#and also because theyre a headache for me and im sick of them

[mistyycowoa]

Confessing my sins to the internet because my irl friends don't know my tumblr

I'm actually a horrible friend and I don't plan to change :)

I'll be a good friend to anyone I actually like and I usually don't associate with people who I don't like, but sometimes there will be an occasional lonely (usually annoying) kid that follows me around. (They're lonely for a reason.) I kinda hate people who are loud literally all the time but I can hold my tongue and this kinda person just doesn't leave because they're not being told directly to leave.

What do I do? I talk to them only when I need them, I make unnecessarily mean comments as a joke, I point out their obvious flaws that I know they have a hard time changing, and all while they still follow me around like I'm not kinda bullying them.

Sometimes I'll treat them like an actual friend when I'm in a good mood, but if I'm not, then the unfortunate victim becomes my emotional punching bag. (I have ways to quickly fix my mood and this is completely unnecessary and I could distance myself until I feel better like how I do with actual friends.) I think this is like. Breadcrumbing? Anyways yeah, toxic shit.

If any of your "friends" treat you like this, they don't see you as a friend. If they leave you doubting if they like you or not, leave you doubting if you're actually friends, they probably don't see you as a friend. (because that's the case for me :3 )

I'm a horrible human being and I don't feel nearly as bad as I should about it :)

[pestkitt]

Uh. So likee. Im gonna apologize for the late question. I got really sick and forgot. So my bad! But anyways now for the factory au question!! Okay I don't know if someone already asked so I'll put like up some questions! Pick any question :] Alright, so how did you come up with factory au? What's the general plot for factory au? What are the relationships for factory au, and why? How fo you come up with the factory au designs? And that's all! I might not be asking questions everyday because of how bad the headache gets so ill apologizes for that!! Anyways. Thank you!! (Also sorry for any grammar mistakes!)

-❤️

im pretty sure i said it but ill say it again! (/nm)

so it started with me trying to find away to somehow link tarmite, clover, and jaoba together because they all happened to have liminal space themed floors. So I linked it to MR's cult. It started off with just the three, mr, enphoso, and maneveurer (idk how to spell) and then folly, then glevil was added, then unpleasant, AND THEN NULL. i forgot when scary mike was added

now relationships are complicated;

tarmite and glevil are married and are having a baby, theres an evil polycule with folly, unpleasant, and scary mike. jaoba and clover will get together somehow. jaoba and tarmite are the song good luck babe but mlm. unpleasant and glevil have a rivarly, unpleasant sees them as inferior. unpleasant is manipulative to null. ashton is evil, he shot 18 cloverlings, he will try to kill aformentioned glevmite baby

most of my designs dont have meaning

clover has two clothing designs, one more ragged and ripped and the other is the sweater vest and more put together. the former is used in past scenes and when theyre in the cult. the latter is used when poob and friends 'kidnap' them..

tarmite has knightly armor and jeremy has prince-like clothes. supposed to represent tarmite trying to protect jeremy when he was young.. Scary Mike has ripped clothes kinda, also he has my old folly's designs clothes, tying the two together more since he is more attached to folly

unpleasant's markings are meant to look like fungus and shes supposed to look like a succubus overall though

glevil wears their long ass skirt for a reason, its too look more mannequin-like. covering their humanoid legs.

jaoba has his cuffs around his wrists and neck is to represent Enphosos control.

no ither notes for folly and null

the general plot is focused mainly on clover and them escaping the abuse from the cult. also focused on characters and revealing their lore aswell as the main plot revolving around a not so twist villian

i DIDNT read pick one so I DID ALL OF THEM. IM SORRY I NEED TO TALK ABOUT MY STUFF

[afuckingsystemsthoughts]

we've seen a lot of people with DID and OSDD hate being a system. most of us dont hate it per se, its more of the bad parts we hate. i, host, suffer much more mental pain from other disorders we have, not just DID- thats probably the smallest part. for us, our biggest cause of mental pain is bpd and denial of trauma/our posttraumatic disorders- so what were about to say will probably sound biased.

also a note, i only suffer the really dramatic drastic disorienting dissociation everyone with DID online complains about (and claims they have 24/7) only half the time or less. most of the dissociation i experience as host is dissociative amnesia, theres not a day i dont experience that but its usually of the past ill never remember or milder forms like "oh i did that? hm dont remember" "oh they said that? i only remember the interesting parts of the conversation and i cant even remember it verbatim", or emotional/mental detachment and emotional numbing (especially if my mood is too unstable), and staring off forgetting what to do or not knowing how to do it and having to mentally yell at myself

now, for the parts of having DID id absolutely get rid of right now and never want back.

i hate when im trying to do something, i wanna do it alone, i wanna have privacy, wtv. and boom, an alter suddenly appears out of nowhere invading the front. i dont wanna be rude to them because theyre a part of me and more than likely a trauma holder or protector i wouldnt be here without, but i want to have some privacy in my own head. have some things just to me. i am annoyed, i know they feel that. and for that, i feel guilt. for being annoyed by the presence of someone else inside my head, and the guilt gets even worse if its a little, understandably, or a trauma holder whos been through enough rejection already, or a protector who i wouldnt be alive without. i have to show common courtesy to a large group of selves inside my own brain, every second im awake. and that gets tiring. no wonder im always so mentally drained.

having to work around what alters want. this often goes hand in hand with them randomly intruding the front. ill be in the clothing aisle, just to get a simple grey shirt- and an alter will come out when they see a shirt they like. if i refuse to get it, they might feel hurt, and ill feel guilty. and if i look through a whole clothing aisle, more than one part will come out and make me feel drawn to the different clothing they like (sometimes a few alters making me feel drawn to a few different clothing styles at once) i get a headache from that and dont like how i feel pulled into many different directions by my own brain. (id experience that before i even knew what plurality was or really knew my alters or even remotely felt plural and it caused me a lot of mental pain and headaches)

feeling like a stranger to myself now because i realize how much i was a stranger to myself, i didnt even know i was abused, and i didnt even know a lot of things i did. and feeling guilt for not knowing i was a stranger to myself for most of my life. i should have known but i didnt. i was too dumb to pick up on the clues that someone inside me ran away with my body and my life. theres even small things i didnt know about myself i discovered years later. example, i didnt know i asked for a get-well card for a doll when i pretended it was sick until i discovered it about 8-10 years later. and theres big things i never knew. some of these things were people. when i was little, i was around people i should remember, i was around them enough. but when i see them again in 2019, i think its the first time even stepping foot in the place, and seeing the people. i only knew that i knew them when i was little because i was told that in 2019. i also dont remember an entire year, minus a small snapshot memory. i cant be sure if the memories i think i have of it are real. which leads me to the other part about DID i hate and if i could get rid of only one part of it, this would be it.

