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[southsideserendipity]

What Colour? (Kelly Severide x Reader)

Synopsis: You disobey Kelly’s orders on a call, and he makes sure it’s your last time doing so.

Word Count: 5.6k

WARNINGS: MINORS DNI. Angst, smut, dominant and submissive, P in V, oral (male receiving), choking, overstimulation, edging, squirting, use of the word ‘slut’, daddy kink, lieutenant kink, use of a sex toy (vibrator), unprotected sex (wrap your willy, don’t be silly!!!), pure filth and shitty writing. 

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“You know what your problem is? You can’t follow orders!” Kelly huffed out, walking into your shared bedroom and ripping his squad jacket off in the process. “You could’ve gotten yourself killed” he spat angrily.

He was upset; there was no doubt about it. And could you really blame him? The man has lost more loved ones than most people would in one lifetime. His overprotectiveness and frustration at what he viewed as blatant ignorance was a direct result of the grief buried beneath him.

You sauntered into the room behind him, ready to defend yourself to no end. “Oh, so when you don’t follow orders, you’re brave and heroic, but when I don’t follow orders I’m just an idiot who’s risking their life?!” You sarcastically reasoned with your boyfriend, upset that this was even a conversation the two of you were having.

“I didn’t say that” he grunted with gritted teeth, sitting on the edge of the bed as he removed his shoes. “Is it become I’m a woman, Kel? Hm?” you asked, slightly taunting him with your hands crossed over your chest. You walked right up to him, attempting to tower over him but failing given he was bigger than you even when he was sitting down.

“Is it because I might land myself in a situation you don’t think I have the ability or strength to get out of? Do you not trust me?” You stared at him with a questioning look, waiting for his rebuttal. Severide had a tendency to go for naturally submissive women - not that there was anything wrong with that - but you personally think this is why he lucked out with you; someone has to give him the same energy back, at least outside of the bedroom.

“That’s bullshit and you know it. You being a woman has NOTHING to do with this.” He stood up to steal the height advantage, and he peered down to look into your eyes, wondering to himself what he was gonna do with you. You, on the other hand, didn’t even flinch by his sudden movement.

“Then what does it have to do with, Kelly? Because I know damn well if you had had the opportunity to go back into that house, you would’ve. So cut the bullshit” you retorted, sick of having to defend yourself to someone a thousand times more reckless than you’ll ever be.

“Maybe I would’ve gone back in, you’re right, but I have the experience that you clearly lack since you think running into a flashover will get you a valor medal rather than a cemetery plot!” He scoffed out. He didn’t understand how you couldn’t see how dangerous your actions were, how you didn’t seem to have an ounce of regret for risking your life.

“Well you’re my lieutenant, aren’t you? I was simply modelling what I’ve observed from your leadership” You said, landing your index finger right into his muscular sternum, but he didn’t move a muscle.

When you said ‘lieutenant’, you attempted to say it without faltering, a hint of seduction evident. What better way to relieve the work day’s stress - and the tension from fighting - than with even more exertion?

“You said it yourself. I’m your lieutenant. I ordered you not to go back in, and you disobeyed me!” He shouted back, flailing his arms out to the side for emphasis and dramatic effect. He clearly was NOT picking up on the hint that you were done with this conversation, ready to move onto less verbal activities.

“How about I make it up to you? Show you that I can listen to your orders…” You looked up at him with those irresistible doe eyes of yours, simultaneously twirling of strand of hair between your fingers. If the sexual tension from the arguing wasn’t solidified before, it sure as hell was now.

“C’mon, don’t wiggle your way out of this by pulling that shit. I won’t hesitate to take you off duty for a mandatory psych eval since clearly you have a death wish.” Sputtering his threat with sarcasm, he rolled his eyes, fighting the urge deep within him to pick you up and toss you onto the bed like a rag doll.

Putting one of your hands on his chest, you brainstormed a way to escalate this into your desired outcome. “Can my punishment be anything but a visit to the shrink’s office? I promise I’ll be good for you.” You tilted to your head to the side, anticipating his response. “Hm, sir?”

You KNOW he can’t resist when you stroke his ego by reminding him who’s in charge, even considering your disobeying of orders earlier that day. What better way to evoke the dominant side of him that you loved so much?

You knew you were putting him - and his dick - through the five stages of grief, because you saw a sudden change in his eyes and before you knew it, he was smashing his lips onto yours.

The force with which he grabbed your face startled you, but you quickly adjusted, kissing back with excitement that your master plan - which you thought about and subsequently executed 3 minutes ago - was being initiated.

You urged him to sit back down on the bed by pushing your body up against him and climbing on top of him as soon as you had the chance- your lips not once removing from his. You rubbed up on him like an unaltered cat in heat as if it would take off the layers that separated you from his already hard cock.

Your lips were devouring each other’s, the sense of urgency and desperation evident. He sucked in your bottom lips with his teeth, and then spit into your mouth as he let go of his sharp pull.

Pulling your face away from his with urgency, he gazed at you intently. It was as if you could see the metaphorical gears in his head grinding as he thought of a way to assert his dominance over you.

“On your knees” he uttered as he removed both of his hands from your face. You were taken aback. After all, you were the one hinting at your desire to get down and dirty, and you just weren’t expecting Kelly to give up on his lecturing so quickly.  But this was your plan all along- get him distracted enough that he would forget about the stunt you pulled on shift (or, at the very least, postpone the reprimanding to a later date).

“I’m not going to ask you again” he spat out, angry that you weren’t immediately obeying. You looked down at him, noticing his pupils had swallowed his iris’ whole; his eyes gleaming with lust and dominance. Removing your legs from around his waist, you lowered yourself down until your kneecaps were on the rug, your body in between his legs, and your face perfectly centred with his bulge.

He motioned towards his belt buckle with his head, a hint of annoyance that you didn’t automatically begin releasing him. You reached up, pulling the length of his belt from under the clasp and removing it from the notch. Sliding it out from under his belt loops, you were about to toss it next to you when Kelly motioned for you to give it to him.

You could already feel the moisture between your legs, and being face to face with Kelly’s manhood only increased your libido. You unbuttoned his work pants, dragged the zipper down, and reached within his underwear.

His cock was NOT hard to find by any means- you took it out and observed it with admiration, the pre-cum very pronounced on his red, bulbous tip.

Kelly had a very nice penis, and I think half of the women in Chicago could vouch for him. Not only did he have a cock with the perfect ratio of girth to length, but he sure as fuck knew how to use it.

Taking the tip of your tongue, you ran it along his head, collecting the white, slippery substance already beginning to ooze out. Goosebumps spread along every inch of his body; he was the one in control, but you always knew how to make him shiver.

Starting at the very base of his shaft and licking all the way up, you didn’t hesitate to take your time with him, the pure enjoyment of providing him with pleasure the motivation behind your performance. Once you made it to the top, you encircled his head with your tongue over and over, making him fling his head back.

After he recovered from your teasing, he decided to take matters into his own hands by grabbing the base of your scalp, urging your throat to engulf his entire length. “Take me like the little slut you are” he whispered dominantly, the hand on the back of your head guiding you up and down periodically, the other placed behind him for support.

When you had reached the very bottom of his shaft, the tip of his dick most definitely touching your tonsils, he pushed you down even further, urging you to choke on him. “Look at me. I want to see how beautiful you look taking all of me in your mouth” he commanded. You peered up at him through your eyelashes, and he couldn’t help but smirk, a smile fighting through the corners of his lips begging to be unleashed.

He looooved to see you take him, and once you had made eye contact as you were told, he was practically using every fibre of his being to prevent himself from sending his load down your throat. The heavenly combination of your gurgling noises as you choked on him with teary eyes caused him to release his hand from your head.

You suctioned his dick as you sucked up his shaft, letting go of him with a pop. A string of saliva connected your lips to his length, and he wanted to capture this moment for the rest of eternity.

You giggled as you observed the look on his face, and it only encouraged you to continue. However, as you were about to get back to pleasuring him, he stopped you by grabbing his dick before you could.

“Nuh-uh. Strip.” He ordered.

This time, you didn’t hesitate to obey his command, your clothes making you feel trapped. You always felt completely comfortable with and around Kelly, and it translated to the bedroom when you were in a naked, vulnerable state.

Grateful that you had showered at the end of shift, you started with your grey squad 3 t-shirt, crossing your arms to grab the bottom of either side of it. Peeling it over your head, you tossed it aside, revealing the grey Calvin Klein sports bra confining your chest.

You removed your leggings, and noticed that you happened to be wearing the matching underwear of the set.

Kelly didn’t take his eyes off of you as you undressed below him, and knowing he was watching your every move as you exposed more and more of yourself made your cheeks turn a crimson red.

You stopped when you were in solely your bra and underwear, expecting him to give you your next command, but he seemed annoyed rather than satisfied.

“I said strip, didn’t I?” he spat through gritted teeth, expecting you to be fully naked for him and wondering how you didn’t catch that the first time he asked you.

You were starting to get into your head, feeling vulnerable about the thought of being completely naked in front of him while he was fully clothed. However, you knew what you had suggested to him in exchange for his scolding to come to an end, and you wanted to follow through.

Turning your mind off, you immediately began removing your undergarments, your horniness beginning to overpower any insecurities you could’ve had about being bare.

As soon as you were fully exposed, you looked up at Kelly as if to tell him you were ready for what was next. His cock jolted, hardening as he looked you up and down, running his tongue along his lips without even realizing.

“C’mere” he muttered, patting the spot next to him. You stood up and you could just feel the wetness between your legs, knowing your slick was about to start dripping down.

Being at times uncomfortable with the amount of lubrication your vagina produced, Kelly always assured you that seeing you so wet filled him with the biggest sense of pride. Knowing he could physiologically alter the state of your body in a way that essentially prepared you to take him made him lose it.

You sat next to him and he once again grabbed your face, kissing you with such passion and force that he was smushing your cheeks together. You kissed him back with the same energy he was giving you; it was as if the rougher you moved your lips against one another, the more pent up sexual energy would be released.

One of his rough, calloused hands reached up to fondle one of your nipples. He rubbed the sensitive and aching bud between the pads of his index finger and thumb, knowing it would turn you on even more than you thought possible.

“Kel… fuck!” You threw your hand back as he began to leave sloppy, wet kisses down the side of your neck, and eventually on the base of your throat. Once his lips reached your collarbone, he found a spot to mark as his and began sucking on the thin skin.

At this point, both of his hands were fondling your breasts, kneading and rubbing them as if he had never touched boobs in his life.

He abruptly stopped sucking - a hickey in it’s very early stages appearing where his lips had been - and stood up.

You looked at him with confusion, a faint red ring starting to form around your lips from his beard brushing against your skin.

Standing at the side of the bed, approximately where you had been a couple minutes prior sucking him off, he ordered you to hang your head off of the bed, and you knew what was coming.

Kelly knew that this was one of your favourite ways to give head; the way it was easier to take him down your throat, the way you - or Kelly - could easily reach between your legs, the way the blood rushed to the top of your head; it was vulnerable, hot, and a perfect way to submit to him.

You spun around quickly and lowered your back onto the bed, shimmying until your shoulders were at the end of the mattress, and you slowly lowered your head back.

Your head was upside down, face to face with Kelly’s cock, and you couldn’t be more excited. He grabbed himself in his hand, and tapped his dick against your lips.

“Open.” And that you did. Your mouth opened to take him, and he slowly entered into you, allowing you to adjust. He didn’t go completely in, but he thrusted at a slow pace into your mouth.

Sure, he was in heaven; there was no doubt about that. But you, on the other hand, were in complete submission and sheer bliss as you engulfed his length. You knew that at this point, there would be a complete puddle beneath your heat by the time you were done, the oral you were giving him in this particular position turning you on indefinitely.

He began to pick up the pace, and you knew he was going to throat-fuck you soon, but he suddenly stopped, half of his dick still in your mouth.

“Spread those legs for me. I want you to touch yourself while I throat-fuck you.” It was as if he would never ask. You widened your hips, spreading your legs with your knees pointed up.

Reaching down you began to play with your pulsating clit, the excessive slick of your heat aiding in your masturbation, and Kelly continued sliding in and out of your mouth.

Finally being able to touch yourself practically had you on the verge of an orgasm, but you knew that when you were the submissive and Kelly was the dominant, he was the one who told you when to release.

