#ah...to be in my 20s again
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Found this post-it note comic from 2017 about megaman wanting to do the big brother task of Ruffling Hair
#megaman#megamanx#rockman#rockmanx#robot hair#megaman classic#rockman classic#i drew so many post-it note doodles and comics way back when#ah...to be in my 20s again#this was before megaman 11 was announced which is why theres no rep there
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I'm losing my mind over the 100 mil dragon having finally happened
Like. I wasn't around for it but Holy Shit. If you're not into IDs I need you to understand how special this is. We went up a digit. All IDs are 9-digit now
For us to see an event like this again there would need to be another 900 million dragons born, which is an absolutely mind-boggling number and also completely out of the reasonable lifespan of any website
This Is It. Some of you were here early enough to see the rollover from 7-digits to 8-digits, or even 6-digits to 7-digits and so on and so forth. Most of us weren't. But you were here for the dawn of 9-digits and you will never see something like this occur ever again for as long as Flight Rising exists
Just. Holy shit man. We're all hatching 9-digits now and this is just gonna be Normal
#chatter tag#at 90 mil it hit me hard that more dragons had been born since i joined the site#than ever had been before i joined#bc my progens start with 45#but its hitting again#back in my day you could just snag 7-digits for like 30kt off the ah !!!#ALSO ALSO there were so many dragons being hatched at once around 100mil#that dragons FROM THE SAME NEST are 20-30 numbers apart#DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW WILD THIS IS#flight rising
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did anybody order every single aspec headcanon i have for actual play shows? no? well. um. take it anyway <3
this was really fun but im not entirely sure why i spent eight hours straight doing this. i just went "man. it would be funny if dang was ace even though he ran the porn section of dave's video world", and then i started thinking about other headcanons of mine, and then it was an entire work day later and i had drawn 25 characters
#drawtectives#dungeons and daddies#not another dnd podcast#oxventure#dimension 20#dndads#naddpod#this is too many characters to tag. hence why its fandom tags only XD#some of these sketches i really love (dang. eugene. dang. killian. dang again.) while others are... just ok but ah well it was fun#you can kinda tell i was fighting for my life trying to make killian and purvis both look like andy without being too identical lol#but i think i pulled it off. i remembered killian is a college student so he gets some shitty scruff and adult acne like me XD#and several of these guys ive never drawn before so it was fun to figure them out on the fly
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Styles of horhe
#shorter hair would be epilogue Jorge when he’s 20#Kars is there because. well. I said so. they can be sleepy together I guess.#also he became bald because I needed a base lmao#unshaven Jorge makes me want to draw Harte again. that nasty middle aged man.#ah well basically I wanted to figure out Jorge’s hair and how I want to draw him if he’s post-epilogue#seeing as he does change his hair….#maybe now he looks less like he’s 12 years old (according to my friend ribbonz)#jorge joestar#Jorge Joestar novel
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Debating on whether or not it's a good idea to take a nap rn like im playing a strategy game
#Like ok if i take a nap will i fuck up my sleep schedule will i sleep for 20 hours again? If i take a nap will i be tired enough to go to#Bed at a reasonable time today? And what if i try to stay up for the rest of the day just so i don't fuck everything up?#But what if it makes things worse? I can barely b#Keep my eyes open. Im so ohh ah so eepy sleepy but will sinking into slumber help me kr be my downfall#Many things to decide#text#text post
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i want to tell u guys abt my weredog oc... hes like if patrick bateman sucked and wasnt a nepo baby and worked a middling dead end office job..i give all of my trauma and worries and fears to him about fitting in and not getting to have an impact and yet not having the personal strength to make things better,
#what untreated adhd and gifted kid burnout does to a mf#i dont have any drawings of him. i forgot how to draw again#when my self insert is the worst version of myself#im so worried ill turn out like him. like for all of my posturing ill never really get out of this hole#like i can try and do everything perfectly to reverse original sin but i will never be able to do that#he is soo transgender coded. dogboy who wants to become a humanboy#hes a border collie bc hes smart but other than that he doesnt really have a lot going for him#one of the few weredogs who have mastered temporary transformation into a human#nearly fulltime supression of his dog traits..#ah well he also turns out to be a bad person and screws a bunch of people over by trying to be a human#idk.. im still trying to figure out what i want to say#perchance.. sossiety#*wizard brame voice* we live in a society#in the end. i think he really just wants to be left alone and be himself (even though he has lost himself)#-away from other people#why did i type this? i was thinking about the gaping hole in my heart again.#yap#if i ever wrote a book abt him itd be 80% him having a mental breakdown and the other 20% not being a good person
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The post-autistic meltdown embarrassment is lethal 😐
#rea’s text posts#feels like my world is crashing all around me and maybe I’ll finally consider seeing a doctor#20 minutes pass#ah. I’m fine. and very embarrassed for how much I cried and rocked#nobody ever really talks about the self loathing that comes after#the ‘Ah. I Did It Again.’