the dissociative amnesia (mostly of trauma) and its effects. i dont remember majority of my early childhood, and i only remember about half of my mid childhood, maybe a tad more than half. the memories i have, its like im watching an eerie, dark tinted movie of myself. i dont remember being abused in any of the memories before around 8, and very few are of me being unhappy. i think to myself, "if i was abused, id have memories of it or be unhappy." i didnt feel anything. i just... existed. no feelings, maybe an artificial happiness, but no feelings outside of that. its like i was a robot in control of my own actions. i tell myself i dont have trauma and im just holding onto the "impossible possibility" i was abused as a small child as an excuse for being this way "because i cant accept i was born broken, i dont have an excuse to be this way." then, someone comes along who explains to me what i did in the memories when i was little and throughout my entire childhood was a sign of abuse, and i feel valid and confident about myself because im reassured im not born broken scum, but then i realize that means someone violated my body and ill never know who did first, how old i was, where it first happened. and ill never know what all my body has been used for either. then ill feel disgusted with my body and want to escape it or self harm. and i live with a person who flip flops between being emotionally abusive/manipulative and being nice and shes used my dissociative amnesia against me before, used it to say things didnt happen and the memories were planted, and to say i did things i didnt do. other people used my dissociative amnesia against me before too. but the most painful part for me, is im stuck in a vicious, mentally draining cycle- feeling like my trauma isnt real and hating myself because i feel like i was born broken, just wanting to know i was abused, then i find out and i feel uncomfortable in my body, i cry, i feel alone because the only people id allow myself to seek comfort from arent around, and sometimes self harm.

for me, im fine with being a system. i wouldnt trade most of my alters or the memories weve made together since i found out i had a system and met them. they taught me what family really is. they taught me what community means. its the parts that make it disordered id gladly get rid of. sure, we want our own bodies, id like them to have their own bodies too, but im fine with them just being in my head when theyre not intrusive.

DID isnt fun, but it isnt always living hell 24/7. not for every DID system. not for us. but its still not "friends in your head" and even when you are friends with some of your alters they can still intrude on you when you want to be alone and you'll still have the distress from having DID. its not always fun but its not always hell.

[swiftfootedachilles]

do you have your favourite perfume and what scents do you prefer?

hey sorry your ask got lost in the sauce of today's shittiness

hmm i like a lot of different scents and it depends on my mood, but i definitely mostly wear sweet scents. most stuff is from b&bw because coupons. hot cocoa, pumpkin marshmallow latte, coconut cream pie, blueberry muffin, sugar cookie. i just got vs' bare vanilla sol and i love it. sweet but not too much. that's definitely my current fav. i like fruity scents and some floral scents like lavender or hibiscus if they're mixed with something else. i also like "clean" scents like lemon. i genuinely love the smell of lots of cleaning products because theyre very comforting to me. typical "perfumy" floral scents hurt my nose and give me a headache. i like herbal scents as long as they aren't super strong or combined with "perfumy" stuff. oh i also really like vanilla + patchouli it's a nice neutral scent. i also really like dark kiss by b&bw! super sweet scents are fun to wear if im rotating them, but a muted sweet + musk is more suitable to wear everyday without getting sick or overstimulated by it

ive made my own scents before; the first one is ginger ale ice cream and it smells sooo good! the other ones, i tried to make something that reminds me of my namesake. i haven't been able to get it right tho :( sea salt and honey are important notes but i usually end up adding too much of one and getting a headache from the smell. maybe bergamot or patchouli as a more base scent so i don't overwhelm myself with the sickly sweetness of the honey or the "perfuminess" of the sea salt... idk im still working on it!

[teddy-the-queer-wizard]

fun new thing happening with me

if i get too hungry or too nauseas or anything really

its a very short journey to becoming overstimulated as hell

its like. having a migraine almost? minus the headache part

noises = bad

sensations = bad

lights are too bright

people wanting to talk to me or ask me questions or want me to do stuff is automatically irritating as hell

it takes a noticeable level of self control not to snap or fall onto things i want like a food agressive dog

i am infuriated if i am eating and have to stop for any reason, or if i have to wait for the microwave to finish, or that I'm carrying it to a comfy seat before digging it or if ive had to do all that and someone wants me to so much as hand them a paper towel thats right next to me.

im so nauseous right now because dummy me decided to send like. 2 messages while sitting in the passenger seat of a moving vehicle - sometimes i can risk it and its fine. sometimes if im quick its fine. today it was not fine - the nausea is in my head and chest but because about half way through the shopping trip my body decided to remember that i hadn't eaten today - i grabbed some shit off the hot rack and devoured it - that by the time the food id grabbed hit my stomach it was too late, i was nauseous in my belly from eating.

add to that the not in considerable amount of pain my sunburn is giving me

im somewhere in near migraine levels of sensitivity.

the sun was too bright, my bathroom lights are also bordering on too bright and theyre also screaming - a sound i only sometimes have to pay attention to as is basically the worst thing in the world when i do and somehow only some peopleget to hear, i had to strip nearly every article of clothing because it was touching me the wrong way and my feet were too hot as well as trapped from the socks, my hair had to come down

my phone just got a text - sound on - as i typed this and i wanted to be sick because noise/irritation/ interruption/ implied demand

my friend needs help sometimes or comes to check on me to help or does things and regaurdless of intention my brian registers some of those things as wrong and i have to not make faces or snap at her

logically i know shes done nothing wrong or needs help or is trying to help. emotionally i need to be left alone and not be made to feel bad about it

so im sitting in the bathroom with the screaming lights drinking water and hoping the Tylenol/motron mix I took kicks in and makes pain and nausea lesson enough that every little thing doesn't make me want to vomit, lash out, or break down

and like on one hand i do seem to be slowly feeling better and on the other im tired, dont feel good and again want to go lay down and not do whatever chores - like cooking - we have left because while ive been good so so so so good the last two days at not losing my shit or being passive aggressive or let anything get to me or make me act like an asshole and make my friend feel bad

its on a leash.

im ontop of not letting my face or body react poorly so far but idk how good a hold of that leash ive got

because i recognize this particular level of petty ass over sensitive bitchy irritation feeling and ive never controlled it before. itd just be explosive and id be mad until suddenly it was out of my system and i was fine again

now im like. peeling back the layers. dealing with myself like im a kid and figuring out whats contributing to make me feel bad and taking steps to alleviate it

but idk that ive got it in me to do whats necessary when ill just be. adding more things to deal with than i can handle right now. like i know i can force/ push myself into doing it

but i really dont want to test the leash i have rn

or vomit

or scream and throw things or lash out and make my friend feel scared hurt or angry back at me

[the-fallen-collective]

Erm so actually live laugh love being neglected 😋 /sar

thank you parents for denying every diagnosis ive ever been given! Thank you parents for blaming me when i get sick, thank you parents for ignoring my ever worsening concerning health

I can barely walk, i can barely function, i struggle to breathe, i often feel pain in my heart and my chest, i have chronic headaches and chronic pain all over my body (mostly in my legs), i feel nauseous almost every day, im usually lightheaded and dizzy (part of that is because i need to drink more water but even when ive been consistent with drjnking enough water and getting nutrients, this happens), im either ice cold to the poijt i have to layer my clothes or burning up sk badly it hurts to touch my skin and i feel like inhave a fever

I actually feel feverish often! Almost every day! Despite not being sick! I sometimes collapes becsuse my legs give out, sometimes i lose complete ability to move certain parts of my body (like just the other day it took me about 40ish minutes of being stuck in a very uncomfortable because i physically could not move my legs. Its like when youre numbed and you tell your brain “hey do this” but the signal doesnt send so it actually doesnt do the thing and its kinda scary) and i also passed out today!

