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Masterlist

~Last Updated 09/24/2021~

🍒 18+ Please note that whenever you read these works, you acknowledge you are 18+ and can view such works. 

Chicago PD:

Jay Halstead

Adam Ruzek

Greg Gerwitz (Mouse)

Antonio Dawson

Hank Voight

Kevin Atwater

Alvin Olinsky

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Chicago Fire:

Matt Casey

Kelly Severide

Brian Zvonecek (Otis)

Peter Mills

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Chicago Med:

Will Halstead

Connor Rhodes

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Adam Ruzek Masterlist

*Not my gif*

Warning: 🍒 18+ Please note that whenever you read these works, you acknowledge you are 18+ and can view such works. 

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Told You So

In Sickness and in Health

Apologies

Pick-Up Lines

Runs in the Family

Change

Stalker

Thankful

Just Another Ex 🍒

Meeting the Parents

Father’s Day

Reunited

Communication is Key

NSFW Alphabet 🍒

No Balance

Night In 🍒

One Beer

Perfect Name

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No Balance

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: “I thought things were going great”; “Please don’t walk out that door.”

Warnings: None

You just couldn’t do it anymore. You loved Adam more than you ever thought possible at the start, but things couldn’t keep going the way they were now. It wasn’t just that he was a cop. You knew what you were getting yourself into whenever you started dating him. It wasn’t the lonely nights at home, or the random calls cutting your dates and time you actually did spend together short. It wasn’t that he worked and hung out everyday with two of his ex girlfriends. It wasn’t just one thing. It was everything together. All of it together. Piling up, day by day, until you finally broke.

For the third time that week you were eating alone in front of the TV. The worst part was that it wasn’t even like Adam was working on a big case. They were just supposedly bogged down by paperwork, and you had gotten a text from him earlier that he was going to Molly’s once he got off. You understood him wanting to hang out with his friends, but you had barely seen him beyond breakfast the last few days and more often than not lately he was getting home when you were already in bed, despite you trying to stay up and wait for him. On top of that you were having your own issues. Your anxiety was creeping up by the days and even though he promised he would be there for you he was nowhere to be found. You were just becoming increasingly irritated and over it all.

You had texted Adam and hour before asking when he would be home and you still had no response. Sighing heavily you made a decision assuming he would probably once again be gone for another few hours. Walking into your shared bedroom you pulled a few bags out beginning to throw your stuff into them. In about 45 minutes you had succeeded and headed out to your living room grabbing a tablet and pen setting your bags by the door. Unfortunately for you Adam had actually decided to come home at somewhat decent hour (if you consider midnight a decent hour that is.) You heard the door open and him mutter a swear word as he tripped over what you assumed was one of your bags.

“[Y/N]? Babe?” He called out coming in search of you. Groaning you set the pen down in your hand and stood up. A look of relief washed over his entire body when he spotted you.

“Hey..” You trailed off looking down at the floor.

“Why are there a bunch of bags by the door?” He asked stepping towards you but stopping when you stepped back. You watched his shoulders tense as panic came over his features. “[Y/N]..?” He asked again barely above a whisper.

“I’m sorry..” You swallowed hard not daring to meet his eyes.

“For what? What’s going on?” He looked around fidgety.

“I just can’t do it anymore.” You explained.

“Do what?” He questioned.

“This.” You gestured around the room. “I feel so alone Adam. All the time.” You answered.

“What do you mean? I-” He rushed before you cut him off.

“Adam. Come on.” You sighed.

“I...I thought things were going great.” He shook his head.

“I love you Adam. I really do, but this just isn’t working anymore. It’s not just your job anymore it’s everything. All of it. I feel like there’s no balance. I come second to everyone else in this entire city.” You clenched your jaw trying to stay strong.

“You know that’s not true.” He begged trying to step towards to again, but this time you averted your eyes walking around him.

“I can’t talk about this right now. I just..need some space.” You bit your lip to stop it from quivering picking your bags up.

“Babe wait..please..please don’t walk out that door.” He begged as you reached for the handle, voice croaking.

“I love you. I’m sorry.” You cried finally walking out the door against his wishes. You weren’t sure what was going to happen. Whether everything was fixable or not. Whether he was even willing to fix it, but this was the only step you could take for that to be possible, and even though your heart felt shattered all you could do was hope for the best. Hope that Adam would somehow still be in your future and he would understand that there was a reason you were doing this.

[halstudandruz]

Adam Ruzek- NSFW Alphabet

*Not my gif*

18+

A-Z

A: Aftercare

Adam likes to cuddle. As soon as you both clean up he pulls you into his arms kissing your head telling you how much he loves you and how lucky he is to have you before you both go to sleep.

B- Body Part

He takes pride in his face. It may sound stupid, but he just thinks he has a good looking face, which translates into his cocky attitude. He also likes his arms especially when they’re littered with your scratch marks. He’s an ass guy and he loves your ass. There’s way too many times he slaps it as he walks past you. There’s also a reason he loves doggy.

C: Cum

Adam cums a lot. Neither of you know why but he just does. He usually lets you make the decision on what to do with it. Whether you want it inside you, on you, down your throat, whatever you want he is more than happy to oblige.

D: Dirty Secret

He likes it whenever people can hear you. Specifically his best friends Jay and Kev. He does you especially hard in the locker room when he knows they’re the only ones there just because it gives him a chance to be even cockier. He also would be open to the idea of you dominating him, but he is too confident to admit that or bring it up.

E: Experience

Adam is quite experienced that’s no lie. However he has learned that not every girl is the same, not every pussy is the same. So, the first couple times you have sex he makes sure to figure out what you like best, but regardless he is still fucking incredible.

F: Favorite Position

Adam likes doggy. Like I said he is an ass guy and he gets a perfect view of your ass for one. Secondly he loves having control and there are few other positions you could have as much control as he does in doggy. Loves grabbing your hair and kissing up and down your back while he’s at it.

G:Goofy

Sex with Adam is full of laughs most of the time. He just is an overall funny and cute guy deep down and that comes out during sex too.

H: Hair

Although there is some stubble sometimes he never lets it get past that. You don’t mind the stubble at all, but he would never let it get too bad.

I: Intimacy

Adam can be romantic if he really wants to be, but most of the time he doesn’t waste a lot of time with foreplay. The best though is when he looks into your eyes. Whether that be when he’s eating you out, when your sucking his dick, or just when he’s fucking you he loves looking into your eyes, and you just get mesmerized.

J: Jack Off

Adam likes to masturbate. Most of the time it’s in the shower in the mornings and you almost always get a Snapchat of it. He assures you he would much rather have your lips, hand, or pussy wrapped around his dick though and he will later.

K: Kinks

Adam likes spanking, role playing, public sex (not so you get caught just the risk of it), and has a big daddy kink.

“Tell me how much you love daddy fucking you baby.”

He wants to try anal and is always trying to convince you, but you haven’t let him that far yet.

L: Location

In the shower, locker room of the district, or the bed. He likes having you pressed up against the wall hands holding you, plus showers make for an easier clean up, but he also likes to have his space to work with you.

M: Motivation

Adam likes it whenever you throw him that look. You’ve mastered sexual communication at this point so when you’re setting across from him a Molly’s and send him “the look” he is quick to excuse you both from the table.

He likes when you wear lipstick. Even though you wear simple makeup everyday you rarely wear lipstick. And when you do all he can do is stare at your lips picturing them wrapped around his dick.

He likes when you wear your hair down. It doesn’t happen very often, but he really enjoys it when you do. There’s just something about being able to wrap his fingers in it that gets him going.

N: NO

Adam doesn’t really say no to a ton except sharing. He will not share you with others plan and simple. He may like people to hear you, but people are NOT allowed to see you.