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spontaneous dig for marble hornets gamers from this decade < ago event, i guess aptly everyone seemed pretty elusive in the limited documentation but they were ready for "sickos show up for their sick little mask purchases" it seems
#how many Official(tm) Used(tm) marble hornets masks were ever auctioned off? i would bet half or 2/3 were obtained thusly lol#marble hornets#a little pre [Quite common to have phones w/good cameras] a little pre [consistent usage of social media that's now readily findable]#iirc people were ready to pool money here....menaces!#they might've taken that picture because of the previous year's auction....when it was Just Me#& i bought the MH mask for i believe $94....the highest selling item by far; other top sellers were maybe like more around $20 or $30#and that next year (pictured) an event employee was saying they remembered me winning it the prev year b/c of the price#and my enthusiasm afterwards in apparently being visibly like [hell yes] lmfao. there weren't a ton of pics in this album of Bidders#so i'm saying like lol lmao if that was the precedent like ah classic the sickos and their mask bids; get a pic of that#think it went for something in the $70s that time#like my experience buying the proper alex kralie american eagle outfitters discontinued hoodie off ebay a couple of times lol#a better fitting one that i got for a lot less....#pounced on the first one encountered though like hardly guaranteed that you'll see another listing again#Just Like Behind The Scenes Marble Hornets where they had to delay a video for like weeks b/c they had to find a new one lol. f
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wellll everything could be worse.. at least we're not stranded in the arctic for years on end with lead poisoning and a Beast out to get us 😌
#watched another ep of the terror w my roomie.. qhat a stressful show lucky im too zonked so its going over my head#shes alrwady seen so shes trying not to spoil it for me its my first time 😭#i think she might be getting a cold too. so maybe we're both just coming down w smth and thats why we're so tired#not just med crash but the fog was sooo bad i keep not being able to finish sentences and slurring my speech#luckily shes familiar enough to get the gist of what imean when im so out of it anyway so its okkkk#but ahhh..if its bad again tomorrow ill probably still be able to get through movje night i can watch from bed#but might have to miss the gym :-((( we'll see how it goes maybe itll be okay#mayhe ill take 20/20 again on thurs just so i can go.. ah i dont know we'll see we'll see#whenever i hit this stage of tiredness or illness i always just wanna cuddle so bad too ahhhh#tryung to stay focused on qhat shes saying but she kept putti g her hands in her hair and i could smell her nice shampoo#like okayyyy when is itmy turn to stroke your hair im sitting so nicely here#ahhhh okay im crazy im going to sleep#i do need to be brave and ask if we can ljke hug more sometimes or something though ahh i miss being physically affectionate with anyone#and itskind of big for me like verbal affection js nice but im more of a physical person even if i dont allow myself to express it!!!!!#and i just dont want to cross boundaries or anything or get called needy again. but so what if i am needy nothing wrong eith that#anyway to bed before i start embarrassing mysrlf goodnight everyone i love u muah#.diaries
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tell me your failed/embarrassing flirting stories to make me feel better, i’ll go first: today i said “get out of my way” forgot to say “i’m kidding” then immediately said “bye”
#it is awful having feelings for someone you know and have an established friendship with#but crushing on someone i barely know is knew to me and i legit feel like an idiot every time i do something stupid like this#i can’t just. talk to the guy#if i say hey and he says sup i say ‘sup indeed’ like what the fuck is that#i can barely even say hello to him#don’t get me wrong i’ve DONE it but most days i’m like#ah fuck there he is#okay you can do it just say hi#just say what’s up#and then he’s already gone#also. like. the setting we’re in is soooo not good for talking or flirting realt because um. it’s work he’s my coworker.. so um. do i fuckin#ask him for his number?? or to hang out??? but like. he’s kind of a stranger to me what do i want to hang out for 🧍#but like. i dont want to do that until i have at least one successful interaction#or like. an actual conversation.