As far as i know, i dont think ive ever passed out for no reason that wasnt from excessive heat or overdose. I just. Passed out for a few minutes. Thankfully when i was complaining to someone i was told to set my phone down and go close my eyes, i did (i put my phone down and sat in my bean bag, i kept my eyes open though and it was not falling asleep cus it was.. very sudden-)

And sometimes my limbs feel weird and light and so weak i can barely hold them up but also in pain like theyre gonna fall off and often times even just walking to different rooms or up or down a flight of stairs leaves me breathless and lightheaded and needing rest

But oh! No cause for concern! Any time i bring up anything ifs always “you just need more water” or “you need to go out more” or “you just need to move more” i do! Ive been doing much better with drinking water, i dont go out a lot but i dont isolate myself, and i do stretches! Even just my regular stretches tire me out so much, let alone actual work outs cus those leave me nearly bed bound for a few days (you know, hiked a mountain in Colorado, left me mostly bed bound the rest of the week) but oh no concern there cus its all my fault!! Its all because im not as functioning or healthy as my overly healthy/fitness obsessed mother is!!

[boy-fujoshi]

my moms really pushing this "you decide if you go or not its your grades" responsiblity on me which yeah its nice but it also leads to me staying home for two days for no reason and now i have to risk going to court because i have such a bad headache that tylenol isnt doing shit. why am i being punished for being sick??? the american school system is ass. focus on the person in my 4th period who shows up to school but skips half of their fucking classes to go vape in the bathroom or hang out with one of their boyfriends and then doesnt do their work and gets shocked when theyre failing. in a way, im jealous of them. they dont care. they dont have much responsiblity, or if they do, they can just put it off. i cant do that though. i have too much shit to worry about. but soon i wont have to worry about anything at all which is nice. i cant wait

edit: not going, but my feelings are still somewhat vaild

[kidkintsugi]

Its getting bad again.

longer post because a lot happened.

If it wouldnt have been for my parents, I wouldve been homeless. The apartment I was supposed to move into with two of my friends couldnt be cleared as we were promised, which meant that we all had to find new apartments within the span of only 3 weeks. I was sick throughout all of summer because of the stress, i felt like shit. Still do. I have a new apartment now, but its so much more expensive than the old one. My parents are spending way too much money on me, downright making me uncomfortable. Im never gonna be able to repay this. its so frustrating but they dont listen to me when i tell them that i dont want more. im never gonna be able to repay this. i cant habe a side job it will kill me.

I come home daily with headaches. I wake up with headaches. my classmates are so annoying and loud and act like theyre the hottest shit when they cant even do the basics. instead of getting punished, the tutors stay lenient, instead punishing the ones that actually try by giving them more work. I feel overwhelmed. Im gonna be talking to a doctor next week, but theyre probably gonna tell me my headaches are due to stress. theyre probably right, but that also means im gonna have to live like this for the rest of my life. this will not get better i fear.

the friend i made i occasionally talk about is breaking my heart. hes been asking to use my washing machine, only that. i agreed, the night before he cancelled our meetup because he had agreed to meet with someone else way earlier, he just forgot. hes been letting me hang a lot ever since we met. he never lets anyone else down because of me, im always on the receiving end. its always me he leaves behind. hes been crushing on this other guy. it feels like hes ignoring me almost completely now, still only asking to use my washing machine. he wouldve come over this weekend to wash his clothes but i told him he couldnt come because my parents would come, but he could come around in the following week. He declined again: he needed clean clothes asap. this wasnt about getting to meet me, he just wanted to use me again. he was gonna clean his clothes, help himself by emptying my snack cabinet and leave without cleaning up after himself. I feel so used. my heart hurts. I always end up like this.

I miss my old friends. I love them. they never treated me like this. we helped eachother we trusted eachother. i am so angry. I miss them so much but i dont have the energy to stay in contact with them right now. everythings too much.

im in so much pain emotionally. my chest is tight all the time. i feel dizzy. i dont want to wake up anymore. its simply gotten too much, idk how much longer ill be on this earth.

[mordcore]

ive been procrastinating going to the dentist but theres these black spots on my teeth that shld get looked at sooner rather than later ig :/

but man i dont even know how im supposed to afford the spell slots. i started going to a me/cfs self help group and ironically that seems to be one more thing than what i can afford and i had to cancel both my social worker meetings last week because im still recovering from the stress from the week before that one and i need to take it reeeeal slow if i wanna get back on my feet (i forgot how fucking annoying and long taking it is to recover from crash.... kudos to me for crashing less often ig)

oh and im gonna stop taking the beta blockers cuz i think theyre causing my migraines and i dont wanna risk medication overuse headaches but if im unlucky ill be dizzy, fatigued and horribly brain fogged for 4 weeks again like the last time i stopped taking them :/// (heres to hoping that that was mostly the hydrocortisone withdrawal which was also at the same time)

oh as i was saying— i feel like i have too much on my plate and idk when to go to the dentist without cancelling anything nor do i know what to cancel (if i have therapy every other week i could do the self help group every other week so its only 3 things/week in total?) and i dont want to have to move going to anniversary dinner with leo again but i just dont know what day to squeeze in for the pain and exhaustion the dentist will cause me

im too sick to be sick -_- ugh

[lenin-it-to-win-it]

just gonna rant about my health issues to no one in particular for a bit under the cut sooo

im just so fucking tired of being sick all the time like. its been almost 2 years now of actively Going To Doctors And Having Tests Done And Trying To Get A Diagnosis and fucking!!! nothing works!!! and i only have until the end of this coming school year to get it figured out before my insurance runs out otherwise im just fucked!!! because im sure as hell not gonna be able to afford a fucking mri every six months making 10 bucks an hour at some retail shithole but so far ive seen SIX different fucking doctors (not counting 2 ER visits) because they all just keep shuffling me back and forth like “idk maybe have someone else deal with this? weird lol” or like “have you considered that maybe you might have anxiety :) you seem stressed :)” 

like yeah its a fucking stressful situation getting progressively fucking sicker for two goddamn years wasting thousands of dollars and reaching the end of a fucking ticking clock because almost every doctor ive seen is an incompetent jackass who does NOTHING but waste my time and money and then fucking condescend to me about anxiety like!!! yeah i probably DO have anxiety and depression and autism and what the fuck ever else but this isnt THAT 

and the literal ONE TIME i had ANY treatment that worked AT ALL helping with my eye spasms (literally One of Many Symptoms that i deal with on a fucking daily basis that still manages to completely fuck up my life) is something i cant take anymore because it damaged my fucking eyes!!! possibly permanently!!! i already HAD issues wtih light sensitivity that this medicine made WAYYY fucking worse and guess whats one of the WORST things at setting off my eye spasms??? anything to do with fucking light so YEAH thANKS for that @ the opthalmologist who had me take those damn eye drops for two months straight, which other neuro opthalmologist said was bullshit when i saw her again, not that im letting HER off the hook either since she REFERRED me to that incompetent bitch in the first place and then had NO solution other than “hm well you definitely shouldnt take that medicine again, but theres literally No Other Treatment, maybe blow another $400 in a few months to come see me again so i can continue to Not Help You In Any Way”