He was moving in and out of your mouth much faster than before, and he decided that now was as good a time as any to grab both of your nipples with his fingers and pinch them. The combination of you playing with yourself, him entering your mouth at this angle, and him toying with your extremely sensitive nipples was a recipe for an orgasm, and he knew that.

So, he took himself out of your mouth quickly, a glob of spit connected his cock to your lips as he pulled out completely.

He walked away, spit trickling down the sides of your face. You knew you were most definitely sporting the raccoon look, remnants of your smeared mascara on your upper and lower lash line, but you also knew it was a sexy sight for Kelly to see. You looked ravaged, and knew that once he began to throat-fuck you, the mascara residue would be running down your face along with your tears of pleasure.

You knew better than to move from your fixed position without his permission, so you remained still, awaiting his return.

He came back, lowering himself into your mouth once again. When you heard a click and a buzz that followed, your eyes widened, and you withered beneath him.

It’s not that you didn’t want him to use the vibrator - you most definitely did. It was more the fact that you probably wouldn’t be able to last more than 30 seconds without violently cumming.

He touched the wand to your clit, and as he tapped your mouth with his cock again, you knew he was signalling for you to take him.

The vibrator hadn’t even been on you for 10 seconds and you were already squirming. “Colour?” He asked, removing the vibrator from between you and pulling out of your mouth at the same time. He always made sure to check on you as things began to intensify.

“Green” you breathed out eagerly, wanting him to continue what he was doing.

You used the basic traffic light system whenever you experimented in the bedroom, the both of you making consent the forefront of your sexual encounters. Green means you’re doing okay and are enjoying yourself, yellow means slow down or modify an action, and red was the danger zone, indicating a complete stop was needed.

“I’m going to throat fuck you now” he stated once he had received the all-clear from you.

Before he could even ask you to open for him, you were waiting with your mouth wide open, ready to take his length.

He put the vibrator back on your clit, and began fucking your mouth at a medium pace. The vibrator was operating at it’s lowest setting, but you were shaking like a leaf.

The tip of his dick was so far into your mouth, you wondered how he could go down any more. Once he did, you began to gag, producing an overload of saliva in the process; the sounds you were making music to his ears.  

“Fuckkkk” Kelly moaned out, seeing the - stubborn - woman he was in love with sprawled out, legs spread open and head tilted back, taking him like such a good girl.

Usually, he would shower you with praise when your sexual activities erred towards the rougher side, but with the sheer stress and terror you put him under earlier, he was merely focused on having his way with you.

Once your legs began to shake profusely, he knew you were close which triggered him to remove the toy. This earned a moan of frustration and desperation to escape your mouth; the pleasure you felt was overwhelming, and the edging made you want to combust.

Making you gag on his cock a couple more times, he knew that he also couldn’t postpone his orgasm any longer. He desperately wanted to be inside of you, assuming that by now you’d be gushing for him.

He exited you for the last time, but kept the vibrator on you, wanting to torture you just that bit more. You whined out in pleasure, gurgling in the process given the saliva was dripping out of your mouth.

Shutting the vibrator off, he placed it on your bedside table, unsure about whether or not he’d decide to use it again later. He helped you in sitting up by lifting your shoulders, and you automatically scooted to the top of the bed, centering yourself.

Before he made his way over to you, he reached behind him grabbing the back of his squad 3 t-shirt and lifting it over his head. He revealed his beautifully sculpted chest, a sight you never got tired of seeing.

Finally, he slid his pants off, followed by his tighty whities that made his ass look like a peach. Kneeling onto the bed, he began towards you, the anticipation of the fact that he was finally about to have his way with you nearly killing him.

“How bad do you want this cock inside of your pussy, hm?” Kelly asked, running his thumb through your folds, applying pressure to your clit once he reached the top.

“Very badly” you whined, unable to sit still. Your eyes kept shifting between his, and his cock. His shaft was glistening, and his tip was so profound it looked like he was going to burst any second.

“Very badly what? What do you know to call me?” He gave you a questioning look as he ran his dick across your folds.

“Very badly, daddy. I want your cock inside my pussy very badly” you said, once again in a whiny tone as you peered up at him with glossy eyes.

You don’t know what had gotten into you, why you had the desire for sex more strongly than a drunk frat boy. But what you did know was that if he wasn’t fucking you within the next minute, you would probably disintegrate.

“Spread those legs for me” he commanded, and you did as you were told. Both of you were completely revealed for the other, a level of intimacy achieved that you never thought possible.

Kelly tapped his heavy cock against your folds before gathering your wetness with his head. With one hand on the headboard for support, he used his other hand to guide himself into you.

The feeling of him slowly sinking into you - stretching you out in the process - was well worth the foreplay you had just done. It was as if the buildup made the moment your bodies connected that much more pleasure-filled.

Once he was completely submerged within you, he looked up at you for reassurance and you nodded your head extremely quickly. You usually needed some time to adjust to his size, but you were so ready for him both mentally and physically that you didn’t need the warm-up.

Both of his arms propped his body up, each one planted on either side of your head as he slowly thrust in and out of you. You spread your legs even further as you took him, reviling in the immense euphoria you felt from him fully filling you.

The speed at which he rocked into you quickly hastened as he saw how much enjoyment you were experiencing. Your head was bobbling around as your eyes rolled back in pleasure and multiple gasps escaped from between your lips.

He roughly grabbed your jaw, forcing you to look up at him. “I want you to look at me while I fuck you. You hear me?” Without breaking his pace, he asked if you understood what he was asking of you, and you nodded hastily in agreement.

“Yes, yes” you gushed, doing everything in your power to once again prevent your orgasm from erupting early.

His hand quickly grasped the sides of your throat, the lack of oxygen causing a sudden dizzy feeling that sent you even further into sub-space.

“Yes, what?” As he asked you, he released the grip on the sides of your throat to readjust, and once again squeezed, practically urging you to answer him.

“Yes, lieutenant.” He nearly came immediately inside of you at the sound of you sultrily stating his rank. But he wanted you to come first, not because you deserved to on this particular day, but for something else he had planned.

He quickly slipped out of you, releasing the grip he had on your throat which caused you to look at him in confusion.

He grabbed one of the pillows on your bed and lifted your hips, sliding it beneath you to gain leverage. He then reached for the vibrator, your eyes widening as you watched his every move.

“What colour?” He asked the question as if he were asking you what you wanted for dinner; the ease of his tone made you want to giggle.

“Green” you responded, without even thinking about your answer; you were beyond ready.

As soon as he got the all clear, he sank right back into your warm, wet heat, slowly regaining the fast pace he was fucking you at before he last pulled out.

He clicked the wand on and lowered it onto your clit, the dual-pleasure you received as he crashed his cock repeatedly into your g-spot while vibing you to the high heavens caused you to yelp. You were practically smelling colours, your senses overloaded in the best way possible.

Nothing but pure frustration was fuelling Kelly as he drilled into you; he wanted to fuck the stubbornness right out of you for scaring him the way you did on shift, and your refusal to see that your actions were reckless heightened his anger even more.

“Fuck, fuck!!!” Your face scrunched together as you tried to fight off the early stages of your orgasm. Kelly could feel you pulsing around him, knowing you had to be close.

“I want to cum, daddy, please, can I come? Fuck!!!” Keeping still inside you, he took the wand off of your clit to turn up the level of vibration, and then returned it back on your swollen bulb.

Pummelling into you with strokes so deep he must’ve been scraping your cervix, he commanded “cum for me, slut.” As soon as the words escaped his mouth you completely unravelled, the orgasm you had put off for what felt like an eternity suffocated your entire body in pure bliss.

You were shocked he had let you come first… you thought this was supposed to be your punishment for disobeying his orders, and you didn’t think being the first one to orgasm was on his list of ways to teach you a lesson.

But you had no idea what Kelly had planned until he was flipping you over onto your hands and knees, only to immediately thrust right back into you.

Your entire body jolted as he did so, given you were still recovering from your orgasm; you were so extremely sensitive, goosebumps appearing on every inch of your skin.

“I’m going to make sure you never disobey my orders again” he stated matter o’factly, absolutely ravaging your pussy. Holding onto your hips for support, the pads of each one of his fingers dug so deeply into your skin you knew he was causing bruises to form.

“Fuckkkk” you let out, your voice faltering in the same fashion as his thrusts. You couldn’t help but squeeze your eyes shut and keep your head down, attempting to ride out the overstimulation as he pounded out his emotions into you.

Without disconnecting your bodies from one another, he reached over on the bed to grab the belt you had removed from him earlier. He looped it underneath you, pulling up tightly as he snaked it around your hips. The cold leather made you shiver once again, a sensation that took your mind away from the second orgasm coiling in your tummy.

The belt allowed him to drill into you with an added force, and with his free hand he grabbed a fistful of your hair, bringing you closer to him.

Lowering his mouth down to your ear, he uttered “don’t you dare disobey my orders at work ever again. Do you understand me?!” The way his hot breath fluttered into your ear canal made you feel completely and utterly his, and you’re pretty sure that’s the effect he was going for.

“Yes, yes sir, I understand” you quickly responded, continuing to let him take you relentlessly. He let go of your hair and reached around you, grasping onto one of your tits. A pinch of your nipple sent what felt like a wave of electricity shooting through your entire body.

“God, you’re so fucking hot. You take my cock so well, huh?” He gave in and showered you with praise - though it was minimal - after you were being so good for him.

“Yes daddy, I take your cock so well. No one can fuck me like you can” you gushed in response. Your’s and Kelly’s sex life was always off the charts, but you believe this was the most mind-blowing sex you’ve ever had together.

You could tell he was close by the way he was losing his momentum, but he mustered up some strength to take himself across the finish line, hoping you would be right there with him for your second orgasm.

He released the belt from beneath you, tossing it to his side in order for him to reach around for your clit.

“‘M gonna cum. Fuck!” Kelly moaned out. “Cum with me darling. C’mon, you can do it” he encouraged, pushing your body to the brink.

“Fuck” he groaned out. As soon as you felt his hot liquid start to coat your walls, the coil forming your orgasm ruptured like the snapping of an elastic. “Oh my god” you gasped, feeling liquid rush down your legs.

Kelly looked down at where the two of you connected, and all he saw was a clear liquid begin to seep through the sheets.

“Did you just…” you were zoned out to the max, so clouded with intense sensation you could barely even hear him.

“What?” you whispered, turning around to look at him. When you saw he was staring beneath the both of you, you looked where he was and noticed the puddle you were hovering above.

“Oh my god. I think I just squirted” you gasped, nearly giggling. You had never done so before, and you were almost proud of yourself.

“That’s so fucking hot” Kelly whispered, slowly unsheathing his cock from your pussy. You flipped yourself over onto your back, letting out a breath from the exertion you had just been through before collapsing.

“I’ve never done that before. I honestly didn’t think I could” you admitted as he laid down next to you, propping his head up with his elbow. “Are you serious?” Looking at you like you had five heads, he scanned your face for any hint that you might be lying.

“You just fucked me into the abyss, Kel, yes I’m serious. That was so fucking hot” you breathed out, still attempting to catch your breath.

As silence filled the room for a second, the both of you entering recovery mode, you decided that now would be as good a time as any to apologize.

“I’m sorry, Kel. I didn’t mean to go against a direct order, and I sure as hell didn’t mean to scare you… I know that it’s not just myself I put at risk when I act on impulse, it’s the entire house, and if something happened to one of them because of me, I wouldn’t be able to forgive myself” I admitted.

Kelly nodded as you explained yourself. “I really don’t want our relationship to get in the way of our jobs. Just know that if anyone else had pulled the shit you did I would be just as angry with ‘em.”

You nodded in understanding. You knew he was just trying to do his job, and it most definitely made his leadership abilities look questionable when you went against him.

“Understood lieutenant” you said with a wink and a smile, earning a chuckle from him in response.

“Was I too rough with you? You know you can always communicate with me if you need to, no matter how deep in the moment we are” he scanned your face as he asked his question with sincere concern.

“No, no, Kel. It was great. I would’ve spoken up if I couldn’t handle it. You always take such good care of me.” Staring up into his eyes with admiration, you were wondering to yourself how you go so lucky to end up with a man like him.

He caressed your cheek with the pad of his thumb before planting a kiss on your lips.