#which is gonna be really hard to manage because he doesn’t talk much at all to anyone and i really only talk if someone talks to me first or#i’ll say something absolutely idiotic and ridiculous (and honestly i do that no matter what)#anyway so um. i guess i’m just gonna keep making a fool of myself until i get it right and hopefully i don’t screw it up 🥴#i lost all my confidence in the last year and i cant do anything chill or smooth anymore (i was never that good in the first place but at#least i could PRETEND i knew what i was doing. like i could sell it. the whole weird and lost bit.)#anyway. i felt better for like 5 minutes when some guy at the gas station flirt failed with me on the way home. but that’s partly my fault#too oops. in his defense he probably could not see that i had headphones on bc upon mirror inspection they were well blended with my hair#but i was waiting to cross the street and this guy tried to like nod and smile and i did not know it was to me until i got to the other side#where the gas station was and and like. tried again and i awkward half smiled and saw his face get all mushy and confused like mine FELT 20#mins before when i’d flopped so hard trying to flirt and by the time i’d processed WAIT i think he was FLIRTING WITH ME i was already gone 🤡#but at least it ended better than the poor 14yo who very confidently asked for my number#who. i shit you not. SCREECHED for a solid 44.5 seconds and bolted the other direction when i said sorry im 21#his friends were standing there like wtf too and one was like i am so sorry about him 🤦#cheers to being fools universe
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Project Diva X's way of getting outfits via rhythm game gacha makes me wanna run it over with a truck
#prince's talk tag#disclaimer: i do not drive#i love this game except for the way you get modules like fr#i have to play two thirds of a song to get to chance time‚ CLEAR chance time AND hit the star note and then HOPE the module i want appears#if i use a module that increases the chance of getting a new or rare one itd be a bit easier but i dont have one for Quirky!Meiko#ah in case you didnt know x is divided into clouds kinda like how prsk has different sekais#theres classic cute cool elegant and quirky. and the cryptonloids take on different personalities depending on the cloud#to clear a song you have to get enough voltage points and a good way to do thats is to wear modules and accessories that match the cloud#so for example the song Urotander Underhanded Rangers is a quirky cloud song#and base voltage is 100%. but if you use a quirky module and quirky accessories you can boost it so you get a headstart#on charging the voltage to clear the song#now each module has a special ability whether its helping with voltage or getting you more points or obtaining modules#this is where it gets tricky bc you need to use the appropriate modules to get the most voltage out of your gameplay#but if you want something specific like a new module but dont have a module that would make that easy for that cloud#then youll be playing the same song over and over until the gacha gods pity you and give you what you want#i want the underhand red modules for Meiko (both masked and unmasked versions)#but i dont have quirky meiko modules that increase the chance of getting a new or rare modules#and using a module that isnt quirky decreases my starting voltage by 20% and i need that voltage#bc fun twist if you dont clear the voltage by the end of the song you dont get a new module if you unlock it during chance time#theres a meiko festival thats hard af to play in this game where you have to play 3 hard ass songs to get the voltage high enough#but the outfit has a 1 in 4 chance of showing up#so you could be doing so good and then during chance time (which happens during the third song) the module wont show up#so you gotta do it all over again#OR the opposite where you dont get enough voltage but the module you need DOES show up but you dont get the module#bc your voltage wasnt high enough#i love this gameeeeeeeeeee
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fuck offfff poor audio processing makes ppl flirting with me so stupid they'll be like hey you're pretty and I'll go ah 👍😐. or omg yeah! 🤘 or i just laugh bashfully without even knowing what they said until like a minute later. help help my default responses are making people confused and unsettled. and those are the same responses i give when ppl talk shit about me too it's not good