and its getting wORSE ALL THE TIME!!! and the best thing doctors can think of is “hm well maybe wait a bit to see if it gets worse? and maybe then we’ll know what it is?” well its getting worse!!!! but they still dont seem to know what it is!!! like at first it was just my vision going out of focus for a few seconds at a time, then it was a few minutes, then i was having visual distortion (or maybe hallucinations? who knows! certainly not any of the fucking doctors ive seen!), then awful fucking eye strain headaches, then spasms in my neck, then my jaw, then my arms, then my legs, now all fucking over, and now i get sick and dizzy just by moving my HEAD too far or too suddenly and like at work earlier today i was just stumbling around for two hours bc there was too much pressure in my head and everything felt tilted and i was just grabbing at every surface trying not to fall with my head like on my shoulder bc keeping my neck straight was too fucking hard and i swear to fuckign god a couple nights ago there was this weird buzzing on the side of my face??? and like it felt like my mouth was moving slower than it should??? but i dont even KNOW if thats a Real SymptomTM or if i was just freaked out and tired and imagining things or if i really am just getting to be a paranoid delusional nutcase about my health because every little thing terrifies me at this point, like ive been coughing for a couple weeks and instead of being like “oh its a bad cold” im like “maybe now my immune systems fucked up too maybe this is A New Symptom” i literally cant tell anymore i have no fucking idea 

and i dont WANT to think about all this All The Fucking Time but i do!!!!! i literally HAVE to bc it affects my life in every fucking possible way and i cant escape it like even rn the light from the fuckign computer is hurting my eyes and i cant even see what im typing half the time bc my eyes keep going out of focus and my teeth keep chattering and my head hurts or ill go to get a drink of water but then just Stand there for a few minutes bc i dont trust myself to hold a cup full of water and not spill it bc im having spasms or ill have to wear sunglasses at the dinner table bc my fucking idiot asshole dad got the BRIGHTEST possible lightbulbs for the dining room and i physically cant stand them 

or like im already dreading having to explain all this shit to my professors this semester about how like “oh so i probably wont be able to keep up with daily readings, especialyl not if theyre on physical paper and i cant scale up the text because my eyes just spontaneously stop working and i cant read..... and ill need a computer to take notes, i can Usually hold a pencil but one time i had a spasm in class and flung it across the room and it was super embarrassing and i ltierally skipped that class for weeks because of it so id really rather not deal with that again.... and even though im a fuckign AMAZING public speaker like, state champion debate level public speaking, ill still probably get super fucking nervous and suck at any kind of in class presentation bc ill just be thinking about my spasms the whole time and wont be able to focus....... and ill have to wear sunglasses all the time too so hopefully thats not an issue........ and also ill probably miss a lot of class bc whether or not i can handle walking half a mile Varies Wildly from day to day and also i have a lot of doctors appointments and sometimes im on medicine that completely ruins my sleep schedule so you know... looking forward to a great semester, hope i dont completely fail your class” 

and i have fuckign work tomorrow where ill have to deal with trying to pretend like even the most minor tasks arent painful and difficult and deal with awful btichy entitled customers complaining that im not SMILEY enough for you like the motherfucker who asked me how i was and i said fine and he was like “jUuUUuuuST fINE” like shut the everlasting FUCK UP with that ive met my obligation leave me ALONE my day isnt FINE im in awful pain and i HATE you and everyone like you or ill have to deal with my coworkers giving me weird looks while im having spasms or outright MOCKING me for them like the asshole that called me TWITCH (and a whore, but thats Another Fucking Story) or just not knowing how to deal and making bad taste jokes like when my teeth are chattering bc I Physically Cant Make It Stop like “haha are you chewing an invisible piece of gum lol” like no bitch im a neurological nightmare and my brain doesnt work and im Barely Holding Together would you PLEASE shut the fuck up 

and most of the time i just feel like everyone thinks im a fucking freak like even just sitting in the waiting room to see the neurologist or opthalmologist or whatever and everyone else there is Old and im the only person even remotely close to my age there and even the doctors dont seem to take me that seriously bc of it like “oh shes young, cant be that bad, all these old people out here are gonna die like tomorrow so why worry about this girl, its probably just anxiety from being on her period or having a test to study for lol” like straight up when the movement disorder neurologist was examining me she was like “im not used to seeing anyone this young or healthy’ and i know she meant it relatively speaking but like!!! clearly im NOT healthy or i wouldnt BE here like obviously something is wrong with me and its ruining my life and its serious and id like it fixed thanks!!!!! 

and i feel like No One Gets It like, obviously there are people wayyyy sicker than i am who suffer a lot more or people in similar situations but like. i dont Personally Know someone like that i can just talk to and like, of course i have friends who can Listen but.................................. theres a difference from being able to listen and being able to actually Understand and sometimes you just cant Get It unless youve gone through it like i really dont think ANYONE in my life has any idea how serious this is or how much it affects me and i know i cant expect everyone to just Always Think Of My IssuesTM but little things!!! like maybe NOT having the brighest possible lightbulbs in the dining room!!!! my brother NOT having his birthday party at dave and busters, which i had TONS of spasms at last time i went (and im even worse now!) AND the staff gave me shit about wearing sunglasses so now im nervous about That too or just! idk! people respecting and listening to me when i tell them that i Cant Do Something or that Doing That Thing Hurts and not just brushing me off or telling me im overreacting and then getting all shocked pikachu face when their dumbassery actually physically HURTS me and i get pissed with them for it!!!!

i dont think anyone gets how much it scares me all the time or how its Always on my mind and i literally cant think about anything else like. this could be the rest of my life. this could end my life. i dont know what i have. i might get diagnosed in the next month and have it completely cured, i might get a diagnosis and still be sick forever, i might not find out until its too late and i have LITERALLY NO FUCKING IDEA WHICH ONE!!!! ITS GREAT!!!!!!!! WELCOME TO MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!

[fart-gate]

SG1

Season 2 episode 19

"ONE FALSE STEP"

Notes by me

- airplane malp is the best kind of malp

- PJ2445

- "we didnt need that UAV did we..."

- ah yes. A naked man

- what is this goofy music

- sneezy!Daniel

- love Daniel explaining earth terms for tealc

- good lord Daniel is sneezy today

- Jack using binoculars to see a dude 3 feet in front him

- "hi"

*high pitched squeeling*

"Hope it wasnt something I said"

- I was waiting for aliens with they asses out it was only a matter of time

- these people are so cute. Just...simple villagers

- "I am not fond of this" I also feel this way when people are touching me

- sneezy Daniel scares the kiddos

- are they all male? Or do they just not have boobs

- I would also like to give Daniel war paint 😌

- *airplane noises* Daniel please I'm suffering

- *alien drags UAV over* "yes! The-the-the-the-yes!" Alright Daniel sit down before you hurt yourself

- "I really hope it isnt because I sneezed on him"

- the way these guys walk is hilarious. Pelvis first

- fraiser in her military uniform 👀

- hard to reasure someone who doesnt speak or understand hand gestures

- Jack is sick too? Inch resting

- well the ultra sound works if you want the guy to sing like one of my ringtones

- that plant is freaking me out

- "witness if you will......squat"

- the plants have something to do with the sickness right

- unnecessary fighting!