O: Oral

It’s not that Adam is selfish he just loves getting blowjobs. He loves seeing your spit roll down his dick and your face. He loves looking into your eyes while your lips are taking care of him, and he loves being able to grab your hair to fuck into you. You just take it so well and he loves every second. He also loves tasting you and pleasing you though don’t get that wrong.

“Wow do you look incredible with your lips wrapped around my dick.”

“I can’t wait to cum all over your face and down your throat princess.”

P: Pace

Sex with Adam is rough. Even when he goes slow he is still rough. It’s just his nature.

Q: Quickie

Adam is all for quickies. The more times he gets to cum inside you the better his day is.

R: Risk

Adam likes a little risk. He is a bad boy after all. So, if that means fucking in a park behind some bushes so be it.

S: Stamina

He has good stamina, but he doesn’t really care to last that long. He likes to fuck you hard and fast. His recovery time is great though too.

T: Toy

Sounds crazy but I think Adam would totally be into a lot of toys. He would love using them on you, love you using them on him. He’s just open to it all.

U: Unfair

Yes, Adam’s a fucking tease. The only bad thing is he doesn’t have the patience to tease. He loves the idea of being able to tease you, but the second you are alone you are quickly bent over for him.

V: Volume

Adam doesn’t care if he’s loud. His moans, growls, and curses can take over a room if he’s really into it.

W: Wild Card (Would he ever cheat?)

No. You have changed him for the better. He never knew if he could be tied down. He never could accept that he would only have sex with one person for the rest of his life. Even though he tried multiple times to convince himself there was a reason he kept pushing the wedding. He was scared of commitment, but looking at you. He’s no longer scared. He knows without a doubt he wants to be with you and only you and he is more than okay with knowing you are the only person he is going to have sex with for the rest of his life.

X: X-Ray

Adam’s dick is huge. There’s no other reason he is so cocky. He has a right to be. Your first time you were a little scared upon seeing it. He must’ve noticed your eyes get a little bigger because he promised he would spend all night loosening you up if he had to. Promising you he wasn’t going to hurt you.

Y: Yearning

His sex drive is high. You barely have time to recover before he wants another round. You wouldn’t be caught dead complaining though you love every part of it.

Z: Zzz

Adam falls asleep almost immediately after sex. He doesn’t mean to he’s just a generally sleepy person.

[halstudandruz]

Communication is Key

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Adam and Reader get in a fight, Reader walks out

Warnings: None

“Why do you always do this [Y/N]?” Adam huffed at you closing his laptop.

“I’m not doing anything!” You defended yourself.

“Yes, you are. You know you are. I don’t know what you want me to do! I work with her. She’s never done anything to you. Just let it go.” He yelled.

“You’re seriously starting a fight with me about this again?” You rolled your eyes.

“If you would just give me some space I wouldn’t have to! You’re going to have to get over it. We’re not doing anything. Stop hovering over me all the time!” He exclaimed.

“Whatever Adam. I’ll gladly give you some space.” You replied throwing your boots on, grabbing your coat, and slamming the door behind you. Once you hit outside you immediately cursed yourself shivering instantly. You stuffed your hands in your pockets continuing down the block. You weren’t sure where you were going, but you knew you were going to blow up if you went back to the apartment. In ways of course Adam was right, but at the same time he was too stubborn to see your side. He had brought up going to Molly’s that night with Kim. Not you and him, just him. Yes, you didn’t have the greatest self esteem, but you also weren't a super jealous person. You liked Kim. She was great, always super nice to you and you had no issues with her, but you weren’t going to apologize for being uncomfortable with your boyfriend going to the bar with just his ex-fiancee. It wasn’t like the unit was going he was just meeting her there, and while you understood they had a friendship it just rubbed you the wrong way. You weren’t trying to be controlling or petty, but that’s what he acted like your actions were. You had wandered your way into the park a couple blocks from your house where you sat on a bench. You were hesitant to start a relationship with Adam to begin with honestly. He was a known player, or so you heard and then upon learning he had three failed engagements did not help you fears. You were freezing, but you didn’t know where to go. You didn’t want to go to Molly’s in fear that Adam actually went, you didn’t want to go back home in case he never left, and you didn’t want to bother anyone else with your relationship problems so here you sat in the park as snowflakes began to drift down from above you. The only thing helping was the hot chocolate you had stopped and gotten at a cafe on your way to the park. You were hoping to just stay at the cafe, but found that you had come in 15 minutes before closing. After a while your anger began to simmer down just as you heard your name come from behind you.

“[Y/N], what are you doing?” Adam asked annoyance in his voice as he came to sit beside you.

“Giving you space.” You stated mockingly, rolling your eyes.

“You think getting frostbite is the way to do that?” He answered raising an eyebrow at you.

“Yeah, okay. Let’s pretend that we care now.” You said harshly crossing your arms.

“Really?” He asked cocking his head, throwing you a look. “Come on.” He stated grabbing ahold of your hand attempting to pull you up. You pulled your head away staying still shaking your head no.

“I am not leaving until we talk about this civilly.” You bargained leaning back making him sigh heavily throwing his head back.

“Fine.” He agreed setting back down beside you. “I think you’re being irrational about the whole thing.” He started.

“I think you’re being a dick about the whole thing.” You replied making him chuckle and raise an eyebrow. “Sorry..I think you’re being ignorant about the whole thing.” You said fixing your sentence. He looked at you waiting for you to continue. “You don’t even like whenever a guy looks at me the wrong way. You have “threatened” more than one of my ex’s for texting me, but I’m supposed to be totally okay with you hanging out with your ex-fiancee,” You emphasized the word fiancee, “alone? That’s not fair Adam.” You sighed biting your lip. He thought over your words.

“Okay, but we’re just friends.” He stated making you huff knowing that would be his only line of defense.

“I understand that. I am okay with you going out with her with the unit, with you working with her, but I can’t be okay with you hanging out with her by yourselves. Even just the thought of you guys having sex makes my blood boil. I can’t.” You shivered.

“I understand.” He said after a few minutes.

“You do?” You asked shocked.

“I guess you getting upset just made me feel like you didn’t trust me, but I can see why it’s uncomfortable for you. It’s just that I’m so in love with you that I know there’s no possibility of me ever going back to her. I only see you in my future now.” He promised grabbing ahold of your hand.

“You sure about that?” You asked smile on your face. “Never been more sure of anything in my life.” He answered grabbing ahold of your face pulling your lips to his making warmth fill throughout your body.

“See where communication can get us?” You joked as your forehead was rested on his.

“Yes, it’s great, but can we please go home it’s fucking freezing.” He laughed. You nodded your head pulling him up with you. He pulled his beanie off his head settling it on yours before kissing your forehead, grabbing your hand, and heading back home.

[halstudandruz]

Reunited

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Adam comes home from being undercover

Warnings: None

It is not that you’re a clingy girlfriend, but dating a cop is different. So, whenever Adam informed you he was being sent on an undercover mission for an unknown period of time you couldn't shake the anxiety that came along with it. However, it was his job and there was nothing you could do about it. You relied on his very random and brief calls to get you through. Voight kept you up to date as much as he could, assuring you when they had heard from him. It had been a little over three months whenever you finally got the call informing you that he had succeeded and was coming home. You were ecstatic. Adam had told you that someone from the district was going to pick him up so to not worry about it. You spent the day getting ready for him to come home. Making sure the house was spotless and cooking his favorite dinner. As soon as you finished setting the table you heard the door open. Immediately engulfing him in a hug. He was knocked backwards making a huff as the breath was knocked out of him for a second bag flying out of his hand. He chuckled closing the door behind him before pulling you closer.

“Hi babygirl.” He whispered kissing your forehead. You stood head tucked into his neck, arms wrapped around his biceps, taking in his scent. An airy scent of slight cinnamon filled your nose. One that you had missed so much. Eventually you leaned back taking in his appearance. His beard and hair had both grown a little longer than when you had last seen him. You reached up as instinct running your hand through his hair, reaching on your tiptoes to kiss him as your hand reached the nape of his neck, hair from his beard tickling your lips slightly. It was hard not to fall into a trance finally being able to taste him again, but reluctantly you pulled away looking up at him.