“I’m gonna go start a bath for you, m’kay? You relax” he stood up, leaning over to kiss you on the forehead before walking to your en-suite.

“Hey, Kel?” He turned around. “Yeah?” He asked curiously.

“If you fuck like that every time you’re angry, expect me to rile you up way more often from here on out” you giggled.

“Fuck off” he smirked, grabbing a pillow from the end of the bed and tossing it at you playfully. As he turned around continuing his walk to the bathroom he muttered “I don’t have to be angry to fuck you like that. Just say the word princess.”

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EEEEEEEP I hope that was okay!!!!! This is my first time writing smut so PLEASE take it easy on me. This idea was brewing for a while and I feel as though I executed it poorly so please give me feedback- I’m more than willing to made edits! Let me know what y’all think and enjoy your St. Patty’s weekend!!!!!!

Also, if you’re waiting for me to write your request, your patience is beyond appreciated. I’ve been struggling tremendously with my mental health, and although that is not an excuse, I just wanted to provide a reason for the delay. Thank you!!!!🤍

[jingles--18]

Kelly Severide #3

(Not my gif)

To say that Kelly Severide was in a constant loosing battle with you, his eighteen year old daughter would be a huge understatement. He much preferred it when you were six, shy and a complete angel. But you had found a wild side, taking after your mom. Leslie Shay was Kelly’s best friend and she was desperate for a baby. So Kelly helped out, not knowing what the future would hold. That his best friend and mom of his daughter would be killed on duty. It took him a long time to recover and cope with raising you on his own. Luckily, he had a strong family at firehouse 51 to help out.

When Stella came along you weren’t shy about accepting her into the family. You instantly loved her and enjoyed having a “mom” figure. Your uncle Matt had a soft spot for you, he’d always wanted kids and so far you were the closest thing he had. When his apartment went on fire he moved in with your dad meaning you saw a lot of him. Which you didn’t mind. No one had prepared them for you turning into a teenager. Hormones, boys and underage drinking pretty much summed you up.

“Rowan hurry up, you’re gonna be late,” You could hear your dad shouting on you.

Rolling your eyes you stormed down the stairs walking past your dad and heading out to his car. You got into the passenger seat without a word knowing a lecture would be heading your way. However to your surprise your dad just got in the car and stayed silent.

You knew why you were being like this, but at the same time, you couldn’t help it. Most of the time you were trying not to cry. He’d never understand if you ever told him. You felt bad for taking it out on your dad but you literally couldn’t help it. He soon arrived outside of school and usually you would jump out without a word but feeling guilty you leaned over and hugged him quickly. It was brief but he appreciated it all the same. More than you’d ever know.

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Kelly arrived at the firehouse feeling very confused at his encounter with his daughter. He tried to understand what was going on with her but he quickly decided to take it as it came.

“Things still not settled down with Rowan?” Matt asked, seeing his friend flicking through old photos of you.

Placing his phone down on the Squad table he sighed, “I honestly have no idea what to do Matt. Like this morning she couldn’t look at me then when I dropped her off at school she gave me a hug,”

Matt just smiled, “you ever thought about asking her?”

“Oh I made that mistake before. She just bit my head off.” Kelly replied rubbing his face. “I think it’s something to do with her ex but I don’t know,”

“Well if it is, I’d be more than happy to kick his ass,”

“You and me both,”

Later on Kelly’s phone started ringing, “Hello?”

“Hi Mr Severide, it’s Rowan’s principal here. I’m phoning to let you know that I’ve sent her home. She just hasn’t been herself and I found her crying in one of the supply cupboards. She refused to speak to me but I thought she’d be best at home,” Kelly’s stomach dropped at hearing this news.

Kelly gave his thanks and said his goodbye before heading to see Boden to try and get some time off to go see you. But before he reached Boden’s office you appeared in the hall way, tears still running down your cheeks. Instantly you ran at your dad throwing yourself into his chest, already feeling slightly better. You both stood there for a while as he comforted you, kissing you on the head and telling you it was going to be okay. He had no idea of it would but he sure hoped.

“I’m sorry,” you cried out, holding on to your dads polo shirt, “I’m sorry for being a shit daughter,”

He gently pushed you away so he could hold you by the shoulders and look you in the eyes, “Hey, you are not a shit daughter. Don’t ever say that okay? You have nothing to be sorry for,” You could tell that he meant it, which brought more tears for him to wipe away. “I have no idea what is going on, but I’m here, I’ll always be here okay? I love you Rowan,”

You eventually calmed down and followed Kelly to his bunk. He never pressured you or questioned you into telling him, as he knew you would in your own time. Which you did.

“Alex broke up with me because I wouldn’t y’know, do anything with him,” you started off, gauging how your dad would react. “He kept telling me that I was fridgid and worthless, he just wouldn’t understand that it wasn’t that I didn’t want too, I just didn’t want to do it with him,” you could see a mix of emotions displayed on your dads face. Horror, anger and confusion.

“Another guy?” He asked innocently, kinda guessing where this was going. You looked him in the eyes as you slowly shook your head. His features instantly softened, “a girl?” He questioned carefully.

You nodded, not knowing what would come next.

“You know that this is completely natural don’t you baby? You can love whoever you want too,” Relief instantly flooded through your veins, you had built this moment up for months. Crafting so many different scenarios in your head about coming out to your dad. You didn’t really know yourself until you started to have feelings for Hannah who also reciprocated those feelings. When she found out Alex had dumped you she made her self well and truly known, as a friend, forever hoping that it would turn into something more. You had taken a good few months to try and sort your head out and it eventually all got too much. Hence your acting out. You didn’t know how to tell anyone. But you were so glad that your dad now knew.

“I thought you were going to be mad at me,” you said, vulnerability clear in your voice. He sighed and gestured for you to come closer to him on the bed.

“I want you to know, that the only time I’d be mad around relationships was if you were to get hurt, cause I’d kill whoever I had too. If you’re happy, then I’m ecstatic. You can love and be with whoever, as long as they treat you right.” You didn’t have the words to tell your dad how much you loved him, so a cuddle was the best option right now. You had no idea why you thought he would have had a different reaction, but, you couldn’t be more thankful for your dad. You knew that no matter what, as long as you had him by your side, everything would be okay.

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Masterlist

~Last Updated 09/24/2021~

🍒 18+ Please note that whenever you read these works, you acknowledge you are 18+ and can view such works. 

Chicago PD:

Jay Halstead

Adam Ruzek

Greg Gerwitz (Mouse)

Antonio Dawson

Hank Voight

Kevin Atwater

Alvin Olinsky

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Chicago Fire:

Matt Casey

Kelly Severide

Brian Zvonecek (Otis)

Peter Mills

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Chicago Med:

Will Halstead

Connor Rhodes

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Matt Casey x Kelly Severide (as dads) I

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Never in a million years did Matt Casey and Kelly Severide ever dream that they’d become fathers on the same day. Matt and Sylvie had your older brother Ryan three years before you were born. Sylvie and Stella both became pregnant around the same time, with roughly two weeks between them. However, you decided to arrive early and surprise everyone. Since then you and Quinn had been inseparable.

Fifteen years later and you guys were still inseparable, much to Ryan’s disgust. He was the typical jock, he took after your dad in his looks which meant he was constantly sought after by all the girls. He was the captain of the football team, which basically meant he was royalty. You, however, were a complete anomaly as your mom liked to phrase it. You’ve seen the movie The Duff right? Yeah, well you were like Bianca. In fact, you and Quinn were both Bianca.

Never quite fitting in except with Quinn, you guys were two peas in a pod. Both your parents constantly worried about you girls. But, you both brought your parents such joy and laughter.

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“Anna, they are never going to allow us to go to this party,” Quinn sighed as you both walked along to the firehouse after school.

You gave your friend a smirk, “They will if they think it’s at Jamie’s house,” Quinn instantly rolled her eyes at you.

“Yeah, like Jamie Halstead is ever going to be allowed to throw a party!” She laughed.

“Exactly, they’ll think that he’s responsible!” You countered.

“Halstead? Responsible? You make me laugh Anna,” She threw her arm around your shoulder bringing you in for a hug as you guys approached 51. “Plus, you know our dads will definitely ask Jay about the party,”

“This is true,” you sighed.

“There’s my girls!” You both looked up to see your aunt Stella and second mom standing on the apparatus floor smiling at you both.

“Hey!” You both replied before going in for the compulsory hug.

“Your dad is in his office Anna,” she explained giving you an extra squeeze.

“I’m guessing mom and uncle Kelly are out on a call?” You asked noticing the lack of ambulance 61 and squad 3.

“They are indeedy,” she smiled.

“I shall go annoy the father,” you laughed and you said your farewells to your favourite humans.

As you walked through the station you said your hello’s to your firefighter family who were all happy to see you. You saw your dad out the corner of your eye as you turned the corner of the bunk room, noticing how he looked frustrated at the paper in front of him.

Skipping the knock on the door you just swung it open giving your dad a fright.

“Good day sir,” you half shouted before launching your arms round your dads neck, hugging his back. You always knew how to make him happy, as you could hear him chuckle to himself.

“Well good day to you too,” he laughed out as you let go and flopped down on his bed. He spun round in his chair to face you smiling as he did whenever his kids were around.

“How is my favourite daughter today?”

You looked at him with your serious face, “your favourite child is very good today, how is my favourite parent?” Again, making him chuckle.

“You do know that I don’t have favourites and you certainly shouldn’t have them either. Or at least, don’t openly admit it,” he said as he hit you with a ball of scrunched up paper.

“I only speak the truth,” you laughed out.

“Oh, honey, I know,”

-

Your favourite time was meal time, especially when it was at the station because you loved nothing more than being surrounded by your family. This is where you felt completely safe.

“How much hot sauce do you need?” Hermann asked, making everyone go quiet waiting your response.

“There is no limit of hot sauce,” you replied as you continued to add hot sauce to your plate.

“She doesn’t even enjoy the sauce she just likes to make herself look tough,” Ryan sneered at you across the table.

“Oh I’m sorry, I forgot that you were so vanilla,” you quickly retorted at your brother making everyone chuckle which in my infuriated him.

“Guys, enough” you dad looked at you both knowing that it didn’t take much to start a war between you guys.

You passed the bottle over to Quinn who also shared your passion for all things hot and spicy.

“You two are something else,” your uncle Kelly smiled at you both.

“Two weirdos,” Ryan muttered earning a kick from you under the table.

“Ryan stop being mean to them,” your mom interjected, not forgetting to give you your warning look for kicking him.

You held your hands up in defense before wiping the hot sauce off your face.

“You’re such a charmer,” Stella laughed, she loved you like a second daughter, as did Sylvie with Quinn.

The chatter continued as you sat peacefully finishing your tea. You took in your family. You loved them with your whole heart, well, except Ryan. You mostly felt hatred towards him. Which he also felt for you. Although your parents had a very small immediate family, you were blessed to be born into such a big loving family of Chicago’s finest.

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Sorry Isn’t Enough

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Pairing: Kelly Severide x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Kelly forgets about you

Warnings: Swearing

You had known Kelly for years, going as far back as your high school days. Wanting to branch out you moved away to New York right out of high school, losing contact with him. Whenever you returned years later after earning a job offer at Chicago Med you were a little surprised to run into him on your first day.

You were standing at the nurse station going over a patient's chart when you heard your name behind you.

“[Y/L/N]? No way.” He chuckled as you turned around. Meeting his face you smiled brightly pulling him in for a hug.

“Kelly Severide. Would you look at you.” You smiled looking him up and down, and yes he looked even better now than before.

“What are you doing here? When did you get back?” He asked.

“A few days ago. First day here. I see that you have indeed followed in your father’s footsteps.” You took notice of the uniform he was sporting.

“Yeah, well when you left I had no one to get into trouble with anymore. Decided then maybe I should get on the right side of the law.” He joked making you giggle.

“Yeah okay cause I was definitely the one who was stirring up trouble.” You raised your eyebrow, crossing your arms.

“Glad to see you admit it.” He shrugged just as his radio began to talk, “Hey I gotta go, but we definitely need to catch up.” He stated handing you his phone where he had a new contact open. Smiling you grabbed it putting your number in before handing it back to him heading over to your patient.

