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Fall from Grace
There have been many times in my life when I fell, completely embarrassing myself in the process. Every little kid falls, scraping elbows and knees, but not all land in such a way that her skirt flies up to her hips, exposing panties. I did that too many times to count. One of my worst falls as an adult was on a skiing trip. To begin with, I knew nothing about the sport, and since I don’t like…
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#Essay#Essay about failure#Essay about falling#Essay about lessons learned#Essay and Thoughts#Fall From Grace#Falling#Feelings#Personal Essay#Story about falling#Story about lessons leanred.#Thoughts#Thoughts about failure#Thoughts about Lesson Learned
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I know you, so I know when you are hurt, but I cannot help you if you do not allow me to.
#life#spilled thoughts#love#spilled ink#spilled words#spilled writing#spilled poetry#star struck09#life quotes#writing#relationships#friendship#romance#love quote life quotes#life learning#life lessons#life is hard#life is strange#girlhood#thinking out loud#thought daughter#introspection#writers on tumblr#introspective#love quotes#been thinking about this a lot lately#relationship#literature#i still love you#things you’ll never hear from me
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confession time: when i was reading dally’s death scene i was so screwed up from johnny’s death that i read dally as darry the whole time. i full heartedly thought that darry got himself shot up and was SO CONFUSED
#note to authors: don’t let characters have similar names#i was like okay darry character arc i guess#didn’t know you were that close to johnny but sure!#after johnny died i think i was ready for anything to happen so i didn’t even question it#i also thought a heater was like… an actual heater#it took me awhile to realize that it was. not that!#lesson learned i shouldn’t read as quickly anymore#i was in class reading it like. what#my whole class was still on like chapter 8 so i had no one to talk about it with#anyways#the outsiders#hope speaks#dallas winston#darry curtis#sodapop curtis#johnny cade#ponyboy curtis#steve randle#two bit mathews
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The weirdest thing that I've learned is that there are people (goyim) who thought Fiddler on the Roof was some happy or jolly tale like.
I can't watch Fiddler without having an hours-long panic attack. The music is good, the humor lands, but a happy tale it is not ����😭😭
#jumblr#personal thoughts tag#i was watching a video about fiddler and it was very good#like yes i am sensitive about this stuff i will admit that but come ON#would i rewatch it again? sure. why? because i don't learn my lesson. if i have a panic attack that's between me and g-d
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Just a fun little thought. Danny has a black lantern ring following him. I mean he was? Is?dead. Even if he has already essentially re animated himself in a sense.
Ellie has the white ring following her around for fun. Plus that feels fitting with how the ectoplasm brought her to life. She skipped the whole dying part.
Neither of them have any plans to touch them. Who knows what it will do to them. A sword from the realm can send people to there worst nightmares with a single touch. Nope. No touching random glowing objects ever again.
I can imagine them touching something and it going wrong at least once. Knowing Danny and Ellie. Probably more like at least 10 times before it sunk in. So they now know. Just don’t. No touching for them.
#dpxdc#dpxdc prompt#dpxdc crossover#like the ring could see Danny as dead#him showing up in front of his family dead would be something#but he’s already alive kinda#Danny knows not to touch stuff#he had learned his lesson#wierd glowing ring nope#not today#plus i think it would be funny to see some of the lanterns thought about this#Danny and Ellie meet up at least once of month and both just don’t talk about the rings
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★ 100 // “The Holy Bible”
#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#steel ball run#sbr#gyjo#johnny joestar#gyro zeppeli#tools used:#bible...#acrylic paint#posca paint pen#WE'VE FINALLY HIT THE TRIPLE DIGITS!!!!#Originally I was going to draw just Johnny. But no. These two walked together and couldn't have done it alone without the other.#I will leave you with some shrinekeeper lore: Miracle is my favorite word and has been for as long as I can remember.#I couldn't exactly tell you why. Maybe it's because the concept of them is fascinating. Maybe it just sounds pretty to say.#Whatever the reason: it drew me to reading a book that would change my life at a time where I felt at my lowest.#And that book is... not this one LOL. I wouldn't say I'm Christian.#It was another book that had Jesus in it though. Actually you could say he wrote it.#A Course In Miracles... when I saw that title I thought “hey. that's my favorite word.” So I read it. It changed my worldview.#The book asks you to follow lessons every day for 365 days. And somehow... I did it.#And throughout that time and even to this day you could say I've gone on my own spiritual journey with JC. I luv Jesus.#So when I learned that Johnny's narrative was essentially about finding God it deeply reminded me of my own journey.#This shrine feels like ACIM 2.0... I think that's ultimately the reason it's called a shrine and that every offering is a prayer.#Thank you for following me along this journey thus far. I hope I can make many more miracles happen!