“I missed you so much.” You sighed hugging him tightly again.

“I know, me too baby.” He rubbed his hand up and down your back. Eventually you backed away taking his hand to lead him over to the table where the food was still warm. He sat down across from you holding your hand as he told you all about his mission. After you were done eating you sent him in the living room as you cleaned up. Once putting the food away and cleaning the dishes you walked in the living room to see Adam sprawled out along the couch. As he seen you walk in a smile spread across his face opening his arms for you to join him. You mirrored his expression walking over to collapse into him. You laid your chin on his chest looking up at him.

“Never leave me again.” You whined kissing his clothed chest.

“I can’t promise you that, but I do promise to always come home to you.” He smiled pulling you up so you hovered over his face. He grabbed each side of your face thumb brushing at your cheek bone, “I love you so much. You have no idea how much I missed you. I’m so glad to be home.” Adam admitted pulling your lips to meet his and this time you let the trance overtake you.

[halstudandruz]

Father’s Day

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Father’s Day

Warnings: None

“Alright buddy, you ready to make daddy breakfast?” You asked pulling eggs out of the fridge as your son sat on the counter nodding his head smiling. You helped him down and up onto his step stoll helping him crack the eggs. He helped you flip the pancakes and butter the toast. Just as you put everything on the plate Adam came walking out of the bedroom.

“Daddyyyyy!” Bryant exclaimed taking off towards Adam. Adam laughed picking him up into his arms.

“Hey buddy, what are you doing?” He asked walking over toward you.

“Helping mommy make you breakfast!” Bryant smiled widely.

“Well it smells great.” Adam grinned walking over kissing you.

“Happy Father’s Day babe.” You said kissing him on the cheek and laying the stuff on your table. Adam set down with Bryant on his lap.

“I gotta go get something.” Bryant mumbled jumping down running off towards his room.

“How is he so energetic this early?” Adam laughed eating his breakfast.

“I wish I knew.” You chuckled setting down across from Adam as Bryant came rushing back into the kitchen.

“Look what I made!” Bryant said outstretching the card he made to Adam. Adam smiled taking it from him.

“Wow buddy this is awesome! Thank you!” Adam exclaimed looking over the card hugging Bryant and kissing his head. You had spent the day taking Adam to a Cub’s game. By the time you got home Bryant was starting to get cranky and more than ready for his nap.

“Alright little man, lets give daddy one of his presents then its time for your nap.” You kissed his head handing him off to Adam as you went to retrieve Adam’s present. Adam opened the Apple Watch you had gotten him thanking you both before he got up taking Bryant off to put him to bed. You put most of the stuff away that you had taken with you then snuck over standing in Bryant’s door way. Watching your husband and son. You watched Adam sing him his favorite lullaby, tuck him in, hand him his teddy bear he had gotten for him the day he was born, and kissed him on the head telling him how much he loved him. You heard Bryant whisper a Happy Father’s Day to Adam telling him how much he loved him back. You couldn’t help the huge smile that covered your face. You backed up as Adam walked out shutting the door behind him. “You’re such an incredible dad.” You smiled walking over to hug him.

“You think so?” Adam grinned looking down at you as you nodded your head. “Well that’s good cause I want another.” He stated.

“Right now?” You asked raising your eyebrow at him.

“No better time to start.” He shrugged picking you up over his shoulder causing you to giggle as he walked into your bedroom tossing you on the bed. Just as he started to kiss down your neck you heard footsteps come into your room. Adam lifted his head turning around to see Bryant standing in the doorway. “What’s wrong buddy?” Adam asked still laying on top of you.

“I decided I’d like to take a nap with you.” Bryant shrugged walking over to crawl up onto the bed.

“I guess I can’t say no to that.” Adam chuckled rolling off you and lifting Bryant up to place in between you two. Bryant snuggled in between you two falling asleep quickly.

“Don’t worry you can call me daddy later too.” Adam smirked winking at you. You rolled your eyes chuckling as he kissed your forehead getting comfortable for you to all fall asleep. By next Father’s Day Adam’s wish would have been granted.

[halstudandruz]

Stalker

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Reader’s ex boyfriend keeps harassing her, Adam steps in.

Warnings: Talk of physical abuse

I haven’t been dating Adam long. Only a couple months, it did seem like a whirlwind kind of relationship though. Regardless of his player status Adam was an incredible boyfriend. Of course he lucked out. Being compared to my ex would make anyone look like an awesome boyfriend to be fair. I had dated Eric for a little over two years. It started off good but as we neared our first year it was as though we did a 180. It turned into constant fights, controlling behavior, and mental abuse. I had a hard time getting out of the relationship from then on out. He was controlling, never wanted me out of his sight, always had to know what I was doing, where, and who I was with. I knew I had to get out I just didn’t know how to go about it knowing he had a temper, and always being on edge that it would soon turn into physical abuse as well. Unfortunately I was right. Naturally he used the excuse that he was drunk and promised he would never would hurt me again, but I knew better. I was not going to get stuck. After that night I took the only action I could think of. I blocked his number and got a restraining order. Although I knew if he really wanted to come and hurt me that wouldn’t stop him, but I was hoping he would get the idea. Interestingly enough this was the first time I met Adam. I was talking to Sergeant Platt at the desk getting everything done whenever Adam accidentally bumped into me. He claimed he was never this impulsive but just felt like he needed to ask me out for a drink. I didn’t buy his claim to begin with, and looking at Platt’s face I knew he was always this impulsive. I was not planning on jumping in a relationship, but I figured a free drink and nice conversation wouldn’t hurt so I agreed. Little did I know that night would lead to much more. That night Adam had seen the bruises around my neck and arms. I thought I had put on enough makeup, but as the night went on apparently it faded off a little. Although he never pointed it out I could see his focus on them and what seemed to be slight rage, but we never talked about it. I had told him the basis of my relationship with Eric, but that was all. Within the last few months Eric has tried to get ahold of me. I had blocked him on Facebook, but ended up having to delete my account since he kept creating new ones to stalk me. A few times I spotted him in the coffee shop I had frequented when we were dating, but was lucky enough to see him before entering. I was quickly accumulating a good amount of blocked numbers. I wasn’t sure if he was getting new numbers and texting me or borrowing other’s phones to contact me. Either way I wasn’t having any of it. Lastly, he had tried to show up to my work on multiple occasions, but we had good enough security it wasn’t an issue. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t on edge a lot of the time, but I never told Adam of anything that was happening. Adam had become very protective of me in the short time we were together probably because it was part of his nature. I didn’t want to cause anymore problems than what was needed so I tried to deal with it myself, or more so avoid it as much as I could, but that soon came to a halt. I was supposed to be getting lunch with Adam so I was waiting for him to meet me at a sandwich place not far from his work. He had gotten caught up in a case so he told me he was going to be a few minutes late which I said was fine. I heard the bell ring on the door looking up expecting it to be Adam, but my heart dropped to the floor whenever I seen Eric walking towards me. I was frozen not sure how to react.

“Oh hi. It’s been a while.” Eric smiled sitting in the seat across from me.

“What are you doing here.” I asked sternly.

“Just came to talk.” Eric shrugged grabbing my glass of water taking a drink.

“I have a restraining order. You could get arrested.” I said.

“Come on babe, you know you miss me.” He answered.

“What do you want from me?” I gritted my teeth.

“I seen you have a new boyfriend. Trying to make me jealous?” He raised an eyebrow.

“It is none of your business.” I said.