- "plant boy" UNCALLED FOR

- everyones is on edGE my god

- "youre losing whats left of your mind!"

"Whats that suppossed to mean?"

Ok Jack a little too aggressive

- "mythology"

"Lies,fairy tales"

"SEE?! SEE SEE SEE SEE SEE!?!?!" *hopping around in anger*

*alien blinks in confusion*

- I'm sorry I know this is serious but its so funny when they just. Keel over

- maybe its the air making them sick?

- "listen I uh-"

"No no! "

"Its just that I uh well....you know"

"No I know. I know......you know that I -"

"I know!"

"Its obvious thats somethings wrong with us...physically..."

"Physically..."

*doctor fraiser comes in* "WELL theres nothing wrong with you"

Amazing

- wow these plants are HUGE

- GREEN GOO!!!!

- Daniel said the name of the episode

- hes so passionate about how guilty he feels that they potentially killed a whole race of people and I mean hes valid

- no glasses!Daniel in this scene

- Jack following them around with no idea whats going on

- this plant is saying Get the FUCK off My Planet

- tealc came thru and leaned over and I thought his butt went back thru the gate for a sec and now im wondering what would happen if you accidently leaned over and your ass cheeks were in the event horizon. Would you be pulled in ass first or am I just over thinking things again

- oh thank god they saved the alien guy these people are too innocent to die

- Daniel wanting to stay longer :)

- theyre waving bye 😭💗

- these plants were just super shy I guess

- "I talk to my plants, ok?" Hey no judgement here sam! I dont even have plants to talk to. i just talk to air

- lets leave those guys in peace ok. Never go back

~

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Jack Oniell whump: weak , stumbling, head aches

Daniel jackson whump: weak headaches , anger outburst , feeling sick

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No glasses!Daniel for less than 2 minutes

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82 Truths

rules: once you’ve been tagged you’re supposed to write a post with eighty-two truths and then tag twenty-five people.

tagged by @hoseokjinns bruh this has been sitting in my drafts for how many eons????

name: Dawn blood type: b nickname(s): Celeste (cousins mainly) and then anything else is adding an e or i sound to the end of my name (tho i have noticed dawners is a frequent name) r/s: dead inside zodiac sign: libruh pronouns: she\her favorite tv shows: dude, i havent seen any tv shows since i was 8, that was well over a decade ago. i collect the dvd/blurays of tv shows but not often. my mother and i are really into futurama but other than that its usually animes that i collect long or short hair: literally lopped my hair off myself like 3 days ago height: 5′5″ do you have a crush on someone: if fictional characters count then yes, the husband list keeps growing and i need another closet to shove them in but real life im fighting a “battle” what do you like about yourself: i have yet to be called annoying or that im an ass to those i love and i support them with all i can, so ive got that going for me right or left handed: right, tho i am ambidextrous over weird ass shit. like gymnastics im left dominate in??? idfk either man list of three favourite colors: literally any color associated with fall/autumn and ill be a happy camper

right now: eating: just ate a cracker that had peanut butter on it cause im munchin hard drinking: sweet h2o man i’m about to: probably go to bed or i might work on my drafts for my writing blog, havent decided yet listening to: a mix about cats, love, breakfast and being tired by in love with a ghost (on youtube) kids: hell no, unless i know i can support the damn thing with all i can while living comfortably along with someone i KNOW wont leave both me and the kid and help me then maybe, but its still a really strong no. pets are fam tho, so technically i have like 5 kids already get married: down for that, annoying someone all the time as a “job” sounds fun, especially if we get late night adventures and do weird ass cooking class shit for fun. ITS IN THE CONTRACT YA KNOW career: i really want to travel the world and get paid to do so, but at my own pace

most recent: drink: water????? idk what you want from me man im a thirsty hoe for livin phone call: been on discord all day today with 2 of my best friends and listening to music with my bot the other half on it song you listened to: lauv reforget (literally just came on) 

have you ever: dated someone twice: no been cheated on: nope, and im not the type to let them get away with it if they ever did kissed someone and regretted it: no lost someone special: yes been depressed: yes, began at a very young age due to the death of my father. literally had a midlife crisis when i was 4 cause of his death been drunk and thrown up: hell no kissed a stranger: no had glasses or contacts: glasses had sex on the first date: no, not really my thing broken someone’s heart: i think so, never really ask how they felt about it afterwards turned someone down: yuuuup cried when someone died: yes fallen for a friend: mmmmm, not really??? i usually crush on an acquaintance and my friends drag them in and somehow become friends later??? 

in the last year have you: made a new friend: uuuuuh, maybe 3??? i dont like leaving my house nor do i like wasting my time on strangers, especially if theyre rude fallen out of love: yeah laughed until you cried: many times, MANY FUCKING TIMES met someone who changed you: uh, i think so??? idk, i kinda find my own flow in life and people either respect it and enjoy the ride with me or fight it, and i dont have the energy to deal with pointless shit found out who your true friends were: ooooh yeah found out someone was talking about you: humans talk, its natural. i dont really do anything but i can see why someone WOULD talk shit if thats what this is asking about kissed someone on your fb list: ew no

which is better: lips or eyes: eyes hugs or kisses: hugs, i like being warm shorter or taller: both have pros and cons romantic or spontaneous: both? both sensitive or loud: idk what the fuck this is asking about but if its about being around people who are loud or sensitive then neither, im sensitive to headaches so loud people irritate me and trigger the pain and ive had bad experiences in person with sensitive people where they dont leave me alone and wind up stalking me???? i love being alone so neither hookup or relationship: relationship troublemaker or hesitant: one can be kinda fun but also a pain in the ass if they get you into trouble a lot and the other might not be as constantly fun per say but at least you shouldnt be in trouble as often 

first: best friend: Samantha surgery: thankfully nothing yet sport i joined: badminton  vacation: everything my parents did was while i was literally an infant soooooo yeah, greaaaaat memories

do you believe in: yourself: not all the time, but i rely on myself more than anyone else. i dont trust anyone for shit when i know damn well i can do it myself and know that if something goes wrong i myself fucked it up and can probably fix my mistake miracles: yes and no, i believe theres a reason for things to happen the way they do, and there are times i see it as miracles love at first sight: i believe in attraction at first sight, not immediately seeing someone soul or some shit heaven: im more for reincarnation and spiritual aspects in life and death