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the thing about garrus and thane is that they're both hypercompetent and pathetic, my two favourite traits in a man
#mass effect#thane krios#garrus#thane 'immediately got on my knees when my future wife scolded me with nothing but her glare' krios#garrus 'thought i learned my lesson about turning to vengeance as the only solution to moral quandries but immediately backtracked#when the vigilante thing didn't pan out' vakarian#i love them both deeply
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*Falls on my face [finished finals for the semester] crawls*
I did Chap 6-8
Computer is still in shop, hahaha *sobbing*
Anyways Pencil sketches of LP still *throws*
Chap 6 n 7

The fact Megatron didn't like get it made me cackle. Like xjdbdb [but mood I didn't know a friend was dating another friend of mine back in high-school n I was like HUH!? ok then *thumbs up in confusion*]

THEY ARE SO CUTE AAAA







I was trying out a style for shockwave but I didn't like it. So back to simple style again haha.
But shdh So long jshdb I was grinning so wide when I first read it back then rereading made smile in fondness
Jdbdbd THEY ARE ADORABLE UR HONOR
Part 2 bc I hit my limit sighs
#art#my art#fanart#wavewave#fanfiction fanart#logical proposals#transformers#Ignore my ramblings it's just me rambling my thoughts on the research SO I DID RESEARCH ON THE RUNES STONEWhich led to hyperfixation#bc I#love knowledge. I like to learn anything and everything. I crave the knowledge. Anyways so as I deep dive about runes I was suprise about#the fact that most of this like not what I thought [false translation/not really define as uh ig magic or more like a representation/more o#names and def. Idk how to explain haha.] hahaha. Which led to me being like fuck OK so it won't be as accurate. Which meant I made is based#on the early and old Futhark and like uh anglo-saxon if i remember alphabets#and also uh omg history/religion/culture lesson [aperantly it#was germanic/Scandinavian]. Also spent video watching about sentences being put together haha.Which uh yeah so I started writing and making#up symbols for all this. Based on the like the actual video education and based on the old n young Futhark and Anglo-Saxon runes Which uh#basically meant knew language for Soundwave’s religion. This is what happens when I learned to cope with learning anything and everything.#Just escaping to learning.On the plus side. This thought me to make up more language for my alien oc
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if rainflower was given a dishonor title, what would it be?
also is mapleshade still killed by crookedstar in the BOTTE?
Definitely something related to animals they disrespect. I don't see him going as far as to hit her with "Cuckoo" but he'd want to center her cruelty and lack of compassion. "Lamprey" makes a fine choice, and there's also a disrespectful word in Clanmew for egg-laying animals that don't care for their young.
But, he would certainly not do it because Rainflower is popular. Hailstar is a smart cat, in spite of how long he spent denying the problem and justifying it (sometimes intellect just makes you better at making excuses). He knows full well that something like that could backfire politically.
There's a portion of the Clan who thinks he was wrong to punish her at all, and more who are in that nebulous state of not being totally sure if his response was justified or not. He took her child and stripped her of all status. If he went further than that, it would look like retribution... which it would be, and in another, more furious Clan, would have appeased the angry mob.
But this Clan isn't furious. The reception is mixed. Hailstar's goal isn't to make a big point, it's to protect Stormkit the way he should have done a long time ago.
The best plan of action is the action that makes this transition go smoothly. Rainflower does not need to wear a name like Lampreypool right now, to draw attention to her, to have the whole Clan be looking at her while she plays the poor, besieged victim of a cruel and unusual leader. She needs to be kept out of power, and away from Shellheart's son as the poor child recovers.
(Also Mapleshade didn't die in the Battle of the True Eclipse! Not in BB and not in canon's The Great Battle either, lmao. She's still around, chilling in the Dark Forest, haunting Applekin.)
#This is actually stuff I thought a lot about#But I didn't know how to get this thought process into the draft without making it too long#It'd be better for a later chapter I think. One where Crookedjaw is deputy and learning some lessons from old Hailstar#Like the subject comes up and Hail explains what he did when he went around talking to all those different cats.#The thought process that he had when he decided not to give Rainflower a Dishonor Title#In a very ''learn from my mistakes but also from my experience'' kind of tone#BB!Hailstar#BB!Rainflower#Stormpaw's Demon#better bones au
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Hello :D
You're so cool
Anyway have you thought that in your rat sons au Splinter might outlive the boys?