“Actually yes it is [Y/N]. You left me without any warning, and got a restraining order on me? You just wanted to go around and act like a little whore, but it’s time to come back to reality. Stop fucking around.” He said grabbing my wrist hard trying to pull me up. I heard the door bell go off again eyes going wide whenever I seen Adam walking in. Although Adam had only seen Eric in a few pictures before I knew that he knew exactly who he was. Rage was very clear in Adam’s demeanor whenever he came walking towards us.

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing.” Adam walked up grabbing on Eric shoulder jerking it back so that he let go of my wrist out of surprise. He turned around facing Adam.

“Taking her back. She’s done playing hoe.” Eric said standing tall.

“You must be high if you think for one second she’s going with you.” Adam laughed.

“No just realistic.” Eric answered grabbing my arm very harshly pulling me up making me yelp, and as if on cue Adam hauled off punching him making Eric stumble backwards. Anger took over Eric’s body hurling himself towards Adam. By this time I stood frozen as everyone around us watched in shock. Adam didn’t miss a beat grabbing Eric’s arm twisting him around and throwing him up against the wall while grabbing the cuffs from his belt locking them on Eric. When I heard the bell go off I seen Kevin and Jay walking in.

“Good move jackass. Not only have you violated a restraining order, but you also assaulted an officer.” Adam smirked handing him off to Jay and Kevin

“Fuck you both, I hope yo...” Eric screamed as he was being taken outside. Adam walked over to where I was standing not moving one step as he wrapped his arms around me.

“Are you okay?” He asked which cued the tears to come rolling down my face as he sighed. “Alright come on baby, lets go outside.” He guided me with his hand on the small of my back. He held me in his arms letting me cry until I was ready to talk.

“Where did Jay and Kev come from?” I asked finally catching a breath.

“I called them in whenever I seen he was there. I knew it wasn’t going to end well.” He explained rubbing his hand up and down my back. “Why did he all of a sudden show back up?” Adam asked confused.

“He never went away.” I sighed looking down. “He’s been stalking me this whole time. I just figured he’d eventually stop.” I explained. I could see anger resurface on his face, but he calmed himself down before continuing.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” He asked.

“I just didn’t want to cause more problems. I didn’t think it was a big deal. I figured if he was going to come back for me he would’ve done it months ago.” I answered. He sighed pulling me back into him.

“Baby, I can’t protect you if you don’t tell me this stuff.” He said sternly.

“I know. I’m sorry.” I whispered into his chest.

“I just.. I love you. Okay? I love you and I need you to be safe.” Adam sighed. My heart skipped hearing him say that for the first time.

“I love you too... thank you for saving me.” I smiled kissing this side of his neck.

“That jackass is lucky you were there or he would’ve been dead.” Adam clenched his jaw before picking my hand up very lightly kissing my wrist where it was beginning to bruise. “I will never hurt you. I promise.” Adam whispered into my ear.

[halstudandruz]

Pick Up Lines

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Your brothers ruin the moment you had been waiting for.

Warnings: None

A/N: Whenever I first started reading One Chicago imagines Adam was basically non-existent so I just want to say how glad I am more people are writing and requesting for him because he deserves all the love ❤️

I had just gotten out of a 3 year toxic relationship whenever I first met Adam. One that consisted of cheating, mental abuse, slight physical, and more. Adam and my brother Jay worked together in the intelligence unit. So, although I had developed a quick crush on him I kept it at bay knowing that I didn’t want to move too fast and needed my own time to recover. To say Jay and Will didn’t like my ex was an understatement. So, although they were estactic whenever my relationship ended I still had to convince them to just let it go and not do anything irrational. Throughout the last year Adam and I had developed a really good relationship. He understood I needed time, and he didn’t push that. That didn’t stop our constant flirting though. I could tell Adam was always a little nervous that I would never be ready, or that I would end up with someone else and he expressed these feelings to Jay which had then been relayed to me. I had assumed Adam was hooking up with girls on the side I mean it had been a year of him waiting and deep down I did not want to know the truth, but I was a glutton for punishment. I was sitting at Molly’s watching the Cubs game whenever I felt someone slide up next to me.

“Excuse me? Can I have the time? I’d check my watch, but I can’t take my eyes off you.” Adam smirked whispering into my ear.

“You’re ridiculous.” I giggled.

“I’ve got better ones where that came from.” He smiled laying his hand on my thigh.

“Okay throw me your best one. Make it good.” I smirked waiting for him to think. He seemed deep in thought before he broke out into a smile. He slowly leaned into my ear.

“I love every bone in your body. Especially mine.” He whispered nipping at my ear. Causing me to laughing loudly smacking him. “Not the reaction every guy would hope for.” He laughed.

“I will admit if I wasn’t already planning on being in your bed at the end of the night that might’ve worked.” I joked causing Adam’s eyes to just about pop out of his head. “Kidding Adam, I’m kidding.” I explained making his face fall kind of into disappointment but quickly recovering. I looked around the bar realizing that there seemed to be a good amount of pretty girls in there that night for some reason more so than usual atleast. I was on edge knowing if I went home now that Adam would more than likely be bringing one of them back to his place making my stomach churn at the jealous thoughts. I quickly reminded myself that Adam was not mine and he was free to do whatever he wanted to, but that didn’t make me feel much better. I had then felt my phone buzz. Pulling it out a read a text from Will,

“Are you coming home anytime soon? Jay is going to burn your apartment down if you don’t get here and take over.” I mentally slapped myself for forgetting that our monthly sibling dinner was tonight. I texted back a quick apology telling them I was on my way.

“Alright I gotta go.” I said quickly getting up gathering myself.

“Wait, where are you going?” Adam asked a little too fast.

“Home, I’m late for something.” I answered. Adam gave me a confused look before I kissed his cheek heading out. Before I got out the door I got an idea. Not my best idea I might add and a little crazy on my part, but like I said I’m a glutton for punishment and I was curious. I didn’t want to be in another relationship like my last one, and poor Adam had no idea he was about to be thrown a test. I walked up to the prettiest girl at the furthest table.

“Hi.” I smiled at her as she greeted me back. “You see that guy over there at the bar?” I asked pointing at him as she nodded her head, “He was telling me how pretty he thought you were so I figured I’d give you his number, and you can do with it what you want.” I smiled reaching for a napkin to write down his number. She laughed thanking me as I left not looking back. I figured I’d text him later to casually ask him what pick up line he used on her.

“It’s about damn time.” Jay complained as I walked into the kitchen to see him and Will rolling out pizza dough.

“Well you look like you have it under control.” I laughed.

“You didn’t see the first one.” Will whispered walking past me to the cupboard as Jay continued looking focused as he threw toppings on. Just as we finished putting the pizzas in the oven and sat down on the couches I heard a knock at my door. Not thinking anything of it I quickly got up to answer it. Only to find Adam standing there holding up the napkin.

“Want to tell me what this is?” He asked a weird mix between amusement and kind of mad.

“Uh.. I can explain that?” I answered it ending as more of a question. He continued looking at me with an eyebrow raised waiting for me to continue, but I just stayed silent.

“Listen [Y/N] if you don’t want to be with me that’s okay, I understand, but I just can’t keep playing this game.” He sighed.

“It’s not that Adam..” I said lump forming in my throat.

“Then what is it? Why in the world would you give some girl my number?” He asked.

“I just.. I’m scared okay? I can’t be with another guy like him. I don’t know. It was stupid. I figured you were hooking up with girls anyway thought maybe I’d throw you a bone, see what would happen.” I answered failing to hold back a few tears. He sighed pulling me into his arms kissing the top of my head.

“So you were testing me?” He asked. I sighed nodding my head in his chest.

“I haven’t hooked up with anyone.” He stated confident.

“Adam it’s okay I understand I don’t bla-“ I began to say before he cut me off.