You took the opportunity to catch up with him the next day. After you had told him about your situation and how you had moved back in with your parents, not having had time to look at apartments before the move he was quick to offer his apartment up to you. He had just lost his old roommate and was in search of a new one. At first you had declined not wanting any awkward old feelings you may have had for him to resurface, but after a few days of searching for a place and failing you took him up on the offer.

To your surprise, it wasn’t as awkward as you might have imagined, but you learned that Kelly was going through some shit. Discovering that his best friend and roommate had died in a fire and he was not coping well at all. You had focused a lot of your energy on making sure he would get through it. Keeping tabs on him at all times, stopping in and checking on him at work, checking in with Matt if you were too busy at work, never letting him alone for too long in fear of himself getting caught up in his own thoughts, or drinking himself into oblivion. You had spent many nights talking to Kelly, distracting him, cuddled up on the couch watching movies. You had been there for his absolute lows never leaving his side. So, whenever it came time for him to be there for you, you had assumed he would be.

Just as you had gotten to work that afternoon you had gotten a call from one of your best friends in New York, Amanda, informing you that your other best friend, Victoria, had been in a car accident and didn’t make it through surgery. Breaking down almost immediately you instinctively called Kelly.

“Hey what’s-“ He started before hearing your sobs. “[Y/N], what’s wrong? What’s going on? Talk to me.” He panicked on the other line, and despite your trying all you could get out was “Victoria” and “car accident” between sobs. “Honey, you have to breathe. I can’t understand you. Just tell me if you’re okay.” You nodded your head before realizing he couldn’t see you. Closing your eyes and taking a few deep breaths you were able to mumble out a coherent enough explanation. “Sweetheart, I’m so sorry. Do you need me to come get you?” He asked sympathy in his voice.

“I...I don’t know. I have to go talk to Sharon.” You answered.

“Okay, let me know. I’m right here whatever you need.” He promised. You thanked him before hanging up and heading to Sharon’s office. Immediately being swept into a hug upon walking in thanks to your appearance. You had informed her what went down and asked if you could go home early once your lunch break hit about 7. She had assured you that was okay and told you if you needed to go home earlier that was okay too. You texted Kelly and he had promised he’d be there to pick you up in a couple hours.

However, it was now 7:45 and Kelly was nowhere to be found. A couple texts and calls with no answers. Sighing you gathered your stuff and headed off to the bus station. Upon getting home you found your apartment silent and empty. You jumped in the shower before flopping down on your couch tears rolling freely down your face even more mad and worried now that Kelly was missing. You were woken up a few hours later by shuffling and voices coming in the door.

“Would you like some wine? I have some stored in-“ You heard Kelly’s voice coming through the apartment stopping in his tracks when you leaned up on the couch spotting a pretty blonde right behind him. “[Y/N]? What are you-“ He started his eyes getting big realization coming to his features, “fuck! [Y/N], I’m so sorry. I completely for-“ He rushed to your side as you cut him off.

“Forgot? Yeah I got that.” You laughed coldly shaking your head. “Have a goodnight you two. You deserve it.” You spit bitterly stalking to your room and slamming the door behind you.

A few minutes later a soft knock came from your door. Rolling your eyes you turned away from it. Another knock coming again.

“Kelly go the fuck away.” You huffed throwing a shoe at the door.

“[Y/N] listen I’m really so-“ He mumbled on the other side as you got up whipping the door open.

“Sorry? Really? What are you even doing? Don’t you have some slut you’d rather be paying attention to?” You asked slamming the door again but this time it was stopped by Kelly’s foot. Flipping him off you laid back down on your bed facing away from him. You felt your bed dip for behind you a soft hesitant hand laying between your shoulders. At this point the tears began flowing down your face again. Emotions rolling inside of you.

“I’m such a jackass. My phone died but I know that’s not an excuse. You have every right to be pissed at me but I promised I’d be here so I’m going to be.” He sighed pulling you to face him. Guilt and sympathy somehow increasing even further when he saw the tears rolling down your face.

“You are a jackass. I was there for you through everything!” You yelled.

“I know and-“ He started but you jumped in.

“No, I’m not finished. Sorry isn’t enough. How could you leave me alone when you promised you’d be there? And all for some one night stand? I just can’t believe you right now.” You ran a hand down your face.

“Just tell me what to do. Anything.” He begged.

“Kelly..I don’t know. I just don’t want to talk about this right now. Please. Can you just..cuddle me and tell me it’s gonna be okay and we’ll talk about this later?” You cried exhaustion taking over. A softness came over Kelly’s face as he nodded throwing the covers back for you both to get under before he pulled you into his chest, kissing your head, and promising he wouldn’t leave your side unless you told him to.

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One Day- Part 2

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Kelly Severide x Reader; Jay Halstead/Will Halstead x Reader (Sister)

Requested: Yes

Prompt: What happens when you start having feelings for someone else aka a certain firefighter

Warnings: None

A/N: I’m sorry this sucked

Part 1 here // Part 3 here

It was approaching a year since your boyfriend, Derek’s death. So much of your life has changed since that day. Your brothers had been there for you through thick and thin. One thing was for sure though. You were sick of others opinions. If you went out on a date you were moving on too quickly. If you stayed at home you weren’t letting things go. If you went to a bar with your friends you were drinking your grief away. No matter what you did everyone had an opinion on what you were supposed to do and how you were supposed to feel. The only thing getting you through were your brothers and friends.

You had just walked into Molly’s when you spotted Jay and Will sitting at a table. Walking over and casually sliding onto a chair. They continued their conversation pulling you into it like it was nothing. A few minutes later you decided to go get a drink walking up to the counter.

“The usual?” Hermann asked pulling a cup from the shelf as you nodded smiling sweetly. He made your drink handing it over to you, thanking him as you made your way back to the table. Your night had went by smoothly. Mingling with your friends and drinking anything they handed you.

“I have early rounds. I better get going.” Will announced a few hours later, getting up to grab his coat.

“Can you drop me off at my apartment?” Jay asked moving to stand up too. Will nodded turning to you.

“I’m gonna stay for a little longer.” You replied to his unspoken question.

“Okay. If you need anything my phone’s on.” He reminded you, both him and Jay hugging you before leaving.

You looked around smiling to yourself when you spotted Kelly Severide sitting at the bar watching the game on the TV in front of him. You snuck up behind him quietly, wrapping your arms around his waist making him jump.

“Jesus Christ!” He huffed turning to look at you laugh escaping your lips. “Not funny.” He glared.

“Sorry.” You shrugged still smiling as you sat on the stool beside him. Kelly Severide had quickly turned into your best friend since your boyfriend's death. Besides Will and Jay, Kelly was there to be your rock on your worst days. You had been good friends with Kelly since you had first met years before and he had hit on you before finding out one, who your brothers were and two, that you were taken. There was just something about Kelly that made it so easy to connect with him. So easy to feel comfortable around him. You had sat there talking to him for the remainder of the night until Hermann announced last call, something that was not uncommon for the two of you.

“Alright come on.” Kelly said once the game had finished picking his coat up off the back of his chair. You got up heading towards the door. “Where is your coat?” He asked following behind you.

“It was warm out when I got here,” you explained stepping out the door and immediately shivering, “and it is not anymore.” You laughed. Severide shook his head slipping off the coat he had just put on and threw it over your shoulders. You tried to fight him, but he just shushed you. You gave up quickly knowing it would be a lost cause following him to his car. Starting his car you sat back relaxing in the passenger seat. He turned the radio on as you shut your eyes sitting in comfortable silence. One of Kelly’s hands were gripping the steering wheel as the other was rested on your neck his fingers rubbing in soft circles. In the last few months you and Kelly’s relationship had gotten more serious? Not that it wasn’t serious before it just felt more serious beyond friends, more intimate maybe without the actual intimacy. You had grown to rely on him, and he had grown to be part of your routine. Him driving you home from a night of hanging out at Molly’s was certainly not something new, and you had grown to feel stronger about him. Starting to notice the way his jaw tensed whenever a guy would hit on you or the way his brow furrowed whenever the Blackhawks were losing. Jealousy coming over you for a split second whenever you witnessed a girl hanging on his arm. Feeling more protective or anxious every time you knew he was out on a call. You had felt these feelings before. You had noticed these things in only one other person before and that realization was scaring the hell out of you. The warmth of Kelly’s hand disappearing drew you out of your thoughts. Opening your eyes you realized you were parked in front of your building. You moved to take his jacket off but he stopped you.

“Keep it. I’ll get it whenever I come over next.” He said. You smiled adjusting it back on your shoulders. He was turned trying to fish something out of his door whenever you leaned over to give him a quick kiss on the cheek. He clearly didn’t get that hint whenever he turned to face you again his lips accidentally meeting yours. You both froze feeling the heat take over your body. Giving in to the spark that moved throughout your body you moved your hands up to cup his face pulling him into you for a full kiss now. At your movement you felt Kelly relax into the kiss leaning closer to you. His lips moved gently along with yours. Feeling the most whole you had in awhile. He nipped at your bottom lip before pulling back to get a breath. He smiled at you running his thumb along your cheekbone. You adjusted yourself in your seat

eyes locking with the clock on his dash in the meantime. Immediately feeling your breath hitch you backed away from Kelly. He followed your eyes to see the clock read “2:13am” sympathy washed over his face reaching out to you, “Hey..” he whispered trying to get your attention, but you shook your head.

“Kel..I..I..” You tried to get out, giving up and opting to just get out of his car. You swallowed hard rushing towards your building not looking back. As soon as you closed your door you sank to the floor head falling into your hands. “I’m sorry D.” You mumbled into your hands feeling the guilt sink in deeper.

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“[Y/N]!” You heard Will’s voice bound throughout your apartment. Groaning you buried your face deeper into your pillows. You heard him sigh heavily before feeling your bed sink. “You have to get up.” He stated moving his hand up and down your back.

“I don’t have to do anything.” You retorted curling further into a ball.

“Jay’s on his way. If he gets here, and you’re-” He started making you huff loudly throwing the covers off of you.

“Fine. I’m up.” You growled. You already knew how this day was going to go. You had been dreading it since the first of the month. At 2:14am Derek would’ve officially been gone for a whole year. 365 days of living your life way differently than you had planned for so long, but you knew the cycle. You knew that if you refused to get out of bed and push on that would only cause a quick downhill slide for you. So, Jay and Will had promised to pull you out. Whether you wanted to or not they were dragging you out of the house. You stomped to your bathroom jumping in the shower refusing with all your power to let the swirling thoughts take over. Whenever you were dressed and ready for the day you walked out to find Will and Jay scrolling through their phones on the couch. Jay heard your footsteps looking up to see you walking into the living room.

“About damn time. Let’s go.” He complained making you roll your eyes and gather your things before following the two out the door.

They had dragged you numerous places throughout the day keeping your mind occupied when all you really wanted was to go home and curl up in bed with piles of food. However, you knew your brothers weren’t about to let that happen. You were sitting in your favorite diner waiting for the waitress to come over with your food when the table started buzzing. Picking you phone up and turning it over Kelly’s name flashed on the screen, for the 5th time that day. Sighing you silenced it sitting it back down on the table.

“Okay that’s like the 10th time that’s happened who’s calling you?” Will asked.

“Nobody.” You grumbled playing with the straw on your drink.

“Is there a particular reason you don’t want us to know?” He pushed.

“It’s not a big deal. Just cause you're my brothers doesn’t mean you have to know every little detail of-“ You began to rant, but were cut off whenever Jay reached over the table grabbing your phone from under your hand. “Hey!” You screamed moving to grab your phone from him but he was already looking through it.

“Severide? Why’s he keep calling you?” Jay asked confused turning your phone towards Will.

“And why do you keep ignoring it?” Will interrogated handing your phone back to you. You stared at them not answering.

“You know we’re going to find out anyway so might as well just tell us.” Jay shrugged making roll your eyes. But their accusing stares refused to leave you. “Fine. Okay. Whatever. Kelly and I kissed last night.” You mumbled as the waitress walked over to give you your orders. You thanked her since Jay and Will seemed to be rendered speechless. You began to eat as they looked at each other in confusion.

“Alright. I’m super confused.” Jay finally admitted breaking the silence. “Since when? How?” He shook his head trying to get out the million questions.

“I don’t know. I guess I’ve been having feelings for him for a while.” You shrugged looking down at your plate.