extras: how many people from your fb list do you know irl: 90% of them do you have any pets: im not counting my outside pets because there are too many to even keep track of to count so my children are 5 cats, toto my conure, oz my dog, tubby my gecko, and a beta fish and a catfish do you want to change your name: if i ever did, which i dont want to do, it’d be either Celeste or Aurora (my mom actually debated on calling me aurora after like the disney princess if you will and funny enough shes always been my favorite princess) what did you do for your last birthday: 2 of my friends kidnapped me and took me to dinner and we drove around and looked at interesting things. this years its during ren faire and im so damn happy what time did you wake up today: 9 pm. im sick atm and its really fucking up my sleep schedule  what were you doing last night at midnight: just got out of a call with one of my best friends and sat on my own server for a bit chillin with my music bot before my other best friend joined my after like SIX HOURS, DAMN YOU SIMON something you can’t wait for: ren faire, getting married cause then i get to sweater slap someone and get away with it, and being comfortably happy in life last time you saw your mom: a few hours ago? i went to the kitchen to get my cat to love on her and saw her then what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i had more determination to see things through and not be scared to take the leaps to see it through have you ever talked to a person named tom: i worked in retail, so probably what’s getting on your nerves: a lot of things, mainly petty things. kinda wanna cut a toxic person out of my life but we all know thats easier said than done especially seeing how he talks to literally all of the people i talk with on a daily basis save one soul and he treated her like shit when he talked to her sooo yeah, dunno wtf is his problem but im tired of being the object of his frustration and anger, idk how the rest of my friends deal with his shit but im just so damn DONE

man im not taggin 25 people. if youd like to tag me as a “i found it from so and so” then go for it man, let youre dreams run free friend. im just a lazy sack of shit and am tired and im amazed im still up and that its TAKEN ME A MILLION DAMN YEARS TO DO THIS IM SO SORRY LEANNE

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Doxxed

Her phone rang beside her and Rae yawned, reaching over to grab it from the beside table. "Hello?" She mumbled sleepily. "Rae?! Rae...have you seen the news?!" Her assistant cried out over the line. "Bridgy, shush...What are you so worked up over?" Rae grumbled, glancing down at Brennan sleeping against her side. Lucas was sleeping beside her as well. Both boys were tuckered out after a long day and she knew how worried Lucas was over the weird stalker calls he'd been receiving. They'd barely left the house for a couple of days. But with Brennan finally sleeping, she didn't want him to wake up from Bridgette's panicking over the phone. “Rae, it’s all over the telly and twitter. Our records..Our client records are out! They’re out! PUBLICALLY!” Bridgette was absolutely hysterical. Rae frowned, sliding out of bed and leaving the room so she could have some more privacy. Closing the door behind her, she cleared her throat. “What do you mean...records...What about our clients is out, Bridgette?!” Rae demanded. “The VIP services, their names, everything we’ve provided them with. It’s enough to get us all investigated by the police. The clients and us, Rae...” Bridgette explained. Rae felt sick to her stomach and she leaned against the hallway. “How did this happen....” She whispered in horror. They were screwed...

Two days later, Rae was sick of hiding from the office. Her family had been hiding in a hotel room, her business not being the only victim of the London doxxing. Lucas had also been attacked. The address which they lived at and his studio schedule had been leaked to his fans - which was a HEADACHE. The hotel they were at was beautiful and wonderful, thanks to Cameron, but she couldn’t sit back and hide. She had to get to work and see how much damage had been done. To try and find out who had breached her security walls.

After getting nearly mauled by an angry client outside of the office building, Rae was forever grateful to be inside and safe . She made sure the front doors were locked and the extra security team was stationed around while she entered her office. She pushed open the doors and closed them behind her, taking a deep, calming breath. “Finally...” She sighed. Before she got far from the door, she heard something to her left. Turning she screeched as a had came flying at her. “You fucking BITCH!” Her attacker screamed, grabbing her hair and yanking it so she lost balance and fell. “You ruined EVERYTHING! My dealer won’t COME NEAR ME!” It was another of her clients, one of the more intense ones. A wealthy business owner who had an extreme addiction to cocaine and loved prostitutes. “Get off me Gerard!” Rae snapped. She hadn’t actually done business with him in several months because he was so unstable. “The police are watching me! They’re watching me, Ackerley!” He growled, dragging her across the room as she kicked and struggled. “GET OFF! SECURITY!” Rae screamed. “No! NO! You don’t get to get out of this! YOU FUCKED ME OVER!”

Moments later, the door to her office was thrown open and several members of the security team were pointing guns towards them. “Release, Ms. Ackerley..Sir...” One of the guards ordered sternly. Gerard shook his head and yanked on her hair harder, making her yelp from the pain. “She’s ruined my life! I’m going to jail! They’re going to take everything! They’ll know it all!” Gerard continued maniacally.  Rae tried to look up at him. “Gerard...It’s going to be okay...I’m going to protect you. Protect all my clients...Please just calm d--” He shook her, “Don’t tell me to calm down! DON’T YOU DARE TELL ME-” A shot went off and Gerard took a bullet to the shoulder, successfully knocking him back so he released Rae’s hair. She scrambled to her feet and ran towards one of the guards, who shuffled her behind him as they worked to collect Gerard before he could get back up.

If all of her clients acted like Gerard - her business was screwed. When the law abiding clients found out about what she’d been offering the others. They’d never work with her again. “Ms. Ackerley, are you alright?” A man asked her, his face filled with concern. “I think I’m going to be sick...” Rae croaked before she doubled over and lost her breakfast.

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i am trying to open a used car lot and need insurance for it. where can i find cheap insurance i have looked and got a quote at one place but the price is to high 6500.00 per year, are there any other companies that will offer that but for cheaper? thanks""

Buyin a car? Insurance driving it back?

Hi i may be purchasing a car this evening. Can any1 tell me how i get it back do i need some sort of cover note? I am 19 and was a named driver on my uncles insurance on my previous car. Now don't have a car but buyin this one tonight its only 10mins drive. will i be ok or not ?

Classic car insurance?

i want cheap insurance so will buying a classic help that?

Do I add Real Estate company to car insurance policy?

My mom and I were hired by a well known real estate company. We are on the same auto insurance policy (clean records). When we were hired, while in training, I called around for quotes. I explained that I did not know how many miles I would be driving yet. The agent said I keep it where it was and if I notice I drive around more to call and adjust the rate. I was up front about getting into real estate. The quote was good. Two weeks letter I get a letter I have to fill out for the auto company. They want to know millage again and if I will be using the cars for work. I was honest about everything, including the company.. I received a notice today that my policy went up almost $400 because they upped my milage (I put between 9-15k, so of course they went in and put in 15k LOL.... but even brining down that, because the company is on there, I am under a business policy ... Is this correct?""

New health insurance question?

How long after health insurance policy starts can you go to the doctor? My insurance starts on 11/01/08 just wondering how long should I wait to go to the doctor for my yearly checkup?

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Long Term Disability - Life Insurance?

If you were no longer able to work and went on short and then long term disability from your job and then you die, is your family still eligible for life insurance that you had through your employer?""

Where to find cheap insurance in ontario?

I'm turning 22 had a Kawasaki Ninja 250R as a starter bike and looking to upgrade to something bigger. I have a clean record but any online quote I get for a bike 600cc or higher results in $10,000/year or higher in insurance. I see guys my age riding around all the time on R6s and CBR600RRs and I don't understand it. Am I missing something? Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.""

Would I still need to keep the insurance up on my truck if my license was suspended for DUI?