“I’m serious [Y/N].” He said lifting my head up to meet his eyes. “I want to be with you, and I wasn’t going to mess that up in anyway over any one night stand. I’m not going to hurt you. I won’t ever be like him. I promise on my life.” He explained tucking my hair behind my ear still holding me in his arms. We stayed silent for a few seconds before he continued. “So does this mean I finally get to take you on a date?” He smirked at me. I sighed before nodding my head. “I know I should probably wait to do this, but I can’t anymore.” He whispered before pulling my lips into his. I smiled into the kiss stepping closer into his body hands gripping his shirt.

“Well aren’t you two the cutest!” Will exclaimed walking into the hallway with Jay. I groaned pulling away from Adam to face them giving them each a glare.

“You left me at the bar for these two idiots?” Adam said smirking.

“Watch it Ruzek, that’s my little sister I can make you disappear in a few seconds.” Jay joked.

“Oh please Halstead, I could take you without breaking a sweat.” Adam joked back.

“Well I think it’s safe to say this moment is sufficiently ruined. I’m gonna go check on the pizzas.” I rolled my eyes walking into the kitchen as they all went back into the living room. I may not have ended up in Adam’s bed that night, but he did end up in mine.

[halstudandruz]

Runs in the Family

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: “If you wanted me to take my shirt off, you could’ve just asked.”

Warnings: Shooting, blood

Helping people just came as a second nature to my family. My brother Will being a doctor, my other brother Jay being a cop, and me being a paramedic. Our friend groups were pretty entwined including a number of different relationships. Adam and I had a flirty relationship from the day we met. We never let it turn into anything although he hinted a few drunk hookups and a few not so drunk, but let’s be honest it’s fun playing hard to get sometimes. Plus Adam flirted with everyone, hooked up with multiple people, including people within our group, and I just wasn’t about the drama that I figured would come along with being in a relationship with him. At first Jay didn’t want me dating Adam, but as time passed Adam apparently had convinced him otherwise. Claiming that since meeting me Adam had become more serious and willing to be in a relationship. I was setting in the firehouse whenever I heard the call go out informing us that there was a shooting and an officer was down. Brett and I quickly sprung into action heading off to the scene. Upon arriving a patrolman pointed us in the right direction. I ran over to see Jay putting pressure on Adam’s shoulder. I quickly got down beside him ripping his vest off followed by his shirt covering up the bullet hole with guaze and carrying him to the ambulance with the help of Brett and Jay not taking pressure off the wound. I jumped into the back as Brett got in the front to drive heading to the hospital. I grabbed the oxygen mask trying to put it over Adam’s face. He fought me for a bit before I very kindly told him to knock it off. He continued to groan in pain the whole way to the hospital. A few times he began to lose consciousness what I assumed to be from blood loss, but I got him back begging him to stay with me.

“Adam come on, keep your eyes open. Keep them on me. Please don’t close your eyes.” After getting to the hospital he was rushed in and passed off to Dr. Rhodes. I was too busy focused on helping Adam that it didn’t really hit me what was happening until after he was taken away. I stood outside frozen not wanting to let him go away from my control. It was then that I realized I couldn’t lose him. I was willing to do whatever it took, deal with whatever drama I needed to if that meant I could be with him.

“Hey you good?” Sylvie asked walking behind me. I jumped hearing her voice, clearing my throat and nodding my head. “You stay here. I’ll let Boden know.” Sylvie said as I just shook my head.

“No, it’s fine I-“ I began to protest.

“[Y/N].. stay with him. Don’t miss your opportunity here.” Brett implied. I sighed nodding my head. As she drove away I walked into the waiting room just as the rest of the unit did as well. They all came over asking a million questions. I filled them with as much information as I could. Eventually not too long after Connor came out to our group.

“Well he did lose a good bit of blood, but thanks to [Y/L/N] she was able to keep him consciousness enough that we didn’t have to worry as much. The bullet made it the whole way through so we were able to fix it fairly easily and he should have a fairly easy recovery as well.” Connor explained. Everyone collectively sighed thanking Dr. Rhodes. I went in Adam’s room standing in the background as everyone talked to him. I could see him sending me glances every so often, but I stayed in the corner until everyone left.

“You gonna talk to me now?” Adam joked as I sat down in the chair beside him. I shrugged. He rolled his eyes grabbing my hand with his good arm and pulling me up so I was sitting on the edge of the bed beside him facing him. “What’s wrong?” He asked concerned.

“Nothing.. I’m just glad your okay.” I smiled slightly holding his hand. I needed to tell him how I was feeling, but I couldn’t convince myself. I was so used to pushing it all away.

“Thanks to you. By the way did you ruin my shirt?” Adam asked.

“Yes Adam I had to rip it off.” I rolled my eyes.

“That was my favorite shirt!” He complained.

“I’ll buy you another.” I stated.

“If you wanted me to take my shirt off, you could’ve just asked you know.” Adam smiled.

“And how would you have managed that as you were bleeding out?” I asked.

“I’m not talking about today I’m just talking about anytime.” Adam smirked wiggling his eyebrows. Causing me to blush looking down away from Adam. He titled my chin up to meet my eyes.

“Thank you for saving me..” He whispered rubbing a thumb across my cheek.

“Well..it is my job.” I laughed. “Adam I..I.. I think-“ I continued trying to piece words together not trying to sound stupid but they just kept getting caught in my throat. Causing him to chuckle.

“I know [Y/N], me too..” He bit his lip before pulling me into him. Kissing me before I tucked my head into his neck. I had never been so glad to be a paramedic.

[halstudandruz]

In Sickness and in Health

*Not my gif* (Loved this scene though)

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: No

Warnings: None

It didn’t take long after I got to the unit this morning for Voight to send me home. “Come on, Serg I’m fine.” I croaked out pretending like I couldn’t hear my voice failing me.

“Yeah you keep telling yourself that [Y/L/N], in the meantime go home, get some rest. I don’t need you bringing anyone else down in here.” Voight ordered. I knew better than to argue so I packed my stuff right back up and headed out quickly telling everyone goodbye. I stopped to hug Adam on my way past him.

“Try and get that fever down. I’ll be over after work. Text me and tell me if you need anything. I can try to bring stuff over during lunch too if it gets any worse.” Adam said. I thanked him heading the rest of the way out after he kissed me on my forehead.

“Ruzek, if you go down too don’t count on a day off that’s on you.” I heard Hank yelling from his office as I was walking down the stairs.

“Boss come on! We both know I’m probably gonna catch it...” I heard Adam retorting causing me to giggle.

“Well that didn’t take long.” Platt laughed as I walked past her.

“I should’ve known better.” I rolled my eyes heading back out to my car. The Chicago cold was definitely not helping the cold chills I was already suffering from. As I made my way in the door of my apartment I didn’t hesitate to get changed into leggings and one of Adam’s sweatshirts, if I couldn’t cuddle with him this was the next best thing. I turned on the TV curling up underneath a couple hundred blankets attempting to get rid of the cold around me. Luckily I drifted off to sleep quickly. I woke up to someone playing with my hair. I opened my eyes to see Adam smiling down at me.

“Hi baby girl. How are you feeling?” He asked leaning down to kiss my head.

“I’m okay, what are you doing here? Did I sleep for that long?” I asked trying to see the clock on my tv stand.

“No, it was a slow day just reports, so Voight told me I could come take care of you, and he’d call me if anything went down.” Adam explained. “I’m sorry for waking you up, but you need to eat.” He said before getting up and walking out to the kitchen. He came back into the living room with his hands full. “I got all the essentials. Chicken noodle soup, tissues, advil, tea, ginger ale. You name it I got it.” Adam laughed setting it all down on the coffe table. I watched him lay a pineapple down on the table. I looked at him shooting him a confused look. “What? I read somewhere pineapples help with coughs.” He shrugged opening up the container of chicken noodle soup handing me it with a spoon.