“Did you know about this?” Jay asked Will pointing at you.

“No, but you’re the detective. Aren’t you supposed to pick up on shit?” Will retorted causing Jay to glare at him. “Okay but..this still doesn’t answer why you’ve been ignoring his calls all day.” Will added.

“I’m avoiding him obviously.” You answered picking a fry off his plate.

“Why?” Jay asked.

“I ran off after we kissed.” You said.

“Can we stop acting like all of this is obvious and normal?” Will scolded you making you roll your eyes. “I’m serious. For what reason did you run off?” He pushed making you sigh heavily.

“It’s not like I can date the guy okay? I shouldn’t have done it and now I’m not sure how to handle it.” You admitted.

“Didn’t you just say you like him?” Jay asked trying to keep up.

“Listen guys a year ago today my life was flipped upside down. Derek was my person. My one. And now he’s gone. I know it sounds crazy, but I felt guilty. I felt like I was betraying him somehow. Maybe all those people were right maybe I was trying to let go of him too fast.” You swallowed hard.

“[Y/N], Derek wouldn’t want you to do this. He would want you to be happy and I know that probably sounds really cliche, but it’s true. He loved you. A lot and there is no doubt he would want you to live your life to the fullest, and that means finding someone who loves you at least half of what he did.” You sat back running a hand down your face taking in Will’s words.

“Can we just drop this for now? Please.” You begged as the nodded changing the subject quickly. After paying you hopped into Jay’s truck heading towards your next stop. You leaned back closing your eyes listening to your brothers bicker about who got to play the music. Feeling Jay put the truck into park about 20 minutes later you opened your eyes to see you were stopped in front of Kelly’s building. “What the hell?” You asked panic rising within you.

“We’re not going to force you to go in, but we really think you should.” Will answered. You looked between them and the building in front of you. You sighed heavily moving to open the door.

“You’re not leaving right?” You asked.

“Not unless you tell us to.” Jay smiled at you. Taking a deep breath you got out of the truck. You knocked lightly on Kelly’s door, hearing shuffling from inside until the door swung open to reveal Kelly.

“[Y/N]! I’ve been calling you all day I was-“ He started before you cut him off.

“Can we talk?” You asked.

“Yeah of course.” He nodded moving out of the way for you to make your way in. Shutting the door behind you he was closely following behind you to his living room where he sat beside you on the couch close enough that his knee was hitting yours. Looking at him you began to play with your hands. “I’m sorry.” You finally mumbled.

“For what?” He asked looking at you confused.

“Running off, avoiding you. I just don’t know.” You admitted. Sympathy took over his features as he reached for one of your hands. “I’m scared. Really scared. Kissing you made me feel something that I haven’t felt in a long time and then...I don’t know I just panicked. I felt so guilty.” You explained. “Everyone had so many opinions on what I should be doing with my life. How I should be handling things. How I should be feeling, and everyone tells me Derek would want me to be happy. To move on. But how am I supposed to know that? He’s gone. It’s not like I can ask him!” You squeezed Kelly’s hand getting worked up. “It’s just one thing after the other and it’s like a nightmare that keeps coming back and-“ You started to breathe heavily.

“Hey. Take a deep breath.” He encouraged. Making you whimper at the thoughts filling your head. “I’m not here to make you feel guilty. I’m not here to rush you. I just want to be here for you. In whatever way you need. Obviously I have feelings for you. I’m not going to deny that, but I’m not here to push you. If you’re not ready the-“ He promised before you jumped in.

“But...I want to be. I loved Derek. I still love Derek. That will never change, but I can’t keep doing this to myself. I can’t keep getting stuck in this cycle of grief or whatever it is. I just...want to be happy again.” You bit your lip looking down in your lap. Kelly’s hand moved to cup your jaw tilting it so you could meet his eyes.

“You know there’s nothing more in this world you deserve more than to be happy right?” He said swiping at thumb on your jaw. Leaning into his touch you closed your eyes waiting for his lips to meet yours and when they did a warmth filled your body that you had missed for far too long. Giving into him you could finally feel the presence of happiness you had been pushing out. It wasn’t going to be easy. It was going to be a fight between your heart and head, but you needed to do it, and you were willing to do it with Kelly.

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Kelly Severide- NSFW Alphabet

*Not my gif*

18+

A-Z

A- Aftercare

He helps clean you up before pulling you into his chest. He then proceeds to ask you all the things he did right and all the things he did wrong so he can always better himself. He’s a very picky person that always wants to be the best.

B- Body Part

He likes his biceps. How you always tell how much you love them and how you dig your nails into them while he’s fucking you. On you he likes your hips. Likes being able to grip onto them. Loves the way they make your body curve in all the right places.

C- Cum

There are few things he loves in life more than filling you with his cum.

D- Dirty Secret

Severide is actually really romantic and gets attached easily. Even though he’s had a lot of sex he is actually okay with settling down and with the idea of only having sex with one person. Everyone thinks otherwise though.

E- Experience

Severide has a lot of experience. Before he met you it was kind of a coping method. Have a bad day at work? Go get laid. See something you’re never going to forget? Go get laid. Unfortunately being a firefighter has come with a lot of those situations so he has gotten laid quite a lot.

F- Favorite Position

Severide loves when you ride him. He loves the mix of having no control but also having the ability to take over if he needs. You like doing the work. You love hearing the string of curses words that come from his mouth it only eggs you on further. Your favorite part though is when he gets close. How do you know? He grabs your hips and takes over the work.

G- Goofy

Eh. Severide is more focused during sex. If he gets drunk as hell though you can get him to have a good time and not take it as seriously.

H- Hair

Severide stays well groomed.

I- Intimacy

Like I said he likes to be the absolute best and this translates to sex too. He is devoted to making it a good experience.

J- Jack Off

Severide is so used to getting it all the time he never needs to Jack Off. But when he does you’re always the object of his attention.

K- Kink

Although Severide likes kinks he doesn’t go too far out of the ordinary. He sticks more with the common kinks. Spanking (but not too hard), bondage, lingerie, choking. Not so shockingly though his favorite is his daddy kink.

L- Location

Truck, quarters, home in bed any place really.

M- Motivation

Seeing the hickies he gave you the night before always gets him going again. Plus they’re in hidden sight where only he can see them. Loves watching you walk, watching your hips sway in the most perfect way. Anytime you sit in his lap it’s game over.

N-NO

Anything out of the ordinary that would make you uncomfortable or humiliation.

O-Oral

Kelly is king of pleasure, and he enjoys giving just as much as he enjoys receiving.

P- Pace

He likes it rough and fast. He loves manhandling you. Every so often you can get him to take his time and go slow but those occasions are few and far between.

Q- Quickie

Yes. Very much so yes.

R- Risk

Severide loves to experiment. He’s had sex enough times that he likes to keep it interesting. New places is his favorite to experiment. Show up at work you better believe his quarters will be soon occupied. Laundry room, gear room, you name a place around the house and Severide has probably convinced you to have sex there. (Except Boden’s office that’s off limits.) He wants nothing more than to have sex on a fire truck.

S- Stamina

Kelly’s Stamina is great. Up to do anything for however long you want.

T- Toys

He’s okay with you using them and using him on you it does not work both ways though.

U- Unfair

Again yes. Very much so yes. He knows you can’t resist him and he definitely uses that to his advantage. What he didn’t account for whenever you started dating though was that you are just as much of a tease.

V- Volume

He’s loud and he doesn’t care. He likes to let you know how well you are doing and how amazing you feel. Shay used to give him a lot of shit about it.

X- X Ray

Yeah Severide’s got a nice dick. Why else would he get laid all the time? It’s not way too big but it’s definitely big enough. Between his length and width it takes a couple minutes for you to get used to it no matter how many time you have sex.

Y- Yearning

Severide’s sex drive is ridiculous.

Z- Zzz

After giving you a survey he is out like a light.

[halstudandruz]

Talk About a Dream (NSFW)

*Not my gifs*

Pairing: Jay Halstead/Kelly Severide x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Reader can’t pick between Jay and Kelly. They make it work.

Warnings: Swearing, Smut (18+), Threesome

It had been a long week at the firehouse and you were more than happy to be done with your shift. It seemed like every shift you were on that week was nothing but sadness. Having dealt with more deaths in three twenty four hours shifts than you were okay with. You knew you couldn’t let work hit you too hard, but regardless of whether you were a paramedic or accountant you would always care about people. It was just the type of person you were and sadly you tend to take things a little harder than others, but you would rather help than just let it happen. You were at your locker getting ready to leave whenever Kelly came up behind you.

“Hey, [Y/L/N], you coming to Molly’s tonight?” He asked making you jump.

“I don’t know. It’s been a long week.” You answered shutting your locker.

“All the more reason to come.” He shrugged smile on his face.

“We’ll see.” You smiled back slinging your bag on your shoulder and heading out. Just as you reached your car you felt your phone buzz. Pulling it out you seen Jay’s name pop up.

“Molly’s tonight?” The text read. You texted back a maybe throwing your phone in the cup holder and starting your car. You had met Jay through work. 51 and Intelligence had crossed paths plenty of times and thanks to Hermann opening up Molly’s you all had grown even closer. Now the problem that was beginning to surface was your feelings for both men. Kelly and Jay were definitely different in some ways but oh so similar in others. They both took their work seriously, always willing to put their lives on the line for others, intense but in a good way, strong, passionate, and just overall very very good looking. Just when you thought you had made up your mind on which way to go, it would take all but 10 minutes for the other to send your head spinning once again. On top of all of that they were both great friends and you didn’t want to ruin anything with either of them. Not that you were positive that they liked you or anything you just didn’t want to cause any drama or blow anything up. So, in fear of all of that you kept to yourself until you were fully and undoubtedly ready to make a decision. What you didn’t know was that your long ass horrible week was about to end on a completely opposite note. After going home and catching up on sleep you were awoken to a few more texts from both Jay and Kelly begging you to come out. Finally you gave in. Going about your day normally, showering, eating, cleaning your apartment (and thank goodness you did), before you had gotten ready. Throwing a nice outfit on, enough to show yourself off but not in a slutty attention seeking way, doing your hair and makeup, and heading down to Molly’s. You took a Uber not wanting to worry about what you would do if you did end up drunk. Walking in a lot of the regulars were already there. Meaning those from 51 and Intelligence.

“Can I have a Long Island please?” You asked reaching the bar and giving Gabby a smile.

“I know you’ve had a rough week, but talk about starting off strong.” She laughed turning to grab a glass.

“I’m ready to let it all wash away.” You replied.

“You made it.” You heard from behind you turning to face Severide as he laid a kiss on your cheek.

“She did indeed and she is ready to dive right in. Good luck.” Gabby joked sitting your drink in front of you. Severide raised and eyebrow at you.

“I like where this is going.” He flirted, taking a drink of his beer.

“I’m going to need you to drink something a little more potent than beer there Sev.” You smirked.

“Three shots it is.” Jay jumped in to the conversation sitting beside you as Hermann laid three shot glasses in front of you three. For the next two hours it was pretty much a repeat of that. Shots, shots, and more shots between the three of you. As well as flirting thrown at you from both sides. It was slightly odd. It was like they knew one another were flirting, but they didn’t want to compete.

“I’m bored. Can we go bar hopping?” You asked excited with your idea.

“Sweetheart all the other bars are like 15 minutes away.” Jay replied.

“There is that dance club that just opened down the street.” Severide contributed.

“Dance club?” You raised an eyebrow giving him a look.

“It’s not a strip club.” He laughed, “It’s an actual club.” He promised. A smile formed on your face as you turned to Jay waiting for an answer.

“I’m in if you are.” He shrugged. You jumped up stumbling a bit as you did Severide catching your arm steadying you.

“Hey, don’t do anything stupid you three.” Hermann warned as you three bid your goodbyes unable to convince anyone else to join you. Throwing you in the den to try it out first before they wasted their time there. Jay already had a taxi waiting outside for you guys. It took you about 5 minutes to get there. Walking in you were met with loud music, couples all over the place, and lights flashing.

“You weren’t kidding when you said club.” You joked to Severide.

“I’m going to go get us drinks.” He said walking off from you and Jay. You took notice of all the couples around you “dancing” on the floor. You smirked taking Jay’s hand pulling him with you.