You're very cool :D love your stuff dude
(tw for some blood, light gore, implied overdose (kinda??))
hi copper!!! this is a fantastic question!
so obviously typical irl rats have far shorter lifespans than the average irl tortoise. according to google (yes, be awed by my spectacularly in-depth wealth of research) the average pet rat lives between 2-4 years ish, and the oldest on record lived to be about 7. meanwhile, an African spurred tortoise (Splinter's species) averages more around a 50ish year lifespan in captivity, tho is suspected to possibly exceed 75 or more in the wild.
Now, the mutation does give us a lot of wiggle room for playing with these numbers. For the rat sons boys, id say their natural lifespan probably clocks in at about 45-55 years old? definitely not old by human standards, but not young young either. (though, its also important to note that the boys were exposed to the mutagen just days after being born.)
For Splinter, meanwhile, aging is slightly more complicated. He lived the vast majority of his life as a regular normal African spurred tortoise (well, non-mutated at least. there were perhaps some shenanigans of a more mystical variety going on before he was mutated, but thats a separate matter) He was about 70ish i think? when the boys were born and they were all exposed to the mutagen. so he is already distinctly an old man turtle papa. id guess he'd probably still have another eh lets say 25-30 years after his mutation. he could probably push it a little farther even with some mystic nonsense, but when push comes to shove id say his 'natural' post-mutation lifespan would put his death like a solid decade or two before his sons.
of course, the tricky part of the matter is that theres no way for Splinter to know any of this. theres no way for him to know how the mutation affected them all, or if it even affected them all in the same way. especially since the boys dont show many physical signs of mutation for the first few years, and just kinda look like normal rats, (albeit with a more human sort of intelligence) — what sort of health standard do you hold them to? what if they simply dont show external signs of sickness or old age anymore? how do you actually know if something is wrong?
for a while there Splinter is very worried that one of his babies will just essentially reach the end of their normal rat lifespan, fall and not get up again.
so mostly, he just tries to live in the moment, enjoying whatever time he does have with his little ones, taking each day as a gift <3
still,
that fear

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#cue the 2003 tmnt dramatic Shredder sound effect TM#my art#rat sons#tmnt au#ask reply#TOOK ME A FULL MONTH TO ANSWER AND IM STILL NOT SUPER PLEASED WITH THE RESULTS BUT#also apologies if shits incohierent im v sick rn#but thank you so much for the question copper!!#a parents grief and terror at the thought of outliving their children#always gets me#and boy howdy these rat babies do Not make that shit easy for ol Splinter#all of them have brushed too close to death too many times#tbh thats probably why he started teaching them ninjutsu etc#like yeah yeah discpline and routine and practice all excellent lessons#but also#yall squishy babies and ur father is Stressed please learn to fight good so its one less thing he has to worry about#sorry splints theyre hamatos now theyre destined for danger#cw blood#cw gore
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It's obvious that the reason adrien didn't fall in love with marinette right in the beginning is because he was already in love with ladybug but I think the reason ladybug didn't fall in love with chat noir is because marinette doesn't fall in love as ladybug. The part of season five where the lovesquare reverses has the most episodes where marinette is not ladybug (marichat in elation and lady noire in passion) or where ladybug has forgotten her responsibilities (jubilation).
I haven't seen anyone talking about this and maybe I haven't been around the fandom long enough to see this discussed or maybe it's just too obvious to point out but I thought it was a detail interesting enough to be worth mentioning that marinette doesn't fall in love as ladybug because she's too busy worrying about saving paris.
I've seen some Marichat fics take this approach and I think it's got potential. Marinette is the kind of character who tends to compartmentalize so it makes sense that she'd be all business while Ladybug, putting herself in a mindset that keeps her from falling in love. Unfortunatly, canon doesn't back this read. Marinette falls in love and expresses romantic interest while Ladybug on several occasions. The big one is the end of Strike Back, which is where she starts to fall for Chat Noir in a direct parallel to the original Umbrella scene:
[Image description: screen shots from Origins and Strike Back that show the similarities between the original umbrella scene and the ending of Strike Back]
Same expression, same clap of thunder, same rain, the only thing that's missing is the umbrella. This is very clearly meant to be a rehash of the first time she fell for him. It might take her a while to realize that her feelings have changed, but this is where the change is supposed to happen and it's a scene where she's very much feeling the burden of being Ladybug.
Kuro Neko has similar issues. I have no idea what the writers were doing there, but Ladybug was clearly unable to focus because she found her current partner too attractive even though this was the middle of an akuma fight so she should be in prime Ladybug mode:
[Image description: Ladybug looking happy and being distracted from the fight because she gets to hold onto Catwalker]
Then there's Desperada which was all about Ladybug picking the wrong guy to be the snake because her crush on Adrien was distracting her from the day's akuma. Volpina sees Ladybug almost give up her earrings because she thinks Adrien is in danger. The season four final sees Ladybug let Felix keep the dog miraculous and stick around after his job is done because she thinks he's Adrien, he asks to stick around, and she wants to make him happy. Those are just a few examples. There are other episodes that see Marinette fall out of "Ladybug mode" due to a boy.