“You’re something else Ruzek,” I laughed taking the container and spoon away from him as he came over to sit beside me. “But I sure as hell love you.” I smiled snuggling into his side carefully eating my soup.

“Even sick you’re beautiful.” He smiled leaning down to kiss me just as I turned my head away so that he got my cheek.

“You get sick and Voight is gonna be pissed.” I pointed out.

“It’ll be fine, plus who knows maybe my kisses are the cure all. I think we both know they are pretty magical.” He wiggled his eyesbrows at me. I rolled my eyes titling my head up to kiss him right before I broke out into a coughing fit.

“Well that didn’t work.” I said after getting my breath back.

“Worth a try.” Adam laughed pulling me closer into his side as we spent the rest of the day cuddling.

[halstudandruz]

Just Another Ex

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: “You don’t want a partner, you want someone you can boss around and control, and that’s not me.”

Warnings: Swearing, gets kinda sexual?¿ 18+

I was fairly new in intelligence still. I had just been transferred over from a drug unit. I expected that I would have to prove my stay and loyalty which I completely understood, but I didn’t realize how long it would take some people to warm up. In particular my partner Adam. I was attracted to Adam when I first met him, but my attitude towards him changed quickly. It had been over 4 months and Adam was still on my ass daily. We butted heads a lot. Not because we had different opinions, but just because he liked having control. Part of me wondered if it was because I was a girl. He didn’t seem to have a problem with Kim or Hailey, but then again I had heard he had more than just co-worker relationships with them. Regardless it was making my job harder than it had to be in some situations. I understood he had seniority over me, and obviously I respected that, but he just pushed me to the edge sometimes. He constantly acted like he could control me and how I went about things, and it was getting harder and harder to keep my mouth shut. Today we were focused on a case that dealt with a few overdoses thanks to a certain gang, a gang in which I had a lot of insight towards thanks to run ins from my former unit. Every time I had tried to give a run down of what I knew Adam seemed to jump in which was quite honestly getting on my last nerve.

“Trey McGreggor, leader of the East Side Pullers. He runs downtown Chicago between 7th and Frank St.” I informed everyone as they sat around listening.

“How do you know this?” Adam asked leaning against his desk.

“Had a few run ins with him in my last unit he-“ I began to explain before he cut me off.

“Obviously didn’t do much if he’s still out in the streets causing more overdoses.” Adam said as though he was being sarcastic before Voight scolded him. After we had finished going over what we had Voight sent Adam and I to surveillance the area Trey had been operating in. Still in annoyance from his earlier comment I had not spoken a word to him the entire ride there. “You know I was joking right?” Adam asked looking through the binoculars. I shrugged watching out the window. “Come on [Y/L/N], that’s what partners do.” He bumped me.

“No Ruzek. You know what I think? I think you don’t want me as a partner. I think you want someone you can boss around and control, and that’s not me. Just because I’m a female does not mean you can boss me around and treat me like crap.” I spit out harshly not looking at him. When I did glance at him his eyes were wide with shock.

“Hey [Y/N] come on. You know that’s not true.” He whispered sincerely.

“No I don’t know that or else I wouldn’t be thinking it.” I shrugged looking over at him.

“Well it’s not true at all. I’m sorry if I really have done something to make you think that.” He said.

“You really think the way you’ve been acting towards me lately is okay?” I asked letting out a laugh.

“No. I know it’s not, and I’m sorry. I just figured it’d be easier that way.” He explained.

“Easier what way?” I asked.

“Nothing, just forget it. I’m sorry okay?” He sighed.

“No tell me what you’re talking about.” I stated.

“No just forget it.” He basically begged.

“Ruzek stop your shit and just tell me the truth. Why do you hate me? Atleast then I can try to fix it.” I partically yelled.

“You want the truth? The truth is I’m attracted to you [Y/N]. I have been since your first day, but I just cannot have another ex in the unit. I refuse to do it. Okay?” He sighed running a hand through his hair.

“So your plan was to make me hate you instead?” I raised an eyebrow at him.

“Well no I didn’t want you to hate me I just.. I don’t know what I was thinking.” He blushed slightly.

“Who says I would want you anyway.” I asked giving him attitude.

“I... I just... I don’t...” Adam fumbled for words blushing harder now making me laugh.

“Alright I will admit I found you attractive too, but your dick attitude completely turned me off.” I shrugged.

“I promise I’m really not a dick. Most of the time anyway.” He chuckled.

“You’ll have to prove that to me.” I bit my lip looking away from him. “What makes you think it would lead to me being another ex? Do you really have that bad of commitment issues?” I asked curious at how it all went down.

“I don’t know.. I wouldn’t say commitment issues it just all got really complicated. I’ve always looked at you differently than all the others. You made me feel something different when you came in and I got to know you and that scared me even more I guess. I had just met you for goodness sakes and I already wanted to make you... feel things. In ways you’ve never thought you could feel. I still do....” Adam admitted making my heart race and throat go dry. I had not expected this conversation to lead here in the slightest.

“Adam I...” I croaked out, but was at a loss for words. I was so torn. 20 minutes ago I wanted to rip his head off for being the biggest dick I’ve ever met, and now I wanted to jump his bones right in this car in the middle of the work day. I could feel the heat on my face, not to mention the heat between my thighs.

“You don’t have to say anything. I get that you didn’t see that coming or feel the same way. I’ve just been holding that back and needed to get it out.” He chuckled before continuing, “I really am sorry for how I’ve treated you. You are one badass cop and should be recognized for that.” He smiled sincerely at me. I smiled back before getting a terrible idea well terrible for Adam anyway. He had put me through the ringer the past few months so I figured it wouldn’t hurt to do so back for the next couple hours. I very gently slid my hand over to his thigh making him send me a confused look. I smirked leaning into his ear.

“You have no idea the things I would do right now just to hear you moan my name..” I whispered slowly as I rubbed up and down his thigh and very gently ran my fingers over his crotch. I heard his breath hitch and could see him swallow visibly hard. “If we weren’t in this car right now I promise I would be down-“ I continued but stopped as I seen Trey walk up the sidewalk. “Oh look there he is!” I exclaimed leaning back over to my seat and picking up the camera as though nothing had happened. I watched out of the corner of my eye as he tried to adjust himself immediately smirking as I heard a whimper escape his mouth, which did things to me as well if we’re being honest. Adam and I didn’t talk much on the way back to the unit. We had turned the camera over to Voight and had worked on the case more at the district before we were told to go home and rest up for tomorrow. I had just finished changing and shut my locker whenever I saw someone come around the corner making me jump. Once I realized it was Adam I relaxed. “You scared the shit out of me you jackass. I thought you were trying to prove you’re not a dick.” I chuckled going to grab my bag, but he grabbed my waist pushing me up against the lockers before I could.

“You think that was funny? I’ve been in pain all day..” Adam raised an eyebrow pressing his body up against mine. I kept my composure ignoring the heat rising on my face.

“Yes I do actually.” I smirked at him. He bit his lip looking me up and down before he slowly lowered his head and slid his lips over my neck. I couldn’t help the whine that escaped my lips and I could feel his smirk against my skin. “Adam what if someone comes in.” I whispered continuing to enjoy everything he was doing.

“Tell me if you want me to stop.” He whispered into my ear before nipping at it making my knees go a little weak and goosebumps to rise on my skin causing him to tighten his grip on my waist.

“Believe me I don’t want you to stop, but I would rather do this somewhere where I don’t have to worry about being interrupted.” I explained digging my nails into his biceps. He leaned back looking at me.

“Are you sure you want this?” He asked even though he seemed to be fighting himself.

“As long as you promise to stop being a dick I do. What about you?” I asked him. He looked conflicted before he gave in nodding.

“As long as you promise not to end up as just another one of my exs I do.” He smiled sincerely.