“I can’t dance.” He said wide eyed.

“It’s not hard Jay. Just move with me.” You smiled turning so his front was against your back as you placed his hands on your hips. Normally you couldn’t dance either, but you were drunk and didn’t really care. “See. Easy.” You bit your lip feeling him move against you leaning back further into his chest. “I like you this close to me...you’re warm.” You admitted smiling to yourself as you felt Jay grab your hips tighter.

“I leave for two seconds and you duck out from me?” Kelly challenged smirk on his face holding out drinks to both you and Jay.

“Nobody said you couldn’t join.” You retorted taking the drink and grabbing his hand to bring him against you. He took no time falling into the role swaying the front of his body against yours as Jay stayed behind you. You felt Jay’s lips lay light kisses along your neck, and looking back now you were 100% sure this is where you judgement went flying out the window, but you were damn sure happy it did.

You tilted your neck to the side giving him more access as you felt his smile against your neck. You looked at Kelly sensing his body stiffen a bit at the sight before looking back down at you. Your eyes glanced to his lips before your hand slipped around his neck gently pulling him down to you. He wasted no time at all capturing your lips. Attacking them in a rough but sweet kiss. Your arm reached back looping around Jay’s neck pulling him closer against you as his hand traveled down the front of you just as Kelly pulled back out of breath. “Can we get out of here?” You asked eyes flickering between each man. They seemed to look at each other for acceptance before Jay took your hand pulling you outside.

You jumped into your last taxi for the night as Severide told the driver your address. Sitting between them you lay your hand on Severide thigh teasingly moving it up and down as you lay your head on Jay’s shoulder occasionally planting a soft kiss against his neck. It took about 5 minutes to get back to your apartment. The three of you stumbling in the door quickly. You were the first one in followed by Kelly, then Jay who shut the door and spun you around against it tilting your head up to duck his lips onto yours. Jay’s kiss was more gentle than Severide’s taking the time to feel your lips against his, taking in the taste of you. You pulled back taking Jay’s hand and leading him to the couch where Kelly already sat shirtless.

You sat him down beside Kelly before pulling his shirt off as well admiring the men in front of you. “Talk about a damn dream.” You smirked before straddling Jay on the couch. Your fingers threaded through his hair pulling him to your lips again. This time you felt Kelly kneel behind you placing kiss up and down the back of your neck. He pulled you back just enough to get your shirt off letting you go back to what you were doing as he ran his lips across your shoulders down your back as he reached in front of you to squeeze your breasts. You hummed arching back into Kelly making you grind down onto Jay unintentionally earning a small groan from him causing you smile into the kiss. Kelly stood up pulling you with him.

You sauntered off towards the bedroom leaving the boys to follow and they were quick to do so. However you were already stripped naked by the time they walked in smirking as they both looked over you lust clear on both their faces. You pulled Kelly over first laying him down on the bed. You kissed him lightly palming him through his jeans only doing so to tease him knowing he was already hard as he played with your breasts. Your lips made their way from his all the way down to the waistband of his jeans before you worked to get them off. Him helping you in the meantime. By the time you looked back up his dick was against his stomach precum already drilling out and your mouth watered at the sight.

“Well?” He asked smirking down at you. You licked your lips whimpering a little before flattening your tongue against the head of his dick licking the precum away making him suck in a sharp breath. You took that as a good sign to go ahead licking up the bottom of his shaft before wrapping your lips around his dick. You started off slow attempting to figure out what movements he liked best and once you seemed to figure it out you went faster and sucked harder keeping his hips pinned to the bed as his eyes were closed and his fingers were threaded in your hair. “Wow. Your mouth is incredible [Y/N]. Yes, just like that.” Kelly grunted. You felt the bed dip behind you before you felt Jay’s hands rubbing up and down your back. He kissed along your spine before sneaking a hand in front of you slowly and gently running a finger up your folds. You moaned quietly adjusting yourself so you could open your legs wider and once again he ran his finger against you but this time he stopped at your clit starting to rub it.

You took a deep breath in trying to stay focused on Kelly at the same time. You stayed like this for a few minutes enjoying it all letting Kelly occasionally fuck into your mouth until you felt Jay back away from you. His fingertips running down your ass to your thighs until you felt him lick a strip up your pussy. Immediately moaning around Kelly at the contact in return Kelly bucking up into your throat. You heard Jay chuckle before you felt his tongue dive in you again. He took his time tasting every inch of you before bringing a finger up and slowly pushing it in as he continued to lick at your clit. You popped off of Kelly throwing your head back at the feeling.

“Oh my good god Jay yes.” You breathed out pushing back towards him. Kelly let Jay work his magic on you as he ran a hand up and down his shaft watching your face and taking in the noises you were making. Jay added another finger curling them up making you moan out in pleasure moving your hips back to ride Jay’s fingers. Between the way his tongue flicked across your clit in the most perfect way and his fingers curled up hitting the right spot every time it didn’t take long for you to hit a high clenching around Jay’s fingers and screaming out a few curse words, head falling down on Kelly’s stomach. As soon as you composed yourself again you stood up making Kelly and Jay switch places. This was the first time you had gotten to take in all of Jay. His dick was a little longer whereas Severide’s seemed thicker but they were both bigger than you had expected. You smirked taking Jay’s dick into your hand slowly moving it up and down gaining a very quiet groan from him. You smiled down at him giving him a quick but deep kiss before going straight in to wrap your mouth around his dick. Not expecting the quick motion Jay gave a louder moan this time involuntarily bucking up into your mouth making you gag around his dick.

“Sorry honey.” Jay apologized threading his hands through your hair. You give him a quick kiss to the tip of his dick before going back down on him as a way to say it was okay. As your mouth was working diligently on Jay’s dick. Kelly laid a soft hand on your back leaning down to your ear.

“You ready to get wrecked baby?” Kelly asked smirk clear in his voice as he kissed you lightly below your ear. You nodded your head vigorously Jay’s dick still completely filling your mouth. You felt Kelly stand up and adjust you so that his dick was lined with your entrance. “You’re sure about this [Y/N]?” Severide asked again hands on each side of your waist, dick ready to slide in on the word go. You wiggled your hips sliding back on him slightly. He took the hint slowly sliding into you. He occasionally stopped letting you adjust before you let him know you were good, fingers tightening around your waist each time. As soon as he bottomed out he let out a loud moan head falling onto your shoulder. “Holy fuck Halstead she’s so tight.” Kelly said making you chuckle. Eventually you both got your rhythm to match. Kelly thrusting into you at the same speed you went down on Jay’s dick. The room was filled with moans and smells of sex and sweat. Your throat and jaw were aching but the amount of pleasure you were taking in was enough to make it worth every second. Soon you could feel a knot form in your stomach for the second time that night. You reluctantly pulled off of Jay as your hand replaced your mouth.

“Sev, I’m gonna cum..” You croaked breaths getting heavier as you lazily moved your hand up and down Jay’s shaft, but fast enough that Jay was still enjoying it. Lifting his head to watch you cum.

“Good cause me too.” Kelly admitted starting to take harder and shallower thrusts. By the third one you felt yourself clench letting out a loud moan of Kelly’s name shutting your eyes as you seen stars. Just as you finished you felt Kelly quickly pull out warm spurts of his cum covering your back. It took a second for you two to settle yourselves again but finally Severide stood up informing you that he was going to retrieve a washcloth. You smiled up at Jay going to move your mouth on him again but he shook his head pulling you to his lips. You kissed him lazily before pulling back to look at him confused.

“You okay with going for one more?” He asked. You grinned wide pecking him on the lips before moving to straddle him. You took a deep breath taking ahold of Jay’s dick and lining him up to your pussy before slowly sinking down on him.

“You just got pounded and your still tight as hell babygirl.” Jay whined eyes closed.

“I don’t think you’re complaining about that.” You joked leaning down to kiss him quickly. You heard footsteps and looked to see Kelly walking in surprised at the sight but then laughing. He walked over taking the washcloth and wiping his cum off your back before going to set down beside you.

“How’s she feel Halstead?” Kelly asked looking at you smile on his face.

“Fucking amazing.” Jay answered moving his hands to grab onto your hips. You laughed laying your hands across his chest adjusting your legs to begin finally moving on Jay’s dick. Jay was already sensitive from your mouth so it took no time at all for him to be a moaning mess. Which was truly the hottest thing you had ever witnessed. Jay below you head thrown back, voice completely strained, sweat dripping down his forehead, and he was doing all he absolutely could to not move his hips up into you. As you moved flawlessly on Jay, Kelly sat beside you playing with your breasts. Mouth covering one nipple as he rolled your other nipple between his fingers. Alternating between the two. In what felt like two minutes you had already felt your legs starting to shake feeling like your orgasm was near.

“Jay...baby..I’m close..” You breathed out biting your lips hard.

“Me too..” He said through a clenched jaw trying to move you off.

“No...please cum in me. Please Jay. I want you to fill my pussy with your cum.” You whined. Pleasure making your common sense jump out of the window. This made him finally lose his control gripping your hips tight and beginning to fuck up into you harder than you thought possible. Kelly moved his hand down to rub your clit still working on your nipples. To say you were in absolutely bliss was an understatement. You couldn’t hold back the loud yell that came from you as you practically convulsed around Jay’s dick, Kelly having to hold you up while Jay filled you with his cum. You collapsed down onto Jay as he tried to move you to pull out. Whimpering at the sensitivity he kissed your forehead Kelly moving to grab the washcloth he had tossed aside again. You rolled off of Jay legs still trembling in awe of what had happened. Jay moved over pulling you into his side to give Kelly room to lay beside you. As he cleaned you up again. Laying down on your other side once he was done. You had never been so glad to have a king size bed. “Well...that was..something.” You laughed cuddling into Jay.

“Good something?” Kelly asked turning to spoon you.

“Very good something.” You smiled. It didn’t take long for you to fall asleep wrapped around the two men. However, by the time you woke up the next morning you were left in bed by yourself. Groaning as the sunlight hit your eyes you drug yourself out of bed to get medicine from the kitchen. Upon walking out you seen Jay and Kelly joking with each other making breakfast. Both of them shirtless. You let a whine slip out of your mouth causing them both to turn towards you.

“Goodmorning.” They said at the same time Kelly walking over to hand you Advil and a bottle of water kissing you on the forehead.

“Thank you.” You smiled shyly taking it and going to sit on the stool in front of the island. “Soo.. last night really happened?” You asked biting your lip.

“Yes, yes it did.” Jay smirked laying a plate in front of you. “You regretting it?” He asked laying his head on his hand.

“What sane person would have regretted that?” You giggled.

“So, now that you’ve had the whole experience you finally ready to pick one of us?” Kelly asked sitting next to you making your eyes go wide.

“I-I don’t..” You stumbled.

“He’s joking honey.” Jay cut you off smiling. “Unless you really are ready to pick one of us.” He added.

“We’re not going to rush you, but we want you to know we won’t be mad regardless. We both just want you to be happy.” Kelly contributed.

“In the meantime, if you want to continue to have some fun I think we’re both up for that.” Jay grinned coming behind you to plant a kiss on your neck. Waking up this morning you were leaning towards one of them but you knew in a matter of minutes your head would once again be up in the air and you couldn’t be mad about that.

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One Day- Part 3

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Kelly Severide x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: You need one last confirmation

Warnings: Swearing, talk of death

Part 1 here / Part 2 here

It was the night before your wedding. In less than 24 hours you would be known as Mrs. Kelly Severide, but here you sat, 10 o’clock at night, in a graveyard. Hauntingly quiet, hauntingly still. You were supposed to head to Sylvie’s after the rehearsal dinner since that’s where you and your bridesmaids were getting ready in the morning, but instead your car drove you here. Not purposely, but here you were so apparently it was a little purposely. You had been sitting there for over an hour. Words frozen inside of you as you traced his name. His birth date. His death date. A mix of emptiness and guilt inside of you as you felt your engagement ring scrape across the stone.