There's also the issue that Marinette's crush on Chat Noir is painted as something of a rebound or her avoiding her true feelings (aka her love for Adrien) because she's scared after the events of the season four final. That's why she falls for Chat Noir and gets over him pretty quickly. Passion, the episode that first sees her talk about the crush with Alya, has this rather damning dialogue:
Marinette: Because of my feelings for [Adrien], Shadow Moth stole fifteen Miraculous from me. (points at drawings of Cat Noir in different poses, surrounded by roses and sparkles) That's why loving Cat Noir is a good idea. Cat Noir is cute, very handsome, super confident, doesn't even put pressure on me anymore, and, turns out, he's really cool. And on top of that, he's in love with me, so it's perfect! Alya: Uh, he's in love with Ladybug. Marinette: And we both know that means the same thing. Alya: But he doesn't. And you can't tell him. Marinette, you find yourself a new, unavailable crush just when Adrien seems really interested in you. Don't tell me that's a coincidence. Aren't you running away from your real feelings? Just a little?
Miraculous is big on show don't tell and Alya is one of their favorite mouthpieces for telling. While I don't think the message is clear on a first watch, once you know how it all plays out and which side gets together, you realize that this was the writers telling us what's going on. That's why they repeat this message in Elation in case you missed it in Passion:
Alya: You mean, you as Ladybug? You said it yourself a hundred times: Cat Noir and Ladybug just can’t work. You’d end up blabbing your secret identities to each other, Monarch would find out and your Miraculous would go “bye-bye”. Marinette: Just because you couldn’t keep your secret from Nino when you’re both superheroes doesn’t mean I can’t do it with Cat Noir! Alya: Hey! Who gave us both a Miraculous at the same time? And if you love a superhero, you’re gonna want to know who's behind the mask. How else are you supposed to live a legit love story? Marinette: Well, right now, I would take the mask, and I wouldn’t care what’s underneath! Alya: You're lying to yourself anyway, you’re in love with Adrien. Marinette: I'm not lying to myself and I know exactly how I feel. Alya: Right, which explains the pics of Adrien plastered all over your wall.
And the end of this episode is Marinette giving up on Chat Noir while Plagg assures Adrien that Marinette will love him again:
Plagg: What you loved once, you’re gonna love again! Look, for centuries, I neglected the baked cheeses I used to love, and now... Adrien: You love them again! That means Marinette could fall for me again someday! Thank you, Plagg! You’re the best!
And the episode after that is Kwami's Choice where Marinette finally accepts her "true" feelings for Adrien.
I'm other words, the message of the Chat Noir crush arc was that Marinette was trying to avoid her crush on Adrien now that he was finally paying attention to her. The arc was about her reaching a point where she could be with him. It was not her actually falling for Chat Noir even though - story wise - her feelings switching makes infinitely more sense than Adrien's feelings switching, but when has Miraculous ever gone the logical route?
#anon ask#ml writing critical#ml writing salt#I hated everything about this arc#Jubilation was apparently the writers saying goodbye to Ladynoir#Even though it completely undermines everything that comes next#Especially the idea that Marinette was the one on the rebound and not the guy who just lost his wife and kids#I foolishly thought this arc was about Alya learning a lesson on first viewing#But no Alya is the voice of reason pointing Marinette to true happiness#Ml's wacky morals
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Oh, how grateful I am to have the ability to know you.
#life#spilled thoughts#love#spilled ink#spilled words#spilled writing#spilled poetry#star struck09#life quotes#writing#thinking out loud#thought daughter#introspection#girlhood#writers on tumblr#love quote life quotes#introspective#literature#thankful#love quotes#relationships#been thinking about this a lot lately#head full many thoughts#life is what you make it#friendship#lovers#love is never a waste#life lessons#life learning
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win the fight, save your life.