[halstudandruz]

Meeting the Parents

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Reader meets Adam’s dad

Warnings: None

Adam and I had been dating a little over 9 months. I knew him and his dad had a complicated relationship. So, I was kind of surprised when he had asked if I was okay with going over to dad’s for the Fourth of July. I immediately agreed knowing it had to be hard for him to take his step and could see he was visibly nervous already, and it was still a week away when he had asked.

“Alright you ready?” I asked walking into the living room where Adam sat.

“I guess if I have to be.” He grumbled making me roll my eyes.

“Would you stop being negative, it’s going to be fine.” I scolded him as we headed down to the car. Adam didn’t say a word the whole way there. Hands visibly tight on the wheel as he shifted in his seat not able to sit still making me even more nervous. It didn’t take long for us to get there thankfully. “Babe it’s going to be okay.” I assured him kissing him before getting out of the car. I followed Adam in. Where we found his dad in the backyard grilling food.

“Hey dad.” Adam said walking up to shake his hand.

“Hey bud, who’s this?” His dad asked looking over at me, “You already got another one in your pocket? Didn’t you just bring someone else home like yesterday?” Adam’s dad joked making me slightly uncomfortable, nervously laughing.

“This is [Y/N]. [Y/N], this is my dad, Bob.” Adam introduced ignoring his dad’s comment.

“Well it’s nice to meet you [Y/N].” Bob smiled shaking my hand.

“You as well Mr. Ruzek.” I smiled back.

“Please, call me Bob.” He stated making me laugh. After he was done we walked into the house sitting down to talk. “So Adam how long until you get engaged to this one?” He asked chucking to himself.

“Dad.” Adam glared.

“I’m just saying you’ve been engaged what? Three times now? One more couldn’t hurt! Maybe you’ll actually marry this one.” Bob winked at me.

“Stop it.” Adam begged.

“I’m sorry son, it’s just that you haven’t had the best luck with relationships.” He shrugged.

“Thanks dad, I’m aware of that.” Adam said harshly.

“If I may, I’d just like to say I’ll be more than happy to marry Adam when the time comes. I’m completely in love with your son and I don’t plan on ever being like any of his ex’s.” I explained grabbing ahold of Adam’s hand making him relax a little. Bob listened to my little confession breaking out into a smile.

“Well [Y/N], I must say I’m glad he finally found someone that is willing to put up with his shit cause I promise you got a busy life ahead of you when it comes to him.” Bob joked as I laughed agreeing causing Adam to send us both a glare. “I think this calls for some old pictures.” Bob smiled getting up to retrieve some old albums.

“Dad! No! Come on!” Adam yelled after him sighing when he disappeared. “Please don’t make fun of me.” Adam begged giving me puppy dog eyes making me giggle.

“I’m sure you were even cuter back then.” I grinned grabbing his face to kiss him quickly.

“You’re amazing you know that?” Adam asked grabbing onto my hands.

“Yeah I know.” I shrugged making Adam laugh.

“I truly can’t wait to marry you.” Adam admitted before sighing heavily when Bob came back in carrying a few albums smiling wide.

[halstudandruz]

Thankful

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Adam gets romantic

Warnings: None

Adam and I had been dating a little over a year. Of course every relationship goes through rough patches, but when you’re dating a cop you seem to have more than any normal couple. Sometimes it felt like you were always second hand to everything else that was going on in Chicago. I ate dinner alone more nights than I’d like to admit, most dates would end with me by myself, I even started driving to restaurants on my own instead of together out of anxiety that he’d get a call, and most annoyingly out of it all the criminals of Chicago seemed to know whenever I and Adam were about to do it. Recently there seemed to be a curse where just as he got his pants off his phone rang at the same time. Although things like this definitely sucked Adam was worth it all. The moments we did get together was worth every second apart. I was head over heels for him, and even though his job made it hard sometimes I admired how much he loved his job and how good he was at it. I knew Adam was probably working on a case so I had just assumed I’d be spending the night in front of the TV with some take out just as I had the last week. Upon walking in the door I seen a note laying on the counter beside the door. I picked it up reading it,

“Get dressed in something nice, I’ll be here around 7. Love, Adam” I couldn’t help but smile laying down the note going off to get a shower. After getting out I rifled through my closet. I settled on a sleek red dress and black heels. I had just finished my hair and makeup whenever I heard Adam walk in. He walked in my room just as I stood up to walk out. I took notice of his eyes raking up and down my body.

“You’re so fucking gorgeous.” Adam groaned reaching out to pull me towards him causing me to giggle.

“I don’t know, I’d say I’m pretty lucky.” I bit my lip taking in his appearance.

“If you keep giving me that look we aren’t going to make it out of this apartment.” Adam growled lowly tilting my chin up to him. I smirked pecking his lips before pulling him towards the door.

“Where we going?” I asked smiling as he followed behind me.

“To a restaurant, then other places.” Adam answered guiding me to his car. Adam and I enjoyed a meal at a nice restaurant to start off our night. He updated me in his latest case and I filled him in on what was happening at my office. I was on edge waiting for his phone to ring, but it never did. After getting back in the car we headed off to the next location. He laughed at my constant questions the whole way there, but refused to answer where we were going. After around 20 minutes he pulled into a parking lot. He covered my eyes guiding me across pavement and then grass, or so I assumed. He stopped me before uncovering my eyes. In front of me a blanket was laid out with lanterns on each corner. Wine with glasses in the middle as well as a small basket. We were overlooking some of the city skyline with water below us. He took my hand guiding me over before sitting down. He then set me in between his legs as he rested his chin on my shoulder.

“Adam this is gorgeous.” I said surprised.

“I’m glad you like it.” He said smiling against my neck. “You deserve this. For putting up with me and my job. I know it isn’t easy. I know that you could easily leave me. Obviously I’ve had people do so, but I am so thankful to have you and for everything you do. Thankful that you put up with me everyday. That you’re so understanding. That you love me regardless of what I do and who I am. I am so completely in love with you and I can’t begin to tell you how lucky I feel to have you [Y/N]. I can’t wait to marry you, and live the rest of my life by your side. I want to make you feel loved and appreciated everyday of my life.” Adam said voice cracking a little making tears fall down my face.

“Who knew you could be so romantic?” I joked lifiting my head up towards him as he blushed. “I love you so much Adam.” I said pulling his neck down so I could kiss him. He carefully flipped me around so I was straddling his lap before pulling me back to his lips. He shrugged his jacket off before reaching behind me to slowly pull my zipper down on my dress. “Babe, I’m pretty sure we’re still in public.” I chuckled as he began to kiss down my neck.

“Don’t worry, I know a few cops who could help us out if we get caught.” He smirked laying me down so he was laying on top of me. Luckily we didn’t get caught and the curse of his phone didn’t haunt us that night.

[halstudandruz]

Apologies

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompts: “You’re hurting me” & “Please just let me go”

Warnings: Alcohol abuse, swearing

My relationship with Adam was complicated. I liked him a lot, but his reputation was too much for me to look past. He was a player, didn’t seem ready to settle down even though he tried to convince himself he was. Not only that but having a relationship within the unit wasn’t exactly ideal to begin with let alone considering he already had one ex as his coworker. Adam had been having a rough go of things. He was having issues with both and dad and sister and it was definitely taking a toll on him. He wasn’t thinking correctly, he was being irrational and just seemed to be spiraling a little bit. I wasn’t sure how or in what way but I was definitely concerned. Because of this he did something stupid on a case we were working on. He made an impulsive move that resulted in getting one of his CI’s getting killed. Unfortunately for him the incident was under investigation. This pushed him over the edge even further it seemed. I didn’t want to push him at work so I decided I would check on him after. I arrived at his apartment not too late into the night, but he was obviously already drunk. He answered the door looking completely desheveled, beer in his hand. He looked at me calmly ushering me inside. I walked in to find take out containers and beer bottles scattered across his coffee table. “What are you doing here?” He asked sitting right back down, not bothering to pick anything up, not that I cared, but Adam was kind of a neat freak when it came to his apartment and car so it did make me a little more weary.