“Hi D..I’m sorry I haven’t come to visit in a while. I’ve been a little busy.” You laughed to yourself lightly, tears crowding the corners of your eyes. “I’ve been avoiding this. Part of me believes if I just push it to the back of my mind, push you to the back of my mind, maybe I can just forget, but the actual thought of that terrifies me because...I don’t want to forget D. I’m terrified that one day I will wake up and not remember your voice anymore or the way you smelt or how your smile could brighten any room. I’m scared if I move on...if I go through with this that means there won’t be any room for you anymore, and I know that sounds stupid but that doesn’t make it any less scary.” You admitted tears starting to cover your cheeks. “Everyone keeps telling me that this is what you wouldve wanted...that you would want me to move on, but I don’t know how I’m supposed to know that...how you’re supposed to tell me that. How you’re supposed to tell me that I can move on, but I know I need to try. So, D if you can give me any sign that this is okay. That you understand. That this is what you would want for me..that you want me to move on please jus-“ You sobbed as a big wind gust flew around you interrupting you. Laughing you closed your eyes to feel it. To take it in. To take him in. Letting out a big sigh you kissed your hand before laying it on his name once again. “Thank you..I love you and miss you more than you could ever know Derek. Please don’t ever let me forget.” Your voice quivered as you moved to stand up. Stepping back into your car you picked up your phone to see a million missed texts and calls. You assured your brothers you were okay and you just had to do something before driving off towards Sylvie’s.

The next morning waking up you had felt lighter than you ever had before. Turning to look at your phone you seen Kelly’s name pop up.

“I love you, [Y/N]. Let’s get fucking married today!” The text read making you laugh out loud.

“Let’s get married, baby.” You replied.

The thought of forgetting Derek would always terrify you, but you knew in the back of your mind that would never happen. You would never let that happen, and with the knowledge that this is what he would’ve wanted, that this was okay, you hopped out of bed because you were marrying Kelly fucking Severide today.

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Kelly Severide Masterlist

*Not my gif*

Warning: 🍒 18+ Please note that whenever you read these works, you acknowledge you are 18+ and can view such works. 

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My Hero

Movie Night

The World Doesn’t Stop for Anyone

Old Fling

Strategic Planning

Talk About a Dream (ft. Jay Halstead) 🍒

One Day (Part 2)

One Day (Part 3)

NSFW Alphabet🍒

Sorry Isn’t Enough

Ready When You Are

Gentleman in the Streets, Freak in the Sheets 🍒

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Headcanons:

Kelly as a dad

[halstudandruz]

Old Fling

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Kelly Severide x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Kelly goes all protective/jealous boyfriend when Reader gets too drunk

Warnings: Swearing, drunken antics

It had been a long week. Everyday just seemed to get worse than the one before. After having a terrible day Monday you convinced yourself it was just one day and the week would get better from there, but you couldn’t have been further from the truth. So, by the time Friday rolled around you were done and you were ready to put the week as far behind you as possible. Your boyfriend, Kelly had texted you earlier in the day and asked if you wanted to go to Molly’s with the crew from 51 after you got off and you were quick to accept. You of course got off way later than you planned so by the time you had gotten back to your apartment you quickly showered and got ready knowing everyone was already at Molly’s. Walking in you were met with the regulars. Most of the people from 51 and many from Intelligence as well as a few from Med. You quickly spotted Kelly at the bar talking to Stella which made your stomach swirl with jealousy but you pushed it back walking over to slide up on a chair next to him.

“Hey baby.” You greeted leaning over to kiss him on the cheek as Stella greeted you.

“Hi.” He smiled, turning his head to capture your lips in a quick kiss. Hermann quickly walked over with your usual order.

“You’re a god sent Herm.” You sighed picking up the beer and downing half of it.

“Rough day?” He asked laughing.

“Rough week.” Kelly answered for you taking your hand beside him as you nodded your head. You really hadn’t noticed how much you drank in the following hour, immersed in conversation with those around you until you had gotten up to pee surprised at the lack of balance you had. Kelly caught you, laughing as you gripped onto his arms. “Maybe you should slow down a bit there sweetheart.” He raised an eyebrow at you.

“Yeah, I will, but I really need to pee so help me get there.” You smiled sweetly. He slid down from his chair as you kept your hand gripped around his bicep taking the opportunity to squeeze it. “You’re so hot.” You bit your lip looking him up and down disbelief settling in that he was your boyfriend as it often did sometimes especially when you were feeling tipsy. He shook his head chuckling helping you off to the bathroom. Whenever you came back out he was nowhere to be found. Assuming he was swept off somewhere by someone, and hoping that someone was not Stella, you continued back to your seat. Well until Kim had called your name, getting your attention, waving you over to her table. You stumbled over sitting down beside her as most of Chicago’s finest detectives sat around you. You were quickly brought into their conversation specifically falling into deep conversation with Jay who was setting on your other side.

“Yeah you wish that’s how it went down.” You rolled your eyes laughing.

“I don’t have to wish, that is how it went down.” He retorted taking another drink of his beer smiling.

“You’re telling me you’ve had better?” You joked.

“Well I never said that.” Jay answered smirk in his voice. Your conversation continued many jokes shared between the two of you as well as drinks before you felt a tapping on your shoulder. You turned to see Kelly standing above you.

“Hi honey.” You smiled up at him. He gave you a fake smile taking your hand and pulling you up.

“You ready?” He asked voice sounding a bit off.

“What? No. It’s not even 12 o’clock.” You pouted.

“Alright then let’s go back up to the bar.” He stated jaw clenched tight.

“Why? I-“ You began before you noticed the glint in his eyes. The glint you knew all too well. The glint of jealousy. You gave in before you could finish your sentence, bidding the table goodbye as you headed back up to your original seats, Kelly guiding you with a protective arm around your waist.

You sat back as Kelly talked to Casey, occasionally including you in the conversation while you continued to drink. It only took a second drink for Kelly to intercept it from your hand.

“I told you to slow down.” He scolded.

“Yeah cause you have room to talk.” You rolled your eyes. Even though he wasn’t drunk at all tonight you had experienced drunk Kelly plenty of times as well. He ignored your comment handing the beer over to Casey who shrugged taking it and drinking it, causing you to huff crossing your arms. “I have to piss again.” You mumbled getting down from the chair.

“I’ll come w-“ He began to say before you cut him off.

“I’m good. I got it.” You said heading towards the bathroom yourself. Confidently walking straight, although you were sure it didn’t look as straight to anyone else who may have been watching. As soon as you walked out of the restroom you bumped into Jay who was coming out of the men’s.

“This feels like deja vu.” He laughed referring to your first night of meeting. You and Jay had hooked up for about a month after meeting at Molly’s one night. It was casual nothing serious just fun. He didn’t want anything serious and you were fine with occupying yourself in the meantime. He was actually the reason you had met Kelly and had convinced you to go for it.

“Too bad tonight won’t end the same as that night.” You giggled before you felt your eyes widen noticing how flirty that must’ve come out in your drunk state, “Not that I won’t be getting laid or anything! But like obviously not by you! I just mea-“ You stumbled over your words trying to fix yourself causing Jay to laugh loudly.

“I know what you meant [Y/N]. However, I think we both know it won’t be as good.” Jay shrugged grinning making you push him in the shoulder playfully and once again your conversation was interrupted by Kelly as he cleared his throat behind you. He came up behind you wrapping his arms around your waist resting his chin on your shoulder. A way that would look innocent on the outside but on the inside you knew it was full of protection and jealousy.

“Hitting on my girl again Halstead?” Kelly asked jokingly, but you knew he was serious, as he laid a kiss on the side of your neck.

“I think she may be just a little drunk. Be careful getting her home.” Jay pretended to whisper to Kelly making you roll your eyes as he patted him on the shoulder walking back towards his table. As soon as Jay was out of sight Kelly unraveled himself from you taking your hand and pulling you towards the door.

“I take it we’re leaving?” You asked but he didn’t answer. He stopped for a brief second to tell Stella something which in turn made you jealous so naturally you stole the shot of whiskey out of Casey’s hand just before it reached his lips downing it in a second. Causing him to throw you a ‘what the hell’ look. “You stole mine.” You shrugged smiling.

“Fair enough.” He muttered as Kelly came back over taking your hand again. He led you all the way to his car, opening the door for you, helping you in, and going to his side, driving off still not saying a word. However, he had his hand laid on your thigh protectively, his fingers digging in slightly. After a few minutes you decided to break the silence. “Kelly?” You asked making him look over at you blinking his eyes before returning them back to the road. “What is wrong?” You huffed leaning over to lay your hand on his leg. It was then you had regretted taking Casey’s shot feeling the familiar burn in your throat. “Pull over.” You mumbled and he wasted no time doing so. You opened the door leaning out and letting the shot as well as some of the other alcohol make its way back out of your body. Kelly reached over pulling your hair back behind your shoulders and out of your face, rubbing a hand up and down your back for a few minutes. Finally you collapsed back into your seat shutting the door as Kelly handed you a water, only taking a sip knowing it could potentially make it worse.

“Regretting that shot now huh?” He asked amusement in his voice getting back on the road.

“If you didn’t just have to stop and talk to Stella it wouldn’t have been an issue.” You huffed.

“You’re mad at me for talking to Stella while you were in Jay’s lap all night?” He raised an eyebrow at you putting his car in park, amusement and jealousy clear in his voice more than anger getting out and helping you up to his apartment as you continued the conversation.

“Okay first of all I was not in Jay’s lap all night. Secondly, at least I didn’t disappear with him for over half an hour.” You accused.

“What are you talking about?” He asked confused look on his face.

“You don’t think I hadn’t noticed you and Stella were missing?” You replied stumbling into the living room.

“Babe, I don’t know where she was but I was with Casey.” He explained. “On top of that you might not want to accuse me when you got caught in the bathroom with someone you used to lay.” He crossed his arms looking down at you.

“Oh stop exaggerating, we were in the hallway where anybody could see.” You replied as he sat down beside you.

“I’m pretty sure we’ve done a few things in a number of different places anybody could see.” He wiggled his eyebrows pulling you closer into him.

“You were jealous. I know jealous Kelly and you were jealous tonight.” You smirked up at him.

“Was not.” He denied.

“I like it. I think it’s hot.” You egged him on as he continued to deny it kissing up and down his jaw and neck.

“Okay maybe a little.” He finally admitted.

“You know I want you and only you right?” You asked rubbing a thumb across his cheek.

“Only if you know I want you and only you too.” He smiled laying his hand over yours.

“Sounds like a deal. Now I have a serious question.” You stated.

“What?” He asked concerned look on his face.

“Can I be in your lap all night?” You bit your lip throwing a leg over his other hip in order to straddle his lap.

“I would love nothing more.” He grinned gripping both sides of your face to pull your lips down to his. The next morning might’ve been hell, but that night was damn worth it.

[halstudandruz]

My Hero

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Kelly Severide x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Severide to the rescue

Warnings: Bombing

You and Kelly had been dating for a little over a year. Which was kind of an accomplishment when it came to him. It wasn’t too often that your jobs intersected, but today was one of the rare days. There had been multiple bombs set off in the last couple days. The worst part of all is that they have been set up next to schools and parks. Obviously targeting children. Which has driven us to catch the son of a bitch even faster. Like most of the connected bombings we had partnered up with Station 51 in order to get a trace of the objects used and hopefully track down a pattern.

“There was another bombing by Grandview Park, let’s go.” Voight said rushing out of his office as we followed behind. Upon arriving at the scene 51 was already there. There were a number of ambulances parked around as well as Truck 81 and Squad 3. We followed Voight waiting for Chief Boden to give us a brief of what had gone down. Right beside the park was a building that had highlighted certain places and events that had happened throughout the community. Kind of a small learning center for kids. Most kids would go in there to cool down from the heat outside or to use the restroom before going back out to the playground. The suspect had set it up in that building which had then caught on fire. Luckily they had gotten there in time to get the children out meaning they had some injuries, but none fatal. After the fire was put out you had began to service the area with your partner, Antonio. You had noticed a room on the west side of the building that had its door shut. You slowly opened it not sure what to expect. What you did find was 3 children huddled together in the corner. However, upon opening the door you heard a beeping sound, and you already knew. You very quickly grabbed your radio informing them that you had found 3 children in a room, and were fairly certain another bomb was about to go off. They told you to get out but you refused to leave without the kids. Who were very clearly scared and didn’t want to move. Antonio has now appeared by your side again telling you to get out, and to be careful where you stepped. You picked up the two smaller boys and handed them off to Antonio.

“Alright get out!” You yelled at Antonio.

