he looks away from you, kicking his foot against his lightly, "how do you feel?"

"Better already. I felt it when she arrived — my magic coming back, stronger."

"Perfect timing on your shadows behalf," he takes a steadying breath as he feels the psychedelic effects hitting him. The world looks a little bit blurry. "Seven times I've done this, and it never feels normal."

"For me either," Hongjoong tears his eyes away from you and looks to the slightly older man. "Do you think she will know? When she wakes up, will she feel it?"

Seonghwa shakes his head, shrugging, "it was different between all of us. Most of us couldn't tell, right? I didn't feel any different, even though I knew."

"I suppose," he leans his head back, his chest feeling a bit heavy as the berry soaks into his bloodstream. "Time will tell."

Not a lot of time, it seems. A few minutes later — it hits you.

You're the last one to feel it. And when you do, still laid on your back next to San; you look over to him.

"Can you hear that?" You ask, calling the others attention. Hongjoong stands up quickly, wobbling on his legs. Falling onto his knees next to your head, he puts a palm on your cheek and turns your head back to him.

Your irises are swallowed up in the darkness of your pupil. He smiles.

Yeah, one berry was definitely enough.

"Do you hear it?" You ask him directly, staring up at him with slightly wide eyes.

San leans up on his elbows, looking down at you. "What?"

"The air."

The rest of them still, listening closely. Wooyoung is the first to break, cackling, "oh! I do!"

Activity breaks out in the camp as you disperse slowly, all feeling the effects separately; but doing so together. It's kind of nice, you think.

San never leaves your side. Hongjoong has joined him in keeping you company.

You sit with your back against one of the logs near the fire, watching in awe with your jaw dropped as he places a few pebbles in your palm before making them float. San smiles at the sound of your laughter. It sounds like your Uncle John's. He remembers it clearly.

Seonghwa joins eventually, sitting behind you on the log as you retell a story your mother shared. Your favorite, you tell them. When they had stolen Captain Hooks precious treasure and hid it in dead man's cave, sitting outside and giggling as they listened to Hook and his crew fight the living skeletons to get it back. They remember it. A good day full of trickery.

Hongjoong leans against your shoulder with a small smile. "We can make all kinds of stories like that," he hums, "now that you are a Lost Girl, we have eternity to have fun."

A shiver suddenly runs through your body, urging you to pull your legs to your chest as you lean back into Seonghwa's legs for warmth. He doesn't provide a lot of it, he's just as cold. But he places a hand on your head comfortingly.

"Are you starting to get cold?" Hongjoong inquires with a big smile when you nod.

San opens his eyes and looks over to you, something sad about him as he scans your face. "I'm sorry, Wendy," he whispers, making you a bit confused. You think that in his high, he must be mistaking you for your mother again. But, he's looking over your shoulder as he says, "I will try."

You and the older Lost Boys look to where he speaks, seeing nothing — no one.

"Hm," he yawns, rolling his head back to face the sky and taking your cold hand in his, "bye-bye."

"Strange guy, he is," Hongjoong brushes his behavior off before you can get too concerned. "Why don't you get some shut eye, too?"

"Yeah, I think-" You breathe out, shuddering, "that's a good idea."

"Goodnight, Lost Girl." You hear him say as your eyes droop closed.

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-> chapter two (coming soon)

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