#octaviablakeedit#octavia blake#octaviaedit#the100edit#the 100#*#i just saw this quote and it of course SCREAMED octavia#and spawned so many thoughts about how everything octavia is#and becomes is unresolved childhood trauma (and further trauma on the ground of course)#comes from a miserable life of not being allowed to exist to suddenly being given the EARTH and devouring it grasping for strength for powe#for connection for life for everything she was denied for 17 years#and because octavia grew up in violence and death#every lesson she learned being harder and more violent by simple nature of it#and how everything octavia's ever been taught is fight and violence and demolition of weakness#slay your demons#i am not afraid (yes you are you've always have been)#and so how could she end up any other way#but finally she does confront this she finds a way to make peace with her darkness she finds peace and happiness#and that saves her life#ultimately she does choose healing in large part so she can be a healing influence in a child's life rather than a damaging one#and i love her sooo much#but beyond being meta of course.. octavia a summary literally and figuratively
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One of the classes I'm taking is History of Early Civilization and I'm really looking forward to week four when our schedule says we'll be covering Mesopotamia and Judaism. I'm crossing my fingers and toes that it will be good 😭
The funny thing is that we're also covering early xtianity and the schedule mentions that we'll need a copy of the Bible. Of which I don't have. So I'll have to use an online alternative. I used to have a copy, but as you can tell, I don't read it and don't particularly want to keep it
#jumblr#personal thoughts tag#i am an asocial people person. i absolutely love people and this class seemed right up my alley#hot take: later points of history (e.g. medieval europe or the Industrial Revolution) are overrated#i LOVE ancient history. i absolutely go FERAL over it#sometimes i think about ancient hominids a little too hard and start crying a bit#i want to meet an australopithecus. i want to see the night sky as the neanderthals saw it#i love more modern points of history but there's somethinf precious about these ancient points of history#this is also i experience in judaism. i always fantasize about what the temples were like and how people existed then#i don't just want to know what it was. i want to have experienced. and yes i am rattling the bars of my enclosure because this is impossibl#we live in the best point in history in many ways and i for one will be the first to say it. but i want to know Everything#that reminds me of that one scene in paris is burning but instead of going 'opulence... you own EVERYTHING'#i go 'knowledge... you know EVERYTHING'#ashamed to say that i would be tempted by herma-mora 😭#i should never get my hopes up when a module or class mentions judaism and jews weren't part of any of that portion of the class. HOWEVER#i am perhaps boo-boo the fool because i never want to learn my lesson
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Cass + ballet 🩰 (ft. supportive siblings and good dad Bruce)
I love the idea of Cass enjoying dance. It's an outlet that allows her to express herself without words, and I think she would enjoy the highly technical aspect of ballet combined with its storytelling and emotional side. and as a former dancer I always have fun imagining my fav characters do ballet :)
#ft good older bro dick grayson. and supportive babs and steph. and good dad bruce#sewing pointe shoes in the batcave as one does#cass jus having fun#dick and cass bonding over how they both enjoy stretching and falling asleep in the strangest positions#the rite of passage of trying pointes for the first time#bruce watches her first performance and she gives him a big hug#listen yall when i saw that comic panel of cass seeing ballet for the first time and the way it just Made Sense to her#i havent been normal since#i also just love the idea that eventually cass decides to take lessons and makes friends and learns things she'd never considered because#i think she'd be able to replicate most of the steps just by watching because of her training but she would be coming from#a background focused on martial arts and fighting and not. art and storytelling#and i'd love to see that being explored more. cass using her athletic skillset in something so unrelated to vigilante life#creating beauty instead of causing violence#clearly i've thought about this too much#if you have fic recs PLEASE GIVE THEM TO ME#i haven't read a lot of comics either outside of the first half of cass' batgirl run so recs for comics abt cass welcome as well!#clarisse doodles#dc#cassandra cain#batfam#batgirl#black bat#dc fanart#ballet
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#vee queued to fill the void#*falls to floor* LIKE ITS THE LAYERS BRO—#THE LAYERS TO JAKURAIS SUFFERING AND HOW EACH ONE GOT TOUCHED ON ITS INSANE#UWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHH#*takes off the mtr glasses and puts back on the bat glasses* i saw a bat fan wondering wtf could be happening in bat’s track#when this was how mtr’s unfolded and i do get where they’re coming from lmao#i always have a theory or two lol like i genuinely thought at one point listening to the mtr track#that sensei was going to be able to wake yotsutsuji bc dohifu were going to use the true hypnosis mic together intending to die together#which goes against the lesson that had been taught up to that point tbh lmao but since we learned you could share mics in a bat track#i thought maybe here was where it was coming to play lol#BUT WHAT IF BAT A FAMILY WHO PUTS THEIR LIVES ON ON THE LINE ARE GOING TO DO THAT INSTEAD that’s what i mean i always have a theory lmao#i’ll be plenty thrilled by whatever they throw at me lol like why would mic sharing come back???#for what purpose would laying their lives on the line serve???? is that something about them that needs to change or do they embrace it???#*intense vibrating* two more months……………………………..
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