“I’m not leaving without you, hurry up!” He yelled back holding each child in an arm.

“Antonio get the kids out I’ll be right behind you, we don’t have time for this!” You stressed he gave in turning to run out. Just as you picked up the little girl that was hiding behind a desk crying the beeper got faster and louder. You heard Kelly come in yelling your name. You pushed the little girl out towards him just as the wall you were beside exploded. You flew backwards from the impact landing on your back which knocked the air out of you, going in and out of consciousness. You vaguely remembered being picked up and carried out hearing Kelly in the background begging you to keep your eyes open before you completely lost consciousness. When you woke up your chest felt tight and your head was pounding. You slowly opened your eyes to find Kelly seated beside you scrolling through his phone. “Babe?” You swallowed voice sounding like your throat had been ripped apart. He quickly looked up to meet your eyes.

“Would you like a drink?” He asked getting up to get one before you answered. He brought it over to you handing you it before walking out to inform the nurse you were awake. She came in to check your vitals.

“From what I hear this guy saved your life.” She smiled nodding to Kelly as he just sighed looking down. After going over everything she walked back out leaving you alone with Severide.

“You were the one to carry me out I’m guessing.” You stated raising an eyebrow as he nodded taking your hand.

“The good news is they think they caught the son of a bitch.” Kelly explained before continuing, “I know I’m not one who should be lecturing you, but I almost lost you [Y/N]. Do you realize that?” He asked swallowing hard.

“Are the kids okay?” You asked remembering why it had happened in the first place. He nodded his head smiling a little.

“Then it was worth it.” You stated grabbing ahold of his hand.

“I’m so worried you’re not going to come home to me one day.” He bit his lip nervously.

“You’re telling me, but atleast we understand each other.” You sighed bringing your hand up to cup his cheek before he leaned down to kiss you.

“I’m going to have to call Antonio, he’s having quite a rough time with the fact that he left you there alone.” Kelly explained going to grab his phone.

“Well it’s a good thing I have you as my boyfriend. My hero.” You joked as he just shook his head at you setting down on the bed wrapping an arm around you kissing your head.

[halstudandruz]

Strategic Planning

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Kelly Severide x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Shay’s best friend is welcomed into the firehouse

Warnings: None

A/N: I swear this started out okay before taking a turn for the worst.

“Everyone welcome [Y/N] [Y/L/N]. She’s going to be my

new partner since Dawson wanted to go all firefighter.” Shay jokingly narrowed her eyes at Gabby who laughed as Shay went around the room introducing everyone your eyes almost immediately landing on the man standing behind the counter. Tall, muscular, gorgeous eyes, nice face, you know the whole package. She introduced him as Kelly and it clicked.

“Wait..Kelly? As in your roommate?” You whispered.

“That would be him.” She answered. You and Shay had been good friends for a while and she had told you about her roommate, but every time you had dropped into her apartment he either wasn’t there or you weren’t there long enough to bump into him. After introducing everyone Shay had pulled you along for a tour of the house Gabby joining the two of you.

“Sooo, what’s the policy on in house romance around here?” You asked casually. She raised an eyebrow at you until realization came over her face.

“Nah. No no no. Nope.” She shook her head.

“What?” You asked innocently.

“Yeah, what?” Gabby asked her confused.

“Not Kelly.” She answered causing Gabby to make a face nodding her head understanding now.

“Why not? You got dibs on him or something? Since when did you go straight?” You joked making her laugh.

“I just know Kelly.” She retorted. You sighed, giving up for the rest of the day. Of course the day was spent with casual looks and smiles and conversation sent back and forth between you and Severide. By the end of your shift you were glad to go home though. That was until Severide approached you at your lockers.

“Hi.” He smiled as you turned to face him.

“Hi?” You laughed.

“So, you don’t have to or anything but some of us are going to Molly’s later tonight, it’s a bar some of the guys here own. Pretty chill. I figured I’d extend the offer.” He explained his motive for approaching you.

“Yeah, I’ll think about it.” You answered.

“Alright cool. Maybe I’ll see you there.” He nodded turning to walk out just as Shay walked in. She threw you a suspicious look walking towards her locker.

“Why do you keep giving me that look?” You groaned.

“I’m just looking out for you [Y/L/N].” She replied.

“Yeah yeah. See you at Molly’s tonight?” You asked inching towards the door.

“How-“ She began to ask before you walked out to your car leaving her hanging.

~Kelly’s POV~

“Rule #1 Shay.” I pointed out pouring a glass of orange juice.

“It has nothing to do with your business it has to do with my best friend getting hurt!” She exclaimed.

“I don’t know why you automatically assume that’s going to happen.” I huffed.

“Has it ever gone any other way?” She retorted.

“Yes it has.” I glared.

“Think about how awkward it could get in the firehouse. You’ve been there enough times.” Shay sighed.

“What I want to know is how I have never met her if you’ve been best friends for years.” I crossed my arms across my chest.

“Strategic planning Severide. Strategic planning.” She mumbled.

“I’m not going to purposely hurt her Shay. You should know me better than that. Who says we could even like each other we just met today.” I said.

“Whatever just don’t like, hit it and quit it.” She added walking towards her room.

~[Y/N]’s POV~

Shay had picked you up driving you both to Molly’s. Upon walking in you were met with most of the guys already there. You followed Shay walking up to the bar where Gabby was positioned behind it.

“Nice place you got here.” You smiled at her.

“Thanks [Y/L/N].” First drinks on me what’s your poison?” She smiled picking up a glass.

“Vodka Cranberry, please.” You answered.

“Starting off strong?” A voice came from behind you making you jump slightly. You turned your body to see Kelly standing behind you beer in hand, grin on his face.

“Stronger than you apparently.” You joked motioning to the beer in his hand. Kelly came around sitting in the chair Shay was sat in before. Nowhere to be found now. “Some friend she is. Leaving me to fend for myself.” You said sarcastically taking the drink Gabby was handing you.

“Don’t worry I got you covered.” He replied taking a drink of his beer. The rest of the night we full of conversation and flirting between you and Severide. Shay leaving a little before, Kelly promising to take you home.

“I’m right here.” You pointed for Kelly to pull over in front of your apartment. “Thanks for taking me home. You didn’t have to. I could’ve gotten a cab or something.” You blushed looking in your lap.

“No. I promised you I wasn’t about to let you fend for yourself.” Kelly joked. You don’t know how it happened. You don’t know if he leaned in or you leaned in all you knew was that in a matter of seconds your lips were on each other’s. You melted into his touch, one hand resting on his thigh, the other threaded in the little hairs at the bottom of his neck. Until your conscious caught up to you quickly pulling back. Kelly looking at you in conversation.

“I’m so sorry I don’t know how, I don-“ You rambled out, feeling the heat on your face.

“Hey hey hey. Stop apologizing.” He quickly put laid a hand on your shoulder until you caught your breath daring to look at him. “What are you apologizing for?” He asked.

“You’re a lieutenant in the station and I literally just started today and I probably look-“ You began to answer getting worked up immediately again as he laid a hand on your cheek.

“Listen.. I know what Shay probably told you, and I’m not going to pretend like I have a great track record with some women, but when I want to be with one it’s different, and you seem pretty cool.” He confessed.

“Okay, but what if it goes up in flames (pun intended)? I don’t want to have to deal with the awkwardness.” You sighed.

“We won’t let it.” He shrugged.

“That’s all you got? Just that we won’t let it.” You raised an eyebrow.

“Do you have any better ideas?” He challenged.

“Fair enough.” You nodded.

“We can figure this out when it’s not 2am.” He laughed, glancing at the clock on his dash.

“Good idea. Thanks for bringing me home again. Goodnight lieutenant.” You leaned over kissing him on the cheek before climbing out of his car.

“Yeah...this could work.” He joked blushing at your nickname, “Goodnight [Y/L/N].” He grinned watching to make sure you made it inside. You went to bed that night with a smile on your face, hopeful feeling inside you.

[halstudandruz]

The World Doesn’t Stop for Anyone

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Kelly Severide x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Kelly is there after your grandpa passes

Warnings: Talk of loss, depression

A/N: Damn, look at that gif. Yes please.

You were always close with your grandfather, and even though you knew it had to come sometime you still weren’t prepared for the call informing you he had passed. Your heart was broken into a million pieces and you weren’t sure how to deal with it. You weren’t exactly great at coping. Kelly was there for you every step of the way though. Taking days off work to be with you and insure you were okay and not alone. He understood what you were going through. He had been through a ton of loss in his life, and he never wanted you to deal with it the way he had in the past. The ways he used to look at as “grieving” and “coping methods.” The ways he now knew were neither good ways to grieve or cope. You did have to admit though you fell into a sort of depression that you weren’t sure exactly how to get yourself out of. You had developed a routine. Go to work, keep to yourself as much as possible, go home, watch TV, and likely fall asleep there until Kelly came home to carry you to bed, unless he was working then you just slept there that night. You were laying on the couch watching TV like you had for the last few weeks whenever Kelly walked in from work.

“Babe?” He called out as if he didn’t know where you were. You didn’t bother answering knowing he was going to come straight into the living room, which he did. You heard him sigh heavily coming to sit next to you. “How was your day?” He asked stroking your hair. You looked at him shrugging before turning your attention back to the TV. He shook his head getting up and walking into the kitchen. After a while he stuck his head in the doorway between the kitchen and living room. “Have you eaten today?” He asked trying to get your attention. You shook your head ‘no’ not bothering you look over at him. He had disappeared and you assumed he was in the kitchen making something for himself, or rather something he would force you to eat as well as he had all week. You knew he was only trying to help, and you weren’t trying to be mean you just weren’t in the mood to talk. Kelly was nowhere to be seen for about 20 minutes until he positioned himself right between you and the TV.

“Kelly, what are you doing?” You whined up at him.

“We’re trying a new tactic.” He told you grabbing for your hand.

“What are you talking about.” You groaned.

“I have given you time to process everything, I have been here every step of the way, and I plan to continue to do so, but sweetie you can’t just lay here. He wouldn’t want you to keep doing this. It’s never going to get better. So, come on.” He explained pulling you off the couch to stand up.

“I don’t want to.” You pouted as he dragged you towards the bedroom.

“I know, but you are.” He gave you a sympathetic look helping you pick out a simple outfit. You pouted the whole way to the car, but just being out in the sunlight did help your mood a little. “Where are we going?” You asked looking out the window.

“Just to get something to eat. I’ve told you a million times you need to eat.” He gave you a look that made you roll your eyes. It didn’t take long for you to arrive at you and Kelly’s favorite pizza joint. The waitress led you in the back beside the window which was your favorite table. He had already called in advance and ordered the food so when you got there it would be ready. By the time you took your fifth bite you were done complaining about Kelly dragging you out. It had been a really long time since you had been out, and you hadn’t realized how hungry you actually were. He then took you for ice cream and a drive around the city for a little. By the time you had gotten home and gotten a shower you were ready for bed, and were definitely ready to cuddle up next to Kelly. You honestly had felt a million times better than you did earlier.

“Thank you.” You whispered into his neck as his arm was curled underneath you pulling you closer at your words. “I know I’ve been having a really rough time, but I can’t thank you enough for being there for me these past few weeks.” You said looking up at him.

“I know how hard it is, baby, and I don’t want you to think I am pushing you in anyway I just can’t let you keep doing what you have been doing. Just because we push forward and move on does not mean we don’t love who we lost. Unfortunately life doesn’t stop for anyone. The world keeps turning and we have to as well.” He sighed kissing your forehead. You were proud of how far he had come. You knew he knew exactly what you were feeling. You knew the darkness he had fallen into after losing Shay, and you were proud to see him realize that, and if he could do it so could you. He was right. Just because we have to keep moving forward does not mean your grandpa isn’t with you every day. He would want you to continue to succeed. He would want to look down on you, and see you continue to live your life, and you wanted to continue to make him proud. You wanted for him to look at his buddies in heaven and say “Heck yeah that’s my grandaughter” and that’s exactly what you planned to do. If it wasn’t for Kelly you don’t know what you would have done. You don’t know how you would’ve made it through, but luckily you didn’t have to think about that.

“I love you so much.” You smiled for the first time in a long time at him, and just seeing that made his heart swell.

“I love you too. Get some sleep.” He whispered leaning down to kiss you.