I was wondering if I still need to keep my insurance during the suspension period or do I cancel it and then wait till the end of my suspension period. I got my DUI on May 6th. I guess for now I'm sticking to riding a bicycle anytime I want to go somewhere which it takes longer but at least it gets the most gas mileage of any vehicle which is infinity miles per gallon.

""I only have liability insurance, how much would my car repair bill come out to be?""

I have a 2004 Nissan maxima and was in an accident this morning. Long story short, it was my fault and fortunately there were no injuries on either side. However, my insurance covers plenty for the other party, but none for me. The damages are in the front right side which includes, the headlight, part of the hood, front bumper, the side panel(but not the door) to be smashed in a bit. Further damages include windshield wiper fluid is leaking, for it was hit too. But the tire and allignment is completely fine, allowing the cop to let me drive it home. Any help?""

Im a new motorcycle rider and I was wondering which insurance is the best but cheap?

Im 24 yrs old, I was thinking of Progressive insurance? Is there anything that I can do to make my insurance lower?""

Car Insurance Cancelled due to not sending documentation...?

I recently had a car insurance policy cancelled due to not sending off my documentation (driving licence & counterpart) in time. So, I started to apply for a new quote, and it asked if I'd ever had a policy cancelled, I ticked yes, and in comparison to begin with the quote doubled. This was because of the cancelled policy. I assume they do this because people have policies cancelled due to non payments, however, obviously mine wasn't. Is there any way I can get around this because it wasnt actually cancelled because I didn't pay...?? Please help, as an 18 year old girl car insurance is expensive enough! Thanks""

I have got automatic driving license 2 days go and I`m looking for car insurance?

I have got automatic driving license 2 days go and I`m looking for car insurance? i just checked with direct gov to understand the insurance policy then i checked the compare sites to get a better deal depending on the car that i will buy , the problem the least price is 560 pounds for third policy option and even its higher that the comprehensive one , the car is ford fiesta 1997, pls your advice , do you have website or can you explain it for me , its really confusing many options and higher prices and i know some people pay 20pounds per month and even cheaper how they can get such prices ??""

Difference between comprehensive and third party insurance?

hi all. What is the difference between comprehensive insure for your car, and third party insurance for your car. please help. and thankyou in advance (:""

Can you buy multiple life insurance policies?

If one had a whole life insurance policy valued at $1M, and through a life settlement company sold it for $455K; could you essentially use those same funds to purchase another life insurance such as a universal life insurance policy for $1M?""

How can i find out Insurance rates on cars?

is there a certain website which can give me the average amount i need to pay for car insurance on certain cars.

Looking for health insurance that covers IVF?

I am seeking health insurance that covers infertility treatment in the State of Md. Maryland is a mandated state for IVF coverage but I am not sure how it works with regard to individual policies. I know that if is not excluded from the policy that they would be required to cover it. Does anyone know how to get a reasonably priced individual policy that may cover IVF treatment??

Which company Car Insurance?

Hi, I am planing to buy new car in bangalore. Please let me know which company car insurance i have to take. Which insurance company is having good service.? Thanks""

What are some cheap diesel cars to insure?

This is for my first car. I would prefer a diesel but the engine sizes are usually larger so what are some diesel cars with a small engine? Don't really care about the engine as long as its cheap to insure.

What is the average cost for martial arts insurance?

What is the average cost for martial arts insurance?

How much Roughly for first car + insurance?

I am 15 looking to start saving for a first car in in the UK by the way. Also I'm talking about insurance for when im 17/18 year old my guess would be around 5-8k for a first car plus insurance? Thanks

How much are car insurance usually cost in texas?

I would be a first time driver. I am 25 year old. how much is the cost for any car insurance now in the market?

Would i need car insurance?

(Only open to UK) i am a provisional driver using my dad's car. My dad is with me at all times and he has fully comprehensive insurance, i have been told that this then covers me also, is this correct or will i need extra insurance?""

Company not offering insurance?

I've read the policy, forms, etc... Prior I was hired. The company that I work with gas this insurance benifits. I have already reach my 90 days and 3 weeks period. The company is not offering me with medical insurance. Not even an evaluation. But that doesn't matter. My question is, is it illegal in the state of California if the company does not offer/ask you an option to have insurance or not? Please advice.""

What is the average cost of auto insurance for a 21 year old male?

if i could get a price range as well that would be great. i know it changes based on a whole bunch of other things but i would just like to know a general price range and average to budget. thank you

Whats your average price car insurance group 12 and Road Tax?

im planning on getting a car lexus is200 in a few months time and wanted to know how much you guys/girls pay monthly or yearly only on insurance group 12 and on road tax. Im 19, passed a month ago. planning on putting the car in my dads name and me as the driver. Dads a good driver had no past accidents (not sure if you need to know that). Thnxs""

How much is your car insurance if your a male teen?

im looking to get car insurance for my car and i dont know how much it cost i dont want a quote because all they do is send crap in the mail but if your a male teen how much are you paying a month for your car insurance? and what type of car do you have.

Health insurance?

Is it a law that requires each university student to have health insurance?

Auto insurance question?

I am looking into financing a 2007 honda civic coupe ex. It is a 1.8 liter inline 4 motor. Front wheel drive and automatic with almost 68,000 miles on it. In florida, you have to get full coverage until you finish paying off the car. I am 23 with 2 traffic tickets. One for a stop sing violation and another for no proof of insurance. Both tickets were given to me at the same time almost 3 years ago. Thats the only 2 tuckets ive ever had. I live in the country as well because i know that matters for a quote. But with this information, what would be a good estimate on how much full coverage insurance would be on this vehicle? Thanjs in advance.""

How much renters insurance coverage are apartment complexes allowed by law to tell the renter they have to car?

I was told by a apartment complex that I had to have $3,000,000 worth of coverage in my policy. Is this amount allowed by law? I've never heard of such a large policy amount for renter's insurance. BTW, I live in north Texas.""

Car recommendations for a college student?

I'll be getting my first car in the spring of 2012. I'm staying in an apartment near the campus, and I'll have a bike for that. The majority of my driving will be errands around town, and driving the 117 miles back home occasionally to visit family. Low insurance, high gas mileage, and safety are top priorities. I've got about $15,000 to spend on the car. I will have a part time job to pay insurance/gas/etc. So far the only car that appeals to me is the 2010+ Mazda3 because it has a nice exterior, and I love the interior and features compared to other small cars. Gas mileage is decent, but not the best. Also, if I go for the hatchback, will that raise my insurance costs? Do you have any other recommendations? The Mazda3 has the best interior that I've seen so far, that's the basic factor that's keeping me from other cars.""

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""Changed bike on my insurance, new letter says premium : -63.40?""

Hi, i change the motorbike on my insurance, i changed it from a 125 cc ybr to a 660cc mto3!! and well they told me it would not cost anything to change the insurance! how good is ...show more""

How do you find out if someone that hit you has insurance?

the insurance information i was given after someone hit my car turned out to be fake. my insurance company called his company but was told that the policy # does not exist. so is there a way i can find out through DMV or somewhere his true insurance information? if i can't find it, would this qualify as uninsured since i have uninsured drivers coverage? it would waive my deductible and it would pay for the injuries i suffered in the accident but only if he really is uninsured.""