“I just wanted to check on you.” I explained taking note of his slurs. Although Adam enjoyed having a good time and drinking like most people he was rarely ever drunk let alone as drunk as he seemed tonight.

“Is that all?” He asked looking at me implying something, but I wasn’t quite sure what exactly.

“Yes?” I said confused.

“That’s not why you came here.” Adam said matter of factly.

“Okay, why did I come here?” I asked interested in his answer.

“You wanted me. You just want laid.” Adam shrugged.

“Excuse me?” I asked taken back.

“It’s been a long time coming we both know that.” Adam smirked moving closer to me.

“Seriously what is wrong with you?” I asked appalled. I didn’t like this side of Adam at all. It was making me nervous.“Whatever, I don’t like drunk Adam atleast when you are this trashed.” I said harshly going to stand up which caused him to grab me by the wrist hard.

“I am not trashed. Stop acting so sensitive.” Adam said rolling his eyes still holding on just as tight to my wrist.

“Adam, you’re hurting me..” I said whining a tiny bit.

“See what I mean, sensitive.” Adam laughed loosening his grip but pulling me towards him so he could grip my hips. I tried to back up but that made him hold onto me tighter.

“Seriously Adam stop!” I screamed now trembling giving him a shocked looked on his face, but stayed still not moving his hands. “Please.. just let me go.” I looked down tears starting to fall down my face. Normally I was calm in most situations, but I was not okay with tempers and that’s what Adam seemed to be on the edge of right now. Deep down I knew he wouldn’t hurt me Adam would never, but right now he was very unpredictable and I was ever so slightly scared. As the tears started to roll down my face I realized I wasn’t only crying because of my situation, but also because of Adam’s. I knew if he was acting like this, if he was drinking this much and was this on edge he was having a really hard time. He only ever had good itensions regardless of his player status. So, for him to be even slightly acting like this was out of the ordinary for him. As soon as he saw the tears rolling down my face it was as if he was brought back to reality. He immediately dropped his hands from my hips starting to apologize. I didn’t know what else to do so I just walked right back out the door. Heading home I texted Kevin asking him to just try and keep an eye on Adam right now since he was clearly going through some things. I didn’t sleep much that night thoughts swirling in my head constantly thinking about how he was and if he was okay. It was then that I realized I had fallen in love with him. I wasn’t worried about him just because he was my friend, but because I loved him and I needed him to be okay. I needed him to be there with me day in and day out. The next morning as I was making breakfast there was a knock on my door. Upon opening it Adam was standing in my door way. I ushered him inside just as he had done to me the night before closing the door behind him. He was very clearly sober now but seemed to be suffering from a hell of a hangover. I walked to my seat on the couch as he followed behind me. I faced him to see hurt clear on his face. It wasn’t long before he broke down into tears. I pulled him into my arms letting him get out what he needed. I continued to rub his back and kiss his head telling him that everything would be okay and that we would get through it all. Eventually he finally calmed down enough to be able to talk to me.

“I’m not okay [Y/N]..” he said looking down at his lap before continuing, “I’ve always tried to do the right thing, I’ve always tried to do everything in my power to save everyone else around me and right now I just feel like a failure. I feel like everything is happening around me at once and I just can’t take it. I don’t remember last night very well but I do know that I did things and said things that were not okay, and I can’t tell you how sorry I am.” He said taking a big deep breath. I stayed silent letting him finish as I reached over taking his hand in mine, he glanced down seeing the very slight bruising that was around my wrist as realization washed over his face, “No.. [Y/N] please tell me that’s not from me..” He choked out as I just looked at him, “I am so sorry.. so so sorry.” He said rubbing it bringing it up to his lips to kiss around my wrist. I took that as my chance to talk.

“How you acted last night was not okay, and I’m not going to sugar coat that. I never want to be around you if you ever get that drunk again. When you grabbed me like that Adam I was scared.. it wasn’t super hard or anything and I bruise really easily, but I was still not okay with anything that happened last night. I know that wasn’t you last night. That isn’t the Adam I know and love and I just hope you never drink like that again. I know you’re having a hard time and I want to be here for you through it all but you have to let me.” I said to him, I didn’t even realize what I had said until I looked up to see him smirking.

“The Adam you what?” He smiled causing me to groan rubbing a hand down my face.

“The Adam I love.” I repeated myself not denying it but also whispering. He pulled me closer to him wrapping his arm around me so I was tucked into his side.

“I really am sorry [Y/N], what I did last night was not acceptable and never ever will be and I promise I will never act like that again. I would never hurt you purposely. I love you too much.” He said trying to causally slide it into the conversation making me giggle as he tilted my head up to kiss me. “Seriously though I hope you know I do love you and I’m so sorry baby girl and I promise that I am going to prove to you that I’m ready to settle down for you.” He said looking into my eyes.

“I love you too.” I smiled up at him pecking his lips once again.

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*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Adam and [Y/N] fight over his job

Warnings: None

“You just don’t get it do you?” I yelled at Adam.

“It wouldn’t matter if I did get it, I can’t change it. It’s my job!” He reminded me. I had gotten a call that Adam had been taken to Chicago Med after he fell from a two story balcony. He was fine for the most part and would recover quickly, but between the amount of calls I had been getting of that nature lately and the amount of guaze I had been going through whenever I had to be his paramedic at home was getting out of hand. I couldn’t lose Adam, I couldn’t imagine a life without him. I couldn’t remember my life before he came along and I really didn’t want to. But his job was just so stressful. He was used to dealing with stress and honestly liked it. I on the other hand was the complete opposite. I didn’t like kissing him goodbye everyday on edge of whether I would do so the next morning as well. It was terrifying to me, and I tried to keep my fears to myself, but also let Adam know to an extent. He however was never sympathetic. He didn’t change for any of his ex girlfriends/fiancées so he definitely wasn’t going to change for me. What he didn’t understand was that I was not in anyway asking him to change. I just wanted him to be more rational and safer in situations so I knew he was going to come home to me.

“For the thousandth time Adam I am not asking you to change who you are. That’s not what I am saying.” I explained crossing my arms against my chest.

“I just don’t understand what you want from me.” He said rubbing a hand through his hair.

“I just want you to be smarter. That’s all. I don’t ever want you to be different. I’m head over heels for the person you are and the cop you are. I love how dedicated you are. That’s one of the reasons I fell in love with you so hard. I just want you to consider me sometimes too.” I said softly.

“I do [Y/N].” He answered grabbing my hands in his.

“Well you going off a balcony does not really reflect that.” I said sternly.

“I’m sorry. I know I’m rash sometimes and I’m not going to look at you and promise that I’m going to stop that 100%. You know that if I feel it is the best decision in the moment I am going to take action. But I also want you to know that I do think about you. I want to come home to you everyday for the rest of my life. Which I plan to be for many more years to come.” He smiled slightly rubbing his thumb across my cheek causing my eyes to flutter shut.

“I just don’t want to lose you.” I whispered.

“I know and I’m sorry you have worry about stuff like this. If it’s not worth it, if you want to leave I-“ He said lowly before I interrupted.

“Adam, you’re worth it all. Every stressful moment, every anxious thought, every goodbye kiss. As long as I get to spend the rest of my life with you.” I said grabbing his face causing his eyes to get a little watery even though he wouldn’t admit it.

“Please don’t leave me.” Adam begged looking me in the eyes.

“As long as you don’t, we got a deal.” I smiled reaching up to kiss him.

“I love you so much.” He whispered leaning his forehead against mine.

“Yeah I guess you’re alright too.” I joked causing Adam to give me a fake glare. Although Adam’s job came with a lot of stress on both our parts I knew that I could never leave him for just being him, and I never wanted to.