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“Empty Tabs”
I light the screen like a cigarette flame, Familiar clicks, but it’s never the same. Faces I don’t know, names I won’t learn, A ritual repeated just to feel the burn.
Not fire on skin, not touch or embrace— Just echoes of bodies in digital space. I chase a high that's hollow and thin, Every climax leaves me lonelier again.
It’s not desire, not really—not love, Just a ghost I keep feeding when push comes to shove. A symptom, a scratch I can't stop bleeding, A stand-in for warmth, for actual meaning.
Each night I promise, “Tomorrow I’ll stop.” Then I scroll past the guilt 'til my soul wants to drop. It’s not the porn, it’s the silence it hides, The ache of an empty place no clip can disguise.
I don’t want pixels—I want a hand. Not just to hold, but to help me stand. I want someone’s laugh, not synthetic moans, But here I sit, addicted and alone.
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Can't seem to get a good photo of the painting without the flare. Anyway, I'm intending to put Neptune here in the dark painting background. Just trying to figure some of the logistics out. Sources of light and so on. #art #wip #artwip #wipart #workinprogress #painting #Neptune #poseidon #harktritonhark #letneptunestrikeyedeadwinslow #thelighthouse #fanart #aaaaa #thisisnteasy #lightning #tempest #darkart #cameraflare #dammit #willemdafoemonologue #greekgods #romangods #oceangod #mythology #darkart #literally #cantseeshit #okletstryagain #igart #igartist #instaart https://www.instagram.com/p/CbJAcmUPPdB/?utm_medium=tumblr
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Times are tough for small businesses during Covid19. I’ve been a bit disappointed in the lack of support for the small and the great support for the big. Now is the time we need you the most. The relationships we have built, the hard work we have done, the mountains we have moved....we deserve a shot! #supportsmallbusiness #keepusallgoing #smallbusiness #smallbusinessowner #workingextrahard #wewillsupportyou #givewhereyoulive #thisisnteasy #relationshipsmatter #keepthesmallbusinessesalive #givetheopportunity #helpussurvive #bekind #bettercustomerservice #aboveaverage #extramile #escrow #escrowlife #escrowteam #escrowservices #escrowcompany #escrowhustle #northwestescrow #barlowescrow https://www.instagram.com/p/CAE3GoigT2D/?igshid=1emmjmwssixwp
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Fill in the blank of what YOU deserve ... #deservebetter #respect #adoptionandfamilysupportcenter #understandme #thisisnteasy https://www.instagram.com/p/B3mNfaZlbFI/?igshid=1a7jfeekshj2s
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Getting better. ☕ #latteart #coffee #practicemakesperfect #barista #baristalife #thisisnteasy
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Sometimes I can work the photoshop magic. This was one of those times. And to whoever says this is easy...it is not when you have to make it look somewhat believable.
#work#photoshop#edits#thisisnteasy#beforeandafter#ripplemarketing#design#graphicdesign#akashamichelledesign#akasha michelle design
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Happy Mothers Day to my beautiful wife who has the privilege of raising a teenager and baby at the same time! #thisisnteasy #mothersday #parkerDTS #Kaylee #wineandmoonshine via Instagram http://bit.ly/2VR9Ycb
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Drink baby drink ! 😂👶🏽🎀 @ms.bobbyjay @c_imsoblessed @maritza_eny @_an_gie12 #sangria #thisisnteasy #babyshower
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Billions of people on this earth. All who aren't you.
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Had another heart break today. You'd think my heart wouldn't be functioning anymore. But it's still beating. And I also came to the realization how much you don't care about me. I always knew, but last night really showed your true colors. I'm over it, I'm done, I'll handle this all by myself, the only upside is that I don't have to be tied to you anymore, so lucky you, you don't have to be in my life anymore.
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5 days... It feels like so long :( why's this not getting easier?.. #Miserable
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