Are there any good temporary car insurance companies in america?

Are there any good temporary car insurance companies in america?

Kawasaki zx6r motorcycle insurance for 17yr old?

just got a 2003 kawasaki zx6rr ( restricted to 33bph) any 1 know where i can get cheap insurance for under 2k i live in uk thanks

Car accident but driver isnt under my insurance?

Last month my boyfriend and I were driving and someone rear ended my car. I am insured under Mercury insurance and the car is owned under my moms name. My bf has his own insurance but not for my car. We were not at fault but I'm nervous about filing a claim with the insurance company cause he is not under my insurance and was driving my car.. A police report was filed.. But what will happen if I file a claim with Mercury insurance? Will I get charged or fined for letting someone that wasn't on my insurance drive my car? Or can I not file a claim to the other company cause he isn't insured under the car that was damaged ? and if I ask my representative from Mercury what will happen will she report me even if I don't file a claim for letting someone who isn't under our insurance drive the car?

How much damage will the other drivers insurance have to pay?

My son was involved in a collision this morning. The driver of the other vehicle pulled out right in front of him and he rear-ended them. The driver of the other vehicle was cited for failure to yield and the state trooper that handled the accident said that the collision was unavoidable on my sons part. The question concerning me is that my son did not pay anything for the car he was driving because it was given to him by my daughter. The car has a salvage title because it had apparently been totalled before but had been restored. The car probably would not be worth very much even had it never been in an accident because it is a 1986 year model Pontiac 6000. Now he is without transportation unless I provide it. Will they only be required to pay a salvage price for damages or what?

Im Looking for cheap auto insurance in NJ?

Any suggestions? Anything except Cure,Esurance,Metlife and travelers. been there done that. Cure is just awful and unprofessional!""

3rd party comprehensive car insurance in bangalore?

I've a 1997 model maruti 800, just purchased from a seller, i got only the RC book, no insurance paid soo far, where do i make the insurance for this model car ? and what type of insurance is beneficial? am willing to sell the car after 10 months..? I called ICICILombard.. they refused as it is an old car. ???? Is there any logical reason behind an old car being refused for insurance??? what documents do i need to take care while insuring.. ???""

Question about car insurance?

ok so im wondering if i get a car will worth 5000 will the insurance be the same on all cars worth 5000 like a mustang worth 5 k or a civic worth 5 k is the insurance the same on them?

Low- cost insurance for my 2 year old???

Is it possible to get insurance for my 2 year old at a low rate WITHOUT insuring myself or my husband? We tried getting on our state's medicaid program (which was originally started for people who couldn't get health insurance through their jobs but left that behind long ago!) but of course my husband and I make too much money. Every insurance quote we've been given has been astronomical and we'd have to insure one or both of ourselves to get insurance on the baby. What can I do??? We've also both asked our employers to look into health insurance for their employees and it's still just too expensive!

Can anyone tell me how good this insurance is?

I recently got Reliance Standard insurance..can anyone help me figure out the copay? I went to the website and can't figure it out..

""I am in the militarty and moved to another state, can I have my car insurance from my home state?

I am a resident of and my vehicle is registered in South Carolina and I am stationed in California. California's insurance is way higher than SCs. I would like to carry insurance from SC on my vehicle.

On average how much would monthly insurance be on a 2012 rolls royce ghost?

On average how much would monthly insurance be on a 2012 rolls royce ghost?

Whish insurance compay should i go to (auto)?

i just bought a 2000 Toyota camry Ve last night and i have never had any insurance before because i havent need it , i am 23 years old and i am looking for insurance some people told me go to Gieco has good prices""

Does my insurance change when I change my license from one state to another? totally confused!?

I want to change from a Delaware license to a Maryland drivers License. I am on my moms insurance and I pay her every year for keeping me on. This is very confusing. After changing from DE to MD license do I notify the insurance company? Can my rates change? Can I still drive the car registered under her name? Please, any info you can provide is helpful! ! I am doing this to get in state tuition for college""

Is progressive auto insurance reliable?

I just bought a 2009 Honda Civic EX. I've checked various quotes online based on my info, and they range near the $2000 (sometimes, just a 6 month policy). I just checked progressive, and it estimated a quote near the $1380 a year, that is $689.90 (6 month policy). It's a BIG difference, that's why I want to know what I'm getting into, any inputs???""

Any recommendations for student health coverage?

I am a sophomore in college, living on my own, and I barely have enough money to get by at the moment. When I get a roommate though, I want to start up health coverage because I know it is very important. Does anyone know of any health insurance companies in California that either offer a health plan for students, or know of something that would be adequate coverage for someone my age in their early 20's? Thanks so much for any help you can give me!""

What are some cheap Car Insurance Companies for Full Coverage in Texas?

Lookin for some cheap Auto Insurance Companies in Texas for Full Coverage.Any ideas?

Pregnant and no insurance?

hi, i have a friend who is about 3 months pregnant now and she has no health insurance. she is currently working but the employer does not provide benefits of any sort. she does not make that much an hour i think minimum wage and she is working part time. so she is without health insurance for her and the baby. she knows that she can probably get approve by medicaid to cover the pregnancy expenses but her mother is over age 65 and retired and she is currently on medicaid. and she know that if she were to find another job the insurance""

How to look for insurance?

I need to find health and medical insurance... im online looking at quotes but i have no idea what its saying???? can anyone help????

Car insurance question?

So i just cancelled my policy with a company i was having trouble with (it cost 492) so i am broke now, and i cant really afford another policy as im returning to college next week. However, i can afford a policy under my mums name, but is it possible to go under my mums name when the car is registered to me? Also, does anybody know any good/cheap insurance companies?""

Car insurance policy and rates question?

My girlfriend is on my car insurance policy. Recently she got in an accident and now I believe our car insurance rates will be raised. Can I drop her off my car insurance policy and have her transfer her car in my name that way both cars can be insured in my name. If I do this can she still drive her car?

How much is car insurance?

I know it depends on a lot of things, but whenever I mention me getting my license, they have the same excuse over and over...So what's an idealistic amount for a young teen 17 w/ 3.0+gpa and a sports car be? In california.""

Cheapest car insurance companys for 21year old with kids?

Some where that takes into account my situation rather than age. Ta

""My car insurance company sent me forms to fill out, after an accident. Do I need to do it?""

The police report states that I am not at fault. The passenger in my was badly hurt. My insurer wants me/my passenger to fill out a medical release/history form. I see no benefit in doing so. If the other driver does not have insurance, and we are not yet sure that they do, my insurer would pay my claim/my passengers claim under my uninsured coverage. If they have my passenger's medical history, they could try to find reasons to limit how much to pay out. They also want me to fill out a Report of Traffic Accident form. I have given a statement to the police, who said I'm not at fault. The other driver was cited, and I have also given an oral/recorded statement to my insurer. I don't' see the need to fill out an accident form. It just seems that my insurer is trying to cover their on *** in case my uninsured coverage kicks in. What if I don't fill these form out?""

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