#ah 👍😐ahaha☺️yeah🙂#met a girl in my childrens lit and bio class who called me beautiful (n) and love (n) and like we have said 2 sentences to each other#i dont thiiiiiiiink it was flirting? but my response was still the 'ok 🙂'#come ON man get it together#the other day the cafeteria guy. oh god the poor cafeteria guy. im so glad he thought i was cute bc i was failing that interaction so so bad#it's actually sickening. just blank staring and hm-whuh?? huh? oh sorry um. [doesnt answer question]#agonizing experience only to get the worst saddest chicken nachos of my life. yhey were so bad#like just staring at him trying to figure out how to ask for food and form sentences for like 40 secs per thing#yk like 4 little tub things. with food and sauces and stuff. head in my hands ughhh embarrassing#not his fault i dont think but somewhere in the middle of that he told me i have a pretty face and i think i just said like#'oh yeah' [actively mid-turn to my friend] [kind of half process it after] 'ahahha aww. thanks! (delayed)'#anyway if i was not mentally tapped out all the live long day a girl telling me 'move over beautiful' woulda like. destroyed me goodstyle#but again it doesnt sink in so like. it didnt. anyway if you're that girl ummm sorry lol not your fault#also your makeup is cool go crazy. if we become friends you will experience this more so. prepare#just. dying. tbf i'd been wandering underprotected in like 12°F weather for 20 minutes so my brain was like. reeling#wuhh-uhbuwhah? wh- ... OH oh yeah uh um like x and y are the (so true) um the. yeah 👍👍#<- average you telling me things irl moment
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i still ship myself with kaito i just. haven't been active in the self-ship community as of late sorry orz
most people imagine their self inserts as part of the fictional character they're in love with's universe but i can't stop cackling at the scenario (even though i like it) where 1. vocaloids are real people, 2. kaito fled / moved out of japan and ended up in my neck of the woods in the tristate area in america, and 3. somehow met me, who never goes outside, and ends up mutually falling in love with me
#Bean Text#i like the idea that there are multiple kaitos and we live in a digital world more though#real ones from my main blog might know about vocabytes. yeah kinda like that#i could never date mittens from vocabytes though-#despite being basically how i imagine kaito after a couple of years had passed (since i usually headcanon a canon kaito as being around 23-#-and mittens is 26). he's more like my son at this point#ah yes the family that totally makes sense. the 20 year old s/i / the 23 year old f/o#and their son who is the f/o again but wears glasses / is fat and is 26. making him older than the f/o and the s/i#^ incomprehensible to those who don't follow hit indie tumblr blog @beananium#anyways f/o kaito has to grow his own body fat and get more comfortable with wearing glasses instead of contacts. but i'm willing to help
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you can always tell when ive ingested an energy drink based on the intensity of my orvposting
#narrates#i imagine my mutuals who have the tag blocked are just like ah yes nic's making 20 posts about orv again
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refreshed my hair and my forehead it so irritated lmao
#i have very sensitive skin and whenever i bleach my hair my forehead ends up so red#only the bit near my hairline but still LMAO#once i actually ended up with scabs because the friend that used to bleach my hair used vol 30#on my scalp. and my hair lifts very easily#granted that was the last time i bleached my whole hair for a few years LMAO#then i learned that vol 20 is more than enough for me ( i push it and mix 20 and 30 just because)#sometimes i see pics of my hair back in 2020/2021 and it was so prettyyyyyy#and i'm like ah should i bleach it all again#but then i look at my curls that are actually thriving now and it's either one or the other LMAO#b.txt
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The human back is a stupidly designed sack of meat. Like what do you mean I strained my lower back, but I can move just fine, if a bit stiff at times, but oh fuck, if I look down with my head then pain will shoot up my entire back?!
0/10, would not recommend to a friend, 0 stars.
Clearly a design flaw, am currently on hold the the manufacturers demanding compensation.
#Everything and everyone I work with is shorter than me#I have to look down 20 times an hours#my response to everyone asking me something is 'Ah Fuck'#The first week of 2025 has been encouraging#I feel encouraged to lay face down covered in heat pads and just wait the rest of the year out#I'm calling a mulligan we'll try